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I keep drawing Roddy as this (•‿•) thing lol. I need to give him a proper design asap haha
#tf mecha universe#maccadam#transformers#Deadlock#hot rod#roddy#ratchet#mecha art#mecha rl art#okay fuck that I learned my lesson I need to give proper tags to new dynamics as soon as they start evolving#soo uhhhhh#mecha dr art#yea okay that’ll do for now#you have no idea how many hours I lost because I didn’t bother to tag my older mecha posts properly
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Morro's not a very good mentor
#i imagine he recognises arin is going through similar struggle as he went through#but he's not empathetic he's like wow fucking idiot i learned this lesson already imagine not knowing this what a loser#chat do you see my vision do you SEE#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising spoilers#ninjago morro#ninjago arin#blue's doodles
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espilver nation I made a little something for y’all 🎁✨
tumblr won’t let me upload the gif version so mp4 it is
#espilver#sth#Silver The Hedgehog#Espio The Chameleon#gay people#caguaydraws#it’s the first time I drew them too and I realised—#maybe the reason they don’t get as much fanart as other ships it’s due to their bullshit accessories/j#throwback to making fanart of Revali Breath Of The Wild who does have a shit ton of specific details and it is a pain to draw them all#anyway here you go. mlm yuri#sigh…. first and last time I color lineart for an animation on procreate#all that trouble and still I fucked up the file size apparently#my one braincell could’ve sworn this was going to be pretty light#as a GIF#💀#lessons are being learned
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hey! don’t think too hard about what happened when you were dormant! you will end up dissociating on the bathroom floor for 30 minutes! you will be cold and damp! it will be uncomfortable!
#dib.pdf#when will i learn my lesson#actually did#did alter#did community#did osdd#did system#syspunk#traumagenic did#traumagenic system#anti endo#endos fuck off#endos dni
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so the routine at the gym today included some slam ball reps, which consist on picking up a deadweight heavy ball, lifting it over your head, and then slamming it onto the ground with as MUCH force as you can. it's a pretty fun exercise! i like to imagine im leaving a crater on the ground anime-style whenever i do it
except. the ball i wanted to use today was being used by someone else, and since it was a timed routine (as many reps as you could do in 30 minutes) i decided the best thing to do was to pick up one of the balls on the shelf instead of waiting
so i picked up the 5kg ball there and i sort of noticed in the back of my mind that it felt different in my hands from the balls we usually use. but i dont think too much about it i just lift the ball as high as i can and then put ALL of my weight and my strength into SLAMMING that thing into the ground.
except it wasnt a deadweight heavy ball. it was a fucking bouncing rubber heavy ball.
i had to spend the next 15 minutes stopping the nose bleed and holding a cold pack to my face 😭
#im ok i split lip and my nose hurts now that the adrenaline is wearing off but it's mostly my ego that got bruised in the process jfjsjfj#thankfully no one was looking right at me when it happened ���#also THANKFULLY it was endurance training and not strength training so i used a 5kg ball instead of the 10kg one i usually use omg jjdjsjf#anyway. i might be stupid. but lesson fucking learned i guess 😭#raps talks
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I bet there’s some insane foliage.
#CURSE ME FOR ONLY POSTING FINISHED PIECES AND NEVER WIPS BC FUCK MY LIFE THIS TOOK FOREVER#i’ll learn my lesson i’ll post wips i promise#woe! art be upon ye!#i haven’t posted any new art to my personal instagram for a whole year because i’ve been posting here instead#i much prefer it <333#thank you to casper for encouraging me to finish this#bc i was gonna abandon it lol#ofmd#fanart#our flag means death#ofmd fanart#jams scribbles#also this was drawn before the teaser so ed’s outfit is based on ep 7 (obviously)#and stede’s is episode 10#thank u for coming
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I WANT ENDLESS BLISS!!!
HALF-AWAKE, HALF-DEAD, HALF-LIFE CRISIS
ALL NATURAL POMEGRANATE PULP.
FERMENTED TO PERFECTION, SAVOUR YOUR SAVIOR.
Q: What's your favourite food? A: THE ALE THEY SERVE AT THE TAVERN!
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#uhhhh happy pride month have a fucked up chilchuck that im really proud of#i took so long on that hair rendering just so i could cover it up with the stars...#this was a reaaaally experimental one#if i had another go at this id change a lot of things but sometimes you gotta know when to stop#ive learned my lesson from this one so ill do another one with my knowledge now ykyk#ive discovered i reaaaallly reaaaaaally like thin lines#still figuring out how rendering + painting works but hey it was a nice attempt!!#this is my first finished peice in a looongggg loooooongggg time and it makes me really happy how well it came out#i guess switching things up really helped with things.. i usually get stuck at flat colors because i get so bored#cw alcohol#cw alcoholism#eyestrain#<- maybe? its really saturated#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#by the way i always thought him saying “ale” as an answer to “favourite food” was odd#maybe its a translation thing where theres a japanese wprd that covers both food and drink and the translator just estimated it to “food”?#cause if its not... sir??? chilchuck thats not a food... my man... you have a problem...#this is#[ tragedy au ]#but honestly you could take it as set in canon#by the way do you like my little poem : ) im pspspsps-ing at the dungeon meshi fandom/fandom in general to write more poetry/short lit#maybe ill tweek it and post the poem on ao3.... shrug !
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forever thinking about johanna shooting fogg and what it says for both her and anthony as characters
because the whole show, from the very first scene, we've been set up to see anthony and sweeney as parallels of one another; anthony is sweeney back when he was benjamin, he's full of hope, he's in love (with a woman who looks almost identical to lucy), and then he gets that love brutally ripped away by judge turpin
in 'no place like london' sweeney says: "you are young, life has been kind to you-- you will learn" and by the point in the show where anthony is going to rescue johanna we're almost inclined to agree with him
except anthony cannot shoot the gun, he's not like sweeney in that he cannot kill another person even if it was to save someone he loved. anthony is never going to become sweeney todd.
and then we realize that we've been looking at the wrong person the whole show, and it's so obvious it's laughable: johanna shoots the gun.
johanna who has been raised to be silent and obedient and perfect, johanna who, without knowing the half of it, has had everything taken away from her by judge turpin, her mother, her father, and her freedom. johanna who we've been led to believe is the lucy to anthony's sweeney.
she is fully justified in shooting fogg, no one could fault her for it, but she doesn't even hesitate.
in that moment she is her father's daughter.
that isn't to say that I think johanna is going to go on a killing spree after the musical, obviously, but it's such a fascinating scene in terms of their development: because despite it all anthony is still the same, and because of it all johanna is not
anthony is the last bit of hope left in the story, and johanna is the last bit of sweeney
#welcome back to probably-incoherent-and-meaning-Nothing-of-substance Sondheim analysis time#god I fucking love johanna#I saw the show last night and it's ROTATING in my BRAIN#johanna barker#sweeney todd#Anthony hope#something about Anthony still being gentle and Johanna being forced to learn how to be strong just ughghghghgh#Anthony will be able to care for her and help her recover in a way sweeney would not have been able to do for Lucy at the end of the show#and Johanna will never allow herself to be pushed around as she had before#and it's heartbreaking#but also..... not?#like its lessons they never should have had to learn but now that they have they can move forward#I could talk for like a million hours for how toby works into this all too but just ghjfkjdlks#it says it all in Anthony's last name: hope
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ok everybody saying dan fucks is conrad’s dad you do you but for ME personally the fix will always be conrad’s dad because dan gives cool uncle vibes 1000000% percent more than the fix ever will. but we will both live our truth and we will both be happy 🤝
#because let’s be honest the fix is NOT gonna let conrad live in an alley guys#in my heart the fix adopted conrad and conrad is one of those kids going ‘did you know’ because he learned it from the fix!!!!!#and once again dan fucks is conrad’s dad truthers good for you#but i really don’t think dan would make a great dad LMAO he berates conrad a little too much even if it’s affectionate#i simply cannot hear the fix going ‘i think it’s time to unlearn that lesson’ and saying he’s just conrad’s UNCLE#i do wish alex got to say what conrad got to do though :(#but yeah for me the fix adopted conrad and he went from being a tiny miserable kid living on the streets#to being in a loving family with siblings and a support system <3#and justin of course!!!!!!!!#dimension 20#mentopolis#mentopolis spoilers#conrad schintz#the fix#dan fucks#d20 mentopolis#man i love all of these characters#this season was PEAK
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michelangelo, test my brushes
#rottmnt#rottmnt mikey#my art#mangastudio#yes you guys are getting my shitty literal scribbles#i found secret new brush settings in mangastudio and i splooged them all over the place#life lesson of the day is that if your art program has a button u should absolutely press it#if it's poggers then u get a cool new little smth or other#if it fucks everything up then u learn a whole LOTTA new little smth or others trying to fix the fuck up#either way u learn smth new so it's a win win
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okay no see the thing that made me really, really sad about hinata and the thing that made me really, really root for him and love him and want to see him win it all was how, like, people kept DENYING him. and i'm not talking about spectators in the stands going "omg he's so short haha, can he really do anything?" i'm talking about how his own team and how everyone who knew them in some way - as much as i love them - could never really separate him from kageyama. they were the freak quick duo, karasuno's number nine and number ten. they were amazing! so brilliant, the two of them. and hinata thought it was a way out, at first. he thought it was a way over the summit. he thought it was the key to being someone better.
but a key goes both ways, you know. it can lock you up just as much as it can set you free.
and hinata had to be so, so frustrated. everyone was finding ways to move forward except him. everyone expected him to stay stuck. and you could argue that that's not entirely true, sure, that he was always training, always trying to catch up, and they encouraged that. but nobody ever expected him to be more. nobody ever expected him to go beyond what he had with kageyama - they all thought that was enough for hinata. they thought he was fine like that because it worked for the rest of them. they underestimated how much he wanted to be capable. they didn't get how much he wanted to stand on his own two feet.
and that wasn't fair to hinata! it wasn't fair that hinata, who loved to play and loved the game and loved volleyball so so much, was the only one being left behind! he wanted to change that but nobody was trying with him!!! so of course he got impatient!! of course he was reckless!!! of course he was carving his own opportunities!!! there was no way forward otherwise!!! because if we take a minute to think about how training would have gone while kageyama was at tokyo, let's be honest — it probably wouldn't have gone well. nobody else can do with hinata what kageyama could do with him. hinata would have been held back. he would have felt useless. practicing serves and receives was stuff he was already doing constantly before that, and it wasn't teaching him anything. yeah hinata was a little bit selfish and a little bit shameless but being so finally got him somewhere!!
all hinata ever wanted to do was fly, even if it meant straying from the flock to do so
#anyways lesson learned: when you've exhausted all other options then just fucking go for it#what's the worst that could happen#you either get shit done or you don't#ball boy arc is sooooo important and i hate when ppl treat it like hinata was just being stupid#he was FED UP!!!#washijo sure as hell wasn't going to let him prove anything so he had to do it himself#and hinata actually showed a LOT of restraint for how he actually is imo#he accepted washijo's decision so easily. i think he knew in a way. that he wouldn't have been accepted#but he had to try SOMETHING bc he wasn't getting anywhere with everyone else!!!!#and my heart breaks whenever i think about taking suga taking kageyama's part in the early part of the story#about them not needing to try anything new or do anything risky so close to the tournament#hinata was so fucking shackled and that's why brazil was so good for him#it gave him a chance to grow into himself#ALSO EVERYONE KEEPS ACTING SURPRISED WHEN HE GETS BETTER AND BETTER WHEN THAT'S ALL HE EVER WANTED HELLO#hinata shouyou#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#haikyuu meta#sou says stuff
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he’s literally so beautiful and handsome
#HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY THAT IM SO FUCKING WEAK EVERY TIME BEOMGYU AND GUITAR LIKE LITERALLY MY HEART MELTS#I LOVE EVERY TIME HE PERFORMS W GUITAR I THINK THIS ONE IS MY FAVE SO FAR#his outfit as well omfg he looks so fucking good they styled him well g#the guitar is so pretty as well and I love the strap the bird design on the fretboard is so cool#I heard there’s only 200 of them as well I don’t even play guitar but I want to buy it just bc it’s so beautiful#BEOMGYU RAPPING !!! OH MY GOD 😭😭😭#HE DID SO WELL#HIS SINGING AS WELL#and his guitar parts were really good in this one like he’s improved sm I’m so proud of him 😭#like he’d never performed w guitar on stage before until recently and doing lots of lives and practicing a lot more#like I remember him saying he got a few guitar lessons for wonder and him saying he was shocked bc he realised he’s not that good at guitar#and is starting to learn the basics again and practicing more consistently#and he really has improved you can hear it ! I was actually shocked like it sounded so good#beomgyu<3!#also the when he posted on Instagram literally squealed THEYRE SO FUCKING PRETTY#honestly one of my favourite pictures of him#what can I say I love pretty sunsets and pretty boys#yo why are the tags so long 😭😭 wtf#I’m sorry I can talk about beomgyu for days
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Vi is gifted kid burnout but in the english major way
#she’s the best characterization I’ve seen of gifted kid burnout outside of super-genius characters#like. as a burnt out gifted kid by legal designation. she is me#trying to succeed at everything because that’s what you’re told to do or what you think needs to be done to be worth anything to anyone#being rigid to change because it’s not being done right but at the same time accepting change so long as people stay with you#and also how that ties in with being an eldest sibling#because ik folks love the whole ‘gifted kid jinx’ thing (not me but ya’ll do you) but ya’ll—#YA’LL DO NOT UNDERSTAND MY NEED FOR BURNT OUT ACADEMIC VI—#because Vi never got the chance to be a kid and learn and grow and find what she actually enjoyed in the world outside of the last drop crew#but look at her. the way she speaks and the way she tried to teach powder the lessons she earned the hard way in the gentlest way possible#in the way she so desperately clings on to people and memories#my girl would be a WRITER#my girl would be writing poetry drunk in her shitty basement apartment after hooking up with a girl#my girl would be writing novellas in prison and getting her degree#because you know she sees the world like a romantic. her world is art and emotion and devotion. to her family. to anything she cares about#i need more literary! student vi. i need more academic vi. i need more grudging debate-team captain vi#i need vi getting her own place and having an extensive book collection that she develops because of the loneliness#Her gkb is going from a leader & soldier to someone who could be useful regardless to someone who is useless & being okay w/ it ->#to being needed again and not knowing how to handle it but knowing she refuses to fuck it up this time#GIVE ME VI W/ MY GIFTED KID ARCCCCCC#this probs makes no sense and is like 4 tangents but I’ll expand on it later ‘cause im tired#coherency is for losers and the well-rested#vi arcane#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#arcane season two#vi
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its like. well i happen to think the opportunist's confidence is completely genuine. i think he in fact does love himself. and that is precisely why he is such a backstabbing little slime.
#like if you want a character thats conniving and awful and does that shit because they hate themself we have one and her name is the witch#opportunist is completely concerned about his own well-being because he's secure in the idea he deserves it#if you wanted i think you could for sure do some compelling angst with him like hating the things hes done#but like.#he does that shit because hes locked in on his particular maladaptive mindset and also because he likes himself#and wants to be safe and have nice things#witch does that shit because she is locked in on a parallel maladaptive mindset and also fucking hates herself and you as well.#idk like. sometimes a character doesnt need to have insecurities to be interesting. a lesson to learn#my posts
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I rarely take pictures anymore. It’s like I just don’t want to remember any moment from this part of my life lol
#me#mine#girls with tattoos#myself#girls with glasses#girls with piercings#fairy aesthetic#fairycore#you know I come on here or I look through Snapchat memories#and even at my saddest I did not know or understand real pain#now that I do I feel so different#so old and so worn out#I feel like all the color has drained from my being#I’m not even a person anymore#I have horrid ptsd now#the only way I can really hangout with my dad is to play iPhone chess bc he’s sitting in a fucking hospital bed#oh god it all hurts so bad to think about#it makes me want to throw up#I miss who I was three years ago before all the pain#how does someone even come back from all of this#how do I see the things I’ve seen and lose what’s I’ve lost and move on to live a normal life#I had seemed to learn every life lesson the hard way and always fall in love with the wrong ppl#I had a very tough time loving myself which is still true#but that was all stuff like I could live with and grow from#this is just a deep set pain idk
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When I was a kid, I have a distinct memory of borrowing a laundry basket from my parents, and putting it back when I was done. Now, I hadn't put it back exactly where I saw it, and do you know the "punishment" I received? My entire room was completely trashed multiple times.
As an adult, I realize that the parent who did this wanted to teach me a lesson about respecting people's spaces enough to put things back in its proper place. I realize that it was supposed to be a kind of "eye for an eye" type of punishment, but that's not what I remember learning.
I remember learning as a kid, though: Never rely on other people for help, they will enact revenge on you. Don't go to other people. They will fucking hate you for it, they don't care about you enough, and the punishment you receive will be payment.
And in many ways, I still see this type of parenting being practiced. You aren't going to teach your kids jack shit by doing this. Kids' brains are typically not going to connect the dots the way yours is doing. A kid isn't going to have a grand sense of consequence because to them, they did a thing and then their parent fucking lost their mind.
What do you do instead? Preferably, you seek to communicate with them, show them the behaviour you want from them, and don't resort to corporal "punishment" or humiliation.
#parenting#advice#just something i remembered from years and years back#and guess what? i learned to respect other people's possessions just fine! but i didn't learn from whatever the fuck that was#i learned when i respected and felt safe with the people i was around#out of all the abusive things they did something about this just hits me#because it was about revenge. it was about punishment. it was never about the 'lesson'#if it were wouldn't i have actually fucking learned something?#because i just walked in to my room fucking destoryed - no conversation. no communication. nothing.#also the laundry basket was five feet to the right of where it was found. literally on the ground to the right#it was NOT that serious#clarification that this wasn't corporal punishment but the humiliation i suppose... sorry for any confusion
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