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thelilylav · 15 days ago

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Everything will lead back to you

When one of you is a herald with no queen to announce, and the other is a queen with no subjects to be announced to

#u guys don't understand when i say i haven't shared the majority of my thought abt the wonderlandians here I MEAN IT #this isn't a ship post but if u do ship them tbh i see it and lowkey agree #but the friendship between these two is insane to me like lizzie is so intense abt her destiny #and bunny is so relaxed abt hers but both r still commited to it and r left without the other #like the white rabbit and queen of hearts r an essential relationship in alice in wonderland!!! they need each other and they're not there!#and they're not the same when they see each other again!#they've seen things the other never will they've been thru things the other will never experience #bunny had her dad and alistair but no destiny and no idea if she would survive the next week with the curse #and lizzie didn't know if she would ever see home or her family again i'm gonna chew my pillow #lizzie hearts #bunny blanc #eah #ever after high #web weaving #eah web weaving #THE RABBIT HOLE IS WHAT BUNNY USES TO GET BETWEEN WORLDS AND ITS GONE AND LIZZIE WAS ONE OF THE LAST #TO GO THROUGH IT IS ANYONE ELSE PICKING UP WHAT IM PUTTING DOWN HERE!!!!!!#BUNNY FITS IN EASILY AT EAH AND LIZZIE HAS NEVER BEEN ABLE TO ADJUST #BUT SHE ARRIVED SO LATE SHE'LL BE PLAYING CATCHUP FOREVER AND LIZZIE HAD TIME TO MOVE IN AND MOVE ON #SOMEONE SEDATE MEEEE

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artsyaprilmr · 2 years ago

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Some sketchezzz

#the wayhaven chronicles #twc #agent m #twc detective #you know i've had this 'explain my ship in 5 minutes' template for forever and could never decide who to use it for #finally used it for them lmao will not post it here though because i AM cringe and i am NOT free #only people in my vk blog will see it because none of them know what i am talking about most of the time ✌️#haven't been this unhinged about a relationship dynamic since my jjba days

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riiviir · 3 months ago

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hey guys so I just started reading Flatland by Edwin A. Abbott and OMG AHSBNSBSBSNSNBSHZHSHDBFHGGHFHGRJ2KSHSBSNSK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THINKING ABOUT THE RELATIVITY BETWEEN DIMENSIONS!!!!!!

#probably the nerdiest thing i will ever read in my entire life but I AM SO HAPPY #Its the unabridged and corrected 1992 republication btw. if you wanna get specific #the only book in which i have actually decided to read the introductory notes and i do NOT regret it because the editor's one IMMEDIATELY #brought up the “oh but surely the second dimension has thickness how else would flatlanders see anything” AND GAVE A REALLY GOOD ANSWER.#which i cannot tell you here. bc it is several paragraphs long and idk how i would shorten it. i would hit tag limit. if thats a thing.#anyways. I'm only a little bit into the first part which basically explains how Flatland works as a society so i haven't even gotten to the #sphere yet but OH MAN I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED ABOUT A ROUND OBJECT IN MY LIFE #IM LOSING IT OVER THIS BOOK AAAA :D #me: im so glad i dont have a math class during my senior year! now i dont have to learn anything math-related!#also me: but what if i started studying a complex and almost entirely theoretical part of geometry #bc YEAH i didn't just buy this book bc of gravity falls. I BOUGHT IT BC IVE BEEN RESEARCHING THE 4TH DIMENSION WOOOOOOO!!!!!#one thing i will say i dont like. introductory note suggests the the 4th dimension might be time. this is ok tho bc its followed up with #also saying that time is not a spatial dimension and exist across the 0 1st 2nd and 3rd dimensions which. that epuld mean we live in 4d #already. so. i was worried for a second but THANK YOU THANK YOU OH MY GOD PEOPLE TRYING TO SAY “OH THE 4TH DIMENSION IS TIME” I HATE THAT SO #MUCH AAAAGGHHHH AT LEAST RECOGNIZE ITS NOT SPATIAL!!! TIME IS NOT A SPATIAL DIMENSION!!!!!!! IF IT WAS THEN 4D TRAVEL AND TIME TRAVEL WPULD #BE FHE SAME THING AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY MUCH COOLER POSSIBILITIES WPULD BE THROWN AWAY IF THAT WAS THAT CASE!!!!! AND. AND. IF THE 4TH #DIMENSION IS TIME. THEN WHATS THE 5TH?? 6TH?? YPU CANT KEEP GOINF ON FOREVER LIKE THAT. YPURE JUST MAKEING MORE 3D WORLSS WITH STUFF IN #ADDITION TO TIME. INTERESTING BUT THAY IS NOT ABOHT HIGHRER DIEMSBSJSNSBAKAJSHDHDHHDHDHDJ #sorry for the rant. jsut. agh i want a spatial 4th dimension. i dont think tesseracts exist through time that would just be an aged cube #anyways yeahhh i love the 4th dimension. new hyperfixation or new special interest? ill have to wait and see. anyways i have done it i have #an oc whos 4 dimensional now and she is the coolest ever i love her #but yeah this book is sosososo good i am literally gonna bring it to school to read instead of draw bc i would lose it if i didn't #10/10 would recommend to anyone who wants to Think

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blizzardfluffykpop · 7 months ago

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alright~ a few updates about everything! so this weekend I'll be seeing changkyun in chicago- so I prolly won't be posting until after I'm alive again from that 😂😅 (I am vv excited about it- I just know I'll be vv tired when I return home). Anyways, I have a few fics in the works~ one of them that is a request 🤭 I'm vv excited to work on them! But I think I'm going to change my masterlist a bit when I come back. I'm going to retire a few groups from the main masterlist and I've been debating for the past year about it... But I think I'm going to add a yearly masterlist- So it would go from most recent to the beginning of this year~

I'm also thinking about changing my pfp- I haven't been really into stray kids for uh... years- But I will be sure to make an update about that if I go thru with that too- (It may be ji changmin next 🫣🤭)

Anyways those are my few updates 🥰💖

#in general my brain is so muddled outside of talking to my three closest and my mom i'm just... fogged- but god how i want to be #writing rn- i have 4 smuts and 1 fluff in the works (who would have guessed my fluff writer self has moved from not only plain fluff to #angst & smut this year? not me- but i'm happy about it) two are poly aus and the other two are about a certain 🌙~#kate rambles on from here #altho there is another vv big potential fic~ but i'm only counting ones i have lots of progress on-#and then the masterlist thing i've been thinking about forever- hwvr again i do not know if i'll have the energy bc i might be knocked #on my ass for another month after this trip (i'll be pretty much solely driving for 4 & 1/2 hrs there and another 4 & 1/2 back the next day #but the pfp thing has been on my mind for a while too- again idk when i'll get around to it but jinkoh has given me a vv good #idea esp for winter~ with mr. ji~ so i'm sure to have changed it by december~ (unless the change is too much for me- i haven't changed it #since 2018... so i'm kind of attached to it- even tho i don't even bias him or stan the group anymore...)#anyways this is full of me rambling- i could really go on tbh- bc i'm really trying to get my mind into gear- but these are my updates #let's see if i fulfill em- i'm bound to fill the fic ones- but the other two... yeah- we'll see-#kate rambles #blog updates #should i bring babydoll q & juyo to the concert bc if it wasn't for kyun getting me into dominic fike(and being into tbz during stealer era #i wouldn't have been a tbz ult... (outside of some other factors i haven't really disclosed) bc atp i'm vv close to packing them with me #i mean tbh a tbz pc was going- but now i'm 🫣: should i bring them to see the guy from my first ult group that caused the spiral-#that made me get into my newest ult group? (i love this butterfly effect more than i could ever express tbh- even tho i express it often)#anyways if someone actually reads these- i'm bound to bring babydoll q- legally that's my buddy- but juyo?? 👀

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crashing--waves · 2 years ago

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This is probably dirty af 💀, but how would Cove feel about the doggystyle position? (Whether he was on top or bottom)

Your mind may be in the gutter but this is the exact type of ask I love to receive lmao, keep em comin if you have any more 👌🏽

As for Cove and doggy... I feel like he's more of a face-to-face kinda guy when he's fucking. He prefers to be able to kiss u, caress your face, watch your expressions for any subtle signs of ecstasy or discomfort. So if he's topping, he can only tolerate it for so long before it starts to feel weird and he has to flip MC back around to be close to em again!

Now, if he's bottoming, he's a lot more open to it, for a few reasons 👀 Not only is he putty in their hands and willing to do whatever they say/ask, but it's also probably a lot easier for him to handle. He can hide his face, which is obviously beet-red from getting him into this position in the first place, and he thinks he can muffle his moans in the pillows. But one can easily put a stop to this by pulling his hair or holding his hands behind his back til he agrees to be good 😌 If you wanna keep him like this tho you're gonna have to find some way to kiss him while you're at it; it's a non-negotiable part of lovemaking for this man, and he'll get sub-drop n probably cry if he doesn't receive them. He doesn't mind twisting his neck a little to make it work, just keep ur lips on his <3

#cove holden #cove holden headcanons #our life: beginnings & always #cove holden our life #olba #crashing waves #🧍🏽so. it's been forever and a half since i posted here #u know how it is. but i've been thinking about coming back ~casually~ for a while #have A LOT of spicy thots about Baxter in particular but ofc Cove too <33 #so we shall see. send me more reqests tho ill try my best to do em and get to any old ones <333 #promise i haven't forgotten you!!!

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yellowlaboratory · 9 days ago

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omg you’re active! how are you girly? how has life been treating you?

LMAO hello!!! I'm doing okay!!! certain things in my life are going really really well and I'm very grateful for that but it's at odds with the overall existential dread I feel about the state of .... everything else. so. there's that!!!!!!!!!

I've clearly been around a little less (lol) just because of the sheer amount of stuff going on in my life but every once in a while the hyper fixation bug is poking its head out. I haven't sat down and written in a minute and I feel like there's a missing piece of me. here's to hoping that 2025 has a television show waiting for us that is so jaw droppingly good I'm back to bugging your dashboard everyday 🫶🫶🫶

how are you doing???? are we all hanging in there???

#file this under the latest in a long line of signs that I should come around more often LMAO #I am usually hovering in the margins and stalking but I guess I haven't been reblogging like. anything. ASKJDHFLKAJSHDF.#anyways a lot of that ties back to the fact that I got a new boss at work #which !!!! I don't talk too much about the specifics of my job on here other than telling y'all all the annoying bits LMAO #but without going into it too much it's a good thing I have this new boss and it's something I've been asking for #for literal years now #and I REALLY like my new boss #there's just a certain expectation for the amount of work I need to do that's been raised #not necessarily by my new boss directly but mostly by myself because I want to impress him LMAO #so I'm busier than I have been #anyways!!! that's on oversharing!!!#I also discovered the genre of adhd relief music on Spotify and my productivity has been forever altered #I haven't yet had the chance to turn the power of that music to writing but I'm hoping I will soon #between the music and a pair of noise cancelling headphones..... I'm unstoppable.#also I was just walking around the place where I live this morning thinking that I'm so thankful for so many things #even when I'm so angry about so many others #like I live in a place that I love and I have friends who I love both here and around the world and I just #idk #the sun was shining today and I was like a plant photosynthesizing #cue Justin Bieber singing life is worth living!!!!#ALSO. everyone go watch my fault London right now and tell me what you think!!!!!#poor anon I know you did NOT ask for all of that but here I am!!!!

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girlivealwaysbean · 2 months ago

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#bro why is everyone growing up and away and trying to figure out their lives and careers and loves #and im just sitting here missing them?#like sure im trying to figure out mine too we're all that age so I don't resent them for it #but why don't they miss me? why don't they feel empty when they haven't talked to me in a long time?#like. didn't they feel very light and happy after talking to me like i did with them don't they have a bad day and think that oh ill #talk to me and it will all feel okay even if it isn't just for a minute?#oh ny god i feel so pathetic asking this but like why am i suddenly crying now???#like my bestf. she's so busy in her new internship in mumbai that she can't be bothered to text me back #a simple yes no question for days. like i understand you have cool new office and work and friends and your stupid fucking ex #that you couldn't stop crying about to me living in that city with you but what about me? what about us?? what about you saying #that you're my first bestfriend i haven't told this to anyone else this is forever everyone else judges me but you're the best #like i just feel like if you're going to leave me then don't fucking say shit like that to me??#okay oh my god this is so irrational but i literally can't stop crying and it's definitely pms like i checked #she's not even leaving she's just suddenly busy and adjusting it's only been like a month #but i hate this stupid fucking knife like fear that as soon as someone is a little busy or seems like they're pulling away a little my #brain is like okay they hate me they're going to leave me so pack your bags we're leaving first #like i know a better solution would be to just tell her that hey dude i fucking miss you and i saw this show and remember how you used to #love peter kavinsky because he was adorable and i want to sit and watch it with you and just why aren't we back in school #where we are basically forced to hang out for like 7 hours because im so sick of only seeing you like once in 2 months for a few hours #like i know it's not your fault and we're just growing up and in different directions but just please like five more minutes can you stay #i don't even have the confidence to say anything to her lol she's my only friend like if even she gets mad and leaves #but i know that's not how healthy relationships work. and ugh my sister is so fucking far away i can feel it everyday #in the 5 and a half hour time difference. i hate this i hate everyone everyone has to go so far away #i hate living in this empty fucking house and being responsible for my own emotions fuck this isse accha toh living with dad hi hai #atleast when im there there are only 2 emotions anxiety and boredom. now i have a whole house to myself to cry whenever I need #for however long i need in a locked room. really looking forward to adulting haha i can see just see myself succeeding so well🙄#man this is crazy im gonna go do jumping jacks or something so this comes and goes faster #umm #dni

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nexus-nebulae · 3 months ago

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oh my god. that one "oc" we wrote who had DID that we came up with before our syscovery. that was not an oc. oh my god cody and blake why did you take five years to make yourselves known to us-

#AND WHY DID YOU GET FRONT TRIGGERED BY A RANT REVIEW OF A MOVIE BASED ON A PSEUDO-ROMCOM BOOK???#question not necessarily directed at them but the structure of our system as a whole #we've been doing a lot of discovering of headmates who were FOR SURE around before our proper syscovery #most of whom we. conceptualized as paracosm characters i guess to cope?? and mask without knowing??#which is probably why our paracosm is inseparable from our system they are one and the same #but like. i mean we found the whole valley full of elder scrolls introjects (there were 11 of them. at once)#who at least with Aerina and Serana they both were around when we were 14 at the very least #bc aerina holds a shocking amount of memories of high school that we thought we'd just Lost Forever #like. she actually remembers what our classrooms looked like #we know that the Sides (like. of the sanders variety) that we made for ourselves. like our own Sides #most of them became true headmates but we're not sure about the rest... but they're probably here #Cecil and Cherry (intrusive thoughts and creativity) were some of our very first known members #cecil was the first actually. but we know he wasn't the first to form bc Sheo hiding his presence ANNOUNCED cecil to ruby the host from then #and like. we created our own versions of sides for every one that was in the actual series #but then There Were More. like 6 or 7 who wouldn't ever have been included in the series #and we were like 'we dunno why they're here BUT they're supposed to be OUR sides so of course there's differences!' and then.#and one of those was Aura who was our side that represented autism #we also had Ryker (anger issues) Oakley (obsession/hyperfocus) Aiden (adhd) and one that represented faith (like. spiritual and stuff)#don't remember the faith one's name it was something obscure #and seeing as like. 5 years after our syscovery we actually discovered Analise (our Logic side) in the sys #we probably have All Of Them somewhere #so like. cody and blake were from the first character we ever wrote who had DID #similar to our first trans character. writing it as if im someone on the outside when really we were just an egg carton #we didn't write Much of him but we put much work into making him like. not fulfill bad stereotypes #he was still kind of stereotypical but we were 15 and an egg carton #but like. we haven't thought abt him or his story like. Since Then #so. very odd that they both show up here and right now-#cody was supposed to be the host and blake was the only alter we actually came up with before abandoning that story like most we wrote #there were absolutely going to be more but. we never got to that point in the story #mostly bc something we were co-writing with someone else fell apart so we just started All of our projects over from scratch

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softcryz · 5 months ago

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I'm scared so I feel the need to say that I'M STILL RAIN WORLD BRAINED I PROMISE . I PROMISE

#zoc scrambled #see #I know Tumblr is all about being free and . Free forever #but I feel like I have to Reblog a certain about of x content #and a certain amount of other thing #I feel like it has to be equal #EVEN THOUGH IT DOESN'T #it gets worse if I feel guilty of said interest #I need to balance it out #and I haven't been doing that enough to satisfy the brain #I'M STILL HERE

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smileyobrien · 1 year ago

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#hellooo #I haven't been here because I finished enterprise and it made me so angry I briefly considered swearing off star trek forever jskfnj #not but seriously...I knew it was gonna be bad but the only other time i've seen a show do such disservice to itself in its finale was #the x files season 11 lmao. so yeah. worse than expected :(#also I feel so empty now... what do you MEAN I finished all of star trek?? all of it?#I watched the cage on december 3rd 2021 so it took me pretty much exactly 2 years to watch everything including all that released during #this time. surely a normal and healthy thing to do.#and now I don't know where to go from here 😭

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vraska-theunseen · 6 months ago

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aughhhh. aughhhhhjhhhh

#everhoneignore this post classic rant post i don't have real problems everyone can move along #truly have had such a bad couple of days here and i am not even close to finishing the assignments i need to finish in welding being in #clsss makes me want to quit and die i don't know why i'm so slow i don't know why everyone else can intuit this stuff and improve and #understand how to do it and im always always falling behind if i could try harder wouldn't i be able to do that ive got no drive to push #myself at all i guess i like the english and i can do the physics i thought i at least liked drafting and metals fabrication but i feel so #stupid everything i do makes me feel so stupid and my teacher talks to me like i'm always doing everything wrong when i do some classroom #ettiquette breaches that everyone else does too and i can't get myself to go to sleep on time can't get myself to go in early i have hours #and hours and hours and i blink and it's gone and i've done nothing i should've welded today and gone in early to draft but i didn't because #im stupid and im slow and i can't do anything right i have always been able to square away a little bit of pride on being precise on doing #things well because people are always telling me that i am but i am below average here i just can't do things right and i feel like everyone #hates me and thinks i'm obnoxious and i don't know how to interface with my class or my teacher or how to improve or how to be less anxious #and i feel even stupider for that because i am so stuck up not being able to deal with even a little bit of failure or issue or hardship #and everyone around me is sick all my classmates and people in my dorm are sick im sure it's covid they haven't said it's covid but none of #them would test and i've been wearing a mask again but im certainly been exposed to it already and no one else is wearing a mask anyway so #what difference does it even make and i can hear them coughing in my dorm and in the classroom and when i go to get food and i miss seeing #my friends from philly and everuthing will be terrible forever and ever #alex talks

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heffrondriving · 2 years ago

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soooo. that new big time rush album huh

#how we feeling today rushers (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧#also yes i've come back from the dead just to post abt this like. i owe this blog *this much* at least ykyk #anyway its like 3 in the morning here and ive just woken up after a vv long and exhausting day yesterday so this was a pleasant surprise :>#i haven't really listened to it in full yet bc idk adhd things but when the mood hits right y'all know i'll be VIBING #i never talked abt it but waves and can't get enough were great earworms so i'm excited to see how the rest of the songs will turn out #also hope everyone's doing well here on the btr side of tumblr hehe y'all been absolutely fed this year <3 #is this gonna be allen's 2k23 tumblr comeback??? nah prob not i'm too in love with the fooo conspiracy atm but hey maybe also who knows 👀#(*heckler from the back of the audience* NO ONE CARES ABOUT U AND UR TRASH CONTENT IDIOT STFU FOREVER ACTUALLY!!!!!)#but yep. life has been fuck work has been a headache and so many unwanted tragic plot twists this year. but at least we got new btr lezzgo!#also happy pride month y'all!!! just saying this for absolutely no rhyme or reason related to this post at all wdym lmao ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯#okay thats all promise i'll shush now and it's time for old grampa to disappear into the darkest recesses of the internet yet again hejdååå #btr #big time rush #another life #album #stop it forever #lmao i hardly remember my dumbass blog tags;;; it's for the best hdbfkgk

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stairset · 9 months ago

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What if I told you guys I am drawing the characters from the Starset books. What then.

#beloved mutual charlie cannibalofgod already knows this but i just realized i haven't actually posted about it lol #but yeah i've been sketching them for like over a week and i'm gonna fully draw them this weekend probably #there's not enough fanart for these damn books so *insert thanos fine i'll do it myself meme here*#also it's been forever since i drew anything period #starset #shut up tristan

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protoformx · 2 years ago

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I wanted to post booboo again !!

he's been doing well and we really think he's just at peace bc we treat him as part of the family and keep him in the living room always to sit with us.

we've only had a handful of interesting incidents that could have been him since moving but nothing major so we just think he's happy :0

#kass speaks #clowns #dolls #i haven't talked abt him in forever #he's been quiet and we think that one of the spirits we had around stayed at the old house to fuck w our awful neighbors #hauntings #I can't find my old posts here abt him but this is my clown doll for those who don't know him #that used to constantly throw things if not kept in the living room and if not offered bits of candy #he has a bumblebee toy that's his he owns it we will not remove it #and he has a toy piano i grabbed and gave him he used to play a LOT

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zukkaoru · 2 years ago

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[ID: the first image is a screenshot of a Tumblr Q&A banner. the heading is HSMTMTS and the subheading says “the final season Q&A” beneath that is a button that says “Ask a question”

the second image is a screenshot of an unsent ask that says, "c an we get gini endgame p lease pleasee i'm begging you pl" /End ID.]

still manifesting a season 4 gini rain kiss tbh 🙏

#pretty sure olivia's gone from the show and good for her!!#but also gini shouldve been endgame idc #haven't watched anything past 2x01 but i will forever be a gini redky seblos warrior 💪#hello grace here #ok i'm going to bed now idk why i'm still awake. if you see me up liking posts at midnight again just know i'm trying my best and my best i #not enough to sleep through the night #(did not actually send this ask btw ik they would've just ignored it anyway)

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arrow-guy · 2 years ago

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#erin rambles #okay i'm officially going on a Weekend Trip with my partner #very excited!!!!!#it'll be amazing and so nice to have that kind of alone time with him #especially bc we both live with our parents and can't really escape People if we want to have a night in #unfortunately!!!!!!#my mother has given me yet another Virginity lecture #at this point i haven't been to church of any kind in more than two years #and i honestly don't really plan to go back!!!#christianity in't exactly my jam #and i don't find the concept of virginity to be particularly threatening anymore #so i kind of just have to sit here and try not to giggle when she warns me that i can't get it back once it's gone #so as far as she knows we are staying in a two bedroom condo #and we will be sleeping in one bedroom each #guaranteed that will absolutely not be happening #i had to lie and feign Dangerous Levels of Fatigue in order to spend the night after our roadtrip last saturday #i cannot go on like this forever #i have to get out of my parents house or i'm going to fucking suffocate #between this and having to hide all my hickies #it's exhausting pretending i'm not a whole ass adult who loves to make their own decisions

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