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Rain is so great....... till I have to be somewhere.
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I genuinely love not having a crush like I’m not over here feeling physically sick over some mid guy being dry to me I’m literally chilling
#Spring semester of last year was so bad bc I was unironically into 3 guys at once and they were all#Being dry and cryptic to me#And then before that in 2022 I had my horrid situationship#I had a mini obsession arc in dec 2023 over someone but now there hasn’t been anyone since#And my palette is so cleansed#When a girl is like I miss having a crush I’m like you’re literally a masochist#There was very briefly a girl I thought I had a crush on when I realized I’m bicurious but#I haven’t put effort into talking to her bc the idea of pursuing anyone makes me wanna claw my eyes out#I’m pretty sure I ghosted her by like just not responding to her last messsge actually#Not on purpose but more so bc I realized I was feeling the same anxiety I felt whenever I had a crush so I was like#Yeah I’m dropping this for now#I’m also always the most present for my friends when I don’t have a crush so idk#Like I don’t wanna be consumed by anyone I just wanna chill#The solution to not having normal attraction to people is just to not be attracted to anyone at all#I fr cracked it#I always just crave the butterflies out of it and never an actual relationship anyway#But they’re so not worth it#Which is why I always get bored of guys who’re forthright like oh ok you actually WANT something…. U don’t wanna just have fun#Not for me#I think the guys I’m into and I typically diverge in the sense that neither of us wants a relationship but they just wanna fuck me#And I more so just want the butterflies experience / to playact couple for like a couple months but nothing too serious#Which is why it never works#Like it’s not that it doesn’t work bc either of us wants a relationship it’s more that what we want out of the situationship is different#So lame#Ok this was a lot but I literally came to this epiphany while writing these tags
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CAN YALL PLS CHILL WITH THIS DARK CONENT DRAMA????
Why am I seeing more about of this than xreader, y’all was ok then and y’all even more annoying now.
Directed mo to the people hating so hard, JUST BLOCK
(No I don’t read or write about it, this is not a picking sides post. This is a ‘please take this off the tags’ post @ the anon who was very , very mad)
#gojo x reader#the tag already dry#and now its just this#i didn't even wanna tag this on here cus its hypocritical#but this getting stupid now pls just post fanfics#like I don't even care what they writing about anymore#leave them alone 😭
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here's some tidbits from the Laughingstock Misunderstanding fic outline, just 'cause i got mild amusement outta them and thought y'all might too <3
#THESE AREN'T BLURRY I SWEAR TUMBLR JUST KILLS THE QUALITY TILL YA CLICK ON EM#hopefully it provides some Entertainment during this dry spell. this Drought#im slowly chipping away at the outline whenever the Feels hit me#it... amuses me#i am both the king and the jester in my court#but no fr the funniest part of this lil plot To Me#is how frank/julie/poppy have no clue about the drama thats been going on in their tiny neighborhood#like... literally everyone else is so Involved#poppy: oh howdy seemed so mellow this morning i wonder whats wrong#frank: yes... come to think of it i havent been bothered by barnaby in a while#julie: well that just doesnt sound like either of them!#and then they all hum and sip tea and change the conversation topic#absolutely unprompted#outlining my beloved....#its writing without having to write. diet writing#and room to throw in memes to my hearts content#so that i can have a Chuckle while i go through the arduous torture of actually writing <3#mannnnnn i wanna write this fic so bad#i will get there i will get there Eventually#for now it will live in my brain in my tags in my outline
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6/15 • Day 7 • Free Day
Sharena Says FUCK‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
They've been lost in the woods for at least three hours.
@sharenaweek
Textpost inspo under cut!
#sharenaweek2024#fire emblem#feh#the panel is so spacious cause i WAS gonna draw more woods but. decided against it LMFAOO#i don't WANNA draw perspective.......... at least not right now LMFAOO#anyway this was my plan all along for free day. this specific textpost redraw LMFAOOO#i think they're all doing a bit here. moe is either saying something stupid on purpose or just spaced the fuck out from Eventfullness#alfonse is the king of being a subtle jackass. dry and sarcastic. to me.#and sharena is READY. AND SO EXCITED. to Say The Thing she knows will get a laugh/reaction out of em LMFAOOO#i can't believe it though.. dawn of the final day.... it's been an honor 🫡#let's stay silly. forever 🤝#sharena#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#my art#also in my heart. the placement of everyone here that's just the default formation#alfonse in the lead. sharena close behind. and moe trailing behind them both.#i feel like anna would be in the Lead lead though. esp on missions.
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Why did finding out someone broke my work pen send me on a downward spiral hard
#stfusanta#i mean the pen itself still works#the clip was just broken off#by im an emt i need my pen to be able to clip onto my pants or my clipboard#plus the pen was a gift#its a nice gel pen that dries instantly and the tip doesnt dry out#and now i cant use it for work#and idk it sent me#i should never have left it out#im betting it was my sister#she was writing with it yesterday talking about how nice it is#i so mad and sad all at once#i just put my headphones in and listened to music and drew#i wanna cry
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hey guys sorry if posting my art takes a little while I've been too busy thinking about visual kei fashion and gnawing on my enclosure abt it xoxo 💋💕🫶
rant in tags beware ⚠️🤓
#rant#it's taking too much brainspace I have so many clothes diys I wanna finish/do#and outfit ideas#and art ideas#and art wips#but executive dysfunction is the FUCKING DEVIL OHHHHHGGJJJ MY GODDDD#SAVE ME FROM THE BRAIN DEMONS PLEEEEAAASE😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏💔💔💔💔#so if any of you guys have cared to read this at all + have seen some of my past posts#I wanna give a formal apology for announcing my epic ideas and then seemingly abandoning them 🫡😓💔🫶#i think it might be a curse atp because WHY DOES EVERYTIME I SHOW YOU GUYS SOMETHING IM WORKING ON MY MOTIVATION COMPLETELY DISAPPEARS 😭#I actually feel bad bc I'm just leaving you guys in the dust 😓#I feel like I'm just ping ponging from idea to idea- mini project to mini project- and I end up doing nothing about any of it 😭#does this also happen to you guys??? is my brain melting????#tfw when you physically can't keep working on a project anymore even though your heart yearns for its completion 😍😛✌️#so many funny ideas..... yet so little willpower 💔......#<- someone who's probably gonna post another animation later#this has been floating around in my noggin for a while#but for the meager amount of only 200+ people who have followed me so far (if you ever read this) thank you so much. like genuinely 🫶#I might post a lil something about it lol#I'm also really glad for all of my awesome mutuals!!!! whether or not we've ever interacted❤️#please excuse me 🙏I must now go stare at clothes from vkei and kote kei fashion brands whilst mentally watching paint dry#lest I be sent to shadow realm for daring to try to focus on other tasks 🙏 godspeed soldiers 🫡#ok rant over 😎⚠️
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ok let's catch up quickly
#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth#(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian#like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told#him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive#fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research#(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux#to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him#my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept#insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them#and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating#apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they#keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading#this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY#JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT#NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn#this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore#i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt#himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure#even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin#right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love#her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her#its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking#kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD#i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society#feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO#WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best#its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good#one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much
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#my parents are here and like#i surpassed my contact quotient with them about 3 weeks ago but this week has been way too much#and right now im seconds away from screaming at them#and they keep making things worse and im so tired and done and mostly so so so angry i wanna crawl out of my skin#and all that is shit by itself but we have a potential roommate comjng over tonight so i have to act nice and calm#i just dont have the energy anymkre#im sucked dry#like a brittle skeleton#also i still have to pick up my meds#and ill hopefully have an hr to decompress before dinner#but no time between dinner and the meetjng snd basically i just wanna cry#and smoke and get drunk
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the guy who ghosted me twice is begging for another chance and I’m both flattered but also uncomfortable and idk how to tell him I’m not interested omfg gelp
#I told him he’s stressing me out and he said we should just try#last time we tried I was SO dry with him and he ghosted me again#he said he doesn’t even remember the ghosting skdjdkf pls gtf#I JUST said this morning I wanna be more confrontational#BUT I DIDNT MEAN RIGHT NOW????#I’m stressed my tummy hurts#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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i would rather live with ana for the rest of my life than binge like this ever again
#rending.txt#i dont know how to stop binging i was doing so well yesterday and then for no reason it fell apart#i just want to stop#i have so much to do today but i just dont want to do anything im so depressed#im just going to lay in bed and eat all day and think up ways to die#i already know my chosen method i just cant be bothered right now so maybe later#i just want to keep sleeping#i called in sick to work today because i was so so tired and i slept i think nearly 12 hours which isnt bad#i wanna go on a walk and work out and stuff but i just. cant right now. i need to work on my job presentation but i just cant#i just want to keep eating and go back to sleep and then wake up and end it#but i just need to make it to therapy tomorrow and maybe itll get better? who knows#i dont even have the energy to walk up to tesco to get blades or more food so im laying im bed eating dry granola like a pathetic pig#i dont wanna talk to anyone but my boyfriend but hes asleep and i dont want to vent to him anymore because it makes me feel guilty#and it doesnt help to vent to him anymore so i just make him sad for no reason and i dont know how to vent to anyone else#i havent changed my bedsheets in weeks and theres so much trash on my floor you can barely walk in my room and i havent showered in a week#i just dont have the heart to cry anymore i just want it to stop#i did everything i was supposed to so i could prevent binges and it didnt work at all so i think im beyond saving lol
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tiny bmo<33333
#unfortunately bmo did not!! dry well under the varnish coating so im just gnna try again but this was cute <3333 gnna have to try again w#the adrianne lenker flowers too bc apparently drying them on a cardboard piece is not smart#all good tho bc i wanted to make them again they were so so fun to make the first time too & now ik exactly what to do bc i did it like ten#times and know what i wanna change anyway CORALINE ROCK NECKLACE CAMR OUT PERFECTLY just tied black lace through the hoole & i love her im#wearing her rn she is so so pretty & dear to me<33
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operation do not cry at my irl bestie’s wedding: FAILED
#kayleigh.txt#if the pets didn’t need to be watched i would’ve been one of the bridesmaids#she gave me the same giftbag she gave them and so we’re wearing the same jewelry but alas#but yeah uh. i cried. a lot. struggled hiding it lmao#my bestie looks so fucking beautiful and perfect and her now husband immediately started crying when he saw her#honestly same lmfaooo#she made direct eye contact with me when the officiant mentioned that this wouldn’t have been possible without their loving friends and fam#which. didn’t help stop my crying lmfaooo#i’m fine this is fine; the only other wedding i’ve been to was my sister’s and i was one of the bridesmaids so 🤷🏼♀️#i was not emotional at all during that because idgaf about my sister tbqh#she and i stay civil and tolerate each other for the sake of our father but that is it 🤷🏼♀️#good thing i didn’t wear any fucking makeup because it would be ruined 😂#i am going to hang out eat dinner drink wine socialize and dance a bit#hug my bestie and her husband and cry some more probably#and thej hopefully head home before 10pm 😬🤞🏻#the pets need their pm medications and also just like. attention and all that lmao#because i am their petsitter until tomorrow afternoon/evening#also i am chronically ill and mentally ill and tired and in pain from helping set up the venue yesterday#also also i desperately wanna just. vc with friends and play genshin impact/honkai: star rail/fallout 4 🥲👍🏻#my social battery had been drained dry meeting everyone yesterday so today is. difficult
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found out i could literally graduate this semester if i wanted to. but like half of my classes this semester were setting me up for specific classes i’m taking next semester. pain
#personal#i mean i still have my scholarship for one more semester. but i. had no idea i already met all the requirements on a technicality????#so i’m having a. mild crisis about it#i also just don’t wanna think about life post-college rn#my dad told me ‘you can start looking for a real job any time now’ and i dry heaved#Help.
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ritsu and shou gaming. ritsu and shou climbing trees. ritsu and shou making a youtube video. ritsu and shou shopping. ritsu and shou skateboarding. ritsu and shou trying weird food. ritsu and shou staring contest. ritsu and shou playing club penguin. ritsu and shou hiking. ritsu and shou people watching. ritsu and shou ritsu and shou doing literally anything. i think they're friends and i think they should hang out
#ritsu kageyama#shou suzuki#ritsu#shou#mob psycho 100#mp100#shouritsu#ritshou#<- not necessarily#sho suzuki#sho#ok now we know theyve gone fishing together canonically (TECHNICALLY?) so id just love to hear more yknow like#i think theres a lot of potential here psychic powers or not!?!?!?!? and theyd make a funny duo.... imagine the shenanigans#ritsu being perceived as the straight guy but he actually gets silly with it and can be pretty naive or overlooks stuff#and shou being perceived as the silly reckless one but hes really responsible and plans things out properly and pays attention to details#me when the parallels oh goddd im sooo normal about mob psycho#this post is gonna get 0 notes This Is Fine i post for myself#i know the ritsu and shou friendship truthers feel the same#also thinking abt their dry ass texts like maybe shou being like ''hey ritsu wanna go to a rollercoaster'' and 2 days later ritsu like#'“Okay. When?'' and then shou ''idk june 27th?'' and thats how they make their plans if theyre not jsut bumping into each other and decidin#what to do in person. yknow? yknowww?!!! am i wrong or am i an understanderer
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I'm off my meds and need all the motivation I can get to finish this
#an Audhd painting the First Audhd this will certainly end well#fanart#art#artists on tumblr#traditional art#acrylic painting#acrylics#please give me validation#i crave it#and i dont have my function in society drugs#i wanna go read fanfic but feel bad coz i got nice paint out for this and now its just drying up#lucifer hazbin hotel#hazbin lucifer#hazbin hotel art#hazbin hotel#hazbin art#hazbin hotel lucifer#btw not relavant but lucifer has adhd and autism bc i said so#i will die on this hill#he is the ORIGINAL audhd fite me
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