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Is there even A NORMAL RELATIONSHIP in the paddockļ¼
**contains all those dramatic relationships in the paddock
please enjoy!
#delulu#tried my best to tag all the ships in this edit#i know right? chaotic!#lestappen#alonstroll#carlando#charlos#landoscar#bearnelli#hulknessen#toto63#yukierre#pierresteban#daniel ricciardo
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I know those eyes.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen qing#wen ning#Sibling similarity but you only see it when you realize they have the same soggy eyes.#These two always struck me as a bit of a play on Jiang Cheng and Jiang Yanli for 'siblings who contrast each other.#But after spending a lot more time marinating on Wen Ning I actually think they are way more similar that is initially apparent.#Sure their surface level personality traits are pretty contrastive. But they both are so willing to risk their lives for what's right#Who raised them? In a story so full of examples of how parents shape their children - why are these two lacking in parents?#I imagine that Wen Qing is the older sibling and so her morals of 'help those who need it no matter who they are' got passed a long.#But how did *she* arrive there? Was that instilled within her or was it a reaction against bearing witness to callousness and cruelty?#We'll never know..the only thing I can say for certain is Wen Qing is *so* soggy in the audio drama.#She's like the ant with the bindle. It's a hell of a way to bring a previously sharp tongued character back into the narritive.#Side note: Thank you all for being so patient and kind while I took my break!#It's been a very chaotic few weeks and I didn't realize how bad my burnout was getting. I'm back and ready to keep drawing again!
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sad: falling out of a hyperfixation
tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it
#oughhhhhhh#this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol#i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content#and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock#but thereās just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once#and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion#i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like#a handful of times at best#it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away#(understandably so!)#anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts#musing about fandoms past as well#that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore#also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)
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Beast peak's disciple Shen Yuan? Yeah š
#svsss#umboos art#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#I have a super headache right now#so i'll write more about this idea later#BUT#his shizun cant deal with him#he is chaotic#a menace#all peak lords know him#he tried to break into all the available cqm libraries#his wife beam works so well almost all cqm wants him#but in the end he is just a nerd with a special interest#he told his shizun that if he tried to make him successor he'd run from cqm to live as a wandering cultivator#he likes to steal the beasts and take them to a walk every now and then#he also wants to have them as pets but his shizun will kill him if he find out#he lost 2 fingers interacting with a random beast ofc#and the best part? they became friends#umboosfancontent#OH YEAH he has a qiankun pouch full of glasses because he breaks them almost everyday :')#boosbeastpeaksy
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Phantom stared at the monitor with baited breath. He had been alerted by the computers beeping and came to see what was going on.
Could this really be happening? After all this time alone in his lair, waiting, hoping for any sign that his last remaining friend was still out there, his ecto-signature finally showed up on his radar.
This had to be a trap.
But...what if it wasn't? What if Robin was really there? What if he was hurt and waiting for Phantom to come rescue him? The thought made his stomach drop. He knew what his birdy had gone through when he was still alive and he would rather feed himself to a pool of ghost piranhas than let Robin believe for a second that he had been abandoned again.
Grabbing the essentials and shoving them into a bag he rushed out of his lair. It had been years since he had seen his birdy and even longer since he had been in Amity Park or any other variation of the Living Realms. But this was for his best friend. For him he would do anything.
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Which apparently included fighting his besties adoptive dad in the streets while he was in a full Gothic fursuit-Robin what the heck- Robin himself wasn't helping, he was just cheering Phantom on from the sidelines and giving him tips.
Phantom managed to get away from the bat and his other birds- how many did he have???- and had an emotional reunion with his best friend which included a lot of tears, mostly from him.
Okay, entirely from him. He was worried out of his mind for his birdy, sue him. Robin was mostly confused, saying he didn't remember disappearing, only that he felt more and more strange before he just...blanked. The next this he knew he was standing over this prone figure of a guy with a leather jacket and a full faced red helmet. Batman looked at him odd and Robin didn't hesitate to mock the man he once viewed as a father.
They fought for a bit with the younger vigilante using all the powers Phantom taught him along with his furry training to beat up the man who abandoned him to the mercy of one of his rogues.
Speaking of which. The very next thing Jason did was find the Joker and do everything the deranged clown did to him. Karma. It was on one of his later confrontations that Phantom appeared. Now the darker dynamic duo are running around Gotham being ghostly and more or less doing whatever they want.
Bruce was spiraling mentally. His second son lay in the batcaves infirmary stuck on life support because somehow, some way, his soul was knocked out of his body.
They needed to find some way to put it back in before that other teen "took him home" and Bruce really hoped that didn't mean what he thinks it means.
#dp x dc#fanfiction prompts#prompts#danny phantom#batman#danny fenton#robin ii#jason todd#can be#dead on main#i was originally going to make this a one sided dead on main prompt where danny is head over heels for jason but#i just didnt know how to write the pining over your best friend thing#danny and jason are so chaotic in this and are bad influences on eachother#they like to tease batman by doing stuff like cloud watching via laying down on Wayne tower which would be normal#if it wasnt for the fact they were laying on a VERTICAL SURFACE and right on the windows too so the office workers see them#i should be working on that dc x dp x pokemon au but im procrastinating so have this instead#oh and danny is stuck at 14 forever in both forms due to the whole dying thing and robin! Jason is stuck at 15
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Eloise: How long has this been going on??
Penelope: It's new. I'm as surprised as you are.
*wild Colin appears*
Colin: You snooze you lose sis
#polin#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#colin x penelope#bridgerton s3#chaotic colin bridgerton pops up#when you know you know am i right#colin āno thinking just lovingā bridgerton
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It's soooo crazy how when Thornton proposes and Margaret shoots him down like a dog in the street, she thinks to herself "I never liked him. I always acted totally indifferent to him. I never thought about myself and him." But then after they have no interaction with each other for a while after that, she thinks "I miss our antagonistic friendship :/" and then, after that, when she knows that he knows that she committed the unforgivable and shameful sin of Lying to a Police Officer she deadass thinks to herself "It seems so hard to lose him as a friend just when I had begun to feel his value." Like GIRL! The revisionism!!! The self deception! Is the friendship you had with Mr. Thornton in the room with us now?
#north and south#deeeeeeply obsessed rn with Margaret's lack of understanding of her own emotions#especially when she thinks that she totally knows how she thinks and feels and thinks that it's consistent.....#still formulating my opinion but I think she was actually deeply attracted to him and lowkey obsessed with him from the get-go#but that premise was to uncomfortable to consider for more than a pico second so she shoved it deep deep down#and proceeds to act chaotically and inconsistently towards him while thinking she's being very right and rational and consistent#tbf she's very busy trying to hold her family together through tragedy after tragedy using only elmer's glue and prayer...#no time for romantic revelations en esta economia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#Margaret Hale the woman that you are............#txt
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pray for me please
#about to go and have a discussion with my current ministry leader about taking over for her#she's the administrator for the entire church and I have more time + passion and plans for this ministry#my dad (in the worship leader rotation) even said I would make a good Official ministry leader#I would have a leg to stand on in training and in asking for better organization from other teams I work with#it's very chaotic rn because one woman is overseeing pretty much everything and I would like to make it... different#I'd like to implement some things but I don't really have any place to ask for them right now#I feel like I can't ask speakers to get me their verses by Friday instead of on Sunday morning#I can't implement an inter-team preservice meeting because I'm not in charge#I would like to be#however I am very small and nervous. I'm only 21 idk if they'll go for me being In Charge of this#but the overall church admin has said I have administrative skills. I come in and help her during her office hours when I have time#I know this ministry and all I'm essentially asking for is to be a stage manager instead of just a technician#anyway. yeah pray for me please#Lu rambles#faith tag
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KING OF SOPH VIDEO??
SOPHIST'S NEW VIDEO IS LEGIT JUST HIM AND BRENT PLAYING MARIO SUNSHINE CO OP TOGETHER (and from the comments ive seen, slandering nick and vern, mainly nick, the whole way through) CHAT WERE GETTING FED TN?? XD
ALSO IN THE FIRST MINUTE OF THE VIDEO SOPHIST COMPARES THE GAME TO IT TAKES TWO, A GAME ABOUT A DIVORCED COUPLE WHO WORK TOGETHER TO BREAK A CURSE AND REKINDLE THEIR LOVE IN THE PROCESS??? LIKE HELLO???
Immediately they're both menaces to both eachother AND the things in game bro, peak content, just to two gay dumbasses fucking around and pissing each other off while also matching each other's freaks /j
(im not normally this kind of person but entire video analysis under the cut lmao XD)
2:14 -- Them both agreeing to just make fun of nick and vern WHENEVER possible bro its been TWO MINUTES, them making eachother laugh too oh my god it makes me sick... sophist literally says they think the same damn things like they genuinely share one braincell-
3:15 -- the way sophist is SO ok with 100% the game just bc its with brent like god just say you want to spend more time with him that'd be less gay XD
7:31 -- them both making sus jokes, esp brent, just goes to show how much fun they have with each other that they make jokes that they would otherwise judge other ppl for making
10:19 - 10:51 -- them going in depth while planning on how to hate on nick specifically is just SENDINGGG me, they're so much more evil together and its so funny to see them be menaces together towards others
14:27 -- bro their wavelength is legit the exact same lmao, they dont even gaf abt the consequences and they both agree abt nick's spite lmao, i think it'd be so funny to see, in a party crashers vid, vern and nick ganging up on them together with the reason being this video lmao
15:31 -- just a funny moment lmao, plus the instant karma for sophist, it really says so much about their morals XD
17:10 -- him picking up brent's "for no extra pay" joke is SO cute, like between that and brent's recent brain rot, they really do just rub off on each other so much, this and 17:57 too, they cant even leave the editor alone XD
20:00 -- them both shitting on each other and for that matter, Brent using this nasally voice through out this video was both a jumpscare and SO fucking funny, he never uses that much satire/irony in his videos when it comes to mocking others (he doesnt really do it at all tbh) but this is the equivalent of nick going "uSe YoUr iTeMs VeRnIaS UsE yOuR ItEmS!!!" and i am SO here for it lmao he sounds hilarious
21:27 -- ah yes MORE karma and satire lmao, just sophist being salty and brent being flabbergasted by the bug lmao
23:58 -- just sophist genuinely being honest about brent and being happy that he gets to experience more of this game with him is so sweet, and then them both instantly dissing each other comparing them to enemies in game right after is so typical/funny XD
26:38 -- this reminds me of that one twitch clip where brent said how sophist has rubbed off on him so now his reaction to anything is literally just "among us" but also their dedication to this bit and them genuinely just being mindless bozos is so hilarious, they literally loose braincells together/they BOTH degrade in capability and we see active proof of this >į<
27:26 -- the cherry on top lmao, just a sus joke to end off the video (also brent when he told one of the other crashers to suck on his korean cock LMAO-)
genuinely EVERY single second of this video is either sophist being a menace and trying to throw, them making fun of one of the other party crashers, one of them making a statement that they both agree on, one of them making a jab at the other for their opposing beliefs/ability, a "its literally *insert a party crashers member*" joke, or something gay/sus like i CANT this video is too peak to me- XD
#me when i edit this post as i watch the video:#i can already tell sophist is just gonna be the BIGGEST fucking menace ever#we'll see if brent crashes out of him though XD (10:39 pm)#ANDDD an hour later i was right lmao (11:41 pm)#they're both equally chaotic its just more so on sophist's end bc brent is more skilled then him at the gmae lol#brent genuinely not getting angry despite sophist's jabs/throws makes me giggle a little bit knowing he could never genuinely get mad at hi#king of soph#pc rpf#party crashers rpf#rpf
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A collection of Fell art I don't think I've ever posted before. This is all art I've made in the last year, those first pics being done in January/February-ish? It's been fun to see how much my art has developed since then :)
So, something I'm sure I've mentioned before, I have RSD- or rejection sensitive dysphoria. For the last decade or so, it's controlled a large portion of my life and has dictated a lot of what I've been able to do. It used to be a lot worse- like, eating-lunch-alone-in-the-bathroom-everyday-at-school-because-I'd-have-a-panic-attack-if-I-tried-to-go-into-the-cafeteria type of bad. Or, having-a-panic-attack-because-a-girl-complimented-my-socks-and-I-was-CERTAIN-she-was-actually-implying-I-was-a-stupid-idiot-loser-baby type of bad. It's made it really hard to make friends and maintain relationships, because a part of my brain truly believes the people around me don't want me there, or that it's better for me to be quiet and out of the way than to risk doing something "wrong" and drawing the ire of everyone around me.
It was something that I was really ashamed of for the longest time. I didn't understand what I was feeling or why I acted the way that I did, I just wanted everyone around me to be happy and I felt like I was doing everything wrong and making everything worse just by being present in any given situation.
So- what ended up working for me? How did I start moving forward?
Years of counseling and therapy? Yeah. Medication? That too.
But do you want to know what really ended up changing my life this year?
I made a character to conceptualize and encapsulate all of my anxieties and traumas, took my condition, and made it her superpower.
Some bits about her character:
In a āĖā”dramaticāĖā” and āĖā”tragicāĖā” childhood event, Fell's heart was fused with a star.
It sounds like a magical-girl dream- but for Fell, it's only ever been a curse.
Whenever her emotions flare, she has an uncontrollable surge of magic. Sometimes, that wild magic can scare or even hurt the people around her. She's become terrified of her own emotions- and that fear only exacerbate her "curse".
So, she isolates herself- not out of a fear of others, but out of a fear of hurting those around her.
When I was a kid, there weren't really any characters out there that I felt like I could truly identify with. Sure, I've seen social anxiety addressed in media throughout my life, but nothing that I felt really captured the full complexities of what I was experiencing in my day-to-day. Plus, I feel like those characters rarely got to be the heroes of the story.
So, all that to say, Fell is the hero that I wish I had gotten to have as a kid.
Starlight Saga (working title), or Legends of ZahKol, is the story and world that I built around the lessons I've learned in my journey of overcoming my anxiety and RSD. I can't give that to my past self, but my dream is to one day share it with the world- for other people out there like me, to help them and give them hope and let them know how strong they really are for fighting day in and day out. That these parts of yourself don't mean you're broken or damaged or wrong- these are tied to the most resilient, most beautiful parts of who you are.
#can you tell how hard I've tried to figure out her magic#how many different styles I've gone through#I KNOW I want it to look chaotic and glitchy and static-y#I just don't feel like I've ever gotten it quite right#This was already a long post so I didn't add a lot of extra details about her or the world of zahkol#but if you're curious and have any questions or thoughts or comments feel free to send me asks#getting questions about her or her story would positively (and I do not say this lightly) freak my bean#but if you made it through this post AND read my tags then you've already made my heart smile#fell#oc#original character#rsd#rejection sensitive dysphoria#social anxiety#mental health#me art
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WIP Wednesday Except is Saturday lol
alright I was tagged by @emmg and earlier I was tagged by @ollypopwrites for a different wip game. My wips are a mess friends. Itās chaos right now. But Iām happy with this section of chapter 1 at the moment so enjoy if ya like. Itās short, but Iām keeping most things to myself right now. Directly after Tearstone
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āLyrium, Harding. By tomorrow evening if you can.ā
Emmrich stood before the eluvian with his back to it. What was left of them arrayed before him. Harding gave a stern nod and a sniff. Taash at her side, a gripping hand tight on the dwarfās shoulder. Theyād see it done together.
āLucanisā¦ā the skull turned, swept over Spite and Crow, āā¦see that everyoneās fed.ā Mourning paralyzed. Not much to be expected there with Neveās haunting absence.
A near sigh escaped him. Turned into pressed hands and a grave āhmmā as flickering focused on the last.
āBellara. Schematics. Diagrams. Of the dagger as best you can. Take any action, proceed with any labor that might aid in a reconstruction. Iāll return once the lyrium is here.ā
And he turned and left without further word. Theyād see it done. Or not. He would see it done. Aided, or alone. With that thought held he stepped into the Crossroads.
Let out a scream as soon as solitude was his. Mourning paralyzing. Crumpled in a clatter to his knees. Face dry. Devoid of breath. Emmrich screeched. A long keening that shook the near Fade.
#emmrich volkarin#dragon age the veilguard#emmrook#dragon age#datv#datv spoilers#emmrich x rook#emmlich#veilguard spoilers#rook x emmrich#rook worne#goddammit I forgot to tag people look Iām home from a birthday party Iām operating on ten percent share your projects pleeeeaaaaaase#sincerely like the state of things is chaotic right now the wips the mind the work but that is a very good sign#Iām going to dive into the swarm again I donāt know whatās happening but for me thatās when the fun starts this post is for me
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Apparently, Eloise is a mean girl and is not a girls' girl???

#bridgerton netflix#bridgerton spoilers#bridgerton#eloise bridgerton#pro eloise bridgerton#95% of the female friendship content this season is because of Eloise#the other 5% is because of Lady Danbury with Violet & QC#She knows Francesca hates being the centre of attention#so she makes a plan to try to ensure that she won't be.#she apologies to pen for accidentally revealing colin helping her find a match#she kept pens secret which makes her a far better person than me ngl because i would've done a i wanna watch the world burn esqe performanc#she befriended cressida and is actively helping her recognise her past wrongs to become a better person#DO Y'ALL JUST IGNORE THE ARC HER & DAPHNE HAD IN S1?#some of you pretend she didn't grow at all over the course of that season#they're different people with different ambitions but who love each other and who came to respect the others' goals#also do yas just ignore the fact that eloises fears stem from her mother nearly dying in childbirth right after her father's death?#she was the first of the Bridgertons to bond with Kate!#daphne was the first to clock Kate & Anthony but Eloise was the first to get close to Kate as a person not as her brother's future wife#defended Marina#wanted to find LW to defend Pen but well you know LW is Pen so -\Ā°-Ā°/-#wanted to uplift women in general and wanted to change society in order to do so#this is so chaotically tagged sorry to whoever read this far#in short#Eloise bridgerton they could never make me hate you
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Iām just throwing out ideas here and have not thought deeply about this
What if the Vice President is given some actual powers and is a separate elected position? So you wouldnāt vote for President-VP, youād vote for President and Vice President as separate offices?
Discuss
#i donāt know what this would actually do#but right now everything is so chaotic#iām kinda like āno bad ideasā#us politics#american politics
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Love can change a person the way a parent can change a baby- awkwardly, and often with a great deal of mess. (Lemony Snickett)
#dungeons and dragons#character design#tiefling#dnd oc#khol loves all three of his babies equally but fable is the little guy he directly contributed to making#and then he got his best friend magic brain pregnant with their most chaotic son so yk#AND HE DIDNT KNOW HE WAS THE FATHER RIGHT AWAY FOR EITHER OF THEM GOOD JOB BUDDY#i drew these months ago but the party recently found that all out so
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oh god i just realised that i sometimes struggle to watch reality tv if i worry whether the participants are having a bad time. this explains a lot
#i don't watch a lot of tv to begin with so i am thoroughly unfamiliar with a great many shows#but i enjoy dropout shows and they work bc for all that i call game changer god's favourite torture chamber#i know everyone in it are In On The Bit and everyone is getting compensated#same with taskmaster even though there's ABSOLUTELY been times where i was just REALLY STRESSED#thinking a particular contestant is having a Bad Time???#anyway i watched gastronauts on dropout and it's great and chaotic and once again i found myself worrying#the chefs had fun right. they looked like they had fun. i hope they had fun#btw i think every reality show participant in the world should be compensated for their participation
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If any witches out there want to practice a love spell, or a self-love spell, or a 'four million dollars magically but legally appears in your bank account' spell on someone, hit me up.
Target me, baybeeee
#also if someone can read tarot let me know why i cant seem to get it right#my cards are pretty and i love them but they give such wild advice its fantastically chaotic
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