#i just didn't realize thats the day it was.

[honeytonedhottie]

what i learned during my reflection period⋆.ೃ࿔*:･🧖🏽‍♀️🎀

as you may or may not have noticed, i've been hiatus for most of the month now. and i disappeared because of personal reasons, and one of those reasons being that i felt i needed to reflect. here are some things that i've learned and realized during my reflection time.

this is quite personal to me, but i wanted to kind of have a heart to heart with you guys and im sure that someone is probably struggling with what i mention in this post so i hope this is comforting...💬🎀

WHY I FELT STUCK IN MY LOA JOURNEY ;

i was literally doing the most and it felt like such a chore at the time. i would force myself to affirm in ways that felt unnatural, i was letting myself get bullied by the 3D, even though i KNOW i dont have to do a thing. i was putting way too much effort in the wrong way.

WHAT'D I DO ABOUT IT ;

i took a step back and RELAXED. i did what felt natural again and enjoyed manifesting again and because of that i've had success story after success story...💬🎀

DOING A SELF AUDIT ;

i wanted to take a second and expose toxic behaviors and patterns that i noticed i exhibit and that have started to affect not only my physical but my mental in a very very negative way.

i'd been struggling with regulating my emotions and managing them so i was a walking ball of stress 💀. a beautiful ball of stress but stress nonetheless. i just felt so stuck.

WHAT'D I DO ABOUT IT ;

i went through the motions and after having a total meltdown and doing a bit of journalling i released everything, giving myself a completely clean slate once more.

i did a bit of a refresh and did miscellaneous things to make myself feel like im starting again. things like self concept work, changing the theme of my phone, taking an everything shower + bubble bath, having a pinterest makeover and getting a trim on my hair.

i forced myself to drink more water, and go for long walks not only to get some sunlight but to get my heart pumping and push myself out of the depressive rot that i had been in for months internally, but had pushed itself out as soon as summer started.

THE DEATH OF A SITUATIONSHIP ;

i got really attached to this boy 😭 but he was such a piece of work. like he did that hot and cold shit, but i rly rly liked him so i ignored the obvious red flags. but i got to a point where i just felt used and embarrassed. upon further reflection i think i didn't wanna let him go because he was so fine 💀, like 6'5 muscular kind of fine.

no matter how handsome a guy is if he has an ugly personality or if he just treats u badly then hes not fine at all...💬🎀

WHAT'D I DO ABOUT IT ;

i went no contact. thats like the easiest way to get over someone i think lol. i went no contact and i just manifested better things for myself. like being asked out by a bunch of guys and wingstop to comfort myself 🧋

also i focused on what i got out of the whole thing. i got the redirection that i wanted, PLUS i was filled with inspiration for my song writing.

SONG RECOMMENDATIONS ;

i want war (BUT I NEED PEACE) - kali uchis

eternal sunshine - jhene aiko

let you go - clara la san

needy - ariana grande

AT THE END OF THE DAY ;

i wanted to include this section as a reminder that everyone goes through shit. things happen. its okay to be affected by it and its okay to be sad. the most important thing is to not dwell on it too long. remember that you are not a victim and remember how amazing you are BECAUSE YOU ARE. you are amazing and no matter what happens, regardless of anything your gonna be okay and your gonna be in a much better place, it starts with putting one foot in front of the other...💬🎀 (love honey)

[xxkissesforchanniexx]

𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐕𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐞 𝐀𝐜𝐭 𝐈𝐈

𝐆𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐆𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐲: 𝐀 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐃𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐝

𝐀𝐜𝐭 𝐈 | 𝐀𝐜𝐭 𝐈𝐈𝐈

Pairing: demon!changbin x fem!reader x demon!jeongin Genre: smut >.> more plot than last time Word count: 5k Warnings: Insomnia, lucid dreaming, demon!skz, sleep paralysis, possessive chan, sin of greed Jeongin, sin of gluttony Changbin, more mentions of angel felix, oral fem rec, p in v, masturbation, voyeurism, not proofread i think thats it >.>

a/n: I'm going to try posting more I have a lot i hope to finish this week so... >.>

Temperance and charity the strings of magnanimity. Greed and gluttony in endless hell shower, freed by the dark flower. In the end, the world is devoured.

You stared with wide eyes at the shadows in your bedroom. One at the corner on the ceiling, golden eyes glittering as it watched you, the other by your door, orange gaze locked on yours. You couldn't move. Your muscles felt glued in place. The muscular man moved towards you and your heart picked up, who were these two.

Chan said there was 8 of them total. Him, Hyunjin, you'd seen Minho, the man in the hall with the green eyes, you'd heard the sleepy man. Who were these two...

"Jeongin," a gravelly voice said, "I can't believe Chan kept this all for himself."

The shadow with the golden eyes slinked to the floor and walked to your bed.

You started to panic. Move! Run! Scream!

You saw him in the soft silver glow of the moonlight, his golden eyes scanning you from head to toe. "She's pretty..."

You took in his face, thin eyes and sharp features. His eyes met yours.

"She smells good.." The other demon said, moving to the opposite side of your bed. "I could just eat her.."

The golden eyed demon shoved the other. "Channie-hyung would kill you." He pointed to your neck. "Look at that."

The other demon huffed. "He put the mark on her. Lucky."

"I feel bad for Hyunjin."

You flicked your gaze from figure to figure as they talked as if you weren't there. Then you felt your toe wiggle.

"Anyway," the golden eyed man said, "He probably only did it to keep that angel off her."

Your fingers twitched under your covers.

"Why does Yongbok care for a human? Not even his own blood, his brothers?" he muscular figure crossed his arms and walked around your room.

You swallowed as the thin eyed demon turned away from you, just as your body woke up.

"And he thought he wouldn't fall with us."

"In his own defense he didn't fall the entire way."

Now or never...

"But still we-"

You sprung up from your bed only to get grabbed around the waist and dragged back. A sleepy voice said in your ear. "Where do you think you're going... sleep.."

You were wide awake but the voice lulled your eyes shut and you were out again.

Changbin looked at Jisung. "I thought the potion was supposed to keep her in sleep paralysis."

"It was." Jisung said, laying you back into the bed. "But she's not a very normal human anymore is she?"

"Shouldn't you get back before Minho realizes you're gone?" Jeongin said, fiddling with one of the trinkets on your nightstand.

"He's asleep." Jisung stood and stretched with a yawn. "Besides, I'm in the mood to kill something."

You woke up late the next morning, rolling over and cursing softly as you saw 11:22 AM on your alarm clock. You'd slept right through the alarm probably. You rolled out of bed and to the bathroom staring at yourself in the mirror, bare. You stared at the bruises on your hips and thighs, the memory of the night before flashed in your mind for a second.

"I'm not dreaming..." You rested your hands on your bathroom counter and sucked in a breath. "I'm not dreaming.." You looked at yourself and froze, remembering the figures you saw in your room.

Just sleep... as long as you sleep Chan will help you.

So to counter your paranoia you decided to call Soojin to spend the day with her.

"Y/n? Actually calling me?"

"Haha." you rolled your eyes. "I wanted to know if you were free to hang out today."

"Yeah I'm free. I wanted to see if we could go shopping and get food anyway." She was quiet for a moment, "Are you alright if Juwon comes later to join us for lunch?"

"Um.." You thought about Chan for a brief moment. Would he even know? It was just hanging out. Nothing more. "Yeah sure."

You got ready to go and waited for Soojin to come pick you up, as her car pulled up in front of your apartment you smiled at your friend.

"You look... like you slept." She laughed lightly.

"I did." You smiled. "Let's go."

You and your friend got coffee and donuts before going to the mall. Soojin insisting that a too tight shirt or a too short pair of shorts would look amazing on you. After you both bought out a fairly large amount of the clothes and random trinkets in the mall, Soojin looked at her phone.

"Juwon is calling." She brought the phone to her ear, "Helloo?.... Yeah we just finished... okay.... We're on the way."

You weren't really paying attention, looking around at the people in the mall. Then you saw him. His hair was a ginger color, his thin eyes almost black, but you knew. It was him, the golden eyed figure that loomed over you the night before.

"Okayyy! Byyee!" Soojin hung up. "Y/n." She pulled you out of your trance.

"What'd he say?" You tilt your head, trying not to look scared.

"He just left his house, we're going to that new burger place for lunch." She said, putting her phone in her purse.

"Oh, okay." You smiled.

When you got into the car Soojin turned to look at you. "Did you see that guy?"

"What guy?" You raised a brow.

"He was kinda short but he looked hot though." She giggled as she turned on the car. "He was checking you out. Shoulda told you earlier so you could get his number."

You rolled your eyes. "I don't think I need it." You leaned against the door as she pulled out of the parking lot.

"Come on." She sighed. "If Juwon put you to sleep after you got drunk imagine what that guy could've done."

You turned to your friend. "Get your head out of the gutter." You punched her gently.

"Okok." She stopped as she came to a red light. "I mean think about it though, maybe getting someone could be your way to finally relax enough and sleep more?"

You didn't say anything to that.

"Y/n you've been like this since high school is all I'm saying. Just try okay?"

"Is that why you invited Juwon out?" You looked at her.

"He invited himself."

"And you agreed."

"You did first." She shrugged.

You laughed lightly.

When you got to the burger place Juwon wa already there, looking at his phone.

"Juwon!" Soojin waved as you both entered.

He looked up and his eyes met yours, he stood from the booth seat and smiled, "Hey."

You waved slightly as Soojin sat, then you sat, right by the aisle in case you needed to leave. You ordered your food and the conversation was mostly about work, stupid things and random stuff Soojin had seen. Everything was fine until she excused herself to the restroom.

Silence. Pure silence.

"Y/n." Juwon looked up from his drink at you. "I've been thinking about-"

"It was one night. We were drunk. That's it." You cut him off.

He looked at you for a moment. "I just don't think it's normal."

"People do it all the time." You rolled your eyes.

"And?" He reached over and took your hand. "I didn't just do it because I was drunk Y/n."

"Well I hope you know I did." You said harshly.

He stared into your eyes. "So you just don't care?"

"Yeah." You pulled away and grabbed you bag. "Thanks for lunch." You walked out of the restaurant, pulling out your phone to thank Soojin and tell her you'll go to her place to collect your stuff later. But as you were about to send the text, Juwon came out.

"Y/n." he grabbed your arm. "Just give me a chance."

"Juwon." You pulled away. "There wasn't any feelings there okay?! Leave me alone!"

As an expensive looking, sleek, black car pulled into the parking lot Juwon pulled you to him and kissed you.

You didn't move for a moment, stunned before you shoved him, "What the fuck!?"

Soojin came out and looked between you two. "Juwon, Y/n calm do-"

"Is there someone else?" Juwon asked, "Is there even a reason you won't give me a chan-"

"How is that your business?"

Soojin looked between you two as you kept arguing.

"I'm asking because I genuinely think I like you." Juwon shot, "Even if you're 'using' me. I think you're hiding something, there's something I'm not getting."

"It's not your business. I'm not hiding anything that's remotely your business to know abou-"

"Y/n."

You turned and froze. Chan stood there, his hair dark, eyes a pretty coffee color, he wore a button up shirt that strained slightly against his muscular form, a pair of jeans and sneakers.

Juwon looked at Chan before looking at you.

Chan walked up to you and rested a hand on your shoulder. "Is something wrong?"

Soojin looked between you and Chan. "When?"

"Uh-" your mind went blank.

"It's pretty new." Chan said, his gaze was still on Juwon.

You looked at him, his hand moved to your waist and he pulled you closer to his side.

"You said you were going shopping, where's the stuff?" Chan looked at you.

"In Soojin's car." You motioned to your friend.

"You get it, put it in mine okay?" He unlocked the black car that had pulled into the parking lot. "I need to talk to your friend."

You nodded and followed Soojin to her car.

She opened the trunk and looked at you, "WHERE DID YOU BAG HAT MAN!? I WANT ONE!" She shook you by your shoulders.

You laughed and looked at Chan talking to Juwon. "It's a long story.."

"He's fine..." Soojin sighed, grabbing some of your bags.

You grabbed some as well before Chan came and took them from you and grabbed the rest.

Soojin gawked at him for a moment before shaking you furiously again. "THOSE WERE SCRATCHES ON HIS FOREARM! WAS THAT YOU??!!! IS HE GOOD???"

Your face went bright red. "SOOJIN!"

"Y/n."

You jumped slightly, face pink with embarrassment.

"Let's go?" Chan smiled slightly, looking like he was trying not to laugh at how you looked.

"Y-Yeah. I'll call you later, Soojin." You said as Chan took your hand and led you to his car.

She waved and started getting into her car. You looked at Juwon who just stood by the restaurant doors.

Chan opened the door for you and closed when you got in. His gaze fixed on Juwon as he walked around the car and got in on the driver's side.

"i can explain-" You started.

Chan grabbed your face and kissed you, you gave a small sound of surprise and held onto his arm. His tongue explored your mouth until you needed air and he pulled away.

You blushed deeply and looked at your bag in your lap.

He started the car and pulled out of the parking space. When he spoke again his voice came out so low it sent a shiver of fear down your spine. "Do not see that man again."

"Ok." You said softly.

When you went to bed that night you didn't fall asleep until three in the morning. Your eyes opened to sparkling gold on the walls and ceiling of a room. You sat up and looked around, there were coins of gold and silver everywhere on the bed, gems and precious stones scattered on the surface, almost completely covering you and the soft sheets.

You looked around in confusion, this wasn't Chan's room, or office, it wasn't a place you were familiar with at all. You stood cringing as the heavy coins fell to the floor clinking and clanging as they hit the wood.

There was three halls, you walked down the hall to the right, straight in front of you, it didn't occur to you then as you picked random directions in the hall that something was VERY wrong. You walked around the huge room for a moment, confusion turning to worry as it finally hit you.

Sin of Pride. Always showing Minho my rage.. Hyunjin's eyes making me all hot and bothered- Riches. The golden eyed demon flashed through your mind and you turned around, eyes wide in fear.

"It's a good thing you woke up here."

You turned around again, it was like you could hear him from everywhere.

"Good because I didn't have to drag you here myself, treasure."

You grabbed a gold staff from the floor and stared around in fear, backing up until you were pressed against the wall. "SHOW YOURSELF!" You swung the staff for a moment.

"Minho was right about you."

You couldn't breathe.

"You look so cute when you're scared," the voice said right into you right ear.

You turned and looked at him, his thin golden eyes locked on yours.

"Such a pretty treasure.." He muttered. "You think Chan could find you if I hid you well enough?"

You swung the staff at his head and hit him hard, so hard in fact, he gave a short gasp of surprise and held his head for a moment.

"That was..." he looked up, a smirk crawling onto his face as you took off running. "No... this is shocking."

You ran and stumbled over the treasure and jewels, frantically searching the labyrinth like room for an exit. You came to another break and held the mark on your neck. Left it is. You dashed down the left hall right before the thin eyed being came around the corner. You took two more lefts, then a right before you convinced yourself it was best to trust the random pig statue and keep going straight.

As you ran straight ahead, the demon barely rounded the corner. His eyes darkening at the sight of you. "You put up a good fight.." He took slow steps toward you.

You made it to the end of the hall and froze, realizing there was no where to go... It was a dead end.

"Stop trying to run. There's nowhere to go."

You felt around the wall for something, anything to get you away from him, his footstep echoing down the long hall. Then you saw it. The small incision in the wall, a crack? No, it was too straight. Too deliberate.

You pushed against the wall and felt dumb. Of course it didn't move.

The figure was close now. You looked at yourself reflected in the golden wall and it hit you. It's my dream.. You looked back at him. My dream... He was only a few feet away. My dreams go how I want them to. You side stepped just as he reached for you and shoved him hard, the wall turned with the force of his push. You were about to cheer as he stumbled but he grabbed your hand just as he fell into the darkness.

You shrieked as you fell, your hand out stretched in the darkness. The golden eyed demon grabbed something in the darkness and pulled you both into a room.

"ARE YOU TRYING TO GET US BOTH KILLED?!" He shouted.

You stared at him.

"Chan would tear me to pieces if something happened to you!" He fumed before relaxing.

"Jeonginnie."

You froze. That voice was new.

The golden eyed demon stiffened for a moment before muttering, "You pulled us into the wolf's den."

Minho stared at you. If there was one thing he hated more than angels, it would be humans.

"Jeongin." He almost growled. "What is that thing doing here?"

He watched as you almost shrunk behind he younger brother.

"Well hyung you see..." he trailed off. "I was uh- It was Changbin's idea."

"I ASKED WHAT IT WAS DOING HERE?!" Minho shouted. He tilted his head as you jumped slightly. Hyunjin was right. You looked cute scared.

"I'll just take her out-" Jeongin inched you behind his back and made his way to the side of the room for the door.

Minho flicked his finger and it slammed shut. "I should kill it now."

Your brows furrowed. "Who are you calling it?!"

Minho blinked in shock for a moment, were you challenging him? "Yeah, I'll kill it now." He tried to run around Jeongin to get to you.

"WAIT!" Jeongin stopped him. "Chan will tear us both to pieces if you kill her."

"He shouldn't be worried about insignificant humans." Minho tried to push past him again.

"INSIGNIFICANT??!" You shouted.

Minho's eyes narrowed. "Did Chan give you the mouth to talk like that? Or do you not see you're going to die?"

"My mother gave me the mouth to talk, actually." You huffed.

Minho's mouth opened then closed. What was wrong with you?

"You must think I'm stupid but without our sins you wouldn't exist." You fired.

The red eyed demon exhaled.

"Hyu-" Jeongin started, only to get thrown as Minho shoved him.

He had just about enough of your mouth. Too much pride just like Chan. You shrank in fear as he reached for you and right when you were in his grasp all he had to do was snap your neck and be done with it. He squeezed your throat hard and panic filled your veins as you realized you might actually die.

"Minho."

He looked towards the door. Chan stood there, expression deathly calm.

"Put her down."

Jeongin swallowed and looked between both of his brothers. The tension in the air was palpable. So thick you could've cut it with a knife.

"Now." Chan said lowly.

For a brief moment, fear flickered on Minho's features and he released you. You held your breath for a moment and as you opened your mouth to speak, you fell.

Your eyes flew open and you stared around in shock. "Holy..." You touched your neck before rolling out of bed and turning on the light. "Shit." You muttered, staring at the bruise Minho had left on your throat.

The following Monday at work, all you could hear from Soojin and Jaehwa was about Chan.

"How did you meet?"

"Is he good?"

"Is he big???"

"When's the wedding?"

"Are his parents nice?"

"What's his workout routine?"

You only escaped the interrogation by locking yourself in the storage closet.

"Boo."

You jumped and stumbled almost knocking over a shelf as you did. It was that lady who's cubicle was right next to yours.

"What the hell?" You sighed, relaxing.

"You're paranoid.." She smiled.

It was an unsettling smile, the kind that sent shivers down your spine, the smile you would get from a stalker or a creep.

You laughed nervously, "Yeah.. I've had nightmares."

"Just nightmares?" She tilted her head.

"Yeah.." You moved back.

"Evil spirits are hard to get rid off without a priest.." She said as he walked to the door. "You should look into one."

You turned to look at her, eyes wide. How did she know..

That night you couldn't sleep. Your mind was racing, thoughts refusing to settle even for a blink of sleep. How did she know? Were you obvious? Maybe it was the tattoo.. Or had one of them become visible to her? Maybe she was into the paranormal..?

You decided it was better to just try and do some work to clear your mind, but as you sat at your desk you felt drowsy. "Are you serious..." You muttered and tried to stand. You stumbled and almost fell. What kind of tiredness was this..

You blinked and leaned against the wall, trying to make it back to your bed. Your vision blurred, you saw a figure, dark, long and wavy hair, you couldn't make out the face but the eyes. His eyes were a dark blue, dark as the night sky.

Your eyes closed and you fell, gasping as you were caught. Your eyes flew open and you jerked away immediately. You looked up into orange eyes and stood straight, "Who are you? Where's Chan?! I'll scream!"

"You are screaming. Chan is not around. And I'm Changbin." He said.

You stared at him. "Where is this...?"

"The same place everything else is. Only my domain." He smiled. "It's cool right?" He motioned to his exercise equipment. "Cool right?"

Your gaze followed him around for a moment, before looking around the room. "Changbin...?"

He looked at you. "Oh, you must be wondering what I am. Well I'm the third oldest brother, sin of gluttony."

"Gluttony?" You looked around. "That doesn't fit..."

"It's kind of.. what didn't fit everyone else." He muttered. "I didn't get much of a choice." He twiddled with a weight, lifting it on one finger.

You stared at him. "They dumped it on you."

"No of course not. They're my brothers. If they knew I didn't like it, they wouldn't dump it on me.. The guy in charge did." He shrugged.

"And you accepted it?" Your brows furrowed.

"It was either that or swap with Chan..." He shrugged. "Pride is.. a lot. He carries the weight of the world if you think about it. Ah, why am I talking to you about this. You're a human, you can't understand."

You thought about Chan for a moment. He didn't seem bothered by anything. Seem. Maybe he was just better at hiding things. "That's sad." You whispered.

Changbin shrugged. "And anyway I-" He stopped as you gave him a hug suddenly.

"You deserve some semblance of free will. Be who you want.." You said quietly.

"Y-you.." Changbin hesitantly hugged you back.

You were about to say something back when you fell.

"ARE YOU OKAY?!"

Your eyes flew open. Soojin was looking at you.

"I'm fine..." You groaned and sat up. "What time is it?"

"It's half past noon." She said and helped you to your feet. "You were a no show at work so I got worried and came over and you were just on the ground."

"I've been a little stressed out." You muttered. "I'm fine, really." You pulled away from your friend and rubbed your head. "I just bumped my head is all."

You walked to your bedroom and she trailed behind you. As you sat on your bed you stiffened. Your bed was warm. Warm as if someone were in it.

Soojin sat next to you as if nothing were wrong and you tensed, waiting for her to notice... She didn't say anything. Had she not noticed or did she just choose not to acknowledge it.

No... She couldn't feel it at all...

Fear pricked through you as you felt a hand wrap around your throat and hold your face gently, then that voice. The one that made you fall asleep, that sleepy, sleepy voice. "Yeah... It's just me and you..."

You were gone, staring up at a ceiling of stars. The demon was no where, but the drowsy feeling hadn't left you.

You stood and looked around. What was Soojin thinking right now...

"Nothing..."

You turned to the golden eyed demon, Jeongin.. Or rather what he was doing. Sitting in a chair, pants pulled down just enough to free his length.

"Y'know.." He muttered, hand moving up and down on his length. "Greed is often confused with lust or gluttony..." His eyes met yours. "You know lust well... Lust is to craze and desire for something so badly.. something like what my elder brothers have under their pants."

Your face went beet red. "That's not-"

"Gluttony is that insatiable feeling of hunger. The craving to devour something whole and still have so much room for more."

Your eyes flicked away from his face to his crotch. Focus... you need to get away. You can't trust thi-

"I want to ask you a question, treasure." He hissed slightly. "What is greed?"

You didn't answer.

"Dunno?" He raised a brow.

You pursed your lips and opened your mouth but he cut you off.

"Greed is to have that thing you desire, to have eaten your fill and still believe in your mind you want more. You need more. No.. You deserve more." He stood.

You squeaked and backed up.

"You agree, no?" He approached you slowly. His golden eyes shining and something making you freeze. "You deserve more."

You stiffened as he stood right in front of you. You looked anywhere but him, his eyes, his smile, his cock.

"I just want to know.." He leaned in close and whispered in your ear. "If you'll take it when I give you what you deserve.."

You looked up at him. Mistake. He leaned in close, eyes locked on yours. Mistake. Your thoughts clouded, I do.. I deserve more. Mistake. His lips grazed yours and he breathed, "So? Are you going to take it?"

"Yeah.." You whispered.

He smiled before kissing you, it wasn't domineering like Chan's kiss, not desperate and needy like Hyunjin's but... you didn't understand it as he pulled you to him roughly.

You gasped as he hit the chair he'd been in before, you in his lap, staring down into his gold eyes.

He stared up at you, his eyes moving over your face and down to your breasts before he muttered, "Take what you deserve, treasure."

You leaned down and kissed him, he smirked against your lips and pulled your pants down, hands tracing down to your thighs. He groaned into your mouth when you started grinding your hips down on him. He grabbed the flesh of your hips and pulled you down to him, rubbing his length against your clothed cunt.

You gasped out a soft moan as his lips left yours moving to latch onto your throat. He moaned low and against your throat, so low it came out like a growl, his nimble fingers hooked on your panties, puling them to the side and running through your wet folds. He lifted you and positioned his cock at your entrance before muttering, "Sit.."

You let out a soft whimper as you lowered yourself onto his manhood, he wasn't too thick but the length astounded you, for a brief moment you wondered if you could take it all.

"There you go.." Jeongin exhaled shakily. "I knew you'd fit like a glove.." he lifted you and lowered you onto his cock slowly at first, guiding your hips to a gentle rhythm.

You moaned softly against his lips and he hissed, lips meeting yours again as you started to build you own pace, rocking your hips into his. He held onto you and started bucking up to meet your hips halfway. You whined as his hand slipped between your bodies to rub at your clit, the knot in your belly tightening.

"Look at you, taking me so well, treasure..." Jeongin grunted as he kept moving up into you.

You held onto him tightly.

"What would Chan think? You greedy whore.."

You gasped as he grabbed your hair and leaned your head back.

"We have a guest.." He whispered, "Show him how good you are?"

Your body flooded with the heat of embarrassment at the sight of Changbin. He stared at you with wide eyes.

"You like being watched?" Jeongin muttered, "You're squeezing the life out of me treasure.." He pulled you down onto his cock hard.

A broken cry escaped your throat and he rubbed your clit faster. "N-No-"

"It's not good to lie..." he breathed.

You whimpered. "I'm not-"

"Your pussy says otherwise." He pulled out, leaving your pussy clenching desperately as you whined. "So needy..." Jeongin moaned.

You squeaked in shock as you were lifted and a wet muscle met your folds. You gasped as Changbin's hands gripped your hips, holding you in place as he started to eat you out like a mad man.

Jeongin stroked his member, watching as you writhed against Changbin's lips. "Are you going to cum? Show me how pretty you look, treasure... Let go for me."

Changbin's tongue flicked at your clit before his thick fingers parted your walls. You pushed back against his mouth, desperate for release. Changbin groaned into your cunt, tongue plunging into your hole.

The knot that had been building in your gut snapped and you came hard on Changbin's tongue. He wasted no time, lapping up your juices and pulling you back to his mouth as you tried to move away.

"I can't!" You moaned out as Changbin's lips wrapped around your clit sucking hard.

"You can do it." Jeongin groaned as he rubbed his cock faster.

Changbin pushed his fingers into you, scissoring and curling and pumping over and over. You couldn't get a word out before your second orgasm crashed over you like a wave. Jeongin let out a high pitched whine and came hard into his hand.

You started to relax but Changbin pulled you down and kissed you hard, fingers pistoning into you. You moaned and jerked helplessly for a moment, it was too much, you couldn't take it.

"One more time for me princess." He moaned against your lips. You could taste yourself on his tongue and with a few more thrusts of he thick fingers you came again. Your body slackened against Changbin's and Jeongin looked at you.

"Are you okay treasure?" He muttered.

You nodded, mind foggy.

"You owe me."

Your eyes felt heavy and you were out a moment later.

"It's disappointing really.." Jisung sighed, moving a hair from your face as he lowered you into Chan's bed. "This could've been all yours." He looked at his elder brother.

Hyunjin pursed his lips. "I'm not going to fight Chan. We're lucky he even lets us touch her."

"You're right." the younger demon sighed. "Don't you worry?"

"About?"

"Yongbok." Jisung's midnight blue eyes met his brother's rose ones.

"Why would I?" Hyunjin poked at something on the mantel of Chan' fireplace.

Jisung looked at you. "Imagine how easily he'd corrupt her. Lie. Chan likes her a lot.."

"Chan already put is claim on her, what could Yongbok even do?" Hyunjin huffed.

"He could convince her to reject it." Jisung stared at you. "It's not a pact if one side doesn't agree."

"Then I won't let her see him."

Hyunjin and Jisung looked at Chan.

"This human is mine."

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[is-this-yuri]

once upon a time i worked for a total of three and a half (3.5 entire) weeks at a metalworking facility where i used power tools to carve away at giant metal pieces. the metal pieces in question were pipes and plumbing of various types, to be used in sewer and water systems. so, for threeish weeks, i was part of the reason someone had running water and sewage. this is generally considered unskilled labor for some reason

anyway, the place didn't provide me the right sized gloves. i have freakishly small hands, so like, i didn't expect them to have a good pair for me right away, but they refused to get me a pair in the right size. so, since i didn't feel comfortable with my fingertips flopping all over the place, and they didnt just let not wear the gloves, i got my own.

i got vibration resistant gloves because i noticed even within the first day that my hand was getting numb in places from holding the tools. the gloves seemed to work great, but they quickly wore out and i had to take them home for difficult repairs every week.

i STILL got raynaud's syndrome. just working there for less than a month! with special gloves designed to help prevent it! i didn't realize until the next winter i spent homeless and my fingers went numb and turned white, so i never thought to pursue any compensation.

on top of this, the OSHA guidelines for average dust particles in the air was up on a board for me to read, but when i read it i wondered if they'd considered the fact that every single employee stops their work and sweeps their station at the same time every day, kicking up a visible cloud of metal dust particles. my boogers were constantly, always pitch black for the brief time i worked there. i have some pictures of me in that place and i literally look like a coal miner. no masks or respirators provided, i also bought my own of those.

this was also a teamsters company, and i was really excited to hear that at first because it was my first time working under a union. and most likely the union has made excellent progress in making that workplace safer than it otherwise would be, but i personally still didn't feel like my health was a priority.

so yeah, three weeks at that place was enough to know it wasnt for me. i didnt even mention the macho work culture i didnt fit into, which is also common at factories and warehouses. this wasn't my only attempt at this kind of job, but it was the shortest, because at that point i had enough self respect to leave when i knew it was bad.

the sad thing is, every job is like that in some way. your health is never a priority. the unions have gotten us to a point, but it's essentially bare minimum. and thats if you can even get unionized. you're going to have to reach into your own pocket to accomodate your needs at work, a pocket your boss's hand is already deep into.

so if youre feeling guilty, or lazy, or worthless because you can't stand your job, just know that almost no job is a hospitable enviornment.

[doctorweebmd]

so there's this post floating around about like, feeling like an outsider even in a group of outsiders and i almost reblogged it being like

'aha i do that'

except. like. i know exactly why that happens, and its 100% my fault

i just have trouble maintaining relationships because i'm a poor communicator. that's been the case since high school. i dont really initiate conversations or remember to text or call people. its not from a place of indifference or anything like that - i'm sincerely an 'out of sight out of mind' kind of person.

i can not talk to and not see someone for months or years but my feelings for them don't change. it doesn't bother me if people dont check in on me or don't hang out with me or don't text me. i still like them. unfortunately that is not how 99% of the population communicates. people (rightfully) assume that when someone doesn't initiate conversation or hang-outs or doesn't check in on you, that they don't care about you. for me, thats not the case at all. like if i like you and consider you my friend, you are ALWAYS my friend. i would do anything for you and would be more than happy to talk/see each other/support you/etc. its just the day-to-day communication that i really struggle with. but thats how most relationships form - regular, consistent communication.

i've gone through periods of extreme guilt for this where i sincerely try, and make new friends, and re-connect with texting and phone calls and hanging out more often but inevitably something happens, i get busy or i forget and suddenly all this time passes and people think i dont care anymore. unfortunately that's not the case whatsoever - time is kind of abstract to me and i dont understand that while my feelings don't change, others feel more distant or abandoned.

and i've really hurt people in my life like that. friends that i've known for many years from high school/college are a LITTLE more forgiving because they know i'm just 'like that' but still. it does hurt people. like i haven't spoken to my dad in probably at least a year - not because i dont love him, but because of that same reason. he doesn't reach out and i forget and it just steamrolls because he gets hurt, doesn't reach out because he thinks i'm intentionally 'ignoring' him, and i continue to forget, and its just this viscous cycle. i haven't talked to my grandparents in months. my mom knows better and texts me every week or so, but it still hurts her that she has to reach out so regularly. she also plays these games where she sees how 'long' it takes for me to remember to reach out. a lot of people in my life have done that. its like i'm being tested on something without ever being told its a standard test, ya know? i'm always destined to fail it because i dont know how long is too long. at which point will the time and distance be unacceptable? i still dont know the answer.

and i think it makes me come off as a really heartless and callous person. its made me kind of keep people at arms-length because i know i'm not capable of being a part of most people's lives. i have perfectly normal and pleasant relationships with my coworkers and all that, but i'm generally not close with them. and i can see the confusion, because we hang out and i'm pretty normal or whatever and we have fun and then they don't hear from me for months and they're like 'uhhhh.... okay? so i guess you don't like me?'

i do. i just have different relationship maintenance standards than others i guess. so i just overall avoid being around others just because i know i'll disappoint them. it is what it is but it really is sad, in a way.

[skitskatdacat63]

Fernando instinctively trying to protect his boyfriend Seb from the champagne spray

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[b4kuch1n]

tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

[hyakunana]

Getting properly prepared for the cutscene decisive battle

[whiskeyswifty]

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[lofe-arts]

To keep it humble, now lets look at one of my least favorites I drew for Funguary. I don't even think it's *bad* it's just that I don't like it. I was still trying new brushes, new styles, and It was just one of those days it isn't all coming together like you hope it will. It can be really discouraging when you find yourself in that position, but that's just how art is.

And, real talk? It makes looking back at my favorites even better. Because yeah I don't like this one and yeah I just wasnt able to execute the idea that was in my head to the standard I wanted, but it's not because i'm not capable and just a few images away in my Funguary folder is proof of that. Maybe sometimes I'm drawing like this, but it makes the times when I bust out the glowshroom even better.

This one cannot be bought on redbubble currently. If this somehow breaks containment and it turns out someone really wants this I'll be happy to put it up for you, but it didn't bring me joy, so it hasn't gone on the shelf yet.

[the-ace-lesbians]

People liking my posts dealing with trans positivity or misogyny is always so difficult because a lot of Unideal People have left annoying ass comments on it, so I always have to go through every blog that interacts with whatever the post in question is to make sure the first thing on their blog isn’t ‘FEMALES ARE PUSSYBOSS BABE XX QUEENS’ with the labrys flag and 50 posts in a row about how proud they are to be t3rfs or epic owns of posts asking t3rfs not to interact where they interact and make fun of the person for asking them not to interact.

[kethabali]

omg how does this happen everytime i go to do one thing i do like 3 thats why i stopped monitoring my chores so heavily bc i realized it gets done automatically anytime i get up in my house lmao not all at once like i keep trying to plan for but regardless within the week everything usually gets done to some extent

[giftedpoison]

trying to do my homework. I've done five readings, a quiz, and answered half a question (about 326 words) for my lit class.

I need to do the other half, and then I have to do two basic readings for my noncredited class at a university I don't go to that was free.

my brain is actively resisting the second half of the one assignment.

but I also have to do discussion board things tomorrow, so I genuinely can't put it off because then I'm going to be distressed by having to do all that writing ya feel?

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

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[doodlboy]

Need 2 work on getting that therapist

[chrisbangs]

woke up to such a wholesome interaction under a comment i posted on one of marks yt vids recently and i felt so warm like 🫂 man... there are just ppl out there who will not know a single thing about you but still choose to be a neat lil dude... very cool 👍

[florida3exclamationpoints]

I am laughing