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alright, my fellow asl brothers-enjoyers, im indecisive and would appreciate it if yall can help
no context other than this is for an asl comic :)
and as a ty for voting, have a bby ace wip :>
#asl brothers#wip#in the words of sean kingston#shes indecisive-she cant decide#now that my hand feels better i can go back to making my silly asl doodles hehe#i just dont know where to start LOL#so ty in advance :>#monos last three brain cells
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#my art#oc-tober#inktober#actuallyinfected#i want to do both#idk where to begin#or if i should stick with one and do the other next month or somethin lol#i might try both#i just dont know where to start lol
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illario + lucanis growing up together means a lot for obvious reasons ofc like the fact they did not have to go through the dellamorte villa torment nexus alone really helps. immediately from the moment they are taken to that house, lucanis has had something to protect and love. the snark and jokes that they share in wigmaker job finally having a chance to shine outside of the only person lucanis is socialised with and he learns that wow, he's actually likable. because up until this point everyone around him calls him a demon and is freaked out by him but ofc the veilguard only know him as lucanis "he banished harding from the kitchen" dellamorte. sure he's a big bad crow assassin but his reputation simply does not carry that much weight with people who are just equally deranged (maybe a de riva rook but that's also a little different) . and then he's able to share and extend that love with his new friends, and able to try being something that he's not had the chance to before, and his goodness is actively encouraged rather than being an unfortunate sidequest that is tolerated. and i fondly think also of how much of that humor is copied and mirrored off illario ("shoulders....... feeling tight...... need a ..... MASSAGE!") and it's his best experiences with illario that turned him into the man he is. wish the game explored this just a little more because the betrayal would have been made a lot more intense if they had just bothered to show any of illario's redeeming qualities. he has them!!!!! nobody is just born a traitor. you have to love someone before they can become that.
#not sure where i was going with this one#just thinking of the differences in the way lucanis is in wigmaker and in veilguard#particularly with how.. jokey he is i guess. that was much more illario#anyways sorry i need to keep posting about him but i also dont want to start cornplating#'you're the vengeancey one!' 'a funny little dog' 'usually its just death' etc. that was all illario#not that lucanis is not funny in wigmaker just.... i dont know. it manifests differently. he's taunting and sarcastic#anyways. sorry. i have to lie down#its a point ive made before and the point was supposed to be illario's obvious influence on lucanis#but . idk. i dont know if thats clear. anyways#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#txt#and then ofc how lucky lucanis was to have the veilguard while illario's self inflicted fucking torment nexus made his life worse#thinking of that one post. one of my mutuals made and ive lost to my likes. where it was like#if illario just had one positive relationship outside of this shit where he felt valued and loved and received this attention#then he would not have turned out the way he did. which i honestly believe is true lol#lucanis is 'obligated' to love him. the same way they're both raised to believe family is everything and the way they're obligated to-#-love caterina. having an outsider actually care for him for no reason other than being illario could have actually fucking like#fixed this. and i hesitate to say 'power of friendship' 'dick so good it saved him' 'post nut clarity' etc etc but ITS JUST.#MAYBE HE DESERVES SOME COMPANIONSHIP THATS NOT THE CROWS. THE SAME THING THAT LUCANIS GOT. THATS ALL
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WING AU WING AU WING AU!!
WING AU!!! argghhh ive meaning to draw and talk more about it but!!! i am,,, not the fastest artist. oops
but!!! i will post,, eventually. until i do though!!! have this bonnie doodle i have !!
#isat#isat bonnie#in stars and time#fanart#wing au#because i HAVE started drawing for it#but i dont know how to?? structure it?/#or where to really start#ITS HARD#maybe ill just end up posting vague drawings#and let everyone else figure it out LOL#will take any questions tho
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Mfw both of the guys you have a crush on start holding hands at school
#genzen#gentan#zentan#tanzen#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#this drawing is sos sososososososo goddamn ugly I hate it so bad 💀#but I wanna try and start posting more art even if I really really don’t like it#this is specifically like#au art for a story I have w my girlfriend#aka gen and zen have a really complex relationship where they’re kinda suicidally codependent on each other#just two severely mentally ill kids looking for some reason to hold on and they feel like they’re the only two who can really#understand each other in that regards#plus they both have a really big crush on tanjirou but feel like they’re both outta his league#so they bond over being the seconds and don’t really expect anything out of it#but of course zen is a hopeless romantic and despite the fact that he absolutely does not want to#he starts getting a crush on gen……..#and he’s like n onononononoono fuckkfuckufj uvkufk this can’t be happening this can’t be happening uggdhfbvfbbggg why him why him I hate him#but he kinda makes peace with it because he knows that they’re both just. not gonna be with anyone for better or for worse#they haven’t said anything out loud like this but they. both know they aren’t planning on sticking around long enough to need a relationship#it’s ok y’all I been there before you just gotta thug it out……….#I fucked up one of my first tags and said they feel like they’re outta tans league#NO THR FUCK YALL ARR NOT HE IS OUTTA YOUR LEAGUE DONT DELUDE YOURSELVES 💀#forgot to tag their names lol#genya shinazugawa#zenitsu agatsuma#tanjirou kamado#tanjiro kamado
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clearpilled and mentally sane
hey there ;)
#creepypasta#ticci toby#toby erin rogers#slender proxy#shitpost#art#my art#crp#old fandom#creepypasta fanart#toby creepypasta#trying to get a diagnosis for a cluster b personality disorder but the traits overlap so much i dont know where to start ARGH#i know toby is bipolar in canon i just.. wanted some cluster b rep too lol#little rant but there's so little like accurate rep of people with mental illnesses in the crp fandom#like they headcanon some to have aspd then procede to say that people with aspd can't experience love or general nonsense like that#it is stupid#and it makes me mad#i am a hater but i am not targetting anyone this time it's just a general thing i see
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totk made me feel like i got scammed so badly i dont think i want to get any new zelda on release and instead wait until i know its worth it
im afraid zelda will turn into half baked games with flashy imagery to distract you from its shitty writing and superficial references to older games to catch your nostalgia, that the name alone will sell anyway so why try
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#totk#might have said that before#kinda like pokemon#where you can feel the potential stare in your face but its not being used#and new games being pushed out for the sake of new game#i wonder if totk turned out like this bc they have been focusing on the movie thing#bc its easier money?#and the mario film was so popular#i know totk started develeopment earlier ... probably#but something getting messed up can happen any time#guess i have been too annoying on twitter about it#despite not nearly talking about it as much as here#people going -you just expected too much lol-#shut up!! i wanted a sequel and its not#its not even a good zelda imo#i dont have to be some mindless hater to criticze things that are obviously lacking#also i made the mistake of not censoring -scammed- and immediately got swarmed by bots on twitter lmao
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i love how much dan and phil have embraced the title of dads its so cute
#not really sure where that started i dont remember us calling them dads back in the day? maybe we did and i just didnt notice#they call each OTHER dad in specific situations and i would LOVE to know why but i have accepted i will never know lol#dnp#dan and phil#phan
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voicevox humming might also be good for those looking weird metallic noisy vocal synths if they're willing to play with the unpredictability of it because i had akashi on the absolutely wrong range setting for this song and he started breaking down like faulty motor
#he shoulda been at like -10 or somewhere around there but he was at -6#breathier gentle voices+emotions are more effective in humming if you want this echoey metal scraping sound#so like akashi and nurse type t are pretty quiet. and ryuusei has a thousand emotion modes and half of them are whispery#also unrelated since this song has a bunch of glottal stops i decided to finally check if っ works as a phoneme#it does. i dont know why i wasnt sure. its a text-to-speech software primarily and that is. an important part of japanese speech LOL#but it does work in humming which is nice! also unrelated but i just found out the technical name for っ is sokuon#my japanese teachers always just the less fancy term chisai tsu or small tsu depending on language theyre speaking in the moment#its like how i didnt know what a cedilla was called in english for years. i learned about it in school first et en français its cédille#thats how i got a little sweet taste of basic linguistic concepts as a kid in general actually. through language learning classes#you learn a grammar thing for one language and ur like holy shit. what is that. where can i learn more. and then you start googling <3
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The Obscure Hidden Yaoi of Ranma 1/2
CW: Mention of Suicide, Period-Typical Transphobic and Homophobic reactions
There's a scene in the manga where Gosunkugi crossdresses to get Ranma's attention(this isn't the first time btw) and sabotage his role in the Romeo & Juliet play.
When he rejects the bomb, they parody a love rejection scene.
Whenever one of Ranma's rivals catches him with a girl that's not Akane/Shampoo, they normally celebrate it and even root for him since he won't be "getting in their way" anymore.
But Gosunkugi gets weirdly jilted about it, heart pumping sound effects and all.
In chapter 200 Gosunkugi gets a set of paper dolls that can control people when given commands. Though accidental, he only puts romantic commands on men.
In particular, Ranma and Gosunkugi's date gets a lot of spotlight, lasting 2 pages out of a 16 page chapter, culminating in this exchange.
After this happened Ranma starts blushing when Gosunkugi walks by and asks what his intentions were earlier.
The next Gosunkugisode is about him reconsidering his thoughts on Ranma since he saved him from bullies, but this gets rebuffed by Gosunkugi buying a mecha armor to defeat him. His crush on Akane gets mentioned less and less.
If the armor doesn't punch the desired target in 30 minutes both the wearer and the target will explode. By the end of the chapter, Ranma has a speech about pride and fighting Gosunkugi fairly. The only part of it that he notices is "man to man".
After this Gosunkugi tearfully swoons over Ranma acknowledging him, describing his current situation as a lovers' suicide and apologizing for not wanting to do it.
The chapter ends with Gosunkugi not being able to finish a sentence directed to Ranma with similar wording to the earlier scene about him being accepted.
Even though he sits directly behind Ranma, this is the last time Gosunkugi ever ambushes him. Even though he sits next to Akane, he never shows any reaction to her anymore and seems to be looking at someone else instead. He only uses his straw dolls to fidget with.
The last line Gosunkugi ever has in the manga has him sweating heavily with his heart beating fast after finding a supposed wedding ring that Ranma had buried in the ground(with Ranma blushing in the back for good measure).
This was just an excuse to list the fruitiest moments these two had.
As a bonus, here's a minor detail that I noticed. Whenever Ranma's rivals want to insult him, they all go "Yurusan!(Unforgivable!)" or "Onore!!(You!!)".
But Gosunkugi instead repeatedly says "Saotome no Baka!!(Stupid Saotome!!)" just like his suitors do.
#Japanese translations are in the alt text#viz changed some of the dialogue in the english version so I had to use raw scans for some of the screencaps#none of this applies to the anime version since Anime!Kugi and Manga!Kugi are pretty much seperate characters#didn't get to mention this but Manga!Kugi never interacts with girl type Ranma#He does know about the secret since he's taking pictures during the Mousse fight when the twist is revealed to the class for the first time#but that's it Hikaru always interacts with him in boy mode#which is strange because almost all of Ranma's rivals interact with him in both forms even one shot ones like Mikado and Ryu#but not here for some reason#note that this is obscure yaoi#Ranma 1/2 has more yaoi moments than this but all of those come from popular pairings#if you dont count moments where Ranma's in girl form though#they DID start with these two lol#since in the Cat Fu arc Gosunkugi doesnt seem to mind when Ranma mistakes him for Akane and almost goes home with him#not saying its canon just having fun#theres a big chance some of these wont be in the remake but dw Takahashi#I will never forget this#ranma 1/2#rumiko takahashi#rumic world#ranma meta#rumic world meta#rumiko takahashi meta#ranma saotome#saotome ranma#ranma#hikaru gosunkugi#gosunkugi hikaru#gosunkugi#rankugi#rango
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started DS1 for the first time, made an OC to go along with my silly ludonarrative
#dark souls#ds1#my art#scribbles#original character#character design#i dont have a concrete design bc i am not that deep in lol#blade of darkmoon is very generous a title to ascribe considering my ass is nowhere near anor londo but she has ambitions#i know where shes going#started playing after ER/SOTD started annoying me. refreshing to avoid an attack by slowly moving backwards#less refereshing that two weapon builds suck ass#i then progressed the dlc and realised i accidently just made Leda but well. i do love a zealot
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Tw eyestrain
This is for the draw this in your style by @ricky-tiki-tah ^^
I wanted to do this wayyyy earlier but i was busy with stuff
Hope ya like it ^^
#markiplier#tw blood#the host#toust does art#dude ive had such trouble with the line art like it just looked OFF man#but its looking good now#acctualy im really proud of this one#aside from the blood#like it acctualy looks like mark finaly#anyway yea i struggled with the blood and i still dont like how it looks but oh well#anyway the stuff wasnt anything serious just preparations for an event at my village and then vacation and then stuff with me going to my-#-first year at university/college#idk the difference in them honestly in czech its just one word#oh yea im studying to become an english teacher!#super excited coz english is one of my favorite things in the world#which is why im bumed about the floods and the semester having to start a week later coz people arent able to get to school coz everything-#-is under water#oh yea the whole weekend it was POURING here in the whole country#were fine where i live atm but the rest of the republic is like sheeeesh#anyway im done yapping#id be surprised if anyone read it til here#u know that one post that is like:#the post: one sentence#the tags: so it all started in 2003-#this is that lol#anyway enjoy our boi host imma head out#bye ^^
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Need me a medic main who loves playing medic as much as I love playing soldier
#yknow#to teach me how to behave 🤔#need me a freak like that#i cant even type that with a straight face lmao#but seriously tho i feel like most medic players i know are kinda whatever about it#like medic is my secondary and im like whatever about it#like you run into people all the time who are like Pyro is my LIFE#Demoman is my LIFE#i mean i got almost 1.5k hours on solly so you can guess where i am on the spectrum#but ive always wanted to meet the Medic is my LIFE guy#just for the chance to disappoint- i mean impress him (lol)#and i dont mean the 'i just started playing last year and i like to play medic' kinda guy i mean the Master Yoda of medics#where are you master yoda medic#teach me your ways
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"european trans women on this site talking about their petty little problems with "transmisogynists" like. fucking excuse me???? im a TRANS MAN living in AMERICA do you even give a shit about the shit thats happening over here??? you are NOT allowed to voice ANY of your lived experiences if i decide that they make ME look bad!!! this is INFIGHTING! this is MISANDRY!! now is NOT the time for you fucking evil tra- uh.,, trans radfems, to be WHINING about how we 'oppress you'. we don't. now shut up and let the MEN talk."
-actual post i saw on my tl just now (obviously paraphrased with key subtext lol)
#in case anyone was curious i will outline the issues in order:#1. the condescending mansplain scold-y tone. very prominent among misogynists cis and otherwise#2. announcing youre american at every given opportunity (used here for pity points). like. okayyyyyy#2.5. implying the state of the US wrt anti-trans rhetoric and legislation alike arent primarily targeting transfeminine ppl#and that trans men are effectively caught in the crossfire with legislation and otherwise are not NEARLY as socially affected#3. passive aggressively pretending as if the utter state of the US doesnt have ramifications on all other countries :/#3.5. effectively ignoring or undermining any non-US folks that may be affected by anti-trans political rhetoric (youre not us so who care)#4. asking for trans women to stop talking about genuine problems and grievances for the sake of “trans unity”#aka the “i dont want to think about your problems and i dont want you to make them my problem either” response#sounds like unity to me :)#5. “infighting” is basically a dogwhistle at this point; it deliberately muddies the waters. it makes it harder to talk about like#yknow. the actual infighting?#like i saw a reasonably popular artist get mistreated by some transmed prick earlier.#but its only “infighting” when women do it. otherwise everyones all “oh i cant believe theyd say something like this to you"#i can. ive been mistreated by scumlord transmeds from day one and the majority of them were guys#fucking hate that it happened to you of course but yeah no shit a lot of guys are assholes.#6. just call me a fucking slur if youre going to. it makes it easier for the both of us wrt determining tone#bonus: (less serious but still funny to point out) the way usamericans refer to anyone non-american and non-asian as “european”#we have countries actually. its not just some writhing coalescing amalgam of 'states'. YOURE the odd one out lol#again its not serious#its just like. im welsh. and welsh roma at that.#im not european in the same way that like a dutch or a german person is#half of europe hate my people for existing and then usamericans have the fuckin gall to call me a “privileged white european”#half you americans dont know shit about us or the ways in which we're mistreated#half you late teens he/him fags are using words that come from my fucking language#“its polari” where dyou think polari came from huh. dyou think it was just made up as a fun little code language?#queer ppl started to use it because it was already in use by other criminalized folks!! us!!#and for the record we're still effectively criminalized in the UK! theres a fucking mountain of legislature that targets us#ok yeah this is too ranty im turning off rbs on this bitch#usamericans are just on thin fucking ice at this point
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im a eurydice = solas truther btw and ill die for my beliefs
be so serious........ and lavellan as orpheus......
#I NEED TO BE LOBOTOMIZED. TRULY.#i dont even know where to start i feel like i cant even post abt this bc theres no way all my thoughts can fit coherently lol#like the 2nd act/hadestown soul-selling business is just solas committing to his goals....#who would win eurydice/solas ''i walk the dinan'shiral - there is only death on this journey'' or orpheus/lavellan walking it anyway lol#to find them and bring them home again#also if the solas-is-a-spirit-that-mythal-bound theory turns out true then the hades = mythal parallels well. they are parelleling <3#''And the choice is yours / if you're willing to choose / Seeing as you've got nothing to lose / And I could use a canary'' HELLO????#ik the other popular interpretation is solas as orpheus but idk solas/eurydice just makes me crazy . it works so well#like theres that one interaction thats like#eurydice: “i havent seen a spring or fall since.... i cant recall”#orpheus "thats what im working on / a song to fix what's wrong / take whats broken#make it whole / a song so beautiful / it brings the world back into tune''#and thats very solas coded. BUT its also such a good parellel to high approval lavellan's fixing the world thru the inquisition/anchor#and thru their kindness and curiosity and all the things he thought were lost in arlathan. the things that make him think maybe shes Real#and it could all be real and worthwhile.#solas recognising the depth and personhood of lavellan thru their [from his pov endearingly naive] actions and spirit#''i havent seen a spring or fall since...i cant recall'' / ''you show a wisdom i have not seen since.... since my deepest journeys into the#ancient memories of the fade'' what if i lost my entire goddamn mind. what if i just completely lost it lol#ok im done im so sorry i feel like harrassing every single person ive ever met with this information like idek what to do with myself lol
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hi! a small update: my plan is to try and do something fun for valentine's day; what that'll be? i. do not know. ^^; i wanted to do a small event but time has passed and now its already february(??? when did that happen?) so i might just do a silly lil poll on that day! maybe i'll make some lovecore edits to go with it? depends on how busy i am. BUT if theres anything you guys wanna see please dont be afraid to message me because man i do not know what to do <3 but (hopefully) i'll post something fun then!!
#not a tournament#idk i feel bad for now knowing what tournaments to do next. and i GOTTA do something for valentines day!! its obey me!!!#hell. maybe i'll retheme this. not for valentines day but just in general lol but maybe one specifically for valentines!#idk man. ive been thinking of doing some sort of variant of a big bang;#but man. i wouldnt even know where to start with hosting something like that lmao#psychically tagging obeymevents. please host a big bang event one day it would be so fun. idk (/half j)#i hope people dont mind when i post like this!!! i know this is a nothing burger but. i like typing out my thoughts idk#maybe i'll be held accountable of doing something for val's day since im posting this lolol
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