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i’m just a girl 🤪😵💫
#im just a girl#girl interrupted#coquette#im literally just a girl#lana del rey#girlblogging#girlhood#sylvia plath#hell is a teenage girl#girl blogger#i just hit my cart#cinnamon girl#cinammon girl#im just rambling#im just tired#lana del ray#lana del ray aesthetic#lana core#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del ray moodboard#lana del rey aka lizzy grant#lana del slay#lana is god#lana stan#lana unreleased#lizzy grant#lizzy grant aesthetic#teenage dirtbag#teenage dream#malboro
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since we are on the topic of vampires, vamp! jay is such a sweetheart when it comes to his human gf <3 he’ll take his time with you, kissin you until you’re needy n pliant in his lap n rubbing his thumb on the pulse point of your neck before licking that spot, sinking his teeth deep into your throat, the pleasure completely clouding your mind.
he’ll drink until he satisfied n he’s so gentle with you afterwards, running his tongue over the wound n pressing a delicate kiss to it as well, making sure you’re still with him <3 you always get so ditzy too n it’s not long before you’re pawing at his shoulders n baring your neck, whining for more :( jay really tries to hold back, he knows he shouldn’t take so much but you smell divine and it sends him into a frenzy, latching onto you again and making an absolute mess of your neck n his chin with blood.
he feels awful when you pass out n to make up for it, he prioritizes your pleasure when you eventually get needy, letting you use his body however you want. if you’re too tired, your sweet bloodsucker eats you out for hours, using his fingers and skilled tongue to draw orgasm after orgasm from you.
#♡.the honeypot#can u tell im havinf vampire enha brainrot :T#send ur vamp enha thoughts as well pls im DESPERATE#just hit my cart so ill either answer asks like im insane or giggle over ur thoughts until i fall asleep#enhypen#park jongseong#enhypen x reader#enhypen smut#park jongseong x reader#park jongseong smut
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God it just hit me.
Names are power in VnC. We call the piece of the world formula that defines a vampire their "true name." Learning and altering a vampire's true name gives you near-absolute power over them. Vanitas hides his old name as part of his "Vanitas" persona—a defense mechanism to hide his vulnerable self.
And names are an axis of discrimination too. The main way we've been examining discrimination against the dhampirs is through the lens of vampires refusing to call them by their names. And Luna, the perennial outsider, seems not to have been given a real name. They certainly didn't have a name that they liked or identified with for most of their life.
So with all that context, even more than it might be in another series, Teacher's whole name shtick becomes such an insane power move. He changes his name constantly and will brutally punish anyone that gets it wrong. Nobody has the power that would come from knowing whatever his first/true name was. He has the physical and social power to punish and correct anyone that doesn't call him what he wants to be called. He is in complete control of how people address him, or at least close to complete control, which is such a big deal within this story.
#this was just gonna be a post about how it's interesting that names are the vehicle through which dham discrimination has been emphasized#and then I thought of teacher when I was thinking of counter examples#and then this hit me like a bus#if power comes from knowing someone's true name. and safety comes from hiding it#and calling someone what they want to be called/calling them their name is a sign of respect#teacher's found a way to ensure he gets all the safety AND all the respect#(if only out of fear)#also I realize me calling him teacher through this whole post might be a little ironic#but at this point it's just automatic#vnc#vanitas no carte#the case study of vanitas#vnc spoilers#vnc 62#<<not super directly. but with the dham name thing#english major hours#teacher my beloathed#comte de Saint Germain#the shapeless one
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I’m just a girl 🤪😵💫
#girlie things#just hit my cart#being a girl#girly tumblr#i love tumblr#lana unreleased#tumblr girlies#lizzie grant#lana del ray moodboard#im just a girl#i am just a girl#just a girlblog#girly stuff#cinammon girl#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del rey aka lizzy grant#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#lana stan#lanadelrey#lana is god#lana del slay#lana core#lizzy grant aesthetic#lizzy grant
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kinda crazy how the main girl group I went out with fell out bc of a man tbh
#all the way back in December oomf threw a bonfire and I went and it’s like a huge countryside estate basically#So I got really drunk and started riding a golf cart around and he joined me (his idea)#And then he started telling me how he’s only 23 and how he can sleep w any woman he wants and basically feels like he’s settling???#I was too drunk to comprehend this so I was like Wow you don’t mean that right#Then he hit on me later that night and walked in on me and the guy I was into making out in his car#By his car I mean the guy im into#My friend’s boyfriend literally walked up to the car multiple times to check in on us#Actual worst night of my life#I mean the other guy just wanted to fuck me so no heroes in this story but honestly still insane I was caught in the middle of that#we’re going out together tonight tho so yay#(I do not wanna see her boyfriend’s face I hope he’s not home bc im picking her up tonight)
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There are two wolves inside me.
— Vanitas no Shuki (book 10, chapter 53) by Jun Mochizuki
I vibe with those two so much.
#i will never set you “free”!!!#this part hit me so hard 🫠#bcs i have a whole symbolism around freedom#not dissimilar from Vanitas xd#which *cannot* exist bcs of that#jun mochizuki#she is such an amazing author#my favorite mangaka for ten years now#and for very good reason#pandora hearts was alread amazing#but vanitas no shuki is turning out to be just as great ☆.☆#vanitas no carte#les memoires de vanitas#vanitas no shuki#the case study of vanitas#why so many version of the title XD#vnc vanitas#vanitas#noé archiviste#vnc noé#vnc#vnc spoilers#manga panel#manga
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About Noé's latest neurodivergent adventures (chapter 61.5 and 62)
(things I found relatable)
1. PUTTING UR HAND UP BC U CANT FIGURE OUT WHEN TO SPEAK. EVERYONE THINKS UR WEIRD FOR IT BUT ITS POLITE AND LIFE IS FUCKING HARD
2. Struggling to follow conversation, and seeing clearer ways of communication that no one else can and getting frustrated that the neurotypicals are so obviously communicating poorly
3. Vanitas designated translator
4. Being quite blind to politics (when it comes to discrimination against himself as a vampire [and his PRIVILEGES as a vampire] and in this case against others like dhams) bc he works individual by individual instead of by social categories
5. Last of all it hurts to see the other characters calling him ignorant and an idiot all the time bc Ive been there. He's booksmart, he's intelligent, just not socially, but here is everyone writing him off as dumb just bc he's different.
Its not like he's ignorant on purpose. Of course it's important to know this shit he's learning now, and it can be done, but it's a lot harder when ur autistic and, as Vanitas said, when u grow up so isolated. Learning is a neverending process and Noé is very clearly learning and just bc he works differently like putting his hand up to speak or interpreting the world differently doesn't mean he's stupid
#istg im not getting mad at fictional characters it just hits hard for me lmao#i actually grew up in a small very conservative town where it was unsafe to be queer#and i had so much learning to do when i moved to the capital and im so much happier now#but it was especially hard to figure this shit out when ur gullible and confused#i always had a nagging feeling that my peers denying others human rights was wrong but whenever i tried to object i would be mocked#like the inkling was there there were just no alternatives around me to the bigotry#until i found a place where my sense of justice could flourish#socialising is still hard but the politics side has improved so much and will continue improving#srry for ranting just wanted to share my personal experiences where relevant#autism#adhd#noé archiviste#the case study of vanitas#vanitas no carte#vnc#autistic noé#autistic noé archiviste
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It kinda sucks that we’re actually doing stuff at work now (lmao) bc now i dont have the same amounts of boundless energy when i get home 😩😩
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Kendall….. I need to know more about omegaverse AU…
satoru and suguru are the established bonded pair and then they meet me, unbonded omega, unexpectedly and they both Know immediately that it has to be the three of us. it’s a little dark a little yan a little obsessive but it suits us all pretty well 😋
#kendy says#cw omegaverse#in this au I’ve been ignoring the needs of an omega by taking suppressants and just pretending it isn’t happening#but i meet suguru by chance at the grocery store and i skipped a suppressant dosage bc I forgot and he’s like jfc who IS this?????#bc in this au in my twisted mind the first heat after you’ve been suppressing them hits like a fucking train#and he doesn’t like outright ask if i am with someone he just looks at my grocery cart and knows I am#(evil man)#and he comes to the grocery store every day for a week to see me again and I look worse the second time#bc heat is coming#it’s a whole thing
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My feelings on VnC and PH being connected have fluctuated, but currently, Id be hype to have an allusion/reference to PH but Id dislike an establishment that every Mochijun series will then have to fit into the structure PH created.
#dee p thoughts#vanitas no carte#pandora hearts#if you know you know#mostly because. it works as a first reveal but if we have to allude to it again and again...itd get old. and mochijun's series will become#predictable. I think itd only work if theres change and/or a new perspective on it (not in terms of replacing names but interpretation of a#concept per se) that is leading to a gigantic overarching story intended to be told over all the series but. I dunno risky business and a#hard ask imo. I dont think thingsll go to the extent of ''an establishment'' but this post is more for me to reflect on later and a just in#case sort of deal! if anything I think itd be amusing to feel like theres gonna be a connection and then mochijun will hit us that its not#connected at all. an ''I made sure not to just repeat myself/connect BUT/AND if you see a connection Im leading you to think of things in a#new way'' kind of case which would be yay!#ultimately I guess mochijun would work it if theres was ''an establishment'' my major gripe would be having to sit through explanations of#a series' ***** and ***** ** *** **** over and over again. knowing that its going to happen. I dunno I think itd get stale and Im saying#that AS a PH lover
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Not even halfway through the holiday season yet and I already wish all customers a very Go Fuck Yourself.
Hell is a place on earth. It's working in a grocery store during the holiday season.
#if im tbhing i shouldnt be in bed in pain because 3 separate old ladies would rather hit me with their shopping carts#instead of yknow using their words to say excuse me#i shouldnt have to have 20+ strangers a day press their entire body agaisnt mine and pin me to a shelf because they want to reach something#and yknow once again grown ass adults dont know how to use their words and say excuse me#i would rather move two steps in any direction to get out of your way than have your body on mine#''youre okay i just need x'' no part of this is okay. get off of me#istg all of humanity forgets grocery workers are human beings as soon as the holiday season rolls around#nevermind the fact yall wouldn't even have your holidays with your families if it werent for people like me#I'm once again spending another thanksgiving at work instead of with my family. where will you be?#im just... so god damn tired#january can't come soon enough
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yall they’re scamming the british now by telling them the d8 & alt cannabinoid vapes are d9 😭😭😭😭 oh naurrrr
#stream#& did i just buy 4#yea#honestly i know these aren’t even d8 like ALSKALKSLKSAKKSLAKSLAKS#FULLY SOMETHING SYNTHETIC I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IT IS JUST ‘THC’ ALSALKSALKSLAKSLAKLSLA#I MISS JEETERS !!!!!!!!!#but i can’t use bud anymore it’s TEW RISKY#for now#until i move#lack of the weed nutrition label that u get on legal weed + the fact that these carts are just bought empty & filled like clear#also the fact that all of them are the same color the only difference is the packaging#my poor plug 😭😭#he hit me up today like ‘i got 4 left of these do u want em ??’ & i was like eh yea why not bc i know i needed to buy more weed anyway#& now i’m stuck w em#am i mad ? no#these will be the vapes i can bring when i travel so i can just chuck em in the bin before getting on the plane ALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLAK
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Artistic rendition of me coming up with ideas for my aus
My ass is NOT paying attention to traffic.
#b1eeding sun rambles#fullmetal alchemist#fma#i do not miss my grocery store job lmao#now i just come up with ideas during classes lol#almost got hit by a car more than once while i was doing carts at that job because i was totally zoned out#good times
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The urge to redesign my entire personality (read: Wardrobe and Home Decor) every Fall, what's that about?
#this is leftover from school behavior I fear#I wasn't even a person who got new stuff for school what is this about#The new clothes thing has been hitting me every season tbf I think I just want disposable income for clothes#I have a problem and like no spending money right now#so instead of being normal about this I have an entire window dedicated to tabs of pinterest boards and carts I won't purchase#Very proud of the yellow bedroom in my head though#Tbf the home decor shit is mostly replacing things I bought 6 years ago that have lived through 4 moves and a cat that chews on furniture#So they aren't in the best shape (looking at my $20 nightstand specifically)#Though on like that topic#Why do most nightstands either suck or cost $400 now when did that happen#This post is mostly tags whoops
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i am gonna… get a cart i think…..
#me and my edibles have not been agreeing…#or maybe i’m just taking too much? idk carts are more convenient though sometimes i just want to be a Little high#plus if i hit a cart before eating it improves my appetite! arfid win honestly#last time i had one was very silly i would get high and play fortnite all day in my dorm after my finals ended 😭
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the cat at the restaurant i work at has lyme disease and no one can get close to her to get her treatment or take her to the vet :((
#her name is captain sugarboots and i really hope someone will be able to treat her#i pet her today when i went out to hit my coworker’s cart. her legs were doing fine today but sometimes they just give out on her :(
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