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Bonkers patchwork playmat I made for a friend's new baby. As with all my patchwork so far, this is entirely handmade and constructed from scrap fabric (old clothes, leftover from other projects, etc). It's a variation on this pattern from talesofcloth.
EPP patchworking is one of the most rewarding hobbies I know of. The barrier to entry in terms of cost is very low. Give it a go if you're in need of a relaxing activity!
#epp#patchwork#patchworkquit#patchwork quilt#textile art#fibre art#fiber art#handiwork#handmade#slow crafts#hexagon quilt#quilting#hand quilting#hexie quilt#i love to tesselate
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Frances: You guys need any extra boxes?
Winona: Probably. Nona has all of these mugs like do we seriously need all fifty million of them?
Aponi: I heard that!
Winona: [ grumbles ] You were supposed to. Lady needs an intervention.
Frances: I think it’s nice to collect little things.
Winona: Are you admitting to me that you’re a hoarder?
Frances: I’m not! So are you excited?
Winona: Sort of. I mean it’ll be cool to have my own bathroom but I dunno. All my friends are here.
Frances: Felt that.
Winona: Frances, are you sure you gotta leave? I could pack you in one of these boxes.
Frances: [ giggles ] Sounds uncomfy.
Winona: I’ll add pillows and blankets.
Aponi: Winona, we’re not putting them in a box.
Winona: Awh. Fine.
Aponi: Well, it’s that time. Thank you for everything.
Frances: Do either of you need anything from me before I go?
Aponi: No, you’ve been quite the help. Make sure you eat good food, no more ramen packets.
Frances: I promise.
Frances: Take care.
Winona: I’m gonna miss you.
Frances: Me too. Bye now.
[ low rumbling ]
Frances: Icarus? I thought you were working late tonight.
Icarus: I’ll be back. I told them I needed to take care of something first.
Frances: Everything’s fine. Winona-
Icarus: I’m not sure if I’ll ever see you again and I wanted to… I needed to say bye.
Frances: I-I don’t want to go.
Icarus: It’s okay.
Frances: I can’t do it.
Icarus: You’ve got big dreams waiting for you, Frances. I’m not gonna hold you back.
Frances: Icarus, please.
Icarus: [ whispers ] Don’t be a stranger.
Frances: I won’t.
Dan: [ emotionless ] Rough day?
Frances: [ sniffles ] Mhm. You?
Dan: Incredibly rough.
Frances: Wanna talk about it?
Dan: Not really, you?
Frances: No.
#I AM SO FREAKING SORRY THIS IS HAPPENING ON UR BIRTHDAY FRANCES HAHAHAH WTF-#what a cosmic coincidence#i'll just uhhhhhhhhhh#ok but as this chapter has closed for now i was getting so nostalgic putting this together like frances#just yesterday u were stressing out over how ur gonna pay for ur schooling#and here u are getting ready to graduate leaving the loyl behind#(love of ur life)#ahhhh#tessellate#ts4#simblr#sims 4 story#tessellate: frances#tessellate: aponi#tessellate: winona#tessellate: icarus
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“In a certain kingdom, in a certain land, there was a village, surrounded by a forest, and a wide river nearby…”
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From the Steddie Big Bang project 020, Tessellation (by the incredible @maryofdoom).
Six stories about Steve and Eddie, in six very different universes - check it out here!
#steddie#my art#steve harrington/eddie munson#steddie big bang#steddie bb#tessellation#this story has been an absolute joy to work on#I love it so much 💖
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first chapter of my Blue and Adam in a time loop trying to save Gansey in TRK fic is up. It’s part one of two of the first loop am planning for 5 loops 10 chapters alternating povs, this one is Blue pov.
#s speaks#my fic#trc#the Raven cycle#Blue Sargent#Adam Parrish#Richard Gansey#(even though he was only in the chapter at the very end over a phone lol)#Maura Sargent#Calla Johnson#Gwenllian Glendower#Orla Sargent#Bluesey#Adansey#Bluedansey#Pynch#Sarchengsey#those are all pairings that are going to be a part of this fic for sure I’m sure others will be too because everyone is in love with everyo#in these books.#not so happy with the title I wanted something to do with mirrors and time but everything seemed cheesy. And this kind of fits#trc fic#time loop fic#tesselation
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ok so since apparently everyone sees a different shape in the middle I wanna know
#re: my last post#i am genuinely curious pls tell me#i think i see batman but moth is a close second#i love when math ppl have fun with the names there are so many silly names for tessellation things <3#mathposting#shapes and patterns <3#mathblr#also those are the things ppl in the tessellations seminar see and my gf who says crow's head so yeah idk
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a few of my favorite things - I wanted a header update, so I made one with gifs just for fun
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my only two ships for luxord are luxvex and xiglux and i'm like... okay, yeah, you like the older men. we get it.
#ooc. ☓#(hint: it's partially bc he's older than he looks!)#anyway i love that trio. poor vex getting involved in the gay chess the other two have going on. that is PEAK writing to me.#tesselate has those lyrics that are like 'three guns -- and one goes off#one's empty and one's not quick enough' and that is SOOOOO that trio to me!!!!!
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haha so fucking funny when kids talk about their childhood trauma. so funny that emotional trauma doesnt exist apparently. so cool to say "if you are looking for an apology you arent GETTING ONE" to a child that you traumatized. my dad has such good friends👍🏼
#tessell talks#bad fucking influence on my dad too#i saw the gears in his head moving when his friend was sayinf this#cuz we've had the conversations about how hes traumatized us#but having someone around him tell him its bullshit rly fucking grinds my gears#i feel fucking bad for your kids#and newsflash. my dad traumatized all three of his kids#he was an absent and neglectful father#he didnt give us any love#he yelled at us called us lazy criticized our bodies#he has talked about how we have issues how there is something wrong with us and we should feel bad about it#has talked about shipping us off when we arent acting right#has laughed about the idea of us being assaulted#he doesnt have empathy or compassion for us#i could go on#so sorryyy that im traumatized by him
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Fic Titles: Song Edition
Part V
Baby you gave me bad ideas - This is the last time, The National
All of your demons will wither away - Demons, Fatboy Slim feat. Macy Gray
His love is my favourite - Kill this love, Blackpink
Three points where two lines meet - Tessellate, alt-J
Kings of imagining things - The long haul, NO
Swallow all our pride - Fairytale gone bad, Sunrise Avenue
Keep your hand in mine - So cold, Breaking Benjamin
Take this veil from off my eyes - Doin' time, Lana del Rey
Unforgiven, I'm a villain - Unforgiven, Le Sserafim
Let me sleep in your arms - In your arms, Stanfour
All of my thoughts of you - Graceless, The National
Stay cool (it's just a kiss) - Talk too much, COIN
There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt - Pyramid Song, Radiohead
I know it's pain (but I really want it so bad) - Want so bad, Lee Know + HAN
We could leave in the morning (and go all night) - They own this town, Flora Cash
You'll be the saddest part of me - The Loneliest, Måneskin
Don't need to say goodbye - The Call, Regina Spektor
When I'm alone, I'd rather be with you - 3005, Childish Gambino
It's just me and your ghost - me & ur ghost, blackbear
Tell ′em all I said hi - I said hi, Amy Shark
We don't gotta be in love - One of your girls, The Weeknd feat. Jennie, Lily-Rose Depp
The distance between you and me (it never seems to disappear) - Maybe if, BIBI
Say what you want (I'll keep it a secret) - One of your girls, Troye Sivan
I'm surrendering tonight - Collide, Rachel Platten
That's what you get when you let your heart win - That's what you get, Paramore
Give me a sign, I want to believe - The Ballad of Mona Lisa, Panic! at the Disco
Just a game that can't be won - Always on the run, Isaak Guderian
Your lips should be saying the same thing - Really, Blackpink
Still, I'm under your control now - Number 1, Nico Santos
Embracing all my scars and imperfections - Comflex, Stray Kids
More titles!
#writing inspiration#writeblr#writing prompts#creative writing#fic titles#writers on tumblr#songs#lyrics
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best long fics? i've only been reading oneshots lately. i like cherik which can be a book too.
To make this list even a tiny bit manageable I'm choosing to define 'long' as over 100k. There are a lot of superb fics on this list, Anon; happy reading!
Nine Eleven Ten by Subtilior (WIP - the definition of a fandom classic with fantastic worldbuilding)
Years later, Charles would remember that day. Sometimes he would wonder if he could have changed anything; other times he would despair over what he had since become. But he would always hold the image in his mind: Raven, laughing, and his thoughts flying alongside her on strong wings, silver-gold through the winter air. Once upon a time.
The stars incline us, they do not bind us by ikeracity, Pangea
Intergalactic Federation pilot Lieutenant Charles Xavier is assigned last-minute to a high profile mission: transporting over two thousand prison inmates from an old and overfilled prison complex to a newer, higher-capacity prison stronghold located on the outer reaches of the galaxy. Just as he's settling down for a long and uneventful ride, things take a turn for the worse after the inmates riot and stage a hostile takeover of the ship, leaving Charles to find himself at the complete mercy of cold-blooded killers and facing the chilling prospect that he might not ever make it back home alive.
A Curious Carriage of Crystal and Cold by Etharei
Charles, a miner from a poor village in the countryside, saves the life of Erik Lehnsherr, scion of a successful business family and the richest man on the planet Eisen. Charles is a telepath and somewhat anxious about it, while Erik abstains from relationships because the lights flicker and doors open and electronics vibrate when he gets too excited.
Also featuring a long-suffering sister, a foul-mouthed bodyguard, and a best friend with a heart that is definitely not gold.
In which there are princes, spaceships, long journeys, and old secrets uncovered. (An AU sci-fi fairytale)
Tessellation by nekosmuse
He had been following Xavier's career for years. He had read and reread and reread again everything the man had written. He had tried, on more occasions than he could count, to recruit Xavier into the Brotherhood, but each request for a meeting had been denied. Aside from his work, no one knew anything about Xavier. Not what he looked like, not the full extent of his power--though from what little they did know, he was by far the most powerful telepath in existence--and not what his intentions were.
The man was a recluse. As far as Magneto knew, Xavier had never once stepped foot outside his impenetrable Westchester manor. And now he was scheduled as the keynote speaker for the largest pro-mutant conference in the world.
The Marriage Bargain by kianspo
Erik Lehnsherr had made a fortune manufacturing steel in Europe. When he wished to expand to the New World, he discovered that no one would do business with him unless he was affiliated with one of the First Families, the creme de la creme of the NW aristocracy. When Lord Marko holds an auction to give away his 14-year-old stepson's hand in marriage, Erik sees his chance and takes it. He has no interest in Charles himself, but now that he has him, can they make it work?
Everyday Love in Stockholm by tahariel
Prompt: Magneto is the ruler of the posthuman world.
His only secret? Charles Xavier, the human he's kept locked in his bedroom ever since his right-hand woman, Mystique, came to him pleading for mercy for her stepbrother, who accepted her mutant form and protected her as a child. The human he started fucking after Mystique was killed in battle, despite the guilt he feels at contaminating even this last promise to the woman who was integral to his life's work and happiness.
The Proper Care of Actors by afrocurl, Clear_Liqueur, Clocks, Etharei (series)
Erik is an A-list action star who is notoriously difficult to work with, until the day he gets cast alongside Charles Xavier, rom-com darling who can charm the pants off movie audiences the world over and apparently even one Erik Lehnsherr. The paparazzi catch them out and about soon enough, and their real-life Hollywood movie romance becomes instant tabloid fodder.
The Associates by ikeracity, Pangea (series)
Being a mob boss' associate has its ups and downs. Having sex in the back of a limo on Valentine's Day is definitely one of the ups.
The Sonnet Series by afrocurl, nekosmuse (series)
Erik Lehnsherr is a visiting professor at Columbia University, as well as an acclaimed and award winning poet. Charles Xavier is a lead researcher with the Genetics Department who is well on his way to tenure. But what happens when Charles has to cancel a class because half his students abandon him in favour of a mysterious new English Lit professor? Naturally he ends up sitting in in the class, where Professor Lehnsherr mistakes him for a student. It's really too bad Erik has such a strict policy against dating students. It's also too bad Erik doesn't seem to know how to use Google.
Space Oddity by MonstrousRegiment, Pangea (series)
Prince Charles Xavier is Deputy Commander of the TEF Heartsteel and the newest mission they've been assigned starts out less than desirable and quickly goes downhill from there. It's alright, though, he'll cope.
It doesn't help, though, that he's in unrequited love with his best friend and Commander of the Heartsteel, War-Prince Erik Lehnsherr.
Nation Building and other Diplomatic Negotiations by Pookaseraph
With the recent passage of a submissive registration law in the United Kingdom, there are now only two industrialized nation with a relatively stable government to have neither a mutant nor a submissive registration law. Erik Lehnsherr, the newly minted King of Genosha, and his Prime Minister Emma Frost intend to take advantage of this turn of events to bring the Xavier Institute to the island nation of Genosha. They both know bringing Charles Xavier, the noted activist of mutant and submissive rights, to the island will necessarily politicize the man, and create all manner of complications. With a constitution not yet finalized and external threats to Genoshan security all around them, Erik, Emma, and Charles will fight for what they believe in to shape Genosha into what it should be.
Do You Love Me by cgf_kat
Charles and Erik have been married for 25 years, thrown together by a mandatory post-apocalyptic pairing system attempting to increase and strengthen the population. They have seven children. They have never spoken of love, but change is on the horizon.
Ritual Self-Torture by TurtleTotem
For the following prompt: Shaw is King, Charles is his royal consort and Erik is a Knight/Lord. Shaw is sterile but his kingdom can't find out, so he asks Erik to impregnate Charles.
He doesn't know Erik and Charles are in love.
But I Would Walk Five Hundred Miles, And I Would Walk Five Hundred More by luninosity (series)
In which Charles isn't really an escort, Erik thinks he only wants a one-night stand, everybody's got a past, and there's quite a lot of sex on the way to the happy ending.
We Met At The Park by StarRose
AU, no powers, based on McAvoy's performance as Martin in Murder In Mind. Unable to sleep one night Erik takes a midnight walk in the local park. He finds himself being followed and propositioned by a rent boy named Charles, and begins to fall rather rapidly for his charms. Charles however has never known what love is, and doesn't recognise it even when it's staring at him in the face. As for Erik, he doesn't realise a creeping illness is slowly affecting Charles, and his dark past is something he couldn't have imagined.
Strict Machine by euphorbic
When Professor Charles F Xavier accepted a visiting professor position in Arizona, he did so in order to be geographically closer to his sister. What he did not expect to find was the living, breathing specter of the sportbike gang-oriented past he’d been trying to put to rest.
A tale of sport bikes, consequences, and sacrifice.
MAD Dogs by ClarkeStetler, Goosenik (series)
Charles and Erik are (loosely) friends with benefits. They don't share personal details, last names, or anything concrete about their lives. This is ruined rather spectacularly when Charles gets recruited by the Mutant Apprehension Division of the FBI. Surprised is a bit of an understatement for their reaction to finding themselves partnered up and sent out on cases with the team.
Bit of a detective fic? Really just an excuse for us to play around with MAD (Mutant Apprehension Division) that we created in Playing House.
A Doll's House by lachatblanche
Welcome to the Dollhouse, where all your dreams and fantasies come true. At a price. Based on the TV show Dollhouse.
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Hi guys, long time no post! Been working on Art Fight and life stuff, but I've got something kinda fun for you.
This is a compilation exploring how a mortal Bill may interact with our world if there were still some kinda Euclidean instincts buried in there. Y'know, before the Book of Bill ruins all my headcanons >:P (EDIT: IT HAS BEEN READ. YAHOOOOOO)
Also quite an experimental piece as you can probably tell. Lots of details on both said headcanons and the art stuff under the cut, but I invite you to study the colorful texture yourself beforehand and think about what it might be representative of, just for fun because I got some really cool answers from my friends when asked :]c
TL;DR: the headcanon is that Euclideans have exceptional eyes for geometry. They find things like symmetry, tessellating patterns, graphs and fractals very aesthetically pleasing. If pushed into our 3D world, they feel comforted by the familiarity flat objects/spaces bring, as well as high-contrast patterns. Shadows especially are a familiar dimensional reduction that may bring them much comfort.
Bill would surely not be happy about these inclinations, constant reminders of a past long gone, but I'm not sure he's even aware of them here :P I think his ego gets in the way to the point where he just views these interests as common sense, which, of course, us lame humans just don't understand because we aren't nearly as cool as him. Of course he likes perfectly symmetrical leaves and staring at the kitchen floor, it's called taste, look it up!
And yet, he can't seem to shake the strange sense of melancholy he gets from viewing his own shadow.
~ End of TL;DR, long version below! ~
🔺 Headcanon Development
So, the catalyst of this idea was in relation to my friend and I's AU ( @love-triangles-au ). TL;DR, Bill's brought back mortal, meets another triangle named Y.V. (it's his hand holding the paper in the piece, actually), at some point they fall in yaois together, you know how it is. And, in writing a pair of triangles (or, more broadly, writing from the perspective of a different species), something I've had to consider was that you really can't get much further removed from a human being than sentient geometry.
The anatomical aspect was mostly figured out (see my piece on Bill's eye-mouth), but I wanted to consider what psychological differences might be at play. I wanted them to be weirder, more alien, double-so for Bill. At first I explored these possibilities through the lens of Bill and Y.V.'s relationship, specifically the question "what might a triangle find appealing about another triangle?"
Well, really the only things that came to mind were straight lines and symmetry, anything related to the geometric form of such a creature. That's more-or-less where that ended until the thought struck me that there's no reason this aesthetic appreciation couldn't extend to the rest of the environment, and then further when I realized, "wait, this is a species that is designed to live in a 2D environment. Like, they should seriously be really weird. I need to push this like 200% more."
So...yeah! I did some thinking and brainstorming with others and came up with a pretty long list of things a Euclidean in our world may be inclined to enjoy or find some level of comfort in. It's worth noting again that in this piece specifically this is a mortal/powerless Bill, so he can't really escape this Earthly environment. IF he's aware of these instincts at all (and that's a big "if"; when have you last been cognizant of your own instincts let alone known where they were stemming from?) I think he'd have snuffed them out in immortality and/or purposefully gone against them; he doesn't take kindly to being told what to do.
In order from left-to-right, top-to-bottom, here's an explanation for each!:
Flat objects such as paper are something he may find particularly engaging. It's basically 2D!
Tessellations are especially fascinating, and our world has them everywhere in the form of tile floors. Symmetry and such a predictable pattern...as the infinity of the starry sky might for us, the infinite potential of tessellations might invoke a similar sense of awe in him. Add on the maximum contrast of black on white kitchen tiles and the forms are only even better defined! A sensitivity to contrast would be very helpful for a 2D being navigating their environment.
Fields are flat and open, much like Euclydia itself. Laying flat may make him feel a little more at home.
More tessellation in the honeycomb of hymenopterans (bees, wasps and friends)! It helps that pain is hilarious.
The city is an absolute treasure trove. Rectangular buildings, precise architecture, square sidewalks and straight lines abound...he may as well be looking at a rainbow or an art gallery! I think a Euclidean's brain is very fine-tuned to mathematics, especially in regards to trigonometry. What may appear to be a straight painting might appear obnoxiously crooked to him.
Zebras are high-contrast :]
Another flat surface, another relaxing space <3
I think graphs are about as high as high art gets to most Euclideans.
I've touched on shadows before, and for good reason; truly they must be something borderline magical to the Euclidean and perhaps bitterly nostalgic.
This one kinda speaks for itself. Dweeb.
🎨 The Artsy Stuff
Lately I've been trying to find ways to fit more color into my work, as color is perhaps one of my favorite things in the world. My wardrobe is rather garish; my dad jokes that you could see me from space. My fursona is obnoxiously bright for a reason -- I feel my soul is a very colorful one!
I also realized recently that I don't actually know the exact style that speaks to me. I could talk about the phenomenon of the "style crisis" that many artists have all day, but in my mind the best cure for this feeling is to go against it entirely and begin stealing as much as possible.
So, I've tried to keep an eye out for more sources of inspiration everywhere I go, physical and digital. I've tried to train my mind into making a habit of considering, "can I do anything with this?" everywhere I go, and it recently paid off!
The glittery rainbowy texture you see plastered all over Billiam is this one, a photo-manipulated set of fruit stickers. I must confess I've been obsessed with this image for the past 72 hours, and this seemed like a good excuse to try it out!
I worried throughout the process if it might be so abstract that it loops back around to being horribly deliberate, if that makes sense -- like each sparkle was not a piece of a whole but rather an object in itself -- but it seems like that hasn't been a problem, so I'm grateful for that :Dc
I hope it can dazzle and delight you as it does me, but as long as you find it fascinating at the very least then I consider it a success! I really enjoyed hearing my friends' interpretations while workshopping it, and got tons of amazing answers from opal to kaleidoscope to fossilized bone marrow! I truly believe that the best art has some room for interpretation and it really excites me to be surrounded by that kind of creative energy that follows said pieces. That definitely adds to my pride in this work. It's weird, it's colorful, it's detailed and yet ambiguous. I'm feeling pretty autistic about it
Alright, I think that's about it. Thanks for listening!
#digital art#gravity falls#fan art#bill cipher#artists on tumblr#posting this and running! not returning to social media until my book is here and read front-to-back >:Dc#this may age terribly or it may not...i'm inclined to think it may not. bill's a flatass he already basically said as much#i use the term “flatland(er)” as a placeholder; he's not literally from the same universe as the book Flatland#...probably 👀#EDIT: YEP. words have been changed!
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Atlas: Would you like any?
Taryn: It won’t be like last time, right?
Atlas: God no. It’s not bad. Swear.
Taryn: Ok that’s pretty good.
Atlas: See? I don’t know why Kai likes Miller so much.
Taryn: Because he’s an anomaly.
Atlas: PFT- I can see that. Love him to death.
Taryn: You don’t think he seems a bit pissed at you?
Atlas: Honestly, yeah but I haven’t really been the best friend to him. So that’s on me.
Taryn: Hmm.
Atlas: I invited him out. Soonish. Look, things will settle. Eventually.
Taryn: And your sister?
Atlas: I’ll get to that too. Someday.
Taryn: Eventually is such a long time don’t you think?
Atlas: Hey, we were supposed to be talking about you.
Taryn: My bad.
Atlas: So, how are you feeling?
Taryn: Mm… Good I think? I dunno, the shock hasn’t set in.
Atlas: What are you gonna do now?
Taryn: Apply to other libraries. I even printed out my resume right before I left.
Atlas: Bee… Can I still call you that?
Taryn: Only if you tell me why.
Atlas: Oh god, no, it’s embarrassing.
Taryn: Then you can’t call me that.
Atlas: Dammit. I’ll tell you someday, when I work up the nerve.
Taryn: So you’re telling me you could woo the whole planet, but you can’t share this one thing?
Atlas: Bee- FUCK- Taryn, you don’t get it!
Taryn: Okay, whatever you say cassanova.
Atlas: [ snorts ] Alright, tArYn I just think you should try something different.
Taryn: Whaa? I enjoyed what I did.
Atlas: Why not publish your own book?
Taryn: Noooo no no.
Atlas: Well now that you have plenty of time, why not? From what I’ve read so far, it’s pretty good. I’ll even help you proofread.
Taryn: What if I get rejected?
Atlas: Even the greatest writers have faced plenty of criticism. Give yourself a chance.
Taryn: Maybe.
Atlas: Hmph.
Taryn: I’ll think about it.
Atlas: Would you much rather live in regret- Shit.
Taryn: [ laughs ] Whoops!
Atlas: I'm sorry.
Taryn: It's alright.
Atlas: Did I get any on you? I can clean it-
Taryn: I’m okay. Thank you though.
Atlas: Of course. Taryn? You should take the risk.
Taryn: You aren’t gonna let up, are you?
Atlas: Probably not.
Taryn: And I’m the stubborn one?
Atlas: You’re the one that keeps saying no.
Taryn: Fine, I’ll drop some copies off, when I am ready.
Atlas: Fine.
#i love how taryn has this little smile throughout omg yess queen get outta that shithole!#redid this scene and i think i learned a new camera trick that i like YAY!#also the freaking smoking hand reference chart came in clutch in blender WAHOO#tessellate#ts4#simblr#sims 4 story#show us your story#tessellate: atlas#tessellate: taryn
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My Queen, My Sun and My Sea
talokan once had a queen. one who loved her people with all her heart—with the same heart she had given to her k'uk'ulkan for what felt like millennia ago. but they lost her to the hands of the enemy; it was a tragic tale painted on the walls of the king's mural, the pain searing itself onto his heart uninvited. he rules now with a darkened hole in his chest, fueled by the loss of his true love and a force to protect his people even more. after all, only the most broken people can be great leaders.
pairing: namor x fem!talokan!reader
warnings: bpwf spoilers!! death (i was lowkey evil for that), colonizers, inaccurate translations, nawt very proofread lol
El Niño Sin Amor.
That was a name that echoed deep inside Shuri's head, its bitter aftertaste lingering still; a piece of Namor that she'd just uncovered.
He was an enigma; a powerful being who rose from the sea, unannounced with his presence but has always been there, deep in the waters where he and his kingdom have flourished in the city of Talokan. He had just finished recounting about his and his people's origins, how the colonizers brought a disease that left his ancestors to drink a concoction from a vibranium-infused plant found in an underwater cave to save themselves, turning them into water-breathing individuals; the Talokanil.
She turned to Namor with many questions unanswered, only to see him staring at something with a look akin to pain and longing on one of the surfaces on his murals, caressing the painting with a gentleness she had yet to seen from the god.
She shifted to the side quietly, trying to see what he was gazing at. When Namor bowed his head, Shuri saw a painting of a woman beside his serpent, posing regally with what looked like a staff in her hand.
She wore a beautiful jade and gold headpiece, green and brown feathers lining the outer layer, fading in its design as if the light was shining on them. It towered atop her figure, framing her perfectly like she was always meant to be there. She was adorned in jewelry, from the large, circular green jade plugs that hung from her ears to the tessellated necklace that she wore—a striking amalgamation of gleaming silver beads, plated viridescent tiles to carved gold pendants and everything that complemented her beauty. The woman had a tan clothe wrapped around her body, washes of terracotta and hues of sage and cream woven in stripes on the fabric. She was covered in jewels—just like Namor.
One thing for sure, she must have been of royalty in Talokan. Or a goddess, perhaps. The corks in Shuri's head turned as she tried to figure out where the woman in the mural fit in Namor's story.
"Who is that?" Her question seemed to break him out of his reverie. She could see the way his body tensed at her question, and whether it was because she cut him out of his thoughts of because of what she asked, she didn't know.
It took a quiet moment before Namor answered, looking in deep contemplation with his eyebrows furrowed deeply and his eyes growing darker. The next thing he uttered was so full of emotion that it flooded through the sentence, his voice sounding thicker than blood.
"Leti' ka'ach in reina. My queen. In k'iino' ka, in k'áak'náabo'."
(She was my queen. My sun and my sea.)
For a second her words refused to make it out of her mouth. The Wakandan princess' mind didn't wonder to Namor having a queen.
The Namor now wasn't like the Namor she had met in the shores of her land with her mother. The Namor now felt like a broken man who would go the farthest lengths to protect his people. With every counting second of being in this underwater cave, Shuri seemed to discover more and more about the man, slowly laying bare the walls he had built around himself.
"Is she-"
"She was.. she was killed by surface dwellers." The god cut off, as if he couldn't bear to hear the words coming out from someone else's lips. He closed his eyes for a moment and Shuri felt the sea grow quiet for a split second. It was like it remembered their lost queen.
He took a deep breathe before speaking out and if one were to listen closely, they could hear the slight shakiness in his voice, like talking about this particular incident tore his wounds open again. "Years ago the surface dwellers tried to find Talokan. They were told of an underwater city filled with glittering gold and diamonds, with a palace of precious metals whose value exceeds all else."
"They are greedy, always taking and taking what is not theirs—beasts who ravage land with no mind of its consequences. She was there where the land met the waters along with the young ones, and those monsters crossed paths with them." Namor shook his head, disdain present in the way he moved his body and his words.
"The first thing they did they raised their weapons, pointing it at her when all she did was offer them her hands. She tried to speak to them, to negotiate with peace and kindness. But they are blinded with hatred." He spat that word out and Shuri almost flinched at his tone.
"With no mercy they killed her and the children. They took their lives as if it was nothing to them."
"When I emerged to the surface.. she was already dying."
One of your handmaids had been the one to inform him of the situation, barging into his mural room right when he got back from a trip with a growing panic in her eyes as she screamed in anguish, 'Le reina! Le reina!'
"I turned to those murderers and treated them with how they treated my wife and the children; I killed them with no mercy."
The feathered serpent god will never forget the possessing rage he felt when he saw what those killers did to his wife. Without a single doubt in his movements he flew towards them like a strike of lightning and sliced their heads off before they could even scream.
Something that would always haunt his dreams was seeing his beloved die in his arms, unable to do anything, running out of time.
Sometimes, if the K'uk'ulkan thought too much about it, he could still feel the way he held you in his arms, the jarring coldness of your body that surged across his skin like a bloodthirsty frostbite.
Your hair fell in a pool beneath your head, encrusted with blood that he didn't know where it came from. There was too much, too much of it that slithered around your body. With trembling hands he supported the back of your neck, bringing your face closer as he cradled your cheeks in his palms.
"Ma', ma', in puksi'ik'al.. jaap wicho'ob, láayli' ma' jach a súutuko'," he pleaded, heart racing a thousand beats at your weakened state. His fingers stroked your temples, tracing the skin from your eyebrows to the high point of your cheek and you swore you would forever savor the feel of his skin on yours.
(No, no, my heart.. open your eyes, it's not your time yet,)
"It's al-..right, in amado." You choked out, holding the hand that held your face and leaning onto his palms with whatever energy you had left in you. It was getting harder to open your eyes or even speak, the hole in your chest rampaging your body like an unquenched beast.
"In ku. Let go, K'ukulkan. Ts'o'ok in meentik le ba'ax táan des-.. destinado in beetik waye'.. je'el u páajtal in je'elel bejla'e'.."
(They call me. I've done what I was meant to do here.. I can rest now..)
He ignored your terrifying acceptance and gently quieted you, pressing his lips onto your forehead in deep fervor. "Save you words, in yaakunaj-"
Namor's heart threatened to jump right out of his chest when he felt your hand go slightly limp, desperately taking it above the crook of his neck, right where the ends of his jaw met his ears. The king held onto you so tightly, trying to keep you grounded with him in the world of the living as if the warmth of his body would spread life to your decaying one. He saw you smile peacefully, like his touch rejuvenated you for a single beat, slowly yet surely stroking the tip of his pointed ears as you've always done whenever you had the chance to. It was a small act of affection that Namor fell weak to, and he couldn't contain the abrupt cry that fell from his lips at the familiar gesture.
"K'a'as a puksi'ik'al yéetel a-.. a yaakunaj, in ajawo'," but even then your stubborn and insistent nature persevered. You spoke with only him and your love for him in mind, silently telling him that this will not be the end. That despite after all this when you will no longer be there to tell him just how beloved and brave he is, he should still remember what he had learned—what he had taught you. You hoped that it would keep him grounded and true, still fierce but with compassion and empathy.
(Remember your heart and your love, my king,)
"In.. yaakunech," and you let our your final breathe, the light in your eyes no longer shining as you stared up into nothing. At the least you looked content to pass to the afterlife in your husbands arms, a gentle lift on the corner of your lips to signify that you've moved on. But along with your departure you tore apart of Namor that he didn't think could ever be replaced—left him with a half-ripped heart and as a shell of the man he once was.
(I love you)
Now, kneeling on the prickling pearly sand tainted with weeping carmine, he was not a god. He was not the king of a powerful underwater nation, he was not a lethal mutant, a hero, a villain, or a protector. No, he was just a man. A man whose heart had been punctured with a hole in the shape of his beloved.
He screamed at the world with the voice of someone who had just lost everything, scorning the surface dwellers with a burning pit of anger and vengeance in his blackened heart. It echoed around the area, bleeding onto every rock, every blade of grass and every tree with his promise of death. The sea grew restless, mirroring the raging currents in his soul.
Namor choked a cry, closing your eyes as his hands shook with grief and pain, body threatening to collapse under his heartbreak. He brought your face closer to his, resting his forehead against yours while he scrunched his eyes closed, disbelieving and mourning of the loss of his beloved. Because no matter how much he begged, how much he cried for you, you would never come back to him, never blessing him with that delicate smile on your face again. The god stayed there for what felt like hours and days, whispering sweet goodbyes, harrowing sobs and promises to avenge you.
When he carried your cold body to Talokan, the people could only stare in shock and despair over the loss of their darling queen. In their eyes you were one of the most powerful people in the kingdom, not just because of your position, but because of your compassion and your love—something that knew no bounds.
It was a painful and gut-wrenching experience, to bury his own wife. It brought him back to the time where he had to do the same to his own mother, to cover her in clothe and put a piece of maize inside her mouth.
"The surface dwellers have taken so much. Talokan's queen, our home and our freedom. I will not let them do so again." Namor had a scathing look in his eyes, a latent tone of tiredness from facing a world that only took from him.
"She must have been an amazing queen and a strong woman." Shuri could only utter these words with a solemn expression on her face, unable to reply to such vulnerability of someone she had considered a dangerous enemy. Despite that.. there was an underlying empathy between the two. Shuri understood him. She knew the pain of losing someone you love.
"She was." A calm visage eventually spread around his face as he looked up at the glorious mural depicted on the walls of the room. "She had the biggest heart and the kindest soul."
Namor couldn't help but get lost in his memories of his beautiful wife. He speaks no lies when he describes you. You were the people's queen, as what the Talokanil called you. You'd always visit the people, play games with the children and scour the underwater markets that sold all kinds of trinkets and foods. Whenever the people needed you you were always there, willing to help them without a second glance as you opened your heart to them all.
After you death, whenever he would swim around Talokan and talk to his people—laughing and joking around with them—there would be this.. serene melody inside his heart, a gentleness that ran through his veins. Namor would feel the water pulsing on the pads of his skin and he'd always take a moment to close his eyes to relish the feeling. Then a smile would make it onto his face—the kind of smile that you would always tell him to show more often. His people felt it too, like a warm embrace to their soul, as if you were watching over them, still caring about them even when you were gone.
It was not only to Talokan's people, but to the ocean's animals too.
If there was one thing about his queen, it was that you had a deep affinity with the marine animals. Whenever the king couldn't find you anywhere in your room or in the palace halls, Namor would only smile to himself and swim to the clearing of the sea just outside of Talokan, watching his wife croon along the whales and the orcas, taking care of them as if your love spoke a thousand languages.
"In ch'ujuk, ko'oten paakat!" You would shout, gleefully waving your hand up in the air with no care in the world.
(My sweet, come and look!)
Sometimes he would only stay back and watch you with eyes so tender that it looked like he was entirely captivated by you. By your voice, your laughter, your smile; your everything. Other times, Namor would be too taken by you (as he always was), deciding to join you play with the creatures that you'd called 'your babies'. Whirling and chasing them around them felt like dancing in the water and Namor was too in love to ever deny you of your little joy.
Even now whenever the whales would call out to the sea, or when the orcas whistled and clicked along, he could still hear your radiant laughter singing along with them and oh how he longed to hear that sound again, to hear the melody of the ocean in its fullness.
You were simply the glue to Talokan; everyone adored the queen.
Until now, your throne still sat next to his, the jade and vibranium never ceasing to glow. Every time he sat there, watching over his people and celebrating his kingdom with defiant shouts of "L'ik'ik Talokan" he would always remember your face, remember the proud look you had when you would raise your fist to your chest along with everyone. Your memory will never fade in the heart of Talokan, always lingering in the brightest places, comforting during troubling times, because you will always be a precious piece of the kingdom that neither he nor his people would forget.
If he brought the sun to his people, you were the sun to him.
"You and I, we are not so different, princess." He broke his train of thought.
"Those people only see us as threats because they know we are powerful. They will not stop until they have what they want. It is a danger to my kingdom and my people—a threat to your people too."
Finally, Namor turned his head to face Shuri, a determined aura lingering in his voice and in his expression. She felt compelled to stare back straight into his eyes, the conviction in his tone like a true king. "And so I offer you again."
"Join me, and we will never have to see our people suffer, to see our loved ones suffer. We will no longer mourn our losses and bury the dead for unjust cruelty."
"Together, we will watch the world burn."
lawd this man singlehandedly got me out of a writing slump like.. making a fic with angst + namor = too easy 😩💳💥
this is my first time writing for him, so i hope it was okay! im so in love with him and i wanted to contribute my own piece to the fandom.
also, i'm pretty sure the yucatec mayan was not properly translated, so i apologize from my heart for the inaccuracies. please tell me if i have to fix anything!
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#me when i write about anything other than percy jackson#very nervous tbh#making this when i couldn't find fics with similar tropes was lowkey a cunty move#namor x reader#namor x y/n#namor of talokan#namor the sub mariner#namor mckenzie#namor imagine#black panther wakanda forever#black panther#mcu shuri#shuri#namor fluff#tenoch huerta#talokan#marvel#mcu x reader#mcu#NEED TO STOP LISTENING TO JUDAS TO THIS MAN LIKE#marvel x reader#namor angst#namor x queen reader
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the Gansey family + sarchengsey lunch scene is interesting from a Gansey’s-relationship-with-his-family-sucks-so-much-on-god perspective but like. It could be a much better chapter than it is I wish there was jumping around in povs because there are these moments of Gansey noticing in periphery that Blue is Not having a good time there or at least is having some uncomfortable interactions with his parents (including them being like oh what a lovely exotic cadence about her accent which :/. if your reading Blue as a WoC that’s deeply uncomfortable if your just reading her as white it’s still annoying and condescending and classist and you know she hated it) but the focus isn’t really on her it’s on the Gansey-Helen convo which yk I enjoy for some of my last AG crumbs but I don’t like that there’s more emphasis placed on how the family’s responses to Blue effect Gansey rather than how she feels about them. I would have liked the scene in split pov or just a follow up about it in the next Blue pov.
#listen I Love bluesey like I’ve said before they were one of the first romances I felt strongly about in fiction so they have a special#place in my heart and I think they have good writing and development that gets overlooked and undersung. but I’m also not going to lie and#say there isn’t misogyny in how they’re written / whose feelings and internal state gets prioritized in places#and you could say that’s because this is Gansey’s book but like. Adam isn’t getting that treatment when it comes to processing#s speaks#s rereads trk#trc reread notes#trc#anyway I want to write Blue at a Gansey family event soon. It might come up in one of the loops in tesselation but not for a while so maybe#I should write a one shot about it#blue sargent#richard gansey#the Gansey family
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im curious about tessellations! what makes you like them so much?
hello! i've had this ask sitting here for more than half a year but since i am currently taking a seminar on tessellations i finally feel semi qualified enough to talk about them :D
tessellations are also known as tilings and they're the covering of a plane or surface with the repeating pattern of a specific shape (or multiple shapes) without any gaps or overlaps. like a grid of squares or like in honeycomb which is composed by a bunch of hexagons
there are many types of tessellations and they are usually classified through their types of symmetry. the most basic group of tessellations are called the wallpaper group and they can be simply broken down into regular hexagons (like the ones in the honeycomb), squares, rectangles, equillateral triangles and parallelograms with different types of symmetries depending on things like colors.
for example the four images below (all taken from wikipedia):
regular hexagons, any type of parallelogram (which include squares, rhombi, rectangles, etc), and triangles can always form tilings, which is actually used intuitively in design, like the patterns of fabrics like the dotted pattern below, which can be classified into a symmetry of triangles arranged hexagonally
there are infinite types of tessellations that don't belong to the wallpaper group. a specific type that caused a lot of uproar in the math community recently are called aperiodic tilings (you might have seen me talk about this recently bc I was very excited lol)
aperiodic tilings are types of tilings that can't be classified into any type of grid (above you can see triangle grids, square grids etc) in any part of the tessellation. some really popular ones are penrose tilings
the one below is a penrose tiling of two rhombi (again picture taken from wikipedia)
so the interesting thing of the new aperiodic tiling that was discovered (the hat) is that it is a single tile that is aperiodic and no combination of positions of that shape can create a grid, so it is an obligate aperiodic tiling !!! like, the individual pieces of the penrose tiling above could be rearranged into a grid but the hat can't! and it's the first of its kind (the paper hasn't been peer reviewed yet or anything but still very exciting news)
there are a lot of cool examples of tessellations in art like very well known in Islamic art (that is in the tomb of I'timād-ud-Daulah, Agra taken from wikipedia) there's a set of tiles used specifically in islamic geometry called the girih tiles but I don't really know much about them to talk abt them rn
some other well known tessellations are by mc escher (pic taken from this article) and you can see the symmetry behind the patterns
there's so sosos much more about tilings that I could talk about and probably will because I have been absolutely obsessed lately :~D
Here are some links if you're interested in further reading:
Tilings and Patterns, Grünbaum & Shephard (this one is more technical but has a lot of cool examples)
Visions of Symmetry, Schattschneider
The whole wikipedia page of the wallpaper group, has a very technical part but also a lot of visual examples that have helped me understand
The Symmetries of Things, Conway (i dont have a link for this but u can dm me for the pdf)
I also like this video on aperiodic tilings
This is a repository with a bunch of different tilings and it's very fun to look at
#there's a lot more like tilings can also happen in more than 2d but i can't add more pics#but yeah i could go on and on and on about tilings i love shapes and patterns <3#i also hope this makes sense and it's not too badly written or too technical or too casual idk how to write but yeah! tessellations!!#mathposting#mathblr#tilings#tessellations#asks#also sorry if this is too long it could be longer
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Adore You
Astarion x Reader
Summary: Your daughter has a specific toy she loves the most.
Tessele loved playing around the house.
She had a love for animals.
Those poor chickens and squirrels that stumbled into your garden, unsuspecting.
She loved chasing them around but more than anything, she loved horses.
You blamed your husband for her love.
When she was just a little baby, Astarion decided one day to carve a toy for her. He thought long and hard as to what animal to choose.
He ended up with a simple horse and Tessele fell in love with the wooden toy the second she got it.
She adored the gift so much, she always had it in her hands, she even lost it a couple times, leaving you and your beloved to search for it.
It was honestly so heartwarming to see just how much Astarion adored Tessele.
You remember the moment you told him about your pregnancy, he barely wanted to believe you.
“Are you joking? It’s a rather cruel joke, My Love.” he said.
“I’m not! It’s the truth! I got confirmation today. I am with child!”
But the disbelief never left his face.
Only once your belly began to show did he really believe you.
“You weren’t playing jokes on me.” he said as he watched you caress your stomach, a small baby bump showing as you smiled at him with pure love.
He placed his palm against your belly and let out a small laugh.
“I’m going to be a father.”
You often feared he wouldn’t want to be a father. That he would reject the idea of a child with you, but as his gentle fingers massaged your back to ease your discomfort or the way he would so gently kiss the exact place on your skin where your child kicked, his actions proved you wrong.
And you were glad he did.
You thought nothing could top the happiness in his eyes during your pregnancy, but then you were proven wrong.
The moment she was born, Tessele became the center of your world.
The beautiful little girl looked much like her father, but had your eyes.
You often caught Astarion standing in her room, watching her sleep at any time of the day.
He just stood there, careful not to wake her as he looked at her with nothing but adoration.
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