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do I wanna know?
Hozier's version
an Oscar Piastri one-shot
Summary: Oscar Piastri wasn't looking for love when he met Amélie in a Monaco nightclub. But their undeniable chemistry sparks a passionate connection that quickly becomes something more. As their secret relationship deepens, her surname, Vasseur, becomes the real problem.
Word count: 12k (stoppp, so long but so worth it)
TW: emotional manipulation, gaslighting, sexually suggestive content, alcohol, strong language...
A/N: I DID IT. Another day, another one-shot. I love Oscar with all my heart. I swear I’ve done everything to make this as little angsty and as least sad as possible. I hope you enjoy it <3
My previous one-shot, Step by step, has received so much love. I adore you all, and thank you for the reblogs, for the comments and the likes!
have in mind that English is not my first nor my second language, excuse any mistakes that you might find
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Monaco at night had a different glow. It wasn’t just the shimmer of lights reflecting on the sea or the lingering echo of engines that still seemed to vibrate in the air. It was the luxury, the exclusivity—the feeling that anything could happen in a city that never truly slept.
Oscar Piastri wasn’t the kind of guy who frequented nightclubs. Not because he didn’t like having fun, but because the idea of being surrounded by strangers, with deafening music and alcohol flowing freely, wasn’t exactly his scene. But a couple of friends had come to visit him at his new apartment in Monaco, and after a few beers and plenty of teasing about how boring he was, they had managed to drag him there.
The club was a chaos of strobe lights and moving bodies. The music, a heavy, immersive beat, pulsed through the floor and into his chest. Oscar stayed in a corner, a drink in his hand, pretending to enjoy himself while his friends disappeared into the crowd.
That was when he saw her.
She moved with an almost insolent confidence, the kind of presence that made people turn their heads without even realizing it. She was dressed in black, her loose hair falling in soft waves, her smirk suggesting she already knew something the rest didn’t. Oscar wasn’t the type to stare at just anyone, but there was something about her that kept his gaze locked.
When their eyes met, she didn’t look away. Instead, she smiled, amused, as if she could read exactly what was going through his mind.
And then she walked over.
"You don’t look like someone who enjoys places like this," she said, leaning in just enough for her voice to be heard over the music.
Oscar raised an eyebrow.
"And what kind of person do I look like?"
"Someone who’s already calculating how much longer they need to stay before they can leave without looking like a buzzkill."
Oscar let out a laugh.
"And what about you? Are you the life of the party?"
She shrugged, her expression shameless.
"Could be."
Oscar couldn’t help but smile. There was something about her attitude, the way she didn’t give him a break, that had him completely hooked.
"Are you always this quick with words?"
"Are you always this easy to throw off?" she shot back.
He laughed again, more at ease than he expected to be. He wasn’t usually like this with strangers. He didn’t usually let himself go this fast. But with her, it felt inevitable.
They stayed like that, challenging each other with words and smiles, until conversation was no longer enough. He wasn’t sure who made the first move—if it was her or him. Maybe, in the end, it didn’t matter. The only thing that did was the exact moment their lips met in the middle of the dance floor, with the music pounding around them and the world shrinking to that single instant.
Oscar didn’t know her name. He didn’t know who she was or where she was from. All he knew was that the night had just become a lot more interesting.
The kiss tasted like gin and danger. The kind that arrived without warning, set skin on fire, and became impossible to ignore.
Oscar wasn’t thinking too much when he had her this close. He wasn’t thinking about the loud club, his friends, or anything other than the way she smiled against his lips, as if this were a game she already knew she was going to win.
His hand instinctively slid to her waist, pulling her closer, feeling the way her body fit against his like they’d done this before, like it was meant to happen. She didn’t pull away—on the contrary, her fingers tangled in his hair, tugging gently, just to tease him.
"Do you always kiss strangers like this?" she whispered when they pulled apart just a fraction.
Oscar smiled, still holding her.
"No. Do you?"
"Neither do I." She leaned in again, barely grazing his lips with hers, tempting him. "But today seems like a good day to start."
Oscar chuckled lowly, unable to resist the effect she had on him. This wasn’t normal. It wasn’t what he usually did. But something about her made him want to play along, to fall helplessly into the pull of her presence.
The music shifted to something slower, more intimate. She took advantage of it, letting her hands trace the edges of his shirt while looking at him with that wicked amusement.
"Do you dance, driver?"
Oscar frowned, half amused, half confused.
"How do you know I’m a driver?"
She tilted her head, pretending to think.
"The way you move. Besides, this is Monaco. Everyone’s a driver here."
"That sounds like a very well-crafted lie."
"Could be." She leaned in again, her lips brushing against the curve of his jaw. "Does that bother you?"
No. It didn’t. Not when he had her this close, the dance floor spinning around them, and the feeling that this was all a mistake—but the kind worth making.
Oscar took her hand and spun her effortlessly, making her laugh. They danced without a plan, without thinking too much about the rest of the world. Her body felt light against his, her laughter vibrating against his skin every time they pushed the limits a little further.
Until, in a moment of clarity, Oscar leaned in and whispered in her ear,
"You haven’t told me your name."
She stopped, looking at him with a spark in her eyes.
"Do you really need it?"
Yes. Probably. But the way she said it, the way she smiled afterward, made him hesitate.
Because maybe, just for tonight, he didn’t need it at all.
Oscar watched her, waiting for an answer. She only smiled, stretching the silence just enough to keep him on edge.
"Amélie," she finally said, savoring each syllable of her own name.
Oscar nodded, repeating it in his mind, making sure not to forget it. Amélie. It suited her.
"Nice name."
"I know."
Oscar laughed. God, she was unbearable. Unbearable and utterly fascinating in equal measure.
They kept dancing, though the music no longer mattered. What mattered were their hands gliding over each other’s skin, the whispers in their ears, the way their lips brushed together, turning into something more. The attraction between them was like an electric current, a dangerous game neither of them seemed willing to lose.
Amélie leaned in, her lips just a breath away.
"Let’s get out of here."
Oscar didn’t think twice.
The Mediterranean breeze was warm as they walked through the streets of Monaco, away from the noise of the club, adrenaline still coursing through their veins.
"Your place or mine?" Amélie asked, hands tucked into the pockets of her jacket.
Oscar hesitated for a second. His friends would be crashing at his apartment, and the idea of going back with her only to find a couple of drunk idiots passed out on the couch wasn’t exactly appealing. His mind also flashed to the countless unopened boxes, unpacked suitcases, and unassembled furniture piled up in his new place.
"Yours."
"Good choice." She smiled but didn’t say anything else. She simply started walking, knowing he would follow.
Her apartment was in an elegant building near the port, with massive windows and a breathtaking view of the illuminated city.
"Nice place."
"It’s not bad." She shrugged off her jacket with a swift motion, letting it fall onto a chair. Then she turned to face him, that same defiant look in her eyes. "Do you want something to drink or…?"
Oscar didn’t let her finish.
The tension that had been simmering between them all night exploded the moment their lips met again. It was different from the kiss at the club—more urgent, more desperate. Like every second they had spent holding back had only been a prelude to the real moment of the night.
Amélie smiled against his mouth and, in one swift move, pushed him back until his spine hit the wall.
"Are you always this easy?" she murmured, her fingers playing with the collar of his shirt.
Oscar let out a low chuckle.
"Are you always this bossy?"
"When necessary."
"I like it."
This time, he took control.
They stumbled through the apartment, kissing and laughing, too caught up in each other to care about bumping into furniture. Clothes disappeared along the way, leaving a trail neither of them bothered to follow.
The way Amélie moved was hypnotic, as if she was in charge without even trying. She pulled back just enough to look at him, her breath warm against his lips.
"If at any point you want to stop—"
Oscar cut her off before she could finish, kissing her again, deeper, more desperate. Amélie grinned against his lips before pulling him further into the apartment.
There was no rush, yet no hesitation either. They moved with an absurd level of synchronicity for two strangers, as if every touch had been rehearsed a hundred times before.
When the back of his legs hit the edge of the bed, he took the opportunity to flip their dynamic, pinning her beneath him with ease.
"So, you like competing off-track too?" she teased, fingers tracing down his back.
Oscar lowered his head to her neck, pressing slow kisses against her skin.
"Always."
Amélie exhaled softly, letting the heat of the moment consume everything.
That night was one to remember.
Because, even though neither of them knew it yet, it was a night that would change everything.
Oscar woke up to sunlight filtering through the curtains.
He blinked a few times, trying to get his bearings. It took him a second to remember where he was—the spacious bedroom, the messy sheets, the lingering scent of perfume and warm skin in the air.
And then, the body beside him.
Amélie was lying on her stomach, her hair a tangled mess on the pillow, the sheet barely covering her back. Her breathing was soft, completely oblivious to his wakefulness.
Oscar rested his head on the pillow and watched her for a moment. He remembered every detail of the night before—the taste of gin on her lips, the way she laughed against his skin, how they had lost themselves in each other without holding back. It had been wild and sweet at the same time, like they were on the edge of devouring each other yet somehow knew exactly how to touch.
Definitely, one of those nights you don’t forget.
But now came the tricky part—the mornings.
It was never exactly awkward, but it was never simple either. There was something about waking up in an unfamiliar bed, with the faint haze of a night too good to regret, that always brought the inevitable question: Now what?
As if sensing his gaze, Amélie shifted slightly and murmured something unintelligible before cracking her eyes open.
"Mmm… you’re still here," she mumbled, her voice thick with sleep.
Oscar raised an eyebrow.
"Did you expect me to sneak out in the middle of the night?"
"I didn’t take you for a coward," she said, a lazy smile tugging at her lips.
Oscar chuckled. He propped himself up on his elbow, taking her in properly for the first time without the dim club lights or the haze of lust clouding his perception. He noticed new details—the way her skin caught the morning light, the faint scar on her collarbone, the relaxed yet mischievous glint in her eyes.
"Do you always analyze people this much when you wake up next to them?" Amélie asked, meeting his gaze.
"Do you always have a comeback ready?"
"I warned you last night."
Oscar smirked, shaking his head. He couldn’t help it. There was something about her that intrigued him. It wasn’t just that she was stunning or that the sex had been incredible. It was the way she carried herself, the confidence, the effortless way she set the pace without him even noticing.
She stretched lazily before sitting up, letting the sheet slide down to her waist.
"I’m making coffee," she announced, swinging her legs over the edge of the bed.
"Does that mean you're inviting me to stay?"
Amélie turned around, giving him a defiant look.
"It means that if you touch the coffee machine before it's done, I'll throw you out of my apartment shirtless."
Oscar let out a laugh and fell back onto the bed, arms resting behind his head.
"You're trouble."
"And you walked right into it with your eyes wide open, driver."
With a satisfied smile, Amélie disappeared into the kitchen, leaving Oscar with the certainty that this night wouldn’t be something he could forget so easily.
He lay there for a few more minutes, staring at the ceiling with a small smile. He couldn’t remember the last time a night had been like this. Not just incredible in the physical sense—because it had been, no question—but fun.
There was something about Amélie that kept him hooked, and that worried him a little. She wasn’t like him. She wasn’t like any other girl he’d been with before.
He sighed, running a hand down his face before getting up.
Gathering his clothes scattered around the room, he pulled his pants halfway up as he walked out toward the kitchen.
The apartment was modern and spacious, with a spectacular view of Monaco from the floor-to-ceiling windows. In the distance, Amélie’s silhouette moved effortlessly between the coffee machine and the shelves, wearing his shirt—barely buttoned.
Oscar leaned against the doorway, crossing his arms.
"Nice shirt."
Amélie didn’t even turn around.
"Nice coffee machine," she shot back. "Which you still can’t touch."
He chuckled, stepping closer until his hip brushed against hers at the counter.
"And what if I need caffeine to function?"
She turned her head just enough to give him a look filled with teasing amusement.
"You're an F1 driver, not an office worker with a coffee addiction."
"We all have our weaknesses."
Amélie smirked, as if considering his words for a moment, before focusing back on her coffee.
The coffee machine bubbled softly as the rich aroma filled the kitchen. Amélie, arms crossed and feigning exasperation, watched Oscar stir the scrambled eggs he had insisted on cooking—with infuriating ease.
"Seriously, you don’t have to cook," she repeated for the third time.
"And yet, here I am."
"This isn’t your house."
"No, but it’s not a restaurant either, so if I want a decent meal, I’d rather make it myself."
Amélie huffed, leaning against the counter with her coffee cup in hand.
"Are you implying that I can’t cook?"
Oscar shot her an amused look.
"I haven’t seen any evidence that you can."
"You're incredibly arrogant for someone cooking with my pan in my kitchen."
"I call it survival," he said with a shrug.
Their dynamic was captivating. Amélie fired off comebacks at lightning speed, but Oscar kept up, responding with dry, precise remarks. There was no tension, no awkward pauses. It felt as if they had known each other for years, as if this was a routine between them.
As the eggs finished cooking, Oscar glanced toward the living room. From the kitchen, he had the perfect angle to see the main wall, and that’s when he noticed it.
Above the TV, hung proudly, was a massive painting.
It wasn’t a photograph, but a stunningly detailed painting of Monza’s circuit, featuring the faces of Michael Schumacher and Rubens Barrichello, dressed in their iconic Ferrari red suits, holding their trophies with beaming smiles.
Oscar raised an eyebrow.
"Is that Monza?"
Amélie, mid-sip of coffee, glanced at him out of the corner of her eye.
"Mhm."
Oscar set down the spatula and turned fully toward the painting.
"It’s incredible."
"It is."
"Did you buy it?"
"No."
Oscar narrowed his eyes, noting how she didn’t elaborate.
"Are you a Formula 1 fan?"
"Mmm… not actively."
"You have a giant painting of Schumacher and Barrichello in your living room, Amélie. I find that hard to believe."
She sighed, as if she had been expecting this conversation.
"It was my father’s. He gave it to me when I bought this apartment."
Oscar tilted his head.
"Is your father a fan?"
"Let’s just say he’s very involved in motorsport."
A small alarm went off in Oscar’s head. Something wasn’t quite adding up, but before he could ask more, Amélie set her cup down and crossed her arms.
"And yes, I know who you are."
He tensed slightly.
"Oh."
"I didn’t sleep with you because you’re famous."
Oscar let out a quiet laugh, surprised by her bluntness.
"I didn’t think you did."
"Good. Because I didn’t."
They held each other’s gaze for a moment. Amélie’s expression was calm, but with that ever-present challenge in her eyes that made her impossible to ignore. Oscar felt there was more to this, something she wasn’t saying.
But for now, he let it go.
"The eggs are ready," he said, serving them onto two plates.
Amélie gave him a small smile and took hers.
"You’re a decent driver. Let’s see if you’re a decent cook too."
Oscar shook his head, chuckling as they sat down to eat.
Breakfast carried the same strangely effortless energy as the rest of the morning. Oscar couldn’t recall the last time he’d shared a moment like this with someone he’d just met. Maybe never.
They talked about everything and nothing. Amélie teased him about how meticulous he was with the scrambled eggs. Oscar told her the coffee was so strong it could wake the dead. She told him that if he couldn’t handle it, he probably wasn’t man enough to be in her kitchen.
Oscar could only laugh.
And then, it was time to leave.
"I’d stay longer," he said, leaning against the counter, "but I left my friends at a club, and I still don’t know if they’re alive or if one of them ended up in a ditch."
Amélie chuckled.
"I’d say there’s an 80% chance they’re sleeping on your couch and a 20% chance they’re in jail."
"That’s exactly why I need to check."
She set her cup in the sink and nodded.
"Alright."
But neither of them moved.
Oscar pulled his phone from his pocket and held it up.
"Want to exchange numbers?"
Amélie raised an eyebrow, as if she hadn’t expected that, but didn’t hesitate for long before taking her own phone and typing her contact into his.
"Call me if your friends are dead. I can help you hide the bodies."
"I’ll keep that in mind," Oscar joked, saving her number.
And then, the real problem arose: how to say goodbye?
A simple “bye”? Too cold.
A hug? He wasn’t sure if that was right.
A kiss? Maybe too intimate for what they really were—two strangers who had just spent the night together.
But when their eyes met, the decision made itself.
Oscar leaned in slightly, and Amélie didn’t step back. Their lips barely brushed—a short kiss, nothing like the intensity of the night before, but charged with something else. Something harder to define.
When they pulled away, Amélie smiled, that mischievous glint in her eyes.
"Don’t let it get to your head, Piastri."
Oscar laughed, shaking his head as he stepped toward the door.
"See you around, Amélie."
"See you."
And with that, he left.
Though, as he walked out of the building, he couldn’t shake the feeling that it was only a matter of time before he saw her again.
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Oscar entered his apartment in Monaco, his body exhausted and his mind scattered. The weekend's race was still buzzing in his head, memories of the paddock and strategy meetings blending with the roar of the engines. He knew he should take a shower, eat something decent, and, most of all, sleep.
But the moment he crossed the threshold, he thought of her.
It had been weeks since he last saw her. Neither of them had written, not even a casual message, as if the night they spent together had been nothing more than a fleeting moment, not something strong enough to leave a mark.
Oscar dropped onto the couch, rubbing his eyes. He had no reason to text her. No excuse. But before he could think too much about it, his fingers were already moving over the screen.
🟠 Oscar: "If you want to see me, come over. I'm exhausted."
The possibility that she wouldn’t reply crossed his mind. It was late. And if he hadn’t bothered to reach out before, why would she now?
But against all odds, his phone vibrated instantly.
🔴 Amélie: "What kind of invitation is that? Doesn't sound very tempting."
Oscar let out a quiet laugh.
🟠 Oscar: "It's the best I can offer in this state."
This time, Amélie took longer to reply. He pictured her with her phone in hand, debating whether to accept or keep playing along a little longer.
🔴 Amélie: "Alright. But I’m bringing dinner."
🟠 Oscar: "No objections here."
🔴 Amélie: "You should have some. I might bring something terrible just to see your face when you try it."
🟠 Oscar: "If you poison me, you’ll pay for it."
🔴 Amélie: "I love a man who takes risks."
Oscar shook his head, and as he wrote his address in the chat, he couldn’t help the smile tugging at his lips.
Whatever this was, he liked it.
The doorbell rang about forty minutes later.
Dressed in sweatpants and an old T-shirt, Oscar made his way to the door unhurriedly. When he opened it, Amélie stood there, a paper bag in hand and a half-smile on her lips.
“Don’t ask what’s for dinner,” she said before he could say a word.
Oscar arched an eyebrow as he stepped aside to let her in.
“That sounds concerning.”
“Come on, trust me.”
She took off her jacket and tossed it over the couch with a familiarity they probably shouldn’t have yet. Oscar didn’t comment on it, but his gaze flickered to the jacket for a second before he shut the door behind her.
“I hope you’re not expecting anything gourmet,” she warned, pulling containers from the bag.
Oscar leaned against the counter, watching her.
“Honestly, as long as I don’t have to cook, I’ll take anything.”
Amélie pulled out two boxes of pasta from an Italian restaurant.
“Not much effort, huh?”
She shot him a sharp look.
“You wound me. This is from one of the best places in Monaco.”
Oscar opened one of the boxes, and the second the aroma hit him, he had to admit—it looked amazing.
“Alright, point for you.”
They sat on the couch, legs crossed casually, no rush. They ate in a comfortable atmosphere, filled with sarcastic remarks and glances that lingered just a little too long.
“So,” Amélie said at some point, twirling her fork in her pasta, “how does it feel to be home after the races?”
Oscar shrugged.
“Quiet. Maybe too quiet.”
She raised an eyebrow.
“Does that mean you missed the chaos?”
Oscar watched her for a second before replying, amusement in his voice.
“I think it means I missed the person who brings it.”
Amélie smiled but didn’t reply right away. Still, in her eyes, Oscar saw something—a flicker of recognition, of acceptance.
This game between them was far from over.
Amélie held Oscar’s gaze for a few seconds before flashing a lazy smile.
“I’m not sure if that’s a compliment or an accusation,” she said, taking another bite of pasta.
“A bit of both.”
She let out a low chuckle.
“I’ll take it as a compliment.”
They kept eating, their conversation flowing as easily as their playful jabs. There were no awkward silences, no need to fill the gaps with unnecessary words. It was strange. Strange because Oscar wasn’t usually this comfortable with someone he barely knew.
But Amélie wasn’t just anyone.
And that’s what kept him hooked.
When they finished eating, she set her takeout container on the coffee table and leaned back on the couch with the ease of someone who had no intention of leaving anytime soon.
“I have to admit, I wasn’t expecting you to text me,” she said suddenly.
Oscar glanced at her while finishing his last bite.
“Oh yeah?”
“No. You seemed like the type of driver who disappears after one night.”
He raised an eyebrow.
“That’s what you think of me?”
Amélie tilted her head slightly.
“I don’t know. I’m still deciding.”
Oscar licked his lips, amused.
“And how’s my evaluation going so far?”
She pretended to think about it for a moment before answering.
“A solid seven out of ten.”
Oscar let out a laugh.
“Just a seven?”
“Mm-hmm.”
“What would get me a ten?”
Amélie turned her head to look at him, and Oscar caught the subtle glint of challenge in her eyes.
“You’ll have to figure that out.”
The air between them shifted, almost imperceptibly. It wasn’t an invitation, but it wasn’t a rejection either. Amélie kept him right on the edge of what was safe and what wasn’t, and Oscar wasn’t sure which one tempted him more.
He studied her in silence for a moment.
“Do you want a drink?” he asked finally.
Amélie smiled.
“Only if you have decent wine.”
Oscar stood up, shaking his head.
“Picky.”
“Always.”
He walked to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of red wine he had stashed away. He wasn’t exactly a wine connoisseur, but he hoped it was good enough for his guest. When he returned to the living room with two glasses, Amélie had already changed positions on the couch, sitting with her legs tucked beneath her.
“I’ll give you an extra point if it’s good,” she remarked as Oscar poured her a glass.
“Then you’d better lie if it’s not.”
She laughed softly before taking a sip.
Oscar watched her as she did, surprised by how much he enjoyed having her in his space.
“Approved,” she finally said, handing him back the glass with an amused look.
“Great. So am I at an eight now?”
Amélie tilted her head.
“That depends on how the night ends.”
Oscar leaned back against the couch, smirking.
“Interesting.”
And somehow, they both knew the night was far from over.
Eventually, the wine was forgotten on the table.
He wasn’t exactly sure how it happened. One joke led to another, a smile turned into a fleeting touch, and now Amélie was straddling him, her legs tangled with his, her lips caught in a kiss that had no intention of ending anytime soon.
Oscar’s hand slid down her waist, feeling the warmth of her skin beneath the fabric of her shirt. Amélie let out a laugh against his mouth before pulling back slightly, her eyes gleaming with amusement.
“For someone who was so tired, you have an impressive amount of energy,” she teased, not bothering to hide the playful lilt in her voice.
Oscar chuckled, his fingers still tracing lazy circles on her waist.
“Must be the high-quality dinner you brought,” he shot back with equal sarcasm.
Amélie arched an eyebrow.
“Then I should feed you more often.”
“Good idea. But, to be fair, it’s not just the food.”
“Oh, no?”
Oscar tilted his head, his lips grazing the skin of her neck.
“Let’s just say the company helps, too.”
Amélie smiled, sliding a hand around the back of his neck, pulling him closer.
“You’re more charming than you let on, Piastri.”
“And you’re more dangerous than you look.”
She let out a soft laugh before kissing him again, her fingers tangling in his hair. And for the second time in his life, Oscar let himself be swept away by Amélie without a second thought.
Somehow, between laughter, sharp comebacks, and hands growing bolder by the second, they ended up in Oscar’s bedroom. It was a whirlwind of discarded clothes, breathless whispers, and a crackling electricity that filled every inch of space. Amélie was a storm—unpredictable, defiant, impossible to ignore. And Oscar surrendered to her without hesitation, without caring that they barely knew each other, without worrying about what it meant.
Because in that moment, the only thing that mattered was her.
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The first thing Oscar noticed upon waking was the faint morning light filtering through the curtains. The second was the warmth beside him—the shape of Amélie beneath the sheets.
For a moment, he simply lay there, watching her in the dim light. Her breathing was slow and steady, her hair a tangled mess against the pillow. She looked peaceful, nothing like the woman who challenged him with every word when she was awake.
Oscar smiled to himself before stretching slightly, feeling the weight of exhaustion settle in his muscles.
"Do you always stare at people when they’re sleeping?" Amélie’s voice, husky from sleep, pulled him from his thoughts.
Oscar blinked, a little surprised to find her awake.
"Only when they try to kill me with their sense of humor," he replied, smirking.
Amélie cracked one eye open, amusement flickering in her gaze.
"Don't blame me if you can’t handle it."
Oscar let out a low laugh, shaking his head.
"I might need some intensive training."
"I doubt it. You handled yourself pretty well last night."
He raised an eyebrow.
"Pretty well?"
Amélie shrugged, feigning indifference, but the smirk tugging at her lips gave her away.
"I don’t know... I might need a second evaluation to be sure."
Oscar studied her for a second before rolling over, pinning her beneath him once again.
"That can be arranged."
And before she could say anything else, he kissed her, swallowing the breathless laugh that slipped from her lips.
They weren’t exactly sure how they made it work, but every time Oscar returned to Monaco, somehow, they ended up together.
It wasn’t planned. They didn’t text ahead of time or make promises to see each other again. It just happened—Oscar would come home after a race weekend, drop his bag, sink into the couch, and before he could think too much about it, he was already typing out a message to Amélie.
And she always answered.
Some nights, she was the one who showed up at his door with takeout, her hair tied up, a playful smirk on her lips, as if the last thing she wanted to do was admit she’d been waiting for that message too. Other times, he was the one crossing the city, ringing her doorbell with some vague excuse about ordering too much food and not wanting to eat alone.
Either way, the outcome was always the same.
An accidental touch on the couch that turned into something more. Oscar’s hands finding their way to her waist, tangling in her hair as he kissed her with the same intensity as the first time. Amélie murmuring something teasing against his lips before pushing him onto the mattress, or him pulling her into his arms, refusing to let her get too far. The feeling that every night with her was an inevitable spiral, a pull neither of them could resist.
It was easy. Natural. As if it couldn’t be any other way.
But there was something—something Oscar couldn’t quite figure out.
Every time he mentioned the idea of going out, Amélie’s answer was always the same.
"Go out? For what?"
Sometimes, she said it with a smirk. Other times, just a simple shrug, as if the thought of walking through Monaco together or going to a restaurant was unnecessary. And in the end, they always stayed in, watching a movie neither of them really paid attention to.
Oscar swore it didn’t bother him. It really didn’t. They didn’t need to go out to enjoy each other’s company. They didn’t need formal dates or candlelit dinners to keep doing whatever this was.
And yet, there was something about the way Amélie avoided it that didn’t quite sit right with him.
He didn’t push. He didn’t ask.
At least, not yet.
Until one day, in a surge of something he couldn’t quite name, he decided to push back.
"Why don’t you ever want to go out with me?"
It was blunt, direct. They were in her living room, a movie playing in the background, a half-eaten pizza between them. Amélie, her legs draped over his lap, looked up, caught off guard by the question.
"Where’s that coming from?"
Oscar held her gaze.
"From the fact that every time I suggest it, you dodge it."
She picked up a slice of pizza and took a bite, far too calm.
"Because I don’t like going out."
"That’s not it." He shook his head. "It’s going out with me that you don’t want."
Amélie chewed in silence, eyes locked on his. For a second, Oscar thought she’d throw back a sarcastic remark, a joke to deflect the conversation. But instead, she just sighed and set the pizza down.
"I don’t want you to take this the wrong way," she finally said. "I like what we have. I like you. But I’d rather keep it… like this."
"Like this?"
"Private."
Oscar frowned.
"Private or secret?"
She didn’t answer immediately.
And that was enough for Oscar to understand the difference.
"I’m not saying we have to make our… whatever this is, public—nothing like that," he said, trying to keep his tone steady. "I just want to understand why the idea of going to a damn restaurant with me bothers you so much."
Amélie crossed her arms, her expression hardening.
"It doesn’t bother me. I just don’t see the need. We’re fine like this, aren’t we?"
"Are we?" Oscar let out a dry laugh, running a hand through his hair. "Because, honestly, it doesn’t feel like it."
She clicked her tongue, as if the conversation was testing her patience.
"Oscar—"
"No, seriously. I like being with you. I don’t know what this is, and I don’t care about putting a label on it, but… I feel like I only exist within these walls. Like I’m a secret you’d rather keep hidden."
The atmosphere in the room shifted in an instant.
Amélie parted her lips, as if to respond, but said nothing.
Oscar let out a slow breath, rubbing his face with his hands.
"Look, I don’t want to be the guy who makes a big deal out of this. We’re not together, I have no right to demand anything from you, but—"
"Exactly." Her voice was sharper than usual. "You have no right to demand anything from me."
Oscar blinked, taken aback.
"It’s not a demand, Amélie. It’s a conversation."
She shook her head, exasperated.
"There always has to be a problem, doesn’t there? We can’t just enjoy what we have without overanalyzing it."
Oscar felt something inside him tighten even more.
"I’m not questioning what we have. I’m questioning why we have to keep it hidden."
"Because it’s easier that way."
The answer came instantly. But the way she said it… Oscar saw something in her eyes. Something she was trying to hide.
"Easier for who?" he asked quietly.
Amélie clenched her jaw, looking away.
And there it was. The confirmation he didn’t want.
Oscar felt a weight in his chest, an uncomfortable knot in his throat.
He stood up from the couch.
"Okay," he said, his tone colder than he expected.
Amélie frowned.
"Okay what?"
"Okay, if that’s what you want, I won’t push."
She got to her feet too, watching him closely.
"I’m not saying you matter less to me just because I don’t want to be seen with you in public."
"No, but it sure feels like it."
Anger flickered in her eyes for a split second, but she said nothing.
Oscar grabbed his keys from the table.
"I’m gonna go."
"Seriously?"
"Yeah."
Amélie looked at him, a mix of confusion and wounded pride in her expression.
"I thought you weren’t the kind of guy who walks away in the middle of an argument."
Oscar turned to the door.
"I also didn’t think you were the kind of person who was afraid to be seen with me."
He didn’t wait for a response.
He walked out, closing the door behind him.
And even though he tried to shake it off, tried to convince himself he had no right to feel this way, the truth was that the idea of being just a secret to her burned more than he was willing to admit.
The days turned into weeks.
Oscar fell back into his routine, throwing himself into the world of F1 with an almost obsessive intensity. More hours in the simulator, more technical meetings, more training until exhaustion. Anything to keep his mind off her. But no matter how hard he tried, Amélie always found a way to creep back in.
He saw her in the most absurd moments. In the reflection of a window when he least expected it. In a woman’s laughter at a restaurant that sounded too much like hers. In the damn jasmine scent that had once lingered on his pillow. And he hated it. Hated it because she was the one who walked away. Because she was the one who put up walls between them. And yet, he was the one paying the price.
He swore he wouldn’t reach out. Told himself he had his pride. But every time he landed in Monaco after a race, the battle started all over again. He turned off his phone before temptation could win. Repeated to himself that she wasn’t worth it, that if she wanted him out of her life, he wasn’t going to beg to be let back in.
But, fuck, it was getting harder.
Amélie, for her part, stood by her decision. But with every passing day, it became more difficult.
Meetings with investors and networking events became her escape. She made sure her schedule was packed, leaving no room for solitude—no chance for her mind to wander where it shouldn’t. But the problem was that even in a crowded room, her thoughts always found their way back to Oscar.
Every time she saw a headline about him, every time his name came up in a passing conversation with her father, her chest tightened. She wasn’t searching for him, but the world insisted on reminding her.
And the worst part? At night, when she closed her eyes, guilt consumed her.
She had fallen for him more than she ever wanted to admit. More than she should have. And by the time she realized it, it was too late. Because she knew that if she had stayed with him, she would have dragged him into a scandal, into a shadow he’d never escape.
But that didn’t make it hurt any less.
She let him go to protect him.
So why did it feel like she was doing the wrong thing?
And then, the invitation came.
Monza. Ferrari’s home turf. The race that electrified the entire country.
Her father’s voice had been calm, expectant, as if he already knew what her answer would be before she even said it. "It’s been years since you’ve been to a race," he had remarked casually. "Come. Enjoy yourself for once."
She knew exactly what it meant. It wasn’t just an invitation; it was a reminder of where she came from, of the legacy she couldn’t escape no matter how hard she tried.
And more than anything, she knew Oscar would be there.
He would see her. He would learn the truth—who she really was, who she had been all along. And maybe, just maybe, he would hate her for it.
But what did it matter anymore?
They weren’t together. They never had been.
She told herself that as she accepted the invitation, as she packed her bags, as she prepared to step into a world she had spent so long keeping separate from him.
For once, she wouldn’t think about consequences. She would let herself breathe. Even if it meant standing face to face with the one person she had tried so hard to forget.
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The roar of the engines filled the air, vibrating through her chest as Amélie stepped into the paddock. Monza was alive, electric with anticipation, and the sea of red surrounding her was almost suffocating.
She had been here as a kid, too many times to count, but this time was different. This time, she wasn’t just the daughter of a powerful man in motorsport. She wasn’t just another face in the Ferrari hospitality suite.
This time, Oscar was here.
And at some point, he would see her.
She exhaled slowly, adjusting the sunglasses perched on her nose, letting her expression settle into something unreadable. She had no reason to be nervous. She wasn’t here for him. She was here for her father, for Ferrari, for the world that had shaped her long before Oscar Piastri had stumbled into her life.
And yet, as she moved through the paddock, as she exchanged polite greetings and forced smiles, she felt the weight of it pressing against her chest.
Would he be angry? Confused? Would he even care?
She told herself it didn’t matter.
But then, she saw him.
Oscar was walking towards the McLaren garage, deep in conversation with an engineer, his expression serious—focused. But as if he could sense her presence, as if something in the air had shifted, he suddenly glanced up.
Their eyes met.
For a second, everything around them faded. The noise, the people, the flashing cameras—it all disappeared.
Oscar’s face didn’t betray much. There was no immediate reaction, no flash of surprise or recognition. But there was something in the way he held her gaze, something unreadable and sharp, that sent a shiver down her spine.
Then, just as quickly as it happened, he looked away.
And continued walking.
Amélie let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding.
So that was it.
Oscar didn’t understand why seeing her there had shaken him so much.
It wasn’t like she had no right to be in Monza. After all, she had once mentioned that her father was a big F1 fan. Maybe she had simply come to enjoy the weekend, like any other fan with the right connections to wander through the paddock without restrictions.
That had to be all.
And yet, something inside him twisted with discomfort.
He had spent weeks suppressing any impulse to look for her, forcing himself to bury her deep in his mind. But now, with just a single glance, she was back—settled in his head as if she had never left.
He wouldn’t give her the satisfaction of knowing she affected him.
So he did the only thing he could. He forced himself to look away, to keep walking as if nothing had happened.
But while his body moved forward, his mind stayed behind.
Because seeing her there, in a place so intimately tied to his world, made everything he had tried to forget resurface with even greater force.
The last time they had been together, she had looked at him with sadness before pulling away. Now, however, she seemed calm, indifferent, as if nothing between them had meant enough to leave a mark.
And for some reason, that infuriated him more than anything else.
The day of qualifying unfolded like any other. Oscar was focused on his team, on preparations, on lap times, on making sure his weekend in Monza was solid.
Or at least, that was what he was trying to do.
But every time he moved through the paddock, his eyes searched for her.
Not on purpose. Or at least, that’s what he kept telling himself.
And then, he saw her.
She was in the Ferrari garage, surrounded by mechanics in red overalls, laughing with them as if she were part of the family. One of the engineers handed her a water bottle with the same casualness as if he were passing it to a driver. Another whispered something in her ear, and Amélie rolled her eyes with a smile, giving him a light shove on the arm.
That wasn’t the attitude of a mere spectator.
But what truly made something tighten inside Oscar was when he saw Charles Leclerc approaching her.
The Monegasque driver greeted her with the familiarity of someone who had known her for a long time—an embrace that lasted too long, a kiss on each cheek. He spoke to her calmly, comfortably, with that ease that wasn’t shared with just anyone. Amélie responded just as naturally, with that half-smile Oscar knew all too well.
The same one she had once given him.
And suddenly, something twisted in his stomach with rage.
He didn’t know what hit him first.
How did she know Leclerc? Why had she never talked about him? She knew about Formula 1, she knew who Oscar was—why had she never mentioned she knew Charles? Especially when, in front of the Ferrari garage, they spoke like lifelong friends.
Or maybe it was something more.
Oscar’s mind began to spiral, to descend into the worst possible explanations.
Had Amélie done to Charles what she had done to him? Seduced him, lured him into her bed, had her fun, and then tossed him aside like nothing?
Maybe to Amélie, it had all been just a game.
Maybe he had never been more than a fleeting adventure, just another amusement in her world of luxury, connections, and opportunities he hadn’t even realized she had.
Maybe, while he burned inside trying to understand what had happened between them, she had already forgotten him completely.
Oscar could feel the anger building in his chest like a bomb about to explode. His jaw was clenched, his hands curled into fists, and no matter how hard he tried to focus on something else, his gaze kept drifting back to the Ferrari garage.
Back to her.
He didn’t know what infuriated him more.
The thought gnawed at him. Was there something between her and Charles? Had there ever been? Had he just been a passing distraction?
"Alright, mate, what the hell is wrong with you?"
Lando appeared beside him, arms crossed, his expression somewhere between concern and exasperation.
"Nothing."
"Nothing?" Lando scoffed. "Come on, Oscar. You’re standing there looking like you’re about to murder someone. I’ve seen that face before, and honestly, I’d rather you not make a scene right before qualifying."
Oscar let out a sharp breath, running a hand over the back of his neck.
"It’s just…" He pressed his lips together, struggling to find the right words. He didn’t want to talk about it. He didn’t want to say it out loud because that would make it real. But Lando was watching him with that look—the one that said I’m not leaving until you tell me—and Oscar knew there was no way out.
"It’s complicated."
Lando snorted.
"When is it not with you?"
Oscar shot him a murderous glare but continued anyway.
"I met someone. In Monaco. We… saw each other a few times. Okay, not a few, a lot. But we ended it. Or she did. Doesn’t matter. The point is, she’s here. In the Ferrari garage."
Lando blinked, processing the information.
"Okay… Wait. Are you telling me all this rage is over a girl?"
"She’s not just ‘a girl,’" Oscar growled before realizing he had just given himself away.
Lando raised his hands in surrender, but his eyes gleamed with the excitement of someone who had just stumbled upon something juicy and wasn’t about to let it go.
"Alright, alright. She’s not just a girl. She’s her. And what’s the problem with her?"
Oscar shook his head.
"It doesn’t make sense for her to be here. I mean, she told me her dad was an F1 fan, but this… This is something else. She moves around that garage like she lives there. Like she knows everyone."
Lando tilted his head, studying him. His gaze flickered toward the Ferrari garage, and suddenly, something in his expression shifted.
"Hold on a second… Are you telling me that the girl you were seeing is Amélie Vasseur?"
The surname hit Oscar like a sledgehammer.
Vasseur.
Ferrari’s team principal.
A hollow feeling settled in his stomach, quickly followed by a wave of fury that made his teeth clench so hard his jaw ached.
Everything clicked into place.
That’s why she was so comfortable in the garage. That’s why everyone treated her like family. That’s why Charles Leclerc knew her as if they had grown up together.
She had played him.
She had never told him the truth. Never even given him a hint of who she really was. And while he had spent weeks agonizing over what had happened between them, wondering if it had meant anything, she had simply moved on with her life like it was nothing.
His blood boiled.
If he had been angry before, now he saw nothing but red.
Lando was silent for a second before bursting into laughter.
"Wait, wait…" He leaned slightly toward Oscar, as if he couldn’t quite believe it. "Are you telling me you didn’t know who she was? Seriously?"
Oscar shot him a murderous glare, but that only made Lando laugh harder.
"Mate!" Lando exclaimed, still chuckling. "How the hell did you not recognize Vasseur’s daughter?"
"Because I’ve never seen her before. And she never told me" Oscar growled, feeling the anger rise in his throat like fire.
"But it was right in front of you! The French accent, the ‘I’m going to destroy you but with elegance’ sense of humor, the way she never shuts up—" Lando shook his head, grinning. "Damn, now that I think about it, it’s so obvious."
Oscar, however, wasn’t amused.
He was furious.
Not because she was Vasseur’s daughter. Not because she had been surrounded by the world of F1 her entire life.
But because she had never told him. Because she had kept everything from him. Because she had walked away without even giving him a damn chance to understand.
Because he, like an idiot, had thought that what they had mattered.
And now he realized that, to her, it had probably just been a game.
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Qualifying had been one of the best of his career.
Second place, right behind Lando. An incredible result for McLaren, a statement in Monza—Ferrari’s territory. But while the mechanics celebrated in the garage, while his team congratulated him, while the cameras captured his serious expression during the post-qualifying press conference, Oscar could only think about her.
About the last name she had never told him. About the laughter she had shared with Ferrari’s mechanics. About the way Charles Leclerc looked at her with the kind of familiarity that only came from having someone in your life for a very long time.
The anger still boiled inside him, pulsing with every breath, with every damn image his mind replayed.
He went straight to the hotel after the interviews, not lingering with the team, not responding to the congratulations with the enthusiasm expected of him. Locked in his room, he paced back and forth, replaying every moment, every conversation, every fucking lie disguised as omission.
Why?
Why had she never told him? Why had she let him make a fool of himself, thinking she was just another girl, when in reality, she belonged to this world even more than he did? Was it a game to her? Had she laughed at him once he was gone?
Every time he tried to sleep, his mind dragged him back into the same spiral. He tossed and turned, shifting positions over and over until finally, when the clock hit 3:00 AM, he made a decision.
He had had enough.
If he couldn’t sleep, she wouldn’t either.
Throwing on whatever clothes he could find, he grabbed his jacket and left the hotel without a second thought. Anger, frustration, and the need to confront her pushed him forward, stronger than reason. He walked through the rain, not caring that the water seeped into his clothes, not caring that his breathing was uneven from the fury coursing through him.
He knew where the Ferrari team was staying.
And when he arrived, soaked to the bone, he asked for Amélie Vasseur’s room at reception and went up without hesitation.
He didn’t even think before raising his fist and knocking.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
There was movement on the other side.
Then, the door opened, and there she was.
Amélie blinked, still groggy, her hair a mess, wrapped in a sweatshirt far too big for her. It took a second for her to process what she was seeing—Oscar Piastri, drenched, his chest rising and falling with restrained fury, his eyes burning with something far more than just anger.
“Oscar?” Her voice was hoarse from sleep, but mostly, from sheer surprise.
He stared at her, silent for a moment, as if he needed to remind himself why he was there.
Then, with his jaw clenched, with the storm still raging inside his chest, he said,
“Tell me the truth.”
Amélie felt a knot tighten in her stomach. She knew exactly what he meant.
She sighed, casting a quick glance down the hallway before stepping aside to let him in. Oscar crossed the threshold without hesitation, dripping onto the floor with every step, shoulders tense, eyes locked onto her as if she were an enemy, not someone he had once spent entire nights with.
“Let me explain,” she started, closing the door behind her.
“Explain what?” Oscar let out a dry, humorless laugh. “How you played me this whole time? How you laughed at me while I thought—” He stopped abruptly, like saying it out loud would hurt even more.
Amélie felt the pang in her chest, but she kept her composure.
“I never laughed at you.”
“Oh, come on.” Oscar scoffed, running a hand through his wet hair. “Do you have any idea how fucking stupid I feel right now? The entire goddamn paddock knew except me. Lando knew, the engineers knew—Jesus, Amélie.”
Amélie clenched her jaw.
“Oscar—”
“And meanwhile, I was here wondering why you never wanted to be seen with me in public, why you always seemed like you were hiding something.” His words were sharp, cutting, like he wanted to hurt her just as much as he felt she had hurt him. “Was it fun? Did you enjoy watching me, completely clueless about who I was actually sleeping with?”
“It wasn’t like that!” Amélie snapped, her voice louder than she had intended.
Oscar fell silent for a second, taken aback by her reaction.
She took a deep breath, trying to steady herself.
“I didn’t do it to laugh at you. I didn’t do it to play with you. I did it for you, Oscar.”
He let out a bitter laugh.
“For me?”
“Yes.”
“Explain to me how lying to my face for months was for me, because, honestly, I’d love to understand.”
Amélie felt her own anger rise.
“Because if people found out about us, if it got out that we were together, the first thing they would do is question you.” She pointed at him, her voice firm. “They’d say you were with your rival’s daughter, that Ferrari was favoring you, that your seat at McLaren was in jeopardy. You don’t need that kind of shit on your shoulders.”
Oscar clenched his jaw.
“And who decided that was your problem?”
“It became my problem the moment this turned into something more. The moment it stopped being just a fling,” she shot back, her gaze burning into his. “Do you think it was easy? Do you think I wanted to walk away from you?”
“I don’t know what you wanted, Amélie. You never said anything, you never explained anything.”
Silence fell between them like a heavy wall.
For a moment, Amélie saw something in Oscar’s eyes beyond the anger.
Something that hurt even more than his words.
Disappointment.
The silence between them was thick, heavy with everything left unsaid.
Oscar was breathing heavily, water still dripping from his hair, his clothes clinging to his skin. He didn’t care. Not when anger burned in his chest, when confusion suffocated him.
“Tell me,” he demanded, his voice rougher than he intended. “Did you have something with Charles?”
Amélie blinked, surprised by the question, but her expression remained unchanged. There was no trace of guilt or nervousness. Only exhaustion.
“No,” she said firmly. “Never. Ew”
Oscar let out a disbelieving laugh, shaking his head. “Do you expect me to believe that?”
“Yes,” she replied without hesitation. She took a step toward him, but Oscar remained rigid. “Charles and I have known each other since we were kids. He’s like a brother to me. Nothing more.”
Oscar stared at her, searching her face for any sign of a lie, anything that would reveal she was hiding the truth. But all he found was sincerity.
And yet, it wasn’t enough to ease the knot in his stomach.
“Then explain it to me,” he murmured, his voice trembling almost imperceptibly. “Explain why you did what you did. Why you never told me who you were. Why it felt like you were trying to hide me.”
Amélie pressed her lips together, looking away for a moment. When she met his gaze again, there was something vulnerable in her expression.
“Because I never thought this would go this far,” she confessed. “I never thought I’d fall in love with you.”
Oscar felt the air ripped from his lungs.
Amélie swallowed hard and continued. “At first… I thought it was something fleeting. Something fun. But then I realized that every time I saw you, I wanted to see you more. That when you left, I missed you more than I should have. And I didn’t know what to do with that.”
Oscar closed his eyes for a moment, trying to process her words.
“I was scared,” she whispered.
He watched her, his chest rising and falling with every restrained breath. “Scared of what?”
Amélie exhaled in frustration, running a hand through her hair. “That if people found out, they would use it against you. That my last name would harm you. That this would stop being ours and turn into a scandal.”
Oscar let out a bitter laugh. “So you chose to push me away? You made me feel like I meant nothing to you?”
Amélie clenched her fists, her gaze burning. “Oscar, I’ve never felt this way about anyone before! I was scared, and I didn’t know what to do—you can’t expect me to have all the answers to my life.”
“You could’ve told me. We could’ve figured it out. We could’ve found a way to make this work. Together.”
The pain in his voice hit her harder than any shout could.
For a moment, she said nothing. She just looked at him, eyes glistening, chest rising and falling as if her words weighed too much.
Finally, in a voice so soft it sounded like admitting it would break her, she whispered:
“I think I love you.”
Oscar felt his world shift beneath his feet.
Amélie swallowed. “And that terrified me.”
The silence returned, but this time, it wasn’t the same.
It was broken. Uncertain.
One that only Oscar could decide if he wanted to fill with something else.
He let out a long, heavy sigh, as if trying to release all the anger, frustration, and pain built up inside him. But something still remained stuck in his chest.
“Amélie…” His voice was no longer sharp, but it wasn’t soft either. It was caught somewhere in between—that thin line between anger and understanding.
She didn’t look away. She faced him, vulnerable but steady, as if ready to take whatever response, whatever emotional blow he had to give.
Oscar ran a hand over his face, exhaling slowly. “Do you know what hurted me the most?”
Amélie didn’t answer, but the tension in her shoulders was telling.
“It’s not that you’re Vasseur’s daughter.” He shook his head. “It’s not that you were in the paddock, in Ferrari, with Charles, with all those people who always knew who you were and I didn’t.”
He leaned in slightly, his voice lowering, as if confessing something he never wanted to say out loud.
“It’s that you made me feel like I didn’t matter.”
Amélie’s eyes shone with an emotion she couldn’t hide.
“Oscar…”
“You made me doubt everything,” he went on, his voice rough. “Whether what we had meant anything or if I was just a distraction. Whether everything I felt was real or if I was the only one feeling it.”
Amélie closed her eyes for a second, as if his words cut through her. When she opened them again, her expression was softer, more open.
“It wasn’t just a distraction.”
Oscar let out a dry laugh.
“It wasn’t,” she insisted, stepping closer. This time, Oscar didn’t move away. “It never was.”
He looked at her, searching for something in her eyes. Something that told him he could believe her. Something that said all the anger in his chest could finally start to fade.
Amélie let out a nervous laugh, but there was no mockery in it. Only uncertainty.
“I’m not good at this,” she murmured, running a hand through her tangled hair. “At… feeling things so quickly. At not being in control.”
Oscar tilted his head slightly, watching her more intently.
She sighed. “I always thought it was better to keep my distance. Not get too attached. But then you came along.”
Oscar felt his heart pound harder.
“I didn’t expect to feel this,” she continued, a small, resigned smile forming on her lips. “And when I realized I was already too deep, I got scared.”
Oscar’s anger didn’t disappear all at once, but something inside him started to loosen.
Because he understood.
God, he understood her more than he wanted to admit.
Amélie looked at him with a silent plea, as if waiting for him to tell her that it wasn’t too late.
Oscar lowered his head for a second, exhaling slowly. Then, without a word, he reached out and took her wrist, his touch barely there.
Amélie trembled at the contact, but she didn’t pull away.
Their eyes met again, and this time, the anger between them had softened.
“And now?” Oscar asked quietly.
Amélie swallowed. “Now…”
She took another step closer, until only inches separated them.
“Now I don’t want to keep running.”
Oscar’s heart skipped a beat.
She wetted her lips, and with almost fearful softness, slid her hand over his.
Oscar looked at the gesture—the warmth of her skin against his, the way their fingers fit together like they had done this a million times before.
And without thinking too much, he intertwined his fingers with hers.
Amélie let out a breath, as if she hadn’t realized how much she needed that touch until now.
Oscar lifted his gaze and met hers.
There was no fear anymore.
Only them.
And with the slightest movement, Amélie leaned in, pressing her lips to his in a kiss so slow, so sincere, it seemed to erase everything else.
Because in the end, love always won.
The kiss was slow, unhurried, as if they both needed to make sure it was real. There was no urgency, no desperation—only a mutual need to find each other again, beyond the anger, beyond the doubts.
Neither of them moved. Amélie still had her fingers intertwined with Oscar’s, her forehead nearly touching his, breathing the same air.
It was Oscar who broke the silence first, his voice barely above a whisper.
“Well… that was intense.”
Amélie let out a breathy laugh. “The kiss or the fight?”
Oscar tilted his head, thoughtful. “Both. Though if I had to choose, I think I’d rather keep the kiss.”
She smiled, playing with his fingers. “Good, because the other thing was exhausting.”
Oscar let out a low chuckle. “Tell me about it. I literally walked through the rain like some dramatic movie idiot.”
Amélie burst into laughter. “You did.”
Oscar sighed dramatically. “If this were a romantic cliché, someone was definitely watching us from a window with sad music playing in the background.”
“Let me guess,” Amélie said with a teasing smile. “In the movie of your life, who would play you?”
Oscar pretended to think. “Mmm… obviously someone handsome. Ryan Gosling, maybe.”
Amélie raised an amused eyebrow. “Gosling? That’s ambitious of you.”
“Excuse me?” Oscar looked at her, feigning offense. “Are you saying I don’t have Gosling-level attractiveness?”
Amélie shrugged. “I’m not saying you’re not handsome, but…” She rested a hand on her chin, analyzing him. “I see you more as… a Tom Holland with a boyish face.”
Oscar narrowed his eyes. “I feel both flattered and offended at the same time.”
She smiled and, in a spontaneous gesture, ran her fingers through his damp hair. “But seriously, you didn’t have to come all the way here soaking wet. You could’ve just texted me and avoided looking like a stray puppy outside my hotel door.”
Oscar looked at her in mock indignation. “How disrespectful. This was a romantic gesture, obviously, not a tantrum.”
Amélie laughed, but soon her smile softened. “Do you really want to try?”
Oscar sighed, looking at her directly, all traces of humor gone. “Of course I do. But I don’t want you to disappear again. I don’t want to be a secret. I don’t want you looking at me like you’re about to run.”
Amélie lowered her gaze for a second, biting her lip, before meeting his eyes again.
“Okay,” she finally said, with a small smile.
Oscar raised an eyebrow. “‘Okay’? That’s it?”
Amélie huffed in amusement. “Okay, let’s try. I won’t run, I won’t hide, I won’t play mysterious—well, maybe a little, because it suits me—but I promise not to run from you.”
Oscar studied her with a half-smile, as if making sure she was serious.
“So that means I can take you to dinner in public without you throwing a smoke bomb in the middle of the restaurant?”
Amélie rolled her eyes. “If you insist.”
Oscar grinned. “Perfect. But I warn you, if this gets too romantic, I’m going to assume we’re in a cheesy rom-com and start calling you ‘my love’ out loud just to annoy you.”
Amélie playfully shoved his chest. “If you do that, I’ll be forced to pretend I don’t know you.”
Oscar leaned in slightly, his smile turning mischievous. “And if I kiss you in public? Will you pretend not to know me then too?”
Amélie looked at him, her eyes shining with that same ever-present challenge. “Depends on how good the kiss is.”
Oscar let out a laugh, and without wasting another second, kissed her again.
Because if there was one thing they knew for sure, this game between them was far from over.
Amélie pulled away, a peculiar light shining in her gaze, a foolish smile stretching across her lips. “This is going to cost us a fortune. McLaren and Ferrari are going to have to spend a ridiculous amount on PR to manage this scandal and the press.”
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The Monza sun filtered timidly through the curtains, but neither of them had any intention of moving.
Oscar had no idea what time it was, and honestly, he didn’t care. The only thing he knew for sure was that Amélie’s bed was much more comfortable than his and that the warmth of her body against his made any other thought irrelevant.
Amélie stirred slightly beside him, her breathing still steady. She half-opened her eyes just enough to look at him and smile—that lazy, satisfied smile that made Oscar feel a small tug in his chest.
“What time is it?” she murmured.
Oscar, still with his face buried in the pillow, huffed.
“No idea. My alarm hasn’t gone off yet, so don’t worry.”
Amélie let out a soft laugh and stretched before snuggling against his chest again.
“We can stay like this a little longer.”
Oscar slid a hand down her back, pulling her even closer.
“Sounds like a perfect plan.”
And so they stayed. Letting laziness wrap around them, the distant sounds of the hotel waking up nothing more than a faint murmur. For the first time in months, they weren’t in a hurry.
Until someone knocked on the door.
Both of them froze.
“Were you expecting someone?” Oscar whispered.
Amélie frowned. “No…”
Another knock, this time more insistent.
And then, a voice unmistakably cut through the silence.
“Amélie, open the door.”
Oscar felt his soul leave his body.
Amélie went completely still. Then, without moving a single muscle, she slowly turned her head toward Oscar.
They looked at each other as if they had just seen a ghost.
Frederic. Freaking. Vasseur.
Still in bed, all Oscar could murmur was:
“Oh, shit.”
Amélie covered her face with her hands. “Shit, shit, shit.”
Knock. Knock. Knock.
Oscar darted into the bathroom with the reflexes of a driver avoiding a crash. He shut the door behind him, pressing his back against it, taking a deep breath as if that would make him invisible.
From the other side, he heard the hotel room door open, followed by the unmistakable voice of Frederic Vasseur.
“Amélie,” her father greeted, his tone casual—the same tone he used right before ruining someone’s day. “Bon matin.”
“Dad,” Amélie replied, trying to sound natural, but with a slight hint of panic. “What are you doing here so early?”
“I was passing by and thought, ‘I’ll check in on my daughter, have breakfast with her, make sure she’s not getting into trouble…’”
Amélie watched him cautiously. If she was lucky, this would be a short visit.
But then, her father stilled.
His gaze drifted toward the window.
More specifically, to Oscar’s clothes—a pair of pants, a t-shirt, and a sweatshirt with the McLaren logo—strategically draped over a chair to dry.
Amélie followed his gaze.
Shit.
Very slowly, Vasseur turned his attention back to his daughter.
She tried to think fast. “It’s—”
“Don’t.” Vasseur raised a hand to stop her, his face the very picture of paternal disappointment. “Please, don’t insult my intelligence.”
He turned, crossing his arms. “Amélie,” he said with exaggerated patience. “Who’s hiding in the bathroom?”
Silence.
Amélie looked at the bathroom door.
Then at her father.
She tried to smile.
“…No one.”
Vasseur closed his eyes, exhaled through his nose, and then, without hesitation, walked straight toward the bathroom door.
Oscar’s eyes widened in horror.
Amélie sighed dramatically. “Dad, please. Don’t assume things.”
“Oh, I’m not assuming anything,” Vasseur said, clearly amused. “I’m just analyzing the evidence. Let’s see: wet McLaren clothes. A nervous daughter. A locked bathroom door. Where there’s smoke, there’s a fire.”
Oscar felt the doorknob move.
He held his breath.
Then, three firm knocks.
“Knock, knock,” Vasseur said, clearly enjoying himself way too much.
Oscar closed his eyes. “Shit.”
“Oh! He speaks.” Vasseur’s voice sounded even more entertained. “What a surprise! I wonder who it could be.”
Oscar felt like he was living a nightmare.
He sighed and rested his forehead against the door. “I’m in my underwear, and I’m coming out, okay?”
“Yes, yes, of course,” Vasseur replied, in the tone of someone having the time of his life. “Whenever you’re ready, champ.”
Oscar slowly turned the doorknob and stepped out like a prisoner about to receive his sentence.
Vasseur looked him up and down with a lazy smirk, crossing his arms.
“Piastri,” he greeted, as if they were old friends.
Oscar tried to maintain his dignity. “Mr. Vasseur.”
“Tell me, son,” the Ferrari team principal said, tilting his head. “How desperate does one have to be to show up here in the middle of the night, soaking wet?”
Oscar felt Amélie stifling her laughter beside him.
"I…"
"I mean, your hotel must not serve a good breakfast. Did you come here just for croissants, or did my daughter offer a more interesting menu?"
Amélie burst out laughing and immediately regretted it when Oscar shot her a glare.
"Sorry."
"What was your plan if I caught you?"
Oscar blinked. "Hide in the bathroom?"
Vasseur looked at him with absolute disappointment. "Terrible strategy. Verstappen, at least, would have jumped out the window."
Amélie let out another laugh, covering her mouth with her hand.
Oscar sighed. "Sir, with all due respect, is this going to last much longer?"
Vasseur grinned. "Oh, absolutely. I'm enjoying this way too much."
Oscar closed his eyes for a moment. "Great."
Vasseur patted him on the shoulder. "Relax, Piastri. This could have been worse."
Oscar looked at him skeptically.
"Oh yeah? How?"
Vasseur’s grin widened.
"My daughter could be fucking Lando Norris. At least you're the good half of McLaren."
Amélie burst into loud laughter.
Oscar just dropped his head into his hands, accepting his fate.
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The sun was slowly setting over Monza, painting the sky in golden hues as the tifosi roared, celebrating the victory they had longed for. Charles Leclerc stood at the top of the podium, drenched in champagne, carrying the love of Ferrari on his shoulders while the Italian anthem echoed with an almost sacred intensity. Beside him, Lando Norris and Oscar Piastri completed the scene, their smiles shaped by the effort of the race, by the adrenaline still pulsing through their veins.
But Amélie wasn’t looking at Charles. She wasn’t even truly paying attention to the podium as a whole. Her eyes were fixed on Oscar.
From where she stood, surrounded by mechanics, engineers, and Ferrari executives, wrapped in her father’s embrace, she felt something strange in her chest. It wasn’t just happiness, nor was it simply pride. It was something deeper. Something far more terrifying.
Because she had never thought she would care so much about someone outside of this world of engines and strategy, beyond her surname, beyond the pressure of Formula 1.
And yet, here she was.
Oscar was searching for her in the crowd.
She swallowed hard as their eyes finally met.
Words weren’t necessary.
They understood each other in an instant, as if they had already had this conversation a thousand times before.
And in that gaze—laden with everything they had been through, the arguments, the fears, the secrets, the doubts—they made a silent promise.
They wouldn’t run anymore.
Amélie felt her heart pounding too fast, as if she were running her own race.
Without realizing it, she clung a little tighter to her father’s arm.
Vasseur, who had been watching in silence, let out an amused huff.
"Looks like someone has extra reasons to celebrate today."
Amélie turned sharply, frowning.
“Dad, please…”
“No, no. Don’t look at me like that,” he replied, raising his hands in feigned innocence. “I’m just saying, I’ve never seen you this focused on a podium before.”
She rolled her eyes, but the small smile that slipped through betrayed her.
“Whatever.”
Vasseur chuckled, giving her a pat on the back.
"You know, if Piastri has already survived breakfast with me, maybe he’s not entirely useless after all."
She shot him a glare, but he only shrugged, clearly entertained.
"I say this for his own good, you know? I wouldn’t want him to get run over by everything that comes with being with you."
Amélie narrowed her eyes.
"And what exactly does that mean?"
Vasseur smirked.
"It means I come with the package."
She scoffed, but a laugh escaped her before she could stop it.
Her gaze returned to the podium.
Oscar was still there, trophy in one hand, champagne glass in the other, but his eyes were searching for her again.
The noise, the crowd, the madness of Formula 1—it all faded into the background.
They had found each other.
And for the first time, Amélie had no desire to run.
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acmeangel · 3 days ago
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♡ Help me decide on a longer fic idea! ♡
I don't know when I'll write it, but I at least want to start thinking about plot ideas for something more substantial. (And this wouldn’t mean I’d stop writing requests.) Respond or inbox me with thoughts!
☆ Option 1: Canon!Levi x Female!Reader: Paradis has just found out that the rest of the world exists, and with that, that they’re about a century behind every other nation. It’s time to form alliances. Y/N is a Princess from a neighboring nation, and her father, the King, is interested in working out a mutually beneficial arrangement. Together, they visit Paradis, and while they’re there, the King demands that the most skilled soldier in all of Paradis guard Y/N and keep her safe. That’s where Levi comes in; he’s ordered to protect Y/N at all costs (he thinks it’s a bit below him, but it’s an order). Bonus: in Y/N’s culture, royal women have to wear a veil at all times until married, so Levi doesn’t ever get to see what she looks like.
☆ Option 2: Canon!Levi x Female!Reader: The Scouts have just uncovered that Marley is their real enemy. Levi Squad is sent on an undercover recon mission to gather intelligence on Marley to see if they can gain the upper hand; they don’t have the same military capabilities as Marley, so they’ll need all the information they can get. Levi meets Y/N, the daughter of [military official person probably] who could be the key to getting the precious intel The Scouts need. Levi has to pretend to be someone else while he gets to know Y/N and tries to learn her secrets, but in the process, he might actually come to like Y/N — the enemy. Big enemies to lovers vibes.
☆ Option 3: Canon!Levi x Female!Reader: Y/N and Levi both grew up in the Underground. Y/N, much like Levi, didn't have family to count on and had to fend for herself; however, because she was just an ordinary kid, she had a hard time defending herself. Levi, who was just a couple years older, always seemed to appear and defend Y/N throughout their childhood, and Y/N would repay him with food or a place to stay. They became friends over time, and cared for one another, but Levi eventually joins the Scouts, and Y/N is left to fend for herself in the Underground. Will they reunite? Will Y/N have to toughen up and lead the life of a criminal? What will happen if their paths cross years later, as adults?
☆ Option 4: Canon!Levi x Female!Reader: This one's a little half-baked, but Y/N is a civilian woman, living inside the walls. She lives an ordinary life; maybe she's a bartender or a seamstress or something like that. One way or another, her and Levi become friendly; this is all pre-Shiganshina-Attack, so while things are busy with the Scouts, the real storm hasn't hit yet. Y/N and Levi begin writing each other letters now and then, and Y/N develops romantic feelings for Levi and accidentally sends him a rather intimate note (inspired by Atonement lol). This sparks something within Levi, but before they can do anything about it, the Titans break through the walls and Levi is too consumed with duty to be able to visit her anymore. Y/N has no clue if or when she'll see Levi again, but even despite this, she can't seem to be able to fall for anyone else. Will they ever get to see each other again? (Very Hozier singing "Do I Wanna Know?" YEARNING, LONGING vibes)
(For logistics, would have to tweak canon story things in these fics because duh.)
I clearly tend to think of ideas within the canon universe, but if anyone has any compelling non-canon ideas, I’d love to hear them!
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lelengerine · 3 days ago
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pairing. lee sohee x reader
synopsis. sohee has plans of confessing his feelings, but not all plans ever go as planned.
tags. lab partners au, the entire thing is inspired by zb1’s doctor! doctor! song (so good highly recommend), a lot of being a loser and downbad from the man himself, no specific prns used!
wc. 1.1k words
notes. guess who’s writing for riize again 😌 that one sohee snowboarding vid will forever live in my mind rent free 😭😭 likes, reblogs, and feedback are very much welcome!
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sohee thinks he’s sick.
not in the way that can be fixed with a couple of days off or a visit to the doctor’s office. no, his condition is far more complex—something that lingers under his skin, makes his heart race at the slightest glance, and causes his palms to sweat uncontrollably every time he’s near you. it’s a sickness of the heart, slow-burning, and entirely humiliating.
and the worst part? you’re his lab partner.
three times a week, he’s trapped beside you in that small, sterile space where every shift of your body, every glance in his direction, sends his nerves into overdrive. you stand there, focused and graceful, your hands moving deftly as you manipulate test tubes, writing calculations down on the whiteboard as you speak softly to yourself, and every time, he pretends to be fine. but really? he feels like he might combust any moment.
it started small—just a little lightheadedness whenever you walked into the room, an occasional shortness of breath if you so much as glanced in his direction. normal symptoms of something, right? maybe low blood sugar. maybe he needed more sleep.
but then it got worse.
every moment near you felt like his chest was constricting, every glance exchanged left him breathless. he swore his heart was going to burst through his ribs one day if this didn’t stop.
and now? every time you pass him a piece of equipment or your fingers brush against his by accident, his body freezes in a mix of panic and longing. he genuinely can’t tell whether he’s going to faint or spontaneously combust.
no, this isn’t normal. he’s not sure what to call it, but it’s definitely not just his nerves anymore.
"you need to get a grip," anton says, barely glancing up from his phone, not even aware of the monumental inner turmoil his friend is facing.
sohee groans, his face falling into his arms. "no, i need a doctor. preferably one who specializes in mortal diseases.”
anton doesn’t even blink. “you need to stop acting like you're dying every time you see them. it’s... embarrassing."
sohee pushes his face harder into his arms. "you don’t understand," he mutters, barely able to say the words aloud. “i am dying."
anton snorts, shaking his head. "that's one way to say you got a crush."
sohee’s head jerks up as he glares at his friend, a mix of frustration and desperation flashing in his eyes. "don’t you dare pity me."
anton shrugs, unfazed. "you're down bad, man."
sohee lets out another tortured groan. he’s always known it was bad, but today? today, he’s had enough. he’s going to do something about it.
his plan is simple.
step 1: wait until class ends, and everyone clears out so it’s just the two of you left in the lab, the space echoing with quiet after the chaos of students rushing out. step 2: say something charming—something that’ll make you see him as more than just sohee, the guy who can’t seem to hold it together whenever you’re around. step 3: confess. clearly. smoothly. like a guy who knows exactly what he’s doing.
in his head, it goes a little bit like this:
"hey, can i talk to you for a second?"
"i know this might be out of nowhere, but i really like you."
"i don’t expect anything, but i wanted to be honest—because every time i see you, i feel like my heart is running a marathon, and it’s getting exhausting pretending i’m not affected by you."
it’s perfect. it’s foolproof.
it’s also completely impossible to say out loud.
ʚɞ
“sohee, can you pass me the flask?”
your voice—soft and easy, like you don’t even realize the effect it has on him—cuts through the chaos in his mind.
he blinks, suddenly aware of the fact that he’s standing by the counter, holding a flask like his life depends on it. his hands are shaking. his throat is dry. his brain is a foggy mess, completely locked down by the pressure of having you so close, looking at him with that focused, calm expression.
“oh—uh, yeah.” he fumbles with the flask for a moment, almost dropping it before handing it to you. his chest tightens, heart thundering in his ears, like it’s trying to escape his body.
say it. just say it.
his breath catches. “hey—”
and there it is. the perfect opportunity.
but the words? they get stuck in his throat, tangled in a web of fear, nervousness, and pure panic. it feels like a truck slams into him. his heart is beating too fast. his palms are sweating.
"i like you."
no. too blunt. too desperate.
"i think you’re amazing, and i’d like to take you out sometime."
no, that sounds like he’s asking for a job interview. too formal. too stiff.
"every time i see you, i feel like i’m on fire, and it’s driving me insane."
no. no. what the hell was he trying to say?
his brain shuts down completely, and his mouth moves before he can stop it. and then, in the most soul-crushing, life-ruining moment of his entire existence, the words leave his mouth—
“i think i have constipation.”
a deep silence follows.
sohee’s body goes rigid with embarrassment. he feels his face burn as if it’s been set on fire. oh my god. did he really just say that?
you stare at him. blink once. twice.
and then, out of nowhere, you laugh.
it’s not a little giggle. it’s not even a chuckle. it’s a full-on, head-thrown-back kind of laughter, like the world’s funniest joke has just been told to you. your hands grip the edge of the sink as you try to catch your breath, body shaking as you try to contain your laughter.
"sohee," you gasp, between fits of laughter, shaking your head. "that was... insane."
he groans, sinking his face into his hands. "i know. i know."
your laughter settles, and you look at him, an amused smirk tugging at the corner of your lips. "wow," you tease, your voice teasing, but still light. "that’s gotta be the worst crush confession i’ve ever heard."
sohee freezes, heart stopping for a brief second. “that wasn’t a confession—”
but before he can finish, you step a little closer, your eyes still twinkling with amusement. “oh, really?”
his brain completely shorts out. he can’t think. he can’t speak. he’s lost. completely overwhelmed by the warmth of your smile, the closeness of your body—because in that moment, instead of feeling humiliated, he feels something he didn’t expect:
hope.
outside the lab, anton’s loud, echoing laugh filters through the door. “somebody get this man some fiber!”
sohee slumps against the counter. great. he’s never going to live this down.
but when you nudge his arm and say, “hey. if you ever wanna try that confession again… i wouldn’t mind hearing it,” sohee believes he’s dreaming cause there’s no way you’d give him another chance after fumbling so bad in front of you, but the sweet smile on your face is all he needs for reassurance.
maybe not all is a lost cause, he thinks.
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12th-shavie · 1 day ago
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[epilogue]
This is it...
But before the actual ending I've done some extra stuff !
I went to look for the final gramophone record ! My collection is now complete and sounds great
I caved in and looked up a list of the tavern party banter and I was only missing a couple so I just went around all the taverns until I unlocked them
I beat Yurinas in the arena with Hikari and learned a couple of cool skills
I used my entire stock of stat boosters and challenged the boss of the final side quest at the gates of ???. I died. I will not be grinding everyone beyond the early level 60~63 for a single optional boss.
Welp, it really is time to see the conclusion now, no way around it
Partitio, you sweet sweet boy, "there's still plenty of steps left in these legs" is not what this is about but I love you for that please don't change
Ochette you are so right for not wanting to say goodbye I've been putting this off too
Temenos going "How odd" made me chuckle, just admit you're attached to the party, it's fine
In spite of all, Ochette is the first to leave...
I can't believe even Hikari's parting words are about friends, I should have tracked every time he says this word over the course of the story I'm not going mad I swear
Wait a second, this order is familiar I think this is reverse recruitment order, Throné should be next it that's the case
Oh no Throné is terrible at saying goodbye because usually the people she has to part with are dead T^T
Temenos you little shit how dare leave on a cliffhanger (never change)
I almost thought Osvald was going to say "..." and leave but no he did say bye
Castti. Castti you're a sweetheart but you didn't give an address. How can anyone send you a letter ? Is there superhuman postal service I'm not aware of ??
I too have something in my eyes, Partitio, please don't leave I'm really going to cry if this keeps going
And so it goes... the credits roll... scenes flash briefly in the order I first saw them...
Crick in the credits I'll miss you forever and always
POST-CREDIT GAMEPLAY WE ARE SO BACK
Papp and Roque spotted in New Delsta ? What, are they on a date ? (I must maintain the agenda)
Pala's got a new hairstyle !! Cute !
Oh there's the guys who helped Castti out in Timberain
And Lady Clarissa and Elena ! Aww she's looking for a present for her dad (I wish I could've seen them interacting directly but I'll take it !)
Melia's here too, good to see she has some time off
Here are Benkei and Hikari ! Obviously he immediately calls Pala with "my friend". Of course. What did I expect. Right
Misha is here and worried about Alrond who has disappeared yet again, should I really have thought otherwise
Giselle, honey, I don't think you should try to recruit Juvah in your troupe, even if you can try to do so doesn't mean you should
Oh hello Ochette chilling with a snack
Found Alrond in the Partitio fan club meeting
Ort thinks Temenos isn't listening, seems like he's noticing things more
Oh Temenos how I've missed you in this credits-long span of time
The old men have been renamed to "Smiling" and "Cheerful" old men, good for you Mira
Found Pala's dad ! Right next to her girlfriend Mikka no less... (the agenda is holding strong)
Rai Mei why are on horseback. In the city. Are you so afraid to be late ?
Dolcinaea and Laila gathering a little crowd is adorable, not to mention Veronica with a tambourine. Epic, perfect, I'll take your entire stock of tambourine Veronicas
Zeto the Butcher and Alpione is not a duo I expected but I like it
Castti !! Standing around in the backstreets, right where I could easily find her, how kind
Yomi and Hermes should be friends. Maybe kiss on the lips. Just sayin' (new agenda ?)
Both bartenders in the tavern ! I wish my prediction about meeting more bartenders with 3-letter names starting with G and with declining vowels came true but oh well
"hot plans later" why are you like this Gil
Osvald going "... I hate crowds" is too good I could almost forgive that we don't see him interacting with Elena directly
Sure enough Throné was at her favourite spot, and she sounded really peaceful, good for her
Floyd and Regulus are nerding out about telescopes that's cute (do I smell agenda)
The legendary merchant Masoud ? In a shop ? Yeah go figure that makes sense (his daughter sounds so done it though)
I'm noticing the Agnea posters everywhere now !! Environmental storytelling !
And in the shop right across is Partitio ! And he's been waiting for everyone, so precious...
Time to go see Agnea now, the show must go on !
That was a good speech... and the final shot with everyone made me feel things...
The end was the final nail in the coffin, it is just too good !!!
I will never forget travelling with you... 🥹
Octopath Traveler II delayed playthrough blogging
[10 hours in]
Contains light spoilers of some early chapters I guess
I started the journey with Agnea because she looked like a sweetie (and she is) and she really has the most jrpg "leave of this small village to see the big wide world to make your dream come true" beginning
I got her to allure a villager that replenishes SP with every dancer skill she uses and she's been the cornerstone to most battles ever since
The second traveler I got was Partitio and he's a funny lad, I love his vibe, hat, jacket, and speech ! Also, the atmosphere of his storyline was a nice dramatic change of pace after the cozy first one I got
I headcanon that Roque's betrayal was in fact very much a divorce with Partitio's dad and I cannot wait to see how that applies to future chapters (I do hope it ages like fine wine rather than milk)
Partitio's combat performance was pretty solid despite a lack of AoE but the weapon variety for breaking was the early highlight
I ignored the fork in the road that lead to Hikari in favor of recruiting Castti because I wanted a healer and I feel slightly guilty (but also not at all)
Castti is literally so nice to people I can't wait to see if she really has an extremely shady past that will torment her for at least 1 chapter before she decides that she's going to be a good noddle in spite of all
Her concocting is pretty fun but I wish I had more diffusing serum (I can make do with latent power for now but it'd more fun to let her do some fun nuking)
Castti is also extremely tanky (she's the only one I have with over 1k HP so far) so she was a very welcome addition to the party
The next step in the journey was recruiting Osvald (I wanted to start with him but the 2 forced chapters made me decide to instead make him the reward for reaching the eastern continent) after I ignored the boat that lead to Ochette and wandered around until I stumbled upon a boat that lead really close to Osvald on the map and eventually found him face-down in the snow (which makes my decision to no start with him even better)
His first two chapters cemented him as one of my favorites beyond the visual vibes I got from the first selecting menu, and his skillset was a cherry on top
AoE magic nuking when I already have some buffing and BP donating in my party ? I'm sold. Free weakpoint reveals every battle ? Even better ! Osvaldo battle voicelines ? Yes please !
After that I found the scholar license and decided that Agnea should also learn to buff spell intensity to make my Osvaldo nuking engine even stronger (she's been doing great and I'm very proud of her)
Since it was on the way to Agnea's second chapter for which she was at the recommended level, I went on to recruit Temenos and he did not disappoint ! He really gave me an impression of being a seemingly upstanding fellow who is in fact not only shady but just the right blend of ambiguous tease with genuine words thrown in (props to his voice acting that really sells it)
His detective moment was also pretty cool, especially after seeing the duality of his abilities to get people to follow him without risk of failure and his (very shady) coercing to get more intel
I considered replacing Castti with him as my party healer but he is very squishy compared to her, and she also has weapon diversity and more consistent debuffing over him so for the time being he's just chilling at the tavern waiting for a party composition that makes him shine
On my way to the big city I found the inventor license and could simply not resist giving it to Partitio it simply fit him too well (and more weapons to break with is very nice), although I'm thinking of changing it later to try a Temenos build that would allow him to break even more and coerce better
Now onto the big city to recruit Throné and let Agnea's story unfold further !
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they-didnt-last · 7 months ago
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anyone interested in talking about the iconic 2000's middle-grade-bordering-on-ya book series gallagher girls??
#okay incoming rant about this series#i read the first book when i was 10 or 11 and i was absolutely obssessed with it. i read it so many times i had the entire story memorized#the issue was that i could not find the rest of the series anywhere. it was either sold out or out of stock#and then i found out that only the first 3 books had been translated into my first language so at that point i kinda gave up on them#anyway#flashforward to a couple of weeks ago#i was re organizing my bookshelf and on the back i found LYKY (is this how y'all are abreviating it??)#and remembred how much i loved it#and since i'm now fluent in english and was stuck at home recovering from a surgery i decided to download the entire series and read it#to find out what the fuck happened afterwards#long story short i read all six books in 4 or 5 days#and i haven't stopped thinking about them since#it's actually so funny how little information we have in the first book#i went all of these years thinking it was mostly a silly series about a boarding school for spies when actually SO MUCH happens afterwards#i can't believe i went all of these years unaware of zach goode's existence#truly character of all time#but also i can't stop thinking about how interesting it would have been if zach had come to hate the circle and his mom during the series#rather than before#make it a true enemies to lovers#and have us witness that portion of his character developement in real time instead of being told about it#like him slowly realizing through cammie and his time at gallagher that maybe what they were doing is wrong#i think it would have been very interesting to read#although let's be real it took me until halfway through book four to trust him and he was fully one of the good guys so..#but yeah i have a lot more to say but these tags are long enough#gallagher girls#okay i just want to add another funny anecdote about my experience with this series#my copy of LYKY has an age warning in the back recomending that readers should be above 13 yo to read it#and i distinctly remember finishing it and thinking the warning was kind of dumb bcs besides a few mentions of death and other heavier topi#nothing really happened#and now i realize it was a warning for the rest of the series not just the first book because jesus fucking chirst everything after
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cozylittleartblog · 3 months ago
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The way you draw deltarune characters is so charming! Have you ever drawn King?
like twice lol
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liquidstar · 11 months ago
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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bmpmp3 · 7 months ago
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everyone on earth probably has a hypothetical farming sim in their mind's eye that they daydream about on occasion because of the unfortunate situation that despite there being like a thousand farming games released every minute only like 4 of them are any good. and i think this is fun, i think its good to keep the imagination alive. if i made a farming sim i would bring back rival marriages from the old friends of mineral town. i want to steal someones wife.
#jk jk you dont steal anyones wife or husband. but it wasnt a popular feature because people felt like they were stealing someones spouse#plus the fact that characters married eachother after a certain amount of time made them unavailable for player marriage adding a timelimit#if the player wants to get married. but thats why i want it BACK i think its 1) hilarious and 2) interesting and makes the world feel alive#NOW part of the reason (outside of it being an unpopular feature to begin with) its not in like any modern games is probably because#devs don't know how to deal with non-gender-locked marriage candidates with this#i think its easy. everyone is bisexual. not just playersexual. textually bisexual#it'll be interesting if they always have a set pairup regardless of player gender but it could also be interesting if there was like#a little algorithm to give a couple non-player pairups as options. maybe make it random#or if a dev was tooooo ambitious they could add a matchmaking system that the player could be involved with if they wanted to play cupid LO#but that seems too much for a farming game. thats usually a whole other game in itself#but yeah i think its easy. its not like farming sim marriage candidates are all that deep characters to begin with#i think itd be fine if you had a couple randomized rival marriages...... i think itd be neat#my other farming sim daydream is NO fucking combat for the love of god FREE ME from combat#that is why i like story of seasons just a bit more than stardew#stardew has so much good farming mechanics but god i hate the mines. i think its so soso sososososososo boring#i also dont really like the turn based battles in atelier games and most atelierlikes either#(well i liked it in mana khemia but that was more turn based focused than alchemy focused)#i came here to farm. i came here to make potions. i came here to micromanage numbers. do not make me battle#but that is purely a personal preference thing LOL a lot of people really love farming game combat. i dont tho <3#MY DAYDREAM FARMING SIM HAS NO COMBAT... AND YES CUCKHOLDRY#(jk jk thats not what rival marriages are. but thats how people talk about them. which is fascinating)#(unfortunately it makes me laugh so thats why i keep making jokes about it. sowwy <3 )
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bigcats-birds-and-books · 4 months ago
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Books of 2024: THE ART OF EXCESS by Tom LeClair.
Another day, another "requesting niche out of print nonfiction from the library that they have to borrow from the Library of Congress, because of course they do"! I didn't actually read the whole thing because I'm not familiar with six out of the seven books he analyzes, but I did read the preface, the introduction, and the chapter about Le Guin's ALWAYS COMING HOME (which was really the epilogue lol).
His framework of "systems novels" was fascinating to me and my biology-oriented brain, and he flagged a lot of the same things I transcribed for my "le guin posting" tag, which I thought was neat! Unfortunately: he nerfed himself by spending most of his time on behemoth novels by six white men as Representative of Excess as Mastery, so I found his overall conclusions lackluster--like, dude, really, broaden your sample size if you're trying to generalize to American Literature Going Forward (it's no wonder Le Guin was the most hopeful and reconstructive of the lot, given the synopses of the other bricks he discussed). Neat intro and preface! And I found myself nodding along to a lot of his insights on Le Guin, but I also found myself rolling my eyes at how he tried to generalize from the texts he selected.
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sonknuxadow · 10 months ago
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they werent lying that knuckles series barely has knuckles in it
#i pirated that shit Btw just so we're clear. also gonna talk about it a little bit in the tags#nothing too spoilery but also might not wanna read if you want to go in knowing absolutely nothing? idk#anyway he WAS a main character still he was present for a decent amount of the first couple episodes#but the amount of screentime he gets just starts dropping after that . hes barely there at all in the second half ???#and it feels like theres a lot of scenes mostly focusing on wade and his problems and not near as many for knuckles and his whole deal#overall it feels more like a wade show with knuckles in it than a knuckles show with wade in it. which sucks#and human characters having plot relevance isnt the problem here i dont mind human characters at all i think they can be really fun#its the fact that the human characters are taking over the story and spotlight when the show is called knuckles#and all the marketing makes it look like knuckles is the main focus#and i also would have preferred if they just went with a differnet character to be knuckles' human friend#because i dont particulraly care about wade. and the knuckles (and sonic and tails) i know would not be friends with cops </3#well at least the story wasnt knuckles training wade to be a better cop like a lot of people were expecting but thats like.the bare minimum#also aside from the issues relating to knuckles' screentime (or lack of screentime) i thought the ending was unsatisfying#regardless of all that though there WERE some parts i enjoyed or found kind of funny or whatever. because knuckles so cutesy as always#knuckles being a cute little guy is the most important part of the show actually#and i liked the parts with sonic tails and maddie even if they were only there for like 5 minutes#(i really wish those three had gotten more screentime. i feel like they could have easily worked in at least one more scene with them)#and its a minor thing but the opening sequence is cute. was honestly expecting just a title card or something#overall the show is just . kind of okay i guess. not the worst thing ive ever seen but still disappointing ? idk how to explain..#my expectations also werent very high in the first place#so maybe im being a bit more generous than i would have been otherwise. idk#and i definitely would not recommend this to anyone who already dislikes the sonic movies . youll probably hate this more#like people who thought the human characters got too much screentime in the second movie would lose their minds if they saw this
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sysig · 1 year ago
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Can’t deny, that is definitely a Princess (P1 | P2 | P3) (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#The Captain#DAX#ZEX#Obviously ZEX had to be the Princess! Come on now! Lol#Why was DAX so ready to let the Captain in? Wouldn't that just encourage ZEX? I mean first of all what else is ZEX up to lol#Very Snow White/Rapunzel banished/exiled/captured princess vibes haha#Poor ZEX he'd love to go out but he's in royal time out! You'd think there'd be more monitoring on Princes coming to rescue him hehe#Anyway point is most Princes back out of rescuing him for some reason hm ♪ DAX is just letting it play out haha#The Captain's reactions are encouraging! And then DAX can get back to his peace and quite haha#I do love the one of DAX pressing his head tendrils against the door as he speaks haha - do you suppose they have a kind of hearing to them?#I mean I still think those little pockets on the sides of their heads are VUX ears but I wonder if their tendrils could aid in hearing?#More than just interpretation through body language or touching when in close proximity - more nuanced vibrations maybe? :0#And even if not all that then just like resting fingertips on the outside of the door while speaking through it hehe <3 It's cute!#Designing ZEX's dress was fun hehe ♪ I went through a couple versions and I'm glad this is the one I settled on :D#Initially the skirt was plain - I'm still not Fully sold on it but I do like the idea of it mimicking those little red marks on VUX forehead#And of course he needs a pretty tiara/tendril jewelry! He has to be the prettiest in case of company!#For some reason the Captain is having second thoughts haha
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wheucto · 3 months ago
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finally decided to start watching s2e17 of ii
#wheucto#wheucto speaks#there are spoilers in the tags for like 17 and 18. not much since i havent actually seen those (at least not much) but beware#i am about to implode!#(not because of any opinion i have of the finale so far i just started watching it)#why did i start watching now? i was hearing Things about the finale (not really much spoilers_ just that the note 17 left wasn't a happy -#- note [since it seems to be the darkest hour. yknow. general 3-act stuff] and that people weren't really sure it was the last episode)#and i remember thinking “either i don't watch until act 3 comes out or until it's been long enough to know act 2 was the last episode”#i also have a tendency to do this with ii episodes_ i'll wait a couple of days to watch it#in the case of the ii s3 finale i literally only watched it because s2e15 came out#i dont really do this with other shows? and by other shows i mean BFDI i can't think of any other i watch regularly like II#well not regularly . yknow what i mean. to watch to completion like that ?#anyways another reason i didn't was probably bc of not knowing anything about the finale#yknow. didnt want it to end on a bad note but especially not something that like takes away the characters'... whats the word... agency tha#'s it. i think it would have felt weird to me if the ending was like everyone dying or smth in a way that interferes with that#but i feel slightly reassured since the characters do seem to come back to life i think from what i've heard#so yay!!!#i think hearing some mild spoilers about the ending of ii did help me mentally prepare for watching the finale#getting spoilers doesn't necessarily have to ruin your show-watching experience. i dont think id like having it all spoiled but having some#spoilers don't really hurt me_ and sometimes actually helps me in the experience (as in. gets me to actually watch something or lets me wat#-h without like... worrying about something needlessly? or at least maybe its like a detriment to my watching experience)#i dont really like all the suspense. some is good but sometimes i cant handle it or dont want to so a little spoilers helps me have my mind#- at ease yknow? i do remember as a kid id be worried about possibilities (like quite worried) that authors don't tend to do (because it'd#- be a bummer) and it hindered my enjoyment of shows then. obviously now i know shows dont tend to do stuff like that so i reassure myself#- “they probably won't die_ fail_ etc. they'll win in the end” (obviously not all shows but like kids shows and that stuff probably)#i think with most shows i could handle that possibility but i think i'm more attached to ii so_ while i could probably handle that_ it woul#like... be harder for me to like watch and handle and that stuff#anyways enough rambling on about that! wow they really ARE his OCs aren't they /JOK#(i don't actually believe they are his OCs_ since that removes their agency and i Dont Like That and i think that goes against II's themes_#but WOW drawing the ideas of them on paper... that's so OC-creator core of you mephone)
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oddly-casual · 2 years ago
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Something that messes me up when I think about it is that Yoshi was willing to give up the bachelor life to settle down with Big Mama, but she plays like she never loved him.
But like, she did. Big Mama loved Yoshi, just not as much as she loved power and spectacle
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phagodyke · 8 months ago
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yeah I'm not gonna talk abt it am I...
#well thats okay. eventually itll come up naturally. and if not well. it doesnt make me feel very okay. but its not a big deal#and i guess ill meet ppl in the future who will curate a different idea of me and maybe therell be fewer misunderstandings#<- coward who CAN communicate to save their life but not in any lower stakes situation for their happiness n quality of life#we <3 repression n insecurity. maybe if i keep digging at the corner of this bit of the labyrinth with my spoon ill get out someday 😌#anyway.. theres my daily vague vent post got it out of my system#wanted to do it earlier but ended up not having much time after work n then called friends which was nice :^)#also i never have signal at work these days.. my boss has said shell get me on the staff wifi tho cuz i do need it for work reasons#its rare to need it for work purposes bc we all use work pcs n stuff anyway and not rly supposed to use mobiles in the lab#but yeahh.. god i have so much admin shit to sort out also gotta text family back before i sleep i forgot to earlier#its all good.. also my memory foam pillows turned up so i no longer have to steal my roomies extra one for my neck pain <3#ik she was missing it... not to sound like a creep but it was nice that it smelled like her a little. just familiar innit#we're always around each other so its just what being home smells like to me.. listen i have a sensitive nose 😔✋️#if we were a lot closer i would ask if i could sleep in her bed while shes away but we're not so it would come across sooo weird..#and i would feel rly weird abt someone sleeping in my own room without me there. well maybe not actually. as long as they werent snooping#<- guy whose mother used to go thru their shit all the time n struggles to not feel paranoid and distrustful when it comes to privacy#was thinking recently my ideal living situation w a partner would be separate rooms but we still share the bed sometimes#but not every night bc im a sensitive sleeper... but we can switch bedding so i can still smell them if i wake up in the night alone#like how new mothers trying to get babies used to cot sleeping each have a cloth or blanket and swap every night#so the baby is comforted by the blankets smell and sleeps more peacefully.. and momma finds it easier being apart from the baby too#sorry this is getting gooey and weird my meds have been wearing off the last couple hours im so sleeppyyyy 😭#well.... maybe everything can wait until tomorrow..... bed is calling..#goodnight everyone muah#.diaries
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aroaessidhe · 1 year ago
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2023 reads / storygraph
The Art of Destiny
book 2 in a fun wuxia-inspired high fantasy series
set a couple years after book 1, after Jian failed to live up to his chosen-once prophecy, he is once again training with Taishi who decides to recruit a bunch of her grandmaster peers to come out of retirement & finish his training
Qisami & her crew are lacking assassin work and take a job going undercover in a palace - and the change of pace & new developing friendships give her a glimpse of new possibilities
Sali leads the survivors of her exiled clan to a new home while trying to find a cure for a magical sickness she's developed
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mothram · 1 year ago
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