#i just had to let this out

[myrquez]

rosquez reconciliation is just not going to happen like never in their life ever (except, maybe, in just one case. maybe)

and i’m almost sure of that bc. listen. i have so many thoughts and it’s early in the morning and it’s gonna be so messy and i don’t even know if someone has already said this but.

what i’m really convinced of is, valentino didn’t believe marc sabotaged him. i think the whole sabotage story is bullshit. like, it IS really bullshit even for them. it’s as believable as that polleria osvaldo prank.

ofc uccio didn’t check any telemetry shit. ofc valentino didn’t really think marc was sabotaging him in phillip island. marc had a rough start of the season that year, made many mistakes, but at some point he eventually started to get his shit back together and even tho he wasn’t a contender for the title anymore he could’ve been very much of an obstacle put in the middle of the road of his climb to the 10th. that sabotage conspiracy theory really was nothing but a means to “scare off” little marc, to try to make him take a few steps back and get him off the hook or whatever. he NEEDED marc out of the games bc that was his last chance to get his 10th and he truly wanted it at ALL costs. plus, he really loved his silly little mind games. he pulled that shit with gibernau, biaggi, casey AND jorge himself. but it BIBLICALLY backfired bc marc has always been one tough mf and of course he served vale a little taste of his own medicine (showing him what it would have been like to have him as an actual sabotaging agent on track) and OF COURSE he had to show that he wasn’t scared or anything. OF COURSE he had to show that he would’ve never bent down for anybody. should he have behaved differently? probably. but he literally was 22. and it’s not to babey him or anything, it’s how it is. 22 years of age and FIRE in his veins, headstrong, impulsive, and all of that. of course it didn’t end well, that was the only possible outcome, no variations. vale ended up losing his 10th and marc.. well we know what he had to go through

but that’s it. vale’s own ambition outweighed his talent (for mindgames) (quote) and he lost the championship the exact moment he went and poked the wrong bear. vale never felt betrayed, he STILL does not feel betrayed or anything. it’s not about genuine delusions or hurt feelings, it’s about ego, truly. vale doesn’t need and doesn’t want any apology. vale just doesn’t want anyone to reach HIS greatness. HIS status as a god. which is why he ended up being friendly with all of his past enemies on track, they’re out of the games now, of course! they couldn’t (and won’t now) reach his status as a god not even if they wanted to. except for the one that is still riding despite everything he went through

this is why, or at least i think it is, they will never really fully reconcile, IF not, maybe, in just one case: marc retires before he has reached (or surpassed) vale’s number of championships.

even in that case, i wouldn’t be really sure it could eventually happen. but it’s really the only scenario that seems probable to me.

[unpuffedreese]

I’ve been having the biggest brainrot and I just can’t stop thinking of how limbus company is such a perfect setting for a crossover AU.

Just the idea of putting characters from other media in The City, a cruel and bleak dystopia, is already great, but specifically grabbing twelve very traumatized characters that under normal circumstances would never cross paths, shoving them in a bus, sending them into extremely dangerous missions where they’re expected to die over and over while also making them literally fight their trauma one by one, and worst of all, forcing them to get along.

Just imagine, Azula having to fight her own father manifesting some phoenix E.G.O. alongside Shinji, Homura and Kazui.

[poopiefart420]

How it feels to see any content of ozai, hakoda, unalaq, tonraq, or Lu ten

[shrewmingledotcom]

i physically cannot get over gyjo like oh my god look at these two gay cowboys they are so in loveh oly fucking shit *crashes in to a wall* *explodes*

[luvyeni]

JUST A SMALL RANT ❗❗

lately i've been feeling so much better , like back when i was getting tons and tons of hate , i wanted to quit , like i genuinely hated writing , i only wrote because i felt like i had to , i felt trapped.

now i feel like since i don't rush to put out work anymore , and im moving on my time , writing when i want , and taking breaks when i feel like it , im loving writing again.

for any writers , if you're ever feeling like that , take the break of you need it , don't write when you aren't feeling your best , don't lose your passion.

[cherrysugcr]

there is gonna be loads of drama at my work this afternoon and i'm not involved but some pals of mine are involved and i'm like DYING because they don't know it's happening but I DO and lowkey like they were wrong so it's fair and all but omg omg omg omg omg

it's wild -- note no one is gonna get fired but my pals are gonna be pisssed

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

[hinamie]

I'm always pushing you away from me / but you come back with gravity / and when I call, you come home

[dandyshucks]

being in love with a fictional character will make u produce art u didnt know u were capable of

~

[if ur part of the "fiction doesnt affect reality" crowd: please fuck off lol]

[chloesimaginationthings]

Jumpscare Balloon boy returns in FNAF 2 movie..

[curlytsunamiart]

a confrontation between miquella and messmer in the shadow keep throne room

[sentimental-idiot25]

(sentimental-idiot25 story time)

TW: Abusive friendship/self-harm Nothing to do with my usual ships/ prompts/ one shots/ ficsBut part of me aa much as anything in this blog. Yesterday I was with a group of people and we were playing a game where we had to draw cards that asked questions that were meant to make us think/ deep questions. One of the questions that arose was 'who is someone you want to know on a deeper level' And instantly my mind when to the (verbally, mentally, and emotionally) abusive relationship I was in (not romantic but work relationship and a twisted version of a friendship...I def know I cared for him and he claimed to love me as a friend and all but the actions never reflected that). And I thought of him. This dude and me had to work together for a little under a year for this organization where he was the president and I was the vice president. So obviously we had to work close together. And we started out as almost entire strangers. But all my seniors in the organization told me to be wary of him. They warned me that he was not a good person, like none of the accusations against him were entirely bad. It seemed like immaturity issues or personality issues. So I started off with an open mind, but still had a bit of my guard up. And it was okay for a while, I personally think it was good. We stayed up texting, on calls, etc. It was nice. For a few months. slowly things within our organization became strained. and obviously he and I were the heads of it. So we felt the most pressure. But we were so incompatible as co-leaders. He was unreasonable, it was either his way or no way. He didn't seem to lead with any regard for anyone else but himself or his self interests or ego. I am a very people oriented person and am super empathetic. Our relationship became so strained. He verbally abused me, emotionally manipulated me, would gaslight me constantly. Everyt time I had a concerned and voiced it-- he would make me think I was in the wrong and I was the bad guy. Like this dude got into my face and yelled at me before. Mind you we are peers. The emotional abuse became so bad I started to self harm once again-- after being clean for 6+ years. We were (and still are) attending the same university. And at the time of the abuse, it took such a toll on me that I got actual letters from the school telling my professors that I could not attend my classes, had to turn in assignments late, etc. Because I was under heavy unforeseeable and debilitating emotional and mental stress. I stayed as Vice president because our tenure was only for a year. And as soon as the new vice president was elected I was free! I was no longer under any obligation to work with him. But of course I still feel the after affects to this day. I think of him everyday still even thought he is out of my life. Because of course what he did to me affects me to this day. Every time I see my self harm scars I think of him. He did that to me. He pushed me to harm myself. I went to therapy, psychiatry, and went on medication because of how distressed I was. Anyways enough context... I instantly thought to myself that I wanted to get to know my abuser on a deeper level (despite use being close in proximity for a year and having to constantly communicate with one another-- we maybe had less than 4 deep conversations-- we didn't know each other as regular friends would yk). Because what could possibly push someone to treat another person in such a way? How could you treat someone you said 'I love you' to in such a dehumanizing way. Even though I brought up these concerns with him he always told me I was the bad one in the relationship. Later that night I had a dream where I interacted with him again. We were both together in the context of our organization in present day. (He stepped down as president, but is still in the org. But I left entirely because of the negative experiences I went through) In my dream he was questioning why I was there-- and I got upset at him and was asking him why he treated me the way he did.

Granted in my dream I kinda exploded on him and called him names. He sat down and spoke in a soft voice. He didn't address what I was saying to him in that moment. Rather he began to speak about the accomplishments I earned after my term ended (I got a job with a company I want to work with post graduation). I woke up and thought to myself...despite everything I went through last academic year. I'm doing better-- or I'm trying everyday to do better. I'm so much further now in my life than I was when working with him and was in that abusive relationship with him. I need to acknowledge I've come so far. I no longer self harm. I am out of that organization that just gave me anxiety and paranoia. Of course the collateral of that experience still affects me-- but I'm going to classes again! I'm able to enjoy my life a little bit more. Be more myself. Get back into my interests like writing again!! But that dream hit me because it was my abuser telling me that I'm doing better...I'm doing what I always wanted to do, working with the company I wanted to work with for about a year. "look how far you've come"

[ashoss]

old drawings i found while going thru my computer

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

None of our hands are clean

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[tiniest-hands-in-all-the-land]

Carry me home

[deans-asscot]

*The Walking Dead Spoilers*

Yes, I know I'm hella late but I finally got around to watching TWD. I'm only like half way through but OH MY GOD. I got to the part where Glenn died and I was so angry like I wanted to kill that other guy all over again. I was too angry to cry, but I did tear up a bit after. And then these mofos TOOK HIS NAME OUT OF THE OPENNING CREDITS for the next few eps. And I was like wow rude af. I was lowkey contemplating to stop watching cuz he's one of my favs if not THE fav. But its too good a show to stop. And these little fuqers.... when I tell you I cried tears of joy when they finally revealed he survived 😭 and then they put his name back in. I mean, I was in hopeful denial but at the same time I shoulda known cuz they never take out an actors name in the opening credits even if they die mid-season. But I was like well maybe they did it since he's an OG and to like honor him and shiz but naaaah, they was being little delinquents. Smh. I can't even imagine watching that live....I woulda been screaming on the internet like I am now 😅 I bet ppl were hella pissed and us Glenn truthers mapping out "here's how we can still win". God, then he almost got got AGAIN saving Maggie, UGH. I was like BOOOOI NOOOO. Thank u Daryl and crew coming at the nic of time as always 🤧. Also, Negan has been mentioned by name so I'm like FINALLY. I been waiting 6 seasons for this mofo to appear, so that should be soon now. Ugh, good stuff. Frustrating at times, but good.