#LIKE IF UR EX BF MESSAGED UR FRIEND SAYING HE WANTS TO TALK TO U SURELY YOUD WANT TO KNOW

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WHAT DO I DOOO

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ELLADINE SARABI

IG info/bio: @/ellasardineabi | 18.5k followers | Artist | i was born with glass bones and paper skin♡

25 years old

Born & raised in Cardiff, Wales 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

Father was in the n*vy and moved his family around a few times until he and his wife came to a agreement that it would be best for the family to grow up in one solid place

whereas he would leave for months at a time living elsewhere

Which was hard on the family at times since he is viewed as the rock of the family

He eventually left the n*vy after serving 20 years & was so thankful to, he hated it and how it messed with him mentally

He’s also of Iranian heritage

Her mother is of German heritage

Has her own restaurant that serves authentic German food

Both of her parents instilled hard work, discipline, generosity, and how to be practical in their children

Elladine is the middle child

Has a brother that is ten years older than her and then a younger sister who is seven years behind her

Canon: there is currently a discussion going on if they are going to bring their (maternal) nan/mam-gu home since the nursing home isn’t providing the proper care their nan needs

Her mother has a rocky relationship with her mother that she doesn’t like to discuss with her children but her husband knows all about it

Her nan has Alzheimer's and is becoming violent

it has become difficult seeing her most days

Elladine came into glassblowing after being involved in many classes in secondary such as workshop class

which became her fav since she was able to manipulate many materials such as metal, wood, and glass

She also took a auto body class which was interesting but she wasn’t too thrilled about it. Got away with a B- but knew she could do better if she really wanted to but she didn’t need the class to graduate so allow it

Currently works in a glass studio where her work is displayed/sold and she’s one of the main ones that makes great profit

has bought her own space for her own studio and is slowly making it to her liking with her assistant, yes she’s got one!

Hopes to be in that space within the next 6 months...it would have been a little sooner if we weren’t dealing with a global p*ndemic!!! but ya know life f*cking sucks sometimes!!!1!!:) especially if people don’t gaf

Moved back in with her parents so that she could not only help with her nan but get her studio ready, her parents approved since she was working towards something and realized her talent

I definitely see elladine going through a grunge phase and it probably still slips out every now and then lol

Her childhood room is still in shades of raspberry, gray, and a deep purple

always been plus-sized/fuller than the rest but it’s literally hereditary since her mom is built the same way who got it from her dad

Her family never made her feel ashamed as they shouldn’t and none of her true friends made her feel different since they were all of different sizes!!! besides who’s really friends with someone because of their bodies? Ur really ugly if that’s how u roll js

Always a respectful student and not too afraid to spark up a convo with you but can be a little nervous if the person is more of a “I have to warm up to you first” since she’ll feel like she’s annoying you if she carries the convo at first

Takes her time in relationships because she’s scared of getting hurt, cause breakups are not fun! Especially if theyre your friend on top of that

Although Friendship breakups are much worse let’s be honest here!!!

Has noticed that a few of her exes like to bring up that she’s controlling or too bossy in relationships and that makes her a little insecure since she doesn’t view it that way??

She knows what she wants and likes things a certain way, and she can see how it can kinda come off that way based on how she approaches/says things and tries to be better at toning it down and not being offensive to her significant others

Always has a plan and likes to follow it, she definitely keeps to-do lists on a daily

Takes trips to see Nicky often and vice-versa, every moment they spend together feels like it’s meant to be, even when it’s them just simply chilling in each other’s spaces, he’s truly one of her best friends and he feels like the missing part of her life

He offered for her to move in with him but elladine didn’t accept it since she wanted to be there to help with her nan and in fact—she wanted to be the one to ask HIM to move in with her

but if they make it long enough, they’ll go house hunting together...maybe

I get Shawn/Angela relationship vibes from them (boy meets world for those who aren’t aware of this couple and I’m not just saying this because they’re interracial as well lol) did I say this already about someone else? Brain fart lol

everyone relationship has their flaws so when they hit a bump in the road...elladine immediately wants to fix it but it comes off as more critiquing, moodiness/blaming the other

while Nicky can be defensive/argumentive/a little condescending on his end

To get through it, they normally go on a walk together in complete silence until they’re ready to speak again or they take a break from each other

I think words of affirmation is her love language

Taurus sun + Virgo moon + Capricorn rising?

“The girl on the motorcycle” is one of her fav films — no this is not metaphoric to her love life

Loves watching things with captions on since she always finds herself doing something else while watching anything (which irks Nicky a little bit but that’s just the way elladine is and he loves her so he deals with it)

Will rewind something if she missed it too

Canon: never had morning sex before

but can now say she has ;) & understands the pros people say about it and it outweighs the cons in her book

Will start the whole song over too if she missed her fav part in it

She also enjoys billiards since her brother used to work in a pool hall and when he had to watch her because she was “too young” in her words to stay home by herself he would take her there even tho technically she wasn’t supposed to be there but he was screwing his boss’s daughter so it was quite fine

her sister has a crush on Gary & ships elladine with him, which they joke about every now and then + he doesn’t follow her back, which is okay! Not a big deal but her sister keeps sliding in his dms (he’s now single)

She NEVER thought she would be on THE love island and wasn’t that confident that she’d find a real love that carried on outside of the show but Nicky has proven her wrong ���

She’s 5’5–5’6

Probably shops at Zara & top shop and has no issue picking pieces that flatter her “pear” figure, she loves all that is of her body: the pudge, love handles, cellulite and all (she’s very confident and won’t let anyone see her moments of doubt when it comes to her frame)

Loves mythology but will tell bill stfu if he comes near her trying to argue about anything in that subject

Very competitive and will rush through certain things, leaving one to think that she’ll fail somewhere but rarely does

If she’s not near or away from the mountains or the sea for long period of time she gets very moody!!! Guess that’s the Welsh in her huh?

Loves fireplaces, they’re super cozy and very romantic if you catch ella’s drift 😏

Probably smells like jasmine & pink pepper idk

Wants to travel to Iceland one day

Knows her way around a car but dreads having to get it fixed or fixing it herself?

Loves driving until her road rage kicks in? Oh you’re gonna go around her to get in front of her? Never that. She’ll always be in front of you and will break check you if you try her “Drewgi” she mutters

Early riser and goes to bed early too lol

She’s the crying drunk lmao

Automatically vieve has become one of her best friends from the villa but it deff didn’t feel forced like it normally would have just because their bfs have a podcast together, they talk about everything together. EVERYTHING! It feels like she’s the big sister she never had, yet they’re only a year apart lol

They have ft sleepovers and man is it fun!

Forgave lily but at the same time can’t fully see herself being friends with her like vieve tried to encourage before they went on the yacht...sorry everything can’t be Kumbaya over here sis

It sucks to say but it was easier? She doesn’t know if that’s the right term or not... for her to forgive rafi than it was lily and it’s fucked up but that’s the way it is. It’s not like she contacts him on seperate messages or anything like that! She’ll talk to him via group chat and that’s pretty much it. She knows it was all part of the show and production’s bs for ratings but that doesn’t mean it still didn’t hurt

Wishes him success on his shows/movies but doesn’t engage/watch them

What does she post? I feel like she posts maybe three times a month and a lot are outfit pics but tends to go live more so to chat with the people! She’ll also show all what glassblowing entails while chatting away! She loves that part and is pretty open about things but knows how to keep some things private

Personally wasn’t the biggest fan of season 1 but admits she wishes she had mc’s balls in terms of what she would have done if she was in elladine’s place when lily picked Nicky, “ugh! I wish I had her strength rising through my veins in that moment. Absolute riot. Adore her.���

‘���Licky” is a ugly ass ship name anyways so who’s really winning here?!’

Celeb crushes? Iwan Rheon, Henry Zaga, Anthony Welsh, jason derulo, & LaRoyce Hawkins

Listens to: soleima, Marisa Maino, Ava Max, poppy, Caroline polachek, Donny Hathaway, Phil Good, & SAINt JHN

Anthem — M.I.A. “Bad Girls”

[the-nope-train]

i’m gonna vent bc i feel like no one will see this anyway... i will title this “i hate long distance” and also “i hate people who can’t take responsibility for something they know they did wrong”

so basically my LDR boyfriend is really good friends with my ex-friend...

we’re all a distance from each other and i introduced her to all of my friends in my discord server and apparently my boyfriend and her got along really well. 

they ended up playing a few games together and listening to music together for hours in my discord chat which kinda bothered me at the time and what felt bad about it is he was so invested in everything she was saying whereas he’s literally told me he doesn’t care about something i said or he just says “oh” and sends a shrugging emote. i’ve told him before that when he says he doesn’t care it’s hurtful, so he stopped, but i recall him saying, “i’m not going to say i don’t care because you’ll get mad,” just to imply that, yeah, he didn’t care. don’t get me wrong, he’s not always saying it, but he doesn’t ask what’s going on in my life anymore. 

anyway, that night, i told him like hey i just kind of feel like u don’t care. i didn’t mention my friend because i didn’t want it to seem like i was just jealous; it was genuinely an ongoing issue and that was my breaking point. well... he got mad  ignored me for 3 days instead.

in that 3 days, he spent more time with my ‘friend’ and she told someone that they had played animal crossing for 6 hours while listening to music together in HER server that she made. a server she didn’t invite me to. she actually made two of those, by the way. what was weird about it is she deleted a whole channel with them talking together and no one saw what they talked about. she claimed the reason was that it was just spam messages. 

so i confronted her the next day and was like hey it just feels kind of weird that ur spending so much time with him and not once did u check on me (she was told by 3 different people that i was really upset about everything) and i was like “it would just be nice if u were more open about it” and she agreed and said she’d stop talking to him until things were okay between us. she tried to say she wouldn’t be his friend anymore, but i told her that i want them to be friends, but that i want her to be transparent about their friendship. the next day, my bf (who still wasn’t talking to me) was in my discord chat listening to music and she immediately started texting him in the channel and then that night my friend sent me a screenshot of them talking and she was asking my bf to play games w her again and he said something about his sleep schedule being messed up and she said “i hope it’s not my fault” and he goes “yeah i’ll blame you” and that also made me really upset bc she wasn’t even following through with what she told me hahahaha

so, i just unfriended her. i talked to my bf about everything and he took her side (of course) and was saying i owed her an explanation. he said she doesn’t think she did anything wrong and that she did what i asked (no, she didn’t). so, a week later, i gave her an explanation. i wrote a page and a half of everything that went through my mind and she said, and i quote, “i don’t think i’m a good influence on either of you, but i’m still going to spend time with him, and i’m not going to apologize because i didn’t intend for any of this to happen. i think your reason for being upset is crazy and i don’t trust you on my social media anymore. i don’t intend on getting close to either of you though. i think you’re just upset because he didn’t talk to you and talked to me instead.” the best part of this was when she said “i don’t think i have to tell you when or if i spend time with him.” okay, sure. spend all night talking to my boyfriend while he ignores me, when you’re supposed to be MY friend. yeah, that’s cool. anyway, she then proceeded to unfriend everyone from my server, except my boyfriend, and i have since blocked her. 

my boyfriend showed me a screenshot yesterday of his discord and the only other chat was her and some other person he met through her. so, i know they still talk quite a bit. i’ve noticed recently he’s been using emotes she uses a lot and once ‘accidentally’ sent me a text that i know was meant for her (it was regarding art, which is what she lives and breathes). i also noticed that he follows her on instagram now. so much for not getting close to him i guess?? 

ever since this happened, my boyfriend has been extremely distant. he’s always spending time alone. he doesn’t say i love you. he doesn’t show affection. says “maybe” or flat out says no to doing things together. i confronted him about this too and all he says is “i’m just like this, you get accustomed to a lot of attention in the beginning and then i focus on myself.” he didn’t have much to add because apparently i was laying out too much for him and it was giving him “a headache” trying to tackle every issue i brought up. he said it’s valid and that he understands how it would hurt me, but that it’s just how he is and that he can’t help some things (ex. he can’t call me anymore because it’s hard to do that living in a small apartment with parents, which is fair). but... after that discussion, he literally didn’t talk to me for FOUR days and claimed it was because he’d be sleeping off and on. i told him... i saw you online? he said that he just leaves discord open. that’s funny, i didn’t know discord statuses could change themselves. he said that if it mattered so much that i could’ve just messaged him again and ask him myself. i asked him why i’d do that if the last time something like that happened he ignored me. he asked what i wanted, and i went to town talking about how he needs to be as good at communicating as he expects me to be, and i went on and on. all he did was say “okay.” bullshit.

i don’t get why he needs more time alone when we’re already miles apart and don’t even do half the things we used to together. we’d spend all day watching movies, shows, videos, calling each other, playing games, drawing, telling stories... and now it’s hard to even have any real conversation with him. yesterday i asked if he’d be interested in watching this movie with me and he said no. i cried. i don’t even know why i cried. but i realized... it’s because if it were the person he was, he’d have said yes and said “anytime.” but he won’t do that anymore. not for me. 

it’s worse that one of the servers my ex-friend made was for minecraft and i’d been asking him so much to play with me and we only played once together and he’s been avoiding it ever since. he just doesn’t want to play it with me. and i KNOW it’s not because he doesn’t like minecraft anymore bc he’d tell me when he was playing by himself. so it’s either he likes to play with her or he likes to play by himself, maybe? i know that’s not even a big deal but jesus fuck

i’ve been drowning in sorrow for the past two months over this. and yet, i don’t let go.

[uhpeach]

on saturday night my ex and i were snapchatting and he was like “sorry u cant sleep over tn i have to get up early but i’ll see you tomorrow at my superbowl party” and i was like “oh cool see you then sounds good” and then yesterday he literally ignores me asking him when to come and doesnt open anything i send until an hour into the game and proceeds to take 40-60 mins to respond to each message and being like “well why arent you watching with ur friends? like u should be watching with ur roommates”

like oh sorry i was totally going to go to watch the game at

a. the house of someone who HATES ME where 2 of my roommates went (one of the roommates being the one i havent spoken a word to in 4 weeks bc of a bad fight)

b. crash another roommate’s date to a bar to watch it,

c. go with my last roommate to her ex bf’s house who she is currently in a fight with even though she didnt even say she was going and walked past all my roommates and i in the living room and out the door without saying a word to anyone and we had to track her location to find out where tf she even went

like wow so many options and you literally invited me to ur place like!!!!

so i sent him this

“like it’s clear you dont want me there but please dont invite me and then make me feel stupid by effectively un-inviting me it’s really mean”

and he literally just replied 2 hours later with a selfie.... and i didnt reply and he snapped me 2 more times before bed and this morning like why tf would i want to talk to you. it’s clear you cant even pretend to respect me and be kind to me unless u need a nice warm hole to stick ur dick in and let rub your back and baby u when u miss ur mommy. fucking asshole

[cupidoargiades]

fuck a keyboard, you're my type.

A/N - its ur thirsty boy jackson yall :) this was SO easy to write like im not even gonna lie, i love this guy so much like CHRIST not to be nsfw or anything but can he please just h*ld my h*nd ???

-

staring at you from the bar, a rather hot guy smiles at you once the two of you lock eyes, gesturing you to come closer. you look around and point at your chest, as if saying 'who, me?'; he nods yes. looking around once again, you try searching for your friends in the busy crowd to check if they knew the guy, but to no avail; everyone was either having other conversations, playing games, or they were just nowhere to be found.

stepping closer to the guy, he holds up a finger to the bartender, ordering another shot of soju. looking at the empty glasses that were already on the bar, he seems to have already drank a few shots. "hey gorgeous" he says, pushing a stool towards you to sit on. "how come you're all alone on this beautiful night?" he asks.

"oh, just the regular," you chuckle, as the bartender placed your shot in front of you. you nodded kindly at him before turning back to the kind stranger. "you know the drill; got dragged here after a break up to find some distraction, friends left me alone, all that bullshit."

he smiles a little and looks around. "they're not looking out for you, either..? because you're exactly the kind of girl those gross and nasty guys like me would hit on. that's so irresponsible, guys like that are just so- ew.." he says playfully, making you laugh a little as you down the shot of soju with ease. "you're one smooth motherfucker, you know that?" you say, ordering another drink.

"oh- just saying, you ordered more alcohol, so if you get wasted, end up fucking me and regret it in the morning, it's not my business" he says. once again, he makes you laugh so effortlessly like the times before, even though you have only known him for a few minutes.

"shit- i'm sorry, i forgot to introduce myself. i'm jackson. jackson wang" he says, urging to hold out his hand but pulling it back once he mumbles that's too formal. "great to meet you, jackson," you smile, holding up your hand, palm to the ceiling. "give me your phone and i'll tell you my name" you demand.

not even doubting your intensions, he smiles contently and hands you his phone. "you knew what i was gonna do, huh?" you say when you see a new contact on the screen, ready to be filled in. "i'm the master of flirting, stranger." he scoffs as you type in your name and number. taking back his phone, he stares at the letters on his screen.

"y/n, hm? that's a pretty name. it suits you" he says, looking at you, then his phone, and once again back to you. "you think so? why's that?" you ask. "like i said, it's a pretty name, just like you"

a blush paints your cheeks a cute red that compliments your makeup and outfit. he seems to notice this, as he tells you how dope your accessories are. "i love your earrings" he says, pushing your hair to the side to admire the studs lining along your earlobe. "i love your necklace" you nervously respond, pushing the hand that was next to your face and about to touch your ear aside so you could look at the golden chinese symbol hanging from his neck.

"it says 'wang'.. stands for my last name and it translates to 'king'. it's perfect, since i'm a king." he says, boosting his own ego a bit. "what are you a king of exactly?" you ask, staring at the pendant for a few more seconds.

"you. which makes you my servant, and you should do as i say." he jokes, making you scoff. "the king's got some tension right here, hm? can you fix that?"

you sigh and push his hands off of yours. "one more sex-related remark and i will actually start considering not going home with you." you say confidently, making him roll his eyes. "as if i'm not gonna talk you into coming with me anyway." he answers.

the two of you keep on talking for the rest of the evening effortlessly, and as tough and manly as he seems, he's funny, soft and really kind. it's no surprise you ended up in the back of his car at midnight, lips crashed together.

"one second-" you pant, taking your phone to see that one your friends is calling. "it's okay, baby, you're with me now.." jackson groans, pushing your phone down and leaning in to continue the sweet kisses. "no- i really have to get this, they're probably worried sick.." you say. admiring the kindness in your voice, he pulls back with a smile. you pick up after swooping your hair to the side, hearing your friend go off worriedly about how they searched the entire place and didn't find you anywhere.

"yeah- yeah, i left already. sorry i didn't text you," you say, watching jackson twirl a strand of your hair into a shiny wave. "no, it's fine, i've got a ride back home, right?" you ask, looking at jackson. he nods, before taking your phone out of your hand. "hey y/n's friend, y/n's future-husband here.. i just want to say that i'll give her a ride back, on one condition." he says.

you raise an eyebrow, telling him to stop whatever he's doing as you hear your friend cursing at him for being a 'filthy playboy-kidnapper-hybrid'. "sweetheart, it's nothing like that," he sighs, massaging his temples slightly. "she's gonna stay the night at my house. i'll bring her back home safe and sound tomorrow, i promise." he says, before hanging up. you shake your head with a roll of the eyes and a scoff. "you could've just said 'hey, this is y/n's hookup and she's staying over for sex.' but you just had to be a mysterious little bitch about it, huh?" you say, hanging your arms around his neck as you lean in for a kiss.

"you know it, baby" he says, pushing your phone back into your purse before getting back to business in the backseat of his spaceous car. "let's just make sure you forget about your ex tonight, and make you fall in love with me, if that's cool with you" he suggests, pushing the strap of your top down your shoulder.

-

coming down from a second high that night, you collapse on the bed, chest raising and falling from heavy breathing. jackson rolls over to kiss your forehead and lets his fingertips glide over the dark rose petals of red and blue he made over your neck, chest and stomach.

the slightest touch of his seems to burn marks into your damp and sensitive skin; just ghosting over you would make you shiver. "you know, you're not like other guys.." you mumble, turning your head to look at him. his hair's now messy, and a splotchy blush covers his face.

"is that a compliment?" he chuckles, kissing the corner of your mouth and running his fingers over yours before intertwining perfectly. "most definitely.." you say, making him nod confidently. "usually, guys that hit on me just want a quick fuck before ditching me. you're different.., i like that" you say softly, feeling so at home next to him.

"fuck yeah," he smiles. "i'm in it for the long run.. no more hook ups, just love making and real love."

soft buzzing fills the comfortable silence, and you pick up your phone to see it was exploding with messages in you and your friends' group chat.

- friend #1, 1:22

LMAOOO i bet she's getting laid

- friend #2, 1:22

No wtf

She's too prude

- friend #3, 1:22

girl ... r u even her friend ??? shes everything but prude lol

- friend #2, 1:23

I did see her talking with a guy at the bar when I went to the bathroom

Maybe that was the guy on the phone?

- y/f/n #1, 1:23

leave her alone shes getting dick tonight

- you, 1:23

LOOOOL y'all are too much

- friend #3, 1:24

omg y/n how was he

- you, 1:24

SO FUCKIN GOOD

... like- personality wise

lmao no nsfw in this christian household

- friend #2, 1:24

Thank you :)

When are you coming home?

- you, 1:24

didn't you hear jackson ??

he's driving me home tomorrow

... after a date

omg i gtg right now he asked if i wanted to shower

i'll update y'all later

- you, 2:07

dont worry girls, i took good care of her

xx jackson wang (y/n's bf)

[trueslove]

✧･ﾟ: * (  park jiwon  ,  cis  female ,  she / her  )  have  you  seen  violet  hwang  around  ?   i  hear  the  twenty-one  year  old  is  working  as  an  art  director  .  did  you  know  they  have  97  love  alarm  points  ?  if  they  ever  want  to  be  truly  loved  someday  they  should  ease  up  on  being  temperamental  &  enigmatic  .  at  least  you  can  say  they’re  disarming  &  convivial,  too.  /  love alarm blocked

                     hello  !  im  xan  and  ur  watching  d*sney  channel ...  just  kidding  we  do  NOT  support  big  corporations  who  just  wanna  take  ur  money  😔  im  22  ,  from  the  est  timezone  (  even  though  my  sleeping  schedule  ...  does  not  reflect  that  sjbdwjkbdjdw  )  &  i  go  by  she  /  her  pronouns  !  im  gonna  be  honest  this  intro  is  gonna  be  completely  winged  so  buckle  up  ....  and  meet  violet  😋 

━  ˙ ˖  ☆     quick stats + aesthetics  !

full name: violet hwang. 

nickname(s): vee, vivi.

zodiac: tba....

sexuality: bisexual.

birthplace: manhattan, new york.

current residence: toronto, canada.

aesthetics: maraschino cherries at the bottom of a glass, driving with the windows down at night, unanswered text messages, black nail polish, the sound of rain hitting the windowpane, kissing and not telling, smiles that don’t quite reach the eyes.

━  ˙ ˖  ☆     backstory ! 

was born and raised in nyc baby ! she’s a true city girl, grew up in lower manhattan ( the financial district if u wanna get specific ) to a family with lots of $$$$ thanks to her father’s position as a ceo of an investment bank located on wall street 

life was pretty smooth until she was 17 and her father got arrested for embezzlement and fraud </3 it was actually a huge scandal for the investment bank he worked for because it was a whole group of higher ups who had been in on these crimes. basically a bunch of already rich men trying to get richer ... disgusting ik /: 

her life changed pretty drastically after that ! the hwang name was all over the news, their family was pretty much disgraced by high society in nyc, not a very fun time for anyone but especially not for violet’s mom 

after her dad got arrested violet was uhh high key furious with him for ruining their lives with his greed and she wanted nothing to do with him, but her mom couldnt let go. she was still defending him, spending the money they had left on lawyers which included the money the family had set aside for violet’s trust fund that she would have had access to once she was 18 </3

 so her plans for college changed pretty drastically JSDBJWBDJW ( goodbye ivy league education ) she actually ended up getting into the university of toronto for visual studies on an academic scholarship 

so she made the big move all on her own....moved into a tiny dorm...and vowed to reinvent herself. she didnt wanna be labeled as the daughter of a white collar criminal anymore so she just made it a point not to talk to much abt her past to anyone 

her struggles as someone who grew up with $$$$ turning into a broke college student made for some embarrassing but funny moments <3 luckily though everyone else had their own struggles so no one found it suspicious JSBDJWBDJ

when love alarm launched three years ago, violet had just started college so it was really the Big thing anyone and everyone was talking about. since she’d never been a fan of other dating apps, she wasn’t gonna download it but her roommate at the time convinced her ! at first it was fun, just something she didnt take too seriously 

fast forward to graduation and she’s snagged a job as an art director for a little local museum, doing freelance art directing on the side to help pay the bills. low and behold one day a photographer hires her to be the art director to a shoot they’re doing for a badge club member who was in a very high profile and public relationship at the time

violet ended up working with that photographer and badge club member a handful of times, enough for her to catch fee-🤢 catch feelin-🤢 i cant even say it .. she’d never rung anyone’s love alarm before, so of course her first time had to be with someone who was already taken </3 safe to say she ... freaked out 

she was embarrassed above all else, but also heartbroken bc in her head like ... why would someone who literally is part of an exclusive club based on ppl ringing their love alarm care that she rung theirs ? she didnt think it’d be a big deal to them the way it was to her ( but also didn’t stick around long enough to find out jsxbsjbdjw ) 

when she was offered the block she didn’t hesitate to use it figuring it’s better if no one knows her romantic feelings ever again like that /: she’d delete the app but a part of her still likes knowing there are ppl out there who DO like her like that so ... Rip truly 

━  ˙ ˖  ☆     personality + tidbits !

she comes across as ... kind of a bitch SDJBJWBJWBDW it’s truly not on purpose she just has a pretty serious resting expression most of the time ( so she looks mad or annoyed even when she isn’t ) and she’s pretty difficult to get to know ? not to mention the fact that no one has ever witnessed her ring someone’s love alarm .. so all that combined just makes it easy to assume she’s some sort of ice queen when that’s far from the truth /: 

violet really isn’t one to open up too deep to people, but that’s got a lot to do with the past she’s kind of running away from ! so if you’re her friend most of the stuff you know about her is probably surface stuff, but when she’s close to someone she can make that fact hard to realize ? she just has a way with making the people in her life feel important so it’s easy not to be focused on how much you know about her 

never bothers to correct the people that misjudge her. if you don’t like her, if you want to make up assumptions and rumors about her, go ahead like violet really won’t stop you which can sometimes make meeting new people difficult </3 if you’ve seen the dating class webdrama chuu was in she’s kinda like oh seyoung’s chara joowon 🤧

if she wants to, though, she’s pretty good at getting people to like her / trust her ! she does this a lot in professional situations, which is why she’s been doing so well as an art director so far despite being so young 

she’s also very loyal to her friends ! if you can’t ask for extra sauces at mcdonald’s....if you can’t make a phone call to your credit card company explaining that a $3,000 charge to starbucks wasn’t you.....she’s your girl <3 since she’s relatively not bothered by the way people see her ( unless it has to do with her past ) she’s usually the one speaking up if someone she cares about can’t 

after the ... incident ... JSDBWJDBWJ she’s really not a fan of the badge club and everything it stands for ): BUT she continues to do art directing work for a lot of the members when they do photoshoots, or instagram campaigns, or if they have a pop up shop, etc. it’s good money and she needs every penny considering she’s living without support from her family 

cannot cook to save her life so she’s always eating out .. this really is why she’s taking those more high profile jobs she can’t budget .. but it’s better, safety wise at least, that she continues wasting her money on takeout aha <3 

pretends she’s not a romantic and is all about the ~casual flings~ but really she’s just afraid of serious feelings and the idea of a serious relationship ... it’s the trauma 😔 constantly jokes shes gonna bring the tinder whore era back JWDBWJBDJW she is sick of this true love nonsense ! ( the irony of this url ahaha... ) 

she’s the most social after a few drinks, since drunk her isn’t burdened by a mind that overthinks literally everything the way she is sober. if you don’t supervise her though she can get pretty carried away and probably get into some kind of trouble so she’s definitely not the person you want to be in charge on a night out !

really wants a dog but doesn’t think she’s cut out to be a pet parent it feels just as scary as the idea of having an actual kid so ... BDWBDJW if you have a pet ? she’s gonna be living vicariously through you <3 

━  ˙ ˖  ☆     wanted connections !

the photographer that hired her / introduced her to the badge club member she ended up having feelings for 

the badge club remember she had / has feelings for because we love suffering 😈

old roommates from college !! maybe even the one that got her to download love alarm in the first place hehehe

also a current roommate / roommates because your girl can’t afford to live on her own <3

someone she’s confided in about her past ( maybe they judged her for it and had a falling out, or maybe they remain confidants ) 

an ex bf or gf she dated while she was in school ! she never rang their love alarm ( even though this was pre block ) so maybe that’s why things ended between them. or maybe they never rang each others and it was just a mutual thing where they both didn’t really have feelings for each other and tried to date anyway and it didn’t work. or perhaps they dated and when violet realized she was starting to have those feelings she dipped before she ever got a chance to ring their love alarm bc she didn’t want to be exposed like that and commitment is scary ): 

spare best friend ? i’d use a knife emoji to show you how serious i am but i dont wanna scare anyone away aha .. i would just love a best friend plot 🥺

current flings / hookups or past flings / hookups ! i imagine most of them to not be serious but it would be kinda cool if there was someone she’s seeing now that she’s got the love alarm block that she’s actually falling for considering she’s never gonna be able to ring their love alarm hehehehe

people she art directs for !! i imagine she’s got a pretty long list of employers ( from badge club members to regular folk  🤧 ) so it would be cool to have people who hire her for stuff, or who collaborate with her for artistic endeavors since i’ve noticed we have a lot of artsy muses <3 

ummm maybe an enemy. but where it’s like .. the hate isn’t even that deep it’s just like oh you dislike me ? well i dislike you FIRST 😠 and they insult each other and try and sabotage each other like five year olds fighting on the playground like it seems super serious to them but to everyone watching it’s like ... can you guys just get over it you dumb babies KSDBSDBWD like they could probably be good friends if they just .. stopped 

and you’ve reached the end of this NOVEL of an intro post JDBJWBDJWBDW im literally so sorry i tried not to ramble but ..... its just who i am </3 please come shoot me a message to plot !!! you can use tumblr ims but im way more available / quicker to respond on discord so if u wanna add me there and plot u can find me at junhee mr. soft hands ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ#8172  i also did not check this post for typos so if u find one ... mind ur business 😭😭😭 

[zepdeans]

there’s not a lot I can say about s3 that hasn’t already been said (and articulated 200x better) but! here are some of my (albeit dumb) thoughts :~)

ep1 -isak leaning against the bathroom wall gets me EVERY time its such a powerful scene esp introducing you to s3 and tarjei..... spare some talent for the rest of us please -LiTeN gUtTeN fRa StRaNgEr tHiNgS -isak rly ties his pants w a shoelace...... -isak noticing even for the first time bc of his laugh.. whew.... also. i love this intro SOOO much bc its so non-monumental? theres no dramatic music or whatever but its not subtle.... like you know right away o shit love interest!! hello sir!! bc isak’s expression watching him :’) i could go on -isak is a bad liar HOWEVER this only applies to stupid nontrivial things e.g. the black sweatshirt. but when you look at him lying about like, his sexuality, he hides that shit well -”c00l” isak. i hate u so much -honestly all u have to do is look at even for .2 seconds and u can tell this boy has had a crush for a solid month bc he just looks awestruck (HOWEVER henrik’s acting is *chef’s kiss* bc its subtle enough to go undetected b4 you actually know eVEN SAW HIM ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL) -even isak and emma all sitting on the bench together is funny enough on its on but then a song called threeway comes on and like. julie sdshjsfdjfkjskd ep2 -there’s something so endearing about even’s handwriting idek what -i LOVE even’s video w mikael it reveals so much about him to us- how weird (ok we saw how weird he was w the paper towel thing but) and dorky he is? and his love of film! his view on love stories and how he sees the world :( but it also shows a lot abt isak because he saw even making stupid jokes about vladimir putin and was like yeah we about to fall in LOVE love -isak not using headphones to watch even’s video or r+j?? bde or general incompetence what’s the verdict guys -the isak watching r+j scene hits so hard like yall ever think about isak lying in bed at 3am staring at the ceiling probably thinking about how he’s never gonna get a beautiful world-shattering romance like that like ..... also him changing positions skam get out of my life go away ur too realistic -not to make this even more self-projection-y but isak simultaneously being the least emotionally vulnerable person ever but crying during r+j > -i made a post abt this already but even’s INTENSE staring vs isak’s “i have never looked anyone in the eye in my life” gets me it says so much about their characters -even said i see your bde move (asking me to buy you beer) and i raise u with my own (inviting you to my house after faking not having my id) -”if you listen to music” even is such a dick fsdjhsdff -when the message comes on...... i rlly do owe julie my life huh -”have you heard about my rapping?” “I have actually” have we talked about this enough????? 1. isak finally feels comfortable enough w even to flirt and his first move is to RAP for him jesus christ. keep in mind this is the same man who pulled that smooth af ibuprofen line w emma like...... 2. even has heard about isak’s rapping. either this means im-not-on-social-media even went out of his way to go thru homeboy’s instagram OR isak’s rapping is actually talked about. i- -the group chat messages. cant believe i forgot about the 2016 clown epidemic

ep3  -mahdi is a good friend and i love him. thank u -even wearing isak’s cap until he chucks it at him sjksfjsdjsd -how much yall wanna bet isak’s been listening to illmatic on repeat since last friday thinking abt even (even tho meeting sonja shattered his heart a lil) [also kinda an aside but i think a lot about how isak n even bonded over rap and how some homophobic lyrics in 90s etc rap might have impacted them? or how that little detail ties into julie’s story? e.g. halftime by nas, which is on illmatic] -whats worse. even staring into isaks soul wearing a size xs see-through white t shirt or isak staring at even for five (5) seconds before chugging his beer and immediately making out w emma. OR even crashing that party before it can start “i think you guys are bonding too much” cheesy ass shjhfsdhskdf -yall act like evak didnt invent hands. did even shaking isak’s shoulder telling him his apartment is nice mean nothing to u -im convinced robyn wrote call your girlfriend for this scene specifically bc how could anything fit so perfectly by coincidence -is anything better than egging isak on- even bech naesheim (2016) -idk if yall have read the scripts but i love the sock thing so much bc its soo true to how isak thinks and it makes everything so much more interesting and !!!

ep4  -i will never get over even sending isak bad seinfeld memes -even smacking open isak’s locker. first of all whew second of all u think as soon as he got into the stairwell he lowkey cried bc ow -parallel of isak saying “it’s 2016, why are you religious?” to sana vs. emma’s “it’s 2016, get out of the closet” to isak anyone :( -”takk sanasol!!!!” thank u isak for my life -I wanted to be with you aloneeeee -even’s face when he sees the pool like we get it youre a director -how many times do i need to say even is such a dick sjkfsd “does it look like i care about my hair?” “usually but not right now” like this would only work on isak i love soulmates!! -even just.. fully choking isak out ssdhgfd got em -when the first notes of im kissing you start ooh boy -even going in for the kill kiss and isak going from huh to oooo shit and pushing his lips out at the last minute. phenomenal 

ep5 -ngl as soon as im not in love comes on my heart goes uwu bc like!!!! that song the meaNING.... them......... i jus love this scene sm like theyre in their own little bubble and they both feel so comfortable and at peace :((  -even leaving isak comics about an inside joke of theirs like yall mind if i scream -isak feeling left out from the conversation and his friends whew i felt that... and having them talk about how gross it is to makeout with a girl w facial hair?? blease :( -taking stock of isak’s nicknames: issy k, isabell, izzy, baby jesus, -im not even gonna bother trying to articulate thoughts on Pause bc it’s a literal masterpiece. thank u tarjei henrik and julie for inventing television with this one  -MAGNUS SDFKJSDFJKDSHK "oooh my name is Jonas and I love idealism and reading klassekampen and I don’t like plastic and I skate on a skateboard made of sustainable wood and wear old clothes because new clothes are bad for the environment and I only drink recycled water” screAMMM -what i said abt pause also applies to pride ugh its such a powerful scene and!! the beginning of kicks to isaks stomach. honestly what i fucking love about this episode is how it goes from hell yea best day w even ever to crying in the street within one week (s3 had the best balance of angst and payoff thanks) -even’s Soft Party Flannel... forever tainted by this scene rip -not knowing why even kissed sonja keeps me up at night -speaking of. how used and stupid isak must’ve felt when he saw even completely unbothered, hooking up w his ex at this party?? whew :( -bros is one of my all time favourite clips solely bc of the music?? lift me up gives me chills and when hold my liquor starts i LOSE it -ep5 and 6 remind me of that quote “to see what your characters are really made of you have to break them” because julie rlly goes all in and god it hurts so good

ep6 -never have i ever seen insomnia portrayed as accurately as tarjei did here and i remember when i first watched the cantina scene i was like. winded bc its SO true to sleep deprivation whew -i really like that isak wasnt together with even when he reached out for help and came out to jonas. bc it was him, on his own, being strong enough to talk to his friends and then eventually he was confident and secure enough in himself to be in a good place when even started reaching back out!! -i have no idea what its like to come out to someone, to be afraid of your friends rejecting you, everything isak went through. but tarjei’s acting of when, like, you have something you KNOW you have to tell someone, and youve put yourself in the position where youre going to have to tell them, but youre terrified and eventually just force yourself SAY the words??  -and isak’s smile when he realizes jonas is gonna be his bro no matter what :’)))

ep7 -weirdly one of my favourite isak looks (black t-shirt grey snapback c-c-c-combo) -”what’s your name again?” have i mentioned i love sana and isak bc i love sana and isak -jonas truly is the best friend oh man. perceptive, thoughtful, loving, laidback, a friggen BRO. tbh i was wary of him in s1 and thought he didn’t treat eva well (tho I recognized he loved her a lot, he was just bad at being a boyfriend) but jonas in s3?? just goes to show how powerful your perspective of someone can change viewing them in a different role!! because while jonas was a crappy bf, he literally is SUCH an incredible friend and his actions and words and just! him! in s3 completely redeemed any illwill I had towards him :’) -maybe im a little gay (up there with other s3 comedy classics such as “thats a boys name”) -mahdi season WHEN ugh a legend -’when someone asks isak if hes going to a family party’ literally what other reason for living do i have if not to read the boy squad text convos -isaks locker finally opening and his smile at evens drawing whewwwwwww!! also even rlly is that guy who wont text you back but will leave hand written love letters in ur locker -also. another stellar look from valtersen -slutt a meld meg is a whole masterpiece like what other piece of media has the RANGE -eskild: play hard to get. jonas: no smiley!!! isak: nah fam im good B)

ep8 -this episode is BEAUTIFUL bc you feel practically euphoric?? like hell yeah theyre finally together!! isak is out and accepted and even is done with sonja! but theres also this unsettling undercurrent of worry bc you know deep down something isnt right? why is sonja calling isak? why is even acting kinda strange? whats going on? yknow?? -literally never going to get over 5 fine frokner :~) even is such a goddamn nerd and he’s the man of isak’s dreams can u believe!!  -sana’s little speech is SO important in so many ways ooo i love her so much -also have we discussed eskild making evak do a photoshoot for him. highkey those are my favourite pictures of ALL time u can tell even was like hm strange but im down while isak was more omg guys stop🙄 omg haha eskild i cant believe youre making me cuddle with even for a photo🙄 i cant believe ur making me snuggle this dude for a pic!!!! definitely would not have done this otherwise!!! -magnus only realizing it’s THAT even after seeing how isak looks at him. whew -isak is so brave i rlly love that kid! his text to his mamma <3 -no r*make will EVER nail text conversations like mari/julie did w evak’s this week thanks for coming to my ted talk. i'd quote the best ones but it would literally double the length of this post (ok ill cave. “hahaha shut up❤️” GETS me) -you dont know whats in store but you know what youre here for. hallo -isak running around oslo with even’s clothes looking for him :( his heart is so big he cares about even so so much -when Part II (on the run) comes on in the credits its like a kick in the teeth honestly

ep9 -ive already screamed enough about cherry wine but god it fucks me up -cannot put into words how much I love eskild and how good of a person he is, he just has so much love in his heart  -”wait they have waffles here? see ya” -this convo is why i love skam so much!!!! magnus giving insight and good thoughtful advice to isak was such a brilliant move by julie (also truLy heartwarming) bc like. magnus is a flawed layered character! he’s dumb and ignorant and not very careful with his words BUT hes also such a sweet guy. i genuinely dont think he would hurt a fly and him talking about vilde (in ep10) is ;-; bc he really likes her and respects her and wants to be a gentleman! hes so loving and just. yeah. also i wonder if isak and magnus (and vilde) ever talked about having mentally ill parents and lent on each other for support bc like....<3 [sidenote- this is why i HATE b***** like they absolutely massacred magnus’s character and magnus did not deserve that!] -det er bare slutt........ very cool of tarjei to invent acting here. also the character development makes me WEEP like at first isak lied and told his pappa it was over bc its easier to brush stuff off and say you were joking than be vulnerable especially about 1. having a boyfriend and 2. saying youve already broken up?? but then isak was like hey im done with lying about who i am bc i want my life to be REAL and he told his dad the truth even if it was hard and even if he was trying rlly hard not to cry  -isak reaching out to even<3 standing up for even<3 -o helga natt. another scene i genuinely cannot comment on bc u cant really put into any written language how magical and breathtaking and heartbreaking and powerful and brilliant this scene is. so. -jk. obvs i cant say anything intelligent enough to give this scene justice but probably the most stunning piece of television i have ever had the privilege of watching. even’s text breaks my heart every gd time (esp since we never really see this side of him before finding out he’s bipolar? his guilt, insecurity, feeling like a burden, being scared of losing everyone in his life because he thinks he’ll hurt them). the music is SO beautiful i cry real tears as soon as the strings start. also the brilliance of JUST o helga natt playing and no dialogue except for isaks one line? isak’s realization when he sees the cross. him RUNNING across oslo to go to even. the FLASHBACKS all going backwards in chronological order until them smoking on the bench. isak looking at the bench and not seeing even and u can feel his heart breaking and urs breaks too! but then he remembers the bathroom and he turns and theres even and whewwww. du er ikke alene<3

ep10 -minutt for minutt is THE most healing clip im telling u. and like.. seeing even depressed really is hard and as someone who was very very depressed for 4-ish yrs of their life it rlly hits me? like when youre in an especially bad funk and you cant get out of bed and youre just numb and exhausted and feel so shitty and u want to be alone but you really dont???? could go on but literally i owe henrik holm my life for his portrayal of even  -not to be a soft bitch on main but when isak tucks the blanket over even and it keeps getting pulled off his back so isak just. covers that spot with himself? -i do love that call between sonja and isak bc once again! a flawed (realistic) human being -and isak thinking its his fault even is depressed? it means a lot that sonja told him its no ones fault, even is just bipolar. and i wonder if isak felt that way about his mamma as well, guilty for her being ill, and if what sonja said made him feel better about that situation too :( -lowkey random but when isak is rambling really fast and he goes “maybe we’ll get bombed tomorrow and talking about all this is a waste of time” it continually punches me in the throat bc that is /exactly/ how i ramble and think like tarjei........ pls -like eskild said. there really is so much love in isak’s little grumpy teenage body<3 -isak no longer just passively accepting life as its given to him, now he fights for him and even!!!!!  -isak is such a forgiving person and seeing him able to just accept things and move on? incredible -i remember when i first watched ep1 i was like oooo even and isak are gonna be kosegruppa partners and thats when theyll first get together, cooking food or smth!! but lmfao after episode 3? kosegruppa whomst???? also hilarious vilde thought isak of all people would willingly sign up for kosegruppa just to go to revue parties -even and linn friendship!!!! -cannot articulate how mf heartwarming it is to see even smiling and being more himself after being depressed (also thank u julie for having ups and downs coming out of his depression- its so true to life having one day when youre feeling awesome and then the next you feel awful again for no reason and its SO frustrating) -I had to stop watching passe pa meg cause it made me toooooo crazy! it would just be like: “I like seeing you laugh” and I was like: *SCREAMS* -im the fucking master of lying 😤 -literally don’t know why isak and even ragging on kosegruppa is so funny but “did you think I joined to have fun” gets me every time -I SAW YOU THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL -also even literally radiating love @ isak watching get snarky w vilde on the phone bc it reminded him of the first time he saw him! even rly is that boyfriend who thinks isak being pissy is the Best Thing he has Ever seen -halla boiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiz -literally the glo up of isak telling his friends the order in which he’d bang them -No filter! wow I love symbolism -so nice to see the girls together for a lil bit :) -the boys hyping up mags while also telling him to be respectful awwwwww -take desperate to a whole new level- Confucius  -who’s going to show isak how to properly hold a beer can -literally evak banter gets me thru the day. thank u tarjei and henrik for having phenomenal chemistry + improvisation skills + making isak and even the dumbest nerdiest boys i have ever seen -biology partner. and friend. ;-; -even literally is the biggest stoner blease -isak’s talk with eva is just sooooo<3 and not to be emo on main but every single word of the last few sentences he says hit me so gd hard because i feel the exact same way in my BONES -livet er nå 💛

final thoughts :( <3 -this season is so special. it feels like one really long oscar-worthy movie or smth?? i cant even exblain, its just magical. ALSO very dear to my heart. -julie really said you guys have seen isak sad and alone and repressed for the past two seasons so heres him falling in love with the best person in the world and coming to terms with who he is and being brave and opening up and finally being happy and living a real life -this season definitely feels different from s1/2/4 to me editing or production or music smth wise? as in, its got a lot fewer aesthetic shots and the cinematography seems a bit different if that makes any sense???? I also think this is the season most focused just on the main (i.e. not many- if any? sideplots going on) -literally will never get over the thought, love, and detail put into this season. when i say there is literally nothing i would change about it, i mean it and coming from my nitpicky ass??? means a lot lmfao. the acting, directing, music choices, symbolism...... sublime -s3′s cold rainy autumn aesthetic makes me ACHE for fall and also nostalgic for a highschool experience I never had lmao?? also. all the nighttime clips >>> -don’t know what else to say except thank u skam for my life

[thaliamccn-blog]

hello <3 i am diana ( u can call me di if u like ) and i am nineteen, a libra, go by she/her pronouns, n reside in the est timezone !! somethings u should kno about me…i am a girl group stan first and a human second ( stan loona stan twiceblackvelvet stan fromis 9 stan weki meki etc etc ). i am a sansa stark enthusiast and love lana del rey with my whole heart. so that’s basically me !! and now, onto thalia under the cut like this post n i’ll message u to plot!! my discord is we just wanna have some fun !#5522 if u wanna talk there, or i can message u on tumblr im’s <3

↪ son naeun. she/her. cis female. ╱ i thought i saw thalia moon getting questioned by the police. the twenty-two year old is in their third year at west bridge studying fashion design. they were at manon’s party because manon was wearing one of her designs. do you think they had something to do with her death? + eyes stained by glitter and mascara, the feeling of isolation among a crowd of people, smoking a cigarette with a glass of red wine. ◜ diana. 19. est. she/her. ◞

ok i’m gonna do my very best to keep this short because whew,,,, i’m a rambler asjdhkdjh 

i guess i will start off by saying she’s aquarius sun scorpio moon...so that’s some indication of her personality ajksdshdh,,,

she is bisexual

here is her pinterest so u can get 2 know her aesthetic <33

now onto some backstory

her father owns a development company (basically think bart bass from gossip girl but she is not chuck bass because he’s gross) and her mom is a socialite

she was raised in a wealthy family on the upper east side (nyc). she is an only child, so she grew up weaned on expensive items and became a bit materialistic because of it

because she was an only child people assumed she was always the center of attention but the truth is her parents were very neglectful of her...n she grew up to be pretty emotionally stunted whew she literally cannot deal with her emotions but we’ll get to that

her parents never really wanted kids, they just had thalia to present a family-friendly image, so they used her whenever the cameras were around

during her high school years her father ran into a bit of legal trouble because of a building he owned that burned down. he had buried the story, but word was beginning to come out again (yes i’m ripping off gossip girl ASHDKJH)

her parents divorced because of the scandal, among other things. the two of them constantly fought ever since thalia was a child, but her mom decided to remove herself from the scandal while she still had the chance (which is exactly what her moms father, aka thalia’s grandfather, told her to do)

after the divorce, thalia was left in her father’s care

during the scandal, she began to lash out and rebel against her father specifically, but he threatened to take away her trust fund if she did not behave herself. he needed thalia’s help in maintaining his image

so she agreed to stop lashing out publicly, but still continued her lifestyle on the lowkey

she always managed to get herself into trouble, but also found her way out of it one way or another

thalia took an interest in fashion design early on in her high school years and was able get two internships while she was still in high school

after the divorce, she barely ever saw her mom. not that it mattered because she didn’t see her much in the first place, but her mother ended up remarrying suddenly became a family person, leaving thalia to feel extremely bitter

as all negative things did when it came to her father, the scandal blew over and the truth went unnoticed yet again

when it was time for her to go to college, her father basically told her now that she was an adult he did not care to see her much anymore. he said her trust fund was still in place and to not hurt his image, otherwise he would take it away, but he basically severed ties. this is why she decided to move away from her home in new york city and go somewhere she thought she could be more lowkey

she hates her parents, especially her father and wants to make her own money and stop relying on her trust fund, but she’s also too materialistic to give it up...rip

and here we have some quick words about her personality:

thalia is very closed off and has a hard time trusting people

she is not necessarily shy, but feels she is often misunderstood, which is one of the reasons she is never at the center of any social event and likes to hangout along the sidelines instead

thalia is always down to try new things, she is literally up for anything. she’s the type of person who gets bored easily, so she’s always seeking the next thrill

i would not say shes mean (she can be) but she just doesn’t have the most welcoming personality, and maybe she can come off as intimidating (that’s up to ur characters of course)

her view on the world is very negative, she’s most definitely a cynic

the party/manon incident:

thalia was at the party because she asked manon to wear one of her designs. due manon being extremely popular, thalia figured she could get more recognition as a designer by asking her to wear one of her designs

she attended the party to see how people were reacting to her dress, and also because she probably would have attended anyway

she wouldn’t have exactly considered manon a friend, but manon was one of the few people thalia didn’t mistrust, so when her dead body was discovered, thalia was definitely taken aback

thalia was definitely under the influence of something, so she probably doesnt remember that night all too well

when it came to the pact, thalia was quick to agree to it. her father’s one condition for her to keep her trust fund was to stay out of trouble. she knew he could probably have saved her from the mess, but she did not want to have to seek his help

she feels weird being apart of this pact, considering she probably doesn’t trust most of them, but she also didn’t know what else to do

plot ideas (if i remember i’ll strike them out when they get taken):

step siblings - either side of her family, her mom remarried and her dad definitely could have so i would looove step sibling plots. they can b on friendlier terms, or hate each other, literally anything would work

party buddies - this is pretty basic and self explanatory, but someone thalia can go out and have fun with. their friendship is most likely surface level, or prob started that way, but it’s possible they became deeper friends (maybe thalia opened up one day when she was most likely under the influence of something)

ex-fling - thalia is definitely the non-committal type so i doubt she would ever have an ex bf or gf, but it could still have been a serious un-labeled relationship, or just an ex fling. they could be on bad terms, good terms, still have feelings, not have feelings, u name it

unrequited crush -  ur character could have feelings for thalia, but being the way she is, she doesn’t feel them back. this could develop into thalia eventually having feelings for ur muse, or not, whatever we want! OR thalia could have a crush on someone who does not like her back. maybe they’re even more emotionally unavailable than she is, or they simply do not like her back. we could plot this out however

current fling/“friends” w benefits - someone she is currently seeing/sleeping with. could be no strings attached, or there could b some feelings there. maybe they don’t want to make it anything serious, or maybe they’re ready to take it to the next level. maybe one person is ready to go further, and the other isn’t. i put “friends” in parenthesis because she probably doesn’t have many friends

enemies w benefits - imagine the tension!!! they started out hating each other, but ended up hooking up. maybe it was a one time thing, or maybe they can’t stop going back to each other. i think it would b cool if they kept it a secret, they don’t want anyone else to know. this could develop however we want

ex-friends - someone thalia used to consider a close friend, but they had a falling out for whatever reason n maybe they hate each other now. maybe they want to re-kindle their friendship but don’t know how

sibling-like friendship - someone thalia sees like a sibling. they’re there for each other and look out for one another, always have each other’s backs

dynamic duo - could be thalia’s current best friend. i would say she probably doesn’t have many friends, but this person is prob one of the closest people to her and has actually managed to break down some of her walls

confidant - someone who confides in her or someone she confides in, or they confide in each other. they don’t necessarily have to be friends, but they get along and maybe they talk more in private

rivals - they hate each other for whatever reason. maybe it’s jealousy or their personalities just clash, but for whatever reason they do not get along. i love a good enemies plot. they can just b nasty to each other!!! 

safe haven - *mini drug tw*  i did not know how to label this so i apologize for the name. but i think it would b cool if someone helped thalia out during a bad night. she typically saves herself from bad situations, but one day she couldn’t and luckily ur muse was there to help. maybe she drank too much or did too many drugs or mixed the two and ended up rly bad. either way, i would love for someone to have helped her from a tough time. she would probably feel really confused and guilty and like she owes them. maybe ur muse can manipulate her bc of it and make her do things bc she owes them, or maybe they genuinely had good intentions. i would also b down for a plot about thalia helping out someone else’s muse from a sticky situation!!

bad influence - i would loveeee for thalia to be a bad influence on someone. someone she can corrupt in a way, or just lead down a bad path akshkjhd and get them to try new, and not-so-good, things

good influence - someone to be a good influence on thalia. someone who brings out the best in her and tries to steer her down a better path

partner in crime - someone who does crazy, illegal shit w her. someone who is always down for the next adventure n they have crazy memories together

model/muse - someone who models thalia’s clothes. they could simply just be her model, or maybe they could also double as her muse, someone who inspires her best work. there can b romantic feelings there or it can b totally platonic !!!! but i think someone who models for her would be super fun

photographer - someone she partnered with to take pictures of her designs. it can be a strictly mutually beneficial business partnership, or maybe it spiraled into a sort of friendship where they bring out the best in each other (work wise) and stick together for their different projects.

childhood friends - someone who knew thalia when she grew up. maybe they knew about her weird home life, or maybe their friendship was set up by their parents. maybe they were just friends out of their own free will, but grew apart when they grew older. the possibilities are endless

roommates - they could be on good terms or bad terms. maybe thalia coming home at odd hours of the night doesnt sit well with your muse, or maybe they dont have an issue with it at all. maybe they are starting to get along and hangout more because of being roommates

tldr: thalia is an emotionally unavailable wealthy aspiring fashion designer who has issues with her parents and likes getting into trouble

[tamiddyinyourcity]

Emotional check-in!

1:27pm, Thursday, December 12th of 2019.

I still think Patrick is a fucking idiot.

So I'm not eating; my body refuses to eat.

It's either due to stress about the whole thing, or my period isnt allowing me.

But everything I can even think of to put past my lips disgust me.

Just like how my ex boyfriend disgusts me.

Me trying to befriend and get a fresh start with his close best friend who hates me over old shit that no one fucking cars about -> Azalea somehow finding a way to snap at Patrick for having the AUDACITY to talk to me like a fucking normal person would to their girlfriend about their problems, and barring him from talking to me about her, while also refusing to message me back online and still claiming she hates me.

That is so..... insecure of her.

And even worse if my boyfriend actually agrees to her wishes, and not mine.

Her wishes: to talk shit about me, my tweets, and to not ever meet me but to still keep insulting me to him over nothing

My wishes: to actually meet Azalea, have a fresh clean start, and potentially befriend her, as opposed to feeling nervous at the idea of those two hanging out solo, from her blatantly hating me over super old stuff.

Him: hmm.... sorry Tamia, it would be unfair to Azalea to not respect her confidentiality and what about you upsets her! Also, i still plan to see her whenever and wherever I want.

Me: i dont want to date someone who openly has friends who hate me, and won't stand up for me to show they value me just as much as you do her. I dont think i wanna see you anymore.

Patrick: *surprised pikachu face*

.....

The more I think about it, the more I really want to picture him crying over the relationship. I hope he does. He's already pussy enough, so, crying wouldnt be any sort of new low that he hasnt reached in terms of being fucking pathetic.

And still seeing red over him saying that I was the one who "ended it over some dumb shit i shouldn't have cared about"....

Oh I'm sorry, was I the girl who hates your girlfriend over sending you a M E M E ?

I would have NEVER fucking dumped him last night if he wasn't such a coward, and didn't obviously prioritize that bitch over me, to the point of treating me like an idiot for not wanting such a toxic and controlling bitch to make demands of what *i* can do with *my* man....

Hell, I wasnt even banning him from seeing that bitch, he just acted like a twat over nothing. Imagine u tell ur bf "hey it makes me feel uneasy knowing someone who hates me is spending alone time late at night with you", and nigga goes "well, imma still do it so...."

.....and he had the nerve to act so appalled.

Fuck everything about him.

Fuck his big ass glasses. Fuck his receding hairline. Fuck his terribly tiny teeth and creepy doll like smile. Fuck his oddly feminine figure. Fuck his inability to stay hard. Fuck his know-it-all actions. Fuck his bland ass cereal, fuck his doormat-like behavior.

Fuck him.

I gave a guy a chance, and lo and behold, he doesnt take it.... Who gets shocked that their girlfriend dumps them for enabling their shitty friend's toxic ass behavior towards girlfriend?

That's like being surprised when you're a security guard working for the President, but you get fired, since your best friend is an assassin trying to take down government officials, just for pure shits and giggles.

I cant say i regret it.

I was so serious about it, and, yeah i wasnt gonna let him talk down to me about it.....

He will live. He can go back to watching PornHub, and as we all know, he's just gonna continue the cycle of working, staying at home, or texting friends who never check in on him.... nonstop. He likes monotonous things, and I'm simply giving him the freedom that he so obviously wanted.

And if anything, I lose more. No more fun chaffeur rides to the drive thru unless I cough up money for an uber. More often than not will be at home and not shacked up in his bed or some shit.

And itll be hard.

....I'm still upset, obviously. We had plenty of things in common. And just.... shit was so wack that it had to turn out this way. But he wasnt talking it out, and I wasnt gonna let some fuckass dude sweet talk me into being 100% okay with him hanging out with supposed "enemies"..... yikes.

I did really like his eyes. And the way he didny exactly know how to open up, but when he did, it was refreshing as hell. Shoulders relaxed, all cuddley, legs on his lap, cute shit. Face kissing first thing in the morning, bomb wakeup sex some mornings with him.

And all of that is gone, since I didnt matter at all to him. If he showed me i did, then this never would have happened....

God, it was like trying to get blood from a rock to even have him tell me a basic fucking compliment most days.

.....still, I liked him. And ill miss him.

I know damn well I'm never gonna fucking apologize of course. For what, putting a girl in her place and telling her to mind her damn business? Leaving him for treating me as second rank to someone else? Fuck that, lmfao. cry me a mother fucking river.

It really was the Matty situation all over again..... relationships have no meaning whatsoever.

"Please, please, please, let me......."

I just want to hold him honestly, but no way in fucking hell is it worth disrespect.

I question if I went too far, but we all know this was gonna end the same fucking way. He wouldnt make an effort to have us meet or bond, she'd be an asshole, you get the gist. Fucking asshole.

....alright.

I'll just.... find a way. I always do. I'll miss Scully and his parents, and his neighborhood, but now id probably want to vomit even passing by on a bus there.....

I guess I'll just write here, to cope or something. Itll pass.....

Anyways, my ex is coming into town Sunday. I don't even care about my ex anymore, its a little sad I guess.

I kinda 100% cut off my ex and went for Patrick for a reason; Patrick actually seemed to put in an effort with me, and my ex was obviously just having his own complications. (Wanting to be with me, but still laying with any girl that had come his way....)

And here we are. Past all the moments that actually made me seriously start liking Patrick. The ice skating at Union Square, music playing on BART rides, late night car sitting moments, listening to funk music

-- 2:08pm. Had to go wash my face, started crying. Probably will again, but its necessary for the healing process.....

Listening to funk music while checking out the view of the city skyline, all that.

Its not exactly gone, but the moments are just things that will no longer happen again.

Ah well.

I did really like sitting on the roof of his car and listening to music with him as we saw several shooting stars.

10/10 hangout idea.

Why did such a lovely person have to turn out so naive about things? Its just terrible.

And now that that relationship is over, its the ever so awkwardly impending fear of "so, what happens next from here?"

....apparently reconnecting with XPatrick is one, at least for the sake of a distraction i suppose.

XPatrick isnt a bad guy, I still like him..... Cried the last few times we talked or met up, of course.

It's either gonna be:

We make out, hook up, and part ways again, which works as a rebound, but fails as me trying to not use sex as a coping mechanism for a failed relationship

Its awkward

It ends up being a perfectly platonic and caring relationship dynamic

....okay.

.....not sure how i feel, but i should go easier on myself man. Its been less than 24 hours, and the first hour literally consisted of me texting shit to Azalea, and otherwise making a vent video about how terrible the situation was.

I still like Patrick, and thats valid. Its just not something I think he would be willing to work through, and well, cursing out his friend and tweeting about how much I resent him online probably solidifies the idea of never healing from shit.

And I like XPatrick, even if not the same as before. I shouldn't degrade him, since he was just as sad to leave me before, and, not all went as planned for us I guess.

.....anyway.

Would I be friends with Patrick?

Maybe. But distant friends. Like seeing a movie or something, but otherwise i could definitely not be around him long.

.....gotta stop writing so much.

Its been less than a day since it happened. Chill out some, these are big questions that cant be answered right now.

The rage is subsiding ever so slightly....

Just a sort of somber wave is coming in this time.

....

I called him about some fireworks i handed him at the beginning of our last date.

The date seemed cool, but like.... the whole night did a 180 once that fucking conversation had happened.

And if he wants to give them back, then i guess i better be mentally strong enough for, idk, him tossing them on the ground in front of me before he drives away. (Like Matty was like before, lmfao.)

Or no response at all...... thats fine. I've got my reasons to be pissed, (a feeling of worthlessness and some mild betrayal,) and hes got his own too. (Cursing out his friend, and then promptly blocking him everywhere, aaaand making tweets about how much i hate him.... unless he didnt see those. But eh, the desired effect was doing something atrocious to make sure i dont get contacted, and well.... to stop me from going back to something that would just keep on repeatedly hurting me, or my trust in him, in the long run.)

.....okay.

2:29pm, I miss him, but only since I'm bored and a liiiittle desperate. And overthinking good times. Im pretty sure he doesnt have a solution, and im not in the mood to force solutions in a relationship, so i guess im just gonna deal with going solo these days i guess...

Idk how to feel.

And you sick fuck, if youre reading this, then..... idk. Dont be weird or something, you were plenty weird last night, and all these thoughts of how things went are cringe.

.....i wonder how he reacted to me calling him. Did it make him mad, anxious, upset?

If i end up still loving this prick then i swear to god im going to fucking die

NOTE TO SELF: STOP CARING. HE WAS IN THE WRONG, AND YOU DID WHAT HE COULDNT. Go back to listening to music.

[youradvice]

sorry for this lengthy ask! im in a fairly new relationship & things are going great minus a few insecurities here & there which i know is normal. but yesterday his ex randomly texted him & he told me & that completely made me break down. i started getting anxious, insecure, & jealous when i had no right to bc i still talk to my ex & my bf knows that. we talked last night & i told him how i felt & he showed me their convo to ease my mind. she reached out to him to tell him she's seeing someone -

- new. they're attending a mutual's friend wedding in november & i guess she just wanted to tell him bc they have a pretty long history together. that made me feel a little better, but i still am uncomfortable with the fact that they're talking & he told me he was jealous that i'm talking to my ex too, but i told him if he wanted me to stop i would bc i lowkey want him to stop too, but he didn't say that. i told him i think i feel this way bc i don't feel loved by him due to his lack of - affection & he told me he was scared of suffocating me & he didn't want to scare me off bc he's been too clingy in the past. basically after our talk i have no reason to doubt he loves me. we were both in a lot of pain bc i was seriously considering breaking up with him bc i couldn't deal with this anxiety, but he's so good to me & he's trying really hard to give me what i need, so why the hell do i still feel anxious that he & his ex are still in contact? i guess i just don't understand why she randomly had the urge to tell him she's dating. it makes me feel like that's just an excuse to start talking to him again, but maybe i'm just overthinking everything. i'm scared of the wedding day when they'll be together in person. i know he won't do anything shady, but i'm scared them talking/seeing each other again will bring up old feelings. i don't know what to do or how to stop this unnecessary worrying. i know he loves me, so why can't i just accept it? thank you for ur help———————————————————————hello! its okay! its really difficult to convey your full feelings when u have a limited amount of words so i’m glad you sent several!

firstly, it’s really good that you and your boyfriend spoke about what was bothering you, and i’m happy to know he was okay with showing you the conversation! to me, that shows that he has nothing to hide and probably didn’t think of his convo with his ex as anything more than small talk. it should also reassure you to think that he wouldn’t keep anything from you!

it is quite weird that she’s messaged him to tell him she’s seeing someone new... maybe she told him to prevent him from coming up to her at the wedding? it could be anything really... maybe she doesn’t want her new boyfriend to feel the same way you’re feeling about your boyfriend meeting his ex! she could’ve meant it as in “don’t approach me because the guy i’m with is the person i’m seeing and i’m not interested in you anymore” kind of way! of course there is the other alternative that she wants to talk to him again and therefore used her dating someone and the wedding as an excuse- but you really can’t be too sure of that so please try to not overthink too much as it’ll just drive you insane.

it’s easy to feel insecure in a relationship! reaaaally easy... but the most important thing is trust! if you have no reason to doubt that your boyfriend loves you then trust him with all your heart. the trust that you show him will also make him feel good about your relationship as it will feel healthy!

i believe you should just see what happens. it sounds to me like your boyfriend really cares about you and that nothing more than small talk will happen at the wedding. his ex has a new boyfriend which is far better than her showing up alone right?! i hope you stop feeling anxious soon- the only way i can think you can deal with this anxiousness is believing in your boyfriend and also making sure you’re both communicating truthfully to make sure there’s no misunderstandings~ goodluck 💛

have a problem? send an ask for advice! :)

[huangfilms]

Florist!Donghyuck

summary: hi i really hate this person and i saw your sign that you make personal bouquets and i would like you to make one where it gives the message of how much i hate them if it isn’t too much to ask for 

requested by: a lovely anon!! thanks love❤️

(A/N) ajsdhgf okay so She Is Here!!! i don’t know what i wrote!! i always never know what i write cause when i write sometimes i just black out and suddenly its finished but i hope this is what you wanted you lovely anon!!! thank you for requesting <333

okay so you just recently went through a break up

that fool was the biggest asshole ever and you don’t even know w hy

so you broke up with them !!! good for u sis !! 

honestly they cheated on u with a close friend of yours and you just,,, didn’t care anymore

well you didnt care That Much Anymore

u still care to the point where u are 2day

and thats going to a florist to passive aggressively say how much u hate them in flowers

i mean u saw a sign that says ‘we make personalized bouquets!!’ so u hope they can just do this For You

so you walk in a lil angry 

and you have This Mad Face and the florist currently working thinks its the cutest thing

the florist is donghyuck

and he just sees you fuming and you look?? like a lil baby munchkin so adorable omg

and so hes just waiting for you to say something And Eventually You Do Say Something

he didnt expect this rant to come out of ur mouth

‘my s/o just cheated on me like a week ago and Yes i am still mad about it and i saw your sign about making personalized bouquets and i just wanted to ask if you can make the most Passive Aggressive bouquet so i can tell them that i hate them without actually telling them i hate them??’

and you say more but at the end of your little rant donghyuck is just trying to hold in his laughter because youre so adorable omg

and hes all like,, ‘sure sweets,,, also,,,,,,, do u need to talk about it? i can have it done by the end of the day and i could use sum company since ill b the only one on duty’

and u get shocked cause LMAOOO this cute ass florist really b out here! making ur heart beat fast! just by asking u to keep him company!

___ don’t fall for the first person to b nice to you since ur break up challenge [FAILED]

so ur like,,, ive got no plans so sure

and you just hang around and look through all of the flowers

and while youre looking around youre just asking him what each flower means

and some beautiful flowers have the most unpleasant meanings LMAOOO

and hyuck is just living for this cause you are just so adorable lkdfjha

it becomes like 5 PM so suddenly and you needa go home cause yo mama will b wondering where u been for the last few hours LMAO

so you tell him that hey,,, you gotta leave but youll come back tomorrow to pick up the flowers!!!

‘it was nice meeting you donghyuck ! im y/n’

and u see him melt from u saying his name

its the cutest sight omg

and so you just leave and hyuck is just in awe because wow ! youre adorable t h e

so he just spends the rest of his time making the bouquet of hatred

its not that much time, he closes the store at 7 since hes got a lot of stuff to do like hw since hes in his last year of highschool

but anywho

you come back the next day bright and early on saturday

and hyuck is there bright and early

and you just greet him with a big smile and then u remember why ur there and ur smile is g o ne 

so you asking him if the bouquet is done and how much it is and all that jazz

and he says that ur total comes out to an even $11 so u give him exact change and then u ask what kinda flowers he included

so he goes into detail about each of them (i know nothing of flowers just the most basic info like red roses mean a deep love or whatever LMAO)

then at the end of his explanation you just evilly grin and ask him to write on a card very nicely of the names of each flower he included

he does just that and then he gives you a big smile ! the actual sun? yes.

and you tip him some money and then you wave him goodbye! and then the actual sun is not shining anymore cause you left

when you give your ex s/o the bouquet, you tell them ‘here, search each flower that was written on this card and find out their meanings, have a nice life.’

and you just leave cause!! wooo frick them! u r free !

then u miss donghyuck even tho u met him like yesterday

smh

like he was real witty and funny when u guys talked

u just go home nd ur all like ‘SIGH’ and ur mom is just wondering if your okay LMAOO

but the next day u plan on seeing him just cause

but to make it not loo k like ur just trying to see him,,, u buy a SINGLE flower

when hyuck sees u walk in the shop he Lights Up omghhshs

The Actual Sun Im Telling You

‘hey hyuck!! how r u!!’ and he MELTS

YOURE SO DJSJJD AADORABLEKFJS

well anyway you guys chat for a while and you decide youre going to buy a carnation or something

‘just a single flower?’ and he shyly grins at u

you turn the cutest shade of pink abby uwus her way thru this headconnon pt three

then he chuckles a lil and you laugh a bit with him

while hes totaling up your single flower, you chat with him some more

‘here’s your flower, have a nice day!’ and he smiles His Smile u all know what im talking about

and youre Sad Again

this continues for weeks

you buying ONE flower, him being the sun, u guys pining talking

you guys get to know each other more and more over the weeks go by

and suddenly you have these???feelings??? for the sun??? yes.

but of course you dont Say Anything cause he might not like u like that and u would still like to talk to him even if its just as friends

but sis,,,, u have No Idea that donghyuck has been Pining Over You Since Forever

cause sometimes you ask him to pick your single flower for the day and its him confessing his feelings through flowers but you dont need to know that

the Cutest Shit I Know

but then he just sighs when you leave and he feels the hurt of unrequited love

hyuck bub,,, chill out sweetie

IF YALL WOULD JUST OPEN UR FUCKIN EARS THEN YALL WOULD BE TOGETHER BUT I MEAN I G U E S S

literally everyone is rooting for you guys,,,, i cant--

everyone sees The Eyes whenever you guys look at each other, but the other isnt looking at you

sometimes hyuck even turns Red just by looking at you, like you dont even catch him or anything he just turns red

but hyuck is just like,,,,, hnnngg maybe they like me,,,,,,,,, so he picks out an aster and tells u to search up the meaning for this one this time

(its a symbol of love/daintiness) 

and when u do your heart absolutely Soars

because!! he likes you too!!! what !!!

when you come back the next day you just find him and pull him into a hug and say ‘i like you too’ and hyuck turns pink and its dshalkadorablejdf

and so he asks you out on a date and its cute cause you say yes!

the day of the date he takes you to a flower field and he picks small flowers and sticks them in both your hair and his

ITS ! SO ! CUTE !

and many dates later hyuck finally asks you to be his! and u! yell ! yes!

saldkjhflakjsdh

OKAY BUT hycuk finding the most beautiful flowers to give you

like a red or white camellia !! (red means: youre a flame in my heart, white means: youre adorable!!)

and he just tells you the meanings cause you deserve to know and he wants u to hear it from him

ONE DAY HE GIVES YOU A BOUQUET OF DAISYS ! (innocence ! loyal love !) and hyuck is always shy when telling you the meanings

few months into your relationship, he gives you a red chrysanthemum,,,,, sister !

and you understand this one because you are IN LOVE with these flowers because they mean--

‘I love you.’

you then look up with a few tears in your eyes and you say--

‘i love you too, hyuck’ and you give him the biggest hug ever!!!

everything is soft everything is cute

im always soft whats new queens

but anyway!!! end!! hyuck as a florist would be so cute??? but him as ur bf AND a florist??? EVEN CUTER!

so! end!!! hyuck deserves the whole world omg

Masterlist

[amireallylivingorisitfake12]

i dont know what to do guys, im depressed and hurt and i want it all to end but i literally cant do anything and i feel like shit

so i broke up with my now ex(lets call him sabe) in may, because thing were complicated and i was traveling for the summer....... and i got with this other guy (lets name him carl) in place of him.... ive known carl for about 2 yrs now and i had alot of feeling toward him but i didnt want to deal with the long distance relationship..... so i said no a year ago.... but i said yes about a month ago.... me breaking up with sabe hurt him alot.... we dated for 3-4 months (ik its really short but he was my first bf and he made me feel so fucking special like i cant), like alot alot.... so he blocked me on everything even text so he didnt get any of my messages of me wanting to talk to him to clear the mud..... i told my friend to ask if i could talk to him.... she ended up saying more than i wanted her too... and yes at this time im still dating carl..... she said i had a bf and i was sorry and i wanted to talk to him, he literally fucking said he didnt care.... about me being sorry about my new bf ( which btw i was going to mention myself or even not at all she just blurted it out), and even about me wanting to talk to him..... and ive been trying to bc i feel like i really fucked up and i didnt want to be ignored by the guy i loved the most so i was and am still trying to make amends.... any way so carl has been ghosting me for the past 3 days... i tell him i love him( weve known each other for 2 yrs i thought itd be fine, ik its early to say that) , hows he doin, how was his day, what happend, but instead i got half assed responses and comments..... yesterday he called me, he was so quiet i knew smt was up so i asked, he said he was thinking about ‘us’... so i said what about ‘us’... he said im rethinking this relationship... and me being already depressed and my anxiety was way up that day already so imagine the shit that was going through my mind. i asked why.... earlier he had asked me if i was christian i said idk bc i literally dont have a preference, then he asked if ive used a ouija board and shit like that, i said no but i use tarot cards.... he told me he didnt like ‘witchcraft’ or ‘dark shit’ and im 100% into all of that.... so to him that was a ‘problem’.... he told me thats why he broke up with his last gf ‘she wasnt christian enough’.... oh and he decided to mention the long distance thing once after he said all that. anyway he said he loves me and would nvr do anything to hurt me.... so i sent him a message of how i feel.... ive nvr gone to him about my cutting(which ive done more recently bc of this), about my depression, anxiety, add, and every single disorder i have bc he just tells me to go to the doctor or talk to someone other than him, and he judges me so hard like omg...... ik hes going to break up with me today and im so fucking scared.... i dont know what to do and like i want sabe back so bad bc he didnt treat me like this he NEVER treated me like this..... i told my friend that i want them to find me in the girls bathroom dead.... slit wrists and neck.... i want sabe back... and i just want my pain to end... im so done for how people treat me 

and i havent told @captainchloe12354 so ur now hearing about this girl.... im sorry i didnt tell u earlier but soo much shit was happening for the past week ive been so fucking depressed and i so wish u were here w me clo i love you so much my best friend and favorite cousin........ 

and @dontlookatmeimdead this is y ive been depressed.....

anyway ik this is a long ass post and for those of you if u even care i appreciate yuo reading my horrible grammar and horrible life, heres a piece of cake  ...

[yamlog]

before february comes

ok so like, it is one thing to know about smth hurtful when it has just happened but it is A COMPLETELY OTHER THING ALTOGETHER to be asked about it by someone who for some reason, thought that you knew all along all these months WHEN YOU DIDN’T. and why would i? did i not say many many times that i am NOT going to keep up? i am actively avoiding, i am keeping my feed clean and free from distractions, i NEVER look at my explore page except to follow very specific hashtags. i have been PROTECTING my peace of mind and sanity with all my energy and effort for like, what, 1.5 years. for good reason. and then to be asked (borderline informed) something so PREPOSTEROUS. do you know how sick i felt when i heard? i was trying to work and it became impossible because my brain was so confused i started feeling nauseas. i had to skip dinner and immediately take action instead of letting that horrible feeling burrow deeper into my chest. i didn’t even have to see anything in person. people sent me screenshots, telling me that they will look at it on my behalf and i shouldn’t go and see. and that’s not even the worst thing. the worst thing is all the consolation messages that came from SO MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE later on, coming out and confessing and saying they knew and they suspected but they didn’t want to tell me because they knew i’d be shocked and disgusted and upset and they wanted to protect me from the news because i was trying to pass practicum. and i love them for that, i really do. my friends really just do want the best for me and they are not willing to start a war or actively do anything, but they do care enough to message me in private to share their thoughts on the matter. i got so many ‘i saw her story and i was so surprised,” “it’s such a shady thing to do,” and “what is she trying to prove.” then of course there were people who were very critical of the presentation and how it seems deliberately designed to mislead. and when i clarified, it just made everyone even more confused. ‘huh, if not dating then why she post as if they were’ ‘need to tag meh’ ‘she tag for who to see’ ‘is she trying to show off got a guy wait for her to end work and take many pictures of her on their dates? and then must tag the guy so everyone can see who it is even though he’s not inside?’ ‘how come her username is like a copy of your tinycl0ud’ (lmao i wish i knew the answer to this one but at this point is anyone surprised? no.) ‘is it she want his dick’ ‘dating or not dating it’s very obvious she has interest’ etc etc

so here are MY thoughts, after having talked to practically everyone in my life about it. my thoughts reflect most of what others think. i am trying to be conscious of the fact that i’m still too emotional to really formulate my own opinion, and so of course it is easier to mirror and receive the opinions of those around me. but i think until i can finish processing, i am okay with received feelings.

number one: indignation. because Yes, why the fuck even do this? sg is so fucking big and full of other men. if you want a bf or new friends it’s so easy to find. must go after your ex-friend’s ex-partner? the rest of the sg don’t have men isit? you won’t be happy unless you get to experience that which you have always envied in me isit? you tag, knowing full well that people in MY life still follow and EVERYONE knows what he looks like and who he is. so what is the fucking intention? to show that someone finds you attractive enough to take photos of you? you know, quite a few people have pointed out to me the fact that i used to be the frequent subject of his phone camera (i am grateful but i have also thankfully moved on), and that maybe you have always envied it, and now that it’s your turn you’re revelling. ppl take picture of you like you always wanted, ok good for you, but must tag to make sure everyone knows exactly who did it? so everyone knows you hang out? or maybe date? because who else would wait for you to end your shift and buy you drinks but someone you’re romantically involved with. and you tag so everyone knows it’s a guy, and it’s THAT particular guy. gross and pathetic. which brings me to the next point.

number two: disdain and disgust. why hanker after someone’s ex?? i really don’t get it. was it because on my private twitter i said that i enjoyed myself and he treated me well, so now she has it in her head that she wants the same treatment? a normal human being doesn’t do that. in fact, i have read her tweets about how much she enjoyed having sex with the guy from tinder she had a fling with, with very lengthy descriptions of his dick size and texture, and not once did i feel the need to go and experience it for myself. because there’s this thing called girl code, on top of basic human decency. normal people DON’T hanker after their friends’ exes, even after friendship ends. MORE THAN ONE EX TOO. normal people also don’t tweet stupid shit like ‘every time julian took public transport and waited outside studio i felt so envious because ___ never did that for me, even though he had a motorcycle and could go anywhere, which makes me wonder if i’m not worth being loved.’ LIKE UM OK HOW IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MAKE ME FEEL, reading something so MANIPULATIVE AND GUILT-TRIPPY ON TWITTER DOT COM. julian wasn’t a great ex (or even a great person) but he did occasionally do nice things, and you romanticise the ONE thing to the point of comparing it with your own lacking relationship?? red flag. and then when i have another ex, you hanker after what he represents once again, which is good treatment. well idk what to say but people i date generally treat me well sometimes. and the common factor here is obviously me. so even if you date the same guys i date it doesn’t mean?? u will be treated the same way?????? just a thought. it is truly extremely pathetic to hang onto hope that this Perfect Idealised Boyfriend On A Pedestal could someday be yours if you just wait long enough. you waited 2 years for your RC ex and he still dumped you for a virginal year 1. i hate him on your behalf, and never in a million years would i consider wanting him, no matter how attractive or charismatic he is. simply because, even though i hate you, i will NOT touch your exes that I KNOW FULL WELL have hurt you. 

number three: anger. i don’t hate people. not really. like i don’t think i’ve ever hated anyone enough to wish they’d die a horrible and gruesome death. but the past two days i have felt anger so big it felt like my entire chest was on fire and if i screamed it would come out like a blowtorch. i wanted to take my new ceramic knife and saw off her fingers one by one and then grate her stupid ugly nose off. that was for a moment, and the moment has passed. but i don’t think the hatred will. i can very confidently say that, at least for the next two weeks or so, i will hate her enough to risk damnation. because she IS fucking despicable. and now i guess everyone knows it too. 

there was a moment when i wondered why i was so stricken. i spoke to a friend to try to figure it out. i asked her, why am i so bothered. is it because if he dates her after dumping me it means that she’s better than me and that’s what i can’t stand? or is it because he actively makes time to meet her but not me, so on some level he actually does prefer her to me? then my friend said that she doesn’t think that’s the case, and that he probably can meet her PRECISELY because he doesn’t have romantic feelings and he won’t get entangled. additionally, she also reminded me that just because one man, even my ex that i loved deeper than anyone else, chooses her over me, it doesn’t mean his opinion is god’s opinion (or even a wise/informed one) and therefore it is fallacious to jump to the conclusion that he is right and that she IS better or that she has ‘won’. i added to that and said that yes, people are not prizes to begin with anyway. and yes, one man’s judgment does not determine my worth. another friend just said, very bluntly, that his initial thought was ‘let the trash take the trash out’. im still not okay with someone i still love being called trash because like, hello my feelings, but i understand his sentiments lah. 

no matter how i rationalise it, i guess it does hurt that he’d spend time with her but not once try to spend time with me. i’d make all the time, i honestly would. and i have endless reserves of care and attention and i feel like over time my capacity just increases, even with the new job and the new charges. but i also know that i never had any power in this relationship. i can’t make the first move, i can’t ask for anything, i will never call the shots because it’s imbalanced from the beginning. so if he doesn’t care to meet me but cares enough about HER to meet HER then what can i do? nothing. just accept it like a horrible itchy clothing tag giving you a rash but u can’t exactly strip down bc ur in public. maybe over time he will start to think that she is right for him, she can make him happy, she is his soulmate. she will have won, my friends’ predictions will be right, i will have been wrong about his character, and once again there will be nothing i can do. 

maybe it’s better that he cares so little for me he doesn’t even want to see me at all. because i don’t think my feelings have gone away. it’s magnetic. like an orbital pull. and i know that if i get a little bit i will just want all of it. it was hard enough to pull away the last time and pretend i had to go and pretend i was fine. so if he doesn’t want me in his orbit, maybe it’s actually god’s blessing in disguise and god is trying to tell me that it’s better to be untethered in space than it is to be attached to someone who doesn’t even love me. better to be unhappy on my own than believe i’m happy with someone who doesn’t want me right??? 

serenity prayer: grant me the serenity to accept that which i cannot change, the courage to change that which i can, and the wisdom to tell the difference.

[kaviinskys-blog]

ヾ(＾∇＾) hey !! yeaaaaaaaaaaa it’s nico  (◕‿◕✿) i dumped lorcan & now here we are. if u dont know me i use they/them pronouns, live in the est timezone, & i’m 18. click the read more for info about my chara blah blah blah boring boring boring. take a shot everytime i say anyway or blah. i’ll message u for plots & stuff if u like this or something idkidk

that’s not DANE DEHAAN walking around?? nah, but ZACHARY KAVINSKY gets that all the time. HE’S actually from NEW YORK CITY, though they live in THE GASLAMP DISTRICT now.  you’ve probably heard that 22 year old CASHIER of THE DISNEY STORE being referred to as the CATACLYSMIC of this place.you know, i always see them PLAYING HIS BASS or blasting MONEY BY PINK FLOYD on their lunch break..whatever.

CLICK HERE FOR KAVINSKY’S PIN BOARD

**abortion mention tw** k’s biological mother gave him up for adoption because she was a teenager and the pregnancy interrupted her sophomore year of highschool. she was considering getting an abortion because she wanted to continue her education but her parents were highly against it so she came to a compromise with her parents and they let her put him up for adoption.

he was a troublesome child in the foster care system, always fighting with his ‘siblings’ and neighbors. he wasn’t the best kid. anyways, when he was around five, a really frickin’ rich couple adopted him & it was p lit ig

his love for music began when he was around 8 and he started learning bass around that time too

pffffffffffffft ok enter some fluff here blah blah blah anyway now 

several times between the ages of 10-13 he caught both his father an mother cheating on eachother on different occasions. it fucked him up because he thought that ‘oh well u only marry someone if u rlly love them why would anyone ever cheat’ blah blah blah.

it angered him a lot the first few times, but when he was around 14 and he saw it happen again, this time while they were in vacation in like fuck idk some place in the country or smth ok im tired. k lost it a bit and in his anger, he set fire to one of his father’s many cars. parents got angry at him. kavinsky spilled the tea that he knows both are cheating and it was Wild but im 2 lazy to describe it. dad compromised with him that if he doesnt tell anyone else & agrees to go to a boarding school of his parent’s choice, he can do anything he wants. 

the boarding school was in california & k was equal parts happy (bc hes away from his parents) but also severely angry (bc he absolutely despised the education system and school in general)

it’s a miracle that he made it to graduation tbh but he wanted to be able to do whatever the hell he wanted

currently he has no communication with his parents, or more correctly, he never answers his parents’s calls or texts

k moved to san diego after graduation & started working at the disney store in fashion valley a short bit after.

he also started a youtube channel where he does bass covers and occasionally his own music. more recently, he’s started to do more youtuber-ish i guess things ?? idk how to explain it lmao but his ratio of bass covers & other music to ‘funny’ videos is pretty 1:1 

RANDOM STUFF

in case yall didnt notice he doesnt usually go by zachary, just kavinsky or k.

gay af & won’t let you forget it

hated school with every fiber of his being. like legitimately never found anything of interest there other than sometimes music class. had a lot of potential and was surprisingly really good at math but was too apathetic to act upon it.

also he hates his phone ??? he never picks up calls, never takes initiative to call, & rarely ever responds to messages. he only recently downloaded twitter and his handle is ‘ _xXx_EmoCore95_xXx_’ & he’s had an instagram for ages but has never posted anything nor has he ever put up a profile picture. his insta user is ‘satanisgay’. the only thing kavinsky really uses his phone for is the music app, youtube, and subway surfers

will pretend to talk on his phone to get out of talking with someone else irl almost everytime even if that person knows that he’s faking & hates his cellular device

wants to start a band but :((( has 0 friends that want to do the same. tragic

lowkey really into fire 

sometimes steals things

will steal things for you if ur a friend and want something

always angry ??? 

uses sarcasm as a defense mechanism

only reason he isn’t in jail is bc his parents are rich (& also white cismale privilege yikes he’s pretty damn privileged)

he loves cars ????? yeah he street races a lot too

has 2 birds as pets. 1 is a raven named alice and the other is an albino crow named queen of hearts, usually either called queen or hearts for short.

PLOTS ?

ex bf ??? probably didnt last long. he’s got commitment issues, mostly because of the infidelity in his family

cousins. obvi not related bc he was adopted but yknow

destructive friends ay

friends that definitely u would not expect to be friends but they are

friends/enemies with benefits

frenemies

always fighting ? like actual punches and blood and stuff

give k a band,,,, or at least some friends that are into music

know eachother bc rich parent friends or smth idk u get what im saying

youtuber friends

anything yo im out 

goodbye i love u <3 (*○゜∀。)/☆*。*.・+★

[whatsappdaremessages]

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

WhatsApp dare messages are fun games which you can play with your friends, WhatsApp dare messages is a also fun way to keep your whatsapp group active increase interaction among the whatsapp users.The key to whatsapp dare messages with Answers is that the person who are going to dare should be ready to accept the challenge and answer the dare with all honesty.

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

Select one Padlock nd i will open it 4 u🔐A 🔐B🔐C🔐D🔐E🔐F🔐G🔐H🔐I🔐J👌🔐K🔐L🔐M🔐N🔐O🔐P🔐Q🔐R🔐S🔐T🔐U🔐V🔐W🔐X🔐Y🔐Z🔐

Anything inside d padlock u opened is wat u must do …..pass it on friend d fun starting nw

Answer :

A🔐—a deep kiss when we meet B🔐—I love u C🔐—call me for 2hours D🔐—tell me d name of your girl/boy friend E🔐—I miss u F🔐—put my pic on ur dp for a week G🔐—send me money H🔐—write on ur *tus that you luv me I🔐—tell me when u started dating nd who J🔐—buy me a gift K🔐—hug me next time you see me L🔐—send me your sexiest picture M🔐—say u love me N🔐—tell me ur happiest moment O🔐—lets sex chat P🔐—tell me wen u had ur first tym sex n ur age @ dat time Q🔐—ask me anything R🔐— send me a voice note singing any song S🔐—tell me ur first kiss nd hug T🔐—i will use u on my profile for a week U🔐—send me ur family pic V🔐—promise to marry me W🔐—i will give u my phone for 3days X🔐—tell me a story Y🔐—Pay me a visit Z🔐—give me ur ATM card for 2hour nd tell me ur password😜 ☀☀☀☀☀☀� don’t break d funs send it to ur friends nd see wat they will choose.

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

Choose any number from 1 -27 and be ready for the truth and dare game

1. Send a voice note saying that You love me. 2. Give me a treat 3. Write my name <3 in your status O:) 4. Ignore me 😀 5. Tell me a secret about you 😀 6. Delete my number :/ 7. Make my picture your dp for 1 day 8. Send a pic of your legs 9. Who am I for You. 10. Take a picture of yourself & send it to me now 11. Don’t talk to me for 1 day :O 12. Ask me out 13. Send me your latest picture 14. What was your secret ? 15. What’s your deepest secret?<3 16. Send me a voice note saying my name in a loud voice!(y) 17. Tell me something you always wanted to say but you couldn’t 18. Write ma name on your status saying you love me..!! 19. Be my slave for 2 days 20. Write your phone number in your status for 1 day!! B) 21. Send me a picture of what your doing now. 22. Voice clip me saying I wanna go crazy 23. tell me one thing you have never told anyone B) 24. what’s on your mind 25. Describe me with a single Movie name ? 26. How do you find me ? 27. Send a pic of your crush

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

Just ask them to select a alphabet from A-Z and the according to selected alphabet tell them to set their Whatsapp status!!

A-I’m pregnant B-ready to accept ur proposal C-I’m in love with my friend’s lover D-I am ugly E-guess i forgot my heart with u,plz return it..I’m dying F-my main hobby is eating G-In a secret place with my love don’t disturb H-i wish to b a in my next life I-I like to put makeup J- Do not speak to me ever again K-I’m mental L- Hate u all M-I’m sexy N-heartbroken O-I’m a cheater P-play boy/girl Q-I’d like to u drink ur blood R-in love S-Bhaiso se nafrat T-missing my ex lover U-my bf/gf is in love with my best friend.. V-missing u W-don’t message me X-I’m getting married next year Y-baby doll mai sona di Z-I’m a Roudy

No cheating ! Go change ur status..let’s see who all r brave enough

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

Choose any number From 1 to 50 And have a dare so be careful2 😛

Reply Fast3 Answers :

1. Ask me out

2. Send me your cutest pic

3. Ice cream treat

4. What’s your deepest secret?

5. Make my picture your dp for 1 day

6. Delete my number

7. Write my name

8. Give me a treat

9. Put your status for a day saying “I am mad”

10.Take a picture of yourself & send it to me

11.Tell me something you always wanted to say but you couldn’t…

12. Call me and tell I LOVE YOU

13. Do a favor on me

14. What would u want our relation to be?

15. Be my slave for 2 days.

16. Call me and say my name in a loud voice!

17. write my name on your status saying You love me..!!

18. Send me your crush photo .

19. What change would you want in me?

20. Write your and my name in your status for 1 day!

21. Send me a picture of what your doing now.

22. Voice clip me saying I wanna love you !

23. tell me one thing you have never told anyone

24. what are your feelings about me?

25. Tell me a secret about you 😀

26. Tell me a secret about your relationship?

27. Make our combined picture as your dp for 1 day

28. Send a voice note saying that you love me.

29. .seduce me to do something 😉

30. Write my name in Your status

31. make a dp of u and a guy with you.. But he should not be your bf.

32. give me a treat

33.send me your best friends number :p

34. Voice clip send me your gonna crazy

35. send a pic of your crush

36.Put your status for a day saying “I Miss You (My Name)”

37.Take a picture of yourself & send it to me now

38. Don’t talk to me for 1 day :O

39. Ask me out

40. Send me a pic of you wearing the least clothes on you

41. What am I to you??

42. What’s your deepest secret? <3

43. Send me a voice note saying my name in a loud voice! (y)

44. Tell me something you always wanted to say but you couldn’t

45. How would you describe me?

46. be my slave for 2 days

47. Send me a picture of what your doing now.

48. Write your phone number in your status

49. Send me your favorite chaddi (shorts) pic 😛

50. tell me one thing you have never told anyone

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

Select any number from 1 to 30 and I’ll tell your dare Answer :

1. date me

2. Ice cream treat

3. Send me your cutest pic

4. Give me treat next time

5.hug me when you meet me next

6.make my pic as your dp for whole day

7. Send a voice note saying you love me in 3 romantic way.

8. What would you want our relation to be?

9. Put your status for a day saying “I am mad”

10.Call me and say my name in a loud voice

11.delete my number

12. Write your and my name in your status for 1 day!

13. what are your feelings about me?

14. Tell me something you always wanted to say but you couldn’t…

15. How do you want me to be?

16. How do you describe me at least six line

17.  Rs 222 recharge to my mob

18.treat me with a movie

19. Take me 4 a long drive

20.dance on any song and send me the video

21.send me a voice note saying you love me in 3 romantic ways and keep our

name in your status

22. send a pic of your 1st  crush

23.Take a picture of yourself & send it to me now

24. Send me a pic of you wearing the least clothes on you

25. What am I to you ?

26. What’s your deepest secret? <3

27. be my 1 day bf or gf 😛

28. Tell me something you always.  to say but you couldn’t

29.tell me 2 negative points about me that you hate the most

30 Send me a picture of what your doing now

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

Select a alphabet from A-Z and the according to selected alphabet set Your Whatsapp status!!

A-I’m pregnant 😳🙊 B-ready to accept ur proposal😌 C-I’m in love with my friend’s lover😈 D-I am ugly🙈🙊🙉 E-guess i forgot my heart with u,plz return it..I’m dying💞💓 F-my main hobby is eating😋 G-In a secret place with my love don’t disturb 😜 H-i wish to b a 🐃 in my next life I-I like to put makeup J- Do not speak to me ever again🙉 K-I’m mental L- Hate u all M-I’m sexy😎 N-heartbroken💔 O-I’m a cheater P-play boy/girl Q-I’d like to u drink ur blood R-in love S-Bhaiso se nafrat T-missing my ex lover U-my bf/gf is in love with my best friend.. V-missing u W-don’t message me X-I’m getting married next year😊 Y-baby doll mai sona di Z-I’m a Roudy😈😈

No cheating ❌ 👉Go change ur status..let’s see who all r brave enough 😛

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

Select Alphabet from A to Z and I will ask you Truth and Dare questions, If you have Guts to play then reply.

A | B | C | D | E | F | G | H | I | J | K | L | M | N | O | P | Q | R | S | T | U | V | W | X | Y | Z

Answers :

A: Update your WhatsApp status as “I’m Mad”.

B: Send me a picture of your hands.

C: Flirt with me for next 15 minutes.

D: Recharge me for 100 Rs

E: Tell me the name of your crush.

F: Change your WhatsApp DP to my picture.

G: Say I Love You in a voice note.

H: Gift me a pair of shoes.

I: Propose me in your style.

J: Tell me a joke.

K: Send last 5 pictures from your camera roll.

M: Name of your Ex?

N: What is your relationship status.

O: Act as my Slave for next 10 days.

P: Don’t message me until you take a bath next time.

Q: Tell me one secret.

R: Describe our relationship with a movie name.

S: Sing a song and send it as a voice note.

T: What do you eat today?

U: What do you think about me when you met me for the very first time.

V: How much money do you have in your wallet now?

W: Say the Remaining balance in your mobile phone right now.

X: Send the screenshot of you phones home screen.

Y: Dance for 10 seconds and send me that video.

Z: Write “My Name” on your left hand and show me when we meet next time.

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

Select any number from 1 to 27 and I’ll tell your dare, Reply must and Fast…!!

Answer:

1. Tell Me 2 Negative Points Abt Me That U Hate The Most… 🙁 2. Tell Me Something You Always. To Say But You Couldn’T ??? 3. Send Me A Picture Of What Ur Doing Now ? 4. Give Me Treat Next Tym.. Don’t be tensed dear, i am with you also will be with you on treat 5. Hug Me When U Meet Me Next 6. Put Your Status For A Day Saying “I Am Mad” Lolzz 7. Make My Picture Your Display pic Fr 1Day 8. What Would U Want Our Relation To Be? 9. Send A Voice Note Saying U Love Me In 3 Romantic Way… 10. Call Me And Say My Name In A Loud Voice 11. Delete My Number 12. Write Ur N My Name In Ur Status For 1 Day! 13. What Are Ur Feelings About Me? 14. Tell Me Something You Always Wanted To Say But You Couldn’T… 15. How Do You Want Me To Be? 16. How Do U Describe Me Atleast 6 Line 17. Rs 100 Recharge To My Mobile 18. Treat Me With A Movie in cinema? 19. Take Me 4 A Long Drive ?? Ahh 20. Dance On Any Song And Send Me The Video? 🙂 21. Send Me A Voice Note Saying U Love Me In 3 Romantic Ways N Keep My Name In Ur Status 22. Say Me Love U In Ur Style? 23. Take A Picture Of Yourself & Send It To Me Now 24. Send Me A Pic Of You Wearing The Least Clothes On You 25. What Am I To You?? 26. Propose Me In 4 Differnt Ways 27. Be My 1 Day Bf/Gf

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

Just choose a number from 1 to 20

#1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12, #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20 ?

Reply fast

Answer:

1. Make my name as your status saying that you want to marry me.

2. Say I love you personally

3. Propose me in sexiest style

4. Record your voice ‘I can’t leave without you… and send

5. You are Lucky, nothing to perform

6. Have you ever kissed your opposite sex partner

7. How you feel when someone stared at you

8. Who was your first crush

9. Dis you feel Hot and naughty yesterday

10. What you had done exact before sleeping yesterday

11. On which day of this week you want to date me

12. Why you miss me so much

13. Again you’re lucky, just enjoy by forwarding this to others14. What you feel when you watch any romantic scenes in movies

15. How do you feel, when there is a vulgar scene start playing in movie sitting with your family.

16. Tell me what you wear today as night dress

17. When you get hot sometimes, what you do?

18. How much you like to watch romantic and kissing scenes?

19. Say I want to kiss you now

20. Record three minutes clip, saying something about me and send me.

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

Confession Whatsapp dare 1 to 20; choose any number and between 1 to 20 and I will send my guess about your confession, fast?

1. a long smooch 2. icecream party 3. as a friend with benefits 4. true and best friendship 5. a movie together 6. slow dance with me 7. long drive 8. one song for me 9. date me 10. rain dance together 11. wanna make passionate love 12. I wanna be your GF/BF 13. a big tight hug 14. one share 15. will u marry me 16. want u back in lyf 17. chilling together 18. gift 19. a prank with me 20. another chance

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

New watsapp dare😜…Select any one … 👏👏 👉👉 👊👊 ✊✊ 👌👌 ✌✌ 👐👐 🙌🙌 🙏🙏 💪💪 👎👎 👋👋 ☝☝ Waiting for your reply

Answer:

👏👏: propose me 👉👉:get me rechrge of rps250😁 👊👊:come to a movie with me ✊:feed me with ur hands 👌👌:write my name in ur status for 2 days 👋👋: give.me a tight hug 👐👐: send ur 10 photos. 🙌🙌: write sumthing for me in ur status 🙏🙏: lets go out 💪💪:put my dp😄 👎👎: I love U ✌✌: send me i lve u 3 times❤ ☝☝:send me a pic of urs childhood

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

Whatsapp Dare Chose The One Emoji………N gEt ready for ur dare  

🙂 , 😀 , 🙁 , 😮 , 😕 , 😛 , 😐

Answer :-

🙂 – recharge of 220 in my mobile 😀 – tell me something abt ur prsnl life 🙁 – Tell me something you always wanted to say but you couldn’t… 😮 – write yur status saying u love me…….widhout putting dare 😕 – How you want me to be.?? 😛 – tell me ur crush name 😐 – Give me sime special treat

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

Just ask them to select a alphabet from A-Z and the according to selected alphabet tell them to set their Whatsapp status!!

A-I’m pregnant B-ready to accept ur proposal C-I’m in love with my friend’s lover D-I am ugly E-guess i forgot my heart with u,plz return it..I’m dying F-my main hobby is eating G-In a secret place with my love don’t disturb H-i wish to b a in my next life I-I like to put makeup J- Do not speak to me ever again K-I’m mental L- Hate u all M-I’m sexy N-heartbroken O-I’m a cheater P-play boy/girl Q-I’d like to u drink ur blood R-in love S-Bhaiso se nafrat T-missing my ex lover U-my bf/gf is in love with my best friend.. V-missing u W-don’t message me X-I’m getting married next year Y-baby doll mai sona di Z-I’m a Roudy

No cheating ! Go change ur status..let’s see who all r brave enough

Whatsapp Dare Messages for friends

New dare to see how much you love and know about me… Ans the following… Q.1 What’s my last name? Q.2 How old am I? Q.3 When is my birthday? Q.4 What’s my favorite color? Q.5 Who am I in Love with? Ans fast see how much your love meter and collect your reward ….

Love meter are these 1 correct- 10% 😭feels like heart attack 2.correct- 30% 😢feels so sad 3.correct- 50% 😃feels at happy 4.correct- 75% 😘feels good 5.correct- 100% 😍feels like full of love, made for each other….

Following are the reward 😭 – recharge my mobile with Rs.50 😢 – don’t talk for one day 😃 – who is your crush? 😘 – Propose me, also send a pic of yours 😍 – tell me I Love you, send your beautiful pic too

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All of them

all the ones not on this list are already answered!!!

31: Who was your last call/text message from?my friend brendan32: Are you mad at anyone?-this one fucking bitch 33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?-yea it was my first kiss i was in sixth grade and she was in eighth grade lol34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?-im not gonna say that cos she would be as old as me and im only a couple months older than her!!! keepin my age a secret, sorry boys35: How many more days until your birthday?-how many days till december36: Do you have any summer plans yet?-its only a month into school stop37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?-ye!!38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?-yea but its stuff ive never told anyone, not even bea39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?-yea40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?-no 41: Do you think age matters in relationships?-uhh if the relationship is between like a 15 y/o and a 20 y/o it matters, but if its like between a 20 y/o and a 21 y/o then it doesnt matter. all im saying is it matters if its legal or not because if its not then get the fuck out of that relationship???????42: Are you available?-not looking for another partner sorry boys43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?-what44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?-probably a medusa piercing!!45: Do you believe exes can be friends?-sure i guess46: Do you regret anything?-lots of things47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?-fuck i left my gatorade in the freezer too long48: Did you ever lose a best friend?-yea49: Was your last kiss a mistake?-nah50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?-because hes already my bf51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?-nope cos i dont cry in front of people52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?-nah53: What was the last thing you ate?-chicken nuggets 54: Did you get any compliments today?-my friend said “thanks for being so understanding” so does that count55: Where are you going on your next vacation?-im going on vacation???56: Do you own anything from other countries?-i have a necklace my aunt kay gave me and its from when she went to europe57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?-girls58: Where have you lived most of your life?-florida59: When was the last time you took a long drive?-like three months ago60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?-no61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?-no62: Who do you text the most?-probably The Gay Squad™ aka this mlm chat im in 64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?-bc as far as i know their exes are asshats65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?-i did not66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?-yea by like a couple months67: Do you curse around your parents?-NO GOD NO DO YOU THINK I WANT A FREE CARD TO GET MY ASS WHOOPED68: Are you happy with where you live?-no tbh,,my apartment is kinda small69: Picture of yourself?-check the cassius.pic tag70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?-im polyamorous 71: Have you ever been dumped?-no 72: What do you most like about making out?-the kissing part73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?-yuh74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?-me75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?-idk uhhh probably their thighs?? i like thighs76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?-i forgot77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?-no78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?-no79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?-when people compliment me!!!80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?-probably not?? they have responsibilities and an actual human to take care of81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?-yea82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?-no i only tell like my close group of friends83: Do you miss your last sweetie?-if you mean my last partner, then no84: Last time you slow danced with someone?-ive never slow danced before85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?-wym an online relationship?? then yea86: How can I win your heart?-if u go out of ur way to try and make me happy or you bring me coffee, my heart is unlocked87: What is your astrological sign?-sagittarius sun, libra moon88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?-chillin….on tumblr…the usual89: Do you cook?-yeeeeeee90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?-no why would i do that92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?-IM POLYAMOROUS GODDAMMIT93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?-nice thighs or nice hair 94: Name four things that you wish you had!-money, a binder, some more crystals, some more jeans95: Are you a player?-no??96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?-no97: Are you a tease?-idk you tell me98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?-uhh no not yet99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?-i currently am100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?-we all know the obvious answer101: Hugs or Kisses?-kiss kiss kiss!!!!!102: Are you too shy to ask someone out?-sometimes but i do end up getting over that fear sometimes103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?-hair104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?-yea105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?-hmmm106: Do you flirt a lot?-yea107: Your last kiss?-with my ex108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?-no?? i dont kiss a lot of ppl109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?-no which is why AYDEN NEEDS TO COME TO FLORIDA110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?-AYDEN111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?-probably evelyn if we hang out this weekend112: Does someone like you currently?-probably not113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?-yea114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?-serious relationships are cool115: Ever made out with just a friend?-yea116: Are you happier single or in a relationship?-i dont think ive ever been happier than now cos im in a relationship