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Guys I'm so glad everyone loves hit JRWI campaign: The Suckening so much. 12 thousand notes on just a thumbnail that's so cool. Anyone think about emizel pussy-out post revival
#i make yet anothet post just for me π#SHUT THE FUCK UPPPP#sorry. guy who lives in new york voice i need people on tiktok to get less annoying#1k#2k#3k#4k#5k#10k#20k#30k#lord kill us all its at thirty thousand notes...#40k#50k#60k
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the paintings of pills post reminded me (because of the crushed benadryl) of the time I was breaking out in hives from stress because my very recent ex (and roommate) had brought his new squeeze (also our coworker) (lived there too but in a different house) into the living room for games and stuff (to get drunk and flirt mostly).
anyway, this was before I actually smoked weed and I didn't have an Ativan prescription. I had edibles but they would be too slow to have before bed.
So I couldn't do much chemically about the anxiety so I decided to address the hives at least. the house first aid kid had been raided (to restock the field kits, we worked at a nature centre) and the benadryl left was kind of crushed and damp. but it was what I had, so I eyeballed it and estimating that i was at least below the median lethal dose for my biomass.
telling time was hard because of the everything going on, and also my lips and mouth were becoming numb. The antihistamines also seemed to be knocking in faster than usual so I was feeling weird.
was I allergic to Benadryl? Maybe I had sensitized myself a few months earlier after slathering myself in antihistamine and steroid lotion after contracting gnarly poison ivy, due to having camped on an island covered with poison ivy trees (work trip). the lotion worked but kinda numbed my face and eyelids.
so yeah, benadryl was definitely a topical anaesthetic but why was I so zooted from a couple of tablets?
Oh yeah. The benadryl pills were smooshed. Crushed pills absorb differently from whole ones. So not only had I kinda eyeballed the dose, I was basically getting an antihistamine bong hit.
I woke up in my own bunk, but I think I spent most of the evening lying on the deck and listening to the gray tree frogs. (The fireflies were probably real too, but I don't know).
#i lived π#i wouldnt recommend this but i would recommend intravenous gravol/dramamine (dimenhydrinate not diphenhydramine like benadryl )#like if youre in the hospital or whatever lol and they ask u. instant relief and it was v relaxing
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realizing itβs mutual (ID in alt)
#labru#laios touden#kabru#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#ruporas art#i realized i never uploaded this on here but predictably i am quite fond of them#i think theyre funny most of all but i enjoy their dynamic and the potential for them to settle in each others lives peacefully#itβs pretty compelling thinking of how theyd get to that point also since romantic love is unfounded for both of themβ¦ their interests#mainly lead their focus elsewhere. anyway theres a lot of labru thinkpieces and i ππ
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Doofus forced to wake up
#ratblr#fancy rat#i found out shes a girl lol she loves my hoodies#whivh is so convenient as im a dysphoric trans girl π#bcuz i live in the most awful humid part of Missouri
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol βοΈ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people π#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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ah yes. hermitcraft. that one PG server amiright
#cleo 'show me your deck' π pearl biggest deck π impulse compensating π i love them#hermitcraft#hc s9#geminitay#impulsesv#zombiecleo#pearlescentmoon#cubfan135#grian#.live#.vid#ashy watching: hc s9
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[Day 322]
{}, the Housemaiden, the Fighter, the Magician, the Baker
Going back to isal for a bit I miss these sillies
#dddaily4sherin#giggs#grian#geminitay#impulsesv#goodtimeswithscar#skizzleman#i mean what who are these people /SILLY#In Stars and Lives#or is it :3#in hindsight maybe we should've lined them up in the giggs order HEKAHJRHRKW#WELP TOO LATE#I MISS THE SILLIESS THEYRE HAVING FUN AND G IS DOING TOTALLY FINEπ#dont mind the caption change if u saw it :3 just thought of a less boring caption HASJEAHEA TUMBLR EXCLUSIVE
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the only thing keeping him alive are his cartoon physics
#smoking#tw smoking#turbo#turbo wir#turbo wreck it ralph#my art#i keep making somewhat high effort shitposts#as in it takes me days to finish#i just love making everything i do a learning experience no matter what it is#i love living and laughing and loving abd learning π#Yes i am going to utilize Turbo smoking 500 cigarettes as a way to educate myself on how to crosshatch and draw him in a diff style. OkπΌπ#ignore the peculiar anatomy...im working on it π·#wreck it ralph#SILLY TIME
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wade listens to so much 90s/00s/10s pop it drives logan INSANE. he's blasting gwen steffani and beyonce in the early mornings, he plugs in the aux to one direction and nsync, he puts on the most ghastly house remixes when cleaning. but to logan that's not the worst part, the worst part is that he starts enjoying it. he starts humming some of the songs when making coffee in the morning before wade is conscious, he taps his fingers on the steering wheel along to the beat in the car, he even picks "call me maybe" during their weekly karaoke night.
wade just smiles fondly and gently
#sjonnie.text#WADE TEACHING LOGAN HOW TO ENJOY LIVING AGAIN!!!!!!!!!#laura and ellie and colossus and yukio and peter and dopinder and vanessa and wade and al teaching logan how to live#deadpool x wolverine#poolverine#loganade#deadclaws#sorry i am so soft about them#deadpool and wolverine#logan howlett#wade wilson#hugh jackman#ryan reynolds#also @ryan if you're looking for another writer πππ email me πππ i accept payment in the form of cardboard cutouts and sandwiches
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The whole "breasts shouldn't be politicized because the primary purpose of breasts is to feed babies!" can be a fine jumping-off point, but I really wish people thought deeper than that when we talk about the ways in which bodies are politicized and restricted.
Like, why's it that when we talk about breasts, they must have some Higher Purpose? It's true that breasts aren't inherently sexual, but they aren't valuable solely because they can potentially feed a baby. A human body doesn't have to serve a Higher Purpose in order for it to not be legislated against or policed, and I just wish people would remember it isn't always about babies, about other people, about anything else other than the people who have that body.
#feminism#dysphoria tw#your body doesn't need to have an Intrinsic Worthwhile Purpose so that you can live without fear#and it is fine if people say this to criticize the way breasts are overly sexualized and fetishized or what have you...#...but i encourage people to not see this as an end-all-be-all argument#because this opens discussions about how we politicize bodies and how we interpret them#i see overlap between this and the way trans bodies are politicized and policed honestly#and i guess personally i'm just so tired of the idea that to be safe your body Must Have A Good Reason To Be#and i fear this may reinforce the idea that we Must Serve Purposes and Be Useful and Used#ask to tag (genuine)#and what would this say for childless people? or people who cannot bear children? if they have breasts are they 'useless bodies'#because i have seen the ways some people's bodies are treated when they do not 'work PROPERLY' and that scares me#it scares me to potentially start treating people with different bodies as Defective and Unworthy and Unproductive#and i don't always trust when people latch onto purpose-driven arguments for human bodies that it stops at that y'know#have seen some discussion amd whatnot so π#is it now time to clock put and be a silly goose yet?
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And we have reached the end. Thank you guys for all the nice and funny comments <3
It might be the end of this comic, but not the end of my silly au!
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#I squeezed this out of me in one day#in an over 8 hour live stream#ππ#cotl#cult of the lamb#aychama#cotl lamb#art#cotl narinder#narilamb#illustration#cotl royal au
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Finished dungeon meshi π
#very normal guys. so normal forever.#to live is to eat. you know?? man.#food in dunmeshi. the meaning of life in dunmeshi. WHATEVER WHATEVER. swagever. i dont even CARE <- me caring#anyways gonna be thinking about this forever now im fine and normal haha hehe π ;-;#stormy in here#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#id in alt text
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#sars cov 2#covid 19#i've interacted with 4 different friends/acquaintances in the past month alone who have all been hospitalised after having a stroke#(and in one case multiple strokes)#one who i visited in hospital over the weekend had a (unmasked) nurse coughing up a lung in her room π#and one of them who had to undergo surgery also had to be moved to a different hospital#bc the ward they were keeping him in was full of confirmed covid patients ππ#idk how many times it needs to be said before it gets through people's heads but VACCINES ARE NOT ENOUGH#and encouraging ppl to rely solely on them when there are already plans to jack up the prices so you have to KEEP PAYING for boosters#for an ONGOING mass-disabling event is so laughably unrealistic and absurd and flat-out demonic#you need to mitigate the actual spread of covid by WEARING A MASK + fighting for CLEAN AIR/proper ventilation in public spaces!!!!!!#ppl are so eager to forget the whole 'break the chain of transmission' thing and how effective masking is and so this is where we're at#'i got infected and infected other ppl who might die or become permanently disabled but it's no big deal bc no one else wears a mask#so if /i/ didn't infect them someone else would have anyway so it's not my fault and really its got nothing to do with me and my choices'#if everyone is responsible then no one is responsible - that's how it works right?#it's no wonder some ppl go rabid at even the sight of someone wearing a mask and minding their own business#ppl seeking treatment for unrelated conditions/illnesses and then dying from covid caught in hospitals#due to lack of npis/basic mitigation measures - no regulations no accountability#we truly live in a hell (''new normal'') of our own making#anyway none of this is new news at all i mostly thought it might be good to share the info graphic abt signs of stroke#covid has been given free reign and chances are increasing as to how likely you'll encounter it happening to someone you know at some point#also heart attacks and pots and alzheimer's etc etc etc
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Friendly reminder that A Land for All is an excellent organization that is still, even now, working to create an equitable resolution to the conflict. Please check them out:
I also strongly recommend reading through their full proposal here.
#i/p#ΧΧΧ¦Χβ’οΈ#jumblr#tbh anyone looking for my ''real stance'' (thanks to that anon for that one π) needn't look further than this#it's led by Israelis and Palestinians who are - may I remind you - the ones currently in danger and who have to live with any solution#and personally nothing I or anyone else in the diaspora can come up with will be better than localized grassroots movements#so I prefer to cede the floor to the people with the rockets actually pointed at them π#this also has joint leadership and joint buy-in#and enjoys support from both left and right sides of the political spectrum#which means there's *real* buy-in#I'm sure there will be bumps and rough spots and things that need to be figured out over time#but IYβH Inshallah we will see the day this cooperation wins out
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is grian eating what now???
#the condom clip that i was talking about earlier πππ#crying laughing#skizzleman#grian#impulsesv#goodtimeswithscar#.live#.vid
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i think sonic would actually really like the phrase "live laugh love" but not bc he likes the aesthetic that it usually belongs to, or is anything like the people who would hang those signs in their house. he would just see it somewhere w no context and think wow live laugh love? that's what i do!! and he would unironically say it bc it DOES fit him. like he would graffiti tag it around the city
#what i am trying to say is that live laugh love is a good phrase but the connotation has been changed. which is sad!!!#but if u take all that away then the phrase is good. and that's how sonic would see it#tbh i don't think most of the cast would know the context either so they'd just be like yeah π when sonic says it#except for some ppl like. rouge would know. and think it's hilarious when he says it but won't explain why LOL#sth#sonic the hedgehog#fenn.post
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