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The tragedy of going on a beach trip and having forgotten my book.
I did though find so many fucking seashells so not a complete loss.
#wtf is bookblr#bookblr#i just want to read the secret history#i yearn for the academic chaos of that damn book rn
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My writing/reading question of the day:
Do you prefer present tense or past tense? Or something entirely different like future tense? For writing AND reading🫶
The more I write (I wish I realized how fun it was before this year😭😭😭) the more I realize I like to play around with language & tense choice can have such a profound impact on how your writing comes across & even how I feel as I’m writing. With my oneshots I’ve been playing around with only present tense & my main fic is past tense (but present during the flashbacks - idk don’t ask it just felt right😆).
Or does nobody else think about tense and I’m just alone in this😆😆😆 LANGUAGE IS JUST SO COOL !!!!
#I’m not even getting into POV😆😆#like I prefer third person limited where you don’t have all the information#but I LOVE first person when the narrator is super unreliable (lolita secret history American psycho great gatsby etc etc)#plus#omg I just remembered the cortazar short story where he’s getting strangled by his sweater that one makes me SO claustrophobic#and I doubt it would have been successful in third person#maybe you can answer pov too I just want to start a conversation about it bc I’m interested#I read something once in future tense and it was SO COOL#it was all kind of hypothetical and at the end of the story you realize that none of it had actually happened yet#I just love reading talk to me about it😭😭😭#I liked the conversation a lot about my confusion with the perfect tense#(in my defense I don’t use it when I speak in spanish/bable bc🤪 it doesn’t exist in bable…)
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Along with Camilla's and Bunny's, another pov I would love to see is Charles'. He had such a tragic development throughout the book, but we get to know very little about what he actually went through, and it makes it easy to put all the blame on him – of course, he was an abuser and that doesn't change, but it would still be so interesting to actually get his own opinion, without Henry, Camilla or Francis speaking on his behalf. Not to justify him, but just to see things the way he did and get yet another interpretation of the whole story.
We'd get to know what his and Camilla's relationship was actually like – and it would probably look even worse from his perspective. His encounters with Francis, too. He puts the blame on Charles taking advantage of him, even though they were probably both taking advantage of each other in some ways – but we never got to hear how Charles felt about the situation.
We'd get to see him slowly lose his mind to alcohol, and it would probably be even more subtle than how it felt from Richard's pov, making it even the more chilling. Him getting progressively more depressed, more irritable, more violent (and therefore, I believe, more guilty about his own behavior too), to the point of being basically drunk all the time, and feeling like a totally different person to how he was at the beginning.
And then we'd get to see him get more and more paranoid about Henry. I would have loved to see more of their dynamic, because while I've seen some people reducing it to a love triangle with Camilla (?), it wasn't just that, and Charles had quite a few valid reasons to hate him. Henry pulled Charles into the whole mess basically against his will – he was the only one who, more than once, tried convincing the others the murder was a bad idea, and no one listened to him and listened to Henry instead. He was depressed for Bunny's death. He got coerced by Henry to get involved with the police too, having to bear the weight of everyone possibly ending up in jail if he did something wrong.
He realized that all of this was mostly Henry's fault, but then the situation with Camilla came along, and Charles suddenly understood he had just become the next target Henry might have wanted to get rid of – and he even tried to. He had every right being scared of him, but the others barely even believed him. So the paranoia turned into genuine fear for his life, until he eventually snapped, and we know what happened next.
All of this was hidden behind Richard's pov, which definitely made it difficult to understand his actions or how he was feeling. As much as I don't like him as a person, he really grew on me and genuinely became one of my favorite characters. And seeing it all from his perspective would be terrifying.
#the secret history#tsh#charles macaulay#henry winter#camilla macaulay#bunny corcoran#francis abernathy#richard papen#charles.....#but can you imagine how he must be doing after the ending#it would have been so heartbreaking to see him again in the epilogue#kinda happy he didn't show up that would've been my last straw tbh#actually nevermind i just want to read the story from everyone's pov#🌻
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henry pookie ily but i CANNOT keep defending ur actions
#im on like page 250#so idk what im reading really#this is just me being silly#dont take me literally#the secret history#tsh donna tartt#donna tartt#books#books and reading#i want books#get me a book#reading#novels#novel reading#henry winter#richard papen#bunny corcoran#edmund corcoran#camilla and charles#camilla macaulay#charles macaulay#francis abernathy
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rip coriolanus snow you would've unfortunately fucking loved henry winter
#he would be SO FUCKING ANNOYING ABOUT IT.#“yes henry...kill that annoying morally superior boy who thinks he's your friend...DO IT.”#he would 100% be like “oh...im reading a CLASSIC <3” and its just the secret history#thinking you're the henry winter? bitch#richard papen#henry winter#the secret history#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#tbosas#coriolanus snow#snowbaird#snowjanus#now i kinda want a tbosas/tsh au...
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Mornings at Hampden College
#I got caught up in what pajamas they’d all wear and before I knew it these all but made themselves#henry and francis have dressing gowns#the twins drink their coffee black and with sugar#richard wears socks to bed#bunny falls asleep in his chair often#henry prefers tea to coffee#francis smokes a cigarette before doing anything in the morning#whereas henry will wait until he’s made tea#and charles just wants to be cozy#they all read and write all the time#francis abernathy#tsh#the secret history#collage#camilla macaulay#moodboard#charles macaulay#henry winter#richard papen#bunny corcoran#donna tartt#dark academia#light academia#headcanons#aesthetic#morning aesthetic#light academia aesthetic#cozy#bedtime#<3
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Lmao I just remembered, just before starting The secret history, I saw a Pinterest post and read that part where (I think it was-) Francis who kissed Richard (was it Charles? Or Francis? Not sure) anyway, I read that part and I mistook him for Henry (FOR SOME FUCKING REASON 😭) and this dumb girl thought Richard and Henry kissed and I waited the whole book to see it😭😭 like that has to be one of THE most embarrassing thing I've ever done.
#The secret history#Sorry I just wanted to share it#henry winter#richard papen#Francis#But anyway#I read that part#And I didn't recognize it was the same part I read on Pinterest 😭#Like wtf girl#Please#so embarrassing#books#bookblr
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I convinced my crazy lit teacher to read The Secret History. Oh boy .
#the secret history#tsh#its funny because i just wanted to make a joke that one of my classmates is the bunny of our class#it's a very small class and our dynamic is like a less toxic but still elitist in terms of grades version of the greek class#but my prof is gonna read it now so oh geez#dark academia
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fuck i'm actually going to end up enjoying Sevpercy huh
maybe in a picky I like them when they are in my head or when I do it kind of way
or in a time travel way because when it comes to Snape I like his teenage self a lot more than his adult self
#percy weasley#Severus Snape#Sevpercy#i remember reading a post about how snape works really well with characters that fall into a mother hen role and that is something#that i think about with Percy alot so now im kinda 👀 maybe#i just kind of assumed i didn't like it because i didn't care for alot of the fics id come across with them#so they might just fall into the same category as like TomPercy where I'm just super extra ultra picky about them#Percy accidently changing history without meaning too by getting close to snape leading to snape never telling Voldemort about the prophesy#that would be funny#because i don't think its openly known that its snape that tells him so its like#Percy had done a few things to hopefully help things and now is waiting for the time to come and its just not coming???#it's now December?? why are the Potters still alive?? not like he wants them not to be but it's like necessary isn't it for Voldemort to fa#he doesn't even know what he even did to change it#which was becoming a Lily replacement for Sev without even meaning to#this is such a weird concept like my brain is thinking Percy goes back post war maybe an accident maybe on purpose#but like its not a he's in a younger body now fic#we are talking reversed age gap here#Maybe his intention was like to go back and try to get close to the Evans (because it would be easier then getting close to the Potters)#and while he succeeds at it he ends up seeing how horrible Severus had it as a kid and now keeps giving him food and being nice to him#ooh random what if in a time travel scenario#you don't age until you reach the day you went back#Ive never seen that but it could be really neat imo#Percy just being stuck at like 25 while everyone ages around him until 2001#like imortality-lite#point is ive turned sevpercy into another 'caretaker' turned lover later in life ship because im weak to it and a little bit of a weirdo#again i blame the fact i have daddy issues and have a secret wish to be taken care of#poor Sevs just got a thing for Redheads that are nice to him
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anyone read the secret history lately?
#i impulse bought it on bookswagon and am around the part where they're plotting poisoning bunny#actually i read it online way back and thought it was alright but now it seems less good idk#i just want to hear some takes between “dark academia aesthetique” and “this book sucks+problematic” because that's where i'm at#francis is definitely my favourite love a hypochondriac twink#the secret history
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Reading List 2023-2024 📚
The Secret History - Donna Tartt
The Song or Achilles - Madeline Miller
The Myth of the Wrong Body - Miquel Missé
The Great Gatsby - F. Scott Fitzgerald
Remainder - Tom McCarthy
If We Were Villains - M. L. Rio
Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
Bones and All - Camille DeAngelis
The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt
The Picture of Dorian Gray - Oscar Wilde
Beyond Good and Evil - Friedrich Nietzsche
Diaries - Franz Kafka
Frankenstein - Mary Shelly
Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoevsky
The Call of Cthulhu and Other Weird Tales - H. P. Lovecraft
The Divine Comedy - Dante Alighieri
1984 - George Orwell
The Iliad and The Odyssey - Homer
Unnatural Causes - Dr Richard Shepherd
Things Have Gotten Worse Since We Last Spoke and Other Misfortunes - Eric LaRocca
Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde - Robert Louis Stevenson
The Trial of the Templars - Malcolm Barber
Foucault's Pendulum - Umberto Eco
Demian - Hermann Hesse
Pride & Prejudice - Jane Austen
Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
The Atlas Six - Olivie Blake
Giovanni's Room - James Baldwin
The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo - Taylor Jenkins Reids
Ninth House - Leigh Bardugo
Vita Nostra - Maryna & Serhiy Dyachenko
Pageboy: A Memoir - Elliot Page
Slaughterhouse-Five - Kurt Vonnegut
The Brothers Karamazov - Fyodr Dostoevsky
(updated: 03/01/24)
#doing this for my own amusement more so than anything else#just thought it'd be fun to put it all down somewhere and periodically cross off whenever i finish another one#i want to see how far i get before the year is over#although going back to studies fall time is putting a serious hamper on things because now#time is spent reading cases or watching lectures or doing assessments instead...#technically the secret history was started last year but if i remember correctly i finished it this year#so thought I'd put it there for the sake of it#some of these are rereads too like gatsby or dorian gray#i'm debating whether or not to add 120 Days of Sodom by Maquis de Sade on here ...#a coworker suggested it to me but with the forewarning it's probably the most messed up piece of literature I'll ever come across#watch this list probably have more books added to it#no particular order to this list just the way books are stacked on the shelf so expect the currently reading to not go numerically#literature#reading#tbr list
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i have at this point talked to at least a few of my college friends about cough syrup, only two of them knowing it by explicit name. and i find it incredibly funny because one of them was an actual committed fan who dropped after the major hiatus, and the other one only read five chapters in before giving up 😭 i have much love for the hiatus survivors because my dear close friends were NOT committing to that shit
#nightmare.cough-syrup#one of these people is on tumblr and if you see this Hi i miss you. also get away from here !!!#i've reached a point in college where i am fully rejecting 'cringe culture' and am just pretty open about this shit#like i do talk about my d+p hyperfix on main and i do allude to my fandom history. Whatever. it's interesting yk#finding out one of them got only five chapters in is so funny because i am not a fan of the beginning of CS#so i'm like yeah no i would absolutely do the same LMFAO#also neither of them were cs!ranboo enjoyers which i find SO fucking funny#like yes it's no secret that their chapters are harder to write but bro did not [CRASHING NOISES] for this slander!!! yk#(i've avoided saying the actual name of the fic because i am clear about wanting none of my college friends to read it-#-if they hadn't in the past. BUT i think if i told my best friend who blissfully never got into this community#he would kind of just sigh but support me. he's my no.1 defender i'm so serious. i am a nightmare to him though <3)
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okay finished cress. crazy ass book I love my friends so much. in order to finish winter by my made up new years deadline I would have to listen to six hours a day every day including new years eve and that's just not gonna work for me. and I want to read fairest and stars above and wires and nerve one and 2 too so I think I'm Really gonna extend my deadline to when classes start back up. and even after then at the beginning of what promises to be the most stressful quarter so far I still have my infinity train rewatch and my secret history reread. and don't ask me why i do this to myself for no reason.
#the it one is Strict tho it's book 1 on jan 11th book 2 on the 12th book 3 on the 13th book four on the 13th.#for the secret history it's easier it just should be in january sometime I wouldn't really care if it ate a bit into february.#if the timing of my library hold works out. If I'm not killing myself over my workload. I really really want to reread but I just might not#have the time. and yeah I could actually Read the book instead of listening to an audiobook but where's the fun in that#carmen.txt
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weary edges fray, where is this pain from and where will it go to next
#DUDE HAMLET IS SO GOOD OMG#there’s so much meat to it omg#i really want to read the secret history by donna tart#that seems like a nice resting activity#but yeah#chronic pain#we vibing tho#fibromyalgia is the newest addition *insert nervous laughter here*#nah she’ll be right#oh yeah here’s a little poem :)#i got a bit silly#<3#chaotic academia#<- is that tag even applicable???#ineptias loquor#non necessaria notitia#on pain#i promise i’m okay!!! just taking advantage of the mood to be dramatic :P#the little forest cryptid speaks#musings
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dustfinger is so funny imagine being so painfully awkward that you just let your family think you're a cheater who abandoned them if it means you don't have to have a Conversation
#im glad he handles it off camera listening to him try to talk about his feelings makes me die hes so bad at it#HOWEVER. maybe i would be so interested in hearing how the conversation about resa went#also speaking of resa its crazy that the punishment for female citizens (i assume since nothing applies to the strolling players??)#is fucking slavery#i was not paying attention to my medieval history classes--i do not know how realistic that is#but (and ive bitched about this before i think) every law in these damn countries is designed to make the citizens die by age 30#like if the problem is that the population is too great a burden on the economy (and the INSANE poverty implies this (the ADDER cant afford#windows. who is buying the windows if not THE MAN FUCKJNG STEALING ALL THE MONEY))#then why are people marrying so young??? establish a minimum marrying age so people stop having 18 kids by the time your laws kill them#anyway reading about balbulus's work always makes me want to drop everything and go to the clev museum of art#and gape at their illumination collection for hours#but im supposed to be hiking today plus i need to get my car worked on before i make that drive#also L M F A O at the prince trying to get dustfinger to come to the secret camp for ~secret reasons~ and df is like#mmmmmm no ty that sounds boring#you stupid mf hes not just showing you around hes trying to get you to join his terrorist (good) org omfg#says kenna
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Has anyone here read The Secret History by Donna Tartt? Did you like it? Would you say it reads like a memoir?
I’m ten minutes in (not enough time to fairly judge a book I know) and it’s reminding me of memoirs I have read that I found very boring…
#I just don’t want to spend ~23 hours on a book if I won’t enjoy it…#thanks in advance#my post#reading#the secret history
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