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i struggled so much with drawing arthur normally that i completely caved and went in the opposite direction. bam. buck pajamas.
#rdr2#arthur morgan#red dead redemption 2#simmon’s art tag#rdr2 fanart#red dead redemption 2 fanart#this is so silly omg#i swear i have other art#but drawing arthur is… difficult#don’t laugh but i actually had like. issues while drawing this#which is silly. this is silly and cute and for fun. i would never ever judge someone else for doing this.#but i want to draw him being *cool* yk?#and sad. and a badass.#but my brain simply refuses. hand not found.#my own limitations frustrate me bc i want to express my love for this character more earnestly#… but also. look at him. he’s cute isn’t he?#he deserved to smile. at the end; he did.
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@oobbbear i hope i've done them justice..... i just really like them hehehe
#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#bill cipher#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddlebill#billfidd#halloween#oobbbear#i love stuff like this that just GRABS my attention n i draw smn about it faster than i've ever drawn in my whole life LMAO#i love this au it's so good. i watched a couple wlw vampire movies while i was drawing this#and somehow both ended up seeming pretty thematically relevant to the ship.#the vampire lovers (1970) about a lesbian vampire who falls in love w a girl who's supposed to be her prey#and the hunger (1983) about a vampire who can't stand being immortal all by herself w no one to keep her company#they're both pretty sad and surprisingly for the thematic homophobia of the vampire lovers i actually liked it better of the 2 lol#but anyways. gave me a lot of thoughts about this au. fun stuff 👍#gijinka
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How much of me is me? (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Sans#Papyrus#Another one that I cried to while drawing hehe ♪ Hhhhh I love their dynamic so much <3 <3 ;;#Sans' apparent disinterest in hurting Gaster is deeply interesting to me - we see him punch Gaster in Mercyplates even! :0#I can't help but feel that a good portion of it is Papyrus being there with him when Gaster gives them his arm haha#Would he have been as well-behaved if he'd been by himself? I wonder :)#But generally I read it as him having grown up <3 They've both matured so beautifully by that point it's just ah- such a treat to read#Their transition from their childhood to their teens and young adulthood into themselves is just jdlksafhdsfd it's incredibly well written!#I say ''I wonder'' quite a lot lol but that's just speculation - watching them grow into themselves is So Incredibly satisfying <3#It feels so natural to watch them become themselves ♥ It's beautiful ♪♫#And their sibling dynamic is truly unrivaled <3 They support each other! Lift each other up! Where one stumbles the other catches him!#I love them so much ahh#Papyrus' emotional intelligence gets me so bad <3 The sweetest lad#I feel like it would bother Sans that he/they have Gaster's memories and not their own#It makes me especially sad to think about everything he missed of them - if only you hadn't fallen behind on the footage Gaster! >:0#They already have some pretty incredible identity issues just throw being pieces of him in every sense into the mix#They're grown from him and even when they got away and built themselves that still got subplanted with memories that aren't even theirs!#It's a rough spot#Papyrus though ♥ Always knows what to say hehe#Reaffirming that Sans is the most important person to him - that they are to each other - that no matter what they're brothers#And that no matter what - even having Gaster's memories or being without memories at all - that Sans is a good person#That it's not out of self-preservation or trying to do it for Papyrus' sake (even if that is a lot of it haha)#That /Sans/ is the one making that decision of his own volition and his own morals and beliefs#And that he loves and supports him no matter what <3#''I know you can be a good person. You can choose to do the right thing'' and ''I see you being a good person. You're doing the right thing'#Hhhh <3 I love them <3
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so i played through the entirety of tgaa2 with runo's DLC outfit it's what he canonically wears in my mind and it's absolutely great!! he's so snazzy and it compliments both susato's DLC and kazuma perfectly. i absolutely adore chuunosuke
only problem is. because chuunosuke is in EVERY shot with a vacant smile, i can't take emotional scenes seriously anymore
imagine me, reaching the climax of the third chapter of the game, there's the reveal and it's all sentimental and heart-wrenching. and i have to stare at this:
#mak art#mak draws aa#the great ace attorney#dai gyakuten saiban#tgaa#dgs#tgaa spoilers#tgaa2 spoilers#dgs spoilers#dgs2 spoilers#ryuunosuke naruhodou#ryunosuke naruhodo#naruhodo ryunosuke#chuunosuke#someone help me#NOT TO SAY I HATE CHUUNOSUKE I LOVE HIM#HES SO CUTE AND SHAPED#but it's just. runo's actively trying not to cry while he's just standing on his shoulder like “:3”#i cant take this it's too hilarious#sorry to this man but there's no way i can be sad w u anymore#also this took way more effort than i planned#it's what i get for being deeply intrigued/fascinated by runo's puppydog eyes ig#gotta get them emotions juuust right#also can't believe my first (formal) art post into the tgaa fandom is a shitpost#hi everypony.#im new.#waves tiredly
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Halo
#mmm ok lemme just start w the tags then ill ramble#welt yang#hsr#honkai star rail#hi3#honkai impact 3rd#my art#ok anyways. i didnt have too many thoughts when i started it beyond “uni is killing me but i NEED to do my daily drawings”#some thoughts did go through my mind while drawing which determined the direction this went in#which is that this could be a badass heroic drawing but.. it isn't. this doesn't feel very happy does it?#it makes him look a bit lonely#but something about the pose and the red is ominous. like he's unreadable but theres something sad about it#the moon in the background has a bit of a double meaning - namely the actual moon and its purpose in hi3#as the final destination of the honkai and the story but.. him as well#and as a halo. i love that the three major organizations in hi3 are basically religious groups#and AE basically worships joyce and his legacy (!) and welt tries to fill that. i mean the title sovereign alone means like. absolute ruler#an untouchable figure in terms of power and control over their people#so i really like to give him some sort of fucked up fake halo. he can imitate a saintly figure but it dehumanizes him in turn#he even talks about humanity like he's not a part of it#what's left is some kind of creature mimicking divinity but becoming isolated and inhuman in the process#(gesturing wildly) THINK ABOUT THE COSMIC HORROR POTENTIAL OF BEING A HERRSCHER. HE LITERALLY PERCEIVES REALITY DIFFERENTLY. CMON.
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them being peaceful <3
#no angst. no sad. no cry. no weep. just them being calm and at peace because why not#sobs and weeps i love them#they are tears of joy its fine#driftcells#my art#i just wanna draw them being relaxed while sleeping to the noise of the forest
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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She’d stay with them while visiting I think
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#enstars#mamagi#rinne amagi#niki shiina#rinniki#i think despite him being raised to be served she'd have taught him how to at least do basic things#basic cleaning and cooking#even if he's technically serving as chief he's not living in the village as one so like. go pick up the broom son#number 1 niki defender is rinne#number 2 is rinne's mother#also she's the type of lady to call you 'hon' and 'dear' and 'sweetheart' and stuff like that#i don't know if i'm writing her right but i really would like to think she's a kind lady.#if she's like everyone else at the amagi village i'm gonna be so sad.#also i love how every time i'm like 'this is gonna be my last drawing for a while' i come right back because i am an impulsive fool#also i think rinne d o e s help out around the house it's just that niki's significantly faster and more efficient when no one's in his way-#-in the kitchen--
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re:kinder doodle dump part three !!! drawings with wildly different moods www they are more polished ans complete than my other doodles because. why not🥺!!!
#re:kinder#rekinder#fanart#ryou re:kinder#mami re:kinder#takumiel re:kinder#yuuichi mizuoka#i will now provide commentary ...#the first one i did was the takumiel one lets start with him#that one was done in ms paint MERELY for the sake of me making a speedpaint in the style of 2010's speedpaints#turned out great . put some nightcore on it... not placing it here because tumblr does not take it kindly to me putting speedpaints here#(im still petty about that)#the chie one as you can see. is not a line from re:kinder. it is a line from “If...” another game by parun#where the girl who says it has the same sprite as chie. so i drew chie based on the line. chie in the multiverse...#mami was because i just dont draw her enough for being one of the characters with a drawn portrait and why not#ryou candy because i can ive been meaning to draw him more properly for a while outside of silly little projects i just never got to it#so there he is with the layout of clip studio paint because the drawing looked bland. and i didnt know what to use as a background#i do not use clip studio on light mode. i just thought itd look better with the background. all for composition sake...!!!#now about the yuu drawing i did that this morning its funny actually... if you see it that way i prefer seeing things as comedic if possible#today's morning dread would simply not leave so i decided to draw rekinder because its my go to for whenever im feeling low#and i decided. i will channel my feeling into this drawing because i can i will channel it outwards so i dont have to deal with it#so at first i was very dreadful and sad drawing. but then as i was finishing it#and the drawing looked more gloomy than it had ever had I HAD GLEE ONCE MORE!! IT WORKED!! i did channel it outwards im a genius#so i totally would recommend if you dont want to deal with dread and are in a state where you can draw#you should make your drawing feel it so you dont have to. its great#its like when one manifests their period cramps onto goku from dragon ball z.... at least i do that#i do love goku. what kind of latinoamerican would i be if i didnt id be a disgrace but im not strong enough i know he can fight it
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I got my first hate comment on Deviantart yesterday on my old man Yaoi art I did for 810NICLE Day this year
YAY MY ART IS BEING THAT RECOGNIZED HATERS ARE COMMENTING!
#bionicle#g1 bionicle#lego bionicle#rambles#shit post#oml did this person really think i was still early Internet days me and easily got effected by Internet hate?#I'm just having fun drawing what i love and that is the old man Yaoi while being my authentic self and your just a sad hater lol 🤣
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Mmmmmmagazine
I was thinking about @yumiiyummech’s fic for WENDY and I doodled what I kind of imagine the media was like around WENDY (idk if I’m explaining right 😢)
totally non-canon I just had a vision
ignore how bad the quality is uhh I had a big canvas and drew in a tiny corner of it
If the clothing is weird idk I don’t know anything about fashion or fashion magazines (I had to look up references for half an hour)
I’d imagine that the “secret to captivating smiles” would just be a segment where WENDY yaps about thinking about her loving parents making her happy or something and everyone’s like “aww what a sweet innocent girl”
#omori wendy#omori#omori oc#digital art#my art#fanart#Why must I complete this concept while I have at least 4 Wendy wips begging me to please finish oh god it’s been two months#doodle#I want to draw that scene from the first chapter#Where she uses the pen#Very dramatic#And since last week I wanted to doodle Wendy’s mother being like “oh no I could have never foreseen my dearest daughter wanting to run away#I feel so sad I really hope the authorities can find her”#And then internally she’s like “I’M FREE I DONT HAVE TO PRETEND TO LOVE MY CHILD ANYMORE!!!!” Yea
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Lucille Desmoulins moment (she is not ok)
#lucille Desmoulins#frev#frev community#french revolution#tea art 🎨#I LOVE WOMEN!!!!!!!! I LOVE SAD WOMEN!!!!!!!#at first i only wanted to draw a silly Lucille being melodramatic and overly depressed while writing her many iconic quotes in her diary#buuuutttt ended up making an entire freakin narrative????#please tell me this looks good#i wish this was compositioned better#WHY DOES TUMLBR MAKE MY PICTURES LIKE THAT????#oklo makes a post
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Wuh oh (Patreon)
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The novel experience of being crushed by a giant rock, a visual metaphor
#Doodles#ISaT#Siffrin#Loop#Yaaaay suffering <3 <3 <3#Lol#Starting with a cute practice Sif to get used to drawing them a bit more they're so cute what the heck#He's so shaped I love that for him and about him#Crisp design very nice#Sif really is the embodiment of ''Ignorance is bliss'' and being so maladjusted about it :'D#His memory issues make the me a sad#Ironically I try not to think about it too hard or else I'll get Really sad lol#Memory is the foundation of individual personhood! It's such a tragedy weh#Him brushing things off by falling back into his issues is just so agh Sif no you deserve better!#Some sillies lol I never know if I should give content warnings for these kinds of jokes - I don't make them often!#Loop's line in the Jello streams is So good I couldn't not lol#Happy Wednesday fr btw lol yes I did do that on purpose#The last one agh the red and like - can we talk about Sif (and Loop's and Odile's) specific portraits where their hands do the spark thing??#I always forget how art can be Whatever and that overlapping/removing lineart to imply shapes and movement and just jfdslafd#It's so cool I love it so much it's very inspiring#The bonus is mostly a joke lol - again while watching the Jello streams Lenti was talking about how much she relates to Sif#And I was privately like ''Haha thank goodness I don't relate to him! Couldn't be me!'' And Then#It's fine lol I'm aware of my overlapping issues - I fall more on the Isa side of ''Sounds fake but okay'' but yeah.....yeahhhh lol#As long as I don't get trapped in a time loop about it! Poor Sif haha
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Cas + Faith 9/?- 5x16: Dark Side of the Moon
The alternate quotes are from the discussion of this moment in episode 23 of @thecascast, Dark Side of the Cas. The idea of doing a series following Cas' faith journey had been floating around in my head for a while, but this discussion is what lead to me actually doing this series so thanks y'all.
ID: Three images of a digital drawing of Cas from episode 5x16 of Supernatural. The drawing shows Cas' head and shoulders, viewed from above, with his face turned upwards towards the viewer. His expression is upset. The background is in shades of orange and the drawing is set within a circle, with a quote around the outside. In the the first image, the words read "Fuck you. I believed in-". In the second image, the words read "You son of a bitch. I believed in-". In the third image, the words read "You coward. I believed in-". The difference in the quotes is the only difference between the three images. End ID.
#cas#castiel#supernatural#spn#CasFaithSeries#spn 5x16#dark side of the moon#finally got to the one that started it all#relistening to this one while drawing this and gotta say. good ep team#cas is SUCH a character always but also specifically in this ep#he can never go home!! hes in the radio! hes in the tv! he says condolences!#he's a train without tracks!! im screaming!!!! i love this dude!!!!#the son of a bitch line doesnt take me out of the scene as much as yall talked about cuz i am always too busy being sad HOWEVER#i do prefer you coward it feels more cas-like and it just hits harder imo#and fuck you is just... mwah!#cas should get to say fuck!!
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oops! all wips
#dndads#1st img is morgan . tried to solidify the type of person that would marry glenn & jodie and its like#manic pixie dream girl meets wife under bedsheets. fun loving carefree extremely irresponsible i imagine shes as much a bad mom as glenn is#a bad dad#close family dinner for each day of the week#i imagine its very depressing cool for kids sad for adult/college life meals#i had like a pmv/animatic of tmbg erase to nicks everything but ill never finish it sadge!#comic in the middle i was gonna do like a immediately after the final where willys defeated and schools out for summer norm and scary run#into eachother while theyre walking home#and scary would ask whats wrong and normal would be like#well knowing that the entire world ended because of me has been sort of weighing#on me yeah“ and then scary would go ”normal...do you wish that *was* the reason?“ which would lead normal getting dumbstuck cuz she hits#the nail on the hammer. and then hes incredibly defensive and hes like uh b buh NO !!! MAYBE !!! and scary would share her experience#but itd make normal more resentful cuz hed be like well it all worked out for you in the end with you and your dad and you mom who all love#you. and then scary would get irked and start to call him out but then now that the bottles been uncorked his resentment would start#spilling out.#“you burned my house down! i thought it was *my* family that had the connection with the doodler ! but why- when- ”#and normal would be so frustrated and he couldnt get his words out and hed refuse to look at scary while she looks at him w/ the hardest#look of conflicted sympathy and pain#and all she could say would be stop comparing yourself to me and shed mean that in the most compassionate way possible and norm would just#be like i know#and then the bus would come and scary would have to go but shed look back and then be like “am i still coming over saturday to play#and him busy crying would just give a thumbs up#god now that i write this out maybe i will draw it i have a little bit of time left why not#to me i think scarys someone normal would have the easiest time being mean to#one because of his latent misogyny and this like unconscious superciliousness he holds towards her yet shes the one receiving the#validation he sorely craves and knowing if theres anyone he could talk to and whos understand what hes going through its her so though he#isnt able to be emotionally vulnerable or engage in a deeper level but he does feel comfortable enough to lash out at her#last pic is if nick woke up post doodlerized and found himself on cassandras couch (where the teens placed him) and shes there to greet him
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also 🥺🥺🥺 guess who’s bday it is today 🥺🥺🥺
#this is vee speaking#IM SORRY ITS JUST ANALOG ART I WAS BUSY AND I DONT HAVE A DRAWING SETUP RN LMAO#BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLIE 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷#SONIC TEAM HAS BEEN WORKING OVERTIME TO LOWKEY RETCON ALWAYS BEING LEFT BEHIND IN THE STORY#AND WHILE IM A LITTLE SAD TO SEE THAT SLOW BURN PLOT THREAD DIE IT JUST MEANS SHE GETS MORE TIME IN THE SPOTLIGHT#AND PROPERLY!!!!! SO HERES TO HAVING YOUR THEMES BLATANT FOR THOSE WHO CANT CARE TO SEE THEM#HERES TO FURTHER TOUCHING THE HEARTS OF OTHERS WITH MAGIC AND LOVE#AND BECOMING THE INDEPENDENT AND LOVELY LADY YOU WANT TO BE!!!!!!!!!!#HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
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