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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months ago

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Actually, the bars aren't so bad anymore.

Think you can fix him? Read about his care instructions over at Tiger Tiger)

#Tiger Tiger #ludovica bonnaire #rakkatak ann #I thought I liked him (in a way he has a great design and is an effective antagonist) and *then* he licked the spit.#Now I need to create a lab to study him in. My god. He gives me hives. I need to see more of him NOW.#Something is wrong with him and it fascinates me.#He is everything I like in an antagonist. A little bit stupid and unintentionally funny while being a genuine threat.#I call him rat man they way I want to see him skitter around on the floor.#Call him rat man the way he might need a little cheerio snack and some enrichment.#I am so...so tired and I am struggling to keep the jokes train going.#Please continue to read Tiger Tiger! Every new reader fuels my energy gauge.#Sorry I've been missing so many days of posting. I'll try to make up with some extra posts this week!

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devotedlystrangewizard · 1 year ago

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im not doing dark urge as my first playthrough im not doing dark urge as my first playthrough im n-

#saw the uh. romance scene. like the durge romance scene. with a character i genuinely do not intend to romance #BUT OOOHHHHHH #oh thats so good #i still have a month to remind myself of how much i love my intended tav (their backstory interests me more than their game plot)#it is nice that it finally dragged me out of my desire to do a complete giving in run first bc as cool as THAT character is #i need to see the struggle #but i really do think most of these characters would rely on some degree of either guide usage or existing knowledge #so im ALSO tempted to do a run with a character based off of my very unsubtly self insert xiv character maze #nyx's backstory leading to them experiencing very much a 'i dont want to kill anymore :(' mentality does kinda make them resemble durge #but id have to get rid of their backstory in that case since their killing is very much outside influence rather than The Urge #this game is making me suffer through the exact same shit as dragon age inquisition did i made SO MANY characters #romanced dorian 3 times. because i love him #both tge first & second times were unintentional. i meant to go for bull but messed up his personal quest with the first #and discovered youd need to find a Literal Fucking Dragon in the second #ive been through some shit for my LIs in games but im not fighting a dragon actually fuck that #maybe im just really bad at dai but i got my ass kicked the one time i tried

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hollytree33 · 3 months ago

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Hi so I might’ve made a painting of my Inquisitor while trying to mimic Solas’s style so I can pretend he made it

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windfalling · 4 months ago

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1.02 // 1.06 // 1.08 The Stranger vs. Sol on recognizing and differentiating Osha and Mae

#the acolyte #theacolyteedit #starwarsedit #osha x qimir #oshamir #osha aniseya #qimir the acolyte #sol the acolyte #star wars #mae aniseya #sometimes i make things #the acolyte dragging me back to fandom and gifmaking #i am not back on tumblr except i am just for this #i have a couple other gif ideas we'll see if i end up making them #there's something about sol's paternalistic attachment to osha leading him to tunnel vision when it comes to her #mae as an extension of osha #mae as the version that went wrong; corrupted;#whereas the stranger recognises and treats them as different people almost right away #and there is something so compelling to that #that even the person who claims to love you (and does love you in his own way) struggles to even recognise you #and will always see you as that little girl on brendok who needs saving #the stranger sees the parts of her that were unwanted; acknowledges her grief and anger and trauma #whereas the jedi and by extension sol saw that as a threat #ANYWAY im done i dont know anything about star wars except that i need this to be renewed asap

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bookalicent · 3 months ago

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yeah so this was insane

#i feel like too many people reduce this interaction to jason being like ‘lol same’#but idk :/#this chapter is from jason’s pov #and leading up to it he’s like ‘people keep walking on eggshells around me bc of the the michael varus stab wound’#and he hates it so when he goes on deck to help out with the storm #everyone’s like wtf except for percy #and jason states how much he appreciated percy not treating him like a sick kid #and i feel like it’s echoed in this sentiment where jason could say so many things like #‘you should never feel that way’ ‘im here if you need anything’#but he doesn’t make percy feel alone in his desire to just…. end it all #which ik for some people that doesn’t work but you’re not a character in hoo and percy is dealing with so much guilt #and he can’t tell annabeth bc she’s a main aspect of that guilt #and he doesn’t wanna guilt her more and he feels ashamed and when he describes this he feels weird for feeling it #so having jason this tough guy be like ‘yo i understand it bc i felt the same way #that’s gotta mean a lot to percy #also insane how jason who also struggles to display vulnerability #allows it in one of few times in this moment just so percy this guy he’s supposed to be jealous about #feels comforted and not alone in his guilt and shame #and also it’s just insane how jason’s wanting to kay em ess does not get talked about AT ALL #and just seeing his mom and the pressure of new rome getting to him #like this scene is insane and i’ll never shut up about it #also ignore me i’m just finishing my reread of hoo that took all summer #jason grace #percy jackson #pjo #ashla.txt

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soosoosoup · 7 months ago

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Funk branch au

Au and branch design by @bbc-trolls

#dreamworks trolls #trolls #trolls au #trolls branch #trolls prince d #trolls queen essence #trolls king quincy #thank you bbc-trolls!! for both making this au! and for giving permission for fanart <3 #oooghghg love this au #never knew I needed something so much #Funk family! your perfect! your everything #forgive me my queen! had a hard time drawing you #funk trolls are a bit of a struggle lol #‘branch gets adopted by another tribe’ you will always be famous #yeh funk fam and even funk trolls as a whole would be a good fit for branch #their advanced tech. how accepting/understanding they are (cue twt talk about differences) and did you see them get ready to battle!#the more I think abt this au the more I love it #the more I think about funk trolls the more I LOVE THEM<3 #they're so cool #this took a little long to make. kept adding more and more lol #in case your wondering Quincy is giving a talk about how him being different to both pop and funk is okay and should be cherished #like that talk in twt about how the strings/troll genres are different and to not deny it cause it's an important.#silk sonic on repeat making this! edit: forgot to say thanks to lonedawn for mentioning the album on bbc’s og post! you are so right <3 #also listened to other funky songs #need more funk music!! it reaches as special part of the soul #can not recommend 'atomic dog world tour remix' enough. it's so good. prince d's verse at 1:27 fav #trolls fanart #excuse the messiness #funk branch au #my art <3

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fascinationstreetmp3 · 24 days ago

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i need daniel to be overcompensating for his insecurities so bad. 100 times more cocky and rude and aggressive and insensitive than he was as a human, falling back into old dangerous habits and vices, not just because now he has new energy and power and wealth to flaunt but because it's ALL he has, and he needs to cling onto it. play it up and revel in it so no one sees that underneath, he feels like a botched fledgling in the body of a sick, faded old man who maybe has no real idea why he was even made. that armand might think he failed in making him. that his maker didn't even really want him.

#i think vampirism isnt inherently torturous to him in any sort of moral way #but more in an inner self worth/image way #louis felt he was failing because he rejected/didn't enjoy human blood and death #i can see daniel being fine with killing but being insecure about the way he turned out/the way he is now #and his complicated connection with armand and what it all means for him. why he cares what he thinks or feels when he doesnt want to #but he does. and he has all these questions he needs him to answer #this sort of thing would be a way to connect him to louis further and also lestat now #louis who felt like a “botched vampire” for a long time and lestat who was immediately abandoned by his maker #and how lestat coped with what had been done to him by trying to fully embrace what he'd been turned into #anyway the bottom line is i think he should suffer and struggle with vampirism just as much as everyone else has in his own way #but he still has to be a massive insufferable asshole about it. and maybe get smacked around a bit because of it #iwtv #daniel molloy

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nevermeyers · 3 months ago

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I find it very realistic that Megumi wants to try to live for someone else again instead of for himself directly. I mean it. It will take him a long time to recover from what he has suffered, which was too much for a child (because he is still a child!!). At first I thought Megumi was going to pick himself up, but looking at it from another perspective and analyzing my own experience with mental health: it makes sense. Megumi needs help. And he will get it. Yuuji and his friends will teach him to live for himself. The ending of Megumi's character is a new beginning, unlike the others.

Btw, did y'all notice his scars are Sukuna's? The way i'd kms on the spot, poor boy :( he's going to live with the curse of remembering every time he looks on the mirror

#he's so precious #i missed him #so so much #he grew up in a negligent house just to be taken by a complete stranger who only cherised his powers #he lost yuuji which was the only thing he was probably egoistic about in his whole life and then when yuuji came back he was so relieved #he lost everyone again and was severely abused #how do ppl expect him to recover in five minutes?#seriously did ppl expect to get out of sukuna's body and see life is worth? of course not he needs help and he's getting it #:')#he will get better thanks to his friends and grow #to deal with someone like Megumi you need to be very understanding #like yuuji is #btw if you see someone struggling with mental health please be this patient #thanks to the people who picked me up and understood me when i was at my lowest #jujutsu kaisen #@meyers #megumi fushiguro #itadori yuuji #itafushi #jjk 268 #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers

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ba1laur · 2 months ago

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why not. why not post some of the dog eat dog concepts. look at my wolves

#sorry you have to see hare again. i plauyed around #those are a couple many weeks old. maybe months. so designs may have changed idk i havent had time or the right mood to draw them lately #still testing designs and visual styles and the likes. im struggling to discover a fitting way to draw those doggies that fits them #and also their stories. so dont look too hard at those thanks. tfhank you #i was gonna introduce the packs too but i got lazy i gotta have things properly drawn for that until then have this #note to others i am against the existence of wolfdogs molly is my way of ranting about why people need to stop making wolfdogs #doodle tag #<-. i think having a doodle tag will make me more confident 2 post these kind of things #dog eat dog tag #wolf #wolves #dogs #canids #and such #cobalt #hare #molly #duchess #kestrel #salmon #oxen

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Get Their Ass.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jin ling #jin chan #Yeah that's right. This guy is a named character. All those nameless disciples in the yi city arc and *this* guy gets a name.#Jin ling finally gets his much needed outfit upgrade! Rest in peace double straps.#I adore how we get to keep learning about Jin Ling and peeling back the layers on him...It's also so sad to see him so alone and friendless #especially knowing he really was starting to build peer friendships in the yi city arc...#Jin ling really is one of my top 5 characters in MDZS and its absolutely in part because of how you can *see* how he ended up this way #and we watch him learn and grow! He's doing what most adults refuse to do: Consider that his opinions are skewed and need to change.#You are NOT immune to propaganda and I adore characters who reflect and struggle with that!#Just because someone with assumed authority says something that fits into what you want to be true does not make it true B*/#In this series about rumours and warped perspectives - Jin Ling is a great example of how hard you have to work for the truth #+1 points of friendship with jin ling: He will self correct himself if he says a slur now

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keferon · 4 months ago

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Okay I’m. Usually. Usually I don’t enjoy human aus and usually I hate drawing transformers as humans because it feels so wrong to my brain.

But then I stumbled upon Dream of something more by Gemma_Inkyboots and aaauuuhh fuck. Here’s the pile of the most vague and unspecific and undetailed fanart. Because I’m being torn between “I can’t drawing human designs” and “If don’t draw something for this fic I die”.

#maccadam #transformers #dratchet #ratchlock #drift #deadlock #ratchet #it’s kind of mermaid au #but I ….auuhh I can’t design mer Deadlock spare ne #*me #I’m struggling haha #at first I was like #oh okay I see. This is about mer falling in love with a human and then deciding that he needs to be a human too so he can be with his love #but something #SOMETHING was so interestingly off #and then I realised that….oh fuck #it’s not about ‘finding your love’#it’s about finding your way back to your love even though you have a fucking amnesia and don’t remember you are loved #Deadlock is so damn confused half of the time because he jUSt found Ratchet #but Ratchet already knows him and loves him and cares about him and he missed him so much and he thought Deadlock was dead???#………yeah….great fic #fic fanart #Deadlock thinking that Ratchet’s clothes smells like home and Ratchet’s food tastes like home is…..#*dies*#the fic is unfinished #there’s 2 chapters left I think? But it’s SO worth reading eheheh

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somnimagus · 1 year ago

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My page for @kairizine. It was such a huge honor to be part of this wonderful book with everyone, I had so much fun!

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#kingdom hearts #kh #kh kairi #kh xion #kh namine #i don't really feel proud of my own stuff usually but #i really think this is the drawing i'm most proud of from this past year!! it made me think 'oh maybe i can draw' haha #i'm still kinda bad with colors but something clicked with this one. and i feel like i got the sentimental feeling i wanted!#ooh but this project's about flower symbolism so ramble incoming:#protea symbolizes resilience transformation and diversity; hollyhock means 'please remember me.'#so my general theme was finding a sense of self.#these 3 have struggled with finding their own identity; they tend to get left behind both in-universe and in general plotwise #and naminé and xion both resemble kairi and were overshadowed by her memory. but i feel like all 3 have transformed into their own people #xion and naminé have their faces covered partially by hollyhock to show their wish to be remembered for who they are-#instead of the parts that they share with someone else #and the protea bouquets show how they each held on and resiliently grew into their own person despite it all #i put a little swervy path on the hill behind kairi to give that hopeful sense of growth and moving forward. it's a little hard to see #hopefully that makes sense! i really love symbolism but i think in visuals so i'm really bad with words #but gosh working with everyone on this project was so fun. it was like impossible not to get swept up by the team's hype for this zine #i need to hunt down everybody's work and rb it #ohh and everybody's flowers are so crisply drawn it's insane!! i think if i lined all these flowers and leaves i'd die haha #fan art #my art #project stuff

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p4nishers · 1 year ago

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can't believe tom hiddleston ACTUALLY interrupted the interviewer to say "one last thing, i think mobius is loki's friend and i don't think loki has ever had a friend before" like king. i love how u felt the need to add that truly

#he's so PASSIONATE about them oh my god like im sorry but w sylki he was literally STRUGGLING to put sentences together and get his meaning #across but with loki he's literally just. rambling for a full five minutes barely taking a breath like he's so likes them together SO much #him interrupting the interviewer after half of a minute was so funny like u can see he's not paying any attention he needs to get this one #little thing in and what he says is just so sweet and i really love how he emphasis that mobius is loki's first friend basically every time #he talks about them bc he knows how very important this relationship is to loki and he wants to get that across. bbg always pulling thru for #us he's a real one #loki season 2 #loki series #mobius m mobius #lokius #loki #tom hiddleston

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chitinleg · 2 years ago

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