#i miss my peaceful life
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After the polls I’m doing, I’ll be inactive. Sorry folks. I have to redirect my focus to something else. I don’t think it’s healthy searching for updates every minute. And also imagining nonstop what could happen in s3 🙃 I’ll stop and try to live life peacefully.
I’ll see y’all on June, probably.
#i have a scheduled poll till feb 2#so after that i’m goneee#bye.#i lived life peacefully because i had no idea s2 was coming#imagine me getting surprised one day netflix was suggesting me to watch the seven episodes of squid game 2#and just like that#my obsession is back#i miss my peaceful life
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#death of a pet#animal loss#pet loss#rainbow bridge#pet memorial#pets of tumblr#pet lovers#love#grief#dealing with grief#rip#death#dogs#dogs lover#heaven#heartbroken#rest in peace#goodbye#reblog#quotes#likeall#my photos#memory loss#memories#loss#i miss you#likes#sad thoughts#i will always love you#life quotes
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Sublime Equine.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#little apple#Did I *need* to dedicate a whole comic to little apple when I'm trying to economize my scenes?#Well! I did start this whole blog with the dreams of one day being able to draw better equines. So Yes. I did need this.#The true benchmark of my art progress is actually the quality of how I draw Little Apple.#(no seriously go look back at my little apple tag. Then come back here).#Hey welcome back! I know right! What was I even doing at the start? That was *not* a donkey!!!#That aside - I really am thrilled that I can draw her more. Even if she's only *really* in two more comics for season 2.#I wish I had more thoughts here. I'm so distracted by the donkey rotating in my brain. I missed her so monch.#Oh! Yeah I really like the parallels here between WWX and Little apple.#Specifically the sense of how we get a nod to how he's changed.#Little apple and WWX have both grown a little less lean and hungry (one literally the other metaphorically)#This whole episode is basically about WWX's desire for something peaceful and domestic in his life.#and here is little apple - his first companion from the start of his new life - changed to something softer.#Very much a 'look how far we have come moment' that is rather subtle but enjoyable.
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MHA SPOILERS ✣!!
This is 100 times better knowing Shinsou is actually in their class now. 😭😭❤️
#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha#bnha#hitoshi shinsou#IM SO GLAD HES IN THEIR CLASS#YIPPIE#he deserves it#🥳🎉🙌#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha shinsou#class 2a#class 1a#im sad aoyama has to leave though...#IM GOING TO MISS HIM SM 😭😭🙏🏼#💔💔#yuga aoyama#i hope he has a peaceful rest of his life#and I CANT WAIT TO SEE AOYAMA'S GOING AWAY PARTY 😭😭😭😭#NOT IN A MEAN WAY BTW#😭💀#sorry i started yapping#mha manga spoilers#bnha manga spoilers
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sometimes the thing you think you have written is way less interesting than the thing you have actually written.
#this isn't even intended as a dig at mxtx because whomst amongst us writerly types hasn't been there#and like!! she still wrote it!! she still wrote this story!#just like robin hobb definitely never INTENDED for the fool to become as important to the trajectory of the rote books as he became#but she still wrote him#she still brought that character to life#the great estthing about writing a story is also the thing that can make it such a nightmare#you are going to put stuff into your writing that you did not intend to put there#and sometimes those happy accidents elevate the work to new heights#and sometimes they do the exact opposite of that#and because those inclusions are unintentional#you are bound to miss them when you revisit your own work#'but i didn't mean to communicate [x] with my story! i meant to communicate another thing!'#okay! better luck next time! your current story says what it says!#for better or for worse you have to make peace with that#ray.txt
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Not made for casual intimacy at all bc why am I up waiting for sunrise and regretting every time I kissed someone who wasn’t deserving of it
#acutely feeling like I just wanna get a lip scrub and furiously scrape any memories of kissing anyone ever off my mouth#i don’t miss the people I’m thinking of btw and they’re not even bad people. like their arcs in my life were fine#I’m just realizing casual intimacy might not be my thing in live time but it’s not like I blame them for that#I’ll wake up tomorrow feeling at peace w my choices again but this momentary discomfort had to be documented I think#p
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fwee top 5 things i had fun with this year :-)
#*begins talking to myself in my tags like a freak*#since reikoumi retired i have thought about zuka less than ever before in my zuka-knowing life. i used to think about REAL women EVERY day#i miss being in love with reiko. being loopy about a REAL person......damn...what was that even like...so distant (happy birthday to her)#my zuka obsession wanes & waxes through the years. it's fine. peaks were 2014 (first saw it live) 2019 (lived there) 2022 (reikoumi reign)#fields of mistria is really cute and fun....i love it a lot more than stardew. i love my crush....i love baking..feeding my golden rabbits.#i've played it for like 70 hours and it's not even out of early access....PLEASE UPDATE IT!!! I NEED MORE FISH TO CATCH! NOW!#edgeworth game was lovely. i actually was thinking of narumitsu as much as orufrey for a while. Whoa. but i never drew those ideas...#VEILGUARD....WAS STUPID FUN FOR ME. my personal and romantic little adventure :)#falling in love in a game isnt the same as when you already know you'll love a character. it's UNEXPECTED. keeps you young.#orufrey.........ya know the deal. They are my life.#the only thing that distracts me seriously from orufrey is when i think not of their love but MY love.....in video games.#runners up were dragon age 2 where i also fell in love. i immediately spat out so much art about da2 and veilguard LOL#i discovered various media that wasnt included here too..read some good manga..etc#i made several personal comics this year (the wha oc one and the Wolf one) and a lot of.. semi-personal art like my veilguard oc#i'm slowly learning to express myself artistically in ways that arent orufrey...... next year..i want to achieve various things....#i don't know what i can really manage any more. but i'll try a bit harder. just in CASE life can still be good..#OH AND I DID BG3 HONOUR MODE...bg3 was a 2023 thing but the first half of this year i was also just soulfully playing bg3. saved me#the second half of the year was actually better even though i got sick. Weird. anywayyyy *ceases talking to myself*#i pray for health and safety and peace for everyone and for my dreams to come true.
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There's something about the novels I've read that are obsessed with Napoleon - Les Miserables, War and Peace, The Count of Monte Cristo - and something about the novel's I've read that are obsessed with the French Revolution - A Tale of Two Cities, The Scarlet Pimpernel (Les Miserables is about a French Revolution but not the French Revolution). Those are the threads between those books, but somehow it feels stronger than just similar themes. I want to sit and spend a year reading nothing but those five books back to back and see what I learn.
#do tell me what other france centered classics i'm missing out on#seriously the count of monte cristo has changed my life#kit reads classics#les mis#war and peace#tcomc#a tale of two cities#(which i hated btw but i will reread it someday and like it better)#the scarlet pimpernel
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I might get burned at the fandom stake here, but I personally think Zuko x Katara x Aang being a thing when they are older would be very interesting and hilarious. Just hear me out-
Katara and Aang, married, both looking at Zuko: "Hey so my wife and I saw you across the bar, and we saved the world together and all so, can I get you some tea?" kinda vibe.
Like the three of them are all each other's narrative foils and parallels. They circulate each other narratively and emotionally throughout the whole series and even comics. When they're all older restoring peace around the world, they would have all spent so much time together I like to think it would just, kinda Click for them
#pls dont kill me for this kataang and/or zutara fans and antis i am begging for my life here#there is much more to this i have in mind#like these 3 would have essentially grown up together restoring peace around the world#but Zuko just feels almost like a missing piece to their relationship#Zuko and Katara are Aang's yin and yang to me like u just cant separate them#evelynpr atla#i just need to get this off my chest so i wont tag this too much#atla#avatar the last airbender#zutaraang
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Matthew 7:15
(my commissions are open!)
#martzipan#komahina#hajime hinata#nagito komaeda#priest au#never thought i'd be captioning my art with a bible verse but alas. priest au#this one is unapologetic bait for a beloved mutual. teehee :3#the gist of priest au is pretty simple. nagito komaeda is a priest#one day someone new shows up to confession-- a very repressed hajime hinata#hajime has been struggling with. erm. homosexual tendencies. nagito promises to help him find peace with god !#thing is. um. nagito is not actually a very sanctimonious priest.#that's right babes it's weird repressed manipulation/corruption WEEEEEE all wrapped up in a catholicism cloak#that part's really funny actually. for me in particular. guy who has never gone to mass in his life attempts to utilize religious themes#help i was baptized lutheran and haven't been to church since i was 5 i have very little idea what i'm doing#relying on my knowledge of art history and nothing else <3333#well . friend google is there for me as well#oh btw the file for this one is titled 'i heart sacrilege'#just realized one of my signatures is missing the 'n.' oh well#too minor of an error for me to feel like fixing it lmao#OH before i forget. this is kinda a given on my blog bc i don't think ideas can be owned#but anyone is free to do things with priest au if they desire :) tag me tho i wanna see it
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Imagine being a sorcerery student showing up to class early for once and riiiiiight when you’re about to open the door you hear the weirdo barbarian teacher calling your teacher pet names Like 👀
Jace will be getting shit from his little chaos gremlins about it until the day they graduate 🫢
#when you’re a teenager and you find out about a teacher’s love life it introduces pure chaos into the situation#if you’ve never had a teacher you were so cool with that you could roast them you missed out#he will never know peace after this like Jace will not live this down until that same student and their weird friends graduate#I say this bc this was me and my friend in high school at our art teacher. he bullied us right back 10/10 favorite teacher of all time#him and the choir teacher were friends and we absolutely did ship them bc we were little chaos gremlins those were grown ass men with kids😭#jaceporter#starbreaker#porter cliffbreaker#jace stardiamond#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#d20 fhjy
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oh im obsessed with this actually… who ever wrote this one i am kissing u on the forehead and hugging you real tight… inigo is such a loverboy im kkkhhhhhhijnsdnfng
#ann plays awakening#EDITING TO SAY I STARTED TAG VENTING HIT READMORE AT YOUR OWN RISK#anyways#LAST LINE IS A KILLERRRR WOW#‘ann werent you just pairing olivia with thar—‘ OLIVIA IS A BUSY WOMAN OKAY#but also i just had this old save file from when i wanted to see pink inigo and decided to get some more supports#im obsessed actually like#ok tag venting time maybe this should be its own post but u guys know who i am#not only does this support in my very educated opinion do a good job at emulating inigo’s way of speaking#but i think theres also a very underrated characteristic he has that not a lot of people talk about and its that hes honestly quite morbid#him spending hours talking to and dancing with his mother’s grave is very beautiful and moving but it is also not a normal way to grieve#which makes sense because duh nothing about his life is normal but its j like. you know#if robin is his father (and maybe j the normal convo i dont remember) in the hot springs scramble he’ll insist upon bringing—#severed risen limbs home as a way to remember the peacefulness (lol) of the springs#and he thinks absolutely nothing of it!!#i think he gets attached to things just a little too intensely and because his life is surrounded by death how he expresses that can be#very interesting. and he talks about death all time more than the other kids#bc while a lot of their coping mechanisms are based in fear and the need to instill confidence in themselves (think cyn or gerome or owain#or sev or yarne or noire)#and how their SCARED of death and of loss and adapt different behaviors to act like theyre not (to varying degrees of success)#i think inigo is much more accepting of the fact that death follows him and has made it a normal presence in his life#which is not a good thing it means that he hasnt let himself grieve. he lets death hang over him and follow him instead of pushing back#also guess which one of the awakening trio in fates has the canonical story death. just by the way lmao#anyways bc im writing this in the tags on my phone i cant actually see what the hell ive been saying im j stream of consciousnessing this#but my point is that inigo has a weird fixation on death and dying that stems from his inability to make peace with death and grieve#and i think him idolizing death in this support (this BRILLIANT fan support that made me ill) is so in character and so lovely#i miss him so bad (hes literally in the photos im posting) grghhhrgah#i wuv him :(
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It's dangerous to go alone, take this
#the most polite hiei i have ever seen in my life i had to get it#look at the pose and the lil smile#also i wanted to show you the perfect placement i found for him#he looks so peaceful i cant believe this thing is official#yyh#yu yu hakusho#hiei jaganshi#hiei#hiei yyh#that kurama is also so good and a long catch because i didnt want to spend 70 bucks on him so i had to wait and search the right price tag#i love hunting for figures its my bed time hobby#i only miss yusuke and the squad is completed but guess who is getting him for christmas#this lil hiei kinda reminds me of my baby hiei which low-key makes me wants to draw it like this
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"I know that in the morning now I'll see us in the light upon a hill Although I am broken, my heart is untamed, still" - Liam Payne, Story of My Life (2013)
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How is this even fair?! It's already been a week and it doesn't even feel like it's real because I don't know how to react not knowing what’s real or fake.
And I still wanna believe that Liam's death is fake and that he's okay but it's not possible because this isn’t a bad dream or nightmare, he's actually gone forever. 😔
I've been a directioner since WMYB (what makes you beautiful) and flash forward to 13 years later at 20 years old and I'm still a directioner no matter what. And I always will be.
But the 13 years ago 6-7 year old girl inside me from the past week has been heartbroken, upset, and crushed by the fact that her favorite 1D member is gone. 😔💔
Rest in paradise and fly high handsome angel. It wasn't your time yet, you still definitely had more years to go in the future and even watching your kiddo grow up. You didn't deserve to go this soon and this young either. We all hope you've found your peace up there. We all miss you and love you so much. ✝️🕊️😔
Liam Payne, 1993-2024 aged 31 years old
#one direction#daddy direction#directioners#leeroy#lilo#lima bean#lirry#rip liam payne#look at the stars#look how they shine for you#rest in peace liam#ziam is love#we lost a legend#the story of my life#somewhere only we know#gone too soon#i will miss your friendship so much#story of my life#strip that down#drops of jupiter#niam#ziam mayne#ziam fetus#ziam palik#ziam shippers#16 oct 2024#31 years old#forever young#payno
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i see a lot of posts about how dean would want to crawl inside sam and live there forever but i’ve always felt the opposite would be true. that dean would want to keep sam inside him to protect him from the outside world, to know that nothing can ever touch him. dean would keep sam behind his ribcage, or inside his shirt pocket or a locket. sam would still be with dean at all times and he’d always know where sam is and that’s he’s safe (let’s ignore that sam actually wouldn’t be much safer inside dean because their lives are constantly in danger, but maybe dean wouldn’t be so reckless). and dean wouldn’t have to worry about sam making any decisions that could potentially harm himself, meaning no more arguments.
although it depends on the context. the above applies to the time when they can’t escape the hunting life, which is pretty much the entire show. once the burden of saving the world is no longer theirs i think dean would want to live inside sam. then sam could live a normal life (which both sam & dean want more than anything) and not feel guilty for leaving dean (dean’s worst nightmare). because after being together their entire lives dean is the one who couldn’t bear separation the most.
dean would be happy and never have to miss a moment of sam’s life again, and sam wouldn’t have to experience dean’s death. i don’t believe that dean would ever be fully content quitting hunting for good, but now he wouldn’t have to die a warrior’s death which is the alternative. dean can enjoy his rest, then sam and dean’s souls ascend to heaven at the same time and dean doesn’t have to wait for him.
#this concept is perfect for sam and dean because they’re deranged#dean especially because he might not have created their codependency but he certainly enforced it for the both of them#and sorry but sam was never going to get away from it unless dean died + gave sam permission to let him go for good#spn#supernatural#sam and dean#sam winchester#dean winchester#i made myself laugh writing this#also this concept in my head is like#either people don’t miss the other#they may not be able to interact or speak to each other directly like before#but they merge souls almost#like a baby in utero#but the baby is both brain empty and fully conscious#they’re at peace in a state of deep relaxation#but theyre still able to communicate with the other person in a soul bond way#and the inside person can still appreciate life#but the way it is most appealing to them is to merge with the person they love
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my mind is like a raccoon in a box right now. This morning I was like maybe I want to write star trek fic. What about arcane fic. What about going back to star wars. oh hey girl what about your goddamn actual under contract book that's 20k away from a deadline, do you feel like maybe that's part of the situation here? No, my mind says, absolutely not. STAR TREK
#my writing#the life and times of helloamhere#I really missed being here on tumblr and I'm trying to make it more of an escapism routine because it is truly a place of peace and chill#for me I mean
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