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okay i almost never address the very small amount of internet fame i have. and sometimes yes it sucks. people often repost my work, or clip it out of context, or flat-out steal it. but like it can be very funny. once a follower dm'd me to say a guy on hinge was pretending to be "inkskinned", and actually had even started his own insta. when she said "i've followed her for years i don't think you're her", he said - actually r.i.d is like seven people, we just made those initials up. (rude). when i found his insta and messaged him, he begged me to just lie and say he was r.i.d because "it's hard for men to date."
once someone said she should be allowed to plagiarize my work because she was a body-positive influencer and that if i "made a big deal" about this and "got her cancelled", i would be doing damage to my own community and i was never "actually" an ally.
i bear these things with the aura of a martyr, the way my catholic father raised me to. i message privately. i handle things quietly and quickly. i do not complain because i am very, very, very, very blessed and i know that. mercy and gentleness literally pour out of me every morning when i wake up, and then i have to mop the floors for how very Good i am.
however today is the first time i have ever had a very specific problem that neither requires me to correct this person nor throw them to the dogs but is somehow worse than years of hatemail, reddit thread death threats, and pinterest reposts:
someone quoted me and just got it, like, a little wrong.
#. like#she got 80% of the quote right. and i could say something. but she got the gist of it right?#and - i literally cant stop pacing. like she's not wrong. but like?#this is obviously a joke by the way !!!!!! but it was surprising to me that even tho im practically#Invulnerable to all Psychic attacks#..... it's the neurodivergence bc i want to correct her so badly but i can't correct her bc that would be mean#bc she's fine !!!! and she seems sweet!!!!!!! but!!#im aware this is not an issue by the way this is very clearly tongue in cheek#also the r.i.d thing made me laugh when he said it for a lot of reasons#legally my last initial is actually p. which would be problematic from an initial standpoint#as i either have rp#which feels like i'm saying Roleplay#OR i have . well. RIP. so u can imagine why i couldn't use THAT#luckily since im hispanic my name is the longest thing in like 23 parts so i just chose#a different (kinda in the middle) part of my last name#i had options in this btw i just did the math and i had over 20 ways to do my initials#to be deleted probably unless the people Crave the Small Internet Fame Stories
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The last memory of you that I held within my palm was fleeting, yet blinding in its radiance.
so funny story i saved this as quote unquote "memory" because like it was the last time ren saw martyn alive. and had his dna. lol.
i love life series because im not even MAKING them go through the horrors. theyre willingly walking right into them and im just running around them picking the pieces up going "wow this is cool :)" im not even actively making them suffer i'm just recording it. i love life series.
#itlwart#inthelittlewood#trafficblr#martyn inthelittlewood#wlsmp fanart#wlsmp#wild life smp#life series fanart#life series smp#rendog#rendogfanart#renthedog#treebark#i dont know how tags work chat#but like we ball yknow#i think i am slowly getting my rendog design down#rens cool i should watch him at some point#that point is not now GOD I HATE SCHOOL#renchanting#i think that tag applies???? dont @ me please#i mean do @ me if im using it wrong
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Can someone please explain to me what the enforcers Do. Like I was under the impression that they were the police force. So why the hell were they fighting in the war? Does Piltover not have an army? Are their police force and their military the same thing? Are you telling me each individual enforcer is trained both in police/investigative procedure AS WELL AS military tactics and strategy? 1) how the fuck do they have the time to invest THAT MUCH into each enforcer. 2) how fucking long is the training, especially considering how quickly Caitlyn joined the force 3) are you telling me the chief of police and the army general are the same thing? Are you telling me MARCUS was a trained tactician? A GENERAL?
Even if you argue they're all incompetent- are you telling me the Councilors were willingly paying what was probably exorbitant amounts of money to have a WEAK and ILL-TRAINED MILITARY? it's one thing for them to poorly train a bunch of cops, and maybe even carelessly allow a bunch of barely trained, "mindless gruntwork" soldiers- but eventually, the more they rise into the ranks, the more they'll have to scrutinize their skill. Are you saying their enforcers are structured like a standing army? Are you saying those pompous fucks wouldn't care if their military was actually capable of protecting them or not? How have they never been invaded before? How are they still around?!
#arcane critical#arcane criticism#im legitimately baffled#someone please make sense of this#i understand it might work differently in different countries but afaik riot is american#so unless they explicitly explain the difference in their worldbuilding i only have the us system to base this off of#arcane s2#arcane#piltover and zaun#like dont get me wrong american police and army arent super well trained either#but both of them take at least a few months to get into the lowest ranks#so if you combine both trainings that could literally take as long as 4 years (cop training time varies by state)#caitlyn is supposed to be in her early 20s. so how old was she when she started?#and you mean to tell me MARCUS was a GENERAL?#keep in mind they wear the SAME UNIFORMS for WAR as they do for their average day around piltover. tf.
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some of the less nice thoughts about being aroace
extras below the cut
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closeups on my favorite panels
bonus: adios
#doodles#kingdom hearts#roxas#axel#olette#aromantic#asexual#aroace#do i tag pence. hes in the background of one panel#ehhhh sorry pence no tag for you#also not tagging soriku and namixi#i mean by the logic of 'theyre in one panel so i wont tag them' i also shouldnt tag axel but. he has dialogue so#anyways i have a very irrational love of olette whenever i need a random side character in a kh comic? olette#i think she uses webmd. anyways im done talking about olette#so let me clarify about this comic#im aroace. this is all just things ive thought before#im not saying in any way these thoughts are real. theyre just thoughts#thats why it ends with 'but there isnt. its just me.' there IS nothing wrong with being aroace. even if it feels like it sometimes#im not trying to send a message im just trying to express a feeling ive had for a while#anyways. the aroace community is super positive and i like that. but not everything i feel about it is that positive#sometimes it feels like im missing something yknow#this comic seems like its about roxas. but its about me. congrats youve been fooled#drafted something similar to this for aro week but didnt finish it in time so this is spiritually part of asaw 2024#btw sorry im not posting as many drawings lately#schools kinda stressful im pretty tired and busy most the time#i am throwing this drawing to you like a slab of meat to a pack of hungry dogs. take this meager ration in these trying times#alright i think thats it bye now
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me? finally working on my spock "TOS rewrite of SNWs 'Charades' episode, but this time i make it angsty and also its canon compliant now" WIP? More likely than you think.
#I am... so normal...#ive been meaning on finished this fic for (checks calendar) literal months at this point#dont get me wrong. I love Ethan Peck#I think hes great#i have a ***few*** things to say to the writers of SNW though#AND THAT IS *NOT* ETHANS FAULT#Mr Peck was NOT in the writers room (i assume)#i think if they wrote it Good he could act it Good. plus i think he does a good job w what hes given. (but who knows)#I just have a few issues with the writers...#just... a *few*#and its been said a billion times already ik ik#BUT DO THEY KNOW WHO THE VULCANS ARE??? Like-#*exaggerated inhale*#just because his physical body changes doesnt mean his ENTIRE UPBRINGING AND CUSTOMS go OUT THE WINDOW#it couldve been so interesting to explore how the absence of Vulcan telepathy would feel to a Vulcan. how having that ripped away would#be like having one of our sense just ripped away from us.#THEY COULDVE EXPLORED HOW HE WOULD HAVE HAD TO ADJUST TO A LOWER LEVEL OF STRENGTH IN A FULLY HUMAN BODY#okay half of this is valid and the other half is just the angst lover in me#and idk where that line is drawn#BUT STILL#what was i saying#oh yeah#im writing a tos spock angst fic#also no romance in this one cus- omfg#ANOTHER THING ABOUT THAT EPISO-#I need to be put down#goofy jelly thoughts#star trek#star trek tos#spock
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also kyper going so hardcore about 1634 today saved me..... "34 wants 16. he doesnt want 88, he doesn't want anybody else. he wants him." he said it with SO much conviction, it's killing me. like that's how me and the oomfs speak bro, welcome to the club. also the use of their numbers to make it less personal like these guys dont wear their numbers like a LIFELINEEEE......
#i love it every time but it gets me EXTRA EXTRA when ppl with inside information are so fucjing convinced abt it lmfooooaosksoso#i literally never listen to kyper n bourne n the show today was mid as fuck in general#im tired of mens opinions n they have literally no conviction or logic abt some stuff whatsoever bht i love thst they#all know this specifically to be true like i could liteslltkdkd rant svt this for an hour i need to chill but HDKNSDJ#shoutout lou for pointin it out but wow . wow#austons energy level n magic touch gracing our besutiful screens the second hes back w mitch and everyone jsut having to give into that fact#TIME AFTER TIME AS THEY ALWAYS DO#sam being like. use it sparingly like girl what do u mean#ud rather chase games and have to cstch up n throw together pairings and HOPE it pays off ? LMFOA#anyway.#nick is so annoyigngj too bringing up the fact that auston paced better w bert n domi like im sorry but those sample sizes dont add up#that is NOT a valid comparison#hfskndkdkd angway. LOL#this is crazy#sorry not nick JUSTIN i mean#i always get their first names swapped its so funng how long i was convinced tehy were each other#justin literally looks like a. nick and vice versa TELL ME IM WRONG
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the urge to draw everything in microsoft paint is hitting again but i should not because i need to get over my fear of layers and the pressure that comes with their facilitation of high standard art
#not that high standard art is *dependent* on layers. not at all#and when i say high standard i mean the self-imposed kind#i just enjoy being limited!! or at least being under the illusion that im limited in paint#i say that because ive seen you guys create masterpieces in paint that are still your usual standard#but when i draw in paint im worse because i feel like im allowed to be lmao (and because in csp i draw 50000 billion sketch layers to#fix mistakes lol)#dont get me wrong it's more difficult and tedious to draw in paint imo but it's worth it for less pressure#and the frustrating tediousness of it makes you feel closer to your art (yes im going insane)#i just think im better off going in raw with lineart. which you can do in more advanced art programs#but i feel like i should make use of the layer function if it's there#it's all psychological
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Anyway back to space dog
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#DanTDM#Mcsm au#DanTDM au#dr trayaurus#Mcsm: space dog#Mcsm Jack#Mcsm nell#Mcsm Archie#See I told y'all tray makes some friends#Im working on some relationship charts#To like. Help me remember what he thinks of different people#But some notes:#He and Jack used to hate each other so much just cause of jacks paranoia towards grim and Tray's protectiveness#Jack doesn't trust him cause like. The admin is gone BUT THATS A FREAKY ADMIN LOOKIN MOB IS THERE ANOTHER ONE SPHING ON THEM???#IS TRAY WORKING WITH ROMEO 😟 (no-)#But they're good friends after some stuff gets cleared up-#Jack is like. The only person who really understands what tray is going through and how to help him. He's been there#Uhh nell and tray are good friends too. Very much like “YOOOO Tray what is up my dude!! 😝” “[Hi Nell. 😐]”#She's way more chill and kinda forces him to relax a little#Uhh CASSIE IS INTERESTING. she takes on a new identity so she can stalk Jesse and plan out her revenge without being caught#But unfortunately that means tray doesn't know who she is. At one point she has to help him do stuff to do with Dan's disappearance#She's like sweating bullets as he's like “[-Cassie Rose. That's the ladies name. The one who killed him do you know anything about that?]”#He thinks she's his friend. Meanwhile she is setting up traps to try and kill him-#TRAY NO!!! DONT LET YOUR GUARD DOWN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 6 YEARS!!!#DONT TRUST THE WRONG PERSON ONLY TO GET BETRAYED AND BECOME SUPER WITHDRAWN AND ANXIOUS ALL THE TIME!!! NO!!!!#Anyway. Tray has two modes and they are -_- and O.O#Posting this after midnight when my brain is well and truly shut down RAAAAAAH
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idw bumblebee and prowl shouldve broke up bcs he wouldnt stop 𝚊sking prowl to pause his report for just one lil astrosec so he can change his various pastel colored pens while making his cute little aesthetically pretty for no reason & very time - consuming notes with big colorful fonts & cute designs real quick
also another thought abt annoying ass bb trying to make running a literal planet cotteque so he doesn't go crazy bcs hes now a politician when all he ever wanted was to deliver mail & smile & wave at bots who call him cute ---
bee: 𝚠heeljack, im so sorry about this but do you mind repeating the time-stakingly long introduction, instruments, research references, modules, hypothesis, counter thesis, procedures, analysis, second - retrial, results, & explanation that you just spent 700000 earth hours saying because i was busy drawing a cute little bee in the corner of my notes please :] ?
wheeljack:

idw bee trying to run a planet that fucking hates him is just rlly funny to me, especially since everyone views bee as the goody character who everyone loves & he views himself as that & then they finally win this consuming war & he can reap his rewards of being loved without holding a gun & no one fucking likes him. hes even getting on his own old team's nerves & not in the loveable scamp way but the get the fuck out of my face way
#everybody regarding bee during the war: aw cute lil guy! bringing some positivity to this cruel war!! his goofups are so sparkwarming#it's ok lil guy!! we will always support u at the end of the day bcs u remind us of our sparks inside & love is rea-#everybody regarding bee constantly fucking up on how to run a wholeass planet: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU#he was just a scout trying to do his best to appease optimus and now hes a bitch still trying to appease optimus for some reason#wheeljack: so i set these tools aside to route a waste system whenever you're ready to establish that legally & ill get to bui-#bumblebee: CAN WE HAVE A TIME MACHINE SO I DONT K*LL MYSELF :D ??#wheeljack: ....... we need a waste system due to disturbed population disrespecting your rules & this planet is getting worse &#bumblebee: please primus wheeljack i Dont know what youre Saying i just want my DaMn tiMeMacHine so people will LiKe mE!!!!#wheeljack: im gonna kill you .#scout bee: grahh who does that guy think he is >:[ im gonna go kick his BUTT!!! being mean to my FRIEND! grah! TAKE THIS#wheeljack: haha no lil guy dont do that ull die lol lets reel back & go back to base to build some cool bombs instead YAYYY they will die :#not US! YAYYYY!!!#* they celebrate in guys who are desensitized to violence *#guys who are desensitized to violence now forced to govern a planet that hates violence but no one else is trusted to do it->#bee: WE NEED TO BUILD SODA FOUNTAINS EVERYWHERE SO PPL WILL STOP PREFERRING WAR CRIMINAL STARSCREAM OVER ME PLS#PLS JACK PLS 😸!!!!!#wheeljack: bumblebee i havent blown up a mech besides myself in so fucking long. im so fucking close.#when ur squad so fucked up the mentally ill undiagnosed ppl pleaser obsessed teachers pet bitch is the best choice#to run a planet bcs everyone else will bomb 99% of the populatjon and leave#bee stills bombs like 5% of it but it's ok bcs theyre decepticons & theyre bad guys & this is def not problematic thinking at all :)#<- literally murder#transformers idw#bumblebee#wheeljack#prowl#transformers#maccadam#tf idw
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THE USOS REUNITE WWE SMACKDOWN (OCTOBER 25, 2024)
#no useful tags just me bitching lmao#i am SO unmoved#im praying theres more to all this than them just speedrunning this reunion just so certain things can line up in time for ple shows#and so wrestling fans with less than one braincell can get the instant gratification of their favwit tag team together again 🥺#bc oh bite me lolllll#so much of this ~cinema~ is starting to feel rushed and im just hoping theres turns or angles or REASONS for it#but thats asking me to trust wrestling with carrying storylines fully and i do NOT#the things i wanted most from this story were jey getting proper acknowledgement/vindication and apology for his abuse#and explanation for why the family treats solo as they do (and then expect him to be a well adjusted adult lmao)#jey has NO reason to forgive them yet like did they buy him hallmark cards behind the scenes?#and theyve done much worse to him for much longer the new bloodline#you dont get to brag about this being the greatest slowburn long term cinema storytelling and then just....#im HOPING so bad its not just as simple as it looks i am#they keep swearing theres so many more 'innings' to this so idk prove me wrong please literally do#but that still wont make me moved by ✨og bloodline reunion✨#bc what yall mean yall are still the heels in my eyes like why do you have so many family members yall left on the side of the road#while talking about family above all and dont divide family lmao#and i get ~twin bond~ but LORD#actually that twin bond excuse is evil too#solo go bring in jeremiah since hes technically part of wwe canon too and beat their asses together actually lmao#i aint forgot jey saying something like having brothers is great but how being a twin is just different/special#like yeah sure but can you not make your other siblings sound like secondhand brothers or whatever shdhfhjf#ok im done. for now. for this post. maybe.#venting about my interests is fun for me ok#its how i process the information given to me and understand it#and also i like to bitch
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hsr 2.2 spoilers (ish)
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if we dont get a scene in 2.3 where aventurine thanks ratio for the note that pretty much solidified his attempt to keep living, i will be inconsolable.
#what do you mean we got ratio lines and pretty much all of them were him talking to us or screwllum for a convo that wasnt evn real#what do you mean we got lines with aventurine and they were p much his talking to us whcih wasnt real#and then getting confronted by boothill#cannot wait to see what occurs with them btw#oswaldo your days are numbered you best believe#im happy aventurine is alive dont get me wrong but damn i wanted to see more of him :(#honkai star rail spoilers#hsr spoilers#2.2 spoilers#penacony#aventurine#dr ratio#veritas ratio#honkai star rail#ace rambles
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just need to give a shoutout to all the people who interact w me or the things i make on here for the love and good vibes. twitter's been pissing me off the past couple days and i just think it reaffirms i'll never really leave tumblr bc the fandom culture here is just so much.. more lol
#more respectful funnier more loving more fun in a lot of ways#getting lectured by ppl years younger than me abt why posting shit without credit is ok when its like#all the best and most fun fandom spaces are dying#ppl are growing up sure but all these ppl are like 'i used to make gifs so heres why ur wrong' and its like#oh you USED to? well whyd u stop ? bc the effort level wasnt worth it just to be#saved and reposted w ill intent or not get any interaction like its so#everything is abt a race for interaction on the dumbest n most unoriginal jokes#its extremely frustrating to try to justify spendinf any time doing anything online anymore when ppl are so fcuking flippant like its crazy#'heres a shitty unsized n uncoloref gif i ran through some website and IM okay w ppl reposting' like lol#anyway when giffing dies itll be a sad fuckinf day to me jfkd truly a useless skill#but that means everyone still doing it is doing it for the love of the game or#the love of archival work and it makes ppl beinf so fuckinf disrespectful#or going to bat for nonsense seem so absurd to me like#really . really. if u have an option to share where it originally came from with one less click#ur gonna choose NOT to do that and instead repost just to insinuate the person who made it did it to insult someknes appearance#like. its just so.#fandom is dying and its so sad and etiquette is nowhere to be found so NXKKD gratefuo for the ppl gere#and sorry for the rant#none of thise matters but ive had an abundance of free time the past few says so ive been STEWING#mostly just want to say i love u all NDKKS and even if ive complained abt interaction its mostly just tbing website dying more than anything#which. is so sad lol#but i love everyone still here
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happy 2.5k but it’s come to my attention that one of you shitheads have been sending hate asks to another creator while namedropping me please get a fucking life
#I don’t care that they have me blocked what kind of an asshole do you have to be to stir up this kind of drama unwarranted???#And yes I’m grateful for you all and the community I have but I did NOT ask or want any of you guys harassing another person#Just bc I’m upset that they have me blocked doesn’t mean that gives you the right to be an asshole to them what the fuck is wrong with you#nobody read too much into this we don't need this to continue but im genuinely SO pissed that you think it's ok to do that#get a fucking life sincerely fucking hell#☾.announcement#but thank you for 2.5k anyway!! I won't be hosting events for the milestone this time but i will do smth when i hit our next milestone <3#but also. if ur ass is being a piece of shit on the internet and using my name get the fuck off my account you're not welcome here.
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this network of mycelium
#julian dae#loosely based on yu-jin lee's sculpture in her 2008 transforming flesh series. which i can only find one source on sadly#most of this sculpture i see attributed to her via youjin lee which is. similar but not the same name#and all those sites are after the original in 2008 so im assuming that one is more accurate#and i cant find any pictures of the other sculpture in the series tho i CAN find pictures of another series in 2012#that she used this sculpture in again#anyhow. also it's not even the same bcause i thought the sculpture's spines were mushrooms at first when i saw it#they were not. but it gave me un idea so. this guy again#also the colors look really different on my laptop vs my ipad when i drew it. and now im thinking what if all my colors always look wrong#hell on earth. what do you mean they look different. is my ipad right or is my laptop right. i hate u#like the pink and orange totally look the same on my laptop and the blue isn't nearly as purple as it should be#i hate it here...#OC art#ocs
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What do you mean “Fantasy doesn’t count as real literature.” Great, Thanks. Have fun reading another white man complain about fincial issues and how women are “too promiscuous these days.” I’m going to go read a cool werewolf book, and guess what, it’s all a metaphor about racial inequites specifically via schooling as a result of colonialism. AND it has a cool map at the begininng. So suck it.
Also, even if I were rereading twilight, atleast im not pretending to enjoy myself reading catcher in the rye. I read 40 books last year, predominantly classics and basically? Not a single one was as interesting as Edward and Bella. 🤷
#smaeemo#ok some of this was exaggerated because a lot of the classics that I did read were relatively interesting and impactful for their time#but I like my trashy romance more than I like pretending to care about Jay Gatsby being a creepy obsessed lunatic#and I stand by it#A lil controversial on this one#I got into a debate about this topic with a Colleen Hoover reader (deragatory) and it was shameful#how can you claim to like quote unquote good literature when you refuse to read anything other than Colleen hoover and dead white men#Sorry this is heated#but still#Wtf do you mean by this????#anyway#love my twilight#twilight#twilight saga#still wishing supernatural were a YA book series#books#booklr#books and reading#classic books#now dont get me wrong#I really do find signigicance in classics and certain old books#but come on#Pride and Prejudice#or#wings of fire#which one is more fun#also fantasy is such a powerful and useful writing tool that continues to be as impactful to this day#I just like to make it silly because thoughts are hard to verbalize and then type into this computer system#ah shit#it got too meta now im thinking about how each word is made up of letters as I tag this
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