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Rain is so great....... till I have to be somewhere.
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I genuinely love not having a crush like I’m not over here feeling physically sick over some mid guy being dry to me I’m literally chilling
#Spring semester of last year was so bad bc I was unironically into 3 guys at once and they were all#Being dry and cryptic to me#And then before that in 2022 I had my horrid situationship#I had a mini obsession arc in dec 2023 over someone but now there hasn’t been anyone since#And my palette is so cleansed#When a girl is like I miss having a crush I’m like you’re literally a masochist#There was very briefly a girl I thought I had a crush on when I realized I’m bicurious but#I haven’t put effort into talking to her bc the idea of pursuing anyone makes me wanna claw my eyes out#I’m pretty sure I ghosted her by like just not responding to her last messsge actually#Not on purpose but more so bc I realized I was feeling the same anxiety I felt whenever I had a crush so I was like#Yeah I’m dropping this for now#I’m also always the most present for my friends when I don’t have a crush so idk#Like I don’t wanna be consumed by anyone I just wanna chill#The solution to not having normal attraction to people is just to not be attracted to anyone at all#I fr cracked it#I always just crave the butterflies out of it and never an actual relationship anyway#But they’re so not worth it#Which is why I always get bored of guys who’re forthright like oh ok you actually WANT something…. U don’t wanna just have fun#Not for me#I think the guys I’m into and I typically diverge in the sense that neither of us wants a relationship but they just wanna fuck me#And I more so just want the butterflies experience / to playact couple for like a couple months but nothing too serious#Which is why it never works#Like it’s not that it doesn’t work bc either of us wants a relationship it’s more that what we want out of the situationship is different#So lame#Ok this was a lot but I literally came to this epiphany while writing these tags
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CAN YALL PLS CHILL WITH THIS DARK CONENT DRAMA????
Why am I seeing more about of this than xreader, y’all was ok then and y’all even more annoying now.
Directed mo to the people hating so hard, JUST BLOCK
(No I don’t read or write about it, this is not a picking sides post. This is a ‘please take this off the tags’ post @ the anon who was very , very mad)
#gojo x reader#the tag already dry#and now its just this#i didn't even wanna tag this on here cus its hypocritical#but this getting stupid now pls just post fanfics#like I don't even care what they writing about anymore#leave them alone 😭
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6/15 • Day 7 • Free Day
Sharena Says FUCK‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
They've been lost in the woods for at least three hours.
@sharenaweek
Textpost inspo under cut!
#sharenaweek2024#fire emblem#feh#the panel is so spacious cause i WAS gonna draw more woods but. decided against it LMFAOO#i don't WANNA draw perspective.......... at least not right now LMFAOO#anyway this was my plan all along for free day. this specific textpost redraw LMFAOOO#i think they're all doing a bit here. moe is either saying something stupid on purpose or just spaced the fuck out from Eventfullness#alfonse is the king of being a subtle jackass. dry and sarcastic. to me.#and sharena is READY. AND SO EXCITED. to Say The Thing she knows will get a laugh/reaction out of em LMFAOOO#i can't believe it though.. dawn of the final day.... it's been an honor 🫡#let's stay silly. forever 🤝#sharena#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#my art#also in my heart. the placement of everyone here that's just the default formation#alfonse in the lead. sharena close behind. and moe trailing behind them both.#i feel like anna would be in the Lead lead though. esp on missions.
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y'all ever feel like you've gain friends and mutuals bc you only posted about one thing but now you wanna post about another thing too and get worried that those ppl won't be your mutuals or interact with you anymore if you don't post about the first thing more but at the same time you feel like you're missing out on becoming mutuals with and interacting with others who are interested in the second thing?
yeah.
#like i don't wanna stop posting about tg it's just that the well of ideas is dry and aa has me by the throat rn#sometimes i think 'it's my blog and i'll post whatever i want' but other times it's like 'i'm a tokyo ghoul blog now i can't post about tha#and i don't wanna make separate blogs for separate interests i don't wanna divide myself like that#at the end of the day it is my blog to post whatever i want on but yeah. doubts n shit
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ok let's catch up quickly
#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth#(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian#like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told#him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive#fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research#(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux#to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him#my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept#insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them#and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating#apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they#keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading#this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY#JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT#NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn#this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore#i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt#himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure#even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin#right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love#her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her#its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking#kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD#i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society#feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO#WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best#its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good#one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much
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#my parents are here and like#i surpassed my contact quotient with them about 3 weeks ago but this week has been way too much#and right now im seconds away from screaming at them#and they keep making things worse and im so tired and done and mostly so so so angry i wanna crawl out of my skin#and all that is shit by itself but we have a potential roommate comjng over tonight so i have to act nice and calm#i just dont have the energy anymkre#im sucked dry#like a brittle skeleton#also i still have to pick up my meds#and ill hopefully have an hr to decompress before dinner#but no time between dinner and the meetjng snd basically i just wanna cry#and smoke and get drunk
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the guy who ghosted me twice is begging for another chance and I’m both flattered but also uncomfortable and idk how to tell him I’m not interested omfg gelp
#I told him he’s stressing me out and he said we should just try#last time we tried I was SO dry with him and he ghosted me again#he said he doesn’t even remember the ghosting skdjdkf pls gtf#I JUST said this morning I wanna be more confrontational#BUT I DIDNT MEAN RIGHT NOW????#I’m stressed my tummy hurts#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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i would rather live with ana for the rest of my life than binge like this ever again
#rending.txt#i dont know how to stop binging i was doing so well yesterday and then for no reason it fell apart#i just want to stop#i have so much to do today but i just dont want to do anything im so depressed#im just going to lay in bed and eat all day and think up ways to die#i already know my chosen method i just cant be bothered right now so maybe later#i just want to keep sleeping#i called in sick to work today because i was so so tired and i slept i think nearly 12 hours which isnt bad#i wanna go on a walk and work out and stuff but i just. cant right now. i need to work on my job presentation but i just cant#i just want to keep eating and go back to sleep and then wake up and end it#but i just need to make it to therapy tomorrow and maybe itll get better? who knows#i dont even have the energy to walk up to tesco to get blades or more food so im laying im bed eating dry granola like a pathetic pig#i dont wanna talk to anyone but my boyfriend but hes asleep and i dont want to vent to him anymore because it makes me feel guilty#and it doesnt help to vent to him anymore so i just make him sad for no reason and i dont know how to vent to anyone else#i havent changed my bedsheets in weeks and theres so much trash on my floor you can barely walk in my room and i havent showered in a week#i just dont have the heart to cry anymore i just want it to stop#i did everything i was supposed to so i could prevent binges and it didnt work at all so i think im beyond saving lol
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tiny bmo<33333
#unfortunately bmo did not!! dry well under the varnish coating so im just gnna try again but this was cute <3333 gnna have to try again w#the adrianne lenker flowers too bc apparently drying them on a cardboard piece is not smart#all good tho bc i wanted to make them again they were so so fun to make the first time too & now ik exactly what to do bc i did it like ten#times and know what i wanna change anyway CORALINE ROCK NECKLACE CAMR OUT PERFECTLY just tied black lace through the hoole & i love her im#wearing her rn she is so so pretty & dear to me<33
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found out i could literally graduate this semester if i wanted to. but like half of my classes this semester were setting me up for specific classes i’m taking next semester. pain
#personal#i mean i still have my scholarship for one more semester. but i. had no idea i already met all the requirements on a technicality????#so i’m having a. mild crisis about it#i also just don’t wanna think about life post-college rn#my dad told me ‘you can start looking for a real job any time now’ and i dry heaved#Help.
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ritsu and shou gaming. ritsu and shou climbing trees. ritsu and shou making a youtube video. ritsu and shou shopping. ritsu and shou skateboarding. ritsu and shou trying weird food. ritsu and shou staring contest. ritsu and shou playing club penguin. ritsu and shou hiking. ritsu and shou people watching. ritsu and shou ritsu and shou doing literally anything. i think they're friends and i think they should hang out
#ritsu kageyama#shou suzuki#ritsu#shou#mob psycho 100#mp100#shouritsu#ritshou#<- not necessarily#sho suzuki#sho#ok now we know theyve gone fishing together canonically (TECHNICALLY?) so id just love to hear more yknow like#i think theres a lot of potential here psychic powers or not!?!?!?!? and theyd make a funny duo.... imagine the shenanigans#ritsu being perceived as the straight guy but he actually gets silly with it and can be pretty naive or overlooks stuff#and shou being perceived as the silly reckless one but hes really responsible and plans things out properly and pays attention to details#me when the parallels oh goddd im sooo normal about mob psycho#this post is gonna get 0 notes This Is Fine i post for myself#i know the ritsu and shou friendship truthers feel the same#also thinking abt their dry ass texts like maybe shou being like ''hey ritsu wanna go to a rollercoaster'' and 2 days later ritsu like#'“Okay. When?'' and then shou ''idk june 27th?'' and thats how they make their plans if theyre not jsut bumping into each other and decidin#what to do in person. yknow? yknowww?!!! am i wrong or am i an understanderer
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wish it was summer
#wish it was summer and i was home cause its more then a mild dislike now#not like it's much better in the uk but yk#i dont get to have a place that feels like mine almost all year and its stupid cause ive lived here so long but my voice never changed#to sound like everyone else here and i still cant read road signs even tho i should of done that here#its stupid and im just whiney and a brat#i just wanna die there#in the valley near my pas house or in manchester or honestly anywhere#and the air is so fucking dry here#not even the air wants me here haha#i just want to die mostly tho the rest of this is stupid superficial wants#idc really#cause ill get them to bury me their atleast#Spotify
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I'm off my meds and need all the motivation I can get to finish this
#an Audhd painting the First Audhd this will certainly end well#fanart#art#artists on tumblr#traditional art#acrylic painting#acrylics#please give me validation#i crave it#and i dont have my function in society drugs#i wanna go read fanfic but feel bad coz i got nice paint out for this and now its just drying up#lucifer hazbin hotel#hazbin lucifer#hazbin hotel art#hazbin hotel#hazbin art#hazbin hotel lucifer#btw not relavant but lucifer has adhd and autism bc i said so#i will die on this hill#he is the ORIGINAL audhd fite me
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Back again with my clay shenanigans 💪💪 he looks so fucking stupid
I actually sculpted this the same day I did baby Bill but I didn’t finish painting him until now. I’ve been working on him on/off for monthssss and I even bought new paint so the reds could be bright enough for his design.
#vox hazbin hotel#sculpture#clay art#air dry clay#This has been (HAZBIN?? [kms]) so fun to work on because I made him in like#25 minutes and he’s lumpy and has weird proportions and balance issues#but he is COLORFUL and full of LIFE!!!#Hopefully not too much life though…#wanna hear about why I made him in the first place? Of course you do!!!#Of course you do.#Important thing to know about me: I’m not particularly scared or superstitious#but I do not FUCK with fire or with possession.#So my cousin made this weird little clay puppet thing to look like me but it Did Not.#She was terrifying in all the ways a clay doll could be terrifying.#Just the fucking worst.#And my cousin plucked one of my precious hairs from my scalp and shoved it in the thing’s mouth so it would contain my essence or some shit#I DO NOT WANT THAT MOTHERFUCKER CONTAINING MY ESSENCE!!#I mashed her up into a ball and decided to seal her away.#Make sure her spirit was overridden by something Stronger and more recognizable.#I was (and still am rip) in my Vox obsession so I was like okay#I am gonna make my guy and he will make sure the imposter stays gone forever.#With the last bit of paint I put on Vox Hazbin hotel he was finished and completely covered in multiple coats of admittedly cheap paint.#No way is she getting out now#Fuck off please evil spirit 🙏🙏#If you read all this YOU are the crazy one#Not me#ignore the background#hazbin hotel
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My legion of unfinished Little Guys is growing.....
#i wanna share my progress on these but im STILL waiting on my dry brush to turn up :(#stormlight archive#cosmere#rhythm of war spoilers#(uhhh just in case anyone still needs that one)#ssp4 spoilers#(.... and that one too)#i dont want to take proper photos of each of them because none of them are finished#so its just a group shot for now#im doing the shardplated ones first because theyre the simplest lol#gives me a chance to practice before i need to worry about more detailed figures
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