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its crazy how quick my scars went from being light thin lines 2 being dark wide and raised
#tw sh#not complaining#i like running my fingers over them#but also i hate it#how did it get this bad#why couldn't i have gotten better b4 this happened
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stupid eepy gay people
#komahina#hikoma#nagito komaeda#hajime hinata#sdr2#danganronpa#danganronpa fanart#wikoart#ship art#doodle#IHHATTTTTE THEMS OOMUCH#still artblocked. dont look at the hands on the right one pleas.#was watching sxf with my mom and she said that the way i should get over my art block#was to “draw fingers in his ass guy (nagito) acting like that (the kids running down the hall dramatically to get their macarons)” and#???? Wtf is she talking about.
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#🐉#i actually like my raised scars better because i like running my fingers over them#although i like the appearance of my indented ones more#also this isnt some kind of attempt at negging people for having scarring im genuinely curious in a nonmalicious way
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stali ft. anger issues
#stranger things#drawing#steve harrington#art#digital art#stali#kali prasad#i adore them#just kali threatening a old lady like bitch I wanted that candle back the fuck up#and the old lady is like bitch i’m about to die i get the fucking candle find another one#and steve is on another isle but his kali bullshit senses are tingling#and he runs to the isle she’s on to see her fucking fighting a old ass lady#full on grappeling to grab this candle from the old lady’s surprisingly strong grip kali is full on prying fingers back#steve sighs like jfc that’s my woman ig#and he picks her up and throws her over his shoulder like a sack of potato’s#and she’s screaming and cussing the old lady out the whole way#and once she’s out of eyesight she’s like istg esty put mE DOWN#and he’s like NO FUCKING WAY YOU THREATENED TO DISEMBOWEL A 80YO WOMAN OVER A CANDLE#YOU GET AIR JAIL BITCH#and she’s fuming like the scary woman she is and everyone they pass is terrified and steve is just. so tired.#he tells her she’s not allowed to go shopping unless they hold hands the entire time#like she’s a child#but it’s also a way for him to hold her hand#but also keep her from threatening murder
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sigh. i think i just do not like dogs very much lol
#just me hi#don't kill me but they are not for me#and i think our dog is alright :) but i am glad he's not mine jfshvh#i'm nervous and unsure about them every time i interact and i don't know why!#tried to tell my mother that at least and she just kinda brushes me off ? so i guess i'll just have to contend with this lol#he's still being trained but i dunno. don't think that kind of animal is for me#which sucks cuz i really did want to like them!! but they're confusing and a bit annoying and a decent sprinkling of scary#and he's a PUPPY. this is the goofiest problem ever jfsvhjfh#+ the dog at work still makes me nervous too.. this is a very Blahhh situation lol#'you've just gotta learn to stop being scared of them' but that Does mean that i have to interact with them more. and it seems#every time i do i just get more nervous ?? urgh#guess i'm not for dogs ! oh wells!#//and in other news why is it that every weekend i do not hesitate to obliterate my sleep schedule Lmfshvjfh#like without Fail it's actually crazy#//OH and it snowed a couple days ago too btw !! like almost a foot of snow i believe which is cool :D#i walked to work and it was fuuuun i enjoyed it :D#though i didn't get a chance to take pictures bc they'd plowed the road by the time i got out </3 it was so cool though !!#//oh also we were playing one of our story games last night w/ siblings :3#it's our longest-running one (it's been ongoing for maybe over a year or so! wild) and the amount of stuff that has Happened is so much Lol#i think last night they helped free half-a-town's worth of people from mine work (the mine turned out to be a crater from a Wish that hadn'#come true so they were mining the tiny shards of the wish-star bc they still have the chance to grant veeery small wishes!) and then also#got the guy that had kidnapped and enslaved them (for ransom + tax reasons) killed “by accident”#/they got into even more arguments with the other characters they're traveling with-#/OH chess also almost strangled one of those guys to death in the mine Lmaooo#there was a whole moment when he realized i was dying jfsvjgh#//yea though i have got to go get some thangs done though..#my dad used all the hot water so i'm just. waiting... stewing.... sauteeing...... gently marinating.............#ooeeoo#yea though !! hope i can work on some ideas i have today !! let's cross hands and hold fingers. wait#anywho Yea i'm gonna get on that 💥 CIAO
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ARCANE DAY
Episode 4 and 5 in the tags and:
SALO BEING A VIKTOS FOLLOWER??? CRAZY. ALSO BOTH VIKTOR MISSING JAYCE AJDHSKSJ also cait has kinda calmed down... and I am sure she misses vi so I KNOW this is going to happen to her soon.... we aren't getting much of her feelings yet... she's still too onto Jinx to catch up on where ambessa is going...
DID JAYCE JUST KILL SALO??? WHAT HAPPENED IN THERE
Also vander not recognizing vi at first until she gives up fighting.... incredible ALSO vander and silco being miners and vi wearing her gauntlets that were initially thought out for miners.... damn
This is my favourite episode so far....
Episode 6 here:
Sky really being there..... of course she is....
Ambessa training caitlyn.... of course thats her new daughter akdjskms Tunnels in your eyes.... GIRL!!!!!!! THAT'S WHAT YOU DON'T NEED RIGHT NOW also the guy outside is a mage... ambessa is such a hypocrite
Vi and Jinx vs ambessa and cait.... this was always about class war don't get it twisted SINGED!!! TRAITOR!!!!
ARE THEY GOING TO SEE VIKTOR???? I looove how viktors touch on their faces leave "scars" so recognizable
Did isha just take the gem from vi's gauntlets??? Omg I wasn't expecting viktor to build a hippie commune to be honest omg he looks so good.... with the blonde underhairs.... and I do believe that's the same blanket....
And of course viktor knows who vander is.... nvm he diesnt know omg viktor asking for Powder.....
We are getting viktor horsegirl montage.... omg the vander momtage I can't..... omg they wanna stay.... singed is gonna fuck all this up NOOOOO 😭😭😭 they are already there I am going to kms
CAITLYN STOP THIS MADESSS!!! ✋️ CAITLYN!!!!! VI KILL THIS MAN!!! OMG CAITLYN...... mongoose... yeah.... and fuck you too.... CUPCAKE!!!! ABOUT TIME!!!! CAITLYN I SAID STOP THIS MADNESS WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!!! And jayce too 😭😭😭 we're never making it out of the fissures
It's such a shame the spit on here won't work like on challengers.... one can only pray I guess
Jinx experiencing the "there's nothing more undoing as a daughter" moment.... incredible
"Your absence provided a vacuum I was able to fill" TO VI???? I KNEW THAT HAND HOLDING IN THE COMMANDER SCENE WAS SUS AKDHKASJ maddie exists and ambessa knows that and still.... it was not filling her mother's void...
YES CAITLYN!!! YES!!!!! VI is so hot I am distracted... ambessa was right.... now what the fuck will jayce fuck up??? Thats the question... NOT ANOTHER CHILD!!! jayce is a menace... the guys smiling at jayce are viktor... maybe the child even....
JINX KILL THAT MAN!!! NVM VANDER KILL THAT MAN!!! JAYCE YOU FUCKING MORON!!!!! JAYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHEN I GET YOU JAAAYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Isha what are you going to do omg 😭😭 did she kill vander... another powder... my god another week...
That was such a good fucking episode too.... and caitlyn didn't go insane when finding Jinx that is a step forwards but viktor can't be dead... no fucking way... he was giving himself away for the people and he was going to finally die by saving vander and look at what we got... no wonder viktor hates his guts. Jayce you were so good in act one.... what happened..... alright. Christ.... another week....
#FUCKING MADDIE?????????????? NO FUCKING WAYYYYYYYYYY#fucking maddie??? yes she is fucking her. christ. jinx was right vi should have hit before all of that.... maddie bet her to it 😭😭😭#i have tears in my eyes aldjaodjsk no fucking way what the heeeeeeell ooooh my goooood nowaaayyaaayyyaaaayyyy#and cait looks so pretty....... she is still focused on jinx.....#omg isha..... jinx gave up jinx??? what...... ambessa is making hextech... so jayce is still missing.... well she is trying#and mel is still missing too.... christ and ekkos friend is sympathetic to jinx... mmhmhmmmmm also ambessa clocks everything aldjakaj#cait has calmed down.... what is happening... she is now only violent towards jinx i guess. ambessa is opening that wound over and over oof#THE MIDDLE FINGER AKDBAKSBKANSKA sevika is unifying the underground i knew it!!! yes!!!! jinx show up!!!!#cait paying homage to her mother while rictus beats up some guy.... her suffering meking her an enabler to those actions... yeah#oh no..... they know.... isha lighting the fire like jinx did.... sevika getting her arm cut... ISHA BEAT HIM UUUP!!! JINX!!!! omg singed..#enforcer vi becoming part of her hallucinations... its so over... also silco... jinx kill this man. not ambessa... omg jinx run....#she likes iiiit yeeeeahhhh.... ekkos friend... . and THE BROTHEL LADY... SHE KNOWS WHO SHE IS!!! SHE IS SO GLAD!!! WARWICK!! FUCK SHIT UP!!#OMG HE RECOGNIZES HER!!!!! HE SPEAKS!!!!! WHAT A FUCKING MASSACRE OUTSIDE BUT HE DOES RECOGNIZE HER!!!!#CALL VIIIII THROW A PARTY WE ARE A FOUR PEOPLE HOUSEHOLD NOW!!! FIVE WITH SEVIKA!!! COME ON AT LEAST TRY!!!#his eyes changing color... singed you are nothing compared to a fathers love... jinx complaining about not really having killed powder....#she didnt and vander recognises that.... amazing omg........#THE CAIT IN BED HALLUCINATION AND JINX THERE!!!! its so weird seeing them both like this.... jinx wanting to help him.... ofc...#THEY GOT VANDER???? also you know whats funny... the cape makes cait look like silco... it looks red even#why is singed based.... OMG MEL!!! HER BROTHER!!!!! OH MY GOD VIIII LOOKS SO GOOOD!!!! HER GAUNTLETS ARE PAINTED BLACK TOO AKDBAKS#bitch mittens (not even diy) damn vi she got you hard THE BITCH SLAP omg vi... your big sister duties...#singed actually venering vander.... do not help the opressor singed!! i just said you were based!!! IS MEL PREGNANT?!?!??!#she does enjoy her puzzles..... oh of course he is an hallucination.... the first time he appeared behind her....#silco and vanders old hq..... omg MORE DOOMED YAOI...... vander apologised but silco didn't read the letter 😭😭 as vi reaches for jinx omg#vi wearing her enforcer plaque without the plaque.... slay but why. no vander no loke he is a dog akdhaksj IS VANDER THEIR ACTUAL FATHER#NO FUCKING WAY A LOVE TRIANGLE AND EACH ONE GETS OME DAUGHTER AIDHOQSJOSAKL i need a fucking moment....#well its not vanders.... BUT THE SAME CUP AND STRAW FOR POWDER OMG!!! THE FATHERS THAT STEPPED UP!!!CONNEL GET RECKT!!!!#bedrock and blisters my fucking god. vander and silco wanting to build a better zaun for her daughters... AND JINX AND VI ARE GONNA MAKE IT#vander looking at the woman she likes whos hair is purple: ive always liked the name violet. im going to be sick!!!! my god!!!#MY GOOOOOD!!!!!!! VANDER HUGGING VI!!! THE SHOT OF HER OFFERING JINX TO JOIN WILL END MEE!!!!#watching arcane
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forgot to mention the gloves ig irritate my eczema so now three of my fingers get sore and dry as fuck
#the tip of my middle and ring fingers get really red and cracked#hurt to touch/squeeze and the skin on my thumb is sensitive too#like I run warm/hot water over them and it burns type sensitive#sum’z ramblez ⋆｡𖦹°‧
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constantly gaslighting myself into believing that my chronic migraines aren't even that bad. until i get one again and it's actively the worst experience of my life.
#repeat the cycle etc etc#like yeah i spend at least 4 hours of most days sitting in a dark room with the only source of light being my yellow-screen computer#having to ignore the ringing in my ears + the throbbing in my temples. barely being able to get up without my vision spinning#not being able to handle an ounce of auditory stimulation. or the pressure of my noise-cancelling headphones on my head#feeling sick and running a borderline temperature that. does not feel anywhere under 38 degrees. whilst simultaneously shivering#can't even take anything but over the counter painkillers for them because my neurologist considers me 'at-risk'#blehk#but its not even 'that bad' right???#it's fine though im coming down off this one. i can listen to music without actively wanting to gouge my eyeballs out with my fingers#chronic illness#?#gothihop speaks
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my friend gave me both fishing lure earrings and bandaids for my birthday and you'll never guess what i needed after cutting my finger on the back of the sharp as fuck fish hook section of the earring
#if she is psychic and foresaw me needing the bandaids i would've appreciated the warning but you know what. it's really funny regardless 🫶#the bandaids have shakespearean insults on them bc she knows i like shakespeare she didn't just. give me a handful of bandaids as a gift.#SHE ALSO GOT ME A COPY OF SHAKESPEARE'S LOVE'S LABOUR'S LOST FROM FUCKING 1895!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OLDASS BOOK BEAUTIFUL BOOK#the single coolest object i now proudly own#older than most of the objects i've seen with my eyes in my life probably. and it has Pencil Written Annotations in such a lovely little#victorian cursive script and illustrations in a style i've only ever seen on the fucking internet archive or uploaded scanned fashion plates#like holy FUCK it's SO COOL and i will nerd out about it for the rest of my natural days i assume <3#anyway. still need to find the bandaids in my bag as i'm currently just sitting in the dark holding a paper towel over my finger#on the bright side i finished the hat that will either be hers or was the trial run for knitting her hat (it depends how much i get done on#the other gift hat i decided i was making the day before i left on my family roadtrip)#oh my fucking god the family drama on this trip has blown other trips' nonsense out of the water and it was. the first day. of the trip.#oh sick as fuck fish hook earrings amd old ass book and bag of knitting supplies we're really in it now.....#a post#anyway who else is excited to drink their way through the rest of this week 🫶 (she says on sunday)
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thinking about how my middlest brother got my mom a set of beautiful high quality kitchen knives for christmas and two people-- my youngest brother and my ~60 year old stepfather-- immediately cut themselves on them; one trying to test the edge and doing it wrong, and the other literally dicking around
can you guess. which was which
#I wasn't in the room for the latter but apparently he like? bounced the blade on his fingertip joking about 'how sharp are they'??#and it went STRAIGHT IN because the answer was EXTREMELY? JOHN??#like I can give luke a pass he's 24. 'wow cool knife I'm gonna run my finger over the blade cause I'm cool and know about knives'#sure fine I've been 24 and wrong about how much I know about things#what do you MEAN john CUT HIMSELF by JOKING ABOUT CUTTING HIMSELF by JUST STRAIGHT UP CUTTING HIMSELF#grown ass man!!!#I mean the thing is the reason austin got them Good Knives is that their knives are always DANGEROUSLY dull#so like. maybe he just simply did not know. that knives could be sharp.#irl frens#(and family)
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Therapy isn't enough I need the CW to go back and re-film Season 11 to prove that Lucifer could have been saved if Michael didn't abandon him like Dean refused to abandon Sam.
#I'm old enough to know that some ideas are too cinematic and visual to be translated to fic and This Is One Of Them#Amara shows up and wants to eat Lucifer but Lucifer runs off comes back and tosses a bag of stuff for spellwork at Sam#Snaps his fingers and Devil's Dancefloor by Flogging Molly starts to play at an increasing volume#Someone comments that having a hype song is lame and Lucifer says YEAH IT'S REAL LAME ISN'T IT DEAN#Big knockdown fight between Lucifer and Amara and the spell banishes both but Lucifer manages to claw his way back#Michael!Adam clawed their way out of the cage but is living as Adam and Lucifer restores Michael's memories by giving back his blade#Michael and Lucifer working very poorly together but it reaches a head when they're trapped in a town Amara is going to literally devour#And Lucifer's like 'Oh we're both acts of God actually so one of us is going to have to destroy the other in Amara's general direction'#And Michael thinks it's a ploy and refuses and says Lucifer's so tainted he's not anything like what God made and Wow That's Mean#But Michael agrees thinking that sacrificing God's favored son will get dad to come back but Lucifer is genuinely afraid of death#Because angels don't get an afterlife so this has also been a narrative conversation about forgiveness outside of punishment and hell#But right before God does show up Michael has a hand inside Lucifer's glowing chest forcing his light in an attack beam at Amara#And Lucifer is crying screaming clawing growing weaker and Michael just stops and curls his free hand over the back of Lucifer's head#And he Regrets he realizes how long he's refused to let himself love his brother to serve his father and now it's the end#And not the end he prepared himself for but if he gets the freedom to love his brother and choose not to kill him maybe he chooses-#Ahahah Chuck's there now and 3V2 THERAPY TIME#WHO'S THAT IT'S JOHN WINCHESTER'S GHOST WITH A STEEL CHAIR#Anyway Supernatural was good when we still had narrative parallels and in every SamDean moment I am closing my eyes and seeing Them#S8 Sam during the Trials of God? Don't you mean Lucifer begging his brother to help him bear the mark before it warps him?#listen I'll shut up when someone tells me WHY DIDN'T LUCIFER GET TO GO APESHIT ABOUT DEAN DESTROYING THE MARK#LUCIFER BORE THE MARK FOR EONS SO DID CAIN THE MARK RUINED BOTH OF THEM#AND DEAN GETS TO TOSS IT AFTER A YEAR???? AND LUCIFER SAYS NOTHING??????????????????????????????#Not even a “Well now I know how Michael would have done with the mark”
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i've said this before, and i'll say it again, but goddamn i will steal those shoes 1 day-
#jeff satur#they are GORGEOUS#and they will be mine#just like he is akdksjsk#I'll do a steal and then wear them#and then (hopefullly) be taller than him#and pull his face close with my finger under his chin#cause he's babygirled more than any babygirl has ever babygirled#and he deserves to be treated that way#akdksjsk#idk rambles#but oh to tower over him#back him against the wall-#my thoughts are really running here wild damn#i should stop-
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had a very intense semi lucid dream last night where i was the daughter/acolyte of an insane cult leader/my dad who performed non consenual surgery on me and molested and raped me. it inspired me to start writing a lil sci fi novella but also to clean out my closet and find my vibrator cuz i was desperate for it after waking up lmfao
#he had like. grown me & a few other and inserted more and more mechanical parts into us through our lives#so we were mostly machine inside. but human-looking outside#and i tried to run away and got the shit kicked out of me by my sister/fellow cult member#she patched me up most of the way but for the complicated stuff dad had to help#one of my arms had been broken so he just cut the whole thing open to fuck with the wires and stuff. it felt so awful guhhhhh#and after that he started trying to finger me and asking questions about wether id slept with anyone while i had been away#and told me he knew id been touching myself and that made me disgusting and corrupt and that was why id tried to leave. and he had to fix#my mind too.#there was blood on his fingers when he pulled them out of me and he got so so pissed#i was crying and trying to explain i was on my period but he said that was a lie and id been trying to hide more injuries from him so he#couldnt finish fixing me#and he spent a solid twenty minutes beating me for it while groping me & continuing to finger me#he had a metal arm n that was the one he was using too so i kept getting cut and bleeding more and hed yell and hit me more and he just#wouldnt stop 😵💫😵💫#i was tied down by my wrists laying on my tummy but he forced me to roll over so he could punch my stomach a lot too ;-;#toward the end he got on top of me and started grinding against me#talking to me nice again and saying i was his girl and he just wanted to make me better and i only had to cooperate#i was sobbing and panicking still but he was just petting me#he tried to push his cock in me but he like. couldnt fit.#he could only get a couple inches in and he stayed sweet for a little longer but then he started getting frustrated#yelling at me to stop fighting him and slapping my face#and i was trying so so hard to relax and let him in so it could be over but i was just too small#he gave up after awhile and finished cleaning me up without saying anything then left me alone down there. still tied down and crying.#that was only one part of the dream there was a whole plotline where i had made contact with 2 people (a brother and sister) on the outside#who were trying to save me. and i was trying to talk my sister into leaving with me because i was so terrified of losing her#eventually i did get out and ended up living with the brother and sister and it was super cute and sweet#parts of the dream were from her pov too. she made us all matching hats :]
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Oh nothing, just Scott getting Tessa out of their Moulin Rouge ending pose.
#this is one of the first things that sent me crazy about them.#namely the bun cuddle in the first one#but really all of them.#it inadvertently shows what incredible care and awareness he has for her.#understanding the position she is in#her character- having just died and to make it believable she has relaxed and he is holding her ‘lifeless’ body#so to make sure it’s not uncomfortable or difficult for her to get up he helps her all the back to her feet.#supporting her head means she isn’t going to strain or hurt her neck getting up.#and gives her time to get back on balance.#these are all minuscule things but along with everything else is inductive of what a caring#protective partner he is for her.#this is so important to me I get so emotional over it I love staring at any version of it#especially when it ends with one of their ‘I need your body to be part of my body. I need our skin to be one’ kind of embrace#also that first one he wraps his fingers all the way round her neck my god the exhilaration of that moment#that energy running through them I can’t even imagine there would be nothing like it#and to feel that together/that running through both of them an interesting each other holding that close#god what a magical experience#fd: moulin rouge#moulin rouge ending#and their cuddles
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Progress on the Warden scarf c: the left edge is being a huge pain in my ass and I had to frog half of it and work up to this point again, but I am confident that a border will fix it. I am thinking it'll probably be in the same steel grey that will act as the "studded" bits in the center of each diamond.
On a side note, this stitch is soooo texture and I know I am going to love having something to run my fingers over when I wear it.
#it makes like little pockets? so i can tuck my fingers under the stitch itself or run my fingernails over them#idk if any of y'all have texture stims but it is very much a thing for me haha. so I'm really happy that it feels so nice#scarf wip#this stitch is super super weird but I'm trying to be gentle w myself about how uneven the edges look#because you have to alternately increase/decrease each row and i keep losing track
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used this picrew to make my new skyrim crew :3
Hiraeth (they/she/he) || Sibylla (she/her) || Dervera Sathro (she/they)
the dragonborn, the ex-dragon priest now vampire and pain in the ass, the dunmer fed up with everyone's bullshit
#rena.txt#they all mean soooooo much to me in such a short time it's crazy#some cool facts i think are Very Cool: dervera has a enchanted prostethic arm (her left one) which is a spriggan's arm basically but the#typical very long claws of the spriggans are..shorter kjdfk so she can actually use her fingers. sibylla has basically seen soooooo much of#the world's history. she was a dragon priest yes and she used that power to trans her gender. yea. with how powerful dragon priests#were i'm 100% convinced someone could do that with magic. am i wrong? idc. she died at some point bc she betrayed the other priests#when the rebellion started and didn't end up as a crusty lich. Things happen and she's reborn as a vampire let me just say molag bal wants#her dead and both me & sibylla want that bitch dead so we're a team.#still working on my google doc with the info might share it when done idk...if anyone wants to hear the Lore..play with our ocs like dolls#in my tes phase again fr. reading the lore isn't enough i need to get run over with it#oc: hiraeth#oc: sibylla#oc: dervera#these picrew is so cute i might add it into the doc#i'm so brain dead with them that i kept typing lore while watching masterchef 🇮🇹. didn't follow the ep with the 3 stars michelin#restaurants WTF WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME that's usually my fave ep. oc love makes me do silly things
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