#i need a break already oh gods
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When you just woke up and suddenly remember the pile of work you're supposed to finish today-
#i hate this i hate everything#i need a break already oh gods#desiblr#desi#chaotic academia#humor#memes#desi culture#dark academia#light academia#desi academia
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Asagiri and Harukawa could not have delivered a scarier Halloween chapter if they tried because what the fuck was thisā
#bungou stray dogs#bsd 120#bsd spoilers#bro i was already chuckling nervously with Fyodor so casually breaking the fourth wall and HOLDING THE PANEL IN HIS HAND#while essentially referencing BOOK CHARACTERS AND THE READERS (LOOKING RIGHT AT US!!!!!)#AND THEN SEEING THE TITLE OF THE CHAPTER BE /AN ACTUAL PANEL/ AND THE LAST PANEL NO LESS#MAKING ME FUCKING SCROLL BACK TO THE START ONLY TO REALIZE THE TITLE NEVER ACTUALLY SHOWED UP AT THE START LIKE NORMAL#when i tell you that put the fear of god in me. oh my god. ohm y god-#legit shivers down my spine. looking out my window...... fyodor if you're there..........#thanks asagiri i didn't need an existential crisis tonight it's fine!!! hahaha i'm good!!!! *SCREAMS*#bros we are literally on the cusp of this shit going full bore meta i'm not even joking anymore. asagiri is COOKING and i am SCARED!!!!!!#in a good way but still!!!!! aaaaAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH#what else. oh yeah akutagawa died again ig lol that happened.
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New Star Tier reward pack is up and live over at the Solivaga Patreon! Part 1 of an Autumn png asset pack that I made for myself for Chapter 3. These are all painted by me, by hand, and if you want to snag them to help with your background work, you can pick them up at the link below! Autumn Illustration Assets
#pu art#art process#art resources#assets#illustration#autumn#fall#cottagecore#forest#trees#grass#art help#oh my god i've been so busy#forgive me everyone I miss takling to everyone and posting already lol#but I will be free soon since the chapter's rolling and patreon's ready to go up#though I might post the rest of this months' rewards tomorrow#I am in need of a Break today#and yes the preview illustration was made wholly with these assets <3#the long full background painting is also included in the files to be used if you wish
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#not to sound like a broken record#i know this has already been talked about a lot in current fandom discourse#but all the tommy love also comes from a place of#misogyny (buckās m/f relationships failed bc the women werenāt good enough. but his first m/m is perfect and destined and tommy is god)#(even though we know next to nothing about them as a couple. cough 1 kiss and 1 failed date cough cough)#and biphobic concepts (buckās only relationship/partner that is worth shipping and love and fandom time is the m/m one)#(if heās with a woman heās not worth our time? the relationship/partner isnāt worth our time. right?)#some people kinda sounding like the conservative haters right now#oliver starkās voice shouting from afar: he isnāt gay! he is bisexual! he still likes women!#some people like to celebrate bi buck (as we should) but then erase his previous gfs#in favour of this 1 man heās shared literally 4 scenes with. okay#<- <- <- i drafted this like 6 hours before that interview came out. ollie came to back me up with the āhe still likes womenā lmao#him dating a guy now does not erase or dismiss his previous m/f relationships or that heās still into women#one final comment. any time buck got with a girl it was āthey need to break up immediatelyā#āsheās not right for himā#heās with his first guy and itās āthey should be endgameā#ātheyāre perfect togetherā#huh?? one. we barely know tommy/them together#two. what exactly makes them endgame material? bc theyāre both men? cough biphobic misogyny fetishization cough#three. it would be objectively hilarious if he realises his sexuality and within 2 weeks is dating a guy for the first time#and then that guy ends up being his endgame forever partner. lmaoooo that would be so dumb sawry#not to mention it would kinda lean into the biphobia and misogyny mentioned above#in that it would suggest that his problem with finding love previously wasā¦ women#and this problem is now magically fixed becauseā¦ man#four. not to be a buddie endgame truther but if all the vocal support means this is what we get instead#instead of Them. iām out see ya bye bye#i am sooooo reading way too much into this but oh well
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I am dangerously close to making ANOTHER fucking massive analysis about the scene where Vox goes to calm down Valentino from episode 2 of Hazbin. I have made way too many posts about that scene. I need to stop overanalyzing that scene. Oh my god somebody needs to physically restrain me help-
#there's barely anything else for me to disect Ive made my points abundently clear already-#its just. I wanna break it down m o r e#I want to analyze that fucking thing frame by frame and disect every little change in body language and tone of voice#I need to squeeze ever last drop of information out of that scene that I possibly can#what does fucking āAngel quitā mean? why does the tone change so drastically when Val starts manipulating Vox?#speaking of which I also just wanna beat the fuckin dead āthis scene isn't mutual abuse stfuā horse again bcuz oh my fucking god#I will never shut up abt this tHAT SCENE ISNT FUCKING MUTUAL ABUSE!!!!!!!! IT ISNT!!!!!!!!!#I need to go to sleep...#hazbin hotel#hazbin vox#hazbin valentino#late night rambling#gal overanalyzes random shit
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NAMI NEEDS TO GO UP THERE AND FIGHT BIG MOM I AM SO SERIOUS!!! THIS IS A BATTLE FOR THE ROMANCE DOWN TRIO!! SANJI DO NOT DARE TAKE HER SPOT!!!
#big mom just giving birth here on the battlefield.....#do i comment on the incestuous relationship between clouds made of the same soul??? no?? okay...#oh jesus.... goodbye kid and killer.... nami needs to get up there and take control of zeus and i am so serious#HER SKILL IS SO POWERFUL AND SO PERFECT FOR THIS FIGHT AGAINST BIG MOM BUT BECAUSE SHE IS NOT PART OF THE STRONG TRIO SHE GETS STUCK WITH#THE B LIST VILLAINS!!!! LKKE WHY DOES SHE NEED TO FIGHT ULTI?? OKAY THAT WAS MEANINGFUL BUT THAT COULD END THERE!!!!#SANJI GO FIGHT PAGE ONE!!! SOMEONE TAKE CARE OF ULTI AND LET LUFFY ZORO AND NAMI TAKE CARE OF KAIDO AND BIG MOM!!! I AM SERIOUS!!!#big mom is inside the castle.... maybe i will get my wish granted (kinda...)#kid and nami against big mom.... maybe sanji can join... i can see it so clearly.... come on now.....#if namo knew armor haki she would have gone up there and taken zeus and dealt with prometheus and his sister wife. let the others w/ big mom#fucking hawkins... end him killer.... calling him domesticated lmao... end his pathetic ass#using conqueror's haki on the weapons..... also zoro having it too.... the flower petals symbolism..... OHHHHHHHHH#nani indeed...... BREAK THAT MACE!!!! YEAAHHH!!!! law is completely baffled#KAIDO GOT SENT BACK!!!! LETSGOOOOO AND THE OG INTRO MUSIC QUICKS IN!!!! law just saw god again....#he said fuck off i got this.... omg.... he is either gonna nearly die and doesn't want them to follow or doesn't want to worry about them#while he fights and they try to defend him.... no other explaination (apart for 4 the plot reasons)#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1028#luffy king of everything that was such a slay#they changed luffy chiquito's design....#i was gonna say luffy swimming...... but he can't yet akdhajsj#yasopp taking care of everyones children but his own...... i see how it is....#WHY WOULD SHANKS STAY IN GOA IF NOT TO TALK WITH GARP WHO LIVES THERE!!! I AM TELLING YOU SHANKS IS IN KAHOOTS WITH THE MARINES!!!!#i was thinking about shanks scar... and thought it might be from buggy with his three knives in between his fingers you know#but it is too small... like the knives would take more space.... but maybei might be reaching and it is from buggy and not like a little paw#or little hand.... however much distrubing you want to paint it....#shanks is testing little luffy's intelligence... he knows his weak spot already akdhjasj#uta calling herself a diva.... ajshaksn might this be the reason luffy was so inclined to having a musician since the start???#episode 1029#that was like a perfectly realistic relationship between an older smartass girl and a younger boy lmao it was spot on
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halfway thru my first drivers ed session. idk if i can do this aftually lol
#purrs#thereās like 30+ ppl in the class and most of them are high schoolers who already have like at least 20-30 hrs and i have 3. also the#instructor is really nice and means well but she is also a little clueless and she embarrassed me in front of everyone (or maybe i#embarrassed myself) bc she had us all introduce ourselves and say what we like to do and i said play video games and she was like oh are you#a bit of a gamer š have you been to any of those conventions. LIKE šš NO I JUST PLAY SILLY LITTLE PET GAMESā¦..#but ajyways um. i donāt have enough driving experience to start behind the wheel lessons yet ššššš and we r watching videos rn and itās so s#scary like istill have such trouble even maneuvering the car around how am isupposed to develop situational awareness and be driving on high#hihways and shit. this is so overwhelming. itās like āevery moment ur behind the wheel u and the ppl around u are at riskā well idont want t#to be at risk or risk others lives. but also i need to move out. help šš#anyways this class has INSANELY long breaks (like 15+ mins thank god) and we might be able to end early every day too so. fingers crossed it#wont be that bad and iāll actually retain stuff and learn to drive fucking finally. but im so scared#also on thursday we are watching a video depicting a graphic c*r cr*sh so. thatās just fucking great#drivers ed tag
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just watched 21 jump street and looked up the cast bc thats what i do when i watch movies and found out that there was a tv show also named 21 jump street that the movie was a kinda sorta but not really sequel to the show and that the random cameo with johnny depp at the end was in fact not a random famous comedic actor cameo at all bc he was like the main character in the original tv show and that led me down a weird rabbit hole (incoming pun not intended) and learned about the other cops in that show one of them being Judy Hoffs which if youre like me ur former disney brain immediately connected that to Judy Hopps from zootopia and looked it up to see if it was intentional and apparently the name (and job) similarities were not supposed to be a reference on the zootopia team's part and its "just a play on how rabbits jump" and they were "unaware of the 21 jump street character when naming judy" which i think is some pretty big bullshit because theres no way a character who's first name is Judy and last name is hopps (spelled with two P's the way hoFFs is spelled) and just so happens to also be a young and brand new cop is just a crazy random coincidence
#no paragraph breaks bc this is how my brain works when im in lore deepdive mode#no ones gonna read this but whatever#anyway i didnt think id like 21 jump street the movie bc i usually hate 2010s R- comedy movies#and like anything jonah hill is in HAHA#but i figured ive gone long enough not knowing its references and also i felt like doing a channing tatum binge#bUt i actually giggled at a few jokes i hate to say#most of them were on channings part hes pretty funny. cant stand jonah hill tho sorry not sorry#also they look nothing alike but the amount of times i mix up tom hardy and channing tatum in my head is fucking crazy#anyway#kats movie rants#also i'll bring this up in everything thats relevant but i fucking love Zootopia ive seen it so many times#ive read and watched so many concept videos of the movie in preproduction and making ofs and docu's of that movie omfg#also yes i love nick wilde no not like that hes just silly goofy okay i just love suave sarcastic (fox) characters i swear#every time i remember how the movie plot was supposed to go (shock collars) another little piece of me dies inside because#goddamn its such a good and heartwrenching concept and i still wanna see it on the big screen SO BAD#especially all the test animations and storyboards they already did for that plot line OUGH IT LOOKED SO GOOD#and the fact that the supposed building that nick owned in the concept can be seen (delapadated) in the bkrd of the movie in a scene too BR#god i cant stop talking about it now oh god i unleashed my own beast i need to stop im stopping okay goodnight#yeah so if u cant tell i really love zootopia HAHA
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oh i have to āgo to classā for ā8 hrsā tomorrow so i have to āgo to sleepā so iām ānot tiredā lmfao ok! and what if i want to sit here for 3 hrs and make a tragic playlist abt all of the failures of my life and how i wish i dead instead š no one ever considers that!
#michelle speaks#canāt even do that bc i already took the meds 2 hrs ago. it will be over for me within the next 20 mins š#and yes i have 3 classes over the span of 8 hrs tomorrow i have breaks between my classes but i wish i didnt iād rather leave sooner š#itās like an hr and a half between each one idfk all i know is that i cannot enter rest mode while i am on campusā¦ā¦#i just want to curate the perfect playlist which is impossible these days bc all spotify does is rec me indie music#like god you make ONE sad indie music playlist & now spotify is like oh you love this forever donāt you?#i even have it set not to use that playlist for my interests but i might need to do that for other ones too idk#spotify canāt handle the variety of music i like which is insane bc it is not too wide a varietyā¦..iām REALLY sick of the indie music recs#tho fr like i need it to stopā¦ā¦ā¦i would like to hear music i would actually enjoy pls š
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(venting in the tags ignore this lol)
#minhmy.rambles#(i just need to shout this somewhere where my friends don't see so they don't worry too much about me)#but oh my god work just got worse for this week im already working every day but tomorrow (aka in six and a half hours)#i will start at 5am and end at 9pm aka a double shift bc my coworker tested positive and there's no one else that can work#just for tomorrow but the rest of the week ill be working 1-9#which i hate even though im used to it night shifts are just boringgggg and takes up a lot of my time#which i already have so little of#my mom said i should clean my closet and i was going to tomorrow bc i wanted to play grandfest today but now i cant do that#bc ill literally be at work all day lol#and god its just so hard its so so hard but it could be worse. it literally could be worse#i cant be here as much anymore bc im so busy and tired i just draw when i can and drop them all here and leave#and i miss writing a lot but i have even less time and even less motivation and the more i work the more awful i feel#and i don't want to worry anyone like . i just don't#but its so difficult for me it really is#theres so many things i want to do but i cant do any of it and im so tired im literally so tired#like im not gonna end my life kinda tired i have a lot to look forward to. but work just really sucks and i am Tired#and i Like my job its literally the easiest and ill never have something like this again#but urghghghh. urggfhhghgh. death pain and suffering#if i draw more sif and loop suffering lol. this is why. i need to get the emotions out somehow and i don't want to cry over it#i cant cry bc i need to work i just have to keep my head up i just have to keep at it i just have to be strong and not break#i can do it i can.. i know i can i've been through worse#its just. augh.#ok done. sorry i rly rly should sleep soon bc of my 16 hour shift tmrw lol its past 10:30pm already
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extremely frustrating situation
#overly long winded explanation incoming#so iām gonna be living with two friends starting this fall#my parents bought a little townhouse and weāre renting from them#so theyāre getting all of the paperwork and contracts and leases figured out#and these two friends are just. awful with deadlines. horrific. just the worst.#my dad has been flexible but heās had to keep nagging them again and again to get these forms signed and whatever#and one of them finally finished the whole process and sheās good to go#but the other one still just needs to get the lease signed/notarized with their dad. like. asap. like within a few days.#and iām trying my best to be like heyyyy sorryyyy not trying to nag or anything but we do need that ASAPā¦. it should be quick and easyā¦#i know youāre working double shifts every single day and your dog just died im so sorry#but my parents say you should be able to just go to the bank during a lunch break to get it notarizedā¦..#please donāt be mad at me or my parents for saying we need this Nowā¦ā¦ iām sorry i know you have a lot going on but we do Need that done#right awayā¦.#anyway i donāt want you to be mad at me or think iām just nagging so hereās a topic change! oh you didnāt respond to the topic change.#fuck me then. god. i canāt tell if youāre mad at me or not but i have the suspicion you Are. and thatās making Me mad at You#like god man just come the fuck on already youāve missed every other deadline up to this point too. can you please just FUCKING get#everything submitted so we can stop worrying about it and just get excited to live together!! because itās gonna be fun!!#but itās worrying me too bc likeā¦ if this is how theyāre acting before weāre even living together#and theyāre missing all of these deadlines#am i gonna have to nag them to pay their rent every month?#itās just frustrating bc it feels like theyāre taking advantage of the fact that itās my parents and not some other landlord#so they donāt think the deadlines my parents set are like. actual deadlines#meanwhile if it WASNT my parents theyād literally be out of a place to live because the housing market is so fucked there#and if you donāt get everything submitted within The Day then youāre no longer a candidate to rent the place#if you can even get to that point in the first place#so like. my parents are being exceptionally flexible and obv i canāt really know what this friendās thought process is#but it feels like theyāre just kinda taking them for granted and taking advantage of their kindness#like fuck dude just please come on
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Venti Brainrot eh? I can work with that.
I've read a few fics that say Archons can change their form at will... (minor spoilers for Venti's backstory)
Venti realizing who you are because the wind seems to sing whenever you're around. It's constantly guiding him to you and actively pushes him away from the fake on the throne. He's not stupid, he sees the way the land flourishes wherever you go. The plants and wind seem to cradle you while rejecting the faker outright.
Knowing he can't approach you in his human form (he's seen how you shy away from any and all human contact), he shifts into his wind sprite form to greet you. He's more than happy to show you the love and affection you deserve as the First Guiding Wind. And so what if he keeps quiet about how much he adores the affection you give back? It's not like you mind, ehe!
-sibling anon, who also loves the windy boi
ah, a fellow citizen of brainrot city
anyway the idea of archons changing their forms is so cool actually (and maps to canon bc venti changed into this form so) and i think iād enjoy small dragon!li as like a weighted blanket pls and thank
but back to the prompt: yes. so much yes.
heās already tuned into nature quite well, so he can hears how the harmonies turn discordant around the throne room. likewise, he notes that the wind sings of heaven, of liyue, sumeru, of wherever you are, pleading with him to stop the hunt. to pull you away to a castle of gold, filled with whatever you need while keeping you safe from those who dared call you the sinner.
i honestly think a lot of my problems could be solved by simply having Wisp Venti at my side, sagau or not, isekai or not, imposter au or not. like heās soā¦ā¦..
he comes up to you with a curious trill, wondering if youāll be receptive to this form- he spends his time floating beside you like one of the companion seelies, and is so much more open to displays of affection than bird!xiao iām- he openly runs into your hand when he wants pets, he cuddles blatantly into you when itās time for bed, he leads you towards trees with the freshest apples (or sunsettias, if youāre allergic or donāt like them) and fully expects a pat on the head as a reward. he communicates entirely through sqeaks and chirpsāhe sounds a lot like the mini seelies actually, at least in my mind, but it has a speech-like pattern to itāand softly hums a little when heās asleep, like a little white noise machine for you <3
#m1d : [chats]#m1d : [secrets]#sibling anon#BROTHER THAT POSTS BEEN UP FOR LIKE 30 SECONDS?????????? ARE YOU OKAY#not that i mind at all but bRO?#also signing off with the fuckin āehe!ā my brother in christ-#iām already on the floor head in hands down bad for this little guy and you hit me with the one two combo iām-#all of this /pos btw#i need to write more venti i need to itās no longer a want#but the only wips of him are angsty and i just want my boy to do a little lap around my body when heās excited and end it by flying directly#into my arms with a high squeal an- UGH#FUCK#HES SO#squeezes him squeezes him squeezes him squeezes him squeezes him#speaking of he prolly just pops back after. itās like a massage. eyes a wind spirit after all he canāt really break-#GOD all i want is for like zhongli to come up post hunt and go ā¦? at venti#and why you donāt know?? itās venti???#OH or you go to mondstat and theyāre like āwhereās venti?????ā (more like āwhere the fuck is barbatos and what is he doingā if youāre jean#or diluc or kaeya or anybody who knows really) but little do they know!! heās right there baby!!!!!!!#writing essays in the tags again arenāt i- shit sorryā#but not really because. him <3. but also yeah sorry iāll stop nowā
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how can time be so fast yet so slow at the same time. im bored out of my mind but i donāt even notice it pass until i pick up my phone. how can these two conditions coexist
#god i want to work from home so much#where i can give my brain the stimulation it needs by occasionally making a break to play vidygames#here though all i can do is read on my phone. and not for long because itll look like i slack off#started doing that localization agency test task and oh boy. do i have questions.#arnoldās laments#finished the three body problem btw!!!#three books already in the month of april. you can literally see me get out of depression the warmer it gets
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FUCKING. ABUNDANT EBON DEER
#WHY IS IT SO HARD TO DEFEAT SNIFFLES I'VE TRIED THREE TIMES ALREADY AND I ALWAYS LOSE#IS MY TEAM NOT GOOD ENOUGH!?!!!???! OH MAN........#i just need a break man...... GOD
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tmi tuesday fanfic game
thank u @captainblou @crowleys-bentley-and-plants @eybefioro @ineffabildaddy for the tags!! i've been putting this off for SO long lmao but the situation (university) has finally become dire
ask me anything about these:
transitional heart taxidermy
blood in my eyes
freudian theory and complex humanity (x) (x)
unnamed bible fic - wait edit why did i say unnamed it had a title lol. it's called that's the pain (x)
question ideas
fandom questions meme
fic writer question meme
send a word, any word, and if itās in my wip document iāll answer your ask with the sentence or line it appears in
send a made-up fic title and iāll tell you what i would write to go with it!
send an āi wish you would write a story whereā¦.ā
send an ask directly to a character in one of my fics or wips
tagging all my writer mutuals who haven't done this yet <3
#fearandhatred#fearandfics#ok i queued this post before tonight's eras surprise songs. how fitting. the situation really IS dire i called it#it's not tuesday yet but i'll answer everything on tuesday aka tomorrow after i'm finally done with this GROUP PROJECT#i've been so stressed about this shit for the past week i need a break oh my god#i literally have no idea who has already been tagged. no time to tag. bye#tag game#good omens#just realised i queued this for past midnight so yeah it's tuesday for me. when y'all see this
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God god God why do I have so much work to do all the time for everyone ouuuuugh
#my ASL professor just piled more work on me can i get a fucking break#here's the thing about the week before finals no one warns you about#all your professors try and be nice and make everything due the week before finals#so you can go home which is great!#BUT OH MY GOD??? THEN YOU HAVE TO DO LIKE 20 ASSIGNMENTS IN ONE WEEK ON TOP PF GOING TO FUCKING CLASS#stop stop stop stop giving me work to do i am already so overwhelmed and stressed that I literally forgot to go to asl and do asl work#all last week#i have 2 whole print projects to finish this week i have 2 whole education projects to finish i need to study for and take my final#for art history and i can't not study for it cause it's all brw information which is actual dog shit#i have to finish my painting and i need to do classroom overvations#i'm overwhelmed as it is leave me alone!!
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