#i just doubled over in pain

[doeble]

johnkoto :(

[spelacchiotto]

i may still be recovering, but i needed to get sad dilf McNulty out of my system like a miasma

[jrueships]

r u the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u buy whatever little thing u want as an adult and struggle with saving for the big mandatory thing,

or the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u just never buy anything small bcs u had to learn to live without it and constantly try to save for the next big thing in 500 yrs

[chronicillnesscaneffoffplease]

Why does everything I love hurt my hands?

[oldbutchdanielcraig]

[sysig]

Dr. “Has to get a good grade in therapy” Doran (Patreon)

[im-secretly-a-frog]

me when my disability disables me:

[sapphire-heart-tippy]

Also

I'm going to step away from the selfship community for a while other than doing commissions for everyone. Not forever, but everything feels so overwhelming at the moment. I'm not going to stop selfshipping obviously, and I'll still interact with the friends I've made in the community.

I want to selfship for fun and do it to relieve stress, but sometimes things can get so... hissy and finicky, like an ornery pit viper.

I might not tag my drawings as "selfship" or "selfship community" for a while (or I may forget and just tag those on autopilot because I'm so used to doing that)

Plus I'll mainly just be focusing on the fun fairytale au and pixieverse au for a while

However, I am working on the epilogue for Sugar Crash Void Bash, but that's going to take a little while.

Plus, I've been considering trying out another social media site alongside this one. I might do that, keyword being might. I'll let you all know what my username would be too.

It might be some variation of "Sapphire Heart Tippy", or it might have something involving the word "pixie" in it. But I'll make a post and let you all know, "hey, this is my username for blorfidybloop dot com" if I decide to make a new social media account.

[dhmis-autism]

have spent all week talking about duck in excruciating detail and this is an accurate summation of how i feel

[ratcandy]

OH YEAH and yeah idk maybe the big skull fungus very well could be like, a god. that it could be like, the one god shroom. i remember people before sotf were wondering if the mushroomos infected sozo(nious) on purpose because of the implication that its a god was in the file name even before the lore tablets mentioned it.. i think. i havent seen them for myself either besides small glances IT ALSO HAS A WHITE STEM?? INSTEAD OF A BLACK ONE LIKE SOZO HAS?? like?? is it a different type? what if its from an ancient ancestor? whats going on, whats the relation of the mushroomos to these similar but different fungi? im honestly just as confused as you are. i think about these things about the game, especially with sozo, so often and im glad someone else also does just as much LMAO. at this rate ive posted 3 fucking anon asks in a row im so sorry

COTL DEVS ANSWER ME WHAT IS THE SKULL SUPPSOED TO BE

If it is a god shroom then everything explodes because It's A God Shroom it could do whatever it wants for any reason . In which Sozo has a god in his body/brain(???) and that's why it can drag him with it when it's revived. and that is a Theory I've proposed before but then it's like. WHY would a god shroom NOT infect more than just Sozo. Surely it wants to propagate right??? Otherwise why infect at all?? Unless it just wanted a vessel??

I mean fuck if we really want to go insane about it, the fungi that kills Sozo doesn't even look like the same fungi

and it split the one on his head in HALF so like. I assume it's the same fungi and it just spores in a strange way, because otherwise we're going into complicated ass hyperparasitism territory (parasites that infect other parasites) which we COULD do but like WHY, but i mean.

like. maybe this is a neverending spiral of endless fungi. who knows Throws my hands into the air.

AND DIFFERENT STEM COLORS YOU'RE RIGHT I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE?? COULD THEY BE DIFFERENT SPECIES THEN? BUT WHY ... Or is a maturity thing and maybe the one on Sozo is younger and will lose its darker colors as it ages????? I mean. And bear with me here, but. The shroom on the skull has fuckin age lines. So like. Old shroom? Old shroom gone white with age? Old? Shroom? Aged? Elderly shroom?

and don't even get me STARTED on the mushroomos who are themselves seemingly menticide (given they drop it when killed and sozo will eat them). like. the worldbuilding here is so fucked and I can only barely try to contain it into digestible boxes that make a vague amount of sense in my brain

[skwivr]

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[eddiethehunted]

i’m just so scared bc i have this. pain. in my lower right abdomen. i have had it for years. i thought it was something with my ovary but i’ve had several ultrasounds and a CT scan and a pelvic exam and everything looks fine. sometimes it hurts bad enough that i’ve gone to the hospital thinking of appendicitis. but usually it just hurts a little bit, like a dull pain in that area. i have no other symptoms, that i know of (i have other shit wrong with me lmao)

i’m just. it’s scaring me. because i don’t know what’s wrong. and my doctor says we’ve eliminated the dangerous issues (such as cancer, or some issue with my ovary) but then why is it hurting?? it has to be hurting for a reason. your organs don’t just hurt for no reason. and there’s not much else i can do rn so i feel hopeless.

i’ve heard of chronic appendicitis and i’m wondering if it’s that. but then, what? i just have to wait until it ruptures?? and possibly die???? like idk what to fucking do

[hussyknee]

Somehow always manage to forget how painful a flare is until one hits. And then it's like. yeah. An inflamed and swollen large bowel with ruptured ulcers is agonizing.

[musclesandhammering]

I like Laufeyson better than Odinson because Loki deserves to claim/retain some tiny connection to his heritage even if it’s the last name of his shitty birth father.

And considering he rejected his adopted name because his adoptive father was genuinely trash toward him, it seems invalidating and dismissive of his pain (especially for a character who has a theme of being invalidated and dismissed) to be so adamant about him accepting the ‘Odin’s son’ label again.

I also like the narrative symbolism of him finally standing alone as a character and building an identity for himself outside of his connection to the Thor family.

In addition, even if complete reconciliation had happened between all of them, the events of Loki discovering his parentage/actualising his feelings of being different/dealing with the shift in dynamics in his life and family/etc were so impactful for everyone involved, it’s nice to have a silent reminder and acknowledgement that those things happened instead of having them just pretend nothing changed, and calling him Laufeyson does that perfectly.

[anomaly-beans]

When you. Have the energy and want to talk about ocs, but also have nothing interesting to say that you haven't said before and no prompts at all to use to talk about them.