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I want it to be 2015 again.. I want to watch robert say I love you to Aaron for the first time. I want to feel what I felt after hearing ‘say it again’ ‘I love you’ .. the elation.. the giddiness … take me BACKKK
#robron#I remember my reaction so well#i literally jumped and screamed#^ that was already a tag.. I’ve talked about this before haven’t i#WELL IT WAS A GOOD TIME FOR ME OKAY. i was mentally unwell but I was free#(free=staying up til 1am to read soap spoilers and constantly rewatching all their scenes instead of doing homework)
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Dude caught me taking a screenshot, I'm cooked-
#Static screams into the void#Static plays FNV#Fallout New Vegas#FNV#Arcade Gannon#THE WAY HE JUST IMMEDIATELY LOOKED RIGHT AT ME- I JUMPED.#Sorry cadeyboy you just looked really pretty-#Wasn't a fan of Honest Hearts writing-wise. But Arcade looks pretty slick in bacon man's vest.#But yeah- after finishing that I'm just wrapping up a few things before doing Lonesome Road and ACTUALLY FINISHING THE DAMN GAME.#(Mainly checking off some undiscovered locations and the last few Wild Card objectives.)#I'm reeeeealy not emotionally ready to finish 'For Auld Lang Syne' and lose this nerd :'(#So I've been pushing it to be the literal last thing I do before endgame.
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Nico and Percy's dynamic through the series is eternally funny to me, because it's just. like.
Percy's having a constant mental struggle between his fatal flaw of loyalty with a promise he made to Bianca to protect Nico, versus his Big 3 kid desire to maim other Big 3 kids / Poseidon descendant urge to totally maim Nico specifically. He hates Nico so so much. He thinks Nico's annoying and weird at best, and creepy/sketchy when he's older. The only positive thoughts Percy has towards Nico are "He's Bianca's brother and Bianca was my friend and I owe her/He's Hazel's brother and Hazel is my friend and would kill me if I was mean to him," "He's a powerful asset and useful ally (if questionable)," and "He's kinda pathetic and I feel maybe a little bad about it." Percy has multiple occasions throughout the series where he strongly considers - and on one occasionally actually goes through with - throttling Nico.
Meanwhile, Nico is following around Percy like a lost puppy. He explicitly can never bring himself to even dislike anything about Percy no matter how hard he tries. He has a whole bit in BoO where he's mentally going "UGH he's so stupid BUT IT'S ENDEARING HOW DARE HE." He's totally smitten. He's making deals with his dad for Percy. He's making convoluted plans to help Percy stand a chance against Kronos. During the entirety of BoTL it's like he's playing tsundere - "I'm helping NOT PERCY SPECIFICALLY with this quest! Me helping Percy would be SILLY because I DEFINITELY HATE HIM." Then he proceeds to show up to Percy's birthday party to basically ask him on a weird date and spend the entire next book scrambling around trying to help him or protect him or impress him. And Percy could not give less of a shit.
Just. That dynamic is so funny to me. Percy is the founder of the Nico Protection Club in that he's the one they're all protecting Nico from and meanwhile Nico is throwing himself at Percy to the point where the literal god of gay love calls him out on it.
#pjo#percy jackson#nico di angelo#Percy shows up at CJ and squints at Nico like ''hm. why do i feel like i hate you? like i just wanna punch you in the face?''#and Nico just immediately goes ''huh no idea anyways i have to go-'' and jumps into Tartarus#but not before he gives Hazel essentially a detailed explanation of ''this is Percy i cant say much but please dont let him die <3''#and Nico's whole Tartarus trip was basically a whole ''im doing this so no one else has to''#only for Percy and Annabeth to fall in like one book later and Nico proceeds to spend the next book internally screaming about it#and then Cupid calls him out on it and the next book#Nico's just like ''at this point im hoping i keel over within the next week just so i can force this dumb crush to chill the fuck out''#Nico staring pointedly at Will: ''For my own sake i need to form another crush RIGHT NOW so i can finally get over Percy.''#''this has been so bad for my health''#Nico's crush on Percy is just too funny to me. horrible pick my guy. terrible job. love that for you. he could not be less interested.#Percy LITERALLY TRIES TO KILL NICO and ditch him in the underworld and Nico is somehow STILL like ''but i love him''#Percy basically chokes him. beats up his dad. tells him ''go get smited by your dad for me.'' and ditches him.#and Nico's opinions/crush on him DO NOT CHANGE#though also Nico's reaction to Percy beating up his dad + skeletons is SO funny. his jaw is on the floor. he's flustered about it.#he just witnessed Percy be incredibly hot and proceeded to go ''yea i'll do anything for this man. collect reinforcements of 3 gods? sure''#nico you absolute DISASTER with HORRIBLE TASTE. you can do better. raise your standards.#which tbh is funnier when you factor in sun and the star. Nico just wont stop crushing on guys who dislike him and everything he stands for
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It’s never dream over 🥶
He was the only mcyt they had as a keychain or at all. He’s so popular their making fake Minecraft keychains of him, our boy 😭 forever winning, and he hasn’t even uploaded in months. Actual golden boy ( I did get one)
#it’s never dream over#dream#dreamwastaken#dtblr#dreamblr#our boy#dream keychain#my sister pointed him out and we both literally almsor scream#I was so happy and giddy I was jumping#I will take him everywhere with me I love him#dream stans always win
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Me: yeah If we get anything ace attorney related I'll be excited but Ill still mostly be calm, probably
Me the second I see the picture of my gay boy putting his jacket on:
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Sukiyaki delivery
OUR SKYY 2 x BAD BUDDY | EPISODE 1
#bad buddy#our skyy 2#our skyy 2 x bad buddy#bad buddy the series#asianlgbtqdramas#inkpa#love pattranite#milk pansa#the inkpa favouritism is going to be blatant but im not sorry about it#i literally screamed and started jumping up and down the second the appeared#111gif
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I really do think everything is going to work out, so much care has been put into this project, both by creators and admins, a restructure is disruptive short term but so incredibly necessary for the long term continuation of the server. It’s clear everyone working on the project believes in what they’re doing, and it’s unambiguously a good thing that going forward everyone will be fairly compensated for their efforts.
#qsmp#on a personal level however if there is ONE more situation that is difficult short term but productive for the future I’m going to SCREAM#it’s been literally on a weekly basis for a month straight I’m exhausted#I wish we could jump forward to when things are better without sitting through the ugly in between#but! not how life works! no way forward but through and all#however unrealistic it is I just want everyone to be happy. surely we’ll get there eventually
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P13. Be afraid
Violence, wound care, past torture, touch aversion, nausea mention, self harm?, suicidal ideation (encouraged), negative self perception
“Hey there, come on back now.” The words find Adrian somewhere far away. They wash over him, conveying little meaning.
He floats
“Adrian!” More forceful. That's his name, isn't it? Did he have a name?
“Adrian, it's time to come back now, come on, wake up.” These words are accompanied by a spike of irritation. Who's disturbing him?
“Adrian!” This time, a sensation, a small pain against his cheek. He has a cheek? He has a body
Body awareness hits him
He shoots back into himself, leaping up with a gasp, unsteady legs almost dumping him to the floor. Where is he? Who is hurting him?
The walls are dusty brick, and his feet press into concrete. His cell, Jesse's basement. He relaxes a fraction
A small, dark-skinned woman with wild hair and a bloody rag in her hand looks up at him from where she's seated on a cot. Was that always here?
“Hey hey, it's ok,” she says, raising her hands to show she's unarmed. “It's just me… Wonder. L- Apollo went to grab my kit. I'm a medic. We met before, but you were kinda out of it” she trails off
Right, Jesse's friends. The blonde man- Apollo? Stupid name
What the fuck just happened? He's off balance. He hates being off balance. Why was he unconscious?
“Don't touch me!” He snaps as she reaches for him. It comes out tight and unmistakably panicked. Weak- He bears his teeth. Who gave her permission-
Pull yourself together
Can't let them see it
She has her hands up again. “It's ok, I'm not going to hurt you it's just a soothing antibiotic ointment.”
“What?” He still feels off balance, he doesn't understand. Why is she tending his wounds?
“For the pain?”
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“L-Apollo thought you were having a… reaction to the pain.”
He doesn't understand. Why? Best to agree. He nods, forcing himself to take a few steps towards her.
Gingerly he sits, forcing himself to angle his bared back towards her. It feels like willingly reaching for a hot stove
He flinches at her touch. Fucking weak-
Trying to calm himself he holds still as her fingers move over his back. Each touch burns, sending goose flesh racing across his skin
His last memory was the blonde man coming through the door. He'd been feeling pretty good then? Hadn't he? He likes watching the man squirm and this time he was squirming. The man hadn't known how to use a whip-
Of course, he bites his tongue, letting the slight pain ground him
A whip, fucking typical. Disgust roils in his belly. He'd thought he'd be over this. The man was fucking incompetent with a whip anyways. Did he even hit him? Fucking weak, pathetic-
Her fingers graze the back of his neck and he grits his teeth against bile suddenly rising in his throat.
She finally breaks contact and he allows himself an unsteady breath.
But then her fingers are back and he flinches hard. Revolting-
“Sorry” she says automatically. Is she? He has to fight every instinct he has to make himself unfurl and lean back towards her.
“Almost done.” Is she trying to reassure him? Pathetic
She rubs ointment over another laceration. Her fingers feel like thousands of tiny needles, stinging, but not hurting. He gags, twisting suddenly to grab her wrist. He can't take it
“Get away from me bitch!” He snaps, wrenching her arm viciously and throwing her to the ground.
She cries out, landing awkwardly and he grins. Finally. Satisfaction, control, relief wash through him so fast it makes him dizzy. Yes
He stalks towards her with purpose and she scrambles away, the fear plain in her eyes. He takes his time, wanting to enjoy this.
Where to start? Her fingers, obviously. The hands that were all over his bare skin. His stomach turns, he can still feel their phantom touch. Should he break them? Take off her nails? Breaking them might be too... harsh
He lunges at her, but she darts past him, faster than he expected. Or maybe he's just slower. Her elbow collides hard with his spine and he yelps, spinning back to face her with a growl. Break them then. Each and every one that touched him. Hes going to rip them out one by one and make her fucking eat them
“Come on” she says, hands half raised as if she's still not sure if she wants to fight him. “You really think you can take me in your condition? I don't want to hurt you.” Part of him tries to remember his condition. He's injured, severely injured in his legs, and was unconscious not 10 minutes ago. Maybe he should care, but he doesn't
He throws himself at her, ducking a fist, in past her guard. She kicks out, connecting with his ruined shin, and he howls. The world going white for a moment. When it comes back, he's on top of her, straddling her hips. His wounded knees dig hard into the floor on either side of her. It hurts, but the pain just makes him more angry. He buries a fist in her face, and another before she bucks her hips, knocking him forward, off balance. Grabbing his arm, she flips him off of her, reversing their positions, but before he can react, he feels the tip of a knife digging into his neck.
He almost begs for it
“Go on then.” He half screams “fucking do it! I can see how bad you want to!” Breathing hard he can feel the sharp edge biting gently into his skin. “You're little friend couldn't. Wanted to teach me a lesson first. But between you and me, I just think he's a coward.” He can't stop the laugh bubbling up in him. “Come on now,” he tries to sound soothing, not crazy. “For Jesse.” He pouts. “Think about how broken they looked when they got back. All shaky and crying, probably flinching at even your most gentle touch.” he tsks “so sad”
“Misha!” A startled gasp from the door. She glances back and Adrian takes the chance, knocking the blade away from his neck. He twists, throwing her off him, trying to swing the blade around to her neck, but she is too strong. She grapples him, knife clasped in both their hands as they each try to keep it away from themself.
Then the blonde man, Apollo, is there. He stomps hard on Adrian's wrist, grinding it into the cement as the woman lets go. He wines in pain, flailing with his other hand, trying to grab her. She extracates herself easily and stands, looming over him.
“I think you're the coward.” She growls, knife back in her hand. “You're trying so hard to get someone to do it for you. Why? Too scared to do it yourself?" She sneers. "Maybe if you're good, when Apollos done, I'll leave what's left of you with the knife.” she spits at him, pointedly folding the knife as she turns away
He sees red, diving after the pair. A boot knocks him back. He dives again, just in time for the door to slam shut in his face. He screams
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#i just wanna say a giant thanks to everyone reading this series!!!#you all light up my life!!!#i literally jump up and down and scream whenever i get a note or message from yall!#and then freak out and dont know how to respond#i just want you all to know i see you and see your comments and am onsessed with every single one of them even if i dont respond lol#so glad youre all here with me while i beat up this unstable freak <3#whump#whump writing#action and echo#my writing#defiant whumpee#oc whump#torture whump#revenge whump#carewhumper#whumperee#whumper turned whumpee#feral whumpee
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THANK YOU SOSOSOSOSO MUCH TO @legowizard THE BABYGIRLS JUST ARRIVED AND I'M SO ECSTATIC THEY'RE LITERALLY EVERYTHING I HOPED FOR AND MORE AAAAAAAAAAA
I SCREAMED. also the cutest doodle on this planet earth GUHHH I am SICK!!! /pos
#AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!#i didn't show it but PAINT HAS AN ANGY FACE TOO#THEYRE SOOOOO CUHUHUUTEEEEE I WANNA CRY#THEYRE SO STUPID LOOKING I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#MORE INCOMPREHENSIBLE SCREAMING#i literally started jumping for joy#heh sorry bout shitty lighting
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Guinevere convincing the officer she can chill her husband out
#drawing#art#digital art#fanart#arthur pendragon#gwen pendragon#arthur pendragon fanart#gwen pendragon fanart#bbc merlin#comic#the officer sitting there like damn i did not need to know that#but also please do#bc he literally set a raccoon loose on one of our cops bc he didn’t like the way the cop was looking at him#and gwen’s like well damn maybe the cop deserved it#and th officers like well he also ran and climbed up a fire escape then we found him making tea for the old man whose house he broke into#and gwen’s like jesus christ arthur#then the officers like no i’m not done we found him and then he somehow got the old man to vouch for him even though he has a broken window#arthur jumped back through after giving his number to the old man and found the hose at the bottom as we were chasing him and sprayed us#screaming “bitch ass motherfuckers trying to take away my goddamn right to meet new people#the he threw the hose at us#screamed fuck the cops#then ran into a wall#and that’s how we got him#and gwen’s like damn okay then
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Mr Apples I love u <3
What is a pencil? How do u draw again??? I haven't done this in like..... a VERY hot minute!
#should I have done warm ups before this??? probably!#should I have done literally any studies at all to remember how angles and shapes work??? probably!#did I jump straight in and just try to relearn on the fly?? 100% yeah#I WAS A FIGURE DRAWING ARTIST AT ONE POINT GOD WHAT ARE BODIES WHAT ARE DHAPES OH GOD ITS BEEN A MINUTE#I can feel my brain kicking and screaming trying to remember how to work oh god it's almost nice tho we'll see#critical role#exu downfall#c3e99#critical role campaign 3#the emissary#apples I love u so much sweet boy full of love he's confused to be here but ready for anything#sams art#god it's been over a year since I really drew much at all#and almost longer than that for any bodies or thinking work besides exact copy bug photo studies#cr downfall#im actively doing more doodles as we speak
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ao3 sydcarmy writers you are gods gift to this world for preparing me for all this angst and getting me very excited. carmy resorting to his emp ways. sydneys snark and contempt. the partnership agreement. sydney contemplating the agreement. “so that you can push me and I can push you.” sydney at nat and pete’s house. berzatto in laws: sydney and pete interacting. the tension between sydcarmy in the kitchen. “if it’s not perfect it doesn’t go out.” sydney shaking the hand of the cdc from ever’s. “why are you doing this” “we’re gonna get a star” “i thought that was a trap”. “you need to calm down” “this is what you wanted right” AND THAT FUCKING LOOK. its straight out of a fanfic.
#sydcarmy#the fact that this is actual dialogue#i feel the urge to puke my guts out like sydney#literally shaking you guys#yeah this is what I wanted 😭🥹🫣🤭#screaming crying throwing up#jumping up and down dancing around grinning maniacally#I am too emotionally invested in this#is Sydney gonna potentially leave after dealing with all his crap? is carmy gonna cry and grovel?#sydcarmy s3#sydney x carmy#I can’t fucking wait#the bear s3#carmy x sydney#the bear s3 trailer#sydcarmy tension#the partnership
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Stu would literally rap Hamilton in Billy's ear if he lived long enough to hear the musical. But he's the type of person to sing all the parts, so he's out of breath and gasping for air while annoying the fuck outta Billy, who just wanted to listen to Hadestown or something like that, but now he has to deal with a sweaty Stu who's jumping around and singing and dancing all parts of Hamilton
#they are theater nerds because i said so#i mean are they not dramatic as fuck??#billy likes hadestown and falsettos and chicago (for obvious reasons) and heathers because why not#stu likes hamilton and heathers and newsies and be more chill and he like sings EVERY DAMN PART#billy just wand a chill musical night and stu is literally jumping off the walls while singing about slurpees and guns#like bro chill#stuilly#stu x billy#billy x stu#scream movie#scream#scream 1996#stu macher#billy loomis#musicals#broadway#theatre nerd#theater#theatre#broadway musicals#oh and they both love beetlejuice obviously :]
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writing post veilguard solas as theeeeee clingiest most reassurance-starved man in the world who literally needs to hold lavellans hand every second of the day for the next 6 years or he WILL fall untethered in the literal abyss of despair he willingly walked into in the end.
#datv#datv spoilers#not in a cute hurt/comfort way btw like in an unpleasant distressing s******* way <3#i do think the solavellan ending is a happy one ultimately but it is a happiness that will have to (and will ! one day) be EARNED#with a lot of pain. and honesty. and terrible conversations.#they didnt walk off into the sunset they literally went to SILENT HILL. LOL. WHO ELSE IS DOING IT LIKE THEMMMMMMM THEY MAKE ME SO CRAZYYYYY#god. anyway. genuinely will die for my beliefs on this one#him never initiating intimacy in dai but always reacting soooo severely to it just screams touch starved right off the jump#he holds himself back bc if he lets himself he wouldnt stop. as we have very much seen with the mythal nightmare divorce arc in datv#but literally what possible reason would there be to hold back after datv. nothing. lavellan is the only thing he CAN hold on to#that isnt the face to face reality of all his innumerable sins and regrets lol#man. writing solavellan fanfic in 2024 we are so fucking back babes.
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I GROW MADDENED
#HAJALALAHEHEHEHEHHEHEJFJFK#going through the book of bill page by page to get all the codes#and omg the little backstory hints are literally insane I’m gonna die#I wanna make art for it but as I stated previously#I grow maddened#I can’t do anything till I’ve gone through the book a few times#AND NO ONE I KNOW IRL KNOWS ANYTHING ABOUT THIS#SO IM JUST#SCREAMING AND JUMPING AROUND MY HOUSE#and do not get me started on the website#I will not stop#gravity falls#the book of bill#book of bill#bill cipher#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#thisisnotawebsite.com spoilers#like actually scalene and euclid are making me go crazy I can’t#jadethebluerambles#don’t be surprised if I seem possessed next time I’m on here bc I’ve practically sold my soul three times at least just with documents#GAHAKSKSLSKAJHSKSKALAAJSHHDAASDKSHSH
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TKK FAIRY CONTENT RETURNS (WILD!!!!)
except its the stuff i wrote down illustrated + those parts in between that i didnt
#the karate kid#tkk#johnny lawrence#daniel larusso#THE KARATE KID FAIRY CONTENT!!!!!#lawrusso#itll be gayer eventually do not fret#btw this is literally ALL i wrote#i also wrote it in like february#sigh#i wish johnny and daniel werent stupid#no i dont theyre fine like that#theyd probably jump off a cliff and be like “aw why am i hurt☹️”#danielfairy the type of guy to get hurt and then wait for someone to ask if hes okay like a second later and THEN start screaming and cryin#like a baby would
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