#i literally cannot tag everyone
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
a collection of chibis by DR artist 湯丸 on twitter!!
includes nearly EVERY character in the franchise. games, novels, and anime (the student council, udg hit list targets, killer killer, etc)
thh
sdr2 + dr3
dr:ae/udg, dr0, monocubs, and some other dr3 people
student council, udg monokumas, dr: kirigiri, and killer killer
ndrv3
and some more smaller ones below (and this udg pin set i found!)
i think they have drawn official merchandise before, but correct me if im wrong. they do have a shop tho!!! will certainly order from them sometime
#i literally cannot tag everyone#it wouldnt let me if i tried#danganronpa#sdr2#dr3 anime#dr3 future arc#dr3 despair arc#ndrv3#drv3#danganronpa 3#trigger happy havoc#danron#chibi art#danganronpa art#danganronpa another episode#ultra despair girls#dr udg#danganronpa trigger happy havoc#super danganronpa 2#danganronpa v3
53 notes
·
View notes
Text
pairing: hoshina soushirou x gn!reader (no prns)
summary: he struggled to fall in love while you struggled to value your life the way you valued others, entire fic is inspired by one line from nandemonaiyo by macaroni empitsu
warnings: not suicidal acts but it is very selfless behaviour from the reader, reader does not exactly fear death, hoshina calls you "darling"
wc: 1500
Hoshina Soushirou struggled to fall in love, to accept that he was in love without feeling so terribly vulnerable, and you knew this. On the other hand, you struggled to value your own life the way you valued others, and he knew this. And surprisingly, or perhaps unfortunately, this combination pieced together your relationship far better than one would expect.
You were a platoon leader in the 3rd division, and you’ve been for quite a while now. You were good at what you did, bringing people together and livening up the mood when times got dark. Still, you were strong enough to not only get the job done, but also to cover for your officers when things got tough. While you enjoyed what you did, and took pride in the position you were given, you weren’t exactly fond of it anymore.
You were sick and tired of seeing your officers die, and the thought of them gone kept you up at night. Not to mention there was nothing could get rid of the guilt you felt when you had to inform their loved ones of their passing. Well, perhaps you didn’t have to inform them personally, but to you, it was the least you could do. But it hurt you so much, no matter the number of times you’ve gone through it through all these years. Even if it was inevitable considering your job, and even if it wasn’t something you had much control over, you just couldn’t get used to it— nor did you really want to. So a few years back, you had sworn that you’d protect your officers, even if it meant you’d lose your life. If risking your life was going to save theirs, there wasn’t even a need to hesitate, you’d do it every single time.
And Hoshina knew this. He knew you would and he also knew there was no stopping you at this point, because he agreed. He was the vice-captain of the 3rd division, he knew exactly how you felt and couldn’t agree more. He also knew that you took these passings to your heart. He knew the thoughts kept you up at night, and he knew just how much they broke your heart. So subconsciously, he tried not to get attached. He had locked up his feelings after a while and so he loved you a little— just a little. He was good at this too, because he naturally struggled to fall in love in the first place. He struggled to accept he was in love.
And as horrible as this sounded, you knew this and you wanted him to, because when it comes down to it, if you were to leave him behind, what you were doing would be no different. And that was the last thing you wanted to do— leave someone who loved you behind.
While this sounded like nothing more than a broken relationship, at the end of the day you were undeniably in love with him and he was as well— there was no doubting that. Although he didn't believe in being with someone while constantly on the brink of death, he still loved you and he still wished to be by your side, the same way you were absolutely in love with him. So this was just the way it was.
It was obvious whenever one of your officers passed, it was always all over your face. As soon as you walked into your shared unit, even if you put on a smile and laughed, he’d see it in your eyes right away. He’d sense it in the way you walked and the way you talked. The way you’d be a little zoned out, and sounded terribly exhausted.
Every time this happened, he made you a warm cup of tea and squeezed your cheeks as he gave you a warm kiss, and you’d realize that he caught on again. Today was one of those days again.
“It’s not your fault, darling,” he said. “You did everything you could, I know this. You know this.”
“Sorry, I don’t mean to mope around and ruin your day,” you said, and he shook his head. “I’m just a little tired of myself, for watching my coworkers who followed my lead and trusted my orders to just… die. Also, horribly ashamed to face their family— I could never apologize enough.”
“Yeah, that’s probably the hardest part,” he said.
“I know they don’t blame me, nor do they show how lost they are when they’re in front of me,” you said. “But when they’re alone, at night, they’ll start to think. It’s always harder for those left behind.”
“I won’t ever leave you behind,” he said as he kissed your forehead.
“Oh, don’t say that now,” you said. “When I’m gone you better not mope around. You're going to go find someone who won’t go dying on you any moment. You better not miss me.”
“Oh, don’t you say that. We’re not trying to jinx anything over here,” he said, flicking you on the forehead, which you quickly put your hand over. “Besides I’ll be fine. You know this.”
You did, and it made you smile. While even you thought it’d break your heart to hear the man you loved say he’d be fine without you, it was still a bit of a relief to you. This was okay.
“But really, you’d better not leave me behind,” you said.
“I would never,” he said.
“You promise?”
“I promise.”
He’d be lying if he said this didn’t break his heart a little, but he did find strange comfort in it. Or he used to at the very least. He had always been this way, it had always scared him to fall in love, to find someone important to him, and become someone important to someone. So being in a relationship came with a large sense of guilt for him, because he was never able to let go of himself and love, and he feared how unfair this was. But now, he could just love you a little, and detach himself from the rest. It was easier for him to do so.
It was supposedly, exactly what he wanted.
Yet, every time there was a mission he thought about you. He thought about whether you’d do something reckless today, or whether you’d come home injured. He prayed that none of your officers would be in danger, because he knew you’d be fine alone. He wished that you’d come home that night and scold him again for staying up too late or drinking coffee at 3 in the morning. He hoped that you’d laugh if he were to crack the stupid joke he came up with just now, and you’d make him laugh in the morning over some silly mistake you'd complain about.
He hoped that you wouldn’t leave him behind.
“Oh,” he said.
“What is it, Hoshina?” Okonogi asked.
“Sorry, nothing,” he said. “I’ll stop spacing out.”
“Rather unlike you, to be,” she said.
“Yeah,” he said. “I fear it is.”
It truly was rather unlike him to be hopelessly in love, and to know that he was. He was hopelessly in love with you.
This just wasn’t the right time to realize, because he had a horrifying number of kaiju to deal with in front of him. Each one of them separately would not have been a problem for him, but there were just so many— not to mention they were working together. He’d be fine though, because he promised he wouldn’t leave you behind, and who was he to be breaking a promise with you?
Soon after, Okonogi had made the decision to call people over to support him, and immediately you rushed over. You knew you had your platoon to be watching over and you weren’t the closest to him, but none of that mattered. If he was gone, you’d truly be nothing, even if that wasn’t the same for him with you.
Yet, by the time you had made it he had already neutralized every last kaiju.
“Soushirou!” you yelled, rushing over to him. He was so beaten up as he lay on the ground, absolutely still, it took everything in you to not think about the worst. Until he raised his arm to give you a weak thumbs up. “You absolute asshole. You promised you wouldn’t leave me behind.”
He smiled as you reached his side.
“You’ll be okay,” you said, sounding more like you were trying to convince yourself. “The ambulance is coming.”
“You know, I was thinking,” he said, and immediately you shot him a glare as if to warn him that this better be good if he’s wasting his breath on it.
But it was.
“Darling, I’d die if you left me behind.”
#hoshina x reader#hoshina soshiro x reader#soshiro x reader#kaiju no. 8 x reader#kaiju no 8 x reader#kn8 x reader#hoshina#hoshina soshiro#i genuinely dont know where i was going with this#i started with “i just dont want you die before me” in nandemonaiyo#and i was like HOSHINA SOUSHIROU! and i pieced whatever this was together from literally that one line#except i think this wasnt pieced together at all. i just did something and hoped for thr best#also i feel like the direction this fic went is not for everyone#so i truly apologize#BUT THANK U SM FOR READING#I STILL HOPE YOU ENJOYED A LITTLE IF YOU READ#IT WAS TRULY SO MUCH BETTER WHEN IT WAS AN OUTLINE. I JUST COULDNT EXECUTE IT#OR PERHAPS IT WASNT AND IM JUST DELUSIONAL#i cannot tell if the tags just arent working or my tumblrs broken
188 notes
·
View notes
Text
ep 43 had me tearing up in a fucking shopping centre ‼️‼️
b+w alt version that I truly couldn't decide if I liked it more . Also I included a lot of thoughts in the tags but they're somewhat incoherent<3
#i dont know what i expected but i was waiting for a friend and too excited to wait until later#malevolent podcast#john doe#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#malevolent fanart#grimm art#ep 43#ep 43 left me with a lot of thoughts ... i didnt quite like how much of a recap it felt like at times but that might#be because ive been relistening and like yeah everyone knows that john 🙄 but that's not the case for everyone and with monthly uploads#things get forgotten easily#i find the discussion of “humanity” so interesting because John has shown that without someone that he has forcibly grown to value as an#equal... something he cannot do as the king of yellow as he is superior to all of his realm and presumably stays out of other elder god's#anyway. without that equality and enviroment to grow he fails to reach his goal of compassion and falls onto old ways.#John. The King in Yellow. shown by both times each has found themselves in human form do not just crave power and influence!!!#THEY CRAVE COMMUNITY!!! an endrich being not born or raised with nothing but power and ego#CRAVES COMMUNITY.#His goal of “humanity” is not a selfless goal like John projects - it is ultimately somewhat selfish as he does not want to be alone!!#which makes this desire so much more human#i don't know maybe this is just me spelling out whats already there but the way john and the witch argued about humanity frustrated me#it felt like they were missing the point or that perhaps the “good/evil” “black/white” retoric was already realised by me and john needed#realise it himself . which is fair !!!#i dont know!!!!#the witch was talking about how bad everyone was and how humanity is cruel and john was talking about Lily (#who also frustrates me how shes used in the plot somewhat she was literally just a nurse doing her job bro#) but to John - yes internally he is struggling with his moral greyness and im so proud of him for growing being himself SO PROUD#JUST.!!! he wants community. he needs community. he loves his friend. 'humanity' at its core does not matter as long as you try to be bette#and i think thats awesome and i really enjoyed the episode#guhh im rambling enjoy my tag rambling i dont know i want john to have more friends :(#yorrick can be another friend godd i love you yorrick so silly
195 notes
·
View notes
Text
The Fanciful Fairy Kei Pack released today!!!! This was a pack idea/theme i pitched at the end of last year, which was incredibly exciting for me!! To celebrate it's release, I wanted to share one of my animations I did for the mount, a cutesy crescent moon with some star friends that follow you along :3 it was the only item I personally got to work on for the pack, all other items/art/anims were done by other artists on our team!
In general been trying to be an advocate for more like... Wizard-y gear, as i feel we've strayed away from that style of gear and i MISS IT :(( I also felt Lolita/kawaii j-fashion in general could really fit into the wizard aesthetic... it also helps that I'm a bit of a fan of the fashion style myself hehe :'D also it was a fun work around so boys can now kind of wear pink thru this pack! And also a dress if they so choose!
Anywho. I know this pack was highly anticipated so I really hope everyone enjoys it as much as I did when i was pitching it!!!! :D
#wizard101#oki says a thing#oki's anims#< might as well start that tag lol#ALSO before anyone asks.... the robe colors & binary genders are pretty hard coded into the game. we know. we are also frustrated by it.#literally everyone at KI would love to let boys wear pink/etc. we literally just cannot do it as of right now. old game old tech :((#BUT this pack was a really fun alternative to letting boys wear pink and also dresses! and 'female' players can wear the more 'masculine'#robes in the pack too! :D#OUGH okay anyway. i didn't sleep last night so. honk shnoo time for me
194 notes
·
View notes
Text
nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am
#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils#but it's ok i just needed a nap#something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me#wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas#something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh#i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn#(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e#i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real#i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel#also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay#is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level#when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU#look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it#at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal
148 notes
·
View notes
Text
Every single situationship/found family in bsd:
#saff-ron tag#bsd#bungou stray dogs#book quotes#book quotations#hunting dogs bsd#skk#sskk#akuhigu#atsulucy#ranposano#literally everyone#i cannot tag them all#but you get the gist
150 notes
·
View notes
Text
i’m on team “vessels eat with their eyes”
Bonus under the cut
#i hate this paper soooo much i literally was keeping it all open n all to avoid smudging before i could snap a photo of it and then it smudg#smudged ANYWAY bitch!!!#it was literally perfect before tho. you have to trust me on this.#anyway#hollow knight#hollow knight fanart#hollow knight comic#hollow knight ikea au#ikea au#because i guess that's a tag now .#hollow knight hornet#hollow knight pale king#hollow knight hollow knight#hollow knight ghost#hollow knight the knight#hollow knight white lady#in the bonus panel only tho. and i didn't try v hard at drawing her </3 sorry i can only draw 4 characters at a time...g*nsh*n *mp*ct syndro#/j#artists on tumblr#also i agree w everyone saying vessels cannot talk but uh i am drawing them talking because. artistic license#i forgot how to spell license for like 5 minutes there embarassing good thing nobody will ever know about it tho
719 notes
·
View notes
Text
How do you think MK would react to finding out the truth about how Macaque died?
Knowing that he's wielding the exact same weapon? Do you think he'd feel how actually cold it is in his hands from then on? It's always cool, but after knowing, would he feel a different kind of frigid than before?
Or in quiet moments when he's alone he'd sit thinking and his eyes would unconsciously search for any history of that battle? Gold cannot rust, so it'd be easy to spot.
Also, since we're at this topic. Imagine if Wukong initially hasn't cleaned the staff for...well, gods know how long, because he thought "that's the only thing left of him". And, well, he didn't want to get rid of..."him"
On today's episode of: I'm Sad So I Need To Make Everyone Else Sad Too So We Can Suffer Together <3
#i know its quite literally impossible for blood to stick to gold for HUNDREDS of years#but you guys see the angst material right?? riiight????#also the wukong part#erm... ouch.#do you know the feeling when a pet dies and you keep its whisper or tooth that fell out just bc. thats all there is now.#*whiskers#uuuuggghh I didnt mean to make this THIS sad lol#tw death#tw death mention#tw dead animal#←←← just bc I brought it up in the tags#i cannot stand another season of putting MK through the most fucked up things imaginable. thats my son.#thats my son and i love him. pls lmk writers leave him alone (/nsrs LMAOOO)#also leave everyone else alone. make s6 be an office comedy. let their biggest problems be someone taking their parking spot#lmk fandom#lmk mk#lmk qi xiaotian#lmk xiaotian#monkie kid mk#monkie kid qi xiaotian#qi xiaotian#lmk swk#lmk six eared macaque#lmk macaque#lmk sun wukong#six eared macaque#lego monkie kid#lmk rant#mk monkie kid#lmk headcanon
31 notes
·
View notes
Text
went to post this on twitter but i didnt wanna get banned . crazy that u can scrape my entire lifes work and i cant even tell u to die over it <3
#im just so ........#grips fists#i feel Helpless#i hate feeling like the people i know are receding further and further Away from art communities and the public because its so#painful right now#to be posting art :(#it just IS.#and to the motherfuckers in Toyhouse doing this like... i cannot stress enough how much if u called me rn i would tell u to die 2 ur face#i just... cant pretend like im Okay with u being anywhere Near the same space as me anymore <3#there are people i Hate on an individual level and#i still want to see them eat. just not at my table#but to everyone who Scrapes Art. I want you to Die <3 ....#you value having pretty little image and serving yourself over the grief of millions of artists#to the point where you break into Our spaces where we trust that we're at least safe from *you* motherfuckers#and take Even More ...#youre fucking#selfish and greedy#truly an embodiment of every fucking sin#unable to fucking Help Yourself ?#imagine if all of these people were like. contributing to society.or. idk. DRAWING#the Waste it generates stresses me out to no fucking end too#like you will literally harm the entire human race for Yourself#i Hate you . I Hate you so Wholly#I hate Everything you are and Everything you have done to me and Everything you have done to my community and my peers#yeah. i want you to Die. The same way i want a politician to die.#no human Deserves death <3 but i still want you to <3#annnyyywaayyyyyss#i wont tag this as my art LMFAO its basically a fucking#vent post#i just HAD to get my feelings out cuz genuinely every time i talk about this with my friends it
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
I dont think some people understand how truly awful and hellish withdrawals from some psych medications are.
#I feel like many many people see it as an overreaction when in reality someone actually feels like they are dying from wds#resent the fact that SO many doctors just prescribe shit all over the place nonstop without explaining the full risks n side effects#it’s scary as fuck honestly#I cannot tell y’all how many meds I have been put on that made me feel worse#or how many times I’ve ran out and not been able to pay for the shit#resulting in an absolute living fucking hell that does not let up until taking the substance again#meds are tricky.. it’s hard to have a definitive opinion in either direction (anti vs pro medication) because each individual is unique#sometimes meds save people’s lives#sometimes they make people suicidal#sometimes they cause complications that literally kill people#sometimes they’re exactly what someone needed to be okay#you just can’t generalize and say statements like ALL MEDS ARE BAD because that simply isn’t true#and you can’t assume everyone’s body/mind will react to a certain medication the same way yours did#oops#accidentally did a tag rant#rant#medical#psychiatry#medication#withdrawal#withdrawals#mental illness#mental health#psych meds#psych medications#medications#prescription medication#prescription medications#american healthcare#healthcare
39 notes
·
View notes
Text
request for playlists!
as i am about to finish s3 and begin s4, i feel that i am at a place in which i can enhance my morning commute by putting on txf playlists. so if anyone has spotify playlist recs... pls feel free to drop a link <3
i mean obviously i still have a WHILE to go, but!!! i am well-established at this point. i love individual character playlists AND ship playlists! i love playlists that are “fox mulder would certainly listen to these songs” and playlists that are “these songs are literally about MSR and Phoebe Bridgers CLEARLY was watching season 3 when she penned this"
#as always i am very grateful for any and all suggestions#everyone in this fandom is so kind it truly has been such a lovely experience#and i can project the blorbos onto many songs so i cannot wait to see what people before me have come up with#i am making one of my own but so far it is literally 2 songs lmao#i love playlists that use canon period specific music and i love playlists that use any and all songs#playlists are a really underrated fan creation in my opinion! you can have so much creativity in them!#there is something so sacred about putting on some good music when you go for the daily commute#it is one of the only things i can steal away for myself from a very busy life#that and this blog lmao#anyway!! i shall use tags because i want reach#the x files#txf#fox mulder#dana scully#msr
27 notes
·
View notes
Note
with no disrespect fem doesnt equal she/her tho it would be easier to just say reader uses she/her
bro she’s fem! bc i said she’s fem! like fr y’all nitpick over everything. reader was referred to as suguru’s “sister” and used “she/her” pronouns and had a pussy like that’s very fem to me thanks !!
#asks!#i rly try to be respectful to everyone and cater to everyone#but#literally no matter what i tag reader as#everyone got something to complain about#i tried afab for just anatomy but no pronouns on reader#but ppl had issues w that#apparently me being cis means i cannot write afab so ok !! sure !! i quit using that altogether bc i rly#could not be bothered#sometimes ppl get mad at me for gender neutral#‘sweetheart is not gender neutral’#SINCE WHEN ???? WHAT.#and now i’m fairly confident#as a female myself#that i can confidently say reader pretty much checks the boxes that#calling her fem reader in this fic#is not hurting nobody#so pls#leave me alone and nit pick somewhere else#it is so exhausting
148 notes
·
View notes
Text
abed is better than me because I would NOT have been chill with the prospect of sloppy narcissistic season 1 jeff sharing my dorm room with me indefinitely
#sure I might have offered at first#but I cannot handle someone else constantly being in my space like that#I have my own room rn for the first time since before my little brother was born (he’s a year younger than me)#and I am NOT going back unless there is literally no other option#also yeah yeah I know characterization#abed craves genuine human connection and is under the impression that jeff is a master#and jeff is slowly realizing that everyone at greendale can tell he’s a materialistic douchebag with little substance#and the two of them understand each other in a way no one else does#catalyzed by their mutual love for tv#but I still would have been driven crazy by this man in my space 24/7#anyway I think the tags are annoyingly long enough#community#nbc community#community nbc#abed nadir#jeff winger
63 notes
·
View notes
Text
I told no one of it, it shall forever remain our secret. Here is what you’ve sacrificed your life for…
A friend of mine is playing the Layton series for the first time right now, so I decided to replay them for the first time in over ten years (ouch. I feel old). Miracle Mask didn’t really stick out to me as a kid, but as an adult? Ugh.
Anyways. I hadn’t drawn anything in a while but the demons in my brain demanded a sacrifice. Welcome to my blog. See you again in a month.
#professor layton#miracle mask#miracle mask spoilers#? I mean technically#professor layton and the miracle mask#Waow first post#still have to learn how to tag.#I think Diabolical Box will always be my absolute favorite but Miracle Mask is a close second right now#Had to literally set down my DS at several points and cry about how everyone in these games deserves so much better#Ugh.#Can’t wait to see how NWOS makes me cry.#And while I’m here. don’t stare at the flowers too long. I learned I cannot draw flowers lol.#artists on tumblr
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
it has been like 55 seconds since i posted my intro post but here lookit
#i literally cannot believe this fandom is still going#talk about determination#wink er er er er#undertale au#error sans#ink sans#i forgot how to tag i havent used tumblr in a few minutes#love these losers#errorink#illustration#digital illustration#digital art#art blog#character sheet#do i still need to clarify that these two dont belong to me i mean everyone knows who they are right#characters not mine tag????#i might talk to much in the tags#whatever fight me idcc
52 notes
·
View notes
Text
I’m rewatching Heartstopper because I literally cannot wait until October 3rd and I need more of this show pumped directly into my veins. It comes out two days after my seventeenth birthday, which is kinda exciting. But I digress.
I literally watched the whole first season today, which is quite impressive considering I actually did a lot of other things and didn’t start watching it until about two in the afternoon. And I finished it at like 10 pm, so it’s not like I stayed up super late to finish it either.
Rewatching this show I was giggling and kicking my feet and also yelling at the screen because sometimes the characters make kinda dumb choices and even though I already know how everything ends I still get way too invested. I just love this show so much, it’s such a comfort show for me.
My friend got me into the graphic novels right after season one released on Netflix, and after reading the whole series in two days (at the time there were four books, and soon after I found the WEBTOON and sped through that as well), I binged the entire show that day.
Heartstopper is such a pure show, and it just shows that representation is so important. I’ve heard so many stories of people realizing their sexuality (ME!) or finding the courage to come out to their parents or their friends or at school, and I think there’s just something so magical about this show.
Minor spoiler here, but Issac’s arc in season two was one of the things that kinda helped me realize that I was aroace because when I was watching the show and watching how he interacted with James and romance it made me think “huh, that’s kinda how I feel” and then I did some research (mostly comprised of scrolling the aromantic and asexual tags on tumblr, but a bit of googling as well) and realized that I’m aroace. So this show, that I already absolutely adored, suddenly became the catalyst for realizing my sexuality, and it just has such a special place in my heart. Whenever I’m sad I always rewatch the show or reread parts of the WEBTOON because it never fails to make me smile. To give me hope that there are others out there who are like me, even though all of my friends are straight and cis. And there’s absolutely nothing wrong with that, I love my friends, and they were all very supportive when I came out to them, but they just don’t understand sometimes. They don’t really understand what it’s like to be a part of the LGBTQIA+ community. To be different. It’s not like I’m out publicly, only a few of my close friends know, but it’s still hard sometimes not having anyone to talk to about all this (besides all my wonderful aspec moots of course). My irl friends just don’t understand that sometimes I feel broken, or like there’s something wrong with me. Because, even though I’m very comfortable with my sexuality, I’m in high school, and romance and sex are such a big thing, and it can sometimes be a little overwhelming or isolating when you don’t feel those forms of attraction. Especially when two of your best friends have boyfriends. And I’m very happy for them, but sometimes it stings a little knowing that I can never have that. Obviously queer platonic relationships exist, and that’s definitely something that I want for myself in the future, but it’s just different.
My mom watched the first season with me after I wouldn’t shut up about it, and then again when season two came out we watched it together (it was like my third watch through both times lol). Once season three comes out, and we see more of Issac’s arc of self discovery and figuring out his sexuality, I might end up using it as a bit of a starting point to come out to her, but I don’t know. I know that she and my dad are very supportive of the LGBTQIA+ community, but it’s just so different and scary. Any advice?
P. S. I did not mean to write this much, if you read this whole post, thank you. Thanks for taking the time out of your day to read about my ramblings.
#sorry this got way longer than it meant to#it started as me talking about how much i love hearstopper#and how it holds such a special place in my heart#and now it’s turned into kinda a mini rant about being aroace#anyway#heartstopper#heartstopper tv show#i love heartstopper#so much#i’m so excited for season three#i literally cannot wait#october third cannot come fast enough#heartstopper season 3#heartstopper season three#heartstopper comfort#heartstopper fandom#heartstopper isaac#heartstopper netflix#heartstopper on netflix#heartstopper rewatch#heartstopper tv#aroace#aromantic#asexual#i’m aroace and making it everyone’s problem#tumblr please add colors to the aroace tag#aroace pride#aroace awakening#aro#ace
12 notes
·
View notes