#i need to know i’m losing my mind

[atlaspilled]

is adrian cricks middle name ever said? like, i know it starts with an A, but is it ever SAID?????

[imsilay]

i’m fucking SCREAMING

these type of kisses. like he couldn’t get enough of you. like when he grabs you and pulls you back into kiss even if you gasp for air. he just can’t stop once he started to kiss you, he’s addicted. and his kisses aren’t too rough. he just begs to feel any part of you against his lips so he could worship you properly.

and then

these type of hugs when he squeezes you onto his body and won’t let go. he just can’t. so he pulls you onto his lap and holds you until his stress and anxiety melts away.

but if he does the combo of that. then i’m dead.

(please delete pinterest from my phone cus i can’t stop_(:_」∠)_ i have at least 12 boards for desperate looking men T-T)

[veraleraa]

I need a Zukka fanfic where Zuko thinks he is doing normal friend things, and Sokka is over analyzing every single thing Zuko does because it all seems too romantic to be platonic but too platonic to be romantic. So while Sokka is losing his mind, Zuko is happy because he has his first real friendship, like a casual by Chappell Roan type situation. I’m sick of seeing fanfics where Zuko falls first, I need Sokka to lose his fucking mind because he is in love with Zuko.

[laurrelise]

someone talk with me about an AU where delores is a real girl who somehow survived the initial apocalypse and spends it growing old with five and keeping him sane

someone talk with me about delores being five’s age when he discovers her body in the rubble and thinks she’s dead before he notices the small rise and fall of her chest before he pulls her out and desperately tries to help her breathe normally again and watches the life fill her eyes with tears in his own that he’s finally no longer alone

someone talk with me about delores being an only child to parents who she wasn’t close with leading her to become dependent on herself until she meets five and learns to trust other people before finding out about his huge family and doing everything in her power to help him not only because she cares about him and wants him to be happy but also because she wants to experience the family she’s never had

someone talk with me about how delores never had powers but survived for the 40+ years in the apocalyptic wasteland of the future due to her seriously genius mind (and five’s help) and lives to help five figure out how to save his family

someone talk with me about young five and delores searching for anything they can find to survive before they stumble upon a half-broken mannequin with a surprisingly intact polka-dotted blouse that five says would suit her so she puts it on out of boredom from looking for materials before five looks at her with the most genuine, in-love eyes she’s ever seen and she decides to keep it just for him

someone talk with me about five always making sure delores has a comfortable place to sleep, to rest, to eat, etc

someone talk with me about five explaining his childhood so nonchalantly one day once he realizes that he can trust delores to her surprise, and she asks why he suddenly had the strength to tell her and he looks her in the eyes and says “believe it or not, you’re stuck with me, and i’m stuck with you, and i want you to know who i am when we’re kicking this apocalypse in the ass”

someone talk with me about teenage five teaching teenage delores how to defend herself with the training he was given during his childhood but reassuring her that he’ll always be there to protect her if something were to happen (to which she reminds him that she appreciates it, but knows she can defend herself with the spite and sheer willpower she has to survive)

someone talk with me about five and delores having a makeshift wedding and five’s vows being along the lines of “even if the rest of the world was alive, i don’t think i could ever hope to find someone that makes me as truly happy as you do, and i will be eternally grateful that of anyone i could get stuck in this goddamn apocalypse with, it was always you, and it will always be you”

someone talk with me about the handler showing up from the commission to recruit five as a temporal assassin and delores as a case worker because they’re both dangerously smart and incredible at surviving in harsh conditions (also, the handler approached them separately to see where their loyalties lied and they both firmly explained they wouldn’t go anywhere without the other)

someone talk with me about delores getting fed up with the handler repeatedly making moves on five despite him clearly being uncomfortable until it bubbles to a climax and she punches her square in the jaw, which results in an ER trip and zero regret (plus five falling even harder in love with the woman who endlessly sticks up for him)

someone talk with me about five and delores plotting an escape plan to get back to 2019 which all goes well, except five had once again messed up the math (or so he thought) and he and delores are placed back in their 13 year-old bodies, but she confesses that she doesn’t mind seeing the boy she fell in love with all those years ago once again

someone talk with me about delores learning to trust and love the hargreeves just as much as five, as they learn to love and trust her just as much

someone talk with me about five always keeping track of dates and specifically remembering the exact times of significant events for himself and delores, like the moment she looked at him for the first time, the moment he knew he was in love with her, and the moment they decided they were going to stop at nothing to keep each other alive and stop the world from ending

someone talk with me about five and delores, the 58 year-old couple that they are, snuggling up on elliot’s couch together because they can’t fall asleep without the other one there to remind them that they’re safe and out of harm’s way (mostly)

someone talk with me about how delores has never been the type to step down, and she continues to stand her ground and be brutally honest when shes upset or wants five to listen to her, and he admires her bluntness (and frankly, needs it) due to his impatience and expectations of honesty at all times

someone talk with me about delores knowing exactly when five needs his time alone and stepping away to help his siblings as much as she possibly can, usually by encouragement or (again) brutal honesty hidden behind a kind and genuine smile

someone talk with me about five reminding delores of his love for her whenever it’s too quiet or he thinks she’s gone too long without him showing it, in every way he can think of, like letting her know that he would’ve lost his mind in the apocalypse without her (which.. he kind of did?), finding little things that remind him of her and bringing them to her, and holding her hand whenever he sees frustration or discomfort bubbling behind her eyes

[virgothozul]

I-

hum.

[moonkhao]

hi.

[that-vampire-loser]

I NEED TO KNOW WHEN JEANS BIRTHDAY IS

[allthngs]

what i loved about Small Potatoes is the way it shows scully’s journey with being seen by others.

she’s a doctor and an fbi agent, she works, lives and breaths an environment full of men. she needs to work twice as hard as anybody else to be recognized, but it seems like it’s never enough.

in Beyond the Sea she has just lost her father and she says to maggie “i need to know… was he at all proud of me?” and her mom just says “he was your father”. she probably has been seeking for his approval her entire life, but it looks like he won’t give it to her, not even now that he’s passed away.

the lack of recognition from her father made her seek it even more throughout her career and from the men in her life.

this is of course a big topic in Never again. we understand that she’s been working with mulder for four years now, they have been sharing the highs and lows of the job. but there’s his name on the door, on the desk. she doesn’t have a desk and she remains nameless in that room. it’s like there’s no trace of her ever being there. but she has been, for four years, doing half the work that has been sitting in that room. and that’s what makes the end of never again really bittersweet for me: they’re finally together again, but mulder can’t understand: “all of this because i didn’t give you a desk?”

but we have to remember this is progressively changing with mulder. in leornard betts (that was placed before never again, but should have been after -> read this by @deathsbestgirl — i totally agree with this view!) he says to her that she did a good job, that she must be proud. in memento mori her whole life is falling apart but mulder is there for her. he’d fly through space and cut a slice of the moon if she asked him to. she feels seen by him in a way that’s protecting her without being related to work. she feels seen on an emotion level, on a career level, but she’s still missing something.

she realizes what it is at the end of small potatoes, when “mulder” arrives at her house with a bottle of wine and a smile of his face. she seems skeptic at first, she’s not used to it so she starts talking to him about work, as usual. she’s probably expecting jokes. but when he asks about her — truly her, not her work or her illness — she feels seen in a way she’s never been seen by him. alcool helps dropping that barrier.

and she likes it. this situation and this new side of him. and when he leans in to kiss her she’s surprised because it had never happened before and she’s been drinking but she doesn’t hold back, and if mulder didn’t throw the door open and revealed the situation she would have gone all the way.

so the last scene, when she’s telling mulder he isn’t a loser, had this feeling of embarassement not only because he saw the she would have kissed him if she had the possibility, but also becuase she still has this piece of her she feels hasn’t been seen by anybody else. and she desperately wants to share with someone, with mulder. but she’s not there yet.

[moonlightperseus]

shaking brennan by the shoulders so hard WHAT DO YOU MEAN KALINA SAYS RAGH IS THE ONLY NAME SHE CAN SAY. WHAT DOES THAT MEANNNNNBNBBNN

[tecnestheim962]

Guys I miss Oscar…

[cressthebest]

IM LOSING MY ABSOLUTE SHIT! YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THAT SEASON THREE OF JACKSON’S DIARY HAS BEEN OUT FOR MONTHS AND NONE OF YOU LOSERS LET ME KNOW????

[juice-and-catharsis]

THEYRE REAL???????

[saragrekey]

😦😦😦

[peebles-sonicsommelier]

Ppl who think Nine is just evil and didn’t deserve to be redeemed are red flags (I see so much of myself throughout my life in Nine and now I’m deeply attached to them).

Also, S3 of Prime was so Professor-Turo-boss-fight-core lmao

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I originally got really into Prime because of the Sonadow fodder but now it’s cuz of Nine and Sails and Mangey. I think Tails is my fav Sonic character now lol. Nine is my /absolute/ favorite but in other media I’ve started favoring Tails. I, of course, have my own silly little headcanons for all the foxes. I’ll probably talk abt them more when I post this canvas of just doodles I’ve been slowly filling up, but here’s some rn:

All four foxes are autistic

Nine is nonbinary and uses they/them

Nine is a self-harmer, hence the reason they wear knee-length shorts

Mangey is mostly non-speaking, but can talk/learn to talk. He just communicates using more animal-like behavior because he likes it more (also cuz autism).

Nine is 13 y/o, Tails and Sails are 12 y/o, and Mangey is 11 y/o

I really like a lot of @/000marie198’s ideas abt the fox boys (gender neutral), but the one abt Sails liking metal music is one that I think about a lot. Slipknot is one of my favorite bands lmao

Mangey is TERRIFIED of thunder storms and starts freaking out before they are even overhead cuz he can feel one coming. He tries to get everyone to somewhere he deems safe and they’re all confused cuz a storm is no where in sight.

They all say fuck :3

I didn’t have as many headcanons as I thought I did lol

[dannyphannypack]

hey danny phandom. i gotta tell you about this. you need to hear about it. because what are the odds my two longest-lasting hyperfixations collide like this.

JRWI is an absurdly powerful D&D podcast starring Slimecicle, BizlyChannel, GrizzlyPlays, and Condifiction. They are currently running two TTRPGs: Riptide, which is set in a pirate-themed ocean world called Mana and run in D&D 5E, and Prime Defenders, a futuristic teen superhero campaign set in the world of Prime and run in Mutants & Masterminds. Riptide is their free campaign (located here), and Prime Defenders is their Patreon-exclusive campaign.

Why am I telling you this? Because Prime Defenders features a character named William Wisp, played by Charlie Slimecicle, who was loosely inspired by Danny Phantom. William’s hero name is the Wisperer, and he has ghost powers granted to him by the fact that he fell off a cliff and fucking died at the ripe age of 16 and because the will-o’-the-wisps have taken a liking to him. He even has a white-haired ghost form that he can switch into, even if he doesn’t like to do so.

And I’m also telling you this because who did the Game Master, BizlyChannel, call up for the season 2 finale to do a speech for William during his lowest point yet? David Kaufman himself. As Danny fucking Phantom.

[ywnzn]