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I think Luna, Queen Faustina(naenia) and the shapeless one are wayyy too similar in the way they are drawn, the lines, the eyes. Shapeless one has one red eye and another blue eye, like naenia and the vampire of the blue moon..... am i missing smt or?
You're absolutely right! A lot of this actually gets pointed out by characters in the manga as well, so we know it's all intentional on Mochijun's part.
When Noé sees Luna in Misha's memories, he remarks in confusion that Luna looks extremely similar to Faustina:
Then, when Jeanne sees The Shapeless One for the first time in the amusement park, she observes that his left eye is the exact same color as Vanitas's eyes (and therefore the same color as Luna's eyes).
Teacher's right eye is violet, not crimson like Faustina's, so he's not a perfect combination of the other two, but there's definitely something going on here. Even without the visual link, we know they're connected, as Ruthven says Teacher was the first vampire to serve her (and the one to do so for the longest). He's extremely old, the oldest vampire we know of besides the queen, so he may even have some connection to Babel and Faustina's origins. (I'm personally a fan of the Teacher is Paracelsus theory, but that should really be a separate post).
As for your confusion, I honestly think you're right to be confused! We have all these extremely conspicuous connections and similarities, but no explanations yet. It's all just hints and gestures toward Big Reveals that are yet to come.
That said, I do have theories.
Luna and Faustina are similar-looking enough that I think they have to be related in some way. They could be normal relatives, one could have been artificially made in the image of the other, or it could be something even weirder that I haven't thought of yet, but there's no way their origins aren't connected somehow.
I know some people theorize they're twins, but that would require discounting all of the fairytale version of Luna's story, so I'm not ready to commit to that one quite yet. Faustina is supposed to be the first ever crimson vampire, created during or right after Babel, while Luna was supposedly born under a blue moon and born late enough that there were other vampires around to resent and reject them. Some of that mythos could be wrong! I'm absolutely not trusting that the fairy tale is telling the truth about Luna (or Faustina). But it's enough for now to make me suspect that their connection is something more complex than their simply being twins and/or both born from Babel.
Meanwhile, with Teacher, it seems like Mochijun is hinting to us that Teacher took Luna's left eye. Teacher has a left eye that we're specifically told is Blue Moon blue, and Luna's left eye is constantly hidden from our view under their hair. We also know from the above "most beautiful creature in the world" line, his involvement with both Misha and Noé/Vanitas, and his shapeshifting into them that Teacher seems to have some kind of fixation on Luna. If that fixation didn't drive him to take their actual left eye, then Mr. Shapeshifter may well be turning his own left eye blue on purpose in Luna's image.
I'm not discounting the possibility that the obvious explanation of "eye theft" could be a red herring, but Teacher's left eye's connection to Luna definitely strikes me as something affected rather than a sign of actual relation to the Blue Moon. After all, in that panel I included above, he discusses the beauty of "Blue" in a way that makes it sound like something external he's fascinated with, rather than something he possesses or is part of.
Overall, all three of these characters are obviously interconnected, and they all have equally mysterious origins, but with the information we have now, it's impossible to solve those mysteries. For now all we can do is theorize and wait to see what future chapters might clarify.
#thanks for the ask!#been a minute since I actually answered one. so this was nice to get back to#vnc#vanitas no carte#the case study of vanitas#luna#the vampire of the blue moon#naenia#faustina#teacher#comte de saint germain#the shapeless one#vnc spoilers#teacher my beloathed#luna my beloved#faustina my beloved#theory#ask#anon#ID in alt text
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WIP Wednesday! in which i am finally starting to texture things & also solved my draw call problem (turns out it was literally just the lights lol)
#ignore that one floor; i severely half-assed the uvs (they shall be fixed.. later.....)#i am being so so lazy with textures but i DID get praise for it B) (<- my workflow is very efficient)#turns out adding light strips to everything immediately makes it look more polished AND more sci fi with minimal effort! xD#(& this teacher doesn't care too much abt the Visual Fanciness TM so the repetitive/boring textures aren't an issue)#(as long as the overall scene Feels okay)#wip wednesday#(just barely made it! xD)#my art#have i mentioned. i hate design.#the whole uv unwrapping and setting up materials and fiddling with optimisation part is super fun#but UGH design my beloathed#(<- the reason why almost everything is a glorified cube or cylinder lol. that and 'cant be bothered to make complex assets')
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Being an adult means forcing yourself to get six impossible tasks done before breakfast five of those being making phone calls
#phone calls my beloathed#also looking at payment deadlines for college my beloathed#the good thing is that they allow me to procrastinate doing the insane amount of sketches my teacher assigned us#I swear this class has more homework than my actually degree specific courses#I’ve prototyped like…three websites#but I’ve drawn enough circles to transmute a living being#trin rambles
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i need a fuckin’ path and shit man this is scaring me
#highschool starts to draw to a close (kinda) and cody realizes he has no idea what he wants to do with his life!!!!!!!!#fallback plan is air force academy like papa beloathed but i don’t… the government…#firefighter???? search and rescue? meteorology????#no way in balls am i getting an office job or a teacher or some shit i’d go batshit in a week#but i’m failing so i can’t expect to lean on my grades to get me anywhere#at least i’m physically fit and strong and shit so i can get a blue collar if i want#i dont fucking KNOW but people keep asking me like i’m supposed to have an hour by hour itinerary of my entire life!!!#sorry. kinda a rant kinda an ongoing panic attack because i don’t know what to do#my brother talking about moving out made me realize that we’re like. Big now. we have to do things.
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Insane to me that Kinnporsche will show me a severed head and a man licking another man’s cum off his hand and still expect me to believe these grown mafia men are saying words like “heck” and “fudge”
#kinnporsche#official translation my beloathed#men who fuck like that don’t use school yard Sunday school teacher curses come on now
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unrelated to anything i miss my theater teacher from before winter break
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drawing my time traveler character bc she was the only good thing to come out of my concept art/3d modeling class (i learned nothing about character design or 3d modeling and this character was the only assignment actually about character design that we did (i did my senior project on character design and learned way more about it than a whole semester long class that was supposed to teach me it))
im also going insane trying to track down the shoes i used for inspiration for hers but alas i cant find them
#my art#original character#oc#uh she still doesn't have a name but eh#also i really wish i couldve kept the original photoshop file of her but when i tried to move it into my google drive it wouldnt let me :(#mustve been something with the school network or something but still#god even though ive graduated already and dont have to deal with that class anymore i still wish i never took it#the teacher did not teach very well and that class was soul sucking to be in (it also didnt help that we had block schedule so it was a#2 hour class)#giving us old pdfs on learning maya from 2011.... making us copy some other guys drawing but not really in a way to learn from him or his#character design...#dumping her family issues on literally everyone who came into the class (i had to listen to this all the time bc i sat at the front)#i mean at least the teacher liked me i guess but that didnt help the class like. at all.#digital drawing for concept art / 3d modeling my beloathed#anyways for this assignment specifically (the time traveler)#she gave us a book to look at with. character design stuff? i think? and the page we were looking at had some time travel agent woman#concept art on it#that design was really dumb looking imo but it was also probably pretty early concept art for a game so i dont blame it much#it was some generic hot woman with long platinum blonde hair (described as strange despite it not being strange at all)#and wearing a suit that conveniently showed cleavage and had a thigh slit on her skirt#she was holding some old ass briefcase and one of those plastic umbrellas with polka dots on it (the umbrella was her time travel device or#whatever)#the teacher told us we had to make a time traveler so i set out to yassify and transify this design a bit#i think the only sort of character design tip we learned during this whole like. month we worked on this for was to make a moodboard of#our ideas#but eh i still really like the design i made and i was able to get nice and creative with ut#just wish i was able to save it on my own computer and not the school computer :(#2023#oc tag
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hii ^^ 'tis i. im home
#oh philosophy my dearest beloved#favorite thing was the mention of kant! mutuals blorbo from philosophy. quite nice#i like his definition of philosophy.#my personal favorite was jaspers‚ calling philosophy a path/road (not sure how to translate it to english?)#oh‚ perhaps it's journey.#it's a nice idea that no matter how far you walk‚ philosophy is always the road you're taking‚ not an arbitrary destination#oh also physics my beloved.#we're on the topic of... what's it? oh‚ circuits. (turkish to english translation in my head my beloathed)#at some point in the class the teacher asked the class that someone come up to the board and draw a circuit so she could make a question -#- out of the circuit drawn.#no one raised their hand‚ and so i did! i was not courageous but i did it. and she seemed a little proud of me which is nice#oh oh very important detail for today‚ at the end of the day when it was time to unlock the locker where the student phones are kept‚#the philosophy teacher called my name and asked that since i was the most frequent participator in class‚ i be the one to unlock it#it felt analogous with a coronation. you understand#🌙rambling
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Thinking abt the initial concept of the villain Dia au now and just ncmcnd
Imagine if she didn't really kill Malva, but Malva is still really unaware of Diantha's involvement in Flare or the fact that Diantha just knows abt them. And she's there looking for Lysandre, and she found nothing, no leads, no body, nothing. But Dia's Trevenant was there yknow, watching, waiting, and when Gengar arrived to get the daily report, Trevenant had told him what he saw. And ofc, Dia already knew yknow, she's already aware of the fact that Malva's part of Flare, this was just for blackmail hahaha
And like, imagine a small confrontation between them, or maybe smth like in that first chapter where Dia was asking Malva to help them find the remaining members of Flare. Imagine Diantha waiting for the other three Elites before she turns to Malva, going "aren't you going to help?"
"why would I? I'm sure there's nothing left of Flare."
"oh, I wouldn't say that," Dia laughed at her, taking a step closer towards Malva, "considering that you're still here."
And Malva paling at that tho, cause she and Lysandre hid their identities and involvement in Flare rather well, how would Diantha even know? As far as Lysandre and Malva were aware, Dia never found out abt the actual boss of Flare. Unless..
"you were looking for Lysandre, weren't you?" Then Malva could feel claws from beneath her, grabbing her legs, preventing her escape. She looked down, seeing arms of what she could only assume we're a Gengar's, then she hears a sinister laugh to confirm it. She looks back at Diantha, Lysandre's Mega Ring in hand, "I have to thank him though, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have gotten my darling Yveltal."
And everything's just sinking in on Malva after watching Dia wear the ring, watching her eyes drift towards her again, and suddenly feeling the cold edge of a blade on her neck. "Now, I suppose you know what will happen if you won't help, yes?" And she could only nod, the cold feeling of dread taking over her body. Diantha smiled at her, snapping her fingers, and the blade on her neck and the hand grabbing her legs disappeared. "Very good, my darling. Now, tell me, just where are those useless Flare admins hiding? I'm in no mood to play this game of Meowth and Rattata with them."
And ofc, Malva told her where, the two of em got the other Flare admins before the other Elites could. And idk, it's fun to think that Xerosic still had intentions at Lumiose to get mega stones from Augustine, and Dia was pissed man, so hey, she got all the admins to a place maybe, somewhere hidden, and Diantha made Malva watch as she let her Aegislash behead the remaining admins in front of her.
So yeah, now Malva's fucking terrified cause holy shit man, watching that was fucked up, and Diantha could do that to her too. She knows having Diantha's favour doesn't do much rn, if she so much as goes out of line, then she'd meet the same fate as the admins before her. And she'd rather not die just yet.
#keeping malva alive for reasons™#also anon im blaming you for this i keep thinking abt the initial concept na😭🤣#it is cool tho hahah#watch me share stuff rn as a way to cope bc i have a stats test tomorrow ;w;#if i so much as think abt this concept tomorrow id be fucked#not me being so familiar w pkmn and not remembering the formulas needed for the test😭#tbf i dont like math and im shit at math and i feel lied to studying psychology#thinking there wont be math#but THERE IS!!! IT SUCKS!!#psych statistics my beloathed#but at least youre more tolerable than biosci#then again that subj didnt have a good teacher so like *shrugs*#death mention tw#villain diantha au
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I fucking hate Edgenuity man my last day of the school year is next week and these mfs are expecting me to finish an ENTIRE CLASS by that time are u out of ur MINDS?????
#I'm not doing this shit 😭😭#am I supposed to just speedrun this??#what do these guys want me to do???#pyro's rant tag#edgenuity#my BELOATHED#I do like 6-7% on a daily average on my Edgenuity classes#so there's literally no way I'm completing this class on time#unless I try and speedrun everything which I'm way too tired to even try doing#I tried asking my teachers but as of now I haven't gotten any response
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God it just hit me.
Names are power in VnC. We call the piece of the world formula that defines a vampire their "true name." Learning and altering a vampire's true name gives you near-absolute power over them. Vanitas hides his old name as part of his "Vanitas" persona—a defense mechanism to hide his vulnerable self.
And names are an axis of discrimination too. The main way we've been examining discrimination against the dhampirs is through the lens of vampires refusing to call them by their names. And Luna, the perennial outsider, seems not to have been given a real name. They certainly didn't have a name that they liked or identified with for most of their life.
So with all that context, even more than it might be in another series, Teacher's whole name shtick becomes such an insane power move. He changes his name constantly and will brutally punish anyone that gets it wrong. Nobody has the power that would come from knowing whatever his first/true name was. He has the physical and social power to punish and correct anyone that doesn't call him what he wants to be called. He is in complete control of how people address him, or at least close to complete control, which is such a big deal within this story.
#this was just gonna be a post about how it's interesting that names are the vehicle through which dham discrimination has been emphasized#and then I thought of teacher when I was thinking of counter examples#and then this hit me like a bus#if power comes from knowing someone's true name. and safety comes from hiding it#and calling someone what they want to be called/calling them their name is a sign of respect#teacher's found a way to ensure he gets all the safety AND all the respect#(if only out of fear)#also I realize me calling him teacher through this whole post might be a little ironic#but at this point it's just automatic#vnc#vanitas no carte#the case study of vanitas#vnc spoilers#vnc 62#<<not super directly. but with the dham name thing#english major hours#teacher my beloathed#comte de Saint Germain#the shapeless one
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having midterms right next week is absolutely horrible bc we haven’t even finished all of the units in my classes so we have to cram in little projects/tests that r going to suck massive ass
#adri.txt#math my beloved except for when it’s too hard (right now)#history my beloathed as usual#i haven’t had a good teacher since freshman year. augh
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The way Sims4 is lowkey motivating me to learn Blender for cool scenes and pictures in the way my Animation Studies never could.
#eleven talks#in my defense my teacher was kinda shit and i had more mental breakdowns than breakthroughs#also Maya My Beloathed#that disastrous time turned me off from anything 3D related for a long time
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was talking with my cousin about not having our driver liscenses'
we were both feeling bad about it, and my cousin said "oh well, it's my fault anyway lol"
and like,,
i used to feel worse about it before. i kept telling myself that same phrase, that it was my fault.
then i started thinking about it more and how covid fundementally fucked up me and everyone around me at an important stage in our lives,, and i just go, "oh... that actually wasnt my fault"
#living through historical events my beloathed#important#things to remember#getting shit done late (or sometimes not at all) is not the end of the world#don't believe your college or highschool teachers when they say late work isnt acceptable#late or incomplete work is ALWAYS better than no work
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I have such ambitious plans for the new year.
I want to write at least one more chapter of WBTL.
#Personal#Low stakes I know XD#But no you don’t understand 2023 was a nightmare to me especially the last 3-4 months#and right freaking now I’m still half dead#Хнык хнык I hate January#It drains all my energy and any hope for the positive outcomes#(yes this is because of exams I’m generic as heck I’m crying because of school (uni))#Oral exams my beloathed#As my teacher said she wants us to show our knowledge in stressing situations 🥰#Ajshndkfjnf PLEASE#I can barely speak in unstressful situations what are you even talking about#Anyway January won’t last forever I have a long-awaited break in February#And THEN I’m going to have fun#Not for long but still fun#Anyway back to WBTL#You know I actually miss those times when I updated every month x)#I wrote almost every day even if it was little#and now I just open my new doc every now and then add 1-2 paragraphs that don’t move anything forward and cry internally#What happened to me…#I make quite a lot of ‘off screen’ stuff now but really it doesn’t count#Buuuut I think I figured how to put all the upcoming events in order because when I tried to connect all of that in my head#I panicked that nothing of it made sense and started to rearrange the entire timeline thinking when every event would be more fitting :’D#Eventually I just wrote down my original idea read it and calmed down because yeah it actually was coherent#The last sentence of this plan is everything was good again#Yeah writing is my therapy#(Валерио пафосно снял свои перчатки)#Oh and I just have to say I’m going to introduce quite a lot of new characters in the next chapters#and I’m extremely excited to make another post with my characters picrews#Most of them are already made but I cannot share them :’D#Well a good motivation to keep writing
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ughhhh about 2 have a very boring class . . . .
#➳ the fool speaks#2nd period my beloathed#worst class . alllll the others r better . booooooo tomato tomato tomato tomato tomato . boo . 2/10 class . boooooooo#literally so excited for next semester i don't think any of my classes r gonna be too boring#3/4 of em r gonna be fun . hopefully . depending on who teaches me them . if i get an annoying teacher who ruins the fun classes i am going#to cry myself to sleep every night /j
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