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mormonforgetmenot · 5 months ago

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I love being queer and I love being a mormon, but there are times when I'm just so tired.

#im really glad i found queerstake because i definitely would have left the church by now if not #i can't believe i went that long without any kind of community #i just guessed that there were other people like me because i couldn't possibly be the only one #but i hadnt met anyone yet who was queer a member and was planning to stay and i just felt so alone in this #i was actually on the verge of leaving and giving up when i stumbled across a post #i dont even know how it could have possibly crossed my path it was so random i really think god put it there because there is no way #especially in the moment i needed it that badly #it was just a part of a liveblog from a general conference that was especially rough on me and i saw the queerstake tag #because like. i dont want to leave. why should i have to i like it here i dont want to leave just because people dont want me here #and i just really want to be there and hopefully be fully out one day so that queer kids in the church can see me and know they aren't alon #but there are times when im just so bleh and tired and sad #vent #tw vent #queerstake

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ineffablefool · 10 months ago

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gahhhh the last few weeks I have been starving for fics or art where Aziraphale is clearly, legitimately fat (with adoring attention paid to his physical features which are associated with said fatness) and also clearly, legitimately loved ("desired" would be okay but oh give me cherished, give me treasured and held dear and, again, adored)

and I know that this is one of those things where I should just be the change I want to see in the world, but the last few weeks I have also been [flops face-first onto bed and doesn't move for 45 minutes], so clearly that is not happening

#ineffablefool original post #i am just a lonely lil dude who is fat and who has not had that sort of love since 2006 #and has to live vicariously through fictional characters who definitely did not sign up to be my emotional support blorbos #don't mind me #(covid needs to be over already so I can go back to having an incredibly small chance of being smooched someday rather than absolutely zero)#not good omens #i guess? related but not quite there #vent post #i also guess #with the tags and all #anyway this is where my brain has been for a while in case anyone was wondering

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seawaveleo · 11 days ago

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how are we feeling chat

#(gonna scream into the tags don’t mind me)#(i’m safe and fine and ready to leave if need be but atm just need to like. throw this out here)#(WDYM 500 ACRES TO 5000 ACRES WITHIN THE MORNING. GET OUTTA HERE!!!)#(how lovely it is to see a wonderful cloud of smoke in the near distance!)#(DOES ANYONE HEAR THOSE OMINOUS BELLS TOLLING. NO??? JUST ME??? /ref)#(REALLY FEELING THOSE OMINOUS BELLS TOLLING RN.)#(anyway. hopefully the winds will die down and the fire will be contained. fingers crossed)#(back to work!)#(i guess!)#vent #comic #traditional art #waveleoart

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spacekatdet · 2 months ago

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Already seen victim blaming on xitter 👍 Lets not do that and lets leave the hermits alone. Make up your own minds on if you should support Iskall. But I feel like if one of his VH team members leaving for differing morals, the hermits going back 6 plus years to remove him from thumbnails and titles, and removing him from the site and merch should be enough Doc even said they can't talk about it which could mean anything, including something legal. Mumbo said there were no minors invovled but doesn't mean others weren't since there ARE victims Just leave the hermits be, and let the victims decide if they want to come out. And stop victim blaming lmao

#hermitcraft #drama #tagging it that tho its not drama and serious #Let the hermits have time to get through this too #as someone who has something like this happen and wasn't given that its not fun just leave them be #never got how that was so hard to do #sit back and wait but if they can't or won't talk about it accept that #I'm not going to talk about this #there is basically nothing out about it only things I've seen #you decide what you want to do #guess those people who wanted him out got what they wanted lol #I don't like people thinking it might be less of an issue cause stress left too jsut makes me hmm more #but not my monkies not my circus #Just needed a little venty vent cause I'm already seeing the same thing I went through and what I seen in the wc fandom happening #like stop demanding the hermits share #also stop saying but his mental health #mine is in a ditch on the side of the road and my friends have terrible mental health too and none of us ever acted out #🤷#dunno might delete this later #you can be upset just don't make it about YOU yknow

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sieglinde-freud · 2 months ago

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oh im obsessed with this actually… who ever wrote this one i am kissing u on the forehead and hugging you real tight… inigo is such a loverboy im kkkhhhhhhijnsdnfng

#ann plays awakening #EDITING TO SAY I STARTED TAG VENTING HIT READMORE AT YOUR OWN RISK #anyways #LAST LINE IS A KILLERRRR WOW #‘ann werent you just pairing olivia with thar—‘ OLIVIA IS A BUSY WOMAN OKAY #but also i just had this old save file from when i wanted to see pink inigo and decided to get some more supports #im obsessed actually like #ok tag venting time maybe this should be its own post but u guys know who i am #not only does this support in my very educated opinion do a good job at emulating inigo’s way of speaking #but i think theres also a very underrated characteristic he has that not a lot of people talk about and its that hes honestly quite morbid #him spending hours talking to and dancing with his mother’s grave is very beautiful and moving but it is also not a normal way to grieve #which makes sense because duh nothing about his life is normal but its j like. you know #if robin is his father (and maybe j the normal convo i dont remember) in the hot springs scramble he’ll insist upon bringing—#severed risen limbs home as a way to remember the peacefulness (lol) of the springs #and he thinks absolutely nothing of it!!#i think he gets attached to things just a little too intensely and because his life is surrounded by death how he expresses that can be #very interesting. and he talks about death all time more than the other kids #bc while a lot of their coping mechanisms are based in fear and the need to instill confidence in themselves (think cyn or gerome or owain #or sev or yarne or noire)#and how their SCARED of death and of loss and adapt different behaviors to act like theyre not (to varying degrees of success)#i think inigo is much more accepting of the fact that death follows him and has made it a normal presence in his life #which is not a good thing it means that he hasnt let himself grieve. he lets death hang over him and follow him instead of pushing back #also guess which one of the awakening trio in fates has the canonical story death. just by the way lmao #anyways bc im writing this in the tags on my phone i cant actually see what the hell ive been saying im j stream of consciousnessing this #but my point is that inigo has a weird fixation on death and dying that stems from his inability to make peace with death and grieve #and i think him idolizing death in this support (this BRILLIANT fan support that made me ill) is so in character and so lovely #i miss him so bad (hes literally in the photos im posting) grghhhrgah #i wuv him :(

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a-scary-lack-of-common-sense · 3 months ago

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I am exhausted, good heavens.

#hey watch this neat trick I can do [cries]#love that for me #BUT #BUT- the actual EFFORT I put these days to not make a suicide jokes is *chefs kiss* phenomenal #actively shitting bricks as I physically have to stop myself from saying I want a car to hit me for the 50th time that day #I am not progressing any more than I am downgressing or whatever the opposite word is. but girlies #and boysies and peepsies #my lipgloss is popping and my eyebags are gucci- and so I shall prevail #MAN this tiredness is BONE DEEP man- it's like it's engraved into my goddamn clavicles #sorry that was like the only bone name I could remember- I don't even know what a clavicle is #anyways- I need to fall asleep forever and never wake up. But not in like a dying way #I just need to stop waking up tired and being tired and going to sleep tired and living tired like GIRL #WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN SLEEP STOPS SLEEPING #I JUST SLEPT 10 HOURS HOW ARE YOU STILL TIRED #I am so tired that i stopped liking shit- like that SUCKS my dudes #I sometimes Don't Like art now and that is WILD to me because that was lowkey the One Thing that got me going #I used to actually LIKE english class! and reading Shakespear and shit!!!! and history class!! Now I don't!! Where did the spark go??????#Now everything feels like a chooooooore and it sucks major dick #and my graaaades are slipping because I stopped giving a damn but I NEED. TO. GIVE. A. DAMN #because those are like highkey lowkey and every-other-key my grades and I need them to go into uni so I don't die <333 #I need to spite little mini me who said I wasn't going to live past 13 because BITCH- guess how old I'm turning next week????????#THAT'S RIGHT- 17 YEARS OLD- FUCK YEAH BABY I'M STILL NOT DEAD #SUCK MY BIG ASS SHLONG MINI-ME #and then I have a big biology exam the day after so- funnnnn!!#anywho- should I tag this as vent? this probably counts as vent right? like among us? impostor and shit?#sorry I think my brain is actively rotting out of my ears right now #vent post #personal vent #tw vent #tw sui talk

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diegusting · 5 months ago

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Current mood.

#I was supposed to post gardening Jose today but the file just disappeared from my pc so sucks to suck i guess #save me emotional support pathetic hispanic man save me #he'll peacefully garden another day i just don't feel in a happy gardening mood yet #anyways birthday boy in 3 days can't wait to stare at his new portrait furniture in my overcrowded room #he's just standing in it like his default sprite but at least they didn't forget him #okay I’m done ranting now don’t worry I’m going to therapy in a few days so I won’t need to vent in the tags anymore #identity v #idv #jose baden #idv first officer #idv jose baden

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coderzxd · 9 months ago

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Don't know how to answer people when they ask you a question? Get quiet or stressed because you kind of don't want to answer but you also can't explain why, lest you start to answer? Getting called secretive because you Just Don't Respond??

Might I introduce you... To The Cards!!!!

#Sheldon Cooper #tagging him for the normal tagging reasons but also bc I know he's Not Super Liked in the autism community #also no I don't have autism so I'm not gonna tag that i just got Other Stuff going on #Sheldon is a big kin for me / used(????? I GUESS???) to be an alter. so like. its fine.#not that i need to explain myself but also this is the vent blog so I can do what I want lmao #communication cards #idrk what to tag this bc i want people to see but idk who would benifit #bc this isn't really a DID thing either #shrug emoji #hopefully this will find the right people through sheer force of will

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desire-mona · 4 months ago

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me when im forced to remember that the autism isnt just a fun secret way to like my fav band more than everyone else and that ill actually never be able to navigate social situations normally