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Okay.
Someone needs to say this.
Stop policing what is canon and what is not canon in sams or any of these shows.
If you're not a showrunner your words mean not more or less than anyone else's.
"You can't interpret that piece of dialogue like that cause it's saying this and that and not whatever you're trying to say"
Well, that's not how dialouge (I mean characters' statements) works cause imagine that everyone would take your words as your true opinion on certain matter no matter in what circumstances you said that.
For example: you're very tired and stressed out "I'd gladly kill this stupid neighbour of mine cause they're getting on my nerves" everyone else: "wow.. that person may kill someone better call 911"
How would you like that? Wouldn't it be funny if everyone always thought that you 100% mean your every word?
It would be horrible, wouldn't it?
That's why taking everything, every word at face value it's not always 100% right.
I really hope that some people in this fandom will realise that people can interpret things however they want and others can agree or disagree with whoever they want.
When you're policing the show you're acting like Karen. You're a killjoy. You're ruining fun of being a part of this fandom.
If showrunners felt the need to clarify something they would do that because many authors clarify things when confusion appears. If they're not doing that that means that people can interpret things however they want. Period.
If my words aren't convincing that much to you yet, I'll give an example of the fenomenon that is hugely known in sams fandom.
People claimed that KC loves his sons BM and Eclipse. However his love for them was never that much shown and later he did not only helped to kill one of his kids but he also was very harsh towards his other sons. He later never even called them his sons. And yet it didn't stop people from seeing KC as a dad type.
And this is the best part. No one cares about it. No one cares if it's accurate to canon or not. Probably because it's hugely accepted in the eyes of majority of the fandom.
On the other hand we have other interpretations which aren't popular and majority doesn't agree with them. And yet these not so popular opinions are making people so mad that they start policing what is canon and what isn't canon in the show.
Why? Why are you doing this?
Let people engage with these shows however they want.
But if certain opinions or certain person who states those opinions really gets on your nerves you can always block certain tag or certain person. It's completely okay to do that. And you're definitely feel better after doing so.
Also continuing this hard policing creates toxicity in the fandom. I bet that's not intentional but I want you to know that it may cause more harm than good in the long run.
I'm not only talking about Tumblr part of this fandom but also a part from Discord server.
I saw that someone stopped showing up on Discord server for sams because many people were mean them for being just a little bit odd. They weren't harming anyone with things they were saying and yet people felt the need to act rudely towards them. I felt really sorry for that person. I hope that they're doing okay.
I also stopped showing up on Discord because I felt attacked for having different opinions from majority of fans there.
At the end I'd like to add that many things that are stated in sams are vague and can be interpret differently. For example: Solar once stated that Sun may have schizophrenia. Is this true and canon? Maybe. This statement was vague. And symptoms of schizophrenia don't fit Sun's mental state that much. It's not only my opinion by the way because I've seen other people who also think that Sun doesn't have schizophrenia. But he may still have it. Or he may have something completely different. Who knows?
So does it really matter if people interpret Sun's mental state differently than majority of fans? I don't think so.
Same was with Eclipse. Eclipse's fans kept saying that he actually cares about Lunar and has remorse for his actions. And it actually seems to be true. He seems to regret things he had done. But remember how majority of fans couldn't care less about Eclipse and what Eclipse's fans were saying?
Now we can see that people start to feel sympathy towards Eclipse.
So maybe we shouldn't policing so hard about what is canon and what isn't canon in these shows.
#sun and moon show#sams#i know that#i also tend to go overboard#i really don't mean to hurt anyone#i'm saying things so confidently#because#i try my best#to not change my mind#every time#i see that majority of fans#disagree with me#it's stems from my issues#that's why#i might be difficult to deal with#for which i'm sorry#but on the other hand#i think#that i can say things in my blog#however i want
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I may have posted about this before, but I don't understand the whole proshipper/anti debate. As far as I understand, I'm on the side of proshippers (i think fiction is fiction and doesn't have to reflect reality. because it's fiction.), but what I don't get is why there's such a clear defined binary, and why there's such animosity between the two. It's just a difference in opinion, like any other, isn't it? I understand that either group can "take it too far" (though i dont really get how proshippers could be TOO okay with problematic ships). but i really think either viewpoint is fine to a degree, they both have logic behind them, and it's just a matter of preference, isn't it?
#what i think i'm getting about why proshippers dislike antis so much is the restrictiveness?#but i dont. i doubt antis really want. like. any problematic relationship to either be eradicated or punished.#i'm willing to guess it's closer to “i don't want relationships that have issues + the narrative doesn't provide anything to challenge them#for me i think that's just kinda uninteresting storytelling but it shouldn't be BANNED. yk.#the idea of fiction is getting to see the world from another perspective.#and some perspectives are fucked up. that's just a fact. in fact it's often more fun to read fiction from someone who's “morally wrong”#because you get to see how they tie themself into knots to justify their actions.#but i completely get why someone might not like that. sometimes it's difficult to read a story where the pov is an asshole.#so just don't read it! it doesn't have to be a big deal! i dont get it#existenceunrelateds#antis#proship#proshipper#antiship#antishipper#proshippers please interact#antis please interact#i want group discussion!
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worst trope is found family separating as soon as the antagonist is dealt with.
#yes this is about voltron and it's also about guardians of the galaxy#what james gunn did to gamora in GOTG3 is criminal#i understand why they did it but to end with her GOING BACK TO THE RAVAGERS?#fail end.#seriously#and it doesnt even make sense bc ofc the high evolutionary isnt going to be the last problem they would deal with#in just a few years they encountered 5 people trying to destroy the universe and who were incredibly difficult foes#youre finna tell me there will never be a situation like that for the rest of their lives?#gtfo#and mantis' end was dumb too not even sorry#i can tolerate drax and nebula's ends.#but everyone else?#stupid#even peter's ending was fucking moronic. bro can pop in on the weekends he doesnt need to be a live in nurse for his grandpa#it's just such a major letdown and sucks everytime a director/author decides to split up the found family permanently#at least with voltron you can rationalize it by saying 'oh they never really wouldve hung out with eachother if they werent forced to for#voltron and werent forced to fight a war together.' and i can see it bc none of them DO hang out together before voltron#they barely even hang out AFTER they become voltron#keith and shiro hang out bc of the adoption/fostering/mentoring thing. lance and hunk MIGHT hang out bc they were already teammates#it's important to note that we never really see hunk and lance being bffs. theyre just friendly to eachother.#this becomes even more apparent once hunk and pidge actually become friends. it's very obvious hunk was just being friendly to lance.#just friendly.#(take this with a grain of salt bc ive only watched the whole series one time. i refuse to acknowledge anything after se 2.)#so yeah it does make more sense theyd all go their own ways but not even the small friend groups stay together at the end!#pidge and hunk are in completely different galaxies from eachother. same with keith and shiro#lance is isolated from all of them bc post se 3 writing team genuinely hated him and failed him as a character.#but GOTG3? they CHOSE to band together time and time again. they CHOSE to be a team. they CHOSE to be family#for every single one of them to say 'nah fuck that i want to be on my own bc uhhh reasons!' is a lame ending.#period.#gotg3
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Okay so I'm in a real right spot at the moment so I'm gonna open up for a few regular commission slots! Anything is on the table just no full backgrounds! I don’t normally advertise commissions over here but I’ve been unable to properly work for a while due to looking after my family’s animals :’)
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#Art Commissions#[ idk what to tag this sorry lol#my sisters' cats who moved in like a month ago brough ringworm with them#and that has just been.. an ordeal#i just life here yet I've been dealing with all these animals that arent mine since last year#and the cats just made things 10xs more difficult#so I've just slowly been bleeding money because I haven't been able to properly work for so long ahhh#figured I'd might as well give a try advertising over here as well :'D ]#Neon Ocean Art
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I'm not one to vent, but this has not been the best year for me.
However, next week could be the comeback I fucking need to end the year on any sort of a good note. May the ideal outcome happen. Please.
#if it comes down to it i might just elaborate on the situations.#but fuck man.#i only have so much energy to deal with everything.#and right now i'm surviving on fumes.#i just don't know how much longer i can keep it up.#i don't know if i can.#i don't know how i can.#i'm tired. afraid. hopeless.#despite the state of things i will make an effort to draw.#could be the mental distraction i need from everything going on.#but even thats proving difficult eith the limited energy i have.#it's going to be a long week. i know that much.
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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american song archives is hiring my dream position at the moment. it's hard to not have fomo for a job that I'm currently not qualified for but it is a huge motivator and helps me remember the good side of the thing that is causing me all of my current stress in life. I got a job offer recently and I am about to embark on the first step in my career as a museum archiver/exhibition designer and producer. it's a huge opportunity and technically the first good thing to happen to me in a year, and maybe the best opportunity I've ever had in my professional life. I am on the way to realizing my goals and I should remember to focus on that.
#its difficult because the financial stress that I am under is pretty much overwhelming the entire thing as I am in the negatives#while having to look to move for this position. its a bit much to handle.#but I am really excited about the job. if i can get past all that#anyways. one step towards getting to do the thing I am passionate about. it's big#this is technically a reveal of this information. if anyone cares haha#i just havent wanted to talk about it because of the afformentioned stress#but if anyone has been following along with me like the past year. you might know how big a deal this is for me#anyways. bob dylan center vision board!!!!!#lets go .#op
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late sunday six!
no tags because. looks at the clock.
more itokura-kitakata stuff! not a whole lot, but progress is progress
She went to shut the door, but Kitakata managed to shove his foot in between the gap before she could.
“Itokura-san.”
“Ugh, what the hell is wrong with all of you teachers?” She opened the door slightly again, slammed it back against his foot, hard. “I took what you wanted me to take, and I’m not going back to school, so just leave already!”
She slammed the door into his foot again, and with a curse under his breath (yeah, he was here as a teacher, but he wasn’t at school, sue him) he gripped the end of the door and held it open. He was set on trying to help her, but god, she was not making it easy.
“Listen,” He exhaled. “Just hear me out.”
#sunday six#itokura slamming the door onto kitakata's foot is just too funny to me. i couldn't not post it#unfortunately trying to be a good person is difficult sometimes. lol. sorry kitakata#...i'm going through a bit of a rough spot with this fic though#might need some time away or just gotta grin and bear it till i make it through#hopefully not a big deal
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hey, thanks for the kind words. i'll admit that i kinda forgot for a while that daily demon spotlight was meant to be a blog for fun above all, and i got too obsessed with my perfectionism to where even the slightest criticism would make me panic and overcorrect everything
i really do appreciate what you said as it kinda just grounded me again and made me realize that i'm not some giant public figure, i'm just some teenage trans girl who likes to write, so thank you so much even if you didn't intend it to be that deep lmao 🙏
well im glad i could help 🥰 i've gotten the perfectionism bug with my own writing so i know how much it really sucks. i think it's also scary on the internet where people are increasingly becoming mean to people they don't know over even small things, so it prob feels like you're risking getting huge backlash over something that isn't all that difficult to fix. like, the demon spotlight is just a hobby blog covering figures that appear in a game series that in itself has questionable information and unclear sources, it's not an official compendium blog run by atlus yknow??? i get not wanting to spread misinformation or see it get spread ab mythological figures but for a hobby blog where it's not difficult to add to posts, i don't think it needs to be all that deep. don't be afraid to add an addendum to old posts if you ever come across new information or a correction, i think that kind of thing could be beneficial even if the original post had a lot of incorrect stuff in it
plus, with so many different retellings and translations of mythological stories i think people will consider different ones to be their "canon" to them. i mean like, i read ab two or three different takes just on ganesha's birth in a little section ab parvati in a book discussing a ton of different goddesses. and with language barriers and such, you're bound to run into inaccuracies tbh
i think it's a good preface for everyone involved to come into this understanding that it's easy to unknowingly run into wrong information ab figures, smt is full of inaccuracies in itself, the demon spotlight is just a hobby and isn't gonna get thesis-level work put into it, and the goal isn't to spread misinformation
as long as you keep doing your best in research and handling things as respectfully as you can, i don't think mistakes should be a huge deal. like, yea okay you fucked up a post cus you had bad sources, it's not the end of the world and i don't think you should feel like it's the end of the world or someone else should make you feel that way. just don't argue with people if they give you a correction. i mean, if someone's a total asshole about it that's not really something you can help, the best you can do is apologize and correct the original post. but there's no need to wallow in sorrow cus you got something wrong, it's really not the end of the world🥰👍
#the demon spotlight is a place to learn ab mythology in a fun way#and part of the learning process is correcting old info based on new info#its become a little easier to get over the perfectionism bug since i write about my own culture#so i can kinda do whatever the fuck i want (within reason) with our own mythology#but its still hard to deal with so i really do get it#i thought ab starting a blog like this myself but i didnt really have the time or energy for it#so seeing someone do this and start to waver#cus of mistakes that arent too difficult to fix is esp painful#so im glad i could help u feel better#also if youre not using it already i really encourage u to try finding sources thru ur school library's online database#they have access to things that r generally a little more reliable#i prob sound like an old person begging kids to use their libraries but you really can find some interesting things there#and online will have a lot more things than in person#a highschool might not have as much as a college would but its still worth trying out maybe???????#or dont............i wont tell you what to do lmao#oops im a certified yapper sorryyyy(lying)
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i don't think i told anyone here about the pf dating sim au i've been workshopping in my head
#might elaborate later but in terms of easiest to most difficult route to clear its#nick -> david -> rick -> roger -> syd#syd feels like a secret route type of deal#i think a more hilarious concept would be a bl game and the protag is roger#.txt#EDIT: oh wait rick protag is an interesting idea too..
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Hm, my turn: your art reminds me of popping candy/pop rocks, either strawberry or cherry flavoured ones, as long as it's pink, which are my favourites! (I love your art so much♥♥♥)
OO thank you :D i love pop rocks and i totally agree?? crunchy and vibrant esque you get it
#not an ask#also please be patient with me the next few days <3 i had to deal with some very very difficult events today so if i dont seem +#as like cheerful or online on here pls know that might be why#might go offline for some time idk. we'll see <3#thank you very much for understanding ❤️
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Ahhhhhhhhhh
Warriors’ POV when he finally has a kid?
“Come on Link, you can hold him,” Artemis said in a soft voice, her face exhausted, but happy. “I’ve had him the past nine months, I’m sure you’d like a turn.”
Warriors swallowed, and forced himself to still the shaking in his arms before he reached over, carefully taking the bundle out of his wife’s arms.
Barely daring to breathe, he sat down in the chair by the bed, pulling back the blanket wrapped around his son just a little. A tiny, scrunched-up face met him, wispy strands of blond peeking out from under the blanket.
“Hey buddy,” Warriors whispered, looking over his son, face still a little red from birth.
The baby wriggled a little in his arms, and Warriors shifted his grip, supporting him a little better. His son calmed down the moment Warriors fixed his blanket back around him, and he grabbed his father’s finger with a tiny fist, turning his head towards his hand.
Warriors let out a wet chuckle, and held the baby even closer, blinking back the sting in his eyes.
A son.
He was holding his and Zelda’s son.
A tear landed on his son’s cheek, and Warriors chuckled again, too overwhelmed to even be embarrassed. He gently wiped it away, and Artemis’s hand slipped into his, giving it a squeeze.
Warriors leaned his head on hers, and they both smiled as their baby made a happy cooing sound.
Nothing is going to happen to you, Warriors silently promised, holding his son close. You’ll grow up safe, and happy.
His son turned his head into his chest, and Warriors’ heart squeezed.
I promise.
#little baby Spirit!!!!#Incredibles au#lu warriors#lu artemis#warriors/artemis#writing from the floor#answers from the floor#anon#Warriors had a very turbulent childhood#he’s determined his son won’t have the same#...which ironic considering... things. heh.#also...#I haven’t fully decided but... I think Artemis maybe had a miscarriage before this#(sort of as a reference to the downfall timeline/fallen hero)#so if I go with that then this is an even bigger deal for both of them#but I might not since that’s a difficult subject matter for me to write about#incredibles au fic
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-holds head in hands-
#im so ashamed and emberassed of asking for help when i know others are also in difficult times#i wish i didn't have to beg#i wish i could give people things and help others instead#i wish i wansn't mentally ill#i might delete that post later and deal with it on my own depending#just. sucks#i hate this country
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I really wish people would share why they think BG3 is hardly playable.
For me, two games that come to mind as barely playable are Pathfinder (the AI is just terrible, and my companions would keep wandering into fights because they insisted on going all the way around the map for some reason. It got so frustrating that I ended up quitting) and Cult of the Lamb on PS5 (the game crashes every single time you send out missionaries).
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#bg3 critical#baldurs gate#baldurs gate 3#bg3#i dont think the game is barely playable but I think there's a lot of bugs which make people upset or can be annoying to deal with#in my personal experience act 3 was also kinda difficult to navigate since the structure was more open#that combined with the bugs and the game kinda running comparatively worse than the previous acts might be why people say this#but i think thats mostly an exaggeration#you can obviously play the game start to finish even if you experience plenty of hiccups
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Sometimes brain is mean to you. It says things that aren't true. Maybe they are things that you have heard before from someone else. Little seeds that have been planted in your brain, that have grown to cover up the voice of reason. Sometimes they are hard to get rid of. Like weeds. Invasive species that take root deeply and refuse to leave, taking up all of your space. It's difficult to thrive. But even so, it's not impossible. Hiss at them every time they whisper something that isn't true. Scratch at the vines that try to sneak up around you. What is in the past might still haunt you, but don't let it hurt you. Fight it. Bite it. Outgrow it. Take back the space they once took from you and live.
#kisurambles#the events of few days ago are still taking a huge toll on me#loss has always been difficult for me to deal with but thinking about things from a different perspective helps a little#this technically has no meaning but i just felt like writing it#i don't know how to describe what I feel other than a relief of something that used to hurt now being cut away from me#the thorns did sting at first when they left but it is easier to breathe now#it might hurt for a moment and a while after but at the end of the day there isn't something smothering me quite as tightly now#i wonder if this is acceptance
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Okay I probably should have explained better. A friend warned me the person behind prev tags is lesbiphobic
don't you ever get tired
#given how:#a. this is an incredibly widespread thing that would be super difficult to track down the sole originator of#b. the phrase itself operates completely independently of whoever ''came up with it'' first#c. you have literally no source for this other than that a friend told you#i think this might be one of those things that literally just does not matter at all#unless you like. run a discourse blog or something#i'm too fucking mentally drained to be having to deal with this shit. goodnight
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