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If I have to read another fucking comment about how "marichat is better than ladrien because in the former they can be their true selves with each other" I'm going to commit a federal crime with violent repercussions.
Ladrien is another peak side of the love square and I'm tired of pretending otherwise.
#i need to sit these commenters down and staple their eyes open to rewatch kuro neko#THE SHOW LITERALLY SPELLS TO YOU IN YOUR FACE THAT THERE IS NO “TRUE SELVES” BS#THEY JUST ACT DIFFERENT BECAUSE THATS WHAT NORMAL PEOPLE DO#PEOPLE HAVE FACETS!!! LAYERS!!!! LIKE ONIONS!!!!!#OBVIOUSLY ADRIEN IS GONNA ACT DIFFERENT DRESSED AS A CAT BOY. THATS HIS FURSUIT.#OBVIOUSLY MARINETTE IS GONNA ACT DIFFERENT AS LABYBUG. SHE'S FACING MULTIPLE HORRORS IN HER DAILY LIFE.#you guys can just admit you like the tropes of marichat better yknow.#you dont need to lack basic comprehension skills to bash on the other superhero x civilian ship#hot take: i dont trust people that call ladrien boring and i will DIE on this hill#that is a world famous model stumbling over his words and giggling because superlady bug looked at him#THATS FUNNY. THATS CUTE. THATS PEAK. WAKE UP SHEEPLE.#sorry i was triggered it will happen again#miraculous ladybug#mlb#ml rambles#love square#ladrien#marichat
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I think chapter 21 of Jambound shot up to like, my fav chapters. I still am not sure if it beats out chap 10 and 11 but its ITS THAT LEVEL YK. MY GOD. FUCK. I AM THAT ONE LIVE REACTOR IN THE COMMENTS AND I LIKE TO PAUSE MY TYPING MULTIPLE TIMES BECAUSE. I COULDNT. I COULDNT EVEN. WORDS. HARD. TOO STUNNED AND INVESTED. GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
#as usual spoilers in tags#THERES SO MUCH??#the fluffly beginning was the true april fools not the twtt post#because i kind of got a vibe that sth was up from that#april fools intuituin#i am too invested in jammes scenic writing to not be taked out by the hammer of angst when it hit tho#HNNNNGG THE WHOLE CONVERSATION#smilk my sweetheart i hate him alot but thats just how i express love and in this chapter i just wanna#hold him and not let goo#hes come so far esp if you rmbr how he reacted to confrontations in the intial chap#and this convo was HEAVY yet he pulled none of those stunts#he still was very. yk#ougghurgh\#goddd i dont wanna clog up the tagss it was just a good chapter my god im so excited for WL showing up too#I love sdvn fics that include her and do it well#this is jamma so i trust them#oh also I NEED TO SAY IT HERE IM PRETTY SURE SMILK HAS FINALLY#FINALLY REALIZE AND ACKNOLEDGED WITHOUT SAYING THE WORD ITSELF#THAT HE LIKS PV. JUST. THE ENDING WHERE HES LIKE NO SAYING IT NOW ITS USELESS#IM SO SURE#ok enough actual tags#rosirambles#jambound#shadownilla#shadowvanilla#crk
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something i genuinely adore about tadc is how painfully flawed everyone in the circus is. and not in a small way
everyone does SOMETHING that negatively impacts the others. but it makes the fact that you are supposed to sympathize with and really connect with them all the more potent. because its easy to want to put a bunch of characters in a bad situation together and to just have them all be nice to each other and everyone and never make mistakes because theres no reason to hurt each other, and most of them dont TRY to, but the way they cope is so, so realistic for each of their personalities, and it doesnt always mesh with the others, and sometimes it exceeds self destructive and Just Hurts Others, Too
they still generally care about each other and the mistakes they make and the ways they end up hurting each other dont lose their weight but like. it doesnt take away from their humanity and the fact that they are all trying so hard to manage in an awful situation
and the characters seem to have sooome sort of understanding of this too. not fully, because the characters dont tend to be 100% communicative, but when they hurt each other, it often makes EVERYONE uncomfortable. because these are the only people they have. these are their friends. and theyre all coping. but it doesnt change how much it affects them (best illustrated by ragathas lines at the start of ep 2 or gangles 'i love her, but after a while it gets kinda hard to tell how genuine shes actually being'). its not all like this, theres a good amnt of variety, but characters knowing this but not really knowing what to do about it is very painful in an effective way
(i think a subtle example of this is how zooble handles gangles situation in ep 4- they were so genuinely trying to help her because they care. but could tell as the day went on that oh, this is not working at all and its making things worse, and they leave gangle alone- something that very genuinely couldve been the moment she abstracted, because of the mask zooble gave her- and we dont get to have a super blatant explanation of zoobles thoughts on it, but they reach a fairly healthy conclusion about it that helps both of them, and i like that a lot, because on paper zooble could be placed at fault but the narrative doesnt dwell on it excessively, because thats not the point. i dont know if that tangent makes sense but i think about it sometimes. i think zooble wasnt 'to blame' but it was still a mistake, which is a hard balance to strike, and having them help at the end feels extremely effective at rounding it off!!!)
but like. in general its complicated balancing making characters in a bad situation act flawed because it can run the risk of seeming like the story is scolding them or blaming them for the situation theyre in, or like youre expected to not sympathize with them despite it (though the inverse also has complications- if characters in a bad situation never mess up, it feels unrealistic and hard to relate to, and can imply that their innocence is why whats happening to them is bad at all), but the show handles it so well
even the characters who are genuinely trying all try in different ways- some of them have similar outlooks or attitudes towards these thing but theres vital differences for ALL of them- sometimes it works and sometimes it doesnt. in fact some of the more painful mistakes characters have made in the show have come from them so genuinely trying (like the thing i mentioned w zooble, or basically Everything Ragatha Does, or pomnis first attempt at helping gangle, etc), which hits harder than if every mistake characters made had wholly selfish and cruel goals.
i mean, there is a selfishness to many of the characters' actions but imo not in a way thats not warranted. because all of them are in a horrible setting. its uncomfortable to watch characters be selfish. but it is a natural instinct to survive. its not the foundation of most of their actions, but when it is, its uncomfortable but hard to completely disparage them for in a way that makes you feel kinda conflicted
and like. it hurts to be doing your best and for that to make things worse, but its what happens often in the show. because no one in a bad situation is gonna handle it well. by the very nature of trying to survive something is gonna give, but it makes the themes of the show so much more powerful. that making sure the people around you dont feel unloved, cherishing them and finding meaning with others is no less important just because everyone is fucking up. it complicates things, for sure, but it doesnt make those characters exempt fromt this. theres a reason pomni tells gummigoo that she doesnt want "anyone" to feel like theyre nothing, and that kinger doesnt add ANY quallifiers to making sure people feel wanted and loved (not that i think either of them were thinking SUPER super hard, but it conveys smth from the perspective of the narrative
it gets complicated when you add in jax for sure, since i think on the surface he IS the exception to this concept- none of the characters like him, including pomni or kinger. but i think this is something thats gonna be examined further down the line, bc hes the main complicating factor in this reading of the show, but i feel like thats on purpose. hes universally disliked (and so is caine, in a different way) and his actions arent mistakes. they are him coping. the show has made it clear that he can be a complex person AND also a piece of shit. his actions dont detract from the fact that hes a person and the show reminds us of this. so it makes things so messy, but im genuinely super excited to see how the show examines that. where his character goes is, imo, going to be a massive piece of how this show fleshes out this concept
#tadc#it just makes me so... man#all of them are coping in a way that influences their mistakes#like. i think the best example i could name is ragatha. she highlights this aspect of the show so well#shes struggling so much. shes doing her best to stay optimistic and because the others dont feel as hopeful as she presents herself#it distances them from her#she wants people to like her SO bad which reads so hard as fawning. but this also puts people off and makes her harder to trust#even if her care for the others is genuine the issue is that how she copes tends to leave her a little isolated in some way shape or form#and thats *just* ragatha#i shoudl write smth properly breaking down how this is done w the whole cast#cus i cannot fit it in these tags#so i gotta put a pin in it.... but. have this#also ive said it before but i very genuinely think jax SHOULD get the chance to heal#i mean. i wouldnt like him if i had to know him in person. but i dont think thats . actually relevant#so how the show dissects his character going forward intrigues me and i wanna keep an eye on it so much#it is a BOLD move writing wise to establish him as a piece of shit and then to set up these ideas#cus theyre going somewhere im sure. they keep bringing it up#anywayyyyy. thats the post#sorry if any of it got confusing i have a lot of thoughts abt this but they get a tad jumbled bc theres just. so many factors#i need to make an essay outline before i make these posts LMAOOOOOO#OH YEAH WAIT#bonus:#i think abt how pomni abandons ragatha TWICE in ep 1 and i think it could make someone dislike her#but genuinely. makes me like her more. sometimes people get extremely selfish when theyre scared#its bad! but it makes sense. and it makes her feel so much more real#smth smth theres that saying that how someone acts under pressure says more abt them#but like. its complicated. because an easy way to get someone to act mean is to make them scared#esp since the phrase is more attributed to a crisis. but in tadc this is just their forever#and looong drawn out trauma makes people behave very differently#gestures. i dont have the words to break down that phrase wrt this show but maybe ill try later too. put a pin in that one as well
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just watched beetlejuice beetlejuice at the theaters, and can I just say, I loved it! it definitely didn’t disappoint and was a zany adventure, just like the first one.
and it kinda added layers to betelgeuse in a way. because spoilers I definitely thought they would go the same route for astrid and jeremy, the same way they did for lydia and betelgeuse in that what jeremy wanted was for astrid to marry him so that he could get out. instead it was a more sinister method, and it makes me wonder why betelgeuse never tried it. it can’t be because he doesn’t know about it, because he’s the type of ghost to read the handbook backwards and forwards just so he can find every loophole to exploit. like my head keeps going in circles. especially for the first movie where lydia had initially wanted ‘in’ while he wanted ‘out’, the switcheroo method that jeremy tried with astrid would’ve been perfect then. even in this movie where he already has experience of lydia backing out of their deal, he could have had lydia promise to exchange her soul for his. with how much she wanted to save astrid, I’m sure lydia would have agreed. instead, he just wanted to remarry her. it’s interesting because it means betelgeuse, as putrid, crass, disgusting, and opportunistic as he is, actually seems like he has lines he won’t cross.
#beetlejuice#beetlejuice beetlejuice#beetlejuice beetlejuice spoilers#lydia deetz#astrid deetz#like sure betelgeuse did end up killing his ex wife but it was a qpq kind of thing#so is it like jeremy was even a worse kind of monster thing?#betelgeuse is interesting because while he seems every bit a cheater#when he gives his word he’ll see it through#he plays fair…in a way#even at the end it seems like he lets lydia banish him#like some sort of fae he will trick you dont trust him but if you beat him fair and square…#I mean I loved the cartoon#part of me thinks that even movie!beetlejuice has a soft spot for lydia#because he will (try to) horrify and traumatize her#(and I love that her reaction to this is just an unimpressed weirded out look)#but he will still help her#he treats her differently than other women for example…somewhat#weirdly enough they remind me of jareth and sarah#so my favorite dynamic of theirs will always be lydia somehow still getting the upper hand on him
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Man of words
#s16 spoilers#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#always sunny#macdennis#analysis#parallels#I didn't exactly know how to name this thread but i had some scattered thoughts on it#dennis is the one mac depends on to define things. he's the man of words. but this situation is very limiting#firstly because mac can't read subtext. and dennis will rarely be open in his words. but he also doesn't know everything.#cant define everything. and by forcing the situation to have dennis speak for both. what actually happens is mac gets silenced#and when mac cant speak. no one besides dennis can ever possibly understand him. and that is very isolating. because den wont be open. cant#but they trust each other. theyre following each other's lead. and they're missing the right words#den defines his own self worth in the relationship by being able to have the right words. mac is the man of action! after all#but if mac learns to speak for himself. if mac doesn't depend on den (chokes). if mac is noticed for his appearance as den becomes insecure#(''what if my shirt falls off?'') what does den have left for mac? but mac will fall for him no matter what.#''make up or not you are the golden god! it's all about what's in here💗''#maybe words arent necessary anymore. dont ask just do. and mac's the man of action... OR IS HE.#mac doesn't really act now does he. they got it backwards. don't they? mac got a lot better with his words in time...#idk lots to think about let me know what u think lolll#threads
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Reaction post to this one because it's been driving me crazy the entire day 😅
I see a totally different thing.
Ray and Fraser are so perfectly in sync that Fraser doesn't even have to chew it all out for Ray because Ray understands Fraser on a much deeper level. Their partnership goes beyond words.
Ray knows Fraser is shaken up (he tells Welsh and Welsh trusts that Ray knows what's going on with Fraser) and that he's working on things on a deeper layer than this case.
Ray hasn't even met Victoria but he knows Scarpa is not to be trusted. She's manipulative and she's playing games with Fraser. He just doesn't know that Fraser sees through it. Even though Fraser keeps telling him.
But Fraser also knows he has this one chance to finally show himself that he is not going to fall for something like this again. Maybe even that he can open up and love.
That he is capable of doing this and not losing himself in the process again. He's learning to bluff.
And he has to do this part alone. Because the other time, it was taken from him by a bullet in the back.
So let me present you the way I see it. Fraser completely trusting Ray to have his back.
Ray being an absolute hero. There was never any doubt in Fraser's mind that Ray would get it, get him.
Song: Lost in Moments by Ulver
#due south#ray kowalski#benton fraser#episode: odds#fraser/rayk#ray vecchio critic#but mildly because its canon that he was shot in the back by Ray Vecchio#im getting a bit frustrated with the RayK being incapable and unbalanced narrative#and im protecting my boy#the guy has 3 citations and his instincts are on point#fraser trusts him without words#and they are both working so hard on their own growth#of course that's messy#but they are doing it together because they want to be a better partner#so much better than being stagnant and just whine about everyone else#ok maybe not so mild but I am tired guys#paul gross did the work to give us queer coded characters after reading fanfic#in the year 1997!#fraser/kowalski#red ships green ships but no ship like partnership#red ships and green ships#benton fraser / ray kowalski#im using all the tags because if you dont want to read my critical takes please just filter
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i'd like to address the allegations that Charles is a dummy for cutting about in a METAL wheelchair when his nemesis is MAGNETO. Yes, Erik can at any time yeet Charles around by the chair. He also knows that as soon as he touches the chair, he has lost. As soon as he even THINKS about grabbing the chair in anything but a life or death situation, he puts himself in timeout in the south pole.
charles may be a dummy for putting faith in magneto Not to be a menace and yet its the trust he has in erik not to do him harm despite how easy it'd be ..... power move if you think about it ....
#snap chats#charles drives me insane. wtf do you mean you fully trust erik not to fuck with your chair#BECAUSE HE LOVES HIM HE BELIEVES IN HIM HE TRUSTS HIM //throws up//#erik on the other hand ....... im gonna bang a ladle against his helmet while he wears it#i love the differing explanations for why erik wears his helmt and In Essence theyre all true#like 1.) he doesnt want charles in his head to potentially control him 2.) he doesnt want charles to hear his thoughts#3.) he has to block charles out of his head lest he only ever hear loving words and other of charles' sweet nothings#aka he has to keep out the gay thoughts I Fucking Hate This Helmet <- im deeply in love with this helmet#IN ANY CASE. erik loves charles but he doesnt trust him enough to be wholly vulnerable like charles can be#he doesnt want to keep the avenue of vulnerability open thatd be too much#some may argue 'snap most people dont want someone in their head just poking around'#ok not me. never me. so CLEARLY the point is now null and void#ok im done talking bye. erik's helmet drives me insane and i love the evolution of it#from it just being a design thing to actually having function to HAVE IN-DEPTH CHARACTER RELATIONS. fuck this helmet
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Jorge is single-handedly giving me trust issues and yet I STILL believe every word he says
#is this how everyone around Odysseus felt? i bet it is#THE LAST TWO TIMES HE SAID THESE THINGS THE NEXT TRAILERS CAME OUT RIGHT AFTER#epic the musical#jorge rivera herrans#I DONT TRUST HIM#THIS VENGEANCE SAGA UPDATE JUST MADE ME SUSPICIOUS OF EVERY WORD HE SAYS#what if he speaks true this time? what if it's another lie >:)#epic the vengeance saga
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oh another thing i didn't want to mention at the time, during The Happening™ i went looking through pre-2023 google to see what the talk abt james was like beforehand, and i managed to find his fucking prehistoric old twitter account. didn't find anything earth shattering but we can certainly still point and laugh

"political mouthpiece" sure man

oh dw man you didnt need to tell us you've never done drugs, we could all tell

oh so at least at one point he did know how to get jobs other than youtube, fascinating

lmao
#also dont like the 88 but i cant find anything abt his age/bday rn so that could just be his birth year?#thatd make him abt 36 rn? idk im not good at telling ages from appearance so idk how close that is#origibberish#james somerton#also i hope it goes without saying but like. dont go bother him here#i havent censored the info bc frankly i dont see the point#it wasnt particularly hard to find just poking around so with exact words from tweets i figured its kinda moot#but im trusting yall to not make me regret that yhear me#edit: someone in the replies confirmed as far as they know he is around 36 so the 88 likely is just his birth year
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hazuki is a wild character (at least to me) in the sense that he was in literally only 2 scenes, one of which very short, and he feels so insanely important to the plot in a way where i desperately want to write about him but we have so very little info that i feel as though i am scraping up bread crumbs that are crushed into the earth for a semblance of something to work with
#zircon rambles#twewy#neo twewy#hazuki mikagi#aka i accidentally made him a big part of testplayer and i am suffering for it#the AMOUNT OF NOTES i have on this man#i literally fuckin#re-translated a couple parts of neo *myself* using Japanese i have not studied for *years*#having to rely on my poor listening skills and literally write down what i hear from the voice lines for one of them#Because i dont have the japanese script of the game#Just to try and understand this stupid bitch from every angle#Not that i dont trust the localization i just was like#'I gotta dig into the original too so i can see if that gives me better insight'#im like going insane send help#the way testplayer has 60 pages of canon cited notes alone... hazuki is like. 3 of those pages. At least. Maybe 5#the fic itself is over 90k words now#i have not worked this hard on a project in so long its kind of cathartic im ngl
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On Ariel's missing soul, it wasn't taken with his permission. He has a contract, he doesn't entirely remember signing it, but he did. But that's only a contract, it isn't what happened. He's with someone he loved in a way, he trusted him, and he's humoring him. And then something happens. And when he wakes up he knows something bad happened to him, at the hand of that man, and he's alone now.
#so since losing his soul. yesterday? OH WAIT THIS IS IN ENGLANDS TIMEZONE. two days ago.#ive come to the conclusion with ariel that this wasnt just an event. this was traumatic for ariel. he didnt want or agree to this#it was done against his will by someone he trusted#and im not sure how that will affect how he trusts others after this#because he could blame himself for this. blame his compassion and his loving nature on getting him here#but it isnt his fault. the devil chose to. i dont know how to word this. but he reached into ariel and took out his soul literally.#the deep harm the action represents? i hesitate before using some words#my text#ariel christy#screenshots#ariel's game
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every day i have to hold my tongue when m-cd-nnis shippers start sounding like frat guys with the way they talk about dennis' Secret Feelings toward mac. hey man. i don't actually think you get it. i don't think you understand what's going on between them.
#HEY MAN. I DONT THINK DENNIS ~SECRETLY WANTS IT~ AND TJAT ITS GOOD ACTUALLY WHEN HE ASSAULTS HIM. CAN YOU BE NORMAL.#ada speaks#guyssss dennis is just secretly gayyyy its fiiiine mac is making him come to terms with itttt#he actually really wants all this despite his verbal protests you guysssss#fuck taking him at his word obviously dennis doesn't know what he wants !!!#like my brother in christ. when dennis says. It's Never Gonna Happen. Not Willingly.#he means it. the willingly part IS the important part#when dennis HAS a choice and when mac is not actively REMOVING that choice#THEN he is like. fine with it#but you people don't seem to understand what it is that mac is doing that dennis is opposed to#is it rlly that hard to understand that mac putting dennis into these situations like in ddl and gets romantic is intentional on mac's part#dennis' issue is. Always. he doesn't like being TRAPPED. key word.#this is why he resists time and time again not just with mac but with everything else he fights against#he doesnt like being out of control. he doesn't like being controlled. its not even that he wants to be the one in control#it's for protection#so when mac traps him. intentionally. in a way that is premeditated. when he knows he cant trust mac#why in gods name would he WILLINGLY consent to literally anything#like you look at the implication and the obvious parallels there#where he is recreating how he was made to feel#and its specifically about being trapped. PHYSICALLY in this sense#and you look at the fucking scripts and you see how many goddamn times the word TRAPPED is used#[GESTURES BROADLY]#like for the last time. dennis is not resistant to mac bc he has these latent desires he is in denial about.#he's resistant to mac because he doesn't trust him and doesn't want to be assaulted.#its about power. but consistently we see that dennis Doesnt Want Real Power he just wants enough to protect himself#like for fucks sake. yes. if dennis consents then obviously he's going to be fine with it#the problem is that mac doesn't care enough to get consent#and very specifically circumvents it instead. den isn't like. overreacting. he's right djskdjfkkf
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i am now watching the critical response someone else made to moonys video that elliot linked and this guy is already pissing me off he says anime the japanese way every time he says it
#im sorry if this is the most petty thing ever and japanese to english loan words are the only instance i feel this way#but oh my god just say fucking ahnuhmay oh my god just say it the english way you are so pretentious#also this guy is a weeb i already dont trust him
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hey sorry i feel the random need to defend myself but i wanted to let u guys know i have been writing a TON lately actually but its just i havent been finishing any of it.
#sorry im stoned im mpre confident than i should be right now#but i have to trust myself that saying this matters for some reason#like ik its valid even if i dont say it but#i have so many thoughts i wanna share with u guys !!!! that i just end up making way too long !!! and dont complete !!!#and actually im soooo proud of myself im writing SO MUCH more than i used to daily.#but the progress is slower ... if that makes sense?#plus im having some writing block so like a lot of what ive been putting down has felt like. warm ups? just messy really#so im not confident to put it out#ESP SINCE ive been writing a lot of jason todd (i have two 1.5k+ WIPs and at least 3-4 hundred word drabbles)#and it feels like. i want my first post for him 2 be good#jlfadklfasdfklasdflksa#ANYWAY I LOVE U SORRY IM BUSY AND QUIET BUT HOPE TO POST MORE SOON / IN JUNE !!!!!#caitie blabs
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maybe this vacation was a good idea
#cw abuse#cw child abuse#the more i think on it the more i start to remember#i cant believe id forgotten about this part of my life. its really starting to come back to me#i dont remember the finer details but i am remembering that asshole kid and that he didnt treat me very well#he was very frustrating to be around and i really didnt like him#posting this here because god knows i dont have the energy to send it to each individual server that i want people to see#and im alright with having this be public knowledge. even with the risks that come with it#all i ask is that if you want to ask me anything about this or if you want to know anything at all#please#please please please please PLEASE for the love of god be gentle with me#i literally just found out about this like an hour ago so the shock is still very much fresh#if youre a friend of mine im more likely to trust you but if youre on anon consider your words VERY carefully. very carefully#im thick-skinned when it comes to stuff like this but even now im still a little bit rattled#i think thats all i have to say on this. i love you guys <3 please take care of yourselves
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Your Avendurer! Zenos comics are always so good, and I love how you write him. The touch about him being functionally doomed to immortality is the perfect level of extra spice on top, too. Imo it's the perfect motivation for him to genuinely try to better himself as a person.
Thank you! Tbh the concept has had a hold on my brain since the end of Endwalker, and I'm glad you really enjoy it ^-^
It’s the subtle character development he’s gotten over the course of the story and the potential he has that makes me adore writing Adventurer!Zenos and the journey he has in turn of following the WoL's (Meteor, in my cases) footsteps.
Making himself immortal is actually the main inspiration behind it too, it's a consequence that self-sabotaged his original goal. Maybe eventually becoming a wake up for him that Alisaie was absolutely right and that he may still have an opportunity to not doom himself to being alone forever.
It's actually why I also made him a tank too, having him turn away from being "the man who was willing to destroy the world for his own chase of his desires" to him being willing to throw himself in and to help and protect others even at the cost of himself for a time, a thought that has stuck with me since the theory of him saving WoL with the remote crossed my mind.
#ask#anon#ffxiv spoilers#endwalker spoilers#adventurer zenos#is literally 'on no the consequences of my actions'- the character#exposed to having a moment of connection with another person- something that is implied he never really had#I see part of his motivation to do better is to become someone in the WoL eyes worth not leaving behind again#because I dont write him holding it against anyone for being left behind after internalizing Alisaie's words#I do see him wanting to become a true equal to the WoL and at the beginning views himself as being back at the bottom#and that- perhaps realizing that he destroyed WoL's trust in him after Garlemald is working to earn himself the title of being his friend#and knowing what that actually means rather than declaring it and imposing himself to be there#and in doing so he learns to open his eyes to the world#actually learns how to make friends and acknowledge others beyond their strength and courage#(tbh part of that is also just because I really enjoy the manga relationship between Zenos and Alisaie and Zenos and Emet)#(It's non canon but written with them in character so its just funny inspo I had)#i just think he's neat
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