#i love to torment him so bad
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fabian's sinner capture is SO EMBARRASSING for him. like positively mortifying. "i don't feel shame?" YOU SHOULD!!! dragged it out across THREE episodes, kissing robert's ass the whole way through. no dignity. i clapped when he started going on about the tunnels
#and during pride month....#its what he deserves#i love to torment him so bad#s3 rewatch thoughts#house of anubis#hoa
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alastor being cagey/skittish about his deal around others + freaking out about it alone
#i love my men psychologically tormented and mentally unstable#i need to know more about him so fucking bad#alastor#zestial#husker#hazbin hotel
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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#I LOVE HIMMMMM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I NEED !! INFO !!! ABOUT THIS KID SO BAD !!!!!!!!!!!!#the way the shishitoren guys got talk no jutsud into being just as ridiculously communicative and emotionally supportive as the furin guys#will never not be funny to me. just as a sidenote#wind breaker#posts#inugami teruomi#sako kota#i hate falling in love w side characters cos what am i supposed to doooo i already got like 3 fics in the works 😭😭😭😭#i dont have time 2 be constructing an intricate backstory 4 u teruomi i beg of you take this post and stop tormenting my mind 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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I don't feel loved
#:(#like really it's a terrible thing to feel but it's not as much as i am giving and it makes me feel so bad#i am not loved enough and to think that this torment would continue always makes me shut my heart and don't start for anyone#it's so pathetic but i can't help it because i don't get it as intense as i am giving and it's always that never scratching even the surface#i think about her alot but she doesn't thinks of me#i try to make him happy but it's never enough#i try to keep myself sane but i sound like a child begging to be taken along and it ain't working for me#I don't think love should be difficult or unnatural#it should definitely come in my way because i deserve it like anyone else#i should feel loved and i hope i do and i hope it changes#to wake up one day and not feel terrible or to just hope for a home where i am loved and cherished#where my love is celebrated and people don't just tolerate it#i want all those pretty giddy feeling for myself#not sorry for rambling because it's my blog !#desiblr#being desi#desi tag#anxiety#sadgirl#love#tw depressing thoughts#tw mental health
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#this question is very hard for me to answer so obviously I have to torment everyone else with it#cause like. like I can really see the potential in either answer. both are feasible#I will say. most realistically. to me. edwin first charles harder#because I think…..I think the reasoning behind the other way around usually tends to be about how edwin absolutely was slower to bond and#open up in general whereas charles hit the ground fucking running#but i don’t think that particularly applies to their romantic relationship#if you mean ‘fell for’ in a general sense rather than a romantic one then yes 100%#but that’s not what im talking about here#I have a few different reasons but generally I think edwin fell first because like… the way he attached himself to charles and accepted him#as his person and etc is so unlike him to do with literally anyone- especially at the point where they first met/the first years they knew#each other. charles just seems to have hit him as something very very special and irreplaceable quite quickly for him to open up the way he#did and change and flourish into a fully realized person because of how safe and worthy charles made him feel#he took to charles with an unusual amount of ease and trust and I think that says something about how charles struck his heart Early#whereas with charles… yes on one hand he did stay on the mortal plane largely because of edwin and absolutely would’ve been impacted by the#tender act of mercy that was edwin reading to him as he died so he wouldn’t be scared. that’s absolutely what got him to trust edwin and to#want to be with him and protect him and so on#but charles would still do that and be like that under intense platonic circumstances I think#but most importantly I just think charles fell harder. when he fell is less important to me here- more important is that by GOD that boy is#down so fucking bad and outright SAYS IT in so many ways that he doesn’t realize– the sheer amount he restates how he’s content so long as#he’s with edwin. how he doesn’t want to be anywhere where edwin can’t follow. would and Did go to hell and back for him. believes him#to be the kindest and most incredible person he’s ever met. prioritizes him above anything and everything. etc etc etc#that’s not to say edwin doesn’t feel a similar amount of devotion– but charles just. really loves him with his whole person. loves him as a#fact of his existence and a piece of his very soul#idk man. it just feels like he is so incredibly smitten and he doesn’t even know it.#like I said though I can see both options and give reasons for both options so this question EATS at me I GENUINELY don’t have a super#strong feeling either is absolutely correct. it’s so difficult to answer they’re both so smitten and have such a history and GRAHHHH#payneland#dead boy detectives#rambling#polls
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just realized "in another life, I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you" could be a bingqiu line. coughing up blood about it.
#every day i am tormented by these guys#guy who wants to be a housewife so goddamn bad but instead he has to deal with the horrors#he loves domesticity so bad#he loves sqq more than anything and shows this by being like ''i need to cook and clean for him every day''#im reading shen yuan of no relation and i love that even in this au shen yuan still activates the feral housewife in binghe
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dont like boats and cant row for shit ik this white boy never around water enough to know how to swim LOL
#my art#fanart#garrett thief#thief 4#thief 4 oc#oc x canon#i dont have much to say about this#except i do#i love wraiths forced ass smile thats so flat and doesnt reach her eyes#basso fanart in his pfp#garrett and wraith hate eachother so bad#i love them theyre literally my favorite#love tormenting garrett#dont ask why they are in the water idk#just in there#enjoy this fanart of garrett drowning#bassos beard makes him look skinny in the face 😭
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The New Titans #55 (1989)
Batman (2010-) #641
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Red Hood and the Outlaws (2016-) #6
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Batman and Red Hood (2011-) #20
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Batman (2016-) #138
They sure do bAT&Tman. They sure as hell do.
Yet Jason never thought this way about you.
#Don’t you dare kill them with a simple headshot Jason! I have to keep them alive so I can torment them until they wished they were dead#they’ll never use their hands again. this is the superior way#and you should follow in my footsteps as any self-respecting non-criminal vigilante would in order to keep your conscience squeaky clean#also how dare you not be more understanding of the fact that I completely betrayed your trust#and threw your unhealable trauma in your face and shamelessly admitted to it#after I slit your throat in front of the murderer responsible for that same trauma while he laughed in your face a few years back#god you are a terrible son u are so selfish everything I ever said about you while u were dead was true ur being such a burden rn#also I just love how in batman 640 Bruce was going around interrogating Ollie and Clark (ppl who died + came back)#to find a *~rational~* explanation for how Jason was even here#instead of yk. just being glad your child is alive#and when Damian died he does all this shit to Jason to figure *how to* bring Dami back#after he burned his artwork the same way he emptied out Jason’s room#god you flaming turd of a father never change#the fact that lobdell boiled down Jason’s reasoning to ‘he’s the bad guy and you’re the good guy Jason’#already shows we’re starting off on the wrong foot but#Jason coming back to Bruce in every new comic and saying the same ‘I tried it your way. or sucks’ thing is so silly because#it*#he already learned that decades ago#all the way back in batman 424 lol#you’re just. making him. look like an idiot. but yk what maybe that’s still better than the self-deprecating diversion bs#that’s actually convincing more people ‘yay Jason want redemption this is revolutionary & has definitely never been done a billion times b4#and is a step in the *right* direction’#my post
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what louis did to lestat and what louis did to armand are connected and that's important to the story but also. it is simply not the same. nothing louis did excuses armand's behaviour, that's not how anything works, but he did not "cross a line" or "poke at armand," he weaponized armand's history of abuse to belittle and demean him. nothing armand said to louis came close- the equivalent would have been "oooh, i'm such a stupid bitch that my husband can beat me half to death and i'll keep crawling back for more even when it endangers my daughter!" it's retraumatizing and deeply destabilizing to hear that shit from your partner. and in response armand should have been like "well this man sucks when he's high and he's high all the time, so i'm bouncing" but if he'd done that we wouldn't have a story, would we?
edit: i've come back to give armand credit for "claudia didn't love you like we did/do. ps. u used her to distract from your own hurt feelings" that shit does hit in a similar way. however "the ways someone hurt you have left you contemptible and weak. they scrawled 'dirty and annoying' all over your soul in red ink and it's never coming off" is just outstanding work. timeless
#press says iwtv#interview with the vampire#louis is my special little princess i love him forever and i enjoyed that fight so much#probably my favourite part of the episode#and it had a lot of competition#but tbh the discourse feels almost full circle victim blaming#like yeah what he said was that bad. and he still didn't deserve that#but it was very much that bad#also that was blatantly an addict fight#you do this all the time and then apologize#but it never means anything and you always start up again?#plus louis' little aww i was jus having fun... sorry#they have been on this roller coaster louis has been a tremendously shitty boyfriend armand should leave him!#but there's no amount of bad behaviour where you get to do surgery on your husband's memories torture him for days#and self soothe by tormenting his mistress to death!#if you CAN go you go. and armand can go. that's what he has going for him that claudia for example did not#which is why she does get to murder lestat and his mistress#i mean she could anyway#because i love her#but that's the crucial distinction in their behaviour she's trying to get away armand is trying to make louis stay#they're all monsters. this is not about claudia good armand bad. they are both serial killers. but still. these things are not the same#for the record yes louis was also honestly a pretty shitty boyfriend to lestat but y/k.#was he out there being like oooooohhh i'm lestat i have abandonment issues because my rapist killed himself in front of me#because i'm just that pathetic#he was not.#and if he had it would still have been wrong for lestat to beat him up and drop him from the stratosphere.#tw: sa#tw: abuse
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I think what makes Shiroba so interesting to me is his true motivations are unclear
What Desire says in Koujaku's BE suggests he's at least on a surface level content (if bored) with how things turned out. Freedom power and destruction are pretty much all he ever wanted, and joining Toue has much given him that (+Koujaku as a bonus)
but like............ the whole situation is far from ideal and feels like something Desire would normally despise
Sure he's not trapped inside Aoba's body anymore but he's not exactly free. I doubt Toue lets him go far and even if he's allowed to leave Platinum Jail there's no way he's ever getting off the island (even if he wanted to). He can use scrap however he wants but (as far as I remember) he's still at Toue's beck and call. Desire is less of a powerful force and more of a tool being exploited. The only real power Desire holds at all is over Koujaku.
The focus of Koujaku's bad end is his and Aoba's suffering/despair but tbh Desire doesn't have it any better. He doesn't have a choice but to work for Toue. He's still just as trapped as he was before if arguably more hopeless
when you actually consider his situation you gotta wonder, is he really that content with everything? Does having rein over Aoba's body and being allowed to destroy outweigh everything else? Does he genuinely not care, or has he deluded himself into believing that? Is it all for the sake of survival? To preserve the fabrication of what little freedom he has? Is he just starving off boredom until the inevitable end?
I don't think you can say for certain, and that is what I find so, so fascinating to explore.
#this isnt a “my poor little meow meow is just misunderstood 🥺” type post btw#Desire is fucking horrible in Koujaku's bad end and I LOVE that about him#but i like viewing Koujaku's bad end as equally horrible for everyone involved including shiroba#Shiroba raping and tormenting koujaku because he's powerless and trapped in an unwinnable situation so he continues the cycle of abuse by#taking it out on someone more powerless than him#ouuuugh hes so INTERESTING
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every time he’s on the fuckin screen its this shit
#god I love kabru#5d social chessmaster#I wish I was him so bad#I’m also trying to be tormented by autistic men with swords#kabru of utaya#kabru#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon
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parker being the one to voice concerns that nate is getting more sadistic is so funny to me. twenty minutes ago you poisoned someone & started giggling and kicking your feet when they passed out
#the order 23 job#parker leverage#parker#leverage#nathan ford#leverageposting#wren speaks#to be fair i think it’s like. parker doesn’t mind hurting people & she doesn’t feel bad abt it or whatever. but that’s apathy not sadism.#she likes tasing people bc it shuts them up. she laughs about stabbing & drugging bc it’s just a natural thing that’s gonna happen in her#line of work so logically she isn’t gonna feel ashamed or guilty. but she also doesn’t necessarily get any enjoyment out of it. so nate#appearing to enjoy tormenting & hurting someone is a little concerning to parker. it’s apathy vs sadism.#(and she does start thinking more morally abt not hurting ppl but this is early season 2 & she doesn’t mind much yet)#it’s just funny that she’s like telling on him to sophie. as if she didn’t drug someone. plus sophie is like ‘ik its kinda hot right?’.#they’ve made him a thief & now they’re letting him get a taste for blood. fun family dynamics :-)#enabling is their love language
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we’ve all said it before but ill say it again, sam should have gotten lucifer pregnant and that should have been the jack origin. if she was jessifer at the time, even better <3
#lucifer mommy truthing again hi hii he needs this#it won’t fix him it will make him worse but it’ll be hot to see sam tormented by the pregnant devil#☺️ sam going to attack jessifer and she goes ‘don’t you care about our baby Sam? don’t you want to meet him?’#gets sam to touch her belly and talk to the baby and that’s when Jack does the whole ‘I’m The Perfect Paradise Baby Love Me 🥺🥺’ thing on sam#and now sam can’t kill her or their baby. he can’t. he loves jack too much. perhaps has also been hit with so many nephil happiness rays#that he looks up at lucifer and is like Oh. overwhelmed with sudden love for her. and his heads all mixed up. it’s like the vision where she#made him feel calm x1000 and. and. he loves her? he loves her doesn’t he? he gave her a baby and he loves her?#they’re going to raise their son together? and lucifer is so very pleased as sam presses his ear to her belly to hear jack’s heartbeat.#sam has quite literally been baby trapped. as in that baby set the trap and caught him in it before it was even sentient. mind control baby.#cue the rest of the pregnancy with lovestruck sam doing everything in his power to protect lucifer & jack#he’s like. fully aware he was scared of lucifer. that Lucifer is Bad this baby is Dangerous. but also. he loves them so much.#nothing else seems to matter when he loves them so much.#<3 I think Sam deserves to be mindfucked into being Lucifer’s little househusband for a bit.#oh. there are places this could go after Jack is born uhm uh. i uhm. that’s not the point I won’t say that.#the point is sam getting brainwashed to be happier and protective of pregnant!lucifer. and he IS happier. he’s just also high on good vibes.#😳 lucifer riding sam with his hand on her belly 😳😳😳😳#tw pregnancy#anyway. thoughts.#samifer#lucifer spn#Jess!lucifer#Jack kline#sam winchester
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imagining young sephiroth somehow stumbling upon vincent and pulling out the picture of lucrecia, showing it to vincent while asking him if he’s seen his mother “jenova”…
#vin would probably think sephs fucking with him and try to absolutely annihilate baby seph on the spot…#or the better option: vin then takes in seph and becomes his dad and they live happily ever after and nothing bad ever happens :)#that feels like the highly unlikely outcome… but one can wish… (I NEED BABY SEPH TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE WITH A FATHER FIGURE OR SOMETHING AAA)#i actually kind of want to know how vin would react… i don’t imagine he would take it particularly well…#although i also believe it depends on what time frame of vins life it happens in…#i love vincent dearly… meaning i need to make him suffer (lovingly) and emotionally torment him (lovingly)#i also really like thinking about dadcent… he would be a good dad :( a little strange and clumsy parenting but overall (accidentally) good#jesus these tags are longer than the post! its so much easier to talk in the tags though for some reason… oops…#ff7#ffvii#final fantasy 7#ever crisis#sephiroth#young sephiroth#vincent valentine
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Bnha fans being convinced there's some epic love triangle between Shouto,Izuku and Bakugou and that Momo is purely platonic to him is dumb asf.If my abuse victim ass had to choose between a guy who's constantly insulting me and threatning me with physical violence both over nothing and my best friend who's like a brother to me that responded to me telling him about my childhood by comparing me to a comic book character and projected his coping mechanisms onto me in a way that insulted one of my blood sibling's,i'd be like 'Fuck 'em both,i'm dating my autistic trans pastel girl bestie who's never once done anything remotely mean to me and was the first person my age to make me feel normal'
#THIS is why i ship tdmm and wouldn't fuck with tdbk or tddk if you payed me.bkg torments shouto and izuku would be a bad s/o for him#the only reason shouto dosen't react to bkg's treatment is that he's become numb to it because of e slur#and izuku dosen't understand that their types of abuse were different-shouto KNOWS he was abused and izuku basically has stockholm syndrome#so they're not a good fit romantically.momo is somewhere inbetween and her and shouto work perfectly because of it#plus them having so many tastes and battle tactics and love languages in common yet different just make them make sense#i'm not calling them soulmates out of my ass i have RECEIPTS#todoroki shouto#antitododeku#antitodobaku#antitodobakudeku#todomomo#todomomo protection squad#t4t todomomo#momo yaoyorozu#pro todoroki shouto#anti bakugou#izuku critical#pro momo yaoyorozu#autistic todoroki#autistic momo yaoyorozu#trans todoroki#trans momo yaoyorozu#blasian latina momo#bnha geekery#bnha spoilers#pro natsuo todoroki#💌#abuse cw#child abuse cw#summerposting
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