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kureasblog Ā· 9 hours ago
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šŸ¤ tysm for the tag @instantsaladbouquet šŸ¤
āœØBeginning of the year StatsāœØ
ā€¢ Age : 18 this year
ā€¢ Height : 5ft5
ā€¢ Grade : 12
ā€¢ Confidence : 7-8/10. Really depends on the day, but now that im on a treatment for my acne, i feel more confident with clear skin.
ā€¢ Happiness : I guess itā€™s fine. Iā€™m never Ā«Ā greatĀ Ā» but I guess Iā€™ve been worse. Iā€™m stressed about school and feel like in a slump a lot of the time. Holidays are always depressing for me. When grades are good, generally Iā€™m good.
ā€¢ Gender : she/her
ā€¢ Sexuality : letā€™s not talk abt thatšŸ˜‡
ā€¢ Romantic : Straight
ā€¢ Favorite food : spicy food, couscous, goat cheese (leave me alone)
ā€¢ Favorite show : Bojack Horseman and The Walking Dead
ā€¢ Favorite movie : All quiet on the Western Front (also Through The Fire but less)
ā€¢ Favorite song(s) : haha letā€™s go
-> Radiohead:
ā­ļø Black Star
ā­ļø Creep
ā­ļøJust
ā­ļø No Surprises (Basically these songs are, like, ME. Literally me)
ā­ļø All I Need; How to disappear completely; Jigsaw falling into place (I love them sm but I wonā€™t be yelling on the floor like with the previous ones)
-> The Front Bottoms
ā­ļøTwin Size Mattress
ā­ļø Be Nice To Me
ā­ļø Funny you should askļæ¼
-> The Deftones
ā­ļø Please, Please, Please (cover)
-> Pink Floyd
ā­ļø Great Gig in the Sky
-> Mitski
ā­ļø I Bet on Losing Dogs
ā­ļø Me and My Husband
ā­ļø Remember my Name
ā­ļø Liquid Smooth
ā­ļø Pearl
ā­ļø Brand New City
ā­ļø Your Best American Girl
ā­ļø A Burning Hill
ā­ļø Francis Forever
-> AC/DC
ā­ļø Highway to Hell
ā­ļøHells Bells
ā­ļøWho made who
ā­ļøBack In Black
ā­ļøThunderstruck
ā­ļøShoot to thrill
-> Guns Nā€™ Roses
ā­ļøLive and Let Die
ā­ļøDonā€™t Cry
ā­ļøKnocking on Heavenā€™s door
ā­ļøBad Obsession
-> Lana del Rey
ā­ļøRide
ā­ļøCinammon Girl
ā­ļøBlack Beauty
ā­ļøUltraviolence
ā­ļøWhite Mustang
ā­ļøMillion dollar man
ā­ļøLiving Legend
-> The Pretty Reckless
ā­ļøMake me wanna die
ā­ļøMiss Nothing
-> lot of classical music: my favorite instrument is the violin:)
-> french/ american rap
ā€¢ Favorite artist(s) :
-> Radiohead; The Front Bottoms
-> Mitski; Lana Del Rey
-> AC/DC ; The Pretty Reckless ;Guns Nā€™ Roses
-> Werenoi ; FavƩ ; Damso
-> Arctic Monkeys
-> The Neighborhood
-> Montell Fish
ā€¦
ā€¢ Relationship Status : Single but struggling lots with limerence over guys i literally see once and never talked to (daydreaming 24/7šŸ§Œ)
ā€¢ Favorite color :
Black (IK ITā€™S NOT A COLOR AND I DONā€™T CARE) and Gold āœØ
ā€¢ Favorite season : Spring and Summer
ā€¢ Followers :
On study account : 40 (tysm!!!)
On vent account : ~300
Wbu?ā˜ŗļø (no pressure tags, just if u wanna!)
@dreamylove444
@eclipsellium
@sariel-studies-stuff
@happilynervouswerewolfsworld
@nelyastudies
@etherealbrowngirl
@floor3a
@prettiestgirlinthemorgu3
End of Year Stats
Thanks for the tag @mvrdermeharder !
Age: 21+
Height: 5ā€™2ā€
Grade: in college
Confidence: Caught in the moment, itā€™s always an 11/10. But after a while, I look back on what I did and just crumble in shame and regret ksjhfjgsjdf
Happiness: 6/10 (I live with brain fog 24/7)
Gender: ??? (questioning, but thereā€™s definitely a preference for fem)
Sexuality: ??? (idk about labels, man. I just think Iā€™ll be sexually attracted to whoever it is Iā€™m romantically attracted to)
Romantic: ??? (still questioning, but definitely not allo)
Favorite food: Buttered chicken when done right. Can also never go wrong with pinakupsan and pizza.
Favorite show: Definitely Link Click
Favorite movie: I donā€™t watch that many movies sjdhfjdg. Letā€™s go with Legend of Hei
Favorite song: The Rules for Lovers by Richard Walters (I like many songs, but this one is my comfort song)
Favorite artist: No one in particular
Relationship status: Single since birth
Favorite color: Pink šŸ©·
Favorite season: There are only two seasons in the PH. I pick the wet season
Followers: 800+ (I havenā€™t screened out bots in a while, though)
No pressure, but tagging @protect-namine @kuschelkissen @mimicha-arts @mathematical-apprentice @weilaverdui @rainibao @forgetmenomore @keiicom @catguangcorner @snorlaxlovesme @pastorfutureletthembe @ghostlyenola @muninnhuginn + anyone who wants to do this!
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mormonforgetmenot Ā· 4 months ago
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I love being queer and I love being a mormon, but there are times when I'm just so tired.
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ineffablefool Ā· 9 months ago
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gahhhh the last few weeks I have been starving for fics or art where Aziraphale is clearly, legitimately fat (with adoring attention paid to his physical features which are associated with said fatness) and also clearly, legitimately loved ("desired" would be okay but oh give me cherished, give me treasured and held dear and, again, adored)
and I know that this is one of those things where I should just be the change I want to see in the world, but the last few weeks I have also been [flops face-first onto bed and doesn't move for 45 minutes], so clearly that is not happening
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spacecatdet Ā· 1 month ago
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Already seen victim blaming on xitter šŸ‘ Lets not do that and lets leave the hermits alone. Make up your own minds on if you should support Iskall. But I feel like if one of his VH team members leaving for differing morals, the hermits going back 6 plus years to remove him from thumbnails and titles, and removing him from the site and merch should be enough Doc even said they can't talk about it which could mean anything, including something legal. Mumbo said there were no minors invovled but doesn't mean others weren't since there ARE victims Just leave the hermits be, and let the victims decide if they want to come out. And stop victim blaming lmao
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sieglinde-freud Ā· 19 days ago
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oh im obsessed with this actuallyā€¦ who ever wrote this one i am kissing u on the forehead and hugging you real tightā€¦ inigo is such a loverboy im kkkhhhhhhijnsdnfng
#ann plays awakening#EDITING TO SAY I STARTED TAG VENTING HIT READMORE AT YOUR OWN RISK#anyways#LAST LINE IS A KILLERRRR WOW#ā€˜ann werent you just pairing olivia with tharā€”ā€˜ OLIVIA IS A BUSY WOMAN OKAY#but also i just had this old save file from when i wanted to see pink inigo and decided to get some more supports#im obsessed actually like#ok tag venting time maybe this should be its own post but u guys know who i am#not only does this support in my very educated opinion do a good job at emulating inigoā€™s way of speaking#but i think theres also a very underrated characteristic he has that not a lot of people talk about and its that hes honestly quite morbid#him spending hours talking to and dancing with his motherā€™s grave is very beautiful and moving but it is also not a normal way to grieve#which makes sense because duh nothing about his life is normal but its j like. you know#if robin is his father (and maybe j the normal convo i dont remember) in the hot springs scramble heā€™ll insist upon bringingā€”#severed risen limbs home as a way to remember the peacefulness (lol) of the springs#and he thinks absolutely nothing of it!!#i think he gets attached to things just a little too intensely and because his life is surrounded by death how he expresses that can be#very interesting. and he talks about death all time more than the other kids#bc while a lot of their coping mechanisms are based in fear and the need to instill confidence in themselves (think cyn or gerome or owain#or sev or yarne or noire)#and how their SCARED of death and of loss and adapt different behaviors to act like theyre not (to varying degrees of success)#i think inigo is much more accepting of the fact that death follows him and has made it a normal presence in his life#which is not a good thing it means that he hasnt let himself grieve. he lets death hang over him and follow him instead of pushing back#also guess which one of the awakening trio in fates has the canonical story death. just by the way lmao#anyways bc im writing this in the tags on my phone i cant actually see what the hell ive been saying im j stream of consciousnessing this#but my point is that inigo has a weird fixation on death and dying that stems from his inability to make peace with death and grieve#and i think him idolizing death in this support (this BRILLIANT fan support that made me ill) is so in character and so lovely#i miss him so bad (hes literally in the photos im posting) grghhhrgah#i wuv him :(
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a-scary-lack-of-common-sense Ā· 2 months ago
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I am exhausted, good heavens.
#hey watch this neat trick I can do [cries]#love that for me#BUT#BUT- the actual EFFORT I put these days to not make a suicide jokes is *chefs kiss* phenomenal#actively shitting bricks as I physically have to stop myself from saying I want a car to hit me for the 50th time that day#I am not progressing any more than I am downgressing or whatever the opposite word is. but girlies#and boysies and peepsies#my lipgloss is popping and my eyebags are gucci- and so I shall prevail#MAN this tiredness is BONE DEEP man- it's like it's engraved into my goddamn clavicles#sorry that was like the only bone name I could remember- I don't even know what a clavicle is#anyways- I need to fall asleep forever and never wake up. But not in like a dying way#I just need to stop waking up tired and being tired and going to sleep tired and living tired like GIRL#WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN SLEEP STOPS SLEEPING#I JUST SLEPT 10 HOURS HOW ARE YOU STILL TIRED#I am so tired that i stopped liking shit- like that SUCKS my dudes#I sometimes Don't Like art now and that is WILD to me because that was lowkey the One Thing that got me going#I used to actually LIKE english class! and reading Shakespear and shit!!!! and history class!! Now I don't!! Where did the spark go??????#Now everything feels like a chooooooore and it sucks major dick#and my graaaades are slipping because I stopped giving a damn but I NEED. TO. GIVE. A. DAMN#because those are like highkey lowkey and every-other-key my grades and I need them to go into uni so I don't die <333#I need to spite little mini me who said I wasn't going to live past 13 because BITCH- guess how old I'm turning next week????????#THAT'S RIGHT- 17 YEARS OLD- FUCK YEAH BABY I'M STILL NOT DEAD#SUCK MY BIG ASS SHLONG MINI-ME#and then I have a big biology exam the day after so- funnnnn!!#anywho- should I tag this as vent? this probably counts as vent right? like among us? impostor and shit?#sorry I think my brain is actively rotting out of my ears right now#vent post#personal vent#tw vent#tw sui talk
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diegusting Ā· 3 months ago
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Current mood.
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coderzxd Ā· 8 months ago
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Don't know how to answer people when they ask you a question? Get quiet or stressed because you kind of don't want to answer but you also can't explain why, lest you start to answer? Getting called secretive because you Just Don't Respond??
Might I introduce you... To The Cards!!!!
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desire-mona Ā· 3 months ago
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me when im forced to remember that the autism isnt just a fun secret way to like my fav band more than everyone else and that ill actually never be able to navigate social situations normally
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omg-ame-chan Ā· 5 months ago
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think i screwed up a tinyyyy bit
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wikiangela Ā· 7 months ago
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nell0-0 Ā· 9 months ago
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Too tired to draw, what is this curse. I wanna draw so badly but can't even focus on the screen, augh
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ygodmyy20 Ā· 3 months ago
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Maybe if I drink more coffee that will make today better
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genekies Ā· 6 months ago
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tag vent
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#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas#and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when#we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates#just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night#ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me#ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but#she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening#he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by#people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again#i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends#and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer#than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they#helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that#they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient#im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk#tag vent#vent in tags
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sunlitsighs Ā· 3 months ago
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unfortunately in one of those moods where the desire to bang my head on a desk is deep and overpowering
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the-vibing-ghoul Ā· 3 months ago
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some people will be all about mental health awareness and leftist ideals of at least tolerating the mentally ill who show ''ugly'' symptoms until it's someone they know and ''care'' about having a bad day and acting like it in a way they don't find appealing
#[temporary text post tag]#vagueing about irls#everybodys your friend until one time youre too tired to act right after getting yelled at first thing in the morning#worst thing is i trusted her enough to tell her shit none of my other friends know about#liek i genuinely believed we were friends and i wasnt just an accessory so she wouldnt feel lonely and could vent to someone about whatever#now im really wondering if all the shit she told me about other people was real or if she just ditched them as well after they-#- acted emotionally in a way she didnt like#like im sorry people have bad days and sometimes act in none cutesy ways#at this point idk if the few times i did tell her im feelin like shit she took it seriously or just thought i was joking#im kinda assuming the second one#like she did feel and act fairly progressive - she'd often talk about acceptance and understanding#i don't even think she sees this situation as dropping a 'freind'#she's prolly gonna find a way to justify it somehow idk#point is im hurt and need a drink#she even vaguely texted me like 'if someone you knew hurt someone you care about would you try to fix it with them or just block them?'#like not even confront me and say 'you hurt someone i care about so now im ending things'#or just tell me to fuck off or call me a piece of shit#i feel after a year and all of the 'youre a good friend' shit that maybe i was at least entitled to a 'fuck off kys' text and then a block#i shouldve dropped her first - save us both some time#honestly i dont even think she thinks about this at all#im probably just sulking like a kicked dog while she does whatever the fuck it is she does#she probably didnt even care about my side of the story#why would she#honestly she always did most of the talking#i was just there to listen and sometimes make a joke for her to laugh at i guess#like i didnt know i was signing up for a '1 strike and youre out' type deal lmao
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