#i love this oldman

[th-xeno]

I. have thought about doing it for a while. and the recent drama's multiplied it. so, even if it's unusual for me,

an analysis of Mlynar Nearl (and the Nearls' arc as a whole) and Why He Is My Premium and Beloved Babygirl.

tbh at first I almost hated him when I read Maria's event. he seemed like an arrogant holier-than-thou asshole and I was like, you know what? fuck you for me and my little girl! she just wants to be a knight like her sister! 

but in Near Light, I started to like him. he was just so tired, so hopeless. he said he was dissapointed, but asked his friend to protect his nieces. his said he didn't care, but protected the Infected under assassins' attack. 

and then I thought, he lies. constantly, but mostly to himself. because he's not an arrogant asshole. he's just... so bad at feelings.

so deeply broken.

and now the Obscure Wanderer arrived and Oh My God.

first of all, there're multiple times when he says the exact opposite to what he does, so let's take this knowledge and come back to the start, Maria's event. 

he doesn't say "you're weak and useless to defend our glory" or "your sister is better than you" like I thought at the time. no, he tries to say, he wants her not to risk her life. not to let the system break her light like it broke almost everyone in his family. 

his brother and sister-in-law were great knights that fought for the glory of their country, and now they're gone. the system threw them away like garbage. his niece fought for their family, for the chivalric ideals, and she was hunted and then exiled. 

and finally, Mlynar himself. an idealist that found out, there's no point in fighting the capitalism. there's no hope. and between losing life in endless conspiracies and losing himself working for corporations but helping his family to survive, he chose the latter. 

but Maria didn't need to choose. she could be free of the weight of the noble titles, of the useless principles, and yet she chose to fight - and almost got killed, if not for her sister.

of course Mlynar was pissed. 

moreover, he was pissed because Margaret came back in the first place. she could have live a happy life far away from this rotten place. she didn't need to risk all of it for the country that will never remember her efforts. he was afraid for her. 

and then, Near Light. Nearl the Radiant Knight.

Mlynar saw her actions as a reflection of his own faults. Margaret tried to play the system's rules to change it, but Mlynar knew it was pointless. the system didn't care. the Radiant Knight will be forgotten, just like her parents. 

but when Margaret came back, she was different, and maybe she understood her uncle more then anyone.

she, too, saw defects of the system (how the Infected were treated). she, too, went through the war (with the Reunion).

but she didn't lose hope.

I may overanalyse it, but I guess she knew the power of the symbolic action because of Talulah. Talulah fucked up the Reunion, she lost, she was insane - and yet the Reunion didn't die in Chernobog, because Infected acknowledged that they can change the world. 

and Margaret tried to do the same. it didnot matter if she won or lost. it didnot matter if her false infection was made public.

she was the Light in the Darkness. she stood up for the weak. she was a Knight.

and that awakened something in Mlynar.

he decided to help the Infected so his family can leave in peace. to help the weak. to restore justice. to do the very same that he thinks a knight must do.

and so, he acknowledged the power of Margaret’s actions. that she really can change something. because she changed him.

she awakened hope in him, and he needed time to proceed it. 

and so (in less than 800 words haha) I come to the main topic, Mlynar's event. and oh boy, this i-am-not-a-knight is more knightly that many.

he shits on knighthood not out of hatred for chivalry, but out of belief in it. the modern knights do not care about the weak, so he doesn't want to be a knight nor be called one. because he is not interested in fight, but in help.

and he doesn't want anyone to see it.

stop corrupted corporation of taking important task? what a naive assumption! 

help two infected girls to stop the riots? pfft, what a joke.

fight a corporation so they don't hunt an innocent? MAYBE YOU'LL ALSO SAY HE HELPED CHILDREN IN DANGER??? 

but unlike in his youth, he doesn't challenge the system, doesn't try single-handedly to change the world. small changes that can make a little better.

gentle light, not blinding.

he hates what his country has become, but still - even as an ordinary man - even lying to himself - tries to make it better. that's why he want everyone to leave but himself. because deep down in his cynical, angry, depressed personality still lives an idealistic knight. 

still lives a hopeful man that believes that his brother and his sister-in-law are alive. that his family can be whole again, even if no one else do. 

he just cares for his family so deeply. he wants his nieces to live happily (somewhere else). wants them not to repeat his mistakes (even if it breaks their dreams). wants their parents back. he just can’t properly express himself. 

but the funniest thing? I think they know it. Margaret, because she knows how bad his trauma is. Maria, because she could see how office work and Margaret’s exile changed him. Zofia, because she knew him well enough.

and so, all of them were happy when he went to Rhodes Island. because they did the world better, and maybe will make Mlynar feel better. 

as a conclusion,,, GOD his depression and burnout are so big. TAKE THIS MAN TO THERAPY. HONEYBERRY, SAVE THE DAY. I LOVE HIM SOOOO MUCH. MY GRUMPY ANGY BABYGIRL.

[littlelightfish]

People call him happy feet

But listen

How does a middle-aged man move his legs like that?? I mean, his knees are something else.

New addition:

[bluatorto]

have been reading Les Mis

[prncssguya]

i hope apple tv never decides to stop making incredibly expensive tv shows that make no money

[thealdersgateoffice]

Gary Oldman, Jack Lowden, Saskia Reeves, Rosalind Eleazar, Christopher Chung, Kadiff Kirwan and Adam Randall attending a celebration and special Q&A for Slow Horses on Apple TV+ at The Ham Yard Hotel in London on 7 February 2025

[taraxippos]

I fucking love this painting. The Defense of the Sampo by Akseli Gallen-Kallela (1896).

[snifellus]

100th POST?!!?

thank you all for carrying me on your shoulders every notification I get on here is a boost of confidence for me! Thank you so much for everybody who has liked me posts and gave me the strength to post more !!

I know this doesn’t seem like a big deal but to me this is a milestone :3

Shout outs to-

@m-bbert = for fighting me when I was bored :3

@strawberrykxssxs = for being there when I needed you most :3

@snapecentric = for reblogging and keeping my blog above water :)

@emo-remus-lupin = for witerawy being my twin ☝️👁️👄👁️

@moonyscribe = for giving me somebody to ask about fics

@th3halfbloodprince = FOR BEING MY ABSOLUTE FAVOURITE BLOG

@snapesmorningcoffee = for waking me up in the morning (figuratively)

Plus many more in my communities (marauders era) and my biggest fans who I adore <3 ALSO ANYBODY WHO HAS LIKED THIS AND ANY POSTS :3

(there is also my irl crush who gives me somebody to think about while im writing my posts)

[shattereddteacup]

Parthenope (2024)

Dir. Paolo Sorrentino

Language: Italian

[hudders-and-hiddles]

(re)watched in 2024: The Fifth Element

[lovetgr76]

I'll just be here... thinking about them

[thebeigelunatics]

SLOW HORSES (2022 — ) 🐴✨

[loonyloopylupin96]

Just two old boys sitting e x a c t l y the s a m e.

[tanasha-not-yet]

Idk if you like making ocs but you should definitely make mermaid ocs with your favourite fish/aquatic critters >:]

been thinking about this ask for a while now. damn i fucking should

and then i remembered that i actually tried it in november but i randomly started hating them so i never made more ToT

theyre all weirdly crooked but i really love them

especially him holy fuck i was cooking

famili <3

[garyoldmansource]

Dracula premiere was something else 🥵

[thealdersgateoffice]

Saskia Reeves making Gary Oldman (and then herself) laugh hysterically with her observation about Jackson Lamb in season two of Slow Horses 🐌🐎

[lunarubra]

GARY OLDMAN as JACKSON LAMB - Slow Horses S01E05