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@enraa-ged can vouch for me
all kaiser fans have this enemies to lovers arc w him before they admit they actually love him
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jaime turning women down constantly more bc he is very monogamous and in love with someone else right now for the first time and is also kinda scared of actually having sex with someone other than cersei is sm better to me than “i respect the kg vows of chastity so intensely rn actually because i changed into a good and serious person” or whatever lol
#i truly dgaf about that bffr jaime dude#like its a stupid vow that says nothing about u as a person lmfao#him in the bath with pia thinking of brienne like u r not fooling anybody honestly#like i truly do think its more copium and not being honest with himself tbfh#like he had a rationalization when pia came into his bed in asos too but then it was purely ‘i only love cers i would never’#and with cat it was so funny when he bluffing and was like uh i cant marry bc of my vows but i could still service u😉😉#he would have pissed himself if he was called on that bluff but only bc he would be cheating on cers and have sex with another woman#man that fucked his twins in a sept next to his sons dead body the moment he returned caring about chastity vows#his development isnt really about keeping every vow ever when most of it is fraudery anyway#like pls he is not keeping his vow to his king rn really 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i think the vows and respecting them has a deeper meaning thats the whole point which ones do u keep and prioritize and why#like weve been thru this 80x being a real vowhead is not what makes u a good person 😭#deleting ur individuality and personal life to be an honorpillhead lol#the vow to cat has meaning the elite bodyguard vow to never fuck has zero meaning 😭#he was ready to break the no marriage vow w cers pls#im not saying this bc of a shipper endgame in mind i find volcel jaime hilarious its just i dont like it as proof of his development#like ill be real guys sex positive warrior gurm is not pushing the idea that keeping ur chastity vows is what honor is about#like i get that he wants to be better and he is figuring out what that really means but
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" just know that i'm always here for you, okay? "
i'm finally finishing up my s2 rewatch and getting to the 24th episode awoke a beast in me. so i wanted to make a fake screenshot based on some of their lore that takes place during that episode. i think they'd end up having a heart-to-heart moment since kuroba went through similar struggles after their grandfather's own hospitalization...
also have a bonus doodle bc i need to even out the balance between serious & goofy with these two.
#my urge to attempt writing a fic based on this is SO STRONG. even though i do not have a lot of experience w/ fic writing#buT GAAAA I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THE LAST TWO EPISODES AND KUROBA....#it's hard to put into words rn but god there's so much.....#like. kuroba trying to help out matsuyo behind the scenes since they sympathize with how hard things can be when i loved one ->#is in the hosptial due to something that could've been life threatening ( matsuzou's heart attack & chouji's hip + leg injury )#i also think they personally delivered some get-well flowers to matsuzou and checked up on him in the hospital#that's not even getting into everything that happens after the sextuplets die...#i won't go into it rn but there's a reason why matsuyo & matsuzou are very keen on kuroba marrying into the family#ALSO I FINALLY DREW A BACKGROUND AGAIN AFTER 50 YEARS#now ya'll have a lil insight on what the inside of kuroba's shop looks like hehe#hopefully my rambling is making sense rn. i hope it is 😭#osmt#yumematsu#osomatsu-san oc#karamatsu#mj ocs#oc : kuroba#ship : kurokara#mj draws
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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am
#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils#but it's ok i just needed a nap#something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me#wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas#something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh#i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn#(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e#i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real#i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel#also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay#is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level#when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU#look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it#at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal
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no of course i'm not jealous
#actually i've never been so jealous in my life#who do i have to murder to be her#the kiss on the cheek shut up rn#screaming crying throwing up#you're telling me she did not fall in love with him after this ??????#fucking impossible#matthew gray gubler#mgg#b&w photography#b&w aesthetic#whoisspence
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okay guys so heres the thing. if i am having fun and being happy over a post and you come in my inbox and say something rude about how im enjoying something you're getting blocked lol. i have been veeeeeeeery nice so far. i dont know why you're following me if you're gonna make a stink when i reblog/make art/talk abt something i like. why are you here. you know. the blog where i talk/reblog/make art abt the things i like. if you dont like it here instead of telling me. leave. be a decent person, okay?
#spacie spoinks#mood killer#just got a very very rude ask like what is up w/ppl and springtrap its only when its abt him#the ask was literally like ''yeah i hate this thing that you like so there''#????? okay?????#i have spam reblogged other posts and not a peep abt how ''ohhh this thing sucks actually why are you enjoying it :/''#litrally shut up!!!!!!! go away im having fun what's wrong with you!!!#this wont ruin my mood b/c haaarhouguohg that art.....#also . what is up w/ppl and bringing up being aroace in their anons when talking abt springtrap 😭😭#IM ALSO AROACE!!!!! YOU FOOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#''im not simping for him im aroace'' you are literally looking at an aroace rn#do i need 2 make more posts abt being aroace. is that it.#would you guys finally believe me if i told you that IN REAL LIFE i do not find most humans attractive sexually or romantically?#smh#anybeans :333#spins around with basyas drawing in my hand oh how i love him#im gonna put this in a frame#im. i need a corkboard so i can jut have a collage . on my fwall
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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Hey everyone, long time no see! Apologies for the months of silence - but I’m back now! I needed to take a much needed step back from HOCO and focus on some other projects of mine (as well as play a ungodly amount of BG3 hehe).
On my break, I also decided to kinda tear down HOCO and rebuild it from the ground up. I wasn’t really pleased with how the story was going and I think that really contributed to the burnout I felt with the project. I still would like to include the premise of the various life stages, but may go about it in a different way than I had initially planned - things to think about more I suppose!
Anyways here’s some behind the scenes of what I’ve been up to - starting with revisiting the cast’s (+ Nico’s) main outfits and updating them :3
#🪳 - roachie scatter#♥️ - abt hoco#💌 - abt henry#🥀 - abt lyra#🧸 - abt elijah#💋 - abt sandy#📻 - abt nico#all traditional bc me and digital art / my tablet are beefing rn 😒#these are all rough too - they will get more polished up once i make official character sheets and the like :3c#and dont worry Henry still has his iconic letterman it's just not always on him (esp once in the adult life stage) :3c#i'll start answering asks again these next few days but I may have to go through and filter some bc last time i checked i have like 300+#i love yall but idk if i wanna answer all that ;w;#also roach try not to have a clear favorite of the cast challenge level impossible
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he's so pretty
#i wonder who this is about#def not suna that's fs#(it's abt suna)#the only thing getting me thru this nyc trip is thinking abt him#my no. 1 tip is when u feel anxious just think abt ur cc being there w u#works everytime#getting my blood drawn? definitely saw haji/oikawa there w me#real men suck!!!#suna nendoroid please save me#i will buy him all the chuupets#new motivation unlocked#work to get money 2 buy suna chuupets#i've never abbreviated sm in my life i'm so tired but i must profess my love to the world#i don't even know how i end up in the tags it's like i'm hiding from the my actual post on the tag screen yk LMAO#i love suna#the longest contract was so cute omg#ALSO LMK SAY THIS HERE 😭😭 PROBABLY LIKE 3 PEOPLE SAID NO TO A WRITING PROMPT EVEN WHICH IS SUCH A MINORITY#but my head really goes “well then i guess no one would care u should not do a prompt event”#no i'm def going to i'm already thinking out prompts LMAOO#spilling out all my thoughts rn#ALSO IT'S OK TO SAY NO I JUST OVERTHINK EVERYTHING I TOTALLY GET IT#ness' brainvomit <3
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scrolling through tiktok and I always get videos of people sipping drinks through straws but they don’t know what the drink is and have to guess.
imagining doing that w Ace and him just slurping down all the drinks, no hesitation and no grimaces no matter what it is. Eager to please and not picky at all, he’s staring at you while slurping down the milk you had put right after the orange juice.
the combination making YOUR stomach turn but he’s just like 🥰🥰🥰 can we do more? This was so good!!!! While drinking the pickle juice you had put after the milk😫
#one piece#portgas d ace#ace ace ace ace ace#he would be so cute and want to please#but so fucking gross w challenges like this#bc he likes it all and isn’t picky#THE CHALLENGE W HIM AND LUFFY LOL#portgas d ace brainrot#cutie portgas d ace#portgas d ace x reader#portgas d ace coded#portgas d ace x me#I would gag LMAOOO#plllsss I love him so much#manifesting a man who looks and is exactly like ace in my life rn
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LOOK AT MY SELF INSERT BOY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cringe is dead i can do whatever i want FOREVER and that includes making a character to beat scout tf2 to death with my own two fists
#tf2#tf2 oc#scout tf2#sprinter#soldier tf2#cw blood#goopys glop#i wont tag the other brief appearances here#also if anyone needs image descrptions let me know! i dont know that many people will look at this so im preserving energy rn#but if someone needs i can write them#anyways i lvoe autism i have gameplay mechanics mostly worked out and everything. i love tenth class ocs so beautiful#also i was fighting for my life trying to come up witha fucking name for this guy you dont even know#anyways hes a support type character. big hammer to help destroy buildings and a small sprint meter#can apply a slowness effect w the hammer and i feel that you play him by ambushing people and applying slowness and letting your teammates#pick them off and all#movement speed is actually pretty low and the sprint is very limited#but i straight up could not think of any other decent name. i wanted to avoid another s name but alas....#anyways um um um i love autism if anybody has any questions about him please let me know flutters my beautiful eyelashes
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WHAT DO I DOOO
#my friends ex bf just messaged me to ask me to ask my friend to unblock him#specifically he said if shes doing ok hed love to speak to her but if she has enough on her plate i shouldn't ask her#and like . ...WELL YEAH . like . ok two things#she has not much to do rn but she has a lot on her plate in terms of like...getting over him and healing and trying to get a job etc but#she is ok . BUT ALSO. this relationship was like . not great for her and also shes been in relationships back to back to back#for many yrs and she knows she has a massive problem w getting back w her exes even if she knows she shouldnt etc#and when she does it leads her to not work on her own life anymore . anyway i have seen this pattern for many yrs#and like ik the ultimate harm of them getting back tgth would be more than the good . and like shes just starting to get over it etc#and get used to a life without a partner for the first time in yrs. BUT. ON PRINCIPLE I CANT JUST NOT TELL HER RIGHT#LIKE IF UR EX BF MESSAGED UR FRIEND SAYING HE WANTS TO TALK TO U SURELY YOUD WANT TO KNOW#omg#....#UGH
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I'm in the process of proofreading my Comte 7th bday event translation. However. I had to say it because reading the english version of the Impossible Choices event KILLED ME WHERE I SAT:
VIDEO GAMES WERE A MISTAKE I CAN'T UNSEE IT 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Also because it was hot as hell:
I think Comte deserves to be a little violent. As a treat (for me)
I will also never get over Vlad going AND MAKE IT STRAWBERRY at pretty much everything and Comte just "Can you be an adult. About anything. For like 3 minutes." Meanwhile I'm with MC where I just find it lowkey hilarious. Realizing now as I write about it that Comte, Vlad, and MC just feel like Comte and MC are the dad and mom humoring an overzealous child, and something about that is freaking uproarious to me. I was sitting there like "where have I heard/seen that tone in Comte before" and then it hit me like a ton of bricks (as if he doesn't run a whole house, don't look at me I'm a 🤡)
I find it all kinds of adorable that Comte's playful and silly only when he's alone with MC, makes it feel special in a way--like he's comfortable sharing because it's her. I also think it's cute because he often manages to find a way to spin it into something that ends up being fun/sweet/thoughtful towards MC, which is just delightful. I feel like when Vlad comes in he gets a lil grumpy and jealous and retreats into himself a bit, like his private time with MC was stolen 😚
I still chortle about the Honeymoon event where Vlad gave MC a bouquet of flowers to celebrate their wedding day, and the way it felt like Comte wanted to trash them 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 it was so unbelievably funny. Like it was so clear he didn't want to ruin MC's gift, you know, be mature and let her have this. But also. REEEEEEEE M Y MC 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Deleted footage of Comte the second Vlad offered her flowers:
Also, spoilers for the Epilogue that left me clutching my pearls MC GIANT MOOD, I LOVE HIM:
ME TOO, ABEL. ME TOO [SOBBING]
#ikevamp#ikemen vampire#ikevamp comte#ikevamp vlad#ikevamp event spoilers#literally i loved this event so much in the jpnese ver it's beautiful to relive in english#in my notes I have it labeled “The Girls Are Fighting!”#and truly was I wrong? I was not wrong#their petty bickering gives me life--the smile war was absolutely hilarious#like don't get me wrong i love a brawl when two characters can't stand each other#but it's even funnier when they're being So Brave About It and conceal their genuine irritation with rancid pleasantries#and dont even get me started on how they deadass were like#'yeah i wanna slap fight you every time i see you but. put that shit away MC needs us rn. truce.'#and then by god those crazy sons of bitches did it#amazing showstopping spectacular never been done before#also because im feral#I LOVE WHEN COMTE BLUSHES. G O D DDDDD D#IT HAPPENS SO RARELY AND ITS SO P O W E R F U L#PREY DRIVE INSTINCTS ACTIVATED#**LUNGES AT HIM**#anywho im going to be so normal about this. So Normal#comte propaganda#fangdad propaganda#baguettosaurus
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plave in tiny
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#plave#nam yejun#han noah#chae bamby#do eunho#yu hamin#kpop#forgive me for having biases rn i swear i'll love them all equally when i get to know everyone well enough#so. i fell for yejun bc of the horror game streams. saw highlights of the one w/ bamby and the one w/ hamin#like yeah i'm terrible w/ horror too but yejun reacts so cutely help i would protect him with my life#also he has such a comforting voice especially when he sings#anyway. caught up on all the official videos on their youtube so i've switched to checking channels that sub their lives#after that i'll go into watching their vods whether or not they're subbed#which reminds me i need to actually watch all the b.ts w.everse lives i have stockpiled ahhhh#the highlights of the streams are so funny though lol i've been smiling and laughing often these days thanks to them#i've fallen in and have long since lost sight of the exit but at this point do i really want to leave??#tldr. stan plave for a better life#plave fanart
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throw down is such a fucking bop i genuinely can’t believe it sometimes
#go watch the mv rn if you haven’t!!!!!!#it changed my whole life…..#shidou kirisaki the man that you are…..#my fav milgram song btw :33 along w cat…..#JUST . the instrumental. the chorus. fuck.#AND THE MV …. hhhhhhhhhh#kairo if you happen to see this i’m morally obligated to tell you that he’s extremely your type#organ harvesting doctor w a pretty face and lots of moles <3333333#odi would love him too i think :33#ari noises ✩
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SAW AN OPINION ON TWITTY A FEW DAYS AGO AND WOKE UP TODAY MMMMAD AS FUCK ABOUT IT. I UNDERSTAND GILLION TIDESTRIDER MORE THAN YOU AND I WWWWWIILLLL PROVE THAT IN THE RING OF HONOR. COME HERE. COME OVER HERE.
#BAARKKBAKRBARKBARK#LOST THE POST THAT MADE ME MAD BUT OOOOOOHHHH#OOOOOOHHH!!! ALSO NO MAIN TAGS FUCK MAIN TAGS#BREAK CONTAINMENT#I DONT REMEMBER HOW LONG HE SPENT IN THAT ORB BUT I DONT CARE IT DOESNT MATTER#ANY HABIT WILL STICK BETTER TO REPITITION AND WEEEELL THE REPITITIONS OVER ORB BOY!! WELCOME BACK 2 DA REAL WORLD W PEOPLE U LOVE SO SO MUC#AND HOW DO YOU SHOW LOVE?? HUH??? HOW DO YOU SHOW LOVE?????? LIFE DEBT LIFE DEBT SELF SACRIFICY SELF SACRIFICY#I WILL PUT MY POWERFUL FORM BETWEEN U AND DANGER BC I KNOW I CAN TAKE IT AND I DONT WANT YOU TO DEAL WITH TAKING IT#THIS ISNT ABOUT ELDERS OR GODS OR PROJECTING HOLINESS AND DIVINITY ONTO YOUR COMRADES. THIS IS NOT WORSHIP#THIS IS CARE AND PROTECTION AND BY JOBE ITS LOOOOVE IN THE ULTIMATE FORM(TO HIM). im gurglign blood rn#i CANNOT ramble here iCANNOT!!!!!! SEND ME ASKS IF U WANNA KNOW MORE. IM HERE. IM HERE. IM HERE.#JUST KIDIDNG IM BACK TO EDIT MORE ONTO HERE. REMEMBER WHEN CHIP TOOK A FIREBALL FOR GILL#AND GILL SAID THAT CHIP GOT BROWNIE POINTS IN GILLIONS EYES FOR THAT#HE RECOGNIZES THAT AS A GOOD THING TO DO FOR A COMRADE#OKAY IM DONE NOW. FOR NOW. FOR NOW.
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