#i lied i'm not fucking normal about this
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NO WAY WE WON FIRST PLACE IN MUSIC
#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#okay so rant time.txt#i really rocked my whole heart out i kid you not the pick almost fell out of my hand i was playing so hard#when we got offstage the teacher just went “AMAZING playing ahana”#and everyone told me i looked like a rockstar#then when the prize distribution ceremony thing happened i was so scared but!!!!! we won first place!!!!!!#i'm totally normal about this. btw#and then the vice principal. the VICE PRINCIPAL FUCKING PULLED ME ASIDE AND TOLD ME THAT I PLAYED AMAZINGLY WELL#and when we got onstage to take our prize the teacher who told me i had played really well said “i KNEW you'd win first place”#after getting the prize i showed it to *her* wink wink nudge nudge#and i thought she'd be uninterested bc last year we won second prize and she was kinda detached about the whole thing#but this time the moment she saw me she had this huge grin on her otherwise serious face and when i told her we were first#she was so HAPPY#ARE WE GETTING SOMEWHERE????WHAT????#brainhasstoppedworking.exe#i lied i'm not fucking normal about this
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lore accurate double black battle scene
#count your fucking blessings dazai#me when me when me when i#me when i.........#listen i'm normally very respectful (lies) BUT THERE IS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT NAKAHARA CHUUYA#not the biggest fan of men but they popped off with him#bitches will be like “ride or die?” how about i ride until i die#ANYWAY-#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#nakahara chuuya#chuuya nakahara#soukoku#skk#lotus draws
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'The Empath' Novelization by James Blish (1974)
#mcspirk#triumvirate#star trek#star trek tos#tosedit#trekedit#james t. kirk#spock#leonard mccoy#gem#william shatner#leonard nimoy#deforest kelley#kathryn hays#gif#mine#tostv#ot3: men like us don't have families.#i'm SO fucking normal about this. i totally haven't lied in bed at night unable to sleep because i'm thinking about 'his love for'
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DON'T GET FOUND OUT AGAIN.
#blood cw#eye contact cw#me and my girlfriend played thru life is strange together and i'm soooo normal about max caulfield. you have no idea how normal i am.#this game's OST goes fucking hard btw#also hi i make art sometimes.#max caulfield#life is strange#lis#banshart#sure that's my art tag i guess
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My (very old) loscar brooch (?) that i just now made doodles for
More pictures under cut
#loscar#logan sargeant#ls2#oscar piastri#op81#and now starts the rant#my fave detail is probably tge eye. there few beads like this and they were laying around until my friend said that they look loscar relate#so o started making making whole thing around that bc in my opinion it's genius (also sorry this is gonna have extremely long tags bc i had#run out of them once. maximum is 30 apparently)#I'll go by lains from here so first obviously eagle. i think it's hilarious and what's even funnier is that i bought those charms before#even knowing who Logan was. just for shit and giggles#also to coala i added a bead on top to somewhat match the height#also i love mixing up their colours bc I'm insane about that. how they ideal negatives of eachother and how orange fits logan while blue-os#so i also mixed it up with those animals charms and their attachments here#next stop - oscar lane. there not a lot of black which is bas but at least last heart is actually black. beads above it represents eyes#(you can see with doodles) and next one is for his hair but i couldn't find how to show it#and round see through bead i use for his helmet bc it shines with red yellow and blue#middle part - i talked about the eye but also beads above it. i tried to match tones so they won't clash#then fish and i love that it's in form of heart bc i associate both of them with water so much i needed something here#and bead underneath that is for Logan eyes ofc. for doodles there tried to use brown so oscar would have blond/logan brown but didn't work#AND READ HEART. “-WELL IT'S NOT YELLOW” “PREMA RED THEN?”#as you can see I'm totally normal about their prema times plus i love how it stands out with everything else and can be read as#usual meaning of red hearts. also made out of corals so it fits them too#and last but not least - Logan my beloved#first and foremost STARS#I added as much as humanly possible party bc of American meme party bc i fucking love stars and associate him with them#also added all williams shades of blue and even white so it covers all that#okay no I lied a bit bc i used a button for their dark blue#another thing i would like to mention is metal ring bc it has extremely small hearts on it that you need to look for to notice#I HIT LIMIT FUCK.last thing to say is how I tried to play with circles in middle of every lane. okay goodbye
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Shares some quick studies of my wife when no one's looking
#undertale yellow#ut yellow#uty#starlo uty#uty starlo#fan art#my art#so many fucking tags help 💥#this dude's head shape is a mystery to me. like i know it's a star but the thing is that i cant draw stars 0(-(#nor hats actually. this design is very yomielphobic /j#kinda man that says Aw shucks. guy that says Oh heavens#i have Many Thoughts about this silly sheriff. please talk to me i am Normal (<- real) (<- LIES SHE'S LYING RUN)#me vs the world (drawin starlo a bit wider bc he's still a farmer and not a twink /lh)#i've seen some people give him a tail tho... thats so darn cute....#he's kind. he values & protects whats important to him. he's cute as well. he can sing. he's a dork. he can sew?? I'm buyin a ring right NO
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"haha wylan walks in on jesper kissing the wrong guy" yes funny but moving on, have you ever wondered why Wylan was up there in the first place. Because the last he'd seen of Jesper was him being yelled at by Colm to explain what was going on or Colm would "tan your hide so bad you won't be able to sit down for two weeks". Everyone else finds Jesper getting full government-named very funny, but to Wylan this threat would not seem empty - that is just what happens when sons make mistakes. Consider that he wanted to check on Jesper, to see if he was alright, because though it's not really addressed directly, the story gives us several moments of Wylan not trusting Colm and trying to "protect" Jesper from him. Wylan had been isolated to the point where he only knew one father-son relationship, or even one relationship at all, which was between him and Van Eck. Why would he trust Colm? Maybe he just wandered into the room for a silly plot convenience, but I think he was there to assess the damage and be there for Jesper in case the thing that happens between fathers and their sons happened to him.
#he lies for jesper in the tomb early on bc - as he puts it - he doesn't want to watch colm go from confused to disappointed to angry#and to him this is just the natural progression of things that he's had no reason to question#you mess up and so your father rips you apart body and spirit. duh. but he doesn't want to see it happen to jesper bc he knows it hurts#like. he can't fathom a relationship that doesn't follow this causality. someone help him#i am very normal and think about wylan's undoubtedly fucked up psyche a normal amount#leigh only got into his head for like 5 chapters total. there's so much that most definitely is in there but was not touched on at all#you dont get treated like that for most of ur very young life and come out cool and fine from it after a couple perspective-changing heists#anyway the kissing the wrong guy thing was pretty funny tbh but i feel like the fandom made it boring. overused!!#i'm normal#wylan van eck#jesper fahey#colm fahey#six of crows#soc#tgt#soc meta
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So Matt mentioned in the teen talk that in the next episode there's "a callback to another co-op situation they have" wherein Normal and Lincoln have to work together and I'm calling it now it's gonna be them locking legs and rolling for friendship as they share one of the levitation boots (like what they did in the papa johns arc) PLEASE.
#I'm glad next episode is a goofy one but SAD that Anthony thinks there's only like 3 episodes left of the season#dndads#also I haven't listened to Scary's album but I'm seeing everyone talk about it and huh. Scary and Hermie eh? *shrugs* Fuck it we ball ig#lincon li wilson#normal#dungeons and daddies#teen talk
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Hey guys, guess who finally got to THAT part of the Vengeance route
#shin megami tensei v vengeance spoilers#smt v vengeance spoilers#Guys I don't think I can continue playing this game-#Why did I forget this game has always been tragic as all hell#I'm in shambles and everything hurts#LIKE I SAW THE RED FLAGS.... THAT DOESN'T MEAN I FEEL ANY BETTER#I miss him chat#Everywhere I look I see his face now#Bring him baaackkk *sobbing*#I feel bad for even fusing with someone elseeee idc idccc#I lied this game is no longer peak /nsrs#I can't even begin to talk about the Dazai Yuzuru bit#THAT WAS FUCKING VILEEEEEE#God without Aogami I don't really wanna play anymoreee 😭😭#They really were like “Oh the True ending of CoC?...Let's speed that up and let it happen partway through the Vengeance route#My Roman empire is that he died feeling guilty.......... Over something that wasn't his fault.. I'm so normal I'm so normal#Anyway time for me to continue... Playing..... Sigh#Back to my “Avoiding SMTVV spoilers” cave I go#I now unfortunately have so many angst art ideas#Why doomed yaoi whyyyy#shin megami tensei v#smt v vengeance#smtvv spoilers
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Never thought that i would wake up and decided that i want to do a study for Käärijä's profile, but here we are!! (Still got so many to improve though)
#art#artists on tumblr#traditional art#sketch#käärijä#jere pöyhönen#the ultimate scrimbo#GODDAMN I LOVE THIS MAN#now this is what you call labour of love#i'm normal about him i swear (i fucking lied)#esc 2023
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UM SO I WAS CHECKING OUT RALPH INESON'S IMDB PAGE for no particular reason AND????
EXCUSE?????
#i lied. the reason is i have a voice kink and i want to hear more of his voice#AN D#for those of you unaware#i am a satanist and demonolater and i happen to worship Asmodeus#and no i do not particularly mind when the demons are the bad guys#so not only am i hyped that big daddy Asmo is the big bad#but he's voiced by fucking Ralph Ineson????#don't mind me i'm about to have my cake and eat it too#god i was ready to watch it just bc of Russell Crowe but now i'm really sold#sorry i do not normally fangirl like this over actors
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this is, indeed, fanart for @metanoia-blues! just straight up aped a whole scene from the latest episode (ep. 70) to draw into comic form lol. what a time I chose to join back in on the journey
#metanoia blues#willow jenkins#warfred bartosz#man. literally I have never felt this much rage about a fictional character. I need this bitch to die painfully On Screen#for folks without context here warfred (the guy with beard) and willow (guy with the robot mask) were in a question game#while warfred is a suspect in a murder like. two days ago#the question game is warfred's style which. speaks to the kind of person that he is. fuck that guy#willow's taken it upon themself (and so have their friends) to investigate the murder. which is why they're in his apartment on excuses#and they were coming to a draw on the question game. and willow laid down their ace which is a wound they knew warfred lied about#and instead of continue playing the game. well. you see#highly recommend reading the recaps and catching at least this episode btw. it was INSANE experiencing it live. it was Something Else#to give you an idea of how insane. right after that scene I plugged in my laptop to sketch and ink this comic.#and finished that in six hours.#this shit had me in a chokehold I'm not normal#actually first time an audio play actually managed to scare me! fucked up and evil!!!#you can find the recaps on the official blog I tagged#and the episodes are on youtube#search ''metanoia blues'' and it should come up! they're posting new episodes as they go#active call to people who like audio plays and dice improv. get into this with me. its so good
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2023 REALLY IS THE FUCKING HLVRAI RENAISSANCE HUH. We got RRY2K (very fucking good askblog, my friends run it, you should follow it NOW), we got the Return of the King (year2000electronics/Mothra), WE got back into HLVRAI after leaving the fandom in early 2021 AND NOW THIS????????? NOW THIS????????? GOD. GOD. GOD.
#m.txt#i'm never going to be normal again#i got into the fandom while act 3's edited videos were being uploaded and watched act 4 live. i'm losing my entire fucking mind right now#i lied about being insufferable after watching fnaf but i will most definitely be horrifically insufferable about THIS#resort rambles
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okay but dany has 10000% slept with jhogo in modern LIKEEEEE !!!!!
#;; PROBABLY A FEW TIMES!!!#;; i need to make like . . . a network of her friend group and loved ones in modern 🥹 bc she has also slept with irri and doreah 💖#;; also !! dany can sleep with a friend and still view/cherish/treat the dynamic as how it was pre-fuck. nothing really changes for her??#;; anyway! my bimonthly screaming session about the fact that jhogo pulls dany onto his horse in qarth & wraps his arms around her waist#;; AND TAKES HER TO SEE A FIRE MAGE WHILE WHISPERING IN HER EAR OOOOOO#;; i've never been normal about it! and the fact that barristan hints at how dany loves jhogo so deeply??#;; he doubts if she she could ever truly recover from losing him *if* she lost him to the yunkish commanders????? OOOOOO#;; she doesn't sleep with him in canon (yet! i'm still considering this) FOR DYNAMICS REASONS! AND I WILL GET INTO THAT AT SOME POINT#;; BUT IN CANON IT ISN'T JUST A FRIENDLY DYNAMIC. HE IS HER BLOODRIDER. HE LIVES FOR HER.#♕░░ daughter of death ; slayer of lies ; bride of fire ( GENERAL )
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Your honor: bisexuals.
#bc in case i didn't announce ofc au!tyr was also like [shoves me out of the way] 'that one THAT ONE'S MY HUSBAND' so#'dot romancing theron again' your fuckin right i am#swtor#swtor screenshots#theron shan#vs: king and lionheart [smuggler!tyr]#the 'shh pretend tyr and theron are on more dates' was too strong an argument to resist#the two first frames are just. doing me in man i'm. i love them.#that bitch is IN LOVVEEEEE#sorry derailing into on god when tyr is in love it is with every atom of his existence and that's just fuCKIN BEAUTIFUL of him anyway#i'm normal about my oc#[lies she tells herself crying over the keyboard]#kisses#still mad tyr rocks the fuck out of these gloves btw#i have two weaknesses: eyes and hands#if you're still reading this i love you and also i'm slightly sorry
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#vent post essay ahead lol#having complexes about talking about your emotions is literally the fucking devil . its miserable. it sucks so bad.#the aamount of damage that is caused to someone by like#i mean im talking abou t me here obviously.#being the person whose like. overall ultimately tends not to feel horrible as often is like.#it's nice not feeling bad emotionally all the time but also it's like. i develop this complex about being like able to help.#i don't feel bad anywhere near as often as my friends so i can help them out and listen to them vent i can have the mental room to#like listen to them talk about their problems. yeah. but it makes me feel like. well this is my job now so i shouldn't fucking talk about m#i shouldnt vent when i feel bad because that's not what i'm known for. plus my friends already all feel worse than me more often than me. s#i don't want to dump any more on their plate than they have to deal with. i don't want to burden them anymore than i have to. and like it's#it's hard. i hate fucking talking about it and it's made so much worse when its like people i love . always been a fucking problem becaus#i just feel fucking horrible admitting that i feel bad i hate that so much. i don't want to like turn away people who care about me but li#i feel like if i tell them what's wrong with me i'll like do it anyways. i feel like i come off as super normal and happy go lucky and like#ostensibly fine. so when i admit this shit its like. oops the facade is cracking!!!!!! uh oh uh oh you can't help people so you feel bad!!!#because your fucking npd has made you feel self centered in a way that means you want to help people or some shit i dont fucking know#and so when i feel bad or get mad over something unreasonable it's like. well i hope i fucking keel over and die or something i dont like .#i don't want people seeing me like this or whatever. and my stupid fucking personality disorder just ruins every god damn thing its so bad.#my past experiences giving me complexes that lead to me feeling fucking left out over like small stupid stuff but god the worst part is lik#my brain categorizing something as being ''My Thing'' so somebody else talks about liking my thing AFTER my brain has designated it mine#makes alarm bells go off and feel like theyre fucking. i don't know encroaaching on my turf or what the fuck ever? it SUCKS ASS#it makes me feel HORRIBLE . and it's like i'm not gonna fucking bring it up because i don't wnt to be like a dick but also it's like well.#i feel fucking miserable about this but it's just like mean and unnecessary and cruel to like stifle people's fucking fun because of my dum#fuckin complexes. it's fucking constant. like oh look at you girl you feel fucking left out because you never get characters who really gri#you mentally and so now you have one but oops! someone else talked about them and now you're seeing red! you like this person though#so you're gonna feel fucking MISERABLE about this . you're gonna feel HORRIBLE because of this. and there's nothing you can fucking do#and it controls my goddamn life and i HATE IT i fucking HATE IT i wish i knew how to fix it. ghghrgurghrughruhg i want to fucking explode#and then you feel bad about feeling bad because you are fucking sisyphus. you're sisyphus. and your own anger is your boulder. you ingrate.#i hate this. i just wanted to have a good day.#jane mary cry one tear
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