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nexus-nebulae · 1 month ago

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oh my god. that one "oc" we wrote who had DID that we came up with before our syscovery. that was not an oc. oh my god cody and blake why did you take five years to make yourselves known to us-

#AND WHY DID YOU GET FRONT TRIGGERED BY A RANT REVIEW OF A MOVIE BASED ON A PSEUDO-ROMCOM BOOK???#question not necessarily directed at them but the structure of our system as a whole #we've been doing a lot of discovering of headmates who were FOR SURE around before our proper syscovery #most of whom we. conceptualized as paracosm characters i guess to cope?? and mask without knowing??#which is probably why our paracosm is inseparable from our system they are one and the same #but like. i mean we found the whole valley full of elder scrolls introjects (there were 11 of them. at once)#who at least with Aerina and Serana they both were around when we were 14 at the very least #bc aerina holds a shocking amount of memories of high school that we thought we'd just Lost Forever #like. she actually remembers what our classrooms looked like #we know that the Sides (like. of the sanders variety) that we made for ourselves. like our own Sides #most of them became true headmates but we're not sure about the rest... but they're probably here #Cecil and Cherry (intrusive thoughts and creativity) were some of our very first known members #cecil was the first actually. but we know he wasn't the first to form bc Sheo hiding his presence ANNOUNCED cecil to ruby the host from then #and like. we created our own versions of sides for every one that was in the actual series #but then There Were More. like 6 or 7 who wouldn't ever have been included in the series #and we were like 'we dunno why they're here BUT they're supposed to be OUR sides so of course there's differences!' and then.#and one of those was Aura who was our side that represented autism #we also had Ryker (anger issues) Oakley (obsession/hyperfocus) Aiden (adhd) and one that represented faith (like. spiritual and stuff)#don't remember the faith one's name it was something obscure #and seeing as like. 5 years after our syscovery we actually discovered Analise (our Logic side) in the sys #we probably have All Of Them somewhere #so like. cody and blake were from the first character we ever wrote who had DID #similar to our first trans character. writing it as if im someone on the outside when really we were just an egg carton #we didn't write Much of him but we put much work into making him like. not fulfill bad stereotypes #he was still kind of stereotypical but we were 15 and an egg carton #but like. we haven't thought abt him or his story like. Since Then #so. very odd that they both show up here and right now-#cody was supposed to be the host and blake was the only alter we actually came up with before abandoning that story like most we wrote #there were absolutely going to be more but. we never got to that point in the story #mostly bc something we were co-writing with someone else fell apart so we just started All of our projects over from scratch

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