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SUNNY REDESIGN 🌻
(before -> after)
#seven leaf clover#SLC#oc#original character#art#digital art#digital illustration#concept art#concept design#artists on tumblr#character design#back to my oc redesigning roots….#william will be next btw#i just dunno what to do with him yet
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Do you think that Snape, after being yelled at by McGonagall for showing her attitude and somehow the fight escalating to their past when Snape was a child, and told that if he was actually traumatised by her actions, he'd be afraid of her, not rude to her, would lock himself in his room and cry, cry, cry, because despite the fact that he fought back and screamed that he IS traumatised, that she DID hurt him by not being there, that she IS responsible for him being this way, he isn't sure? Because every single person around him tells him that he's the problem. That he's rude. That it's his fault the other party was offended. Even though he didn't mean to be rude, he was just being him, but surely he's the problem if everyone's saying it? Or maybe he's surrounded by the wrong people? Or maybe he is wrong, and he is a horrible person, he is a piece of trash, he's wrong and just stubborn?
Do you think that sometimes he doesn't even know if he's right or wrong? That he doesn't even care, all he knows is that he's so, so angry, he's in so, SO much pain, he wants to scream, he wants to cry, it all hurts and no one's coming to make it better and he can never get it out, he can never truly vocalise it because the words won't come, and he looks hysterical, insane, and selfish.
He's just tired.
#severus snape#pro snape#professor severus snape#minerva mcgonagall#why minerva and not the others? lets just say that my own mother's given me my fair share of issues and im done#i dont even care if im wrong anymore if im an awful person i do not care i actually don't#because nothing i do makes me look good everything about me is just wrong so why should i care anymore?#why bother trying? I'll always have “problems”#but noooo im not autistic i dont have adhd i couldn't possibly#like hello what do you think my “attitude” is mum? me choosing to be rude to people?#im not diagnosed yet this is all from my own research and im not even sure sometimes#and sometimes i geniunely worry that maybe i AM neurotypical and just a lazy self centred human#i dunno#well guess that explains why i like snape so much and why i defend him
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some traitor mags gijinka concept stuff (from the same creative effort as this post)
#kirby series#kirby gijinka#master crown monday#master crown#magolor#traitor magolor#technically this is AU content. or it was originally#i came up with some ideas for a fairytale/fantasy/fable au#basically what if triple deluxes aesthetic went on steroids and also applied to other games!#magolor is indeed based on the beast (as in beauty and the beast) but there isnt really a 1 to 1 for beauty#(yes ive been known to depict him smooching the science lady but id want her to be her own thing. maybe like. mulan or something?)#the crown itself i see as some sort of dragon/trickster demon archetype (just that this one was shoved into a hat)#that little imp/devil you know you do NOT want to set free but that will entice you anyway#this design has grown on me. i dont mind it for main universe traitor magolor#but it might be a little TOO far on the animalistic side. i dunno. i would want it to show a bit of the crowns influence creeping in...#and GENERALLY speaking i see the crowns aesthetic as leaning more toward demonic/angelic than traditionally beast-like#yet theres definitely a strong animalistic element to it as well#particularly with those big talons#but for example... fur. whiskers. thats magolors thing not the crown. THE CROWN IS NOT A FURRY!! /lh
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😔 enstars posting won so </3 my enstars silly…… my widdle boy atsu…. NOT MILGRAM VER. ENSTARS VER!!! WELCOME TO THE ASHIVERSE (there is 9. tehepero)
🫶 here is my boy who suffers w gramp issues. HES SO SILLIES. <3 he’s not a producer but a member of me and my friends’ group named plume!!! THEIR WHOLE THEME IS LIKE BIRDS. SHOWING OFF. FANSERVICE BASICALLY they’re fun

#it’s kinda just a lot of misc doodles#I YUME W KAORU!!!!! i’m a mama liker myself but. kaoru fits better w atsu#atsu is very silly he has grandpa issues#gramp issues???#I COULD INFODUMP??? IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED??????#I DUNNO.#kinda scared to do main tags wwww#we’ll see IG#enstars#ensemble stars#enstars yume#ensemble stars yume#enstarsu#kaoru hakaze#kaoru hakaze x oc#I AM NOT AN ENSTARRIE. BTW. YET. I THINK#all IK is undead and tbh what else do I need to know#so in love w the Kaoru i drew tbh……… crazy side profile#<3333 rendering skin and hair my beloved#kaoatsu#<- their tag#enstars oc#I THINK THATS IT?#ashipiko draws ♪#first one may be outdated I legit made that the first day I thought of him HAHAHA
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Taking a risk and saving this yt commentary here cuz it's a rose in the minefields of Kaiser hate lmao (x)




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Isagi has: Kurona, Raichi, Hiori. And, on rare occasions, he helps from Kunigami and Yukimiya, and from Noa when he enters the field.
Barou HAS ALL THE EQUIPMENT FOR HIM. The team, the scheme, the plays, the plays, it's all for him.
Rin has a system for him. And the PXG team does not refuse to pass it on. Tokimitsu, Nanase and others are his allies.
Kaiser literally had Ness and he had Grimm. Grimm is out.
And you can't see how much the players defended Kaiser. Lorenzo, Aiku, Sendou, Aryu, Fukaku. Super goal. Shidou, Karasu, Tokimitsu, Nanase and others? and fail.
Who players defended isagi? Ah, "YES, THE TWO RANDOM PXG THAT CAN'T DEFEND. YES, ISAGOAT IS BETTER THAN KAISER!" Literally, Isagi's three objectives at NEL are: -Depends on an ally (or two, or more). -Depends on stupid mistakes by the defense (like not having physical contact and not moving).
I'm going to give you a simple example of why Isagi's performance, in the eyes of those who DO NOT REASON, seems greater: because Kaiser is on the team. If you take out the team's biggest threat, someone has to replace him. Isagi can't do it. He doesn't have the physique, the resources, the precision, or anything like that. When Barcelona had Messi, Messi was the main focus of the defenders, it was even natural for other big clubs to admit that he was going to score goals for them, they studied it in practice before because they wanted to TRY to defend him, and they were never able to cancel it out. And Messi had the team in his favor (It is not a disdain, obviously the best player in history deserves that, it is logical to play for the best on your team, in the end everyone wants to win).
If you have Kaiser, and you know that his kick is synonymous with a goal, you have to AT LEAST put three defenders on him. And AT LEAST you are going to leave two other players more or less free, but it will hurt you in the end.
An entertaining exercise to see the performance of Kaiser and Isagi is to see what would have happened, if, for example, Kaiser had not been a participant in the duel against Manshine, or Ubers. Spoiler: they would have lost brutally. Several performances in defense and attack were generated by him. In fact, he scored a goal in both games.
#michael kaiser#blue lock#HOLY SHIT i didn't know there is SO MUCH kaiser hate on other platforms#(i mean idk what's the situation on tumblr either but so far i haven't ventured into those circles#yk where the post is about kaiser yet people come over to hate on kaiser??)#like yeah i get it ppl do hate him for his fake superiority complex and sure you go ahead with that hate#but hating him for his football skills is like????#hate him if you want but hate him for the right reasons come on#all i wanted to see was an fanmade animatic of his ubers bicycle goal and i had to wade thro tons of hate#to see some kind of proper analysis of his goal#😭😭😭#btw that video is kinda#kaisae#i dunno what the re al jersey looks like#but holy shit if the duo doesn't look HOT AF in it!!!!#shipping kaisae harder just for seeing them in a game together ghkfjkk
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Reading books about psychology and society and politics and such is fun because it really does hammer in that we have been having the exact same arguments for centuries, just wearing slightly different hats and different standards of what is or is not "normal" or "okay" to say
#we speak#reading a book on masculine identity from the year 1991. we really have been doing this for decades huh#“it is depressing to realize that nearly 40 years after the kinsey report attitudes on homosexuality have remained so hostile”#like yeah buddy we feel that way too#“i feel like some of these men are engaging in relationships because they feel the need for a more emotional connection”#“but they do not feel comfortable seeking that out from companions they do not share a romantic connection with”#yeah buddy youre feeling the effects of amatonormativity. that term hasnt been coined for you yet but youll enjoy it probably#its been 30 years and “men bottle up their emotions so that they can feel more masculine and less vulnerable”#is still like. The Big Thing. and yeah theres still weird cultural junk that insists you arent a man if youre too soft#this particular book takes the stance that masculinity is constructed and femininity is a more “default” state#but we think its less that and more like. both of these concepts of genders are constructed.#neither is necessarily more “natural” than the other but both come with baggage that will fuck with you one way or the other#something we've observed a lot is like. whether you conform or not the overarching gendered-ness of things#still causes trauma to people just by like. virtue of existing. virtue of telling people what the “right” way to be is#in a field that is primarily like. personality. feeling. what you enjoy doing or presenting like.#making categories for things that don't necessarily need to be categorized#we dunno. we think that if the guy who wrote this book didnt die in 2017 we would probably get along pretty well with him#he seems like a chill dude
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how was the date?
Soda sighed dreamily, before giggling to himself and writing. The theatrics were already in play.
It was great! I mean, we went to the movies, got to know each other a little bit more — y'know, aside from just our favorite sodas, we chatted it up.
Nothing super crazy date wise. Cola's a real cool gal. And I mean like, she's 'tough' kind of cool. She seemed to dig me, and I sure as hell digged her. Sooo... who knows. ;D
Maybe there'll be a second one sometime!
Aside from the actual date itself, everything else was good... uh, aside from Steve. Apparently when he decided he was gonna run off after stealing a beer and chugging it like nothing, he was tipsy and feeling dumb.
Had I had known he was gonna start bein' a mess, I wouldn'ta taken him. But I didn't know he had been a mess until just earlier this morning when I took an early drive and found him slumpt in someone's car on the side of the road in front of a night bar.
He didn't even get there from the car! I guess he just wanted somewhere to lay down, because he was hurtin' real bad. And he had been walking the entire night, and I guess whoever owned the car had also been busy all night.
I'm just thankful I found him. God forbid he could've gotten into more trouble if he stayed there when the person owning the car found him sleepin' there.
Soda sighed as he thought about it, looking out the window to stare out at the truck which still occupied a tired Steve.
But it was good last night. Before Steve up and ran off, we all talked good and had fun. I know I sure did at least!
#— He wasn't even that drunk! I think he just wanted an excuse to go out after the guy he spotted.#— I dunno why he thought it'd be smart to run up on someone in their own vehicle... Just saying. But... he wasn't really thinkin' neither.#— On the plus side! Everyone's doing good now and are okay! (Thank GOODNESS.)#— I just hope Steve gets back to feeling 100% soon. Thankfully not so many cars for him to work on today.#— ...Yet.#lore of what happened last night#date good steve bad tsk tsk#at least he didn't get put into critical damage right guys :3 (i was tempted to... but i resisted)#(because unfortunately for me i actually do like steve)#okay anyways back to drafts
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i was trying to sleep last night, and this guy just appeared fully formed in my brain.
#espy talks#espy doodles#just relaxing brain empty then the visual of this guy literally appeared like i was flying by it in the void of space#dunno what he's supposed to be yet if i'm gonna do anythign at all#but i kinda wanna crochey him
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some more dnd doodles, featuring a couple new faces
#ok technically the rabbit guy. isnt actually my character but yknow i drew him so#iiii get to post him#neither the rat or the rabbit have actually played. in a session yet but yknow. one of these days. theyll get there#and then of course my favorite kenku guy#in moments from like 3 different sessions but yknow#can you tell im still trying to figure out how to draw bird beaks </3#various meanderings#literally what do i tag this#dnd#dnd character#original character#theyre just my guys man i dunno what to say#my art#glancing sparks
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I love Dragon Age companion quests, but sometimes I wish we had more that didn't culminate in fighting a Big Personal Bad, you know
#I think I'm like maybe a third or close to halfway? through DAV right now#and I started doing the thought exercise of “what would your Rook's companion quests be”#and realizing that all the DAV companions have like A Person or Entity they're trying to confront and fight#I think Taash and Emmrich are the only ones who don't and I am Fascinated with their internal struggles#and maybe that changes in the next leg of personal quests idk#but I wish we got more of that stuff in general#just people dealing with how messy life is and how hard it is to find your place#anyways my Rook Mairenn would have quests where you collect something before sitting down at like#the edge of rooftops or the canals in Treviso and she'd start sharing what her life was like before the Crows#like first quest would be her scouring the markets for a proper Dalish trinket#popping down on a roof looking over the sea and going like “I hate my family you know- the one that forced me out”#all the “just a kid angst” you can have before she just Chucks the item as hard as she can into the water#and quest two would happen after your first big decision#where she'd have you trail along the rooftops collecting crow feathers and flowers from trelisses#before setting them afloat with a candle on the canals#“for the ones who don't get to see the sunrise tomorrow”#before you get her lamenting how she doesn't know if her old clan survived everything#how she doesn’t want to go back to them- will /never/ go back to them but how she can't help but worry and wonder#how she's from the Dalish but never felt like she was Dalish#that the Crows are her family- her real family- and it feels like a betrayal to still wonder of those who came before#before capping it off with like “but my clan kicked me out and I got picked up by slavers for it so fuck them right?”#trying to laugh it off before pushing you to get back to the Lighthouse#maybe a little more on how Scared she was for Treviso- for her 'maybe older brother maybe adoptive father' Viago not being there at the end#(I haven't fully clocked the vibes there but the letter you start with from him gives older brother vibes lmao)#I dunno what the next quest or culmination of this is yet but it's been fun to think about
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Cards 👏 cards 👏 cards 👏 (Patreon)
#Doodles#Osmosis Jones#Damned#Ozzy#Drix#Thrax#You may remember my DAX card - cough - and also my Stanley card! Also cough huh actually lol#Stanley's looked much more like this tho#Which would be because they're all part of the same printed set!#I actually have another like dozen-ish of these#Might show 'em off in the end-of-year roundup 👀 But for now it's just these guys! The sillies!#In very legible ink lol - I can read it and they're my notes so that's the important bit#I think Thrax's last name would actually be ''Roja'' tho so that's on me#Also why is Drix called Drixenol when his full first name is Drixobenzometaphendramine - where's the L come from#I've been Jonesing - pun intended - to fill out Ozzy's ''personality'' section for aaaggesss#I keep trying to pick at a scene with him and it's just not turning out! Need an easy-overview of his traits and features lol#I did actually have a new idea after making these so I think I was onto something lol#He has a very fun character type ♪ He's oddly socially aware for how annoying he can be! He does it on purpose!!#Drix is the exact opposite so they're great contrasts to each other hehe <3 Drix Tries to be helpful and fumbles it but he's so earnest!#Also finally got me decided on their room placements - so much easier to coordinate them at Night with that square#They don't have roommates Yet but based on who was inhabiting which rooms originally....o3o It's an idea isn't it hmmm#I went and read Thrax's description on one of his wiki pages as well and he was described as ''Cold'' and I was like uhm???#Like yes he does kill in cold-blood - he's pretty unflinching and indiscriminate with what and who he aims his fire power at#But with his hot-headed attitude and overall heat aesthetic I have a difficult time calling him Cold exactly - cool for sure! Haha#But yeah I dunno about that - he's also a nerd which I find very fun haha sets up a powerpoint presentation for his thugs#And just ends up doing the main bit himself anyway! He just likes to talk about his plans hehehe#It really is double-fun to have them all from different points in their timelines ahh ♪ Who and what they know so fun to play in#The secret-keeping and surprises are my favourite part! Mismatch and uncertainty! Love that#I also had a lot of fun with their background splashes :) Ozzy gets blue cells - Drix gets his pills and some fizzles#And Thrax's cell-destroying fire and flames were stylized so cool! Also has a bit of a pollen look as well! I enjoy
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hhhhhh guilt.
#i know a lot of people would be happy to see him back. but i just. i dunno. not sure i can bring him back yet for some reason#i dont want there to be no closure but at the same time it makes me anxious thinking about bringing him back#i feel like I've grown a lot since i last played him? and he was a self insert so it'd be like playing a version of me that I've outgrown?#so it's like. i don't want to go back to how i was feeling back when i was playing him. i wasn't doing great in retrospect.#so now it's like. what do i do with him now.#text#the cubed one's content
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i just realised literally only one of my ocs has a good relationship with their mother
#i dunno why i love my mam so?#the worst in order are probably.#6) batty. where are its parents. does it have any (ser doesn't count.)#emotionally stunted sheepgirl voice : bruuuh ive only known you like 10 years and litteraly fought people to the death with you why do you#care#about my life sm 😒#5) caoimhe relationship was actually fine he left cus he was worried about infecting his family with cwd#4) ros. their mother simultaneously put way 2 much pressure on them and didn't care abt them at all. thats where they get those self#destructive tendencies#3)fern kind tied with iris cus idk. his mother abandoned him cus he was built weird#2)iris her parents where assholes to her! partially cus they were scared of her funky powerz but still. fuck those guys#1)frans. DO NOT ASK FRANS WHAT HAPPENED TO HER MOTHER JUST DONT JUST DONT DO THAT JUST DONT#the one who has a good relationship with her mam is nina. btw. maybe luna but i haven't got a good backstory 4 her yet
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i see or hear alternative/punk rock content and arata screams at the top of his lungs to let him out
#sorry to be talking about yet another muse but i won't lie!! arata pops into my brain kinda often!!#i'm in my creating/revamping oc's era rn i guess asdf#bc maybe i could just kinda?? scratch all his original stuff and maybe the original stuff for all his bandmates too#refocus him a bit somehow#i'll always be attached to stand out!!'s original dynamic but i also think it'd be nice if i maybe left some of those connections open#for others to take? like you have a muse who would be the front man of a band?? or the drummer?? lead guitarist??#cool bc arata's a bassist!! play with him!! be his bandmate!!#also just thinking about him being the driving force behind the band -- he's the reason they get together#which was partially the concept before but not completely#i think this time i would want to focus more on the idea that arata pretty much loses stability at home once his parents divorce#his sister doesn't live with him anymore#so he's determined to build a new family even though he doesn't realize that's what he's doing#this band becomes his world not just bc he loves music but bc it's all that he feels he really has -- it keeps him sane#i dunno y'all asdfg i like the idea but should i bring our silly lil bassist back to bug everyone? am i doing too much :' )#also i'm back!! gonna try to get some things done now that it's quiet <3#get ready to ramble | ooc
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bro i really am just.
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i am just fucking sitting.
#GIRL.......not nerdy guy just texting me cause i havent responded in more than two weeks 😭 OH CMON I JUST FORGOT YOU i cant be getting#delusional over him aGAIN..... he just texted me “hey (name)? where've you gotten lost?” okokok. the fact he hasnt forgotten my ass yet? ok.#slay mayhaps but also... why🤨 anyways. i came to uni today and barely talked to anyone💀💀💀 he doesnt share today's particular lesson so#we haven't seen eachother in like............. more than a month? give or take..#so if i decide to show up again tomorrow ill most likely see him. so. ill have to dress up extra cute. why? i dunno. my brainworms tell me#to do so. see#i wouldve dressed cuter today but i was too tired and didnt have enough tjme.....#im kinda running on not enough sleep but i meant to say we dont share today's particular class.#ive almost forgotten how his dumb cute lil loir face looks like. hm.... anyway.#im tired. took too much hydroxyzine and almost fell asleep in class 💀 someone nameless bitch gave me a dirty look and i was like ok i dont#eveb know you why the disgusted face💀 youve never seen a sleepy angel or what#“some* nameless bitch”#especially an angel sleepy cuz of a “drug” like cmon. grow up. 🙄#placeholder tag
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#so there's this girl#and there's this conversation I had where I told Prettyboy about a coworker whose version of polyamory is#'she says she needs me back in Washington but I don't have a job there. I keep telling her to get another boyfriend while I'm out of town#just make sure he's not around when I visit so I don't have to fight anybody'#That tickled me. And the conversation ended with me getting like a third of a hall pass. I gotta call if anything happens.#Call so Prettyboy feels like he's part of my romantic life even when the romance isn't him#Which is the opposite track of the one I was giggling about okay yeah#But like my best friend here is. Super pretty. Ridiculously pretty.#And kind and works hard and takes care of the people she loves. She's always finding ways to help me.#And she's vegan and loves my cooking and that's my love language okay#I wanna make sure she eats I wanna see what happens if she's given full reigns on dominance I want I yearn#And we talk for hours about nothing but it's been weeks since I've been like one third available and I dunno how to tell her#Or if I should or if I'd be just another person in her life who wants her for what she can do for them#I think my intentions are good but it's lonely. The long distance and the seasonal work and the isolated town up in the mountains.#And maybe I just want to be held.#I know she's grey ace and a lot of the romantic relationships she's had in the past were very manipulative and not what she really wanted#Maybe that's what's pulling me in so hard like am I just insecure and want to prove myself yet again#I've always been drawn to flaky people#I wanna be the one person they show up for#This is the thing that I actually need to process in therapy and can't just lsd the anxiety away#Though that worked for most things#Take hallucinagens. Once.#I'm such a hugger but only worked up the courage to hug her a few days ago.#We've been talking (lowercase t) for months.#And I know she has her own long distance unicorn relationship back in Kentucky. I'm hoping the subject will just surface again.#And then I can say hey#I think you're really pretty
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