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Why can't I have time to study everything
#nat talks#studyblr#academia#I love chemistry#but i wish I could also study classics#and history#and physics#i love learning#i just hate exams
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Jesus Christ I feel like I am going mad.
#i just hate exams#why am i even doing this to myself#the anxiety is rising with each day#i kind of feel like an animal that knows the day that it will get butchered#this happens every time I have to do exams#i am not that good at studying#sometimes I just dissociate for hours#like it is morning and i blink and then it is suddenly the evening#and then I panic because I didn't really get anything done#i fucking hate this so much#i can't even sleep because my brain just goes EXAMS!!! EXAMS ARE IN A WEEK#where the hell is my mind#it just feels like i am living in some kind of alternate universe when i have to do exams#when I don't have to do exams i am just normal and happy but as soon as i have to do that shit again i am going completely off the rails#panic panic panic#i feel like i am on my way to the guillotine and i am not even a french aristrocrat#like there are two people inside of me normal june and exam june. i hate exam june she is ruining my life#i hate exams because i know that I will either fail or barely pass with a bad grade#i am just not good at this#but there is no way out#it is as if i have to relieve my worst nightmare over and over again
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exam 5 for me... tomorrow!
honestly have been feeling really nervous for this exam since my classmates have either failed it or just barely passed. and i had less time to study this time around because i rushed to book the exam.
so i drew this little encouragement early cuz i need the reminder that no matter what happens tomorrow, i did what i could and i didn't compromise on my boundaries—and that is its own victory.
and i hope that you'll be reminded to celebrate your own big and small victories too!
"You are nervous and that's okay! You did your best! You set boundaries! You took breaks! We're so proud of you, Starlight! Whatever happens, we'll always be here, cheering you on!"
#fnaf sun#fnaf eclipse#fnaf moon#fnaf dca#dca fandom#crab art#bright colours#traditional art#self-insert#my OC Esther#on a funnier note (gonna ramble)#i realized today that i could technically bring a sprite to drink in my exam#we're only allowed water in a clear drink container without any labels#so like... sprite is clear enough to work right?#and if they ask about the bubbles i'll just say it's sparking water#(i hate sparkling water but they don't need to know that)#but yeah might do that cuz i think the sugars will do me some good#3 hour exams are inhumane#anyways going to sleep now because i need sleep more than sugar#the worst thing that could happen is i fail and i have to pay another $115 to retake the exam and i receive the disappointment of my mom#i could buy a sun and moon plushie with that money#maybe even an eclipse plushie too#so the stakes are pretty high i think#if i pass i'll buy those plushies hehe#maybe just one for now because i still have more payments to make for my program#okay okay no more rambling going to sleep now
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“a sexual awakening so intense it registered on the richter scale” is the single best and most accurate description I have ever heard.
pov: you're 16 years old and doing the final test for your super license ahead of joining f1 as the youngest ever driver. you expect the doubt and hate, and you know you can prove on track why you deserve to be there once you actually get in a car, but until then, you just have to be the subject of everyone's headlines and criticism for a factor you can't control.
then this guy comes along.
race winner who got himself to a top team and is beating his world champion teammate, a cool older handsome charismatic guy with a giant smile and big brown eyes, beloved and kind while still being fiercely talented, competitive, and hungry? the guy who you met in 2011 and who gave you the time of day before you were old enough to sniff at the f1 grid. he's not even going to be your actual teammate (yet), but he still takes the time to tell you he's looking forward to seeing you on the grid when so much of what you've heard is nonstop criticism.
he tells you good luck for your super license with a big grin meant just for you
and this is how it makes you feel.
this is live footage of daniel ricciardo becoming a permanent fixture in max's spank bank. it's one of those foundational crushes you have at a young age that sticks with you for life and unconsciously affects "your type" forever and never truly goes away.
also, i just think everyone should hear the way max very softly says "he's a really nice guy, yeah" with so much affection packed into every word.
how are you not to psychosexually imprint on him? one look at that video and max was ready to risk it all. he's been metaphorically tucking his hair, kicking his feet, and giggling since day one. he found a guy who he could race hard, who would challenge him on track, but who would still make the miserable pr days better for them, who was always laughing at max's jokes every time he did his little glance over to ensure it landed. max is so fiercely loyal to his people, and daniel has clearly earned that trust.
tldr: max verstappen is number one dirlie and if he were on f1blr, he would be writing long posts with onboards, data, and that ☝️🤓 attitude of his explaining in detail why everyone is wrong about daniel, and i hope it haunts all the max fans who get their rocks off to calling daniel a washed asshole loser that max's porn folder is daniel late braking compilations.
#ask#this got long. sorry. i also took a 5 minute crying break over old videos of daniel.#my exams start in a week and this is what i'm doing#anyway#OBVIOUSLY i don't think you have to like daniel ricciardo in order to love max.#but it's perplexing to me that people can look at someone who makes max so visibly happy#and dedicate their entire life to obsessively hate-posting about him.#move on! ignore him!#i couldn't tell you anything about a driver i hate's race besides the basic race coverage#because i don't dig into every facet of it to feed an pathological hatred.#i definitely couldn't tell you things about their personal life/anything what they've been up to/recent quotes/etc#because i just see them and scroll. wish others had that ability.#maxiel
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Are you kidding me.... ARE YOU GODDAMN KIDDING ME!????
You are telling me to abandon the ship i've been shipping for 10+ yrs, that the fandom has been shipping for 20+ yrs?????
I am sorry but, that's just insane. How could you do that to us??? It hasn't even been 2 weeks since Kaishin day and you drop that on us Gosho?????
How could you make kaishin, cousins just to justify their similar looks (and other similarities).....
Yes, I'll forever believe this was the reason why he gave us a cousin reveal (after 20+ yrs!!).... and also cuz kaishin was taking over his canon couple,,, no matter what other reason might be there or what he may give.
You wanted them to be cousins from the beginning? Then why the hell did you wait for over 20 yrs to reveal that??? Yeah no, I am not believing in any of the reasons Gosho gives for "revealing" them as cousins after over two decades.
Canon can go into the trash can and fuck itself (and f u too Gosho).
If they were going to be cousins from the beginning, they should have never given us the kaishin food for all these yrs. Neither in the manga, nor in the movies.
All that poetry Shinichi spouts everytime he is describing Kaito? That one time Shinichi held his dick? Those kissing noises in M 3? That trust they show in each other M 8 (and that train arc??)?? And I can go on and on and on about all the times they added flame to the fire and made kaishin shippers grow into what it is today.
And then suddenly they drop "cousins" on us
And you want me to accept that?? Yeah, no. Not gonna happen.
Kaishin has helped me cope with so many things, I am not gonna drop it, I am not accepting this canon.
If people want to, they are free to do so. If they want to purge their kaishin fanworks, you can do that (tho it would be incredibly sad to loose the fanworks. This fandom has some of the best fics and fanworks i've come across), if you want to leave the ship, you can do that too (which, again, would be very sad, cuz I've met some of the nicest people in this fandom, and it's one of the few fandom ship spaces that is not so tixic... as compared to many other fandom ship groups)
And that's all from me for now over this reveal. I just had to get this out of the system y'know? This reveal sucks. They are giving kaishin akai/akemi treatment, dammit.
#i hope people don't delete thir kaishin works tho... but that's just me hoping.#i have an exam in 3 days and this reveal is gonn eat me up for teo whole days#i just know it#i was gonna stay away from the dcmk fandom from today to until my exams are over y'know?#but I got spoiled about the cousin reveal in the TCF/LCF server of all places....TT#this really blew up... and considering the news... very understandable#🥲#i hate u Gosho#kaishin#dcmk#m 27#m 27 spoilers#movie 27#kudo shinichi#edogawa conan#kaitou kid#kuroba kaito#detective conan#magic kaito
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doodle dump :3
some of these r comic wips that i prob won't get to (the last one is post w7 where an anxious usopp places traps around the sunny and sanji gets caught in one bfhdkjs)
#drawings that weren't good enough to get their own posts so im dumping them here bgfhkdj#op#one piece#art#my art#mintart#sanuso#usosan#sanrio sanuso#sanji#mr prince#vinsmoke sanji#usopp#also adding onto the last one i wanted it to be short and sweet with sanji reassuring usopp that he didn't need to prove his usefulness but#tbh it got too long to become a comic cuz that's a whole ass conversation i wrote out and then deleted cuz no way am i drawing allat#I HAVE EXAMS 💔#i still like the concept tho so im releasing it out into the world do as u please with it#im just not the best Worder#also the yellow and red ones r from lars' strawpage LOL#hi lars if ur reading this im turning u into spaghetti#the winter sanji one is from the sanji collab but i actually kinda hate how it looks#so it's not getting its own post 😭😭😭
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the thing that really gets me in mha is that like. before deku gets his quirk everyone is like you cant be a hero at all. which at the time makes sense bc all might is number one but like at all??? thats crazy. and then woah he has a quirk and he can be a hero and gets into the top class of the top hero school and we immediately meet a guy whose power is just tail. his name is tailman. and another who i kid you the fuck not is a diaper wearing misogynist whose whole schtick is he has sticky balls. and they’re like these r the top students ever!! the future of japan!! and deku is like i could have never gotten here without all might!! meanwhile ojiro is sitting there like a singular fucked up backflip away from being in the same boat as him hello?? looking at him straight on he’s just man?? are you serious right now. and then deku loses his super cool quirk whatevs and has to wait forever for his super powerful best friend/lover/enemy? to buy him a super cool gadget thingy whole time fucking tailman is over here on the same level as the kid who makes lightning bolts strong enough to fry the human brain come out of his hands
#this is not ojiro hate its just truly baffling#like that entrance exam you want to tell me ur furry tail got u in??#literally fuck off#me on my way to fight giant robots with my dog tail#mha#my hero academia#i mean i get that ojiros whole character is to show you dont need a flashy quirk or whatevs#but then#WHY CANT DEKU BE A HERO WITHOUT SUPER EXPENSIVE SUPPORT GEAR#maybe not the number one obvi#izuku midoriya#bakugou katsuki#bkdk#but in a like historical i am a mere historian recounting a tale way#not in a shipping way#a factual one#mineta minoru#denki kaminari#if i was deku and spent my whole life being told i would never get anywhere in life and then miraculously got powers#and walked into the top class of the top hero school#and a red haired mohawk fuck came up to me and was like#hey im kirishima my superpower is i get hard#i would lose my shit#completely#AND THEN#THE GUY WHO BULLIED ME FOR BEING QUIRKLESS (my lover)#DECIDED THE HARD GUY WOULD BE ONE HIS BESTIES#NAHHHH#kirishima eijirou#i just cant
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are you okay? horse figures are important, but so are you!
Horse is how I cope but thanks<33
#short story: i'm too autistic to function and don't know when to quit#and i've been very very angry and anxious and frustrated for the last? 3 weeks??#and basically i just told someone to turn off their music in the least diplomatic way possible and almost got choked out for it#it's extremely embarrassing because it was a bunch of high schoolers and i'm an adult like#i'm not supposed to let my anger out at kids. even if they're being extremely annoying at midnight. and i have an exam tomorrow.#but also they shouldn't have threatened me or grabbed me or tried to smash my phone so like#one of them grabbed my neck and without thinking i grabbed their neck too and i have no idea how it didn't escalate to an actual fight#idk man#i hate living at a dorm with such a wide age range#why the hell do they force 30-somethings to share dorms with 15-year-olds#i actually had a nightmare last night that someone was listing all my autistic/adhd traits as reasons to hate me so that was fun
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Can't wait for Colin to be his true self in pt 2 so people can finally understand him as a character
#words are not enough#I need a gun to defend him rn#rake doesn't fit him? that's the point. jobless? he's an aristocrat. ugly? frankly you just need an eye exam#I'm also being optimistic cus some people hate him purely because he's not Anthony#oh and he only likes pen now because he liked the kiss or is lusting? Imma need you to rewatch the series with your eyes open this time#I'm ranting#bridgerton#polin
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Maybe Vos and Jack weren't Sammy's only friends.
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm nurm#nurm mcsm#Clemont_ine#On a lighter note#Headcannon that Sammy and Nurm used to be best friends when they were like.. 14#Sammy used to visit the village Nurm lived in frequently and they would explore the forests surrounding it#Unknown to the other villagers ofc I feel like they aren't chill with their kids just leaving the village without supervision lol#And as they got older it turned into having picnics in caves and on cliffs n places Nurm finds#And having very juicy gossip sessions together about stuff happening in their different settlements#I have so many Nurm headcannons it's wild BRO#N e ways my exams start tomorrow morning so my disappearance starts soon#I have ENGLISH first#I hate English#UGH#Did this instead of studying#Guys drawing Nurm will help me pass the exam trust (I am so cooked)
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LETS GO GUYS IM TEMPORARILY THE HEADER IMAGE FOR THE TROBED TAG !!
#very chuffed about this#fanks for liking my art guys#i am making more i just also have to pass my near future determining exams ☹️#trobed#❤️❤️❤️#troy and abed my favs#i actually hate this drawing lmfao
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couple of mello + near doodles
#death note#mello#mihael keehl#near#nate river#meronia#bright colors#eyestrain#been having fun w colors recently :3#these are the product of me really really really not wanting to do some discussion boards#like i don’t even hate discussion boards but something about them has been filling me with dread i’d rather just do exams tbh#i'm like dragging myself through the rest of this semester but it's different from last semester last semester i was losing my mind#this semester i've been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night and go outside bc it's not freezing but also i'm just so fucking done#with school i've been here too long i'm tired but i'm always tired and will always be tired it's tragic honestly i think i'd be more cool#with school if i weren't living how i am rn w my family but eh i don't have the money to move out so it's whatever and it doesn't really#help that i know i'll have to get at least a master's to really do anything in my field and the though of doing more of this makes#me so tired i think i might take a gap year after i get my bachelors this fall idk#anyways enjoy my doodles or don't if you don't want to i'm not the boss of you
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They say you can tell a lot bout an artist by the way they draw themselves how do you draw yourself spitzy if you don’t mind me asking?
i have had limr one lther person ask me to draw myself so bere !!! me .. im just a happy jolly gay girl honestly with a los4r fashion sense im nkt too special i am literally rvery gay girl whos a loser boyfriend
#going to writr little facts aboit myself whatever#my handwriting is actually shit it takes me likr so long to write the dialogur#becaude i keep on wroting it teerrible#my college has asled me to write with a laptop for exams#they literally camt read it#i refuse to ise a laptip idont care i fucking HATE typing on laptops#i also never take off my coat#it was omce lime 30 degrees celsiys on emgland and i was MELTING#woth my coat on becauze i refuse to take that shit off#i likr rock congs !!! honestly any song with shouting ill like#i limr sex songs also !! my playlost has likr 3000 songs and most of those songs are just moaning#also hige fan of britney spears i knoe the lyrocs to ALL HER SONGS i mean EVRRY SINGLE ONE i know the lyrics#by heart
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so turns out doing homework at 2am was not the right move. i will not be learning from this.
#the scary discussion board is done tho#hate discussion boards#brb vs the call of the academia#im posting this as validation that i should be allowed to nap.#will i? nah#i gonna study for the personality exam i have tomorrow#today's just been like *slow blink* Time to go already?
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Day 6 of being hospitalized. I’ve begun having thoughts like “I wonder what Hilda characters would act like if they had to go through long hospital stays” and “I should write a post on headcanons of Hilda characters as patients”. I am climbing up my walls
#I don’t think I told you guys what was happening?#uh sorry I just went radio silent#anyway my kidneys are infected. by some motherfucking bacteria that won’t show up in any exam#I hate being a patient. what is this. this feels wrong#anyway I’m doing fine! imagining says I still have the infection/inflammation but I feel fine#which is why I’m climbing up my walls#let me out. LET ME OOOUUT#not hilda#wife speaks
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Guys is this a safe space to say that Demosthenes and Philip II should have fucked nasty
#no this has nothing to do with the assassin's creed game I don't know shit about ac odyssey#what I do know shit about is my greek history college exam#old men yaoi I raise you ancient men yaoi#demosthenes they could never make me hate you#but I want too se you chocked like you SHOULD HAVE BEEN PUTTING PEBBLES IN YOUR MOUTH WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT BESTIE#bitches with linguistic impediments and hater reputations just get eachothers (me and demosthenes are the bitches)#I don't think that fucking the king of Macedon would have helped with Greece's political situation or would have somehow made#Greece's submission to Macedon have better conditions#I just think that if you write four callout posts about a guy maybe it's more productive to fuck him rather than considering writing a fifth#demosthenes#philip ii#philip ii of macedon#ancient history#ancient greece
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