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tempobrucera · 1 year

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Thomas's body hair part 2! But GIRL it was Tuesday

Maybe ... I've got barely time for anything let alone myself at the moment tho, so might take some time. I scheduled that post on Monday, guessing that this was about my tags?

#ask #anon #personal rant before i drop off again:#like i am getting a new job role i didn't ask for #in the process of applying for something else in the function #running after my landlord because he needs reminders every five minutes #co-ordinating the new person moving in bc that's my responsibility somehow #i literally have burn out. lol.#lol. but no joke.#my epilepsy medication not working. which is always fun.#more than busy at work #someone died. again.#someone broke up. again.#two hour dinner date where i actually can be myself. which was good but made me tired #tomorrow four hour long meeting. i prepped nothing. fun #asked for a cuddle date. good thing.#my still flatmate being a real bitch the last days.#and i can't fucking concentrate #other people: answer me in the span of a working day or better earlier otherwise i'll burn you on a stake #the adhd is acting up. but i can't have it win at the moment.

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yukinohananana017 · 4 months

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One of my favorite shipping dynamics :

- A normally introverted/normal guy going through some shitTM

- Goofy Sunshine with DepthsTM who's actually smarter than they look

#i start to realise i have a type #and that type is “Do you trust me?” and “I know you're more than your persona”#every time i see a best friend character i go #“will this be the ship i ship?”#lo and behold 9 times out of 10 yes #souyo #ryomina #bumbleby #hidekane #cloud x zack #keunmoon #keun sejin x park moondae #damian wayne x jonathan kent #literally no end #ill go insane over this lol #bonus points for “I will go through hell itself for you”#loyal best friend dynamic is so fucking good #the loyalty #the tension #the knowing #they share a braincell #but also #they just know each other too well #theyll burn the world down for the other #theyll sacrifice one another for each other #are they friends since childhood or did they just met?#unclear #a relationship built on trust on each other #theres no need for words. a glance is enough

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spooky-pop · 3 months

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Time for Spooky's Town Hall meeting, we all here? Yeah? Good

I have gathered you all here to announce:

I WILL NOT stop drawing Trolls

Ty for ur time

#personal #text #its just my special interest lmao #everyone is moving on to other fandoms and I'm still deep into Trolls and have no intention of stopping #unless i burn out eventually #but i love the trolls characters like they are my own i literally cannot stop lol

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autisticandroids · 3 months

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CASTIEL: Stop. What's the point if you don't mean it? You fear me - not love, not respect, just fear.

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a godstiel pity party. i'd like to thank an anon i got way back in february of 2021.

#spn #vid #spnamvarchive #so fun fact i started making this more than a year ago. got it 90% done. and then was like no this isn't working #i will come back to this later.#it turns out that i needed to make some videos about cas and angels (the love club + help i'm alive amvs)#in order to make this one. anyway this video is about french mistake robert singer voice season six #i really struggled with it because i could NOT find the thread until i realized that it needed to be literally godstiel pov #it's about love and desire and jealousy and hurt and omnidirectional rage <3 #it's about the fact that cas is so utterly dependent on dean for his self-image - however dean sees him that's it #it's about having a moment of reflection about lashing out before you do it but doing it anyway #it's about taking cruelty and dishing it out #and crucially. it's about being pregnant #mpregpocalypse #fun fact: i made a post about working on three season six amvs all the way back in nov. 2022 #and only now have they come to fruition (this one + love club + metric)#anyway. have you heard that cas is obsessed #the thing is i do kinda want to add some specific director's commentary here. like the first verse is about cas being like.#incredibly deeply emotionally vulnerable to dean. as in: his emotional state and self-image is totally dominated by what dean thinks of him #and if dean is mad at him. and then the second verse is about... dean upsetting him and him responding to that by Killing Everybody lol #like he has a moment of reflection ['certain regrettable things are now required of me' + killing rachel] where he's like i've 1) also done #bad things and 2) i feel bad about it so maybe i will regret Killing Everyone. but then he does it anyway due to everybody keeps turning #on him. i feel like the rest of the amv is self evident. i guess i should note that 'share a paradise' is about how both of them have #a nostalgic view of the early days of their relationship when it wasn't Like This lol. but everything else i think is self evident.#oh and the reason the other angels flash onscreen with their burned wings at the end is i'm EVOKING the image of cas' wings burning. even #though it doesn't happen. i'm evoking it

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ghostespresso · 1 year

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staff logging on to tumblr dot com today

#staff sweetie i Promise you an algorithm would kill this webbed site #changing the way reblogs look/work would Absolutely kill this webbed site too #this is a Blogging Platform i dont want it to be like tiktok or twitter jesus #if you NEED to change something literally listen to the the Tumblr Users you pretend you cant hear #if money is what you need make your userbase Happy and you should be fine #the shop is fine blaze posts are fine ad free subscriptions are fine but dont get rid of shit that Works For You in favor of making money #someone really laced up their clown boots today im. so tired staff please dont #tumblr staff #EDIT: staff updated their original post to say we were all misunderstanding but #that doesnt stop the post from being stupid #the whole post was worded for Investors and then presented to the userbase #if you say 'we have big changes planned!' and dont put in the 'as options' its Your Fault that people read it as 'were changing everything'#staff isnt stupid. they know how they Should have worded it better than what they did #so yeah. someone Did lace up their clown boots before they hit post #edit pt 2 lol for the record i dont think tumblr would actually go through with all their changes in that post #they know how the userbase is and there are A Lot of us #i just dont like how? idk. condescending? the post sounded #and out of every place on the internet being being burned alive in the name of money #tumblr is the one place i know enough about to be Actually mad at lol #ive really liked some stuff staff has done in recent years #but talking to your userbase that way wasnt one

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silkjade-archived · 5 days

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need to yap

#i can’t tell my irls that money saved from not going on that hawaii trip went to ordering three comms hahhaha omg whaaat #tho one of them is stressing me OUT becus its a skeb but it passed the vgen guaranteed date by like 2 weeks and i messaged them 2 weeks ago #but haven’t heard back from the artist at all T T idk i never used vgen before #should i file a support ticket but i don’t wanna be like impatient since ik art’s a luxury n all but it’s making me so anxious lol ?#however i did wake up to a sketch of a diff comm and omg O: ? ? ? but that’s all i’ll say 🤐#just kidding i’m making the most of this yap sesh it’s based on my fave scene from #moulin rouge T T i privated everything on my blog when i archived but iykyk #anyways i deep cleaned + reorganized my room this weekend for the new season and everything is clean and spacious and my room smells like #lavender swiffer juice (?? the floor cleaner) and replica matcha meditation becus i only like burning candles in fall/winter #also the weather actually feeling like fall this early is wild becus usually it is hot af til at least mid-oct #but this is nice especially after an insane heat wave but yay crisp autum air u know what that means #siri play sweater weather by the neighborhood on spotify #i have been writing on the dl but idk if i want to post here or on a secret new blog that i won’t tell anyone about #lol i actually entertained the idea of doing kinktober but i don’t think i have what it takes to write so much hahahha #also i caught up on hsr 2.5 and i loved it but it broke my heart for jiaoqiu T T feixiao is so cool she embodies the hunt so well but i’m #sorry mother but i have to skip </3 #i already pulled robin (and e3 moze !) so i need to save for lingsha now 🥺#i still haven’t finished genshin aq yet lolz i gave up on trying to pull kazuha he’s evaded me every single time i’m literally in the #0.01% who DOESN’T have kazuha rip #anyways that’s all think 🙂#i have some very sweet messages in my inbox that i want to just keep to myself but if you are a sender n you see this :#thank u sm ♡ i’m not very good at giving thanks or showing appreciation but it did make me cry n i rllie don’t know what to say except #thank you so much for even taking the time to write me :’)#ok forealsies that is all — logging off + see u the next time i need to yap mayb #goodbye and never forget i love alhaitham

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hand-face-chan · 10 months

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I'm only halfway though Hbomberguy's new video and I dont know if this is a universal experience but my main horrified takeaway from hbomb's plagiarism video so far is that one of my highschools TAUGHT AN ENTIRE CLASS OF 13 YEAR OLDS TO PLAGIARISE. LIKE, ON PURPOSE.

I ended up moving to a much better highschool, but my first highschool essentially taught us to "write" essays by reading what someone else had written and then write what they said again but putting it "into your own words". Which in practice was teaching us to change, for example, "the works of Shakespeare were regarded by many as the first popular art form" to "Shakespeare's plays have been said by some to be the first example of popular media". One teacher actually told us that the process of writing an essay was "saying what the people you've researched have said, in a way where it sounds like you said it".

Like. The tactics that actual plagiarists use to hide the fact that they were stealing. An actual teacher tried to teach me to do that.

#hbomberguy #im so glad i left that school early the next year. it definitely would have gotten worse.#i literally didnt learn what a bibliography was until grade 9 because of how shit my first highschool was.#at the same time if a student wrote a paper that was 'too good' even if it was orginal theyd accuse them of stealing without proof #like i wrote a completely original paper and got the note 'this is very good - did you write it all yourself?'#fuck you man. yes i did. despite you trying to teach me to do the opposite #they accused me of getting my parents to write it for me. i had to show them everything i researched and my dad lost it at them #this was also the same school where they took every kid with a disability out of maths regardless of if they were good at maths or not #and taught them shapes like they were fucking three years old #i remember hanging out in the maths with all the other autistic kids and prentending to have never seen a triangle before for a joke #and while thats really bad and abelist. the non-disabled kids were still being taught addition and division like they were 8 and not 12 #the whole thing was a massive fuck up shit fest. it took the year 7 maths teacher leaving for us to all get the same maths class #and we STILL werent being taught to an age appropriate level because we missed so much grade 7 maths it had to be caught up in grade 8 #i would burn it down but its not a highschool anymore lol

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thebirdandhersong · 12 days

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the miserable angry person I become when I haven't eaten is, in a word, atrocious. it is 9pm I have not had my dinner murder is about to be on the menu if I don't fix this soon

#i spent. SO LONG (5min) trying to iron a shirt that would NOT be ironed #and then SO LONG (60 seconds) futilely trying to shove the ironing board closed (gave up and left)#and now i want to CRY because i CANT STAND INDECISIVE YOUNG MEN #what is going ON in your BRAIN if you would COMMUNICATE i might UNDERSTAND!!!!! WHAT is the struggle WHAT is going on #if you were INTERESTED as so many people have CLAIMED YOU WERE why didn't you SAY anything why didn't you DO anything!!!!!!!!!!#LIFE IS LITERALLY SO SHORT WHAT IS GOING ONNNN I CANNOT SIT HERE WAITING FOR YOU FOREVER I CANNOT !!!!!#they said it might be because you had qualms about long distance. BOY I WOULD'VE GIVEN LONG DISTANCE AN ENTHUSIASTIC SHOT #not to be like. once again i am the one more interested i am the one so ready to open my heart i am the one more invested #but like. dude. we live in an age of technology. if you want to get to know me. TEXT ME I'M LITERALLY IN THE SAME COUNTRY!!!!!!!#also what a day this has been. i agreed to teach sunday school (i am burned out and felt dread the whole time and then after i said yes)#and then socialized with too many people and then spent about 2 hours commuting and then came home and watched a romcom #that was happy that made me sad because it was happy. i too would like to be treated tenderly and pursued intentionally for once. anyways #in the same day one friend got engaged to her best friend and one friend got involved with a horrible boy and the whiplash was Horrendous #also if you cant tell i am indeed on my period and feel like too much and not enough lol i need to be alone for a little while

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duckyfann9871 · 2 months

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This brain that’s failing quizzes and can’t hold attention to anything can’t be the same brain that would speedrun textbooks and scored top of my class in college/undergrad

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yanderespamton78 · 5 months

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the current state of the arg

sorry guys the art isnt arting D:

(btw if youre confused on why i drew turnip like that i was referencing the picrew he did ages ago bc idk it looked fun to draw anddd i dont like taking reference off real life images)

#i felt like just a lillll bit of a creep relistening to voice messages over and over to find a good quote but. yk what. it was worth it #i totally didnt take reference from the really cool face i used in that animation because im still really proud of it #idk if emi or TD have a sona but if they do im not aware of it and i didnt feel like asking so i just drew both of them as blank characters #im too stressed to scheme lol #maybe #just maybe #i need to stop drinking tea because the caffiene makes me anxious #...#naaaaahhhh #i dont really know what to do with myself atm because i dont want to work on the animation unless turnon is ok out of pure spite #this morning i was absolutely radiating stress #i have a friend who shows up so we can walk together to school and she could tell smth was off lol #i literally could not hide it at all even if i wanted too #i kept pulling my hat over my face thats the main way you can tell that im stressed #not that it really matters that you know that bc none of you are ever gonna witness that but. fun fact abt me ig #ugh #if turnon dies i am gonna cry so hard <333 #and i wont finish the animation <333333333 #(at this point just trying anything to get turnon back)#im gonna make a word doc #i make word docs when im stressed /hj #quick question turnip : is there a way to get turnon out of the situation he is in or is he just gonna die and theres nothing we can do #about it /gen #because i have a sneaky suspicion that we cant actually do anything about this #i swear to god #LETS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!!#A DEFRAG MIGHT COME OUT TMR!!#its been 21 days and a defrag takes on average 20-25 days #ough #turnip and addon im gonna find where you live and i will burn your respective houses down

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todayisafridaynight · 1 month

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NO YOU’RE SO RIGHT ABOUT THE MAJIMA STUFF THOUGH. GOD. God forbid you speak poorly about the fandom silly guy etc etc. I rt’d one post about someone being annoyed abt majima getting an insane amount of merch (especially compared to other characters- even other PLAYABLE characters) and suddenly my TL is filled with ppl taking it as a personal attack….. like?? Settle down???

My one fear is that instead of Mine content we’re just gonna get Majima Saga 2 for yk3 and rgg will call it a day. WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO SAY ABOUT THE GUY !!! GENUINELY!!!

at this rate we’re going to have a complete record of Majima’s life from birth until modern day bc you knowww they’re never gonna let the cash cow die or retire. + god I lowkey need the 3jimas to break up Now so saejima and daigo can stand on their own again (w/out being overshadowed by Majima)…. Saejima especially… I miss the days when he felt like a character………

(I may have a lot to say on the topic) (he’s a fun character but at this rate I’m getting so sick of the fandom around him)

gen is kinda funny how when there's the Monthly Critique Of Majima post on twitter the rggtwt part of the tl is flooded with majima fans being upset. its like clockwork really LOL

as for saejima, i do miss him being solo... like he's funny with majima at times, but as wack as Y4 was i still really liked his coliseum scene, and his prison adventures in Y5 were a real treat too..

#snap chats #like you say one mild comment about majima in passing and then you have mates acting as if you burned their crops #like .. its never this serious .. also i think people have the right to be a littttttle miffed that other charas barely get anything #its starting to change with the plushies and saejima/akiyama figures so thats great but. still a way to go LOL #its just esp Lol inducing because kiryu and ichi are protagonists so it makes sense for them to get stuff #but majima is quite literally a side character that wasnt meant to have this much popularity #the concept of a chara becoming popular by accident isnt bad thats not the thing- its even cool when that happens #its just sometimes you just see people act really entitled to stuff for that character while every other chara is ignored #and then the same people acting surprised when others go 'actually ive had a bit enough of this guy'#honestly if they did another majima segment for a hypothetical yk3 id laugh. like id be a bit annoyed but id mostly laugh #cause truly what else is there. he's like a comic book character we just gotta keep making situations for him til hes 90 #idk. just so funny majima's been given a sort of 'weird' protagonist status #and i say weird because he IS a protagonist but just compared to how he actually functions throughout y1-y6. lol. lmao even #like youre right in that majima's a fun character but he really is better in just small doses imo #or. at least i need people to relax on the idea of a 'majima gaiden' or making him any more prominent in the games than he is now #anyway i cant be bitter posting my dad is being funny as hell. he got us bracelets and he was like #'in our family you and i are the only ones who like these. makes us cool' and i was like 'yeah dad we're so cool'#and this old man is just 'we're so cool ☺️' LIKE PL E A S E THE EMOJI TOOK ME OUT. i love my dad. all bitterness is gone from my heart #anyways bye if rgg gives majima a saga in yk3 im gonna livestream playing that and only that #not even yk3 just the majima part 😭😭😭😭

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gen-is-gone · 2 months

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hrgh every time I think I've come close to forgiving lance fucking parkin I skim the gallifrey chronicles. and then I remember the Horrors.

#listen bc when I read through and play around with AHistory I'm inclined to enjoy and respect his work as a curatative fan historian #but his actual prose writing #it. it beggars belief it truly does it's just atrocious #megan whines into the empty abyss of cyberspace #everyone in the EDA discord who thinks father time is the worst of it oh boy babes the worst is absolutely yet to come #like I get *why* they gave him the last book of the line because he does (mostly) know his lore extremely well #so it kind of makes sense that he'd be picked to wrap up all the myriad loose ends #and also he's well liked and afaik pretty personable unlike some fuckers I could name and didn't spend years burning bridges #but oh my god oh my god literally everything to do with Fitz and Trix is just. awful. terrible.#guy who absolutely does not understand or respect any of the three of that team TARDIS but especially Fitz #also The Thing With Sam #never happened fuck you lance #also given just how many asspats he gives himself over his command of the lore he fucking got Sam's middle name wrong?!#also it's soooo obvious how much he loves Anji because she's a Capitalist GirlbossTM #he really does not grasp her character development or personal arcs but he thinks he's killing it #like she *is* a Capitalist GirlbossTM but that's not all she is but he's not actually interested in her interiority at all #he just enjoys that she's a fiscal conservative #god the fact that trading futures is the literal very next book after Anachrophobia #one of the best books in the series that explicitly calls out Anji's pro-capitalism stance using time-war-for-profit played for utter horro #immediately followed by...almost the exact same premise but Zany RompTM #it's not that capitalists misusing time travel for profit is inherently bad it's just *these guys* who suck #no lesson is learned! then you fucking get to the fucking gallifrey chronicles and Fitz actually deciding that this very same scheme #'wasn't perhaps unethical' just because it's Trix and Anji doing it #like yeah sure Anji and Trix can have a little insider trading. as a treat. but that is literally the definition of unethical lol #the only reason time traveling to acquire stock tips isn't massively illegal is because it's not fucking real like??#of-fucking-course it's unethical you walnut #parkin you smug annoying self-obsessed lore-obsessed pregnancy-obsessed just barely-plausibly deniably not homophobic asshole #I'm avoiding even bringing up the actual beef with TGC because first of all everyone fucking knows but also it's just.#it's such a goddamn shit awful trainwreck #if parkin wasn't a Fitz-hating homophobic coward he would've ended the gallifrey chronicles the same way he ended the dying days. wink.

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stardial · 4 months

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this year rly has been an actual rollercoaster it’s kinda crazy

#i’ve quite literally had both the highest highs AND the lowest lows ever AT THE SAME TIME #two of my friends straight up died. school burned me out. didn’t get to talk to one of my besties for like multiple months.#got a bit depressed again #but then at the same time. i’m finally writing again. drawing again. i’m having so much fun doing it #mine and ramas relationship has developed in such a good way too #i got government hormones finally #got to spend the start of the year w one of my favourite ppl in the world and then got to go home and spend time with #my OTHER favorite person in the world. and also with one of my best friends #i’ve been so sad which i wished i didn’t have to be. but i’m also genuinely dealing with it better than i ever have before #it’s such a weird contrast #hope the next half of the year is a bit easier at least. lol #arambles

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bluejaybytes · 10 months

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May and June baby pictures <3

#splatoon #my art #my ocs #i keep thinking surely! i will burn out after this! and then i keep having energy and ideas afterwards. what the fuck #anyways heres baby June and small child May #May's around 9 here and June's around 1 #They're very very close growing up- the entire concept around this piece is that theyre posing for a picture #with the picture being taken SPECIFICALLY bc June's matched herself to May's colors- something thats a BIG deal for baby inkfish-#-its basically a sign that whoever theyre instinctively color matching to is someone they trust and are viewing as part of the family group #Typically they match to parents- but matching to siblings or other relatives is common- but still very exciting when it happens!#so Mays BEYOND excited when June matches to her. Also June literally keeps that base color for basically ever lol #the squits

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steinbit · 2 days

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finally had to bite the bullet and buy a new laptop since my old one is Literally just hanging on by a single hinge and a hope and it's SUCH a paaain setting up and transferring all my shit to the new one 😔

#especially since i only have like a dinky little usb drive with like No Space to do the transferring #anyways yeah my old laptop is Completely busted #for one like 80% of the keyboard keys doesn't work and i've had to use a usb keyboard for like 6 years #which is a pain every time i actually need to bring my laptop anywhere #which was a lot seeing as i was in uni lol #the speakers crackles so i Have to use headphones if i wanna watch something and not feel like dying over the audio quality #a corner of the screen is cracked #the fans sounds like a jet engine #oh and as mentioned the screen is literally only hanging on by a Single Hinge :'^)#the worst part is that it was Really Expensive cause i was like im gonna splurge on something more costly #so that i can use it for for years and years and then it started being fucked up just like only a couple of Months after i got it 😭😭😭#like i bought it february of like? 2018??19??? so i've still gotten some use out of it but it has honestly Sucked the Whole Time #ANYWAYS anyways it was now at a point where i was actively fearing for it crashing and burning just by looking at it wrong #so since it's my birthday (tomorrow!) i decided to buy myself a new one as a birthday present ^^#hashtag i am now financially ruined tihi #does fish make noise??

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steampoweredskeleton · 1 month

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Just got an undeserved email bollocking from work

For some reason I was the only person on the data team included in the bollocking even though WE ALL MISSED THE SAME THING. FOR THE SAME REASON

I am getting better at owning mistakes when I make them. And this was NOT one of them. I literally saw the data missing and CHECKED LAST YEAR and saw it wasn't asked. The fact that they did a side project I knew nothing about that collected that data, and then failed to inform us, is not on me!

Really disappointed my arse, I'm really disappointed that this entire project has been a mess bc you can't get the client to follow through and are constantly missing deadlines

#delete later #shes pissed bc she goes on holiday for two weeks in two days. and she hasnt pushed back on the client even though #theyre beinh fucking ridiculous. im actually really quite annoyed. ive been bending over backwards fulfilling ladt minute requests #and she says that i havent remained fully focussed throughout. fuck off. where are the templates you promised us two weeks ago?#the two week turnaround youre demanding for literally every report when ppl are off? the constant rerunning of things #bc YOU failed to notice that something was weird in your own template?#im really quite pissed off at this one bc its undeserved and I've been working really hard.#well time to check out #ALSO wanting things set up and run for when she isnt in??? and no one else can do the reporting??? i legit stayed late yesterday #to help correct this. shouldn't have bothered. legit this company is just constantly burning good will lol. between this #and introducing timr sheets that track the time we're spending on each task in the busiest months of the year where i barely have time #to complete my actual tasks let alone bullshit extras. whilst paying me pretty shit. get fucked lads #ALSO THIS IS THE EXACT TYPE OF DATA ANALYSIS DIFFERENCE THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN IN THE ANALYSIS SPEC #HEY BUDDY YOU ALSO FUCKED UP

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