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MS ⰠBewitched ⧠CS
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contains â ïž smut!, strong language!, suggestive remarks!, obscene descriptions!, polyamory, hint of overstimulation, p in v (unprotected, use condoms irl), threesome, oral (m! receiving), size kink, light s&m, bondage, toys & idk a bunch of kinky stuff °~° â ïž
sum. Switching their clothes for a video leads to new sexual discoveries.
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note. English is not my first language!
You watched from your place on the living room couch as Matt and Chris paced back and forth between their rooms. Seemingly exchanging clothes, laughing and talking about some type of tiktok theyâre gonna film. You were only partially paying attention nowâthe fanfiction you were reading on your phone suddenly taking an interesting turn.
"Hey, ma?" Your head shot up at the sudden interruption, your eyes widened by a fraction when you saw their attire. They had exchanged clothes, and even their jewelleries were of the other. Itâs not like they donât wear each otherâs clothes, youâve seen them share hoodies or pants, but never fully dress as one another.
"Yeah?" You breathed out, your voice coming out a bit too shaky for your liking. "Can you please go into one of our rooms while we film a tiktok? Yâknow... we canât really show you yet." Chris said apologetically, and you nodded. "Yeah, yeah, of course, tell me when youâre done." You stood up and made your way towards Mattâs room.
"Sorry about this, sweetheart, we wonât take too long âpromise," you chuckled quietly to yourself before replying with a soft "okay" and closed the door behind yourself. Immediately plopping down on Mattâs bed as you opened your phone, ready to continue reading the fanfic.
Some people might think itâs weird to read fanfictions about your boyfriendâ or boyfriends in your case, but you couldnât deny how hot it was, how much it turned you on. The suggestive part of the fanfic began and just as you got comfortable on the bed Matt walked inside the room.
You looked up from your phone, raising an eyebrow, "you done already?" He chuckled and shook his head no, "Chris is filming his video, Iâll do it after him." You nodded, and motioned for him to come sit beside you. "You should wear bracelets more often, it suits you..." Your voice trailed off as his hand landed on your thigh, giving it a small playful squeeze, and the seemingly innocent gesture sent shivers down your spine.
"Yeah? Maybe I should get a similar oneâ" he paused, raising his eyebrows in surprise when he saw the Tumblr logo on your phone, the fanfiction left open and abandoned on the bed beside you. You looked at him confused before following his gaze, a small gasp escaped your lips before you quickly turned your phone off.
You sat up, flustered and embarrassed to have been caught red handed reading such a frisky fanfic about him and Chris. Stammering as you tried to find a good excuse as to why you were reading a smut fanfic in broad daylight â even if you could â but it only made it worse. "You read things like that? What was the name again?"
You looked at him for a solid minute before opening your mouth to speak, only getting out a flustered "what?" in response. The corners of Mattâs lips twitched into a small smirk, "whatâs the name?" He repeated himself, his smirk threatened to grow wider with each passing second. "Simple solution," you whispered.
"Hm? And what happens in it?" You gulped softly, feeling your face heat up. "Do I have to? I mean, you can just read it yourself, I know youâve got Tumblr on your phone." Matt laughed, the sound rich and amused, "yeah I do, but I wanna hear you tellinâ me about it, sweetheart." You couldnât help but fidget slightly at the pet name, it was one of your faves.
"Uhm... Itâs like, well," you stammered, "itâs about how much you and Chris look alike when you wear your caps backwards." You finally blurted out, biting your tongue as you waited for his reaction. "Thatâs... Interesting? So yâlike it when we look alike huh?" He chuckled, thoroughly amused.
The bedroom door opened, and Chris peeked his head in. "Iâm done," he walked fully inside the room, grinning and putting his hands on his hips in a mock attempt of display. "So, how do I look, ma?" You chuckled and sat up straight, "So fine, Iâll give you that, the kisses tee is just chefs kiss."
Chris grinned wider, "pirate girl tank or kisses tee?" Your jaw dropped, "how do you expect me to pick one? Also, why didnât you wear the 'iconic' pirate girl tank?" You nudged Matt playfully, "weâre not recreating outfits... well, basically, but itâs more like how we dress and allâ" you cut him off with a laugh, "okay, whatever you say, kid."
"Are you two done filming yet?" Nick popped his head in, looking annoyed, "âcause Iâm so fucking hungry, and you keep telling me to stay in my room like what am I? One of your secret girlfriends?" Chris scoffed in faux annoyance, "weâve only got one girl fyi, and no, Matt hasnât filmed yet, but go ahead and eat if youâre about to starve to death."
Nick huffed, raising his eyebrows in dramatic disbelief, but didnât say anything else as he walked away, mumbling under his breath about how ridiculous everything was. Suddenly, Matt spokeâbreaking the silence. "Iâll be back," he gave your thigh one last squeeze before standing up to film the short video for tiktok.
Chris smirked and sauntered over to Mattâs bed where you were â still â laying on. Sitting on the edge as his hand absentmindedly started to caress your calves, "so, real talk, how do I look?" You hummed thoughtfully, "real talk? I think you look hot, like 'makes me wet' kinda hot." He let out a surprised yet amused laugh, "bold now ainât we?" chuckling as he leaned closer.
"Mm... 'makes you wet' kinda hot huh?" He teased, a wolfish grin on his face as his gaze raked over your body appraisingly. "So, you gonâ show me how wet it makes you or do I have to see it myself." His tone wasnât one of questioning, more like a commanding one as if you were obligated to show him either way. You felt pleasantly surprised, the fluttering in your abdomen growing tenfold.
However, Matt walked in before you could respond. Raising his eyebrows with a small smirk as he sensed the tension in the air. The room seemed warmer, more electric. Thatâs when Nick opened the door again, "Iâll be out for a bitâ" he paused, having sensed the tension as well.
"Well, uh... Donât be too loud? We donât need another noise complaint from our neighbours, thatâs just borderline embarrassing." With that, he closed Mattâs bedroom door, leaving you three alone. The front door clicked shut a few minutes later. Your mouth hung agape at Nickâs words.
"Damn, kid has no filter whatsoever." Chris chuckled, taking the fanny pack off and tossing it on Mattâs gaming chair. "Hey, easy with it," Matt said as he took off his cap. Putting it on his gaming desk before turning to look at you. Sensing their eyes on you, you suddenly felt a strong heat in your lower abdomen. Their gazes were enough to make you squirm.
"So, now that Nick is out," Chris looked at Matt before looking back at you, "weâve the house all to ourselves," Matt continued for him. You nodded subtly, shifting slightly on the bed, trying not to show how in need you were. They werenât stupid, knowing exactly what was happening with you as their handsome faces lit up with amused grins.
You squirmed, a muffled moan exiting your gagged mouth as your hips bucked and jerked when Chris pressed a button on the small remote, making the vibe in between your legs buzz louder. The intense sensation of the vibe, bound to stay precisely on your clit, was enough to make your eyes roll back.
Your ankles were bound as well as your wrists, making you unable to move much as the pleasure coursed through your body. You bit the gag, your back arching and hips rolling as you tried to get the vibe at least a millimeter away from your throbbing clit, but Matt held your hips down and Chris positioned the vibrator so it was exactly on your clit again.
"Aw, too much?" Matt pouted, jutting his bottom lip out in obvious mock sympathy. Your eyes glazed over as a tight knot formed in your stomach, your body trembling as you tried to fight the impending orgasm â knowing it would turn you dumb from how powerful it would be.
Just when you thought you couldnât hold back anymore, Chris pressed the button until the vibe buzzed at max. An immediate jolt ran through your body as your eyes widened, tears of pleasure threatening to fall as you shut it back closed, loud muffled noises penetrating through the gag.
Your mind blanked when you felt the knot snap, the orgasm so powerful that you wondered if you could stay conscious. Noticing the slight overstimulation, Chris turned the vibe to a low buzz. The sensation bordered on overstimulating in your oversensitized post-orgasmic state â even if it was barely there. Matt chuckled as he took the remote from Chris and turned the vibe off, your body immediately limping into the mattress as the sensations stopped.
Chris gently untied your ankles from the bounds, but kept your wrists tied over your head. His fingers working deftly to remove the bounds from your pelvic area and tossed the vibe somewhere on the bed. Seeing your inner thighs quivering, covered in your juices, and your swollen, glistening folds on display made their cocks twitch.
They were already naked, not seeing the point in having clothes on, but kept the bracelet and rings on per your request. The tips of their hefty lengths were already dripping with precum from how aroused they were, swollen and taut with unfulfilled desires. Matt suddenly stood up from the bed and walked towards his closet while Chris took off the gag.
A few seconds later, Matt was back on the bed, now beside you as he helped you into a sitting position. Your gaze fell down to his hand that held a red silk blindfold before taking it back up to his face, your eyebrows raised. "Where did you even get that?" You asked with a small hint of amusement.
Matt just grinned, "bought it a while ago, been contemplating whether to use it or not, but I think nowâs the best time to use it." Chris chuckled, "dude, I canât believe yâhad all this stuff in your closet, laying âround like that." Matt chuckled and scooted closer to you, his erection bobbing obscenely as he moved. "Câmon, sweetheart, lemme blindfold you." You eagerly closed your eyes, not denying how much you liked this.
The blindfold cut off any source of light, making you feel a shudder of excitement. It was designed for plays like this so it wasn't a surprise that you couldn't see anything. The inability to see only heightened your other senses, every graze and touch of their hands on you seemed to make your body tremble and jolt.
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Your mind was a haze as Matt pounded into you with hard, deep strokes, and the slight difficulty breathing from Chrisâ length down your throat added to the haze. Your mind fogging with pure unadulterated pleasure as they used your holes. Matt held your bound wrists, keeping you from moving as his other hand gripped your hip with bruising strength.
The obscene sounds of squelching from your sopping pussy being filled over and over again by Matt and the slurping sounds of your mouth working Chris filled the room along with the bed creaking underneath you. The position you were having intercourse in was a new one neither you, Matt or Chris had tried before.
Your neck was supported by the edge of the bed, but your head hung down itâallowing Chris to use your mouth. Mattâs pace quickened as he felt himself growing close with each spasm of your inner walls from your previous orgasms, the aftershocks still coursing through you.
Chris moaned as he felt the knot in his stomach growing tighter with each thrust down your throat, the sight of the bulge he was creating with his cock on your throat proving to be too much. You felt them twitch in your holes, their paces quickening and you knew they were close.
With guttural moans they came, one after the other. After a few seconds of shuddering over you, they finally pulled out, leaving you filled with their releases, but you knew better than to think it was over. Your suspicions were proven right when they coaxed you into a different position, but you werenât complaining. After all, who could resist? They seemed to have you under their spellâbewitching indeed.
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ps. The fic mentioned in the beginning is actually one of my chratt fics. I know, I know, sneaky mf, but here's the link in case you wanna check it out<3 «Simple Solution»
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danielle marsh x actress!reader ; fluff
synopsis: you passed your media training classes but that doesnât stop you after a couple of drinks from leaking that youâre very much attracted to danielle marsh on live
warnings: alcohol ; soobin from txt but he's actually an actor (idk why i use him in my fics sm) and also other idols that are actors instead of... idols ; discovering sexuality ; reader is whipped for danielle ; danielle is whipped for reader ; gay gay gay they're so in love i hate myself ; anyhting else not mentioned ; not proofread
a/n: hi i need her so bad like sooo bad like sheâs so. like. like hey. hi hai. hi.
@/ynln is live!
the viewers catch a little glimpse of your flushed cheeks, slow blinks, and lazy smile.
youâre not drunk, not at all, youâre just naturally an idiot and even more of one after a few after-party drinks. the remnants of laughter and lively conversation from the after-party of your premiere still lingering in your ears. the giddiness hadnât left your body at all.
âheyyy guys.â you fail to set up the camera on your hotel desk, so you resort to flopping onto the bed and holding it yourself. âi hope you all are well.â
the screen was filled with comments almost immediatelyâfans were sending love, compliments, and congratulating you on the new movie, and praising your looks during the premiere. your smile grew wider, your cheeks burned a little warmer than before.
@/lnloverrr: you looked so good at the event
@/yourstruly84: a look for the books
@/ynloops: so excited for the movie! canât wait to see more action roles from you!
@/tokkilvrr: celine queen!!! you rocked the top
âaww you guys are so cute,â you say, a little more giggly than usual. the only thing illuminating you at the moment is the city glow filtering through the curtains, so you turn on a lamp in order for your fans to see you better. âiâm so happy you guys are excited about the movie. it means a looot, really.â
you scrolled through the comments, answering a few questions about your favorite scenes to shoot and what the cast was like. you went on a whole ramble about your male co-star soobin and how you almost beat him in an arm wrestling battle after two shots, which led to another ramble about how rigorous the process of working out to achieve your physique was for this film. it was fun talking about all the fun behind-the-scenes moments, one of them being how you have a video of soobin tripping over the props, one which you will definitely be posting once the movie is out.
after skimming the comments a bit more, most of them being âcan i get an i love you?â or various compliments which keep a smile plastered on your face. but then one catches your eye, making you raise a brow: do you have a celebrity crush?
âoh, a celebrity crush? well i donât know if i have a crush, but more of a friend crush if you get what i mean.â you laughed, the sound light and loose. you pause, thinking it over as more comments pop up with heart emojis and people begging for an answer. you sigh playfully, leaning against the bedframe and blinking slowly again. âokay, this is going to sound so cheesy. you know how i like newjeans? iâve mentioned it before⊠but iâve been such a fan of newjeans since their debut. like, seriously, their music is always on repeat. iâve made soobin and the rest of the cast listen to them â soyeon loves them actually. ugh i loved their debut ep so much and then they dropped ditto andââ
@/koalaln: okay so⊠itâs someone from newjeans?
@/minjiplsmarrymepls: not my fav actor being a tokki
@/phammipham: girl if you donât tell us rnâŠ
âoh yeah, celebrity crush, right.â you chuckle after reading the comments again. you bit your lip before continuing, âwell, aside from newjeans being one of my favorite groups⊠theyâre all talented and beautiful, of course, but oh my god. danielle?â
your voice dropped to a more earnest tone as you looked right at the camera again, shaking your head and blushing a little. you could blame it on the alcohol.
âdanielle is probably one of the prettiest people iâve ever seen. her visuals are like, insane. like, she has this elegance to her, sheâs glowing, but sheâs also just really cute. iâve seen some of their interviews and sheâs so bright and bubbly and i just think sheâs so adorable andâ yeah. i love her energy.â you let out a small, tipsy laugh, not realizing how much you were ramblingâagain.
âand the thing is, weâre both ambassadors for celine too, so iâve seen her from afar at events and stuff. iâve never actually met her, which is crazy, right? i mean i've met park bogum but not her! youâd think we would have bumped into each other by now, but nope. i kind of just admire from afar, like her pictures donât do her justice but they⊠do? sheâs stunning in person, at least from afar.â
the comments started blowing up with people freaking out, sending a variety of emojis that you couldnât even count on both hands. they were saying things like âomg youâre totally fangirling right now,â âokay purr y/n is danielle biased she has taste,â and even âyou and danielle interacting or collaborating would be iconic.â
you blinked at the screen, noticing the way the chat kept mentioning her name. you rubbed your face with your hand, blinking hard again. âoh my god, am i talking too much? anyway!â you waved your hand, laughing as you tried to shake off the embarrassment creeping up your neck. ânext question, next question.â
you spent a few more minutes answering questions about your movie, sharing more stories of what happens on set (making sure to include how many times jaehyun fell asleep on set â which was far too often and in the most questionable positions. you wonder how someone falls asleep leaning against a wall). by the end, your eyelids were starting to droop, and the comments were still buzzing with your confession from earlier. you blinked again, then thanked the fans for their support once more to wrap up the livesteam.
âalright, iâm about to pass out,â you say tiredly, smile turning soft. âthank you for putting up with me. love you all so much.â
the phone in your hand dropped onto the bed after ending the livestream. your head lands on the pillows and you sigh, a grin still on your face. before you knew it, you were out like a light, blissfully unaware of what youâve just started.
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the sun filtered through the hotel curtains, which warmed up the room. you stirred, eyes fluttering open as a ray hit you right in the eye, making you roll around the other way.Â
unfortunately for you, this wasnât the only thing trying to wake you up. your phone buzzed insistently next to you, and you reached for it blindly, squinting at the screen as your managerâs name flashed across it. you crinkled your brows, confused to say the least.
âhello? mark?â your voice was hoarse with sleep, tinged with last nights events.
âmorning sleepyhead,â markâs voice was calm and a little playful as always, but there was an unmistakable edge that meant business. âdo you want to tell me why youâre trending on every social media platform? and you even made it onto some entertainment sites.â
a groan slips from you as you sit up all too quickly. the memories of your late-night live stream start to flood back. âshit.â
ââshitâ is right. you do know that gushing about a girl in a kpop group â not to mention a very popular one â might get you a good amount of attention? and donât make a pun.â you hear his signature sigh from the other end of the line. âyour fans and her fans are going wild, and some press outlets are running with âactor y/nâs crush on danielle from newjeansâ headlines.â
shifting yourself to the edge of your bed so your feet can dangle off, you groan into the phone. âiâm so, so sorry. i mustâve fucked up my image like crazy, god iâm so sorry forââ
âhey, wait.â he says calmly. âitâs actually not doing anything harmful. if anything people are into how much you admire the group, considering youâre quite the celebrity.â
âoh thank godââ
âitâs just not low-profile.â
heat crept up your neck, and you covered your face with one hand, your back meeting the mattress again. âiâ yeah, i was tipsy. soobin is a terrible influence, and werenât youââ
âiâm just your manager, i just work here y/n.â
you scoff playfully at his remark, then continue, âi guess i didnât notice how much i talked about her. but itâs notâi mean, itâs not untrue, but stillâŠâ you trailed off, cringing at yourself as you placed a hand over your eyes.
mark lets out a sigh, softening a bit. âlook, itâs not the end of the world. just be prepared for questions, and try not to fan the flames further if you donât want this to become a bigger deal. but, you might want at least to have a statement or some kind of response ready.â
you nodded, even if he couldnât see you. âyeah, okay. thank you for the heads-up. sorry.â
âand next time, maybe donât go live after an after-party. donât think i didnât see you downing somaek with jennie.â he adds, the hint of amusement in his voice making you relax a bit.Â
ânoted. very much noted.â
after ending the call, you drop the phone beside you, your heart still thudding. with a deep breath, you opened twitter up, and just from your burner account you could see that you were trending. the timeline was overflowing: fans reacting to your confession, edits already circulating with your quotesâthey even managed to find every clip of you mentioning or listening to newjeans, putting it in slideshows and edited videos. you canât even lie, the effort is amazing. and even worse, or better? there were articles with headlines like âactor y/n admits to crushing on danielle from newjeansâ and âactor y/n confirms sheâs a hardcore newjeans fan.â
okay, hardcore might be a stretch.
(or maybe not.)
despite all this chaos, you couldnât help but smile a little. you tap a quick text to your manager again: sorry again. iâll be ready for whatever comes.Â
and another, more impulsive, and raw message to your group chat with your best friends and co-stars: i think i should just die. never going live again. someone needs to take my phone and burn it.
but as you scrolled and saw fans posting supportive, teasing comments like âwe love an honest crush!â ây/n is lowk so cute for thisâ âitâs so refreshing to see celebrities being transparent about who they admireâ and even a ây/n and danielle when??? y/nelle??â, you couldnât suppress the slight flutter in your chest.
â
in contrast to your morning, danielleâs wasnât all that stressful. maybe a little, but it didnât have her laying in bed for an hour and pondering over every life decision sheâs made. not like you did.Â
danielle had been making eggs for her members â sunny side up for hanni, boiled for minji, and scrambled for the haerin and hyein â humming quietly to herself. the morning was relatively peaceful until hanni burst into the kitchen, phone in her hand with a mischievous grin on her face.
âdani, you wonât believe this.â hanni plops down on a stool at the kitchen island, turning the phone over. âyouâre gonna want to see it.â
danielle raises an eyebrow, turning down the heat. âwhat is it?â
minji and haerin joined, peeking over hanniâs shoulder as she played the video clip. ây/n, you know, the one from that one coming of age movie you like? what was it⊠the one withâ it doesnât even matter. just look.â
danielleâs brows furrowed with confusion until hanni hits play. the room fills with the sound of your slurred, soft voice as you gush with genuine excitement.Â
âoh yeah, celebrity crush, right. well, aside from newjeans being one of my favorite groups⊠theyâre all talented and beautiful, of course, but oh my god. danielle?â
even minji and haerin gasp, looking at danielle in surprise. danielleâs jaw drops open slightly as she takes in the information: you, l/n y/n, are mentioning her. danielle marsh. but it gets even better.
âdanielle is probably one of the prettiest people iâve ever seen. her visuals are like, insane. like, she has this elegance to her, sheâs glowing, but sheâs also just really cute. iâve seen some of their interviews and sheâs so bright and bubbly and i just think sheâs so adorable andâ yeah. i love her energy.âÂ
the spoon danielle had been holding slips from her hand and onto the counter, clattering agains the marble as she stared at the screen. âwaitâ what?â her voice was barely above a whisper, her cheeks heating up.
 âlook at you,â minji laughs, nudging her. âone of your admirers is an actorâa really popular actor, dani.â
âiââ danielleâs mind raced as she watched you on the screen, your eyes bright, cheeks flushed as you rambled on. the admiration in your tone made her heart skip a beat. it was one thing to know that you were at the same events as her, and another ot hear that youâd been paying attention to her. that you think sheâs pretty.Â
hyein seemed to pop out of nowhere, her arrival probably unnoticed from what was currently unfolding. âdani⊠someone who was in a marvel movie has a crush on you.â
danielle blinked. a smile broke out as she looked at her members. âyouâre all ridiculous.â but even as she laughed, the warmth in her chest lingered. the fact that you, the actress sheâd admired form afar and whose movies sheâs watched with her family, thought of her like thatâit was surreal.
minji raised an eyebrow knowingly. âcome on dani, donât act like you havenât been wanting to talk to her at those events.â
âyeah dude,â hanni nudged her younger member. âshe popped up in doctor strange and you started rambling about her.â
danielleâs smile turned shy as she rolled her eyes and turned back to the stove, her mind still replaying your words.Â
maybe sheâd muster up the courage to talk to you, just maybe.
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youâve been busy, to say the least.
the past week youâve been interviewed a handful of times everyday. your movie starred the choi soobin and jeong jaehyun, which earned a lot of attention. what surprised you was just how much attention youâd receive. there were various edits of you being made, some even showed up on your social media and unfortunately your group chat.Â
people had dug up scenes of you from your other projects, editing them and helping them resurface. it was safe to say you were growing as an actor, as if confessing your âloveâ for danielle marsh didnât already do enough. but who were you to complain? this was great. you were rising in popularity for not only your looks, but also your talents and personality. it was endearing â flattering you beyond comprehension.
the rise in popularity even led to you having to hop on a flight to japan, not only to be interviewed further, but also for an event for the brand you ambassador.
the celine event had an air of sophistication and elegance. it was a sort of luxurious haven where celebrities and models mingled under the crystal chandeliers, surrounded by other âfancy stuffâ as you would say. soft music played, mixing in with the sound of conversations and clicks of cameras. attendees were showcasing the brandâs newest pieces for the season, with handbags being paraded, their metallic accents catching the light.
you fit quite well into the scene, it would be a lie to say you werenât one of the main events. there was an effortless style exuded from you, clad in tailored slacks that were held perfectly by a leather celine belt. draped over your frame was a crewneck sweater with the brandâs logo, and to finish off the look you had another leather piece on your shoulder: a matching handbag to go with your belt.Â
the first hour was spent smiling for the cameras and eavesdropping on the whispers about your recent rise in popularity. more cameras flashed, and journalists angled for a glimpse, but your focus soon shifted when an all too familiar figure stepped into view. maybe youâre overwhelmed, maybe itâs not her, there so many people here. at least thatâs what you told yourself.
once you got a breather, taking the time to roam around the area, you barely had a moment to process before a gentle bump jolted you out of your thoughts.
a woman, draped in a stunning beige dress accented with a sleek grey blazer, stumbled slightly. instinct kicked in, and your hand shot out to catch her arm, steadying her. wide yes met yours, surprise softening into a shy, grateful smile as she regained her balance.
âoh my, iâm so sorry!â she breaths out, her cheeks tinting a faint pink. âi didnât see you there.â
âare you okay?â you ask, your mind catching up to the moment. your gaze lingered as recognition fell over youÂ
danielle.
the feel of her arm in your grasp made your heart stutter, but you forced yourself to stay composed.Â
âyes, iâm fine, thanks,â danielle says, straightening up and tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. âi never expected to bump into you. not like thisânot literally.â
your smile turns sheepish. âiâ i guess i made quite an impression,â you joke lightly, withdrawing your hand slowly.
her eyes light up with recogniition. âwell, the live from last week was more of one,â she teases, her tone warm and playful. the mention of the live made your face heat up, and a laugh bubbled out as you glanced at the floor for a second.
âyou sawâŠ?â you ask, rubbing the back of your neck.Â
âi think everyone did,â she giggled, her smile softening as she added, âit was... really sweet.â
the initial nervousness faded as the two of you fell into conversation, friendly and hesitant at first, but your words quickly became more confident as you both exchanged stories and thoughts on the celine events. compliments flowed naturally, and you found yourself surprised at how easy it was to talk to her beyond the admiration you held at a distance. danielle, on the other hand, grew noticeably more flustered as you threw in subtle flirtationsâquick grins, playful remarks about how she looked so much better up close and in person.
âwow, it wasnât the drinks that make you so⊠charming, huh?â she says with a small laugh, eyes shining as she tried to regain composure.
âwell, iâm finally getting the chance to talk to someone iâve been wanting to meet for a whike,â you admitted, voice soft and genuine. âi just wanted to be transparent, is that alright with you?â
âof course.â her smile turns bashful, and for a moment, silence settled between you two, comfy and warm. the lights dimmed as the models prepared for the runway, but neither of you paid it much attention even after being separated again.
after the showcase, you two found each other again, wanting to exchange numbers.Â
âthis is the first time iâve given a fan my number.â danielle admits jokingly as you type in your contact information. you look up from the phone and smirk, sending a weird shiver down danielleâs spine.
âreally? iâm honored.â you say, handing the phone back. âletâs talk soon, okay? iâd really love to be friends, and iâm really sorry for the whole livestream incident by the way. sorry again.â
she laughs, smiling at you and itâs really strange how it makes you feel all tingly.Â
âitâs alright y/n. would you like to hangout when weâre back in korea? if thatâs alright.â
âoh, yes, of course.â you smile at her once more before looking at the text from your manager: rideâs here, you ready? the notification earns a small sigh from you. you glance back at danielle and bite your lip to prevent a frown. âwell, iâll see you.â
âwonderful.â
â
when you think youâve had your peak of attention, it just seems to grow more and more.
the morning after the celine event your phone buzzed against the nightstand of your hotel, waking you up. squinting, you reached for it, the device cool against your fingers. notifications flooded your screen, but at this point thatâs nothing new. at the top, there was a teasing text from mark:
âlooks like you made quite the impression last night. maybe your live wasnât so bad for your social life, huh?â
curiosity piqued, you scrolled through social media, your eyes widening as countless photos of the event filled your feed. comments from fans were overwhelmingly supportive, celebrating the unexpected dynamic between you and danielle.Â
most of the photos were candid shotsâthe two of you caught in conversation, eyes bright with amusement, smiles soft and natural. the internet had already begun to label you as friends (which you didnât mind at all), though some comments and posts werenât so subtle as they implied something more, playfully shipping you two as a potential couple.
you rolled your eyes â it was ridiculous â you werenât even sure whether or not she liked girls like that. even if she did, the whole livestreamâą probably weirded her out. what you sought was friendship, but the ship posts did make you smile to yourself. maybe youâre just weird. you figured you needed to snap out of it.
unfortunately for you, more photos entertained the idea of something more than friends. in them, you were gently holding danielleâs wrist, steadying her as sheâd momentarily lost her balance that night. the angle caught the way her expression softened as she looked at you, an unguarded moment that felt oddly intimate, almost cinematic.Â
youâve acted in various romance scenes, but none of them were real. neither did any of them look as⊠jaw-dropping as this.
the caption on one post read: âthe way they look at each other⊠could this be the start of something?â the reactions were a mix of heart emojis, enthusiastic comments, and threads analyzing your body language and every nuance of the pictures. your cheeks warmed as you scrolled through, noticing how even the simplest gestures were being magnified and dissected as if this were an advanced art course.
you reread the text from your mark, smiling as you typed back a short light-hearted response:
âmaybe i should go live more often? hahaâ
even as you set your phone down, your mind replayed the moments from the night beforeâher laugh, the way conversation flowed effortlessly, and that brief touch that started to flood your mind.Â
you simply had a friend crush on her, nothing more, right? probably, you hope,
â
danielle pushes open the front door of the dorm, the familiar warmth and laughter of her members greeting her as she set down her bags. before she could make it further into the living room, hanni glanced up from her phone and smirked knowingly.
âlook whoâs back! how was the celine event?â hanniâs tone was casual, but her eyes glimmered with mischief.
danielleâs brows furrowed slightly, but before she could answer, hyein popped up from the couch, waving her phone in the air. âmore importantly, how was this?â she tapped on the screen, and a slideshow of photoâs appearedâthe ones that had been trending online. danielle, dressed up elgantly, smiling up at you as your hand was on her wrist, both your expressions open and genuine.
âoh, thatâŠâ danielle felt her cheeks warm. âit was nice. we talked a bit actually, y/n is really cool!â
âreally cool?â minji echoes from the kitchen, âthatâs a new one.â
âsheâs just a new friend i made who happens to be an actor,â danielle rushed out, even as a small uncertain flutter stirred in her chest. the words felt like they were only said to cover something up, but danielle couldnât pinpoint what it was that she was trying to hide. sheâd made new friends before, but none of them left her thinking about them the whole flight back home. she felt kind of restless in a way, but maybe thatâs because you had a different kind of charm and aspect to you.
âa new friend and actor who also has a celebrity crush on you?â minji asks.
âpeople have celebrity crushes and that doesnât mean anything, minji. besides, iâm not much of a celebrity to her anymore, am i? i mean weâve met properly now.â
hanni raises a brow at danielleâs comeback, exchanging a look with hyein, who giggles. âright, just an actor who has expressed her admiration for you in great depth. okay.â hanni draws out the last word, amused. danielle crosses her arms, feigning annoyance but feeling a heat creeping up her neck.
the group finally eases off, shrugging and returning to their own chatter, but danielle couldnât shake the lingering awareness. maybe it was just the newness of it all, youâre an actor, a very famous one now at least.Â
her eyes dart to the pictures on hyeinâs phone again. the moment you had caught her from stumbling was simple, just an instinctive touch, but there was something about it that replayed in her mind. it was confusingâthis new, unfamiliar feeling. she hadnât considered herself someone who might fall for a girl, and thereâs nothing wrong with girlâs liking⊠girls. but youâre not a girl that she likes, at least not romantically. youâre just really pretty and nice, and besides, she hasnât even gotten to know you on a deeper level.
still, sheâs spiralling a little.
â
y/n: hey :-) i just got back to my apartment it was nice bumping into you! let me know when youâre free? if youâd like to grab a bite or something of course youâre really pretty in person sorry, iâm fangirling haha
soobinâs top half of his face is on the top right corner of your phone as you stare at the screen. you sigh, cringing at each text youâve sent. soobin raises a brow at the sudden change in expression, plus the small pout on your face now.
âwhat now?â he questions.
âam i doing too much? what if she blocks me. what if i just dieââ
danielle: hi! i was watching a movie with the members hehe it was really nice meeting you! iâve been a fan of your projects i really liked your scene in doctor strange as well and in your recent film youâre a very good actor!
you literally drop your phone, earning a confused noise from soobin. when you pick it up again, heâs making a face that asks for more answers, but youâre too busy waiting for texts to pop up after her little typing bubble forms.
danielle: iâm booked tomorrow, how about the day after? you can pick the time and place đ
y/n: iâm busy tomorrow and the day after unfortunately đ how about in three days?
danielle: iâm free in the evening đ
y/n: thatâs perfect! canât wait
danielle: me neither âșïž i really enjoyed talking to you at the event
y/n: aw, thanks youâre really cute and sweet, danielle
danielle: im blushing stop!! hahaha iâll text you in the morning y/n đâ€ïž
y/n: okay!Â
soobin is still on call with you when you drop the phone on your bed again. he hears a the sound of your feet kicking against the bed and a small squeal.
âwhat?â he squints at the screen as you pick your phone up again.
âdanielle and i are hanging out on friday.â
he looks surprised as he says, âreally?â
âwhy do you sound so baffled⊠i can make friends soobinâŠâ you huff, pouting at him.
â
you exhale deeply as you look at yourself in the mirror. thereâs a green, long-sleeve comme des garcon top that you spent way too much money on hugging you just right, accentuating the build of your arms that you worked very hard for due to the new movie. custom-tailored denim fits your legs loosely, held by the same celine belt you wore at the thrilling event.
to hide your identity a bit more, you wore a beanie and a zip-up hoodie on top (another piece of clothing you spent way too much money on. you need to stop buying vintage exclusively), as well as some sunglasses.
you head out of your apartment, slip a mask on, and take the elevator down.Â
itâs been a while since youâve walked around and enjoyed the area you lived in, so you decided to walk to where you agreed to meet danielle: your favorite cafe.
it was a fifteen-minute walk, a quick five-minute bus ride, then five more minutes of walking until you reached your destination. when you get there, danielle is already sat at a table. you catch her checking her phone and smile to yourself.
âhey,â you greet, sitting in front of her. âdid you wait long?â
ânot at all,â she shakes her head, then looks down at her drink. âi just got a latte actually, i was going to text you earlier. ah! i shouldâve waited to buyââ
ânoâ no, itâs fine.â you assure, grinning. âiâll buy one myself and meet you back here, give me a minute.â
âright, of course.âÂ
you give her another small grin before ordering something simple: an almond latte. you waited only two minutes for it before heading back to danielle. after placing down your mug, danielle looks amazed at the tulip design, pulling out her phone and taking a picture. itâs cute, the gesture, and herâbut thatâs for you to keep to yourself.
you meet back with danielle, whoâs in the same booth by the window. the cafe was quaint and tucked into a quiet street corner, so there wasnât usually much attention or people. you really liked that aspect, considering your status, so it easily became your favorite spot.Â
and because there wasnât much going on, it was easy for danielle to be under some sort of spotlightâin this case itâs the autumn afternoon glow hitting her features. you remind yourself that this is just a platonic hangout, obviously. itâs not exactly a date, maybe a friend dateâbut the closer you got to her the more you started to question the âfriendly meet-up.â
âthis place is so cozy,â danielle says, glancing around as she took a sip of her latte. âthanks for suggesting it! iâve been so cooped up and busy, havenât had much time to go around. plus, itâs nice to be somewhere new.â
âi um, thought you would like itâŠâ you reply, stirring your coffee absentmindedly. âi mean i like it a lot. itâs my go-to spot, a little hidden gem when i first got to korea. itâs also really quiet at this time, so no chance of anyone recognizing us.â
danielle smiled at that, her cheeks warming. âi canât tell if thatâs comforting or more nerve-warcking.â
âis that so?â you tease, âafraid youâll be stuck with me if no one interrupts?â
she laughs, shaking her head. ânot exactly⊠i actually really like being here with you.â
you grinâa bit bashfully. âaw, iâm glad im here with you too. i still canât get over the fact that iâm with newjeansâ danielle.âÂ
she shakes her head, absentmindedly stirring her straw in her iced latte as she looks at you. " well, i hope that now⊠between us... i can just be danielle, even dani, if you prefer that.â
she gives you a shy smile before dropping her gaze to her coffee, and for a second you swear you saw a faint blush on her cheeks. maybe itâs the light.Â
âso,â she says, changing the subject, âis your schedule hectic these days? with what iâve seenâyou know, your promotionsâshooting for movies and events; i donât know how you do it.â
âsometimes i donât know either,â you chuckle, shrugging. âitâs worth it though. its kind of surrealâi used to watch your performances before i was this⊠known⊠and think, âwow, she must be busy,â but now i get it.â
ââreally?â danielle raises an eyebrow, looking genuinely intrigued.
âuhâyeah. not just you! i hope i donât sound weird⊠you know i used to watch all those celebrity interviews, korean and western artists, and i thought about my future being like that. um, anyways, yeahâyou and your members are super talented. i mean, obviously youâre killing it in every way possibleâÂ
danielleâs smile grows upon seeing the visible blush and how evidently flustered you are.
you sig heavily, âiâm not beating the fangirl allegations⊠sorry.â
she looks at you with a softness in her eyes, giggling before sipping on her drink. you noticed her cheeks were definitely tinged pink now.Â
âthatâs⊠really sweet. and, um, mutual. iâve been a fan of your acting for a while now, actually. so this is all still kinda unreal.â she admits.
you both fall into comfortable conversation, sharing stories about work and laughing about awkward encounters with fans and strange industry moments. you felt completely at ease, and danielleâs laughter was contagious, filling the air with something warm. the feeling lingered even as you two left the cafe together.
the walk back was leisurely, your voices blending as the city got louder.
âdo you get nervous though?â danielle asks after a while, pulling her jacket tighter against the breeze of the evening. âwith acting, i mean. especially with bigger roles. i hope itâs not awkward to ask but⊠you know, with romance films too.â
âi get that question a lot, itâs not weird at all dani.â you nod as danielle hides the growing smile after hearing her nickname slip from your lips. âiâm always nervous. but i think iâd worry more if i didnât feel like that, you know? it kind of keeps me on my feet, makes it feel real.â
she nods in understanding. âthat makes sense.â
âyou get it.â
as you neared her dorm building, a sense of bittersweetness crept in. the evening had gone by too fast, and you werenât quite ready for it to end. you stopped a few feet from the entrance, scanning the area to make sure no one was around.
âright, i guess weâre here,â you muttered under your breath, looking back at her with a nervous expression.
she gives you a forced smile, something bittersweet. âyeah.â
âiâll let you go now, i had a lot of fun.â
âme too.â
âyeah?â
âyeah.â danielle breathes out, her smile much more shy than before now. you catch her biting the inside of her lip just barelyÂ
her eyes sparkle a bit, the streetlight reflecting off her pupils. you gaze at her for a few seconds more before nodding. before you can start to walk away, she steps forward and wraps her arms around you in a warm, gentle hug. your breath catches, but you quickly relax and reciprocate. it seems natural, like you were meant to be this close.
âthank you for today,â she murmurs, voice barely audible.
âthank you for agreeing to hangout despite my⊠unorthodox impression.â you reply with a giggle, your voice just as soft. âiâm glad we did this.â
when she pulls back, you meet her gaze, faces just inches apart. she looks at your almost dazed expression, with your cheeks flushed and lips slightly parted. you quickly caught herself and laughed, trying to play it cool.
âalright, well, i guess iâll see you soon?â you say, shifting a little on your feet.
âyes,â she says, feeling her heart pounding a bit. âi hope we can do this again.â
danielle is a touchy person, this is visible on camera and to everyone she loves. still, it surprises you when she leaps back onto you, hugging you once more before slipping inside the building.Â
you waited until she was out of sight before turning away, unable to keep the grin off your face.
â
the next day, more specifically the next evening, you have an interview at six.
you, your costars soobin and jaehyun, are all caught in an interview. thereâs a white backdrop behind you all, with makeup artists adding final touches and shifting your hair. soobinâs in a simple cardigan and jeans, while jaehyun is wearing a sweater that compliments what soobin is wearing. you, on the other hand, are clad in something that makes you stand out more: metal frames, a blazer, and slacks.Â
the cameraâs start to roll, then the director gives you the green light.
the interviewer smiled warmly, leaning forward as he kicked off with, âso, congratulations on the movie! itâs been getting amazing reviews, and your performance as a supporting lead has been a major highlight. how does it feel to finally see it out in the world?â
you smiled, shifting in your seat. âhonestly, itâs surreal. we put so much work into this film, and seeing people connect with itâitâs the best feeling. iâm really grateful.â
âletâs talk about filming,â he continues, glancing between the three of you. âwhat were the hardest and most fun parts of being on set?â
soobin jumped in first, grinning. âhardest part? probably the weather during those outdoor scenes. we were freezing half the time.â
you nod in agreement. âoh, definitely. there was this one night shoot where we were all layered up between takes, but as soon as the cameras started rolling, we had to act like it was summer. my teeth were literally chattering.â
âand the most fun?â the interviewer asks, tilting his head.
âthe cast,â you said immediately, glancing at soobin and jaehyun. âwe had such a good time together, even during the long hours. there were so many inside jokes and random moments that just made everything easier. it really felt like a family. theyâre idiots, but i love them to death.â
âjaehyun, what about you?â the interviewer asked.
he chuckles. âfor me, it was watching these two try to improvise during that one diner scene. they were so into it, and the director was loving it, but the rest of us were just trying not to laugh.â
you groan playfully. âdonât remind me! that scene was so⊠chaotic.â
the interviewer laughs, clearly enjoying the dynamic between the three of you. âspeaking of scenes, do you have a favorite?â
âhmm,â you say, thinking. âi really loved the quieter moments, like the scene where my character finally opens up to soobinâs. it was just... really emotional and rewarding to film. looking over it really surprised how well acted-out it was.â
âand you two had such great chemistry,â he adds, raising an eyebrow knowingly. âfans are already talking about it. do you think that dynamic came naturally?â
you and soobin exchanged a look, and he smirked. âwell, you know, y/n and i are professionals.â
âoh, stop,â you push him lightly, rolling your eyes with a laugh. âsoobinâs great to work with, though. he made it really easy.â
âis that why youâre so good at teasing her?â jaehyun chimed in, earning a laugh from the room.
the interviewer leaned forward, suddenly switching gears. âspeaking of fans, y/n, people have been buzzing about your recent live stream. you mentioned being a fan of danielle from newjeans, right?â
you felt your cheeks warm, but you nod. âyeah, iâve been a fan of their music since debut. theyâre insanely talented.â
soobin, your wrost enemy, grins. âshe left out the part where she called danielle one of the prettiest people sheâs ever seen.â
âsoobin!â you protest, laughing but clearly embarrassed. âheâs just jealous that i talk to her more than he talks to bebe rexha.â you retort, earning a pout from soobin.
âsheâs not wrong,â jaehyun chimes with a teasing smile. âevery time her name comes up, y/n turns into a total fangirl.â
âokay, thatâs enough,â you said, trying to shut them down but laughing too hard to be serious. âlook, danielle is really sweet. weâve texted a bit, even met in person, and sheâs just as nice as she seems.â
the interviewer didnât miss a beat. âso, whatâs it like talking to someone youâve admired for so long?â
you hesitate for a moment, then smile. âitâs honestly been really cool. sheâs interesting and kind and just... really easy to talk to. and yeah, sheâs absolutely gorgeous, but thatâs probably not news to anyone. sheâs everything i ranted about in my infamous livestreamâŠâ
the room erupted in laughter, and soobin locked eyes with the camera. âdid you hear that, danielle? she thinks youâre gorgeous.â
you buried your face in your hands, groaning. âwhy did i agree to this interview?â
the interviewer grinned, clearly loving every second. âwell, it sounds like youâve made a great new friend. and who knows? maybe weâll see her at one of your premieres and not just the celine event someday.â
âmaybe,â you said with a shy smile, trying to brush it off. but deep down, the thought made your heart race.
the cast laughs, and so do you. the interviewer continues on, teasing soobin about his bloopers and viral photos. you tease him even more, considering it karma for him doing the same to you. and when you think you canât laugh anymore, they bring up jaehyunâs old films and roles, embarassing him just a bit as well.
â
the city lights blurred outside your taxi window as you leaned back, phone pressed to your ear. danielleâs soft laugh came through the line, making your stomach flip for reasons you didnât want to admit.
danielle decided to call you after your interview. when you asked why, she simply responded with a âwhy? do i need a reason to want to talk to you?â which only made your stomach twist more.
âso,â she began, voice playful, âyou survived the interview, huh? did your costars expose your secrets?â
you groaned dramatically. âthey did. they kept teasing me about⊠well, you.âÂ
âabout me?â her tone was teasing, but you could hear the hint of curiousity hidden in it.
âtheyâre relentless dani,â you mutter, though the smile on your face was obvious in your voice. ânext time, iâm dragging them into a live stream and making them go through public humiliation.â
she laughs again, light and airy. you lean against the window and smile harder. âyouâre quite dramatic, y/n. maybe they jus like pointing out the obvious~â
âthe obvious?â you ask, feigning innocence.
âyou know, ho wmuch you like me,â she teased, her words carrying something playful.
âoh shut up,â you groan again, laughing despite yourself. âiâm never live streaming again. youâve ruined me.â
âyouâre the one who brought me up in the first place,â she counters, tone smug. âdonât blame me for how smitten you are.â
âsmitten? rightâŠâ you shoot back. âsomeoneâs confident.â
âonly because you keep giving me reasons to,â she quipped, but there was a slight softness in her voice now, like the banter was more of a cover.Â
youâre impossible,â you say, shaking your head, your your smile only widened. you bite your bottom lip, twirling your hair ever so slightly. âbut youâre also probably exhausted. you should get some rest.â
âarenât you exhausted from the interview? i only had practiceâyouâre telling me to rest?â she teases, though her tone had softened further.
âiâm serious,â you say, voice queter now. âsleep tight, danielle.â
there was a pause on the other end, not awkward but lingering. âyou two,â she said eventually, her voice just as soft.
you both stayed on the line a moment longer, neither of you wanting to hang up. finall, you broke the silence.Â
âgoodnight.â
âgoodnight,â she echoed before the call ended, âstay safe.â
leaning your head back, you sigh, letting the giddiness settle in your chest. as the taxi pulled closer to your place, you decided to send her a pictureâyour post interview outfit, slightly rumpled, hair a bit messy, and a tired peace sign held up for the camera.
a moment later, her response popped up:
danielle:Â cute
your heart skipped, and then another text followed.
danielle:Â goodnight :-)
you stared at your screen for a long moment, grinning like an idiot, before typing back a quick ânight.â you tucked your phone away, feeling like you could float the rest of the way home.
â
âmorning?â you respond tiredly, leaning against your counter. âsomething up?â
he huffs, great.Â
âmorning? try good afternoon,â your managerâs voice came through, laced with exasperation. âwe have a situation.â
you already dreaded whatever was coming next. âare you serious?â
âi donât know how you do it.â
âwhat?â
âhow have you managed to go viral again? you and soobin this time: dating rumors.â he says.Â
âwhat?â you respond in disbelief, âme andâ me and that bitcâ me and soobin? thereâs absolutely no way.â
âthere are pictures from the interview yesterday going viral,â your manager explained. âpeople are assuming that you and soobin might have something going on.â
mark hears you make a disgusted noise through the phone. âwhy the hell would they think that?â
âapparently, you two were standing close, thereâs one of you leaning on him, and another where youâre laughing while nudging him. theyâre harmless, bit fans are running with it. despite your whole danielle thing, fans are running with this. boy and girl, girl and boyâyou know the gist, things run around faster and easier.
you groan, pinching the bridge of your nose. âthatâs so grossâheâs soobin. heâs like⊠a brother to me. and iâm a lesbian.â
âi know that, trust me. but the internet doesnât,â mark says dryly. âjust be careful. maybe you two can talk to each other, clear the air?â
âokay, okay. iâll talk to you later.â you muttered before hanging up.
you check out social media for a bit, looking at the pictures going around and furrow your brows at how platonic they look. a girl canât lean on her guy friend anymore? okay⊠right.
immediately, you pull up your contacts, scrolling to soobinâs name.
y/n: we have heterosexual allegations
not even a minute later, your phone buzzed with an incoming call. you answered, alreadying rolling your eyes. âsoob.â
âwe have straight allegations?â he questions, voice filed with disbelief, even despair. âgod, no. absolutely not⊠not you, especially.â
âthanks,â you deadpanned.
âyouâre welcome,â he quips, âbut seriously, what do we do? should we post something?â
âdefinitely. letâs make this clear before is spirals. people are already clipping us from other interviews and our scenes.â you say, standing up right. âiâll post something on my instagram: the pictures we took yesterday. iâll caption it something normal and you can just reply normally. simple fix, right?â
âperfect,â soobin agrees. âyou post it, and iâll repost. weâll just step on the fire.â
within minutes, you were typing out the caption, attaching a candid picture from the event of you two laughing together. once the post was live, you refreshed your feed, watching as likes and comments poured in. soobin reposted it immediately with a laughing emoji, and soon enough, the narrative started shifting.
you couldnât help but smile in relief as you saw comments like: âokay, but their friendship is so cute,â and âbest friends of the industry!â
you texted soobin one last time: crisis = over. lunch sometime this week?
his reply was instant: only if youâre paying.
â
danielle scrolled through her phone, her face buried in the pillow as she lay on her stomach. the soft glow of the screen illuminated the quiet room, the only sounds being her occasional sighs and the muffled hum of her members beyond her closed door.Â
twitter was like a battlefield, one she didnât fully understand. the pictures of you and soobin, paired with captions like ânew favorite couple?â and âlook at their chemistry!â made her chest feel heavy in a way she couldnât explain.
youâre just friends, she thought to herself. why do i even care?
yet, despite trying to brush it off, her fingers kept scrolling. she stared at the photos for longer than she wanted to admit, her stomach twisting uncomfortably. why did it feel like this? you werenât hers, youâre your own person.
you two have only gone out together once, spent time with each other maybe twice, and havenât really indulged in anything deeper. if anything it felt right that you and soobin were a thing, considering the chemistry she noticed in interviews and whatnot. still, she frowned, thinking there was something different between the two of you. especially the way you noticed and looked at her like no one had before.
a knock on the door broke her from her spiraling thoughts. before she could answer, haerin poked her head in.
âdanielle? are you okay? you havenât come out all morning.â
danielle quickly locked her phone, shoving it under her pillow. âiâm fine,â she lied, her voice muffled against the pillow.
haerin frowned, stepping inside and sitting at the edge of the bed. âyou donât seem fine.â she gently tugged at danielleâs arm. âwhatâs going on?â
danielle groaned but didnât resist when haerin pulled the pillow away. âitâs stupid,â she muttered.
âstupid or not, youâre clearly upset. tell me,â haerin pressed, her tone soft but firm.
danielle hesitated before finally mumbling, âi saw the rumors about y/n and soobin.â
haerin raised an eyebrow, confused. âokay? why does that bother you?â
âi donât know!â danielle sat up abruptly, running a hand through her hair. âit shouldnât. but seeing those pictures⊠it just⊠it made me feel weird. i donât like it, ugh!â
haerin tilted her head, studying danielle carefully. âweird how?â
danielle hugged her knees to her chest, avoiding haerinâs gaze. âlike... sad. but that doesnât make sense, right? i mean, she can date whoever she wants.â
realization dawned on haerinâs face, and she leaned closer. âdanielle... do you like y/n?â
danielle froze, her cheeks flushing. âwhat? no! i meanâŠâ she trailed off, her heart racing. did she?
haerin waited patiently, her expression calm.
âi donât know,â danielle admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. âiâve never felt like this before. and if i do⊠isnât it weird? liking a girl? iâve never done that before, iâve never really liked anyone period⊠but if i did i figured itâd be a guy. i mean i kind of always noticed the female celebrities more andâ oh my god, am i gay? i like girls⊠i think iâve always liked girls. why am i realizing so lateââ
haerinâs eyes softened. she reached out, placing a reassuring hand on danielleâs shoulder. âitâs not weird, danielle. itâs normal. liking someoneâboy or girlâdoesnât make you any different. it just makes you human. itâs fine, itâs no big deal. like who you like.â
danielle looked at haerin, her eyes wide and uncertain. âbut what if itâs not okay? what if i ruin things by feeling this way?â
haerin shook her head. âyouâre not ruining anything. feelings can be scary, especially when theyâre new. but you donât have to figure everything out right now. take your time, okay? and no matter what, iâm here for you. iâve been there, i think there are two others in the dorm that have been too.â
danielle nodded slowly, the weight in her chest lifting slightly. âthanks, haerin. i think⊠i just need some time to think.â
âof course, i understand,â haerin said with a small smile. âbut for now, letâs get you out of bed. youâre not going to figure anything out by hiding under the covers. maybe youâll think clearly after a bit of breakfastâbrunch.â
danielle chuckled softly, letting haerin pull her to her feet. though her heart still felt heavy, haerinâs words gave her a small sense of comfort. maybe, just maybe, everything would be okay.
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âno way am i spending that much on something iâll only wear once,â he said, putting a jacket back on the rack.
you two were in some pop-up store downtown, meandering through racks of high-end clothing. the smell of fresh leather and faint hints of something floral lingered in the air. music hummed in the air, some type of house playlist.Â
âyou could always expensive it as a âcostume pieceâ for another project.â you laugh, fingers brushing idly against the fabric of a blazer nearby.
âif only it worked like that,â he snorted, glancing at you. âspeaking of work, whenâs the next press event? arenât we supposed to fly out soon? thereâs too much on my plate⊠but itâs worse for jaehyun.â
ânext week,â you replied absentmindedly, your attention more on your phone than the clothes. the screen buzzed in your hand, and you glanced down immediately, eyes scanning the notification. it wasnât from danielle. you frowned slightly and slipped the phone back into your pocket.
âthatâs the third time youâve done that in five minutes,â soobin noted, a small grin on his lips. âlet me guessâwaiting for a certain someone to text? a certain singer~?â
your ears burned. âwhat? no. iâm justâi donât know, checking stuff. my um,â you cough, âmy momâŠâ
âchecking stuffâŠâ he repeated, his smirk growing. âyou are not slick. itâs danielle, isnât it? waiting for her?â
he laughs when you roll your eyes at him, then raises a brow when you donât deny it.
âyouâre so obvious.â he teases, nuding your shoulder. âitâs cute though. fangirl crush to⊠whatever this isââtext flirtationâ?â
âoh my god, you donât shut up do you?â you say, though the corner of your mouth twitches into a smile. before you could retort further, your phone buzzed againâwhen you check it this time, danielleâs name lit up on the screen. without hesitation, you step away and hold up a hand to soobin.
âhold that thought,â you say, walking a few feet away for some privacy.
âhey,â you greet, trying to keep your voice casual, though you couldnât stop the slight hint of excitement.
âhi,â her voice is soft through the phone, and you could hear the faint sound of city traffic in the background. âare you busy?â
âno, not at all,â you assure her. âiâm shopping with soobin. whatâs up?â
there was a brief pause on her end before she says, âi was wondering if youâd want to go on a walk tonight? itâs been a long day, and i though itâd be nice to⊠you know, just talk. ah! i hope you donât mind⊠i just⊠missed you. i know weâve hangout only a few times, but i really like your energy! oh god, iâm rambling arenât iââ
âiâd love that.â you smile into the phone, balancing your weight on one foot then the other. âthatâs perfect, yeah of course. donât worry about rambling⊠donât ever.â
âokay,â her tone lighter now. âwell, i have a shoot. iâll text you more details, okay?â
âperfect. iâll see you.â you say, feeling a little giddy as you hang up.Â
when you walked back over to soobin, he was leaning against a rack of coats, eyebrows raised knowingly.Â
âsomeone looks happy,â he teases, âlet me guessâdate?â
ânot a date,â you correct him, though the hear rising to your cheeks betrayed you. âjust a walk, you know.â
âthatâs gay.â he mutters, earning a shove. he smirks at you, then adds, âwell whatever helps you sleep at nightâeven if thatâs a âwalk.ââ
you shoved his shoulder again, but the smile lingered on your face. even as you tried to focus on the clothes in front of you, your thoughts were already elsewhere counting down the hours until tonight.
â
the riverside was serene, the water reflecting the city lights in the rippled patterns. the air was crisp but not biting, just how you like it. you spot danielle standing by the railing, her arms wrapped around herself as she gazed out over the water. her hair caught the light, framing her face in soft wavesâher natural hair always left you in aweâand for a moment, you just stood there taking in the sight.
âhey,â you call, breaking her reverie.
she turned, her face lighting up with a warm smile. âyou made it! hi.â
âof course. why would i miss it?â you say, stepping closer until you were side by side.
the two of you started walking, the rhythm of your steps syncing naturally. conversation came easily, as it always did with her. danielle talked about her schedule, how sheâd been trying to find a balance between work and rest. you shared bits about your own projects, the highs and lows of the past week and even something you might audition for.
âitâs a lot sometimes,â she admits, glancing at you. âbut i guess itâs just part of it, you know? the good things outweigh whatever is bad.â
you nod. âfor sure. but itâs okay to feel overwhelmed too. youâre doing amazing, though. seriously.â
she looks down, a shy smile tugging at her lips. âthanks. that means a lot.â
as the conversation flowed further, the distance between the two of you shrank until your shoulders brushed with each step. the contact was subtle, but it was the only thing you could think about. you were hyper-aware of the spaceâor lack thereofâbetween you. danielle didnât pull away, and neither did you.
a light breeze swept by, and you noticed her ears twitch. without thinking, you pulled your beanie off and held it out to her.Â
âhere,â you say, âitâs not much, but i think itâll help.â
âoh, no, itâs okay,â she starts, but you were already placing it gently over her head, adjusting it so it fit snugly.
âlooks good on you,â you admit, stepping back to admire her. âactually, you look better in it than i do. i might have to let you keep it.âÂ
she laughs softly, her cheeks pink from more than just the cold. âyouâre just saying that.â
âiâm not,â you reply, voice light but sincere. âtrust me.â
she looks at you for a moment, her eyes warm and searching before breaking into a smile. âthanks.â
you resumed walking, the easy conversation picking up again, but the air between you felt different nowâwarmer, closer.Â
as the night wore on, the city seemed to fade away, which left the two of you. your steps were in rhythm and your hearts quietly beat at the same time, to another rhythm that neither of you wanted to name.
the sound of leaves rustling fills the spaces between your conversation as you and danielle continued to walk along the riverside. the path was lit by lampposts, casting a soft light that made everything seem dreamlike. danielle, however, seemed distracted, her steps just a fraction slower than before.
âsoooo,â she begins, voice tentative. âi saw something earlier.âÂ
you turned your head to look at her, curious. âyeah? what was it?â
âpictures of you and soobin had been going around on twitter,â she says, glancing sideways at you. âpeople were⊠assuming things.â
it took you a second to realize what she meant, but when you did, you let out a short laugh. âoh, that. again?â
she nods. her expression remained the same as normal, but her hands fidgeted with the sleeves of her sweater. âyeah. you two seem close.â
âweâre realy close.â you say easily, not noticing the slight edge of hesitation in her tone. âbut not like that. soobinâs like⊠my brother? maybe a favorite cousin. itâs very platonic.â
her eyes darted up to meet yours, flickering with something unreadable. âoh,â she says softly, her voice a little brighter. âi guess that makes sense.â
you tilt your head, catching the faint shift in her demeanor. âbesides,â you added, a small smirk tugging at your lips, âiâm one hundred percent gay. women only.â
danielleâs steps faltered for a brief moment again, and you noticed the way her cheeks flushed under the streetlights. she recovered quickly though, and let out a small laugh. âoh. thatâs good to know.â
âyeah,â you nod and shove your hands into your pockets. âsoobinâs great, but absolutely not my type. not even close.âÂ
danielle chuckles, her gaze fixed ahead now. âwhen did you figure that out? you know, about being gay?â
you thought for a moment, the question catching you a little off guard but not unwelcome. âprobably when i was in high school,â you admitted. âi mean, i always kind of knew, but it really hit me when i found myself completely zoning out over this one girl in my art class. she was kind of like you, pretty and nice and sweet andââ you stopped yourself, âyeahâŠâ
danielle smiels, her curiosity evident now. âwas it hard? like, coming to terms with it?â
âit had its moments,â you say honestly. âi was scared at first, like, what people would think or how my family would react. but once i told myself it was okay to just... be myself, it got easier. and iâve been luckyâmy friends and family have been super supportive. itâs normal anyway⊠being infatuated, finding girls attractive, and,â you look at her a little closer now, âhaving crushes on girls.â
danielle nods, her gaze lingering on you a beat too long before she looks away. there was something⊠softer in her expression now, a quiet kind of admiration mixed with something else. you noticed the shift but didnât comment, not wanting to break the moment.
âthatâs nice,â she says finally, her voice quieter than before. âi think itâs brave.â
you shrugged, trying to play it off, but the sincerity in her tone made your chest tighten. âjust being honest, i guess.â
the conversation pauses, but the air between you felt warmer now, more intimate. danielleâs eyes flicker to you again, her expression thoughtful, and you couldnât help but feel like you were walking closerânot just in steps, but in something unspoken between you two.
âwhy do you ask, anyway?â you question.
âah, wellââ she completely short circuits, trying to find the right words. âthereâs, well, i think i um, i like someone. i donât know, well, i do.â
you raise a brow, looking at her confusingly.
and then it hits.
sheâs avoiding your gaze, fidgeting with her fingers, and the blush on her cheeks is apparent. itâs all apparent: sheâs asking you about liking girls, calling you when she can, texting you, complimenting youâit all makes sense now, everything leading up to it. and youâve been dropping hints too, but you never noticed hers.
âand whatâs this girl like? is she nice?â
âahâ well, itâsâ i donât know. sheâs really sweet, but anyway,â she tries to shift the conversation, but you butt in.
âiâve been kind of into this girl actually.â you admit, kicking a rock on the ground nervously.Â
âreally?â
you hum.
âwhat is she like?â danielle asks, glancing at you shyly now.
âwell,â you start, sucking in the courage to continue on. âsheâs really pretty, and i managed to get closer with her in just two months. i always had a little friend crush on her, but even so i always thought she was gorgeous.â
âis that so?â danielleâs cheeks flush a bit as the realization starts to hit. âwhat else?â
âwell, the more we got to know each other the more i found myself thinking of her late at night. sheâs easy to talk to and i really like that about her. iâm pretty into her, and i think a lot of people know it despite how much i try to deny it.â you shrug, looking at the ground. âum, w-what is your girl like? the girl you like.â
thereâs a smile on her face, one that would be impossible to wipe off.
âsheâs⊠sheâs really cute.â danielle says bashfully. âsheâs kind, funny, caring, and i kind of grew to like everything about her. i canât stop thinking about her and talking about her to my members, and when she posts or something about her goes viral i canât help but go a little crazy. she accidentally revealed her crush on me to a lot of people and i couldnât believe it, even now iâm unsureâŠâ
âwell i think she likes you a lot.â
âdo you?â
âmhm.â you stop in your tracks, watching danielle take a few steps before stopping. you two stare at each other for a bit, struggling to maintain eye contact. âi think sheâs been trying to ignore the fact that sheâs in love with you, but canât because youâre impossibly easy to fall in love with.â
danielle blushes, stepping closer and pushing your shoulder as she tries to compose herself.
âokay,â she mutters quietly, looking down at the ground. âdo you think she could close her eyes?â
âmaybe.â you nervously say as you close your eyes, huffing shakily.Â
danielle stares at you, features a little tenseâreally all of you is tenseâbefore leaning up a bit and pressing a chaste kiss to your cheek.Â
she pulls away, blushing furiously.Â
you open your eyes, blinking twice to make sure none of it is a dream. danielle stands in front of you, biting down on her teeth to try to keep herself from going insane. she looks away, scared and flustered all at the same time.
âdo you think she⊠do you think she liked that?â
you nod, âyeah, but she thinks you missed.â
âwhatââ
you cut her off, tilting her chin up and pressing a quick peck to her lips.Â
danielle gasps, then looks at you with widened eyes. seconds later she leans forward, meeting you in a longer kiss.Â
she melts a bit, your bottom lip trapped between hers as she slides her hand over to your neck. and when she pulls away, she hides her face near your ear.Â
âdid she, did she think that was okay? iâve never um, kissed a girl beforeâi havenât kissed anyone before.â
âi think she wants to kiss you again.â
danielle laughs, pulling away and cupping one of your cheeks with her hand. itâs small and soft and warm all at the same time against your burning skin. you smile as she brushes her thumb over, nodding.
âi think i want to kiss her again too.â
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đŒ Ëâź YEONJUN
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â him fucking you so good that your cum just spills out of you. would angle you in a way that didnât let any escape until heâs done with you and filled you up completely. he would start fucking you again just at the sight of how messy he made you, shushing you and telling you how your spent pussy could take another round. 100% has a breeding kink.
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â hates your bad attitude and how he constantly has to fuck the brattiness out of you so you remember your place and whoâs in charge. slaps your ass to make sure youâre listening to him and to punish you for talking back in the first place.
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â like soobin i feel like he would like to use oil too! loves watching how easily his cock slides in your needy pussy and swallows it whole. also loves taking you missionary so he can see your pretty face all twisted up in pleasure!!
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â idk what it is about this but itâs just so yeonjun to me?? would eat you out after to taste the slight bubblegum flavor and then would continue eating the cum-covered lollipop like he wasnât just fucking you with it.
đŒ Ëâź SOOBIN
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â would beg you to dress up as his favorite anime and video game characters!! the two of you would roleplay a little before heâs fucking you and filling you up with his hot and sticky cum (>äșș<)
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â loves seeing you in lingerie but hates the fact that it gets in his way!! it makes him too hard and he just wants to fuck the shit out of you without having to pull back straps and lace. definitely would keep on the thigh high stockings tho, itâs his favorite!
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â honestly you should know to not wear short skirts around him⊠immediate hard-on and heâs fucking you against whatever surface is the closest to him. doesnât even care that you were only quickly dropping by to give him something, youâre not leaving for the rest of the day.
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â the type to drench you in oil so he can watch the way you glisten all prettily while getting dumb on his cock!! loves seeing your shiny tits bounce, bonus if you have nipple piercings. i feel like he would be the type to record it all so he can get off to it again later. cowgirl is for sure his favorite position for you!!
đŒ Ëâź BEOMGYU
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â interrupting him playing his game was a bad idea⊠of course heâs gonna bend you over his gaming chair and fuck you. leaves his mic on and letâs all his discord friends hear how much of a slut you are. (/Ï)
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â love love loves sitting back and having you fuck yourself on him. gets off to your pretty little moans and the sight of his cock disappearing inside you.
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â cuddling with him always turns into you feeling his bulge against your ass, to him sliding his cock inside of you âi just need to feel you,â to him pulling your hips towards his so that he can fuck you. youâre constantly sticky with his cum!!
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â this. definitely how most of your nights would go when youâre super horny for him. would laugh in your ear at your whines for his cock and would tell you to get yourself off on his thigh or bulge instead.
đŒ Ëâź TAEHYUN
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â you begging him to fuck you without the condom on,,, heâs always so careful and you just need to feel him inside you completely, feel the way his thick load fills you up and drips out of you!! you donât want him to pull out âĄ
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â him teasing your needy and wet clothed pussy. just loves how wet he can get you without even sticking his cock inside of you.
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â quick morning fuck before the two of you go to the gym!! you told him âjust the tipâŠâ but you both canât control yourselves! ended up going later that morning hehe
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â his little housewife (âïčâ) you let him do whatever he wants to you whenever he wants. taehyun wants you to suck up off while youâre making dinner? youâre on your knees with his cock shoved down your throat in an instant.
đŒ Ëâź HUENINGKAI
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â kai needing you so bad that there isnât even enough time to put his cock in you. would completely miss the mark and end up fucking your thighs instead!! youâd go crazy from only having stimulation at your clit and not where you need him the most. would leave your thighs covered with his cum while he bends you over for more. this video as well hehe
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â so needy while heâs trying to practice. his long fingers arenât enough so now he his to fuck you with his cock too⊠definitely didnât finish practicing after this >///<
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â would always have you sitting on his face. watching a movie? he can eat you out like a starved man and watch the movie at the same time. always wants to be pleasing you in some type of way.
ÊŹÊŹÊŹ â youâd be a good girl for daddy and let him fuck your wet pussy right? so wet that kaiâs big cock keeps slipping right out!! loves hearing your moans and repeatedly asks you how much you like daddyâs cock. loves how you beg him to put it back in and fuck you deeper.
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We wonÂł
Summary: The war is won, yet you lost too much. And well â how much can you still win?
Note: And here we go, part 3! Since I have all of it already finished, might as well make it a daily update. And THANKS a lot for every like, comment and message! I see you and I am THANKFUL. If you have more ideas, for stories or anything, hit em into my little box on my profile. I also have a Silco Story rotting on my phone since season 1, but idk if anyone would be up for that.
The rebuilding continued, and life finally found a rhythm that felt normalâor at least as close to normal as things could get. Ekko worked tirelessly with the Firelights, but the urgency of survival had faded into the background. With it, so had the moments he used to share with you.
At first, he didnât notice the shift. You still checked in occasionally, bringing him food or teasing him about overworking. But those visits became less frequent, your easy laughter and steady presence replaced by quick smiles and polite excuses.
One evening, he sat alone in the Firelight base, absently tinkering with a small device. His thoughts drifted to youâhow you used to be there, sitting across from him, filling the quiet with your chatter or just the comfort of your presence. The realization hit him suddenly: you werenât around as much anymore.
And it scared him.
Ekko spent the next day looking for you, his mind racing with possibilities. Had something happened to you? Were you hurt? Or worse, were you pulling away because heâd taken you for granted?
When he couldnât find you, he turned to Vi.
âHave you seen Y/N?â he asked, trying to keep his voice steady.
Vi raised an eyebrow, leaning casually against the wall. âYeah, theyâre out.â
âOut where?â
âOn a date.â
Her words hit him like a punch to the gut. A date? He blinked, stunned. âA date?â he echoed, his voice betraying his surprise.
Vi smirked at his reaction, though her tone softened. âWhat, you didnât know? Theyâve been trying to move on for a while now. Guess itâs working.â
Ekko stared at her, the weight of her words sinking in. Heâd knownâon some levelâthat youâd cared about him. He wasnât blind to the way youâd looked at him, the way you were always there when he needed you. But heâd never let himself think too hard about it, too focused on the mission, too afraid of what it might mean.
Now, the thought of you moving on left him feeling... hollow.
Vi clapped a hand on his shoulder, snapping him out of his thoughts. âDonât screw this up, Ekko,â she said, her voice firm but not unkind. âIf you donât want to lose them, you better figure out what you actually feel.â
He nodded absently, her words ringing in his ears. For the first time, Ekko realized what he might lose if he let you drift away completelyâand he wasnât sure he could handle that.
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contents: Cheating and mentions of pregnancy, angst
a/n: I recently realized i hadn't written for wonnie, I think :0, idk y this was the idea i could come up with. I physically cringe at the mention of pregnancy, I hate the thought so much lol, but I needed sth dramatic. not proofread, I love writing angst and leaving it open ended it satisfies my thirst for evil ^^ also requests r open, this is just fiction, not real !!
"I'm sorry." Jungwon awkwardly murmurs, clutching your hand tightly despite you trying to pull out of his grip. Your free hand cups your face, soft sobs leaving your lips.
"Please, I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, but..." he cups your hand with his other hand, struggling to look up into your eyes. "I still want us to work, I swear, I want to fix this"
"She meant nothing to me." You can't help but cry harder, the weight of his secrets leaving you stuck between your love and a growing hatred.
"She's pregnant, I can't understand how you expect to fix this." you manage to say, your water filled eyes staring into his. "I'm not going to take you from her."
He shakes his head, pulling your hand to his lips, desperately plead with his eyes. "I'm not hers, I'm yours, I've always been yours, please, please let me try to fix this. I can't do without you."
"You did perfect enough without me when you went to her. Even if she wasn't pregnant, the fact that this happened and you still hid this from me for so long. Lying that you've only been loyal to me, knowing you haven't been. I can't forgive that."
You finally managed to pull your hand away, "If i hadn't seen her message you'd have kept this fully under covers, and continued lying to me. Probably would have gone behind my back again."
"I wouldn't have, i swear, I really fucking swear, I went to her out of anger, I didn't mean for things to get this far, please."
"I never cheated on you in any emotional state of mine, happy, angry or sad. The fact that that's what you did tells me enough." you stand up, wiping away remnants of tears.
His hand holds your arm, stopping your progress forward. "please kiss me, please let me hold you one more time, I need you really bad right now." Your heart folds at the tears that stain his cheeks, his sorrow almost mirroring yours.
"Let me go Jungwon."
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finders keepers âą teaser 2
âą teaser word count: 948 | full fic: 37.8k total (22.7k & 15.1k) âą genre: sci-fi/science fantasy au, soulmate au, alien!jungwoo, human!reader, slow burn, fluff and angst âą warnings: blood/injury mentions (but like, alien blood, if that makes a difference?), a couple needle/injection mentions, if u get secondhand embarrassment this one might hurt in places, a couple crude jokes about alien stuff iykwim (readerâs friends r kind of the worst), this fic is just a rlly sweet soulmate au i swear idk why these tags look horrendous đ âą extra info: this will be released in two parts bc of tumblrâs 1000-block limit that was put in place to hurt me personally :)) BUT both parts will be released on the same day âą estimated release: saturday, november 30, 2024, 3:00 p.m. eastern time (sign up for my taglist here)
The screen of your phone lit up from where it sat on the dashboard of Jungwooâs spaceship, and you immediately grabbed it. It was Donghyuck, and at this point, you wouldâve taken your bestie âSPAM LIKELYâ to get you out of here.
âHey, itâs Hyuck, you got it here?â You asked Jungwoo, already on your feet.
âYes, Iâll be okay,â Jungwoo confirmed, eyes momentarily leaving the screen to meet yours.
You clambered out of the hatch with haste, taking off into the trees. Hastily sending Donghyuck a text that youâd call him back in a minute, you practically bolted back up the cliffside to get to the road before doing just that.
Hyuck picked up before it could even ring once, not wasting any time, âHey, howâs our pet alien?â
âHe has a name,â you retorted, still out of breath.
âHe doesnât seem to mind when I call him that.â
âHe probably doesnât understand how derogatory it could be. His language might not have a direct equivalent for the concept.â
âYeah, whatever, how is he?â
âFine. All of his wounds have healed.â
Your friendâs tone immediately shifted. âYou sound weird. Whatâs going on?â
âNothing!â You insisted.
âY/N.â
âPromise not to tell anyone?â
âSure.â
And so after explaining your situation to Donghyuck to the best of your ability, you waited with bated breath for his response.
âOh my God, heâs going to lay his eggs in you,â he gasped.
âHyuck! Gross!â You hissed, half-ready to hang up right then.
âIâve seen enough alien movies to know where this is going.â
âOr watched too much weird porn.â
âYou didnât laugh at my joke, clearly youâre in crisis, sorry.â His apology sounded sincere.
You sighed, staring down into the trees below you that you knew contained a spaceship and spaceman that werenât from here, that didnât belong here. âI mean, heâs still fixing his ship to leaveâŠâ
âWhat if he plans on abducting you and taking you with him?â
âStop it!â You scolded him again. âJungwoo wouldnât do that.â
âYou seriously think heâll just leave his mate behind?â
âYou are way too comfortable saying that word.â
âThis is not about my nighttime proclivities.â
âIf I told him to, yeah, I think he would. Heâs been super respectful, all things considered.â
âOkay⊠whateverâŠâ
You were worried. Jungwoo had continued fixing his ship, but with each passing day, you swore he was looking worse again. He said his wounds had completely healed inside and out, but the pallor of his skin didnât look right, he was moving slower again, and he didnât eat as much at meals. You took a risk and took him there during the day today, not wanting to risk drawing out his stay on Earth any longer than necessary.
Just getting him down to the ship today was perilous, as he tripped going down the last of the hillside. A rock had cut his arm, thankfully not very deep, but the sight of the deep blue blood did nothing to calm your anxious mind. He let you take a second to use a first aid kit in the ship on him, but then was right back to business as usual, fixing his ship.
âHowâs it coming along?â You asked, hovering over him worriedly as he sat on the floor, working on a panel under the control console.
âItâs almost done,â he informed you quietly.
âJungwoo, you donât look okay.â
âIâm fine.â
âIs it the hydrogen? Or something else that you canât get on Earth?â You went to press the back of your hand to his forehead. It was sticky with sweat, but simultaneously cold and clammy. âShit, dude, you feel awful.â
âIâmâIâll be fine.â
âAre you sure?â
âYes, I just need to get back to-to Galaria.â
âOkay, yeah,â you nodded. âLetâs get you back. You said itâs almost done. What else do you need?â
âOne of your friends is a mechanic?â
âYeah, Yuta. He fixes cars.â You were slightly alarmed that he apparently couldnât remember which one.
Jungwoo held out a long, thin black tube to you. âCould you ask him if he has something like this? Twice as long?â
âOf course! I'll go right now!â You took the tube from him. âYou stay right here. Rest, okay?â
He nodded, leaning against the panel and shutting his eyes.
You ran into Yutaâs auto shop, skidding to a stop and nearly crashing into a bench and toolbox, drawing the attention of everyone in the shop. Every head whipped over to look at you, and Yuta pushed himself out from under a truck on the far side of the shop.
âYuta!â You dashed over to him, ignoring the attempts at conversation from his coworkers as you ran by them.
âOff-limits, assholes!â Yuta yelled back at them before focusing on you again, grabbing a rag to wipe his hands off. âY/N, what are you doing here?â
âItâs Jungwoo, he needs something like this, but double the length.â You held the tube out to him. âDo you have anything like it? Iâll pay for it.â
Yuta inspected it with a furrowed brow, and you dropped your voice even lower as the sounds of the auto shop rose again.
âPlease, heâs-heâs really not doing well. I donât know how much longer he can be here, Yuta. Something about Earth, itâs not good for him. Iâm really worried.â
âYeah, I would be if I were you.â Yuta handed the tube back to you, then crossed his arms over his chest. âI gave him a part just like that two days ago. He said it was the last piece he needed.â
âWhat?!â Your heart fell to the pit of your stomach.
âI gave him a new brake hose two days ago. Unless he blew it up again, this isnât it.â
âIâve got to go.â You took off towards the door of the garage. âBye, Yuta! Thanks!â
âSee you around!â
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It is currently 4am and I just had a random idea, idk if this already exists (consider the amount of fanfic that exists probably but I just need to share my brain worms)
What if there was a fanfic where Hugh one day woke up in Logens body and Logan woke up in Hughs and now they both have to figure out how to function in each other's life and maybe even learn some live lessons. Like Logen finding out that in our world is all just a movie and that Wade is actually a guy called Ryan Reynolds and Hugh has to figure out that he now has actual claws and is immortal (and his brain is deeply traumatized) and that Wade is actually kinda insane. Logan will finally get what Wade means when he mentions Hugh Jackman and Ryan Reynolds.
Tbh I don't know how Ryan would take this but Wade would already know probably or just believe Hugh that he isn't actually Logen. Maybe even all 4 of them meet at the end and have to save the day or fix some timeline stuff idk. I just find that idea very entertaining in my opinion.
I wish I could write but my ability to write is equal to zero. I'm unbelievably bad at writing a continuous text.
Edit: I also am not good at putting my thoughts into words and don't have the patriots to actually write something like a fanfic
But if any fanfic writings wanted to use this idea feel free to do so.
#wolverine#deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#fanfic ideas#fanfic inspo#fanfic inspiration#fanfiction#fanfiction inspo#i can't write#marvel#hugh jackman#ryan reynolds#silly idea
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considering making a blog specifically for disability/chronic illness talk
#i have ideas for urls#i also wanna use the url i thought up for the advice blog#like iâm not gonna make that blog now but i still really donât wanna waste that url/username#i mean i could just continue using use this one but idk?#hmmmm đ€#idk why i have the urge to make a new blog#maybe bc of all the url ideas i have sitting in my notes that arenât being used#bc i donât wanna change this url#sooo another blog it is#tbh i need to use my other ones imao#but itâs nice to have other blogs if iâm ever not feeling this one or something#idk maybe iâll just make it imao#bc itâs a personal thing and itâs a better idea than the advice blog tbh#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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âArmand should get to just kill Mariusâ tbh if Armand ever killed Marius he would pull a Sada Abe. Who said that
#no but I really do mean this literally bc#her reason for killing her client/lover wasnât even revenge. at least not really#it was bc her entire life sheâd been used and discarded and treated like trash#and she thought the only way she could stop him from abandoning her was to kill him and take a part of him with her#which is. actually very armand.#plus#I mean as someone whoâs had the âhey wait a minuteâŠ. I should totally kill that guyâ thoughts about an abuser#even that for me wasnât truly about revenge I donât think#I mean I was angry. am angry#but it was almost like. it felt like the only way I could continue to live was if he didnât exist#itâs a very dark strange headspace to be in and idk if it can ever really Just be about revenge#bc the relationship w the abuser is always way too complicated for wanting them dead to contain only one dimension#armand#iwtv tv#marius
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sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible
#trying to keep it together so bad because i already know the problems and solutions and whatnot but i cannot do anything#i desperately just need to do something. accomplish any task. actually several would be nice. but i cannot stand just letting life go by#while i watch other people have the things i want. or even metaphorically living my dream like. that should be me why am i settling for thi#i hate even talking about this because i feel so stupid when i know it's not even a real tangible problem and that i actually DO have real#problems to tackle and the ability to do so but i'm choosing to be upset over the stupidest things i could possibly be sad about#and i can't even be sad about it in a normal way i'm cycling through like several different reactions to smth that isn't even real#or if it is real i literally do not have tanglible evidence for it one way or another like i'm driving myself insane for no reason#i can't even get catharsis because all i'm doing is digging a deeper hole for something i never should've gone back into in the first place#because i KNOW how i am i KNOW how i react to things and i still chose to do it lmao.#and i continue to choose to go through this shit instead of actively trying to change my life because... i'm lazy? and stupid? idk#negative self-talk isn't gonna get me to do anything either so let's just say i'm feeling particularly unmotivated like usual#i hated being a teenager but i really do miss when all my problems just amounted to 'someone was mean to me on tumblr today :(' or i failed#a test in chemistry or something. like i yearn for that simplicity becasue at this point all i'm doing is ruining my own life LMAO#i'm too scared to live i'm too scared to die so i just sit here and fantasize that life could be amazing if i wait#and i'll magically get everything i've ever wanted if i just wait long enough. and i know it isn't true and i still wait for it to happen.#because honestly like. i think deep down i am just convinced i will fail at anything i do when that shouldn't be what scares me.#what scares me should be never even allowing myself to fail because i never tried to do anything at all with myself or my life#like. wake the fuck up. get off your ass and put in the effort. learn some skills. gain independence and stability and discipline and do it#just live please i'm begging you just live so i can be happy don't i deserve to be happy... why am i not letting myself be happy#i'm literally keeping myself trapped in this negative feedback loop ON PURPOSE because teehee shiny toy#and it doesn't matter if the love is real it doesn't matter how i feel like i'm just using it as a distraction i can't say it's motivation#because it's barely motivated me at all. i have to start being realistic. 25 & just realizing you actually have to participate in your life#anyways. i've cried i've agonized i've pictured killing myself in 30 different ways. i think the only way i'm gonna feel better is#to just actually try this time without giving up. wish me luck
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Anyone out there got a solution for when you're feeling really stuck with your art and everyone and their mother tells you the solution is to do studies and figure drawings and other such things but even just thinking about doing those things makes you Spiral and want to Kill Yourself?
#monster noises#it's 1am no one will see this it's fine#it's a genuine problem though i Wish i could be aotherfucker who found it engaging and satisfying to do figure drawing#but i both A) had some bad experiences with this type of learning in highschool that i guess kinda make them triggering for me i guess?#and B) my brain doesn't seem to be able to like.. Learn Things.... That Way.... or at least not Obviously#i mean obviously i've improved as an artist over time in general#and i won't lie and say i've Never done figure drawing or studies or anything#but i never leave those situations feeling like i've Learned anything#mostly i've just sat for several hours growing increasinglyore frustrated#at my limitations and inability to achieve what i feel should come to me intuatively#and even if i Did feel like i've learned something i can seemingly never turn around and then apply it to something else#my brain does not make those lateral connections#it's why i can't do word problems in math.#and plus i also find stuff like figure drawing especially Rarely helps me make progress on the parts of my work i Actually want to improve#fluidity/mobility/stylization and surrealism#and only reinforces practices i want to pull away from#realism/'correctness'#all this combined leaves me just kinda stuck because i really can't power through my fear of these practicing methods#because i also don't find them useful#but i have no alternatives because it's like.. the only thing anyone suggests because theoretically is Does Work#but just not when you're Specifically Busted like I'm Busted#and so I just continue to stagnate until idk.. i find something else that can abruptly and suddenly launch me forward again?.#augh.. being an artist is The Most Enjoyable (_=<=)_
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Hey in the events of an Avatar AU, do you guys think Adaine would be a waterbender (ice, frost, blue theme) or a lightening speciality fire bender? (Witch bolt/lightning bolt reminiscent, only element to conjure bending material out of thin air which is like magic, fire could be blue)
#if she were a water bender sheâd probably be the one to figure out firebenders can use water techniques to redirect lightening#also I have Gorgug as an earth (metal speciality/inventor) bender (like Toph) Fig as a fire bender (lava speciality?)#Riz as earth nation non-bender#Fabian as late blooming fire bender (no speciality)#and Kristen as The Fucking Avatar because sheâs the funniest one to be the Avatar. also sheâs already the chosen one and possibly the-#-strongest cleric in all of spire so like#*was the chosen of helio and then made a god and brought back Cassandra THEN Cassandra and Ankarna#instead of having arrows sheâs got stars on her forehead and just below her collarbones (where the unicorn stabbed) that light up in the-#-avatar state#Cassandra was the avatar before her I think.#going my the cycle Cass would make a good waterbender I think which would put Kristen in earth which is fitting#which also means sheâd learn fire first and Fig would be her teacher#then sheâd have to find someone with air. Adaine might make a good airbender too??? idk#or someone she doesnât get along with as well because air would be hardest for her#maybe kipperlilly? and she starts training with her but they fall out and Kristen has to go continue learning on her own#Fabian would learn fire WITH Kristen I think because he didnât know he could bend before their quest#and Gorgug would invent metal bending some time during their adventure. even as the avatar Kristen struggles to get a hold of that one-#-but sheâs pretty alright with sand#Fabian learns he can bend when they find fig and was thought to be a non bender before that#Riz was their bow guy and Fabian was their sword guy#Captain Seacaster was a fire nation pirate and Halariel was maybe a water nation non-bending citizen? or rival pirate/fought off pirates#Cathilda is a fire bender for sure#OisĂn is a lightning bender Maryanne is an earth bender#Ruben and Ivy are non benders (or maybe ivy is a swamp bender?) Buddy is a non bender#Lucy is a waterbender#Kipperlilly was either an airbender (Kristenâs failed teacher) or a non bender I think. or maybe fire#kiri rambles#adaine abernant#fhjy#avatar au
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i kinda wish sometimes that i had more ppl to just like discuss and jam about meat&candy but im having way way way too much of a good time vibing on my own
#our t#talking about the eps more publicly in my experience generates way too much... idk drama i guess could be the word. anger#conflict is a better word. which sucks cause i just wanna vibe and enjoy the thing we all enjoy#but like during my latest group reading of hs1 i can SEE the seeds of what happens in the eps and hsbc#i mean my partner system pointed out the direct line from dirk's pony pals rewrite to how he took over as the new narrator#and he handles both the EXACT SAME WAY#beyond canon is literally just a continuation of hs#its just 2 possibilities of that continuation we get to see#there were 3 things in that picnic basket after all. the book represents fic and even the entire epilogue themselves#is like a pitch-tinged loving callback to the crappy 2000s fanfic we all used to write as edgy 11y/os on ff.net#using an ao3 format so younger fans and readers can connect to it better cause ff.net is currently DEAD and idk if itll ever come back lmao#good tbh cause its organization was shiiit ao3 is much better. its an actual ARCHIVE for one#but i say pitch-tinged cause hussie has always done that#affectionate references to Being A Tween/Teen while also poking fun at the whole thing. its rlly rlly important to keep that in mind imo
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#i have no idea how to respond to the whole qsmp situation right now#i mean. i dont watch it or interact with qsmp ITSELF#only the fans around it#I have made fanart for it but not really because i have any particular attachment to specific characters but just because#its a very good springboard for character design and inspiration#Im very involved with the fanbase though as the QSMPnews discord is one of my main discords#and I mainly use the fandom space as a way of practicing/getting into foreign languages#although i dont watch qsmp it still has impacted my life massively in the last year#this clusterfuck of project management is difficult to unravel and know what to do with#and its difficult to know exactly where to turn your attention#or who to blame#since theres so many levels of miscommunication that hasnt been helped by the sharing of it online#i think. even if QSMP doesn't survive#it would be ludicrous to state it as an inherently harmful server#since there has been an evident change in the minecraft gaming space because of it in multiculturalism.#heck IM direct proof of that as someone who does not reguarly engage with the server itself via streams#the fact that as a result of a 21 year old kid deciding to start a sever I can end up with a group of spanish speakers trying to explain#various concepts to me in my language while i respond in theirs is. insane#so do i think that the qsmp will survive?#um. look i dont see how it can.#I've never thought that it could#but i dont think that im going to demonise fans or avoid content relating to it#considering how integral the fanspaces around it are to me and my personal quest for language proficiency#however I will attempt to keep qsmp posts on my french/spanish blogs#well that was. long-winded#idk this is a very self-centred look into the qsmp and this whole situation#obviously I hope that the staff get paid but. I really have no idea where Quackity Studios might get that money from or how the#server should either end or continue
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the poll for how to arrange the brackets just finished with proceeding as originally planned winning!
so, without further ado, here are the lineups ^^
note :: songs with a * next to them may require a content warning. i'll provide specific warnings as soon as i have the time, but as of now please proceed with caution
main matchup bracket ::
alice of human sacrifice* by yugami p / fear garden* by chaa
magnet by minato p / romeo and cinderella by doriko
world is mine by ryo / world's end dancehall by wowaka
triple baka by lamaze p / the disappearance of hatsune miku by cosmo p
meltdown by iroha(sasaki) / luka lukaâ
night fever by samfree
fireâflower by halyosy / trick and treat by oster project
daughter of evil by mothy / dancingâ
samurai by kanimiso p
rolling girl by wowaka / matryoshka by hachi
madness of duke venomania* by mothy / alluring secret ~black vow~ by hitoshizuku x yama
senbonzakura by kurousa / outer science by jin
doubleganger by kulfiq / mikusabbath by utsu p
jinsei reset button by kemu / common world domination by pinnochio p
the fox's wedding* by masa works design / tokio funka by takamatt
heat haze days by jin / patchwork staccato by toa
six trillion years and an overnight story by kemu / lost one's weeping by neru
aishite aishite aishite by kikuo / echo by crusher p
setsuna drive by taki yoshimitsu / yoake to hotatu by n buna
a fake fake psychotropic by kairiki bear / therefore you and me by tadanoco
my r* by kurage p / i'm glad youre evil too by pinnochio p
chururira chururira dadada by kurage p / mkdr by deco*27
blessed messiah and the tower of ai by hitoshizuku x yama / 86 by dasu
law evading rock by neru / nakakapagpabagabag by dasu
sand planet by hachi / ghost rule by deco*27
monster by kira / hated by life itself by iori kanzaki
cause i'm a liar by mcki robyns p / honey i'm home by ghost
hole dwelling by kikuo / bring it on by giga
meteor by divela / seraphim on the ring by mitchie m
the court jester by thquib / casino by azari
king by kanaria / villain by teniwoha
lower by lanndo / phony by tsumiki
higanbana milk tea by vane / scapegoat by ghost
queen by kanaria / bug by kairiki bear
honorable mention bracket ::
electric angel by yasuo p (original), giga (giga arrange) / freely tomorrow by mitchie m
po pi po by lamaze p / go google it by wintermint p
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rock shooter by ryo / bacterial contamination by kanimiso p
i like you, i love you by gevanni p / first love academy âą school of true love by nem
(also a quick general note ! i don't have everything ready for a formal polished reveal at the time of posting this. i plan on updating this post with links to the songs and also a visual bracket when i have the time. they'll definitely be up soon, so make sure to check back in a bit for them ^^
i'll also make sure that reblogs are turned on for the final version!)
#vocaloid song showdown#sorry it's just a list for now i promise i'll update it and make it look nicer as soon as i get the chance :'D#i'll also add the playlists to the final post so those will finally be out soon too !#but for now it's just a quick little post to get the matchups out sooner rather than later since this is already kinda behind schedule :')#anyway it's still kinda bonkers to me that only one person nominated po pi po and electric angel#those songs used to be Everywhere it felt like#and unless i continually missed it no one sent in llevan polka :(#(to be fair itnisn't originally a vocaloid song. idk if i could fully qualify it bc of that but still shocked that it got no nominations)#oh also ! until i have the image finalized if anyone thinks any matchups should be tweaked at all feel free to lmk !#i was mostly judging popularity based on nominations and view count (reprints included) but it was hard to tell for some ???#like i remember a whole bunch of reprint channels getting deleted or privating all their videos and i'm sure that impacted some view counts#and rolling girl in particular has a lot less views than i thought it would ???#it's not a small amount by any means but it also seems to be on the higher side of the average for the final bracket songs#it was also unsurprisingly the most nominated song#so some of the matchups were a bit weird and wonky to put together fhdkfh#(especially echo actually too ? it got 2 nominations and barely made it but has the highest view count out of all the songs last i checked)#anyway all that to say if anyone wants to give feedback on the bracket pairings i'm open to it until i get the formal version up ( ^^)b#additionally if i missed any songs that should have some sort of warning please let me know fhdkdh#i added them only off the top of my head so i might've missed one#(the final version of this will have more specific warnings too. potential flash warnings as well)#EDIT :: changed up within 24 hours to up soon#i wish i could've had everything together within 24 hours but things came up and i need just a little more time :(#but i wanna get started on voting monday (february 27) for real this time ! no more putting it off :'D
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so many things about me could be explained by the fact that i didnt know people hung out with their school friends during summer/school breaks until i was 17
#like obv i knew you could do that#but it never occured to me that it actually happens#i used to go to summer camp with school friends in elementary school but that usually made me feel worse#for gender reasons mostly#theres something cruel about being the only girl and being separated from your friends for that#i remember one year they wanted girls in one bus and boys in the other one#and if it wasnt for the fact that my mom decided it was stupid and that i should be able to sit with my friends and that there was luckily#a free seat in that boys bus i wouldve to ride alone#idk#but other than summer camps i rarely saw anyone during summer breaks#and it was always normal for me to not see or talk to anyone for 3 months#and idk now it feels like thats how im meant to spend my time so i continually turn everyone down when they ask me if i want to meet up#i was in a group chat with some uni friends a while back and group chatÄ always inevitably make me feel like im weird and boring and unfunny#and serce as a constant reminder that im not as good friends with anyone as they are with each other#and im not used to texting ppl either not unless i have a specific question thats usually school related#so i. just left that chat and i had people ask me about it bc they were worried the said sth mean/offensive#and i had to make a fool of myself and explain that it was anxiety inducing#everyone was nice about it but it still makes me feel like shit#but ik id feel awful if i stated in it too#anyway im never going to make real kasting friendships and at this point i dont even know if i want to
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