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I have mentioned and written a few things like this in the past, and I’m in full agreement with you. This is blatant pseudoscience, revisionism, and lying through omission.
This is, unfortunately, the “I love science” activist tactic by people who are not actually scientists. If they were, especially if they were an ecologist or anything similar, they’d have an understanding or the wherewithal to look up the ecological and environmental history. Said history and the scientific progress Israel has made in ecological and environmental matters is quite impressive.
Now some of you might be saying "But Kai Heron is a political ecologist, he knows what he's talking about". No he doesn't. Political ecology is not ecology, it's a variation of political science. The people in this field are not scientists, they're policymakers and advisers who view science through their own personal political biases and views. They're not trained scientists who actively try and leave their biases at the door. It's the difference between a polisci individual being a science advisor versus an actual scientist being one.
For a real world example, the University of Nebraska-Lincoln actually has several courses that teach their natural resource science students how to advise and interact with politicians and the public; draft policies, SOPs, and other important documents; and generally work in political positions relating to science and politics.
Political ecology programs do not do this. As an extension of political science, they're taking polisci concepts and applying them to ecology. A few courses are taken to cover some basic and advanced topics, but they have nowhere near the training of actual scientists. And again, their biases and beliefs influence how they interpret the science.
In this case, the bias is very, very apparent. Heron is a self confessed and identifying eco-Marxist and Leninist according to his own about pages on the various academic institutes and organizations he belongs to.
In short; he's a tankie.
He's a tankie using the language of academia and political science to disguise his bias.
As I’ve said before, if any of the greening projects were done by any other country they’d be celebrated. However, because the one Jewish country that everyone despises has done them they instead loathe and/or lie about it incessantly.
In this case, you have to keep in mind that the "It's not antisemitism, it's anti-Zionism" rhetoric that tankies like Heron and others profess originates from the Soviets. It was used to add a veneer of "credibility" to violent and oppressive antisemitic actions because Zionism was deemed a "threat to the state". Heron and other tankies are just continuing this tradition by couching their antisemitism in the same rhetoric and defense. This rhetoric is used to harm and diminish Jews in every way, and since Israel decided it was not going to ally with the USSR back during the Cold War it has since been weaponized. This is just an example of it being weaponized by an academic and a clear example of them trying to use their credentials to legitimize it.
And if you really, really want to know why Dr. Heron is not credible; he's not even talking about the actual non-native tree that Israel planted to drain the various swamplands - Eucalyptus. In fact, I've not seen one person who uses some form of the above talking points mention eucalyptus trees at all. It's always mentioning pine trees, and both the aleppo and cyprus trees that were planted are native to the region. It further goes to show that Dr. Heron is not an expert in ecology or the ecological history of the region, or he is blatantly lying through omission and purposeful obfuscation to push an agenda. In either case his opinion is moot and should be ignored like the non-expert he is.
This is pseudoscience where it isn’t actively anti-science.
The pines planted in Israel are Aleppo pines, which are indigenous and have been recorded by observers for literally millennia. Far from “devastating” native oaks and carobs and whatever, Israel planted tons of those varieties too. And there can be no discussion of the well-being of Israeli forests without noting that Palestinian militants are highly proficient at arson and have practically made mountainous tire-fires their trademark.
As for the idea that the Zionists were “trying to create European-style forests” - the implication that the local environment was “normal” before they “changed” it is entirely a social construct reeking of unexamined privilege. The Roman Empire massively deforested Israel along with the rest of the Mediterranean. Our popular concept of the Middle East as a land of desert and scrubland is artificial, but comes naturally to people who think the world began in like 1700.
The Palestinian mountain gazelle is indeed endangered in Israel, and some of their populations are jeopardized by habitat and genetic fragmentation caused by the West Bank barriers. However, the largest and most stable population of the species is found in the Golan Heights, where they roam freely without such barriers and have enjoyed a significant rebound in numbers now that they are no longer subject to hunting from Syria. More importantly, the Palestinian mountain gazelle has already been wiped out in Egypt, and also in Syria and Jordan - perhaps some invisible Mossad agents went on safari? The species was on the brink of extinction in Turkey, until it was quite accidentally saved when the Turkish military set up a no-man’s-land on the border with Syria in response to its civil war.
It’s also worth noting that the first post in that Twitter thread (not screencapped onto the Tumblr post, hmm...) was Heron calling for BDS. When Israel really is the only country in that region where forest cover is growing and where the mountain gazelles have any chance at survival, uh, why should we overthrow the government, again? That would help the environment how, precisely? The Kai Herons of the world would call that “greenwashing,” because they don’t actually give a shit about the environment, they just misappropriate journal-jargon to mask how ridiculous and unprincipled their accusations are.
Last and least, the concept that “Palestinian liberation is a climate issue” is just a perfect crystallization, French waiter palm-kiss, of how lefty activists try to run in every direction at once and get nowhere. Climate protection has failed because it requires the entire world to unfuck foundational problems in our economic, technological, and political lives - but Palestinian liberation is still a matter of a signature and a handshake, two parties looking at made-up lines on a very small map. For white European activists to insist that Palestinians may only make progress if we first make progress on climate change just shows how they only see Palestinians as tools and symbols and not as people.
CODA:
This is a case of me being ABSOLUTELY fucking petty enough to reconstruct and restart a post after someone blocked me and prevented reblogs of the original.
For more on the pseudoscience and anti-environmentalism of Palestine activists see lots of links here. For more on the actual environmental history and diversity of the region, see the tags.
#jumblr#israeli wildlife#antisemitism#leftist antisemitism#both of the accounts that are in the photo are incredibly bad#those accounts share and put out antisemitic statements a lot and use as a Jew to defend them#they lie about Israel a lot as well and use as a Jew to defend the lies#and they often share shit like this thread and justify it through the same means#problem is that the scientific evidence says otherwise and so they block you when called out
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Description under cut. Aconite explodes. He can sure curse.
Masterpost for these guys
This comic is done in a sketchy, uncolored style with small-ish words and a light blue background.
Page One
Panel one: a hawk flies through the air and clouds and mountains. A pop-out panel shows an arrow flying through the air.
Panel two: this shows three people. On the left is Aconite (Acon), who wears a loose tunic and has a shy posture. In the middle is Malachite (Mal) who wears a quilted gambeson and has curly hair. His left arm appears to be missing. On the right sits Talon, who looks disgruntled. The bandage around his right eye isn't abnormal, but the sling on his left arm is. Mal speaks. “With Talon's wing—er, arm—shot out, we’re down a fighter. Looks like we'll be here for a few days… …which means we'll need to hunt or forage.”
Panel three: Same shot of Talon, but he's talking and gesturing over his shoulder, and the camera has moved to show the pile of supplies behind him.
“Hunting will be best, up this way,” he says. “Lots to shoot at.”
Someone off screen says snrk.
Talon continues. “Yeah, yeah. You can use my bow. Just gotta string it.”
Page Two
Panel one: Acon and Mal, in the same positions as before. Mal says, “That means you, Acon.”
“Me?” Acon replies.
“Unless you want to give the big, powerful, pointy thing to Link.”
Panel two: Link sits on the ground cross-legged, not doing much. A little arrow points to him and says: dead. Mostly inanimate.
Off screen, Mal and Acon continue to argue.
“He has a sword, Mal.”
“Do you think he could catch a rabbit or a pheasant with it?”
“…could you?”
Panel three: Mal puts his hand on his face in exasperation. “Yes—no—hold on. That isn't the point.”
Acon walks past him with a little smile. “I know. I'll do it.”
Panel four: full body shot of Acon in front of pine trees and forests. He holds an unstrung bow. He says, “Nice bow, Talon. What is it, a 30 lb?”
“40,” says Talon off screen.
“I could add some runes to it.”
“Food first, Acon.”
Page three
Panel one: Acon steps on one side of the bow and bends over to string it, which involves physically bending the wood enough. There's a little “tug tug” sound effect.
Panel two, a circle horizontally: Acon's face is surprised, with a “!?” effect.
Panel three: the same as panel one, but Acon is visible working a little harder now. The effect is in all caps: “TUG TUG.”
Panel four: A close up shot of Acon’s face, flushed and scowling. He his holding the unstrung bow horizontally.
“I can't do it…? >:(!” [mad face emoticon]
Panel five: Mal sitting cross-legged on the ground while watching, with Talon still sitting on his rock and talking.
“Acon, that thing is powerful enough that even my uncle has trouble. Don't be so bothered. I should have snares, too.”
Panel six: a further zoom in on Acon’s face. His scowl has lightened just a little. “I used to wear golden plate mail,” he says.
Page four
Panel one: Talon and Mal still sitting down. Talon winces and says, “That sounds.. . Ridiculous—”
“—ly unlikely…” Mal adds, smaller and presumably quieter.
Panel two: a big exclamation interrupts the panel. BY ALL THAT’S CRUSTY AND MOLDY!
Panel three: We see Acon from behind, throwing his hands up into the air and yelling into the sky. His words cover him and fill the whole panel:
By Hylia’s own hairy back, I can't believe my own incompetence—I might as well be wielding a tiny tin spoon instead of a weapon! Every sewage-filled, ridiculous year has conspired to rob me of any inflated ego I might ever have had—even a drunk Great Fairy would have trouble wiping more excrement over her life than I’ve clearly let you-know-who do! I'm a snivelling little Deku Scrub at a Goron wrestling match, to tried to absolutely nothing and burning enough that even a half-blind carpenter couldn't make paper out of me! Guess I'm safe from flesh-eating zombies! I'm a legend, all right—
Panel four: Talon and Mal again, both looking startled. “…who knew he had it in him?” Mal says.
White lines show Link as a ghost giving a thumbs-up and a big smile.
The end!
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WARNINGS: Dion
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You’re in your room, brushing your hair as the morning light filters through the window. The second day of Yggdrasil has arrived, and you prepare yourself to step out once more into the world of nobles and hidden dangers. Your movements are slow, methodical - anything to delay the inevitability of leaving the comfort of your room. I never thought brushing my hair would be so calming. I guess I never really got to appreciate it since I always needed to get ready fast for school since I wake up late almost every morning.
Your new maid is out fetching your breakfast. You don’t know her name, and you don’t plan to. There’s no point in learning the name of someone who might not last. Elaine had died almost immediately, and while you had felt a moment of disquiet at her passing, it had been brief. No bond had been forged, no attachment made. It had been easier to let go that way.
You set your brush down, exhaling softly. It’s better this way. A knock on the door disrupts your thoughts. You blink, turning toward it. "Come in." The door opens, and there stands Dion. He lingers at the threshold, his eyes unreadable, his presence heavy despite his silence. Something about the way he stands there, unmoving, makes the air in the room feel thick. You shift slightly in your seat. "You can come in, you know."
Dion steps forward, his movements sharp yet strangely hesitant. Then, with no warning, he slams the door shut behind him. The abruptness of it startles you, your heartbeat quickening for just a moment. "What’s wrong?" you ask, your voice softer than he expected.
He doesn’t answer. He walks across the room until he stands right behind you, his appearance visible in the mirror in front of you. He reaches forward, taking a small section of your hair between his fingers. His touch is deliberate, his thumb grazing over the strands in a slow, thoughtful motion. You freeze, your hands stilling in your lap, still holding your hairbrush.
He’s never done this before. Not like this. "Dion?"
Still, he says nothing. A few moments pass before he finally speaks, his voice quieter than usual. "I’ve been thinking a lot."
The weight of his words settles over you. Your mind flickers back to last week once more. I never even thanked him, did I?
An odd guilt twists in your chest. Dion had done something no one else had, and yet you had let it pass without a word of gratitude. That realization urges you forward before you can think better of it. You stand, stepping toward him. He watches you, his gaze unwavering. Why does he always look at me like that? As if he’s searching for something only he can see.
You don’t allow yourself to hesitate. You reach up, pressing a quick peck against his cheek. The briefest touch - a whisper of warmth against his skin. "Thank you."
He doesn’t move. He doesn’t speak. He only stares at you, the usual blankness of his expression made, “You already thanked me,”
A heartbeat passes. Then another. I DID??? THEN WHY HAVE I BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT FOR SO LONG??? DID I ACTUALLY FORGET I THANKED HIM? AND NOW I KISSED HIM. ON THE CHEEK. WHAT DO I DO?!?
Without a word, he turns away from you and makes his way to your bed, sitting down heavily. His posture is loose, his hands resting between his knees as if deep in thought.
The door opens again. Your maid returns, carrying a tray of food. The moment she sees Dion, her hands tremble slightly, though she keeps her head down. She places the tray on the table before glancing hesitantly at him. "D-do you need anything, sir?"
Dion barely acknowledges her. "Leave."
She does, nearly tripping over herself in her haste. The door clicks shut behind her, leaving the two of you alone once more.
You make your way over to the table, lifting a sandwich from the plate. Without much thought, you take a bite, barely noticing the crumbs that fall onto your lips. The silence between you and Dion is thick but not uncomfortable.
He watches you as you eat, his gaze unwavering. You feel it, the weight of it pressing against you, but you don’t shy away. He’s always watching. But why does it feel different now?
You tear off a small piece of your sandwich and hold it out to him. "Want a bite?" He exhales through his nose, the closest thing to a scoff, and declines with a small shake of his head.
A faint smile tugs at your lips. You don’t push further, simply returning to your meal. The crumbs stick to your fingers, dotting your lips. Before you can wipe them away, Dion reaches forward. His thumb brushes against the corner of your mouth, slow and deliberate, swiping away the stray crumbs, similar to how he treated your hair a few minutes ago.
Your breath catches. His touch lingers just a moment longer than necessary before his hand falls away. Then, without warning, he shifts. He kneels on the floor before you, his head lowering until it rests gently against your lap.
Your body stills. "Dion-"
"Let me stay like this."
His voice is quiet, almost tired. It’s rare to hear him sound anything but composed.
Your free hand hesitates before lifting, fingers threading into his dark hair. It’s softer than you expect, silkier. You stroke lightly, feeling the way his muscles relax ever so slightly under your touch.
A part of you wonders why he’s doing this. Is this comfort? Is this something else entirely?
You exhale, allowing yourself to simply exist in the moment. The warmth of him against you, the rhythmic rise and fall of his breath. The intimacy of it all is subtle, unspoken, yet undeniable.
Minutes stretch into an eternity. His breathing evens out, slow and steady, while your fingers move in soft patterns through his hair. There's something grounding about it, something that makes your heart ache in a way you don’t fully understand.
You lower your gaze to him, watching the way his lashes fan against his pale skin, the way his hand has slowly clenched into the fabric of your dress as if anchoring himself. Is he afraid I’ll disappear? How cute.
A strange sort of tenderness wells up in your chest. Carefully, you let your fingers trace along the back of his neck, feeling the tension still coiled beneath his skin. Dion never asks for things. He takes. But this… this is different.
Your voice is quiet when you finally speak. "You can stay as long as you need."
He doesn’t respond, but the way his grip tightens just slightly tells you everything you need to know. The morning light shifts, casting long shadows across the room. And still, neither of you move.
#twtptflob#dion agriche#jeremy agriche#roxana agriche#the way to protect the female lead's older brother#the way to protect the female lead’s older brother#lante agriche#cassis pedelian#yandere x reader#yandere x you#yandere#x female reader#female x reader#x reader#female reader#dion agriche x reader
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Counterfeit Shrines // sukuna x female reader
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Chapter 3 - The Danger in Starting a Fire // (4.2k words) // Explicit - 18+
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You're a late bloomer when it comes to cursed energy, entering Tokyo Jujutsu High partway through the 4th year on the support student track. Because of this, you get paired with the only combat track sorcerer without a partner for obvious reasons, Ryomen Sukuna. He's had a tragic upbringing as a human that is part curse with dark expectations for how to live his life. However, after meeting you, he slowly starts to see the possibility of a different path with someone he might love.
Content Tags/Warnings Throughout Work: Reader and Sukuna are Jujutsu Sorcerers in a JJK AU, explicit smut, violence/blood/injury, dubious consent, dubious morality, drug and alcohol use, falling in love, angst, comfort, fluff, happy ending
Sukuna POV
I can taste blood in my mouth and feel it trickling down my chin and neck. No way this bitch just hit me, how did she even manage to do that? No support student should ever be able to lay a hand on me. She’s laying on the ground now though, unconscious I guess.
I can move my body again, what kind of technique was that? Some kind of paralysis maybe? I’m intrigued, she could be worth something after all. No one gets a lucky hit on me. She beat me on our math quiz, immobilized me, and landed a hit on me, so she’s smart and possesses some kind of strength. When she wakes up I want to know more about her technique.
As I kneel down I notice the training grounds are silent, looking on at me. Toji and Gojo run over.
“Damn bro did she do that?” Toji grins pointing at my mouth. “Didn’t think she had it in her.” I swallow in response, these fools are witnessing a once in a lifetime moment with a support student making me bleed.
“Did you do this to her??” Shoko exclaims, hovering over her while glaring up at me.
“Wow Suk, are you losing your touch?” Gojo laughs as he slaps me on the back. I shove him away hard, his infinity protecting him from me actually touching him.
“Here I’ll take her to the clinic,” I say, eager to get away from all the commotion. I lay one arm under her knees, and one behind her back, gently lifting and cradling her against my chest. I notice Kiko and Yorozu glaring at me. Stupid hoes are jealous of an unconscious girl.
I leave the training grounds without looking at anyone else. When I’m further away, I channel my cursed energy into her body, identifying her injuries. I really did a number on her, I’m not about to use reversed curse technique (RCT) though, this isn’t my problem.
I’m kind of impressed honestly, it was her first day doing this and she put up a good fight. She might actually be worth training. Plus she seems smart, dumb people bore me. I’ll try to talk to her more when she wakes up.
I kick the door open to the medical clinic and enter the intake room. I explain what happened, remembering that I was quite physical with her before all this happened. I walk her back and lay her on the exam table.
The doctors said 3 broken ribs, punctured lung, broken hand, and passed out from overuse of cursed energy. They perform healing techniques but say that she still needs to rest. I think I’ve done enough, I think I’ll come back later, just to try and talk to her. Maybe after hours when no one is around, it's not like I sleep a lot anyways. I leave the ward and decide to go have an early dinner.
Your POV
You hear a bit of chatter around you. Everything is still dark, but you feel your chest and stomach throbbing. Slowly but surely your vision returns, revealing Shoko, Gojo, and Geto sitting at a table along the wall. They look to be playing some kind of game. You try to sit up but a sharp pain tears through your body as you realize it’s not possible right now. You break out into violent coughing which alerts them of your return to consciousness.
“She’s awake! How are you feeling,” Shoko says as she rushes to your side. “We brought you some soup.” She holds up a container.
“I’ve definitely been better,” you wince while trying to force a smile.
“Doctor said broken ribs and a broken hand plus a punctured lung. You’re a badass if you ask me,” Geto grins at you while patting your shoulder gently.
“Holy shit,” you mutter, this is not how you wanted your first day to go at all.
“Sukuna is a real ass for that,” Shoko seethes next to you, “there is no need to go that hard in a training class for support students. I love that you busted his lip up though, not many of us can leave him speechless like that. I guess he felt some slight remorse as he’s the one who brought you here.”
You barely recall the events before everything went black. Guess you broke your hand on the impact with his face. Which you are pretty proud of by the way.
You start to get tired again so your friends bid you farewell for the night. The night nurse comes to check on you and then dims the lights for the evening. As you start to doze off, you hear the door to your room slide open. In the darkness you can make out a person, but it’s the glowing red eyes that really stand out. You sit up abruptly, wincing with the pain in your stomach.
“Relax, it's just me,” you hear a deep voice.
Sukuna, what the hell is he doing here? The room lightens up as he adjusts the light switch. His towering form approaches the hospital bed, and he looks to be carrying a small bag. Your ego swells a bit when you see his busted lip, swollen and dark.
“Oh did you come by for round two, beating me up once wasn’t enough for you?” You snap at him.
He smirks at you as he places the bag on the bedside table. “Not in this pathetic state. Where’s the glory in beating up someone who can’t even walk?”
“Oh glad to know that’s the only reason. Not any of the other endless reasons including beating up your new classmate who’s been using cursed energy for one day. You sure are a tough guy tearing up such a strong person like me.”
“Shut the fuck up,” he says shortly, gritting his teeth in annoyance, “I came to ask how you did it. Was it a cursed technique?”
“Did what?”
“You know what I’m referring to.”
“No I don’t think I do, why don’t you be specific?” You smirk, trying to antagonize him.
His eyes darken as he side eyes you and a scowl overtakes his face. He crosses his arms and looks down at you.
“Ok now you are just being a stupid brat,” he rolls his eyes before locking them back on you. “How did you stop my legs from moving and do this?” He points at his mouth.
“Why do you care?”
“I don’t care, but I can appreciate a good use of cursed energy when I see it.”
Good use huh? So you seem to have impressed this asshole a bit.
“Yes, it was a cursed technique. I inherited it from my dad. It didn’t actually manifest until the summer, thus how I ended up here as a 4th year. As for how I used it, I can’t be too certain, it was almost instinctual because I haven’t trained much with it. I just know I was extremely angry and it’s like my body and mind knew what I needed to do.”
Sukuna nods, listening intently, actually seeming to be invested and engaged in what you have to say. He pulls a chair over so he can be at your level, settling in next to you. He leans back and props one leg up on his knee.
“Are you able to tell me more about how it works?”
You hesitate, you can’t help but wonder if there is an ulterior motive to his questions.
“Look, I just like learning about jujutsu, nothing bad will come from this,” He follows up. He must have read it on your face.
“My technique involves doing almost instantaneous math, physical, and chemical analysis on things. I can run cursed energy through the voids or pores of something, and convert the energy into various materials with differing strengths depending on what is available. To break it down using an example, say you are repairing a sidewalk. Typically you need to know how much pressure the soil beneath the sidewalk can handle from the weight of the concrete. You also need to know how strong to make the concrete depending on the load being applied to it. I can run my cursed energy through the cracks in the sidewalk and voids in the earth, analyze all of this, and then basically turn my cursed energy into the perfect strength and makeup of concrete needed to repair the sidewalk correctly. But it all happens in seconds. I haven’t gotten to use it too much, but that was one thing my dad taught me before coming to school. Sorry that was incredibly nerdy sounding,” you chuckle at the end.
Sukuna’s eyes widen a bit and one side of his mouth twitches with a small smile. “Yeah a little nerdy, but also pretty neat honestly. So you are really good at math then huh? I remember you got a perfect score on that match quiz not even knowing what it was about.”
You are surprised at his response, but crack a guarded smile. “Yes it was pretty easy to be honest.”
He leans forward, resting his elbows on his thighs, his hands clasped together. “So what’s your future plan then?”
You swallow before responding. You didn’t expect to be confiding this type of stuff to Sukuna of all people. But you were weirdly appreciating his company. “My hope is to be an engineer for the jujutsu society here in Tokyo. I’d like to be able to help assess and repair structures that are damaged by combat sorcerers, as it’s inevitable that things like buildings, bridges, and roads will take some damage during a fight. So I’d plan to go to engineering school after high school to learn more about the theory of such things so I can better wield my technique.”
You look up at him and notice he is very focused on your words. Your eyes search his face, trying to find something hinting at what he is thinking. He finally breaks the silence, his face softening. “That’s quite a goal you’ve got there. I didn’t even know those types of sorcerers existed.”
“My dad is one,” you answer him, “it’s definitely a niche skill set that’s for sure.”
He leans back in the chair, slouching a bit as he rests his arms behind his head. His shirt hitches up just a bit to reveal a sliver of his abdomen. You notice a tattoo that seems to snake into his waistband. You blink quickly and immediately snap your gaze back up to his, scared he might notice your wandering eyes. He might be an asshole but damn he is hot. He raises an eyebrow slightly and his mouth twitches with a faint grin, but he doesn’t address it.
“Well I think it’s impressive, can’t say any of the other support students have such aspirations. Probably one of the smarter people in our class,” his eyes are partially lidded as his smoldering gaze meets yours. Your breath hitches a bit, did he just compliment you?
“If you are up for it, I’d like to give our partnership another try. Your potential is…intriguing to me,” he states as he runs a hand through his pink hair, giving it a tousled look.
You ponder his words. You are wary given your first attempt at combat training with him. After all, you wouldn’t be laid up in a hospital bed if he hadn’t gone crazy on you. However, you can’t deny his strength, and feel you could learn some stuff from him.
“Sure, we can give it another go,” you respond.
“Good.” He rises up from his chair and moves it back to the wall where he got it. “Well I’m going to head out,” he yawns, a sleepy look starting to cross his face. “That bag is for you by the way, sweets from dinner,” he gestures towards the brown bag he had placed on your bedside table when he entered.
“Oh wow thanks, you didn’t have to do that,” you blush in response.
“Yeah whatever, thought it could be a bit of a peace offering,” he scoffs a little. “Want the lights off again?”
“You can dim them a little, I don’t really like being in the pitch dark. It’s a little creepy here.”
He snickers, dimming the lights. “Good night,” he states as he turns to leave, closing the door softly behind him.
You stare up at the ceiling, what the hell just happened? You hadn’t known Sukuna for a long at all, but going out of his way to check on someone didn’t seem like something he would do. You peek into the bag to find three mini eclairs carefully packaged up in a cardboard box. The clinic food hadn’t been the best, so you happily indulge. Then you settle into the sheets, sleep coming on quickly after the disaster of a day you’ve had.
***
After 3 days in the clinic you are allowed to leave to go back to your dorm. Every day the medical staff treated your injuries slowly healing you back to health.
“How are you using cursed energy to heal me?” you asked your doctor as she came in to do one final check before discharging you.
“It’s called reverse curse technique, it allows cursed energy to mend internal and external injuries. You just can’t do it all at once or it will overwhelm the body, thus how I had to do it over a period of days,” she explained as she ran her hands over your stomach checking your ribs and lungs one more time.
“Wow, that's fascinating, is it difficult to learn?”
“Yes, it's not a very common technique. Myself for example, I’ve dedicated my career to this and trying to hone it. I attended medical school after high school here to learn about the human body while also continuing to train here to apply my knowledge in college using cursed energy.”
It sort of sounds like what you hope to do, and what Shoko has talked about doing as well. The whole jujutsu society is very interesting to you and you enjoy learning as much as you can about it. The doctor tells you to come back once a day to continue to monitor your treatment, but you should be good to go about your daily activities now.
You’ve missed feeling the sun on your skin and breeze in your hair as you exit the building. Inhaling deeply, you feel your senses come back to life as you bask in the crisp morning air.
Finally back in your dorm, you immediately strip so you can take a proper shower. While you start to get the bathroom ready, you see your phone light up with an unknown number texting you.
Unknown: Are you out of the clinic yet?
You: Who is this?
Unknown: Sukuna, I got your number from Shoko
What the hell, why is he texting you?
You: oh ok. Yeah I got out this morning.
Unknown: Cool. We need to do a project together for history class
You: ok…why are we together?
Unknown: we had to pair up with our combat training partners. Not my rules brat.
You decide to just not respond for now, it was Saturday so thankfully you didn’t have any classes, but you surely would need to catch up on work you missed out on while in the clinic. You step into the shower and let the water flow over you, the hot water soothing your sore body.
Feeling much more refreshed now, you wrap your hair in a towel and wrap a plush bathrobe around your body. You walk back to your bedroom and see Sukuna had sent another text asking if you two could meet up today so he could fill you in on the project. He seems to care about his schoolwork at least. You tell him he can come over in an hour.
You get into your bed and start to play around on your phone, zoning out watching TikTok’s of fall fashion for the year. Next thing you know you hear a loud knock on your door. Fuck it’s been an hour already!!
You jump up, still in your bathrobe and hair wrap, and crack the door to see Sukuna looking down at you. You swear he blushes as he smirks, looking you up and down.
“Well if this is what you meant by come over in an hour I’d have come over sooner,” he drones as his eyes trail down to your chest.
“Oh my god no, I’m sorry I just got out of the shower,” you feel your face flush, trying to regain your composure to not to egg him on. “Just come in and I’ll finish getting ready in the bathroom.”
Each dorm room has an extra desk so he goes to sit down in the extra chair. You grab some clothes out of your drawer and steal away to the bathroom, closing the door. You let yourself collapse against the wall, now letting the embarrassment out. You are sure he’s seen girls in much less, so you try to just let it go, but still you aren’t someone who has been around a guy in that way, so you can’t help but cringe a bit at the interaction. You quickly dress yourself and just leave your hair wet and down for now.
Sukuna looks up as you reappear from the bathroom. You notice he has a gold chain on, his white t-shirt and baggy black jeans look so flattering on him, tattoos sculpting his arms with his neck ones peeking out from his shirt. It's undeniable how attractive he is even though he has the approachability of a cactus. Your mind wanders dangerously to thoughts of him laying you down on the desk and positioning himself between your legs. His fingers in your hair as his mouth finds your sensitive collarbone -
Your whole body almost jerks as your vision comes back to you. What the hell were you doing? Your eyes flick up to meet his staring back at you, a hint of amusement flashing across his face.
“I brought you some breakfast, I wasn’t sure if you were able to make it over there this morning,” he says as you notice a small to-go container on the desk behind him.
“Wow yeah I actually am starving,” you respond, you didn’t even realize you were hungry while you had been fantasizing. He hands you the box and you sit down at the desk next to his. You open the box and see a mixture of rice, egg, and vegetables. It looks and smells delicious.
“I wasn’t sure what you like,” he says stoically, his face devoid of any emotion as he stares down at the floor.
“This is perfect thank you.” You are surprised at the gesture, then remember he had come to the clinic bearing food when he visited you. You chuckle to yourself internally, food must be his version of a truce.
“Mhm,” he hums. He watches you out of the corner of his eye as you scarf your food down.
“So how long have you gone to school here?” you ask him. You figure if you were going to be spending extended amounts of time with each other you’d at least try to make it more civil and bearable.
“This is my third year here,” he answers shortly.
“Where did you go to school before this?”
“Nowhere, I was homeschooled.”
“So did you only start using cursed energy 3 years ago?”
“Fuck no, I’ve been using it since I was a kid.”
“Oh wow, how did you learn and who - “
“Enough questions, I don’t want to talk about this, especially with you,” he snarls finally, making you stiffen in alarm at his harsh response. Fuck him, he gets to be such an asshole but god forbid you do anything he deems to be remotely annoying.
“Ooooo mister too good to talk about themselves, so mysterious,” you mock and roll your eyes at him.
Sukuna grits his teeth and you can see a hint of his canine protruding from his lip. You challenge his glare, refusing to lower your head. You both stare at each other, an unspoken dual of who can break first. Suddenly he lunges at you with his arms up, causing you to flinch, until you realize he was faking it.
“Loser,” he scoffs, the side of his mouth twitching up as he runs his hand through his pink hair, causing it to spike up even more. “Now shall we start on this project?”
You just shake your head in annoyance, pulling your notebook out of your backpack. “Sure, so what do we need to do?”
He turns around and straddles the chair to face you on your bed, his arms hanging over the backrest. “Each group was assigned a region of the world. We need to choose and research a conflict that happened in the last 50 years in the region, then present it to the class.”
“Ok that seems simple enough. What region did we get?”
“Central America.”
You finish jotting the info down in your notebook. “Hmm ok, so that’s like Mexico, Panama, Costa Rica, that area huh?”
“Yeah, basically south of the US and north of Colombia.”
“Wow Mister Worldwide,” you snicker.
“God you are so annoying you brat,” he stares up at the ceiling and shakes his head. You catch an amused glint in his eye as he looks at you again.
“It’s not a bad thing,” you shrug, “I prefer associating with smart people actually.” This guy takes everything as a personal attack.
“Likewise,” he intently stares back at you. “What were your grades like at your old school?”
“Are you just going to call me a loser if I say they were good?”
“No! Like I said, I prefer smart people. Fucking listen.”
You lay on your stomach towards the footboard, sitting up on your elbows to face him, notebook in front of you. “I’ve never gotten below a B. Usually had all As except in Writing and Reading. You? Can’t be working with a meathead who can’t pull their weight.”
“All As except in Math,” Sukuna responds. “I find the school here easier than when I was at home.”
“Where is home for you?”
“Like 2 hours from here, Uruame and I grew up together.”
That name didn’t sound familiar. But you hadn’t exactly been able to meet many of your classmates yet thanks to this menace putting you in the hospital.
“I see. So any ideas for our topic?”
“How about the cartels and drug trafficking?” he suggests, looking way too excited.
“What the hell?” you snort. “That's so specific.”
He rolls his eyes. “Drugs interest me. You being from a private school I’d have thought you would have dabbled in that.”
“How did you know I went to a private school?”
“I dunno someone mentioned it at some point,” he responds in an aloof tone.
“Anyways, what a bold assumption to make that private school kids are involved in drugs,” you lash out at him.
“I know for a fact that private schools have a higher demand,” he snaps back, “now answer the question.”
“Fine, a few times, but no more than that. I was a serious athlete and it didn’t really align with my goals at the time.”
“What did you try?” His face contorts into a sneer, eager to hear more.
“Dude we just started talking and you are asking me about drugs?”
“Do you really think I’d get you in trouble over this? I just want to hear about this other side of you. From my perspective you are a spoiled rich kid with a good family. One who happens to be smart as fuck with some jujutsu potential.”
You blush as you ponder his words. “No that’s not it…I just don’t know you at all. Typically people don’t go talking about illegal stuff with strangers.”
“When does someone stop being a stranger in your eyes?” he challenges you.
You process what he just said for a minute, it’s almost a philosophical question. “I’d say it’s not about the time that’s passed, it’s about gaining a level of familiarity with someone where you can anticipate how they’ll act and respond to things. That doesn’t mean they are a safe person, just that you are able to predict their intentions.”
He cocks his head a bit to the side and looks at the wall, looking like he’s thinking deeply before speaking. “I’ve never thought of it that way before.”
He looks back at you, leaning back against the desk and propping his legs up on the back of the chair.
“We will probably move on from strangers eventually, we do have to spend time together. I’d prefer to at least have a little familiarity with an unknown man as a young woman, so I’d appreciate it if you toned down the asshole behavior in the near future to make this at least a little more bearable,” you say sternly.
“Well we will have to just see where it goes.” He twists the gold chain around his fingers, his eyelids just laying a little lower than they were before.
“Or you’ll just have to get used to it.”
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Masterlist
#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#sukuna x reader#jjk x reader#jjk#sukuna x you#sukuna smut#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen
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As everyone knows, I bounce between fics based on my creative inspiration and rn I’m writing a Rook x Reader fanfic.
Now, this one is interesting. I don’t think I’ve ever seen this concept before…
The closest thing I’ve read is probably @solxamber’s Ruler of My Heart. It’s one of my favorite Rook x Reader fanfic of all time. She peels back the layers to Rook’s character, portraying something more honest and vulnerable. It’s fantastic. If you haven’t read it, do it now.
I read that fanfic and thought I could never even touch that level of artistry. However, I feel like I’ve come up with a solid base for something good.
I haven’t seen a lot of full fanfics where Rook feels threatened. I’ve seen some drabbles where he’s felt scared and is able to deal with the threat swiftly. However, those tend to be about MC being threatened. Even in the canon story, Rook is more concerned with the safety of others rather than himself. It makes sense considering his fantastic skills.
Therefore, the man tends to be unflappable. Even if he does feel unnerved, he covers it up expertly. He can manually adjust his heart rate and breathing. However, some people can see past the facade, like Trey. Look at the Halloween event for instance.
Rook has a weakness though. He’s a private person. He doesn’t like people knowing about his past too much. Other than what he portrays to the world, which is his more of his upbeat and over the top self, he doesn’t want people to know about him. That’s his weakness.
My fanfic idea is an observant reader. Someone that makes Rook feel uncomfortable and borderline threatened because they just guessed almost everything about him upon their first meeting. That is objectively terrifying. There’s someone who matches his level of observation. Unlike Trey, who’s low key about it, MC doesn’t know that, especially at first. They almost give away too much information. Rook deals with the situation but they both know what he’s done to intervene.
So, I plan to have the main inner conflict be Rook hesitating to trust the Reader. The external conflict will obviously be Vil. Once again, I have a strange obsession with Chapter 5. I think it’s because it’s the perfect set up. There’s so many different possible conflicts and resolutions. I also don’t have to think much in terms of coming up with my own situation and set up. It’s built in there. Work smarter not harder lol
Anyway, that’s my idea for now. Let me know your thoughts. Always love interacting with people about my works and ideas
I also have thoughts regarding Rook general behavior that might be interesting. However, I’m tired, so that’ll probably be a separate post. Let me know if you’re interested.
Tagging @es-sharezone because u love Rook lol
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst x reader#pomefiore#rook hunt#twst rook#fanfic idea#upcoming fanfic#rook x reader#rook hunt x reader#vil schoenheit#twst vil schoenheit#twst vil
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Well, this was a surprisingly strong start to my reading year! I don’t normally give out super high ratings, and especially not so close together, but The City in Glass and The Scholar and the Last Faerie Door deserved nothing less. I also had a nice surprise in In Veritas, which was honestly a “what the heck do I read now” selection, and a very fun time with Greenteeth. I’d review that one but I’ve already done two reviews this month, so just know that if you want a cozy-ish fantasy that’s a shade or two lighter than T. Kingfisher but with the same darkish humour, it’s one to pick up.
Sadly, I also had one DNF. Yield Under Great Persuasion is a fun cozy queer fantasy romance, but the particular character tropes and dynamic just didn’t work for me. And that would’ve been my only queer book, which is also something of a surprise. (Queer authors, yes. Queer-norm worlds, yes. But no queer focus.) I can only hope that February will be gayer, more trans, or more ace, but I’m a mood reader. It’ll be what it’ll be, I guess.
But yes, if you’re counting, I’ve read primarily fantasy this month, including two novels with fairies pretty close together. One of the ARCs I brought home was the third Emily Wilde book, which I’m eager to get to, but it’s going to fall tonally right in the middle of “amusing light fantasy” and “female academic studying fairies” and I can recognize that I need to read at least one book before I pick it up, to give myself space. Which is why I’ve pulled The Prague Cemetery off my shelves. It’s about as different as I can get while staying fiction, I think. And yes, I did look at nonfiction choices. None of them spoke to me.
I’ve decided to add the occasional read-like to my wrap-ups. There have been a few books this month that have reminded me of specific things, be it authors or books or other things, and that’s usually the case in a month. I thought it might be fun to make those notes when I have them, since the way I’m doing my “reviews” here is so compact.
As for my book haul, after not receiving the last two October Daye novels for my birthday or for Christmas, I had to go out and rectify that situation—and of course, the Wayward Children novellas are auto-buys. The other book I picked up was The Myth of Normal, rescued from our damaged books shelf at work because I’ve been on the fence about it for a while. I figure I’ll either find it an interesting or infuriating read, but who knows when I’ll get to it.
In other news, I’ve started writing again, at least a little, and I’ve manage to jot down a couple bunnies that may or may not make good short stories. There’s nothing much else to report. Just working and reading and, oh yes, getting a cold. Don’t get colds, folks. They’re not fun.
And so, without further ado, here’s what I read this month in order of personal enjoyment…
The City in Glass - Nghi Vo
When the demon Vitrine’s city is destroyed by angels, she sets herself to rebuilding while an angel, caught by her grief, tries to understand.
10/10
for fans of: Strange the Dreamer
🏳️🌈 secondary characters (sapphic, achillean, trans man)
warning: war, death, grief
library book
The Scholar and the Last Faerie Door - H.G. Parry When Clover’s brother returns from the trenches carrying a faerie curse, she vows to cure him. Step one is earning a place in the magical university of Camford—but the friends she makes there, and the secrets they uncover, have a much longer, wider, darker reach.
9/10
for fans of: Babel, Pip Williams, Susanna Clarke
🏳️🌈 secondary characters (gay), Indo-British secondary character
library book
In Veritas - C.J. Lavigne
Drawn by her synaesthesia and a dog/snake/shadow, Verity encounters a hidden world of magical people in an Ottawa theatre—a world threatened by technology and in need of saving.
7/10
for fans of: Charles de Lint
neurodivergent protagonist, secondary character with permanently injured leg, Black and East Asian secondary characters, 🇨🇦
warning: suicide, murder, knife violence, false commission to psychiatric facility
library ebook
Genealogy of a Murder - Lisa Belkin In 1960, an ex-con shoots a cop and a doctor could have stopped him—but what was it about their lives that shaped them into who they became?
7.5/10
for fans of: deep-dive true crime podcasts
warning: discussions of poverty, domestic abuse, child abuse, alcoholism, deaths of children and parents, dubiously ethical experiments
library ebook
Adrift in Currents Clean and Clear - Seanan McGuire When Nadya’s adoptive parents give her a prosthetic in their bid to make her a perfect American girl, she finds refuge in the world of Belyyreka.
7/10
protagonist with arm hemimelia and a prosthetic
bought/off my TBR
Greenteeth - Molly O’Neill When a witch is thrown into Jenny Greenteeth’s lake, the two women band together to get the witch’s life back, but it won’t be easy. The new parson has brought something old and dark and wrong to their village, and they must go on a quest to rid Britain of it. Out in February
for fans of: T. Kingfisher, Diana Wynne Jones
7/10
🏳️🌈-coded protagonist (ace)
warning: animal death
reading copy
And Put Away Childish Things - Adrian Tchaikovsky Harry Bodie is a washed-up actor descended from an author of second-rate portal fantasies. He is definitely not the heir to the throne of Underhill, because Underhill. Does. Not. Exist. (He’s in for more than a bit of a rude awakening.)
7.5/10
for fans of: Paul Cornell, postmodern takes of children’s classics
warning: Covid-19 pandemic
library ebook
A Daughter of No Nation - A.M. Dellamonica Sophie’s returned to the world of Stormwrack, to learn more about its ecologies and her birth father. But when she learns something horrific about him, Stormwrack’s politics and legalities suddenly become a darker web.
7/10
for fans of: adult portal fantasies
🏳️🌈 secondary characters (gay, lesbian), secondary characters read as Black and South Asian, 🇨🇦
warning: slavery, violence
library book
Fifty Places to Travel Solo - Chris Santella and DC Helmuth Some suggested destinations for single travellers.
7.5/10
interviewees of diverse backgrounds, orientations, and body types
library book
Interference - Sue Burke
The Pax colony is thrown into turmoil by a mission from Earth, and it looks like Humans, Earthlings, and Glassmakers might not be the only sentiences out there.
6.5/10
off my TBR
Picture Books
Knight Owl - Christopher Denise Owl wants to be a knight and when knights start disappearing at the castle, he gets his chance!
Bunny Made Tea - Amanda Baehr Fuller
Bunny wants a cup of tea but unfortunately, so does Possum. Out in February
DNF
Yield Under Great Persuasion - Alexandra Rowland Tam has hated Lord Lyford since they were children. Tam and Lyford have been hooking up regularly. When Tam learns that Lyford is favoured by his goddess (which he doesn’t deserve), it’s the last straw and he must confront his feelings and his actions if he wants any hope of a better future.
🏳️🌈 protagonist (gay), 🏳️🌈 love interest (achillean), 🏳️🌈 author
library book
Currently reading
The Prague Cemetery - Umberto Eco A journey through the social upheavals of 19th century Europe, through the eyes of a forger who hates everyone, believes every conspiracy, and is trying to piece together lost time and a secondary identity.
warning: anti-Semitic protagonist and secondary characters; protagonist also xenophobic, racist, and misogynist
off my TBR
The Penguin Complete Sherlock Holmes - Arthur Conan Doyle Victorian detective stories
disabled POV character (limb injury), occasional Indian secondary characters
warning: racism, colonialism
Monthly total: 10+2 Yearly total: 10 Queer books: 0 Authors of colour: 1 Books by women: 8.5 Authors outside the binary: 0 Canadian authors: 2 Classics: 0 Off the TBR shelves: 2 Books hauled: 4 ARCs acquired: 3 ARCs unhauled: 1 DNFs: 1
#books#booklr#bookblr#reading wrap-ups#adult booklr#book reviews#book recommendations#book recs#read in 2025#book stacks#my photos
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we as a society need to talk more about platonic love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND HOW WONDERFUL IT IS!!!!!!
#i don’t see enough appreciation of platonic love#and i hate the idea that its somehow secondary to romatic love#both are wonderful and both are important#and to some one might be more important than the other#but i don’t think we should’ve made it into a whole societal thing that romantic love is like the “ultimate ” type of love#because it truly isn’t#i love people platonically so much#like SO much#and sometimes i have a hard time imagining myself loving anyone romantically as much as i love my friends platonically#i know i’ve done it before and i might do it again#but i will ALWAYS treasure my friendships and see the platonic love i give and receive as incredibly important#because#it id very important to me#in conclusion: i love my friends#platonic love is neat#and we should celebrate it more than we do#platonic love#atlas the thinker#personal
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Could you draw a Riff or a Mammott?
The iconic one
Monke 👍
#msm#my singing monsters#msm Mammott#fanart#digital art#art request#why is bro hitting that that fire epic Wubbox pose#seeds in the birdbox#I’ve done riff before but I don’t know if I posted it. I might do it again though because I looked at the image again considering adding it#but I saw it and immidietley realised I didn’t like it anymore
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Right so regarding my last post, I plan on posting whatever I draw for the fandoms I’m in :-) in hindsight this is kind of a no brainer, but I’m still glad I asked
The 4 main fandoms I’m in are hermitcraft/traffic (ofc), JRWI (riptide+wonderlust, I have yet to watch the other campaigns), sky cotl, and Pokémon
So I suppose if you don’t want to see stuff about those then this is your last chance to flee before it’s too late :D
/j don’t worry I’ll change your mind
#bandit's doodles#bandit’s words#do I tag the fandoms#would that make sense#nah I won’t#it might take me a minute to get back in the routine of posting#since I’ve been neglecting this blog just a little teeny bit#and I’ve gotta go through the anxiety of posting new stuff similar to when I first started#<- I say that like I’ve been at this for years#but I’ve done it before so I know how to do it#you could say I’m an expert#naturally I will join new fandoms in due time#but I won’t have to do this again I’ll just freakin post whatever I make#bandit is at peace once more#also happy October
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You know I thought I was strong enough to let the tieflings die, but I don’t think I am actually
time to reload a save that’s like 5 hours back
#baldurs gate 3 spoilers#it’s vague but I mine as well tag it- also I’ll be rambling in the tags so spoilers here for sure#I saved the ones in moonrise but I don’t think I’m okay about all of the others dying djdjdjdj#also I don’t know if the kids are okay??? like mol I know got grabbed and was taken to somewhere (which like. bad. she’s gonna take raphaels#fucking deal which is terrible because that’s my kid I’ve decided djdjjdjdjdjsjsjs I want the best for mol#but I don’t know if the other tiefling children are okay or not???????? and I’m not okay about them not being okay dndjdjdj#(also like the siblings need to be reunited and I need the bard lady to be okay#really I think I might just reload to save everyone properly this time dhdjdjdj)#which suuuuuuuuucks cause I’ve done a lot#like I freed the prisoners- I got to moonrise- did a bunch of looting/side questing#got through basically all of shar’s temple#killed the one demon guy for astarion (which like. that fight is rough djdjdjdj)#had myself a moon lantern- passed all of the checks at the bar with the one spooky bloated guy#where you need like a bajillion 20s in a row djsjsjdjdjd#(it’s not that bad but I did have to reload like#twice I think to get that right)#I already murdered Balthazar or whatever his name is- I just reloaded to before that cause I forgot to do other quests#hhhhhhhh it’s a lot of progress#but I keep thinking about it so I’m probably just going to grit my teeth and go back#if nothing else at least I’ll get to see that super super cute astarion romance scene again#which is like. my favorite thing in the world right now
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going from being ashton all week to being my legal name again is honestly one of the worst feelings in the world
#ashtonstfu#also i either have to quit my job and move to illinois with my parents in like less than four months or uh hope i can find a job that can#support me AND a place to live based off that salary before they move and honestly#i’d rather fucking die than have to move with my parents but i have zero job prospects so#idk i guess i’ll just hope i die in my fucking sleep#and like i can’t blame my parents like i know it’s a good paying job my dad has and like he likes the area but like#CAN YOU FUCKING GIVE ME TIME#i won’t even offically have my degree til like may even tho i’ll be done in march#i’ve applied to literal hundreds of jobs but since my skills aren’t the best cause i don’t have any real world experience no one wants to#even interview me or train me or ANYTHING and the only way to get better is my practicing but i need more structure or something and if#someone would just be willing to train me at a fucking job i could do it!! but no one wants to do that except fucking sales jobs and i cant#do that shit again it is soul crushing#anyways i’m gonna have a full on mental breakdown cause uh#i’m too fucking overwhelmed i don’t have anything and i can’t move with them it’ll be a nightmare#if they would just slow the fuck down i might have a chance but we have a fucking realator coming thursday and i have so much shit to clean#i don’t know what the fuck i’m supposed to do#even if by some miracle i get a job i have no credit and no money so fuck finding a place to live#it’s impossible#i’m gonna go throw up probably
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oh my god you gave permission to send vids and i lasted all of 30 minutes before needing to send something 😂
BUT!!!
iv crying 🥺🥺🥺 the love for iii these last few shows has melted my heart and clearly the bands too
https://x.com/vesseltoken/status/1734391886901616999?s=46
i cannot suffer alone with this one i’m so sorry
Well, as I watch this and suffer. here, sleep token official instagrams account second to last pic…. Our boy AdamRosssi knows what we want, haha.
🥺🥺🥺
Oh no……
#just. one photo of vessels hand close up hahahaha.#hihi!!!#friend Exie!!#(your new tag❤️)#welp. you’ve fucked me up good is what you’ve done here.#(also I do not care how many asks you send me in a day ok. I mean I do think there is a limit#so like. if you hit that that might be uhhh. something haha. gosh I’ve never hit post limit before?? wow)#(oh like. tumblr has a limit on how much you can post in a day and I think there’s a limit on asks too. if you didn’t know#idk how long you’ve been on tumblr now that I think about it… I’m assuming a while cause I figure you used to be a trc blog but I am unsure#hahaha. I have a feeling we where/are in different sides of the trc fandom tho🤣🤣. if you didn’t know I uhhh… used to write Ronan x Gansey#fics😅😂. I have some ideas for future ones too maybe but we’ll see.)#so you def know about post limit and I just… over explained.. but now I can’t delete the tags cause they lead up to trc talk#I’m so glad the guys know we care about them. idk I’m not very emotional#these tags.. dang. the adhd fingers strike again. *blows off my fingers like they are old timey smoking guns*
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I can’t wait to find the people that find me funny again but through different means
we get to fall in parasocial love all over again
#I’m actually distraught but at the same time this makes me excited#I know I can do it now. I’ve done it before#the only things stopping me are giving up and death#it sucks I have to do it all again BUT I KNOW I CAN DO IT THIS TIME#I CAN MAKE IT#PEOPLE LIKE MY ART#PEOPLE LIKE MY COMEDY#PEOPLE LIKE MY COMMENTARY#I can’t WAITTT for yall to see the comics I have in store#once I stop having daily seizures or whatever these are it’s over for yall#I’m gonna be streaming my art process#n I’m gonna be making free comicssssss#it’s gonna be a trippy and mind fucking and funny and nostalgic comic#cat rambles#parasocial relationships#might also do a comic issue based off a chapter of lotr as an exercise#and lowkey as a pitch so a lotr graphic novel can happen
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i can’t believe i managed to get fucking mono and didn’t even get it by doing anything fun
#mono glandular fever whatever the people who will see the joke will call it mono and it’s less clinical sounding#I need to shout about a lot of stuff now and if you do not know a bunch about what’s been happening already this will not make any sense#I’m just fucking. so [static] about how this term has gone bc this isn’t how it was meant to go#this year was meant to be good! it was going well enough already! I was genuinely happy and would’ve recovered from the bumps!#and it’s my last year in this fucking place and a good chunk of that time is just Gone now. eaten by this bullshit#I had so many plans! and I was actually doing them! and that’s collapsed now!#just on the kind of basic level there I was gonna do dnd and while we might get a few sessions Nobody least of all me#will have time to do much. and I was gonna try to do Some Kind Of Exercise I don’t know why the phrase work out sounds bad but that and like#didn’t happen! and now I have mono :) and I can’t even do ice hockey anymore#worst part abt that is that I didn’t and wouldn’t have noticed that I’ve been so much more tired than normal for the past month if it werent#for the fucking throat swelling#but like! I’m going home in two weeks bc I can’t stand being here any more than I absolutely have to now and I hate that! I want to be here!#I want to get back to my fucking life but that just Isn’t Happening now because of all this bullshit#and everything bar the mono has been stupid and preventable but I’m also pretty sure I Got the mono bc I was so stressed + run down already#I need things to be normal again when I come back in January but I don’t know how much it will ever be normal again in this flat#and on top of that I am So Behind on work. I can’t tell how much I should have done but I’m barely working. I’ve probably done no more than#like 10-15 hours a week? for the past three weeks and that’s honestly optimistic because it’s so hard to even get out of fucking bed#I wanna see my fucking friends but I haven’t been and the last time I saw someone was turning down a guy who surprise: Still Into Me#I was gonna do shit this weekend but then storm and being plagued so not wanting to go out in the storm#and this weekend was nice I had some time to myself which I haven’t had in ages but. I think I just miss everything really bad#I need to cook and it’s getting late and before I can cook I need to do a bunch of cleaning I’ve been putting off and I can’t Not do either#tonight I need to do both bc I don’t have food left and I literally can’t cook until I clean so I should go do that now#I’m terrified I’m losing something I can’t get back and will be later making decisions based on short term bullshit that fucked it all up#I’m gonna go clean while I still have something left in me#luke.txt
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#sappuy posting but im really happy ab parali ve … ive never been so happy ab a piece of media before and i could say this ab a lotta media#but it changed my life. as a creative ive been looking for media that would make me this excited and overjoyed when just seeing a picture o#it but literally everything ab this has helped me out so much… i think ab my friend who introduced me to it and all the lovely people i’ve#met through it (hello !!!!! love ygsbyou know who you are) and quarantine and Bus Crash and lockdowns and jus having allen in my headphones#so it was all good and getting me out of artblock and being able to create again. also kenta was ofc the gateway for me to openly selfship#and im so glad im able to be in such a lovely community filled with genuine sweet and kind people. parali ve is just genuinely such a fun#franchise and im happy to see the characters grow and its done so much for me like i feel ive learned to be myself and ive become a person#that i recognize through it if that makes sense i just feel alive and glad to be living and creating and being w others who do like ivemean#to be. im really happy im still alive still listening to parali ve and i can have friends to share joy and excitement with i dont think i#could want anything more than that <333 aside from maybe kenta plushie of this fit.. i want tobury him alive if he told me give me all your#blood i would gladly become a crinkled raisin hes stunning im stealing this outfit from him baggy clothes and prison orange have never#looked soo good why did they handsomemaxx shiki anf kenta. kenta and shiki excellent jawlines high set cheekbones symmetrical wide lower#third positive canthal tilt i will find them and create a wax mold of them and hang their face molds up on my wall shiki would look so good#w his hair slightly parted kinda allen style yanno but also he could be covered in blood i wish they were covered in blood they could wear#like mc steve outfit and still look great i wish i could sew their fingers on my hand we can trade and when they rest their cheek on#their palm it will be me touching their cheek also their unnecessary amount of zippers so silluy … they are so handsome i might put them in#a glass case on display and pick a room where the light hits them perfectly but thatd be hard cause theyre already so perfect i want to sna#their necks and drown them for making me blush and my heart race like this ugh so silly i love them… i love them i love parali ve i love my#moots i love my god i love my country
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thinking about toji with a sensitive girl who runs away before she cums, saying it’s too much and she can’t take it! cw: hints of sadism & machoism, unintentional edging, squirting, he’s pretty sweet ^.^
“baby, c’mon, you’re making this harder for yourself.” he chides, dragging your twitchy hips back. your thighs stay shut and he sends you a pointed glare, “what’s this?”
“toji,” you sniffle, “s’ too much, i can’t do it.”
with your teary eyes and quivering legs, toji can’t help but be mean. you’re so cute. it might be the death of him.
“want to use your special little word?” he asks lowly, already knowing your answer.
you shrink in on yourself, “n-no…”
he hums, a sick grin tugging on his lips. “i’m gonna need something more convincing than that, baby.”
you pout. he’s teasing you. he likes to see you like this.
shyly, you open your thighs, revealing your soaked cunt to him. his eyes lock in on your needy hole, twitching and drooling all over the bedsheets. “please, toji, make me cum..”
“aw, how sweet. saying please too, how can i say no?” he mutters, thick hand caressing your thigh, trailing closer to where you need him.
“you’re not gonna run this time, right?” he pats your pussy, entertained by the way you tense and how you force your legs to stay open.
“m’ not!” he knows you’re lying. but it’s fine, he likes testing how far you can go.
he thumbs your clit, watching you intently. you’re staring down at his hand, anticipating his next move. slowly, he pushes two fingers inside, groaning to himself when you squeeze down on his digits, “what a slutty cunt,” he grouses, “see doll, she’s begging to cum, but you’re not letting her.”
toji prods around, still thumbing your clit and you think you’re going to cry.
“hold your legs back,” he doesn’t even bother looking at you, “your legs are trying to close on me.”
you know what’s gonna happen if you hold your legs back. but also, what happens if you don’t. you shake your head, defiant. “i don’t wanna…”
the man hums, amused. “you’re gonna be like that?” you nod, testing him.
“hmm, i think m’ done being nice to you.” your pupils morphing into hearts at his words, barely even realizing that he’s putting a hand on your thigh, pushing it down to make room for him. he locks your other leg underneath him.
his fingers know exactly where to poke, thumb still on your clit. he’s so precise, aiming for that one spot again and again.
naturally, because he’s already tried to make you cum a few times, it doesn’t take long for you to know you’re gonna cum.
“don’t.” he scolds, already knowing what you’re up to, “don’t hold it, cum.”
it’s overwhelming, you’re not sure if you’re holding it intentionally, but you like it when he forces you to cum anyway. “i c-can’t, toji, toji no!”
you’re trying to squirm away. away from the onslaught of pleasure. toji glares at you and then you hear it.
a soft buzz and you look down, mortified. he’s still fingering you, despite the fact you’re clenching down so hard he can barely move his fingers.
“wait.. wait toji, baby, please,” you beg, “i’ll cum, i’ll cum now. but plea—easeeee!”
“i’ve given you enough chances,” he frowns, pressing the little toy against your clit, he continues driving his digits into you. “c’mon baby, make me happy.”
you’re sobbing hysterically, unable to get away from the pleasure. toji laughs, “let go, i dunno why you’re doing this to yourself.”
writhing on the bed is useless because you can’t escape his hold—teetering on the edge of orgasm is making your mind go numb.
“n-no, m’ gonna cum, toji i can’t hold it! it’s gonna come ouuuttt!” he doesn’t let up, shaking the toy and watching your back arch up.
“hands.” he scolds and you immediately withdraw your clammy fingers from his own, “that’s good, now c’mon, you know what i want.”
it’s paralyzing, left leg shaking uncontrollably underneath him while you babble incoherently. he keeps a watchful eye, working you to it. he feels his cock drooling pre at the sight of you—the feeling of you falling apart on his fingers is making his mind hazy.
your vision whites. toji whistles lowly, watching you splash liquid all over his lower tummy, soaking his boxers. he tosses the vibrator aside, thick fingers gently working you through it.
you’re practically screeching, becoming so fidgety that toji has to use his free hand to scoop up your wrists, keeping you at his mercy.
“shh, baby, that’s good. that feels good, don’t it?” when your body relaxes, he pops his fingers out, shamelessly putting them in his mouth. he leans over you, pressing his weight onto you.
burly hands hold your face, grinning at your bleary eyes and tear soaked cheeks. “hey, gorgeous,” he hums sweetly, pressing a wet kiss to your cheek. you’re panting, trying to catch your breath and he doesn’t want to overwhelm you, but it’s in his nature to be a little mean.
pressing his tongue into your open mouth, you moan, unable to keep up and he breathes out a laugh, pulling away. he knocks his nose against yours, praising you quietly.
weak arms throw themselves over his neck, keeping him close to you. you can feel his bulge twitch, a familiar warmth beginning spread over your body.
“tojiii~” you tease, “i think your little friend wants some attention too.”
he’s amused, grinning wolfishly. “haven’t you had enough, lady?”
you pretend to ponder, “i can’t say for sure.”
“you started this,” he pulls away, manhandling your body so you’re on your knees, face smushed into the pillow, “i think you’re biting off more than you can chew, doll.”
more pleasure dom!toji here ^.^
#pleasure dom! toji#jujutsu kaisen imagines#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader#jjk imagines#jujutsu kaisen smut#toji fushiguro x reader#toji smut#toji x reader
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