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It just HIT ME like a truck that when Zayne gifts MC the jasmine flower that hes trying to subtly ask (without looking insane) "So, hey, are you aware that this isn't our first life together as well? I have these vivid dreams of all our past/future lives where we're madly in love and I'm just wondering if you also have these dreams? Are you aware we're literally soulmates? Did you know we find each other in every life? Are you aware that I love you in every. single. universe? Can we be in on this together? Can you remember this with me? I hope this flower sparks a memory. Please feel comfortable telling me if you do have these dreams about us in other lives. I want to discuss them with you."
#great. now i made myself cry#love and deepspace#love and deepspace zayne#zayne x you#zayne love and deepspace#lads zayne
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prodigal son.
a sort of epilogue for God of War Ragnarok, since I miss these two so much.
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#these two occupy so much of my brain space and will continue to do so forever more#the way cory barlog managed to transform kratos from your standard killing machine into a layered loving father#whose character is centered around bettering yourself for the sake of your children#absolutely magical#and ragnarok#good god that game made me cry so many times#i miss kratos and atreus so much#and apparently ragnarok was the last of the norse games?#so this is how i deal#i give myself closure by manifesting it into existence#they have great stew btw#kratos atreus and mimir#two dads and their teenage son#god of war#ragnarok#gow ragnarok#kratos#atreus#mimir#comic art#i have so many feelings ugh#thank you for reading#stillindigo art
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Dawn, After
Spoilers for 3x11, “Point of No Return.”
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Hunter follows Batcher up the steps, ribs aching with every breath, his chest heavy. There’s no longer anything like hope within him; the gunships departing, the screams of the townspeople fading into weary grief, they’ve told him all he needs to know about the Empire and what it came for.
His boots drag against the stone, stumbling over uneven steps. His gloved hand scrapes against the side of the stairwell, trying to keep him steady. Batcher comes back to check on him. She whines softly, nudging his hand.
“It’s all right, girl,” he lies. His voice cracks.
He can tell she doesn’t believe him, but she turns and heads back up the stairs anyway. He keeps climbing.
The sky’s lightening. Sun’ll be up soon. Hard to tell through the choke of smoke.
Hunter rounds a corner. Batcher’s hunkered down on the path, her face hidden. Crosshair slumps against the wall, his back to the sea, helmet forgotten beside him.
For a moment, Hunter doesn’t know if he’s dead or alive.
He’s so tired. Hunter sinks down beside his brother. “Crosshair.”
There’s only silence, an awful, empty silence. Crosshair doesn’t move.
“Crosshair.” Hunter reaches out, shakes him by the shoulder, the breath catching in his throat when Crosshair turns and stares at him.
He doesn’t blink. He still looks dead. His eyes are —
“I failed the mission,” Crosshair whispers. “I’m sorry.”
“I know,” says Hunter. “I know.”
The sun rises red over Pabu, dark smoke fouling the air, and neither of them feel anything at all.
#the bad batch spoilers#spoilers#tbb spoilers#the bad batch season 3#point of no return spoilers#point of no return#tbb crosshair#tbb hunter#hunter tbb#crosshair tbb#crosshair the bad batch#hunter the bad batch#great now i made myself cry! what a dumbass!!#my Batcher fic
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hi evie !! how have you been ? :33 i hope you dont mind me borrowing you and moze for something ehehe <3
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 nick!#彡 inbox.#evie.ss#omg good morning nick! my stomach literally twisted and flipped seeing this /pos /POS /the most positive gut wrenching feeling in existence#NICK AND THE REASON WAS ? WHY DO U NOT HAVE A KOFI LINK WHERE IS IT …. THIS ISNT OK I NEED TO FIND IT???? U CANNOT BE … BE …. BE UM … YOU K#I NEED TO 😭😭😭 I NEED ….. IS IT OBVIOUSLY IM CRYING WRITING THINSSJSJSN /pos /ULTRA POS THIS IS SO CUTE UR ART IS SOOOO AWESME IM SO IN AWE😭#typos: obvious* <- & barrier* -> amazing work evie#i broke the sound banner with the screech i made seeing this …. YOU … YOU DREW ME … THE EXACT WAY ….. I .. ITS SO SPOT ON I ????? I … IM#FLABBERGASTED . SHELL SHOCKED . GOBSMACKED IM SO OBSESSED WITH HOW U DID MY HAIR …. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I DO MY HAID … AND THE CURLS ARE LI#LIKE THAT… IM SO OBSESSED WITH UR STYLE JSJSJJD HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I SAID IT???? UR STYLE IS MMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!! 1000/1000!!!!!! in specif#the colors … the colors are gorgeous and sooo nice to gaze at … the little wings … HOW DID YOU KNOW I LIKE- IM SO . (hugs knees and cries#YOU DREW THAT DRESS AWESOME-LY …. IM GENUINELY LOSING MY MIND AND I HAVENG EVEN .. looked at *him* ….. nick …. im complimenting it and i#can’t even see rn HEJSJCKCNITS BLURRY 😭😭 my head hurts so bad from sobbing but ive never been happier /pos IM SO ???? I LOVE HOW U DREW ME#i went to go triple check for the kofilink and found myself browsing through puppetgear tag once again u^u JENDNDKXJ oh my god . PLEASEEEEE#ok…. moze … he’s … so tiny .. he’s so cute … he looks so grumpy :’) /pos AND YOU .. u captured his squishable look omg….. he’s so teeny he’#literally as big as a fingernail on my phone im :’) HES POCKET SIZED I CANT BELIEVE U DID THIS /pos /ETERNALLY GRATEFUL#WHY 😭😭😭😭😭 YOURE SO KIND IM SO . IM SITTING ON THE FLOOR OF MY ROOM SNIFFLING AND HICCUPING AHENDNJXKC AND STARING AT THIS OF COUESE#i just saw the ask 😭 i definitely don’t mind im literally on my hands and knees to thank you and it’s still not enough JSNSNDNMC i have to#dig a dent in the hole and bow inside the hole …… it’s not enough … i genuinely love every square inch of this JSNDNXN i just adore … how u#did me … how u did moze (so— everything) even the circle in the background is a color that i adore 😞😞 sniffle …..#what a treat to see moze in ur style 😭😭 what a HUGE . Nice . AMAZING. TREAT . he looks so good in ur style UGH I WANNA FLOAT AWAY#the physical reaction i had in my stomach & head is unmatched /pos …. it’s vaguely similar to when u get called on in class while nervous .#and ur stomach flips .. but in a positive / EVSTATIC / insanely happy way … thank you so much omfg (link?) (please?) you are so kind ….#i don’t even know how to convey my gratefulness so im resorting to crying-staring-crying-staring-crying#(cries)#oh i never answered ur question haha :’) yea im great! :’) and you? :’)#im gonna put this in queue >/////< URK IM SO …. THANK U NICK ))))))):::: (link perhap?)#edit: OHHHH I SEE HOW U DID MY HAIR COLOR!!!!! that is so cool hello? it’s black- but not? and it fits so perfectly!!!! THAT IS SOO COOL WJ#NO WONDER I WAS ADMIRING THE COLORS EARLIER THIS IS SUCH A COOL THING (nonartist tries to explain how neat something is) NSNDNXKK
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Sebastian’s looking especially lovely this season 👀🥰
#squiggily watches#black butler#public school arc#y’all-#I can’t the art style is everything#and this arc is great! 🥰🥰🥰#I recently rekindled my love for this series#book of circus made me cry and book of Atlantic was a time#I’m enjoying myself so far with this show 🥰#simping hours with squiggily
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i kind of knew in theory that all my hobbies involved my hands but i kind of just ignored it n was like oh well im sure id manage
top ten pics taken seconds before disaster
#tldr a lot of drawing + my dorm desk is Really Bad for my wrists and i didn’t realize has kind of fucked me up bad#i don’t do basically anything all week until it stops hurting and i draw a tiny bit and it goes back to hurting#i have literally nothing to do w myself bc brain doesn’t want to do anything but draw write or game and i Can’t Do Those Things#and even when my wrist stops hurting i have to basically exchange any time i’ve earned to do my classwork#leaving no time for myself and my own work unless i say fuck it and gamble more strain#i don’t want to say it’s depressing me bc it feels. pathetic? but as someone who Has to get ideas out lest they start rotting him#it’s… not great#on top of some irl frustrations it’s made for a kind of glum few weeks#oh well. back to laying on my side watching youtube i guess#sparks speaks#vent#? yeah i guess#“i’m not depressed” says the guy who wakes up feels his hand twinge and immediately almost starts crying#like. lame ass behavior but it’s not like it’s a choice#i just wish it didn’t make me so mean. i’ve started avoiding ppl cause i’ve been getting mad rlly easily#which is not helpinggggg
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han solo wants what atton rand has
#AND THATS A FACT#guys pls play kotor 2 and see my vision#atton deserves a romance questline with as much depth and length as astarion’s fr#and also an option to be an evil power couple#i will fund the kotor remakes and kotor 3 myself if i have to#its the way i didn’t even know he existed when i started playing#but then i fell in love#like he’s an extremely close second to anakin#‘they can’t hurt you bc you’ll be right here with me playing pazaak’ AND THEN THAT BEING BASICALLY THE LAST THING HE SAYS#obsidian partner with larian studios and bring kotor back and my life is yours#i deadass wrote fic about my mc and atton after playing#star wars#knights of the old republic#i havent played the restored content mod but even then its like……. i need something more#a fictional star wars situationship really had me crying bc i wanted a better ending#kotor 2 is so interesting bc i loved it#but whats great about it sometimes reinforces whats bad about it#that being the cut content and the sometimes apparent lack of substance in spots#i shouldn’t have been an infant when kotor 2 was made i shouldve been in the writers room#i need him i need him i need him#‘you have a husband?’ oooooooooooooooooooh#i just think seeing the kotor games with the graphics of something like jedi survivor would be insane#fav#i could talk about this game forever i beat both of them in the span of like about 2 weeks i was obsessed#my nerd ass loves star wars sm#like lets keep going back in time i rlly dont care about the ‘modern’ star wars era#and theres an easter egg line where atton calls you an angel even though he says hes joking#ahhhhhhhhhhhhh#genuinely down bad#📜.scrolls
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ferrari boys on pole; baku edition ☝️
#had to change charles’ to a square n the ratio off it in photos bc it was too big lol#but yeh#im going insane#sebastian vettel#charles leclerc#ollie bearman#azerbaijan gp 2023#alt caption was influencer influenced but yeh#like i need ollie in ferrari asap#bc he would get along well w charles#i mean he got along great w arthur last year#n they are basically the same#n yeh i made myself cry thinking about this#also i tried finding the seb one on getty n morpsort n i couldn’t??? so it’s nabbed from an autosport article lol
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Ok ok I think I've learned whatever lesson my chronic illness was meant to teach me and now it can leave
#had to excuse myself at the folk dance because swinging made me so dizzy after just one dance#(not a problem I've ever had before)#and then being dizzy made me nauseous and then I was about to cry because I was so mad I couldn't dance#still had a great time still glad I went#did almost puke the electrolyte drink I chugged bc I got back out there too fast#anyway I'm SICK OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my life#chronic illness
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okay i just gotta say that i expected wayyyy more sai on the setlist? like. logically i should’ve known tyler wouldn’t put much on it but i thought that since the tour is meant to be like. a flashback of all the reasons they were fighting against the bishops they’d include more sai? bc of the whole bishops-forcing-him-to-make-it situation thing? idk maybe that was just me
i was thinking about it the other day and honestly, same. some of the choices are really surprising here: i didn't expect them to include shy away and not the outside for example (although i love both and i am extremely happy with shy awAAAAAAAY). i'm glad mulberry street is on the setlist. i didn't expect saturday to be (especially after that famous line from backslide which still makes me cry), although, logically like you said, it would make a lot of sense to include it? i know we very often joke about taylor hating evermore, but in this case i think it's safe to say tyler really, truly hates scaled and icy and he regrets making this album.
#and i just made myself cry#i need to have a face to face conversation with this man and tell him that SAI is a great album and then give him a hug#nothing makes me more angry than the thought of him hating this album#ugh#i need to lie down for hours now#twenty one pilots#scaled and icy#clancy tour#i saved every letter you wrote me*
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Man oh man, it confuses me, very genuinely that ppl dont think that Beau and Yasha were a good end pairing. That they don’t see it. Idk. I catches me off guard every time I read it because, to me I suppose, they go together like... Chocolate ganache. You heat the milk, pour in the chocolate and stir and stir.... and you’re staring at it and there’s awkward chocolate chunks and it’s just milk with chocolate, oh my god I’ve messed it up, it’s sticking to the bottom omfg ive wasted ALL this milk holy shit I’m an idiot and - Bam. Suddenly. One last little stir and it magically transforms before your eyes into smooth rich brown chocolate ganache.
Idk. For me. They are this fascinating twirling of strong forces that at some point just meld together to make this beautiful thing neither of them could have ever even visualized. The dichotomy of two violent women who have been battered by the world. Told over and over how Destructive they are. Who have destroyed each other in all these crazy situations? Who have been lauded as machines of war and bastions of retribution or cast out as “too much to deal with”..... These two women who have been taught over and over again that EVERY single fucking hand that touches.... strikes.... So strike back and first before they get the fucking chance....
Gods be damned do they deserve gentleness.
And not to say there’s not many places you can find that. But the idea of standing there, holding your broken parts and looking around to find someone to help you... Not fix you, just help you hold them all... And the peace someone might feel handing them to someone whose hands have known pain. Someone whose hands are scarred and battered and tough. Someone who won’t be shocked to see so many broken parts. Someone who is carrying their own armful and a few more of yours won’t be a huge burden. Someone who fucking gets it. You know? I just think of Beau sliding into that hot bath and thinking of the kind words. Not even just kind words, but the acknowledgment and the sincerity.
The... “I see you. I see you. And I’m not looking away. I will carry these pieces with you, if you might also carry some of mine”.
#whoops made myself cry over beau again lol#for the record cuz one comment I got confused me great this is very PRO Beau and Yasha#critical role#scrolling through the cr discourse tag and making myself sad#i genuinely had no clue ppl thought beau and yasha were a weird pair#and i get on some level the habit of being sad your ship is canon but cmon haha#life and stories are more complicated than that#and beau and jester have so much chemistry and they love each other so much!#and it's okay and normal to have many loves in your life#crushes and flings and romances#lusts and wants#etc etc#beau 'ending up with' yasha does not magically disappear her love for jester#or her attraction ya know?#like it's fine#it's all fine
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it's actually so stupid
#vent in tags sorry about this#like.#fuck im so mad#like being in fandoms for me feels like#im on the floor with everyone playing toys right. having a great time#and everyone has blocks#i look around and everyone is assembling structures with their blocks and its so cool!! this is so fun#but i dont do anything with my blocks. they dont make sense. i can't comprehend how to stack them on top of each other.#and its fine until im reminded that i dont have a tower of blocks#i dont know#like fuck im so fucking mad purely at myself#that i cant analyze media in the way i see people do. that i dont have headcanons. that i dont have ocs as well#its so fucking frustrating#and i know i know i don't have to do any of that and it's okay ! and maybe it will come with time !#but i want that i want to stack my fucking blocks!#and its been like- four years or so of this same shit im so MAD#it doesnt come!!#and yes i have ocs but do i do shit with them?#can i answer a simple question about any one of them?#fuck no#i regularly cry or almost cry about this im so sick of it#um. kouka if youre reading this i dont mind your ask or anything genuinely im happy for interaction hello yay#yeah sorry guys i dont think ive ever made a tumblr ventpost i just got reallyy upset#live kaard reaction
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Bestie you can literally call me and amphetamine auctioneer me to death anytime. A bitch has crippling depression and grief and company is so hugely impactful
I would’ve offered tonight or something but I crashed REALLY fucking hard the second I got back home and was alone in my room again so now I feel like literal fucking trash and it would probably be more of a me being a mute fucking tree stump than talking your ear off due to how shitty I feel, i think, in all honesty. 🙃
too caught up in my own head right now. and it’s 100000% not being kind to me. although, when is it ever fucking kind to me. you’d think it would realize we’re on the same team already after 27 years of being stuck in my head and would at least maybe not make me feel completely worthless but yet !!!!!!!
even planned on streaming tonight but now I just feel like fucking rotting alive while I smoke an excessive amount of my concentrates until I no longer feel like a person and just fucking dissociate my life away or go lay in traffic until someone finally puts me out of my fucking misery, for real.
sorry for getting dark and fucked up here. I’m just really NOT in a great headspace and I feel like even if I try to stream, whether to actually play WoW or to just sit there on stream and chat with everyone, I’m either going to rage quit the game and stream itself VERY quickly because I can’t control my mood swings or my temper right now, or I’m just going to have a legitimate fucking mental/psychotic break on live fucking cam and y’all are going to see what an actual fucking mess of a person I am and not just how I play shit off on here as if it doesn’t bother me, and I just don’t think I’m ready for that. I don’t think I’ll ever be ready for any of y’all to see me in that fucked of a mental state 🫠
#sorry for being depressing and wanting to die but here we are !! this is just where I’m at mentally !! I feel fucking worthless !!#and now I’ve just made myself cry by airing all this out on here. fucking great.#you’d think I’d learn to just shut my fucking mouth and not express how I’m feeling literally ever because I always feel worse after !!!!#ask
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Headcanon: After the sendoff and Marty's resignation, Star asks her to come work for him. The Wild East needs a carpenter to fix up some of the old buildings that are practically falling down. And he needs a deputy to keep the Four in line during harvest and planting season, when he helps his folks. Who would make a better deputy than the one that took charge when Clover's life was on the line? Heck, she was the one keeping them in line and making all the decisions when they were all at a loss as to what to do after finding Chujin's tapes. And besides, she's got the Royal Guard training (although maybe a couple lassons wouldn't hurt).
Marty is flabbergasted at first, but as Ceroba points out, she has nowhere else to go. Marty humbly accepts and promises that while she may not live up to the hype, she will do her best.
#my headcanon#undertale yellow#martlet#starlo#feisty four#ceroba#i almost made myself cry with this one#i like to think she's changed a bit after the adventure#that she's realized some of her own faults and she's putting a little more effort into her work#and hey! she gets a designated naptime so that's a great perk!
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tagged by the fabulous @cordiallyfuturedwight and @jimin-gaon <33 here's the december list
apologies for being late again new year same me: @aprylynn @jiminsproof @pauls-mccharmly @thvinyl @visionsofgideontheninth @btsbs @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda @monismochi 💜 and anyone else who feels so inclined MWAH p.s. please do tag me anyway if you've already done it
#superfluous commentary in the tags as per usual:#i feel you - ADORE THIS TRACK i can't even explain what it does to my psyche except that it initiates a beach episode.#noso is a phenomenal queer artist and you should check them out#smoke and mirrors - ms faith back in action on the rotation i loved this album in 2009 and it still hits. for the love of GOD take me back#loving you - i am a paolo nutini stan if nothing else. exceptional#love is all around - i am in my frazzled english woman era hence the romcom soundtrack#and tell me who could possibly embody that frazzled english spirit better than four weddings hugh grant#boys don't cry - it's the cure by name and the cure by nature for one listen and i am FIXED!!!#she's always a woman - now billy joel is a great name for a cat or hamster but i digress. the stranger album of the year 2023 (again i fear)#little bird - was annie lennox in the last one?? i still have this on repeat.#googling the lyrics and it thinks i want the jonas brothers and it makes me want to sit right down and cry cry cry i'll tell you that much#jenny - paolo again can you blame me? i cannot express how much i adore his entire discography.#these scottish italians... deadly combination for my mental health. peter capaldi sit down#white flag - dido save me.. save me dido... my jihope anthem because i WILL go down with this ship#eternal flame - banger after banger it's almost as if i made this playlist myself!! can you feel my heart beating??? i apologise#as for the artist list#norah jones and jamie cullum christmas albums on repeat lord forgive me for i have listened to jazz#hozier and abba seem to make it without fail every month. for those who aren't familiar hozier is like if abba were irish. and bitchless.#NOW I'VE SAID TOO MUCH#the rest of the artists are fab of course but does olivia dean know i would die for her?#anyway. insert closing statements#tag#receiptify#MWAH
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Oh my god. bluza is literally them.
Soba nam je mala --- The room feels too small for us
Ja ko pijana budala --- I'm acting like a drunk idiot
A ni čaše nisam popio --- But I haven't had a single glass
Ja mislim da sam se zaljubio --- I think I've fallen in love
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Ne palite još svetla --- Don't turn the lights on yet
Još samo jedan tren --- Just one more moment
Da se nagledam lepote te --- So I can admire that beauty
Ne palite još svetla --- Don't turn the lights on yet
Ne prizivajte dan --- Don't summon the day
Spasite me, smislite neki plan --- Save me, think of some plan
Ako svane sunce --- If the sun rises
Ostaću sam --- I'll be alone
#maxiel#i made myself cry for a third time#great#some of these words arent even fully translatable#something about language man#listen to it. you get the message. you dont need english.
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