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donghyuckkies · 1 year ago

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my lil sister collected all the toys her cats don't play with in a canister and gave them to me in case salem would like them, so i let him explore the canister's contents and pick out anything he liked. as you can see he immediately went for a blue plastic ball and has been playing with it ever since, either on his own or with me in a game of fetch 🥺

#salemcore #also hi happy new year #i know i'm barely active these days #but i still love y'all and hope this year will be kind to you #oh also! i'm gonna be an uncle this year!!! 🥺🥺🥺

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iwanttobepersephone · 3 months ago

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So, my mom was telling me how much free time I have, and I was like, "I have no freetime wth do you mean?????" And I just wanna see if this is like. A normal way to think of things?

Things I need to do:

Finish reading icebound land

Make a whole lotta art that I promised people

Research study abroad programs

At least one Dutch lesson a day

Keep my room clean

Talk to my friends so they know I love them (and so I don't go insane)

My math homework

Keep myself clean (showers, finally brushing my teeth after months, etc etc) so I don't go insane

Eat at 7pm

Various things I enjoy as to not go insane

All from 6pm to 9 pm, every day, after being at school from 8 am to 3:30 pm and then The Public (teen center) from 3:30 to 5:30, and I need to be in bed by 9:30 and asleep by 10:00

So, basically, I'm "on the clock" from 7 am (When I start getting ready for school) until 9 pm, with no breaks

But yeah no I totally have free time. Yeaup

#“but you never actually do that stuff! you just sit and scroll!”#yeah cause if I'm not doing what I need to I'm not Allowed to do anything else #but I'm just. too tired. to do what I need yo #I hate high school #rambles #adhd #executive dysfunction #<- I've heard that this kinda mental math can be a symptom of those things? idk #im so tired #burnout #adhd burnout #(????? I think????)#high school #I'm just so tired of all of this #the sun is going down way too early and I barely speak at all at school and I never finish work early anymore and the teen center is loud #and I still want to be active in the fandom but I don't have time to make posts anymore #and I don't have any in person friends anymore and I don't know when the last time I got a hug was #and I'm just. so. tired. my room is clean and I have good grades and I talk to my friends everyday and I shower routinely #why the hell am I so stressed #I do everything I'm supposed to do #I just want to go somewhere else man #The Netherlands hopefully #I wanna actually DO something #go on a trip for band #not just finish the work put in front of me day after day after day after day #I wasn't built for this shit #I'm so fucking tired

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dragongirlafro · 1 year ago

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not to be mean but a lotta y'all have GOT to start turning off anons. permanently. for your mental health and sanity and overall wellbeing, especially if you are trans or otherwise queer

"but what about the ppl who wanna flirt and be horny but are too shy" that is an honest to god skill issue. if they have to hide their name and face to build up the courage to say something risqué to you in a public space (which lbh, is not the best system) they're probably not worth your time. DMs have been a thing on this site and others for a decade. imho a handful of strangers saying they think you're hot is nowhere near worth three dozen transphobes sending you death threats bc they read your post in the worst faith possible

#vi posts #it really sucks i know. and it's kind of the ''teacher punishing the whole class bc one kid misbehaved'' route #but at a certain point it becomes a matter of self respect #i see so many blogs trapped in cycles of getting 5 radioactive anons in a row and turning them off for a few days #meanwhile i turned off anon years before i even knew i was trans and in the 9 years i've been active on here #there's been a total of 3 times someone sent me something that i thought was just barely overstepping boundaries #yes maybe i'm not as popular as a lot of others out there but not even giving them the option has probably scared off quite a few dipshits

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buglaur · 2 years ago

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trying to rebuild the reshade preset after the gshade catastrophe

i miss her

#sorry for not answering asks and the like. i'm lacking energy rn #hopefully i'll be more active soon. i haven't checked the dash in days #sadly i dont think i'll have the time to explore the new pack right away #and i know my 4000 file unsorted mods folder is going to be absolutely desecrated #i got all my exam results back. i only failed one out of nine 😎#but now i've got an oral exam in 3 weeks to prepare for #i have to have a conversation with an examiner in irish for 15 minutes #sounds easy because i've been learning the language for 12 years #but i can barely introduce myself #just trying not to stress about it at this point i guess #anyways its paddys day in one week 🥳#i wanted to make an edit for it but i have no ideas and i hate last years one #enough rambling #bye for now

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uptownhags · 5 months ago

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i just need to ??? about a man

#today i had work coffee w [musician guy]#and we were v profesh/cordial to start #understandably it was awkward-- our first 1:1 convo #in like almost 3 years #and then we were talking about when i was so sick #and he said by the way sry about my dog he loved that died #and i kinda brushed it off like 'yea thank you'#and he got v teary and was like #'no i'm so sorry i'm really so sorry'#so here i am sipping my drink you know #and he's like 'i loved you so much. i was so scared. i'm sorry'#and i said 'it's okay [blond man]'#and i meant it???#and i recognize that this is the bare minimum #and that it took-- again-- almost 3 years #but he was actively hostile towards me for so long #that i feel like now at least we can exist in the same downtown #it was not a super personal convo! we don't need to ever have another super personal convo!#we don't even need to be friends!#but idk idk relief for me to be done with #i didn't even have to mention his wife having my face??#LONG DAY TBH!!!!!#tbd tbd tbd

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adore-gregor · 4 months ago

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#yk when i said i'm back to being active on tumblr well yeah 😅#i had to write a seminar paper for uni and it hasn't been going well because i got sick and didn't get much done #well i got an extension luckily but it still was a struggle the topic was just rly difficult to write about #i'm almost done now at least some 300 words i still have to write and then proofread and work on better formulating but yay #i should get it done today but yeah i'll manage so i'll be back when i'm done the latest tmrw #but seminar papers are for real my least favorite part of uni 😅 it's so time consuming and can be a real struggle ugh #i rather write an exam lmao #but anyway i needed to rant ://#my money got stolen 🙃😫#sometimes life just throws some shit at you ugh #like having to write this paper and not having a social life anymore isn't enougj #i don't know how it happened? i mean i don't know for sure but i can't explain it another way #like the money was in my wallet the day before yesterday and yesterday the whole day i didn't use my wallet qnd then it was gone??#maybe while i was at uni football but that's crazy it was not some public place but in a school gym lockerroom??#or maybe someone stole it from my backpack on the street idk?? but i didn't notice #but that was money i got for my birthday from my dad and aunts 😪#and i wanted to buy something nice with it and ig i will anyway but it sucks :((#it was not a little no i had 150€ in my wallet 😭 at least my credit cards are still there ig #but i realize now how stupid that probably was to carry so much money with but i thought it was safe fr #like i have lived in austria all my life and this never happened to me 😫 and it was not like i was walking around with my wallet openly #i mean i will be fine it would be a lot worse if that happened to someone who is just barely getting by but i'm still upset #and my mom told me that apparently it happened to a friend of her as well when she was in my city but like i never heard that before...#from any of my friends ... or maybe it really is that more dangerous with thieves in my uni city but like i wasn't aware #bc i mean in general austria is like a very safe country comparatively and feels like it never was on my mind #maybe it's horrible bad luck but in the future I will be careful to carry any cash with me 🙃

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nonuggetshere · 2 years ago

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Local guy has 0 preservation skills, ready to throw hands with a God, more at 10

#spooky arts #faaf au #VERY simple doodle of a scenario my bestie and I were talking about today #Petunia just watched this woman tear like 50 armed guys to shreds with her bare hands but she's still gonna go off on her for being a bad #mother. Lummis is actively drafting a will in his head. Meanwhile PK and Flower are having world's most awkward surgery #as they listen to this #Also sorry I'm still gonna do requests soon. But between personal projects irl stuff and commissions I don't have the energy 😭#Going to the zoo tomorrow with my mum so I'm gonna be gone all day and then probably be too exhausted to draw #Idk why I'm bothering uploading this low quality 5 minute doodle dkdhfj. I guess to let y'all know I'm not dead o7 #oc: lummis #oc: petunia

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maisietheyellowlab · 11 months ago

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Crufts is the only reason I can understand people getting crazy into watching sports and shouting at the TV

#I MUST watch all the agility and HTM and flyball streams #and I can barely not scream at the screen in excitement #and you KNOW I'm already planning to pick up all those activities only to realize I 100% do not have the time or money a few days later #at least it helps me understand sports fan dads?#crufts2024 #dogblr

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loumauve · 5 months ago

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I snapped today at work, and by snapped I mean I politely commented on a help desk ticket by summing up an mess of an (type of) issue that's come up for at least the fourth time in the 2+ months I've been managing user accounts, and asked the person responsible to fix it (himself for once) because last time I fixed his mess-up it took me two whole days to work out the details with at least four other colleagues from different departments and I really don't want to do it again. there's other shit that needs doing, I've been working 10+ hour days for most of this week already, so I need to cut down not add on more.

(good thing tho - at least we managed to fix the issue where the dataset of a newer employee got mixed up with another one of the same name and therefore wasn't able to apply for any of the access/accounts she needed. technically not entirely my area but it does impact us not being allowed to create an account for her so I figured I might as well track that issue down. took three days and at least three other people, but hey - it should all work out now. yay for that)

#been feeling anxious af ever since bc it's the first time I've been this firm in a reply and idk how they'll take it #there's underlying issues in inter-departmental communication that need fixing that cause these issues to happen again and again #but my boss is on parental leave and his substitute is sick not that she cares or is up for doing her job where communication is concerned #so there's no real sense in addressing that rn esp by me who's only been there since June. but it does frustrate me a lot #anyway. I'm sure I'll get over this too. but yeah.. ppl not thinking things through for the two mins it takes to create an account #or the twenty seconds it takes to check if one already exists before creating a new one #or the minute it takes to check if folks still have an active contract past their time working in your department before deleting an accoun #just jfc. put in a smidge of effort and five mins total and save the rest of us from spending half a day to fix your mistake #oh well. if I get a pissy response I'll just blame it on being new as an intern and being too motivated and idealistic I guess #god forbid I expect people to do their jobs thoroughly or with at least a singular thought..#anyway. I feel like I'm allowed to be grumpy abt this since we are the folks who end up having to fix this shit #and by we I mean pretty much mostly me at this point bc one colleague is sick atm. my boss barely has time for this and is on leave #and my other colleague only works half time so I'm the one who's been handling most of these over the past month or so #which.. is still insane considering how I'm a goddamn intern who shouldn't even have admin rights tbh #but without them I couldn't do anything at all lol so here I am. nice that they trust and believe in me I suppose #that's why I try to do my best. (who am I kidding that's always the case anyway)#but yeah. definitely a 50% staff support job and only 50% of the other important things that need doing rn it's more like 90/10 #and it's funny how I still dread my two hours of hotline. but every time the line is too busy I still jump in #we are also only 6 people atm out of 10 and three of us are still in training. and one of the trained folks had to come back in mid time of #next week we'll likely be 4 #depending on if our substitute boss lady is back.. not that I'd look forward to it. she's a mess and she's been horrible to deal with latel #sure. she's stressed. but she's either snapping at me when I ask abt shit I can't know yet or she's ignoring me. great basis for team work.#so honestly I'd rather she not return on Monday. esp not if she's gonna spread her germs everywhere #but now sleep. sorry for the rant. it's certainly been quite the month since I returned from my own wisdom tooth rated sick leave..#gotta be up again in 6.5 hrs so I can be at work at 6 to let the electrician in. I'm gonna sleep so hard over the weekend I stg #a day in the life of..

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boyapologist · 11 months ago

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goooooood I miss having friends. being mentally I'll when you're lonely it's 50x worse methinks

#this is the first time I have an ocd breakdown since I cut off my only friend #it feels so much worse when I don't have anyone I trust to just info dump #this sucks. I feel so stupid #I am a 21 year old living alone and I have a job that consists on me protecting the lives of 700 people a day #why am I here losing sleep because my stupid brain has a disease that won't let me stop thinking about a random british actress #that's so STUPID #and the fact that it's not a fandom thing this time and instead it's a completely random person really shows the extend of my disease #when it's a fandom thing I have actual content to consume. I can justify it by saying I'm engaging in a social thing. u know #but now that I'm not really active in any fandoms my brain just chose something completely random!#and it's so hard to justify. it makes me feel even more stupid and crazy like #I DON'T EVEN PERSONALLY CARE ABOUT WHAT I'M OBSESSED WITH!#it's not like I've created a imaginary bond with the person like in the past #it's literally just someone random who's barely famous and I feel absolutely no emotional attachment to #but somehow their face won't leave my brain alone???#ocd is such a stupid ass disease I hate it here #rambles*

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oculusxcaro · 2 years ago

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One of the things that hurts Khare the most isn't so much the eyes and teeth growing in her flesh but rather her memory issues, how easily she forgets things and struggles with the most basic tasks. Her IQ wasn't impressive before getting experimented on but she lived independently and picked up a range of skills from doing so along with working many odd jobs back in Hull. It's immensely frustrating - and upsetting - to her when it takes so long to learn what should be a simple thing.

#🌈 || musings #🌈 || headcanons #Okay the eyes and teeth are a little upsetting but you get used to them after a while #Covering them up and scraping them off every couple of days is managable #It's the impact the injections had on her brain that's most upsetting #Trying to remember the right way to spell certain words and phrases #Struggling to repeat a task when she nailed it before #Now she struggles doing even the simplest things and it takes so much effort #Fortunately Pauli and everybody else at the diner are patient and she's able to function well enough but #It's still upsetting like she could DO all this so easily before and now she can barely remember what her own mother looks and sounds like #Would she even recognize her if she walked past on the same street?#How long until she forgets another important thing?#As her body mutates she gets harder and harder to kill but that IQ is dropping as a result #She KNOWS she's not dumb but can't help it #Rorschach helping her retain her memory and correct spelling by playing Scrabble tho <3 #OKAY just one more doubleshift tonight then I'm FREEEEEEEEEEE #Hours should be bback to normal next week but I'm not holding my breath #Ah well I'll be happy for a day off tomorrow regardless #Sorry sorry to have been so quiet and lacking activity I am just tired :(

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oidheadh-con-culainn · 2 years ago

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okay i've finished rewatching pride now i will stop having feelings all over your dash

#this film is just. god. it means so much to me #it's such a well-made film but also it came out when i was 18 and like. idk.#i saw it 3 times the first year it came out #the third of them at a screening with one of the original members of LGSM doing a talk afterwards #i saw it at a time when i was just moving out of my conservative hometown and discovering queer community for myself #so it's like. formative. you know???#this is My Queer Movie #i have now seen some other Iconic Queer Movies thanks to undergrad queer film nights and stuff #things like But I'm A Cheerleader etc #but this one. this is mine.#i think because it's a queer movie about friendship and solidarity #it's about community rather than about romance even though it's about being queer #and for me as an aspec person that speaks to me in a way that romance-focused stories don't #so it resonates on a deeper level #to use a quaker phrase: it speaks to my condition #i wish i had more energy and could be more active in organising though #it's really hard to protest and be political when you're disabled and barely coping with life as it is #i can't go on a march because i won't be able to walk for four days afterwards due to pain yunno. so i feel useless a lot #ah well. i know there are things i can do they're just not glamorous #i do need to write to my MP some time soon about. everything.#personal

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liebelesbe · 1 year ago

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I really don't know how long I'll even be able to do my job 😬 bc of my long covid i mean

#like yeah it's gotten better compared to last year where I could barely walk into the kitchen #but it's still not GOOD and I'm only managing it so well bc I know my limits and take a lot of breaks #and do everything slowly and never do more than 1 activity a day (unless I have enough time in between to lie down)#and I take naps etc etc #when I have a job I won't be able to do most of those things AND it'll be 8 hours a day 5 days a week. ummmm.#I'm dizzy now bc I went to the grocery store and to the car wash with my dad. I was in the car sitting down for most of that 👍#doddie redet

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adore-gregor · 2 months ago

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#exams did go fairly well #hopefully nothing worse than a B but i think an A is certainly possible in at least one of them #so hopefully 🥹🥹#i did study quite a bit not as much as i hoped for but a step up from my lack of effort the last few weeks #so hopefully i can get back to better routines now #i mean i do know probably many didn't study at all for these exams as they were not that serious #buuut if you want a good grade i feel like you have to at least i studied for like 2-3 days altough i would have liked to study for a week #also my schedule is just insane i think but then maybe it's just me idk #my time management is not the best but i still wonder how others would do with so many classes and extra activities #i have like 20 classes this semester + 2 exams i intend to take extra #i'm not attending all of them that wouldn't be possible and i'm not sure i can take all the exams but i'm happy if I manage like 17 or so #but like a normal amount is 10 classes a semester in my country but in reality most students don't take this many either #well i'm basically enrolled in two programms atm so there's that ig #but often i'm just wondering when i'm gonna study #i also play tennis a lot and competiting for my club (at a rec level)#and i'm training for this entrance exam for sports (i'm currently studying teaching with other subjects + English)#altough this is making me question if i'm fit for this everyday 🫠 i'm fairly good at 2 things ball sports and just like general athleticism #we also need to dance do gymnastics and swim i struggle with all of them #i'm not fast enough at swimming and my technique is bad i can't even do a cartwheel and a bad dancer 😭#the requirements are really high though i mean when i think of people i know from tennis or football no one would even get there closely #like i was the fastest at my former football club (and at every uni football course) and i might just barely cut it for sprinting #and i'm really quite athletic when playing tennis my opponents always notice and coordinated in sports as well #but somehow coordination for gymnastics is not the same?😅 how can i be so graceful playing tennis and most sports with balls but so clumsy #otherwise like doing a handstand... no balance 🥲#but anyways i also do like general fitness stuff going to the gym running a bit and trying to eat healthy #but my studying hours are very limited often tmrw i have uni from half 2 until 8pm in the evening and i have a preparation course for sports #before uni starts at half 10 #i just really get the urge to drop everything sometimes 🥲 i also wanna see friends again more not just at uni and in the bus #i miss my semesters with 10 courses a week it was beautiful so much freedom and free time 🥹#uni was so enjoyable back then... don't get me wrong i enjoy most of my uni courses what i not enjoy is not having any time to myself

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justsomeweirdbandkid · 2 years ago

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It's boyfriend loving hours rn

#ough I get to see Justin tomorrow and I'm so so so excited #I'd castrate someone with my bare hands to be in his arms rn #he is a 3 hour drive away and I do not Care I want to see him so so SO bad #absolutely captivated by his aurizzm rn #he is so silly and wonderful and I want to kiss his dumb dingus face so badly #literally cannot fall asleep because warm thoughts are just filling my head and I'm just so excited to see him #OUGH ok I'm going to infodump about him #sometimes he does this little <:) face at me and I just?!?!??? hhhrhdvshwbdhebfuckinghellmyheartjfcaaaaaaaa #and ohmyGOD our height difference is so cute. I fit perfectly in his arms and I can shove my face right into his boobs. wonderful #and he's so funny too!! he references memes at the strangest times and 90% of the time it pays off SO well and has me busting out laughing #everything he does is perfect to me and I cherish him Greatly jfc #im going to shut up for a bit about him but 👉👈🥺#I miss my silly goose and I'm so happy I get to see him #it has been *checks notes* 3.5 days since I've seen him. god.#I want to nuzzle my head into his neck so sweetly rn #actively crying as I type this I love him sm and I hope he knows this #hi justin 🫶

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save-mohamed-family · 7 months ago

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My campaign is verified and added to the Gaza Donations page with number 192.

Thank you for documenting my campaign from the following accounts:

@sar-soor @heba-20 @el-shab-hussein @90-ghost @soon-palestine@ibtisams @marnota @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @i-am-aprl @northgazaupdates @fallahifag @fairuzfan

I love you all 🙏🙏♥️🌹

I am Mohammed Almanasra, 32 years old, married, and a father of three children: Abdulrahman, 6 years old, Sarah, 4 years old, and Lina, 3 years old.

My story began with the loss of my parents and four of my sisters, who were bombed and lost their lives along with their children after the events of October 7 and the severe war on Gaza. Now, I am facing a severe injury to my leg, which is at risk of amputation if I do not receive the necessary treatment. My wife, children, and I are displaced, without parents or siblings, and my wife is also suffering from uterine cancer.

Recently, I moved to the south of the Gaza Strip, fearing for the lives of my children. We left behind our memories and our new home, for which we had not finished paying the installments, in addition to losing my job. Currently, I live in a tent that does not protect me from the heat of summer or the cold of winter, and without the minimum necessary livinng basics including water, food medical care, clothe and even bedding .

I suffer from a chronic asthma and severe attacks from tightness and an extreme allergy in the ear and I need medicine that are not available, or very expensive .

Under these difficult circumstances, after five attempts at displacement and narrowly escaping death from the bombing, I am trying with all my might to protect my family, the most precious thing I have.

My dreams were shattered, and my house was destroyed, and I found myself living in a tent no larger than 4 square metres. My work turned from a tailor to a street vendor in order to barely buy a few crumbs of bread to feed my children.

Look at what happened to my children because of the intense heat and the insects that thrive in the summer season. Every day, I take them to the hospital to treat them due to poisonous insect bites. I implore every kind-hearted soul to help me protect my children.

My son, Abdul Rahman, has a deep passion for playing football and is a devoted fan of Real Madrid. He always dreamed of playing football at his school, but the war prevented this dream from coming true.

Where are you, Real Madrid fans ?

Help Abdul Rahman achieve his dream.

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If you have any inquiries or questions, feel free to ask me, please!

To everyone with a compassionate heart,

To all who understand the essence of humanity,

This is a message from my innocent children, who trust that their words will reach everyone who truly understands the meaning of childhood.

We cry out to you, asking you to feel our sorrow and pain, and to extend a helping hand to us in this time when we are in desperate need of your mercy and compassion.

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Sincere greetings & thanks

Mohammed & the family

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