#i jsut don't have words for it rn

[theetwinkleboy]

just. came across this panel and got unexpectedly and wildly emotional about aizawa becoming a dad. because like. he cares about his students, he's shown time and time again that he'll push them and fight for them against villains and the media and he'll go to his last breath to protect them but like. they're hero students and he's their teacher and he's tough and strict because he has to be to keep them alive. but then like--

it's morning and he's doing her hair. he's got the hair ties with the little baubles on them and he's doing her hair and she's been through so much crap and aizawa's never shown being demonstrably affectionate or enthusiastic around her the way that izuku and mirio are but like. he's been her dependable quiet shadow every time she's shown up in the manga so far, and he doesn't have to be strict or tough with her because what she needs isn't someone to teach her how to save others, it's someone that she can trust to be there when she needs, someone she can trust to do her hair with little bauble hair ties in the morning.

[mellohiizz]

was gonna do a full post with more designs, but it's already taking me way too long to post these, so whatever. here's some of my uu designs. <3 they're very basic, and i will do a more detailed sheet with different arcs (?) in mind, but it will take me way too long, i fear. so you can have those for now. ^_^ they're all from like... a month ago? maybe more.

[lemonyinks]

I feel as though so many people failed Lori.

[silusvesuius]

jsut finished watching s2 of invincible and it was some actual bootycheeks i don't even have the words rn i'm gone

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[sleepinginmygrave]

hi

hello

hello

hi

i need like, words or an explanation idk how to call it

what's you real life experience like being a therian? and, if you've told anyone, how did they react? do you get bullied for it?

this is all for my book and you don't have to answer anything you don't want to!

<3

HIIIII HELLO ROWANNNN!!!!!

well tbh i don't think i'm the best person to ask this purely bc i suck at explaining😭 BUT

for me i don't think anything's really defined or clear is in my mind tbh, i don't even know if what inm experiencing is past life or something else but i just feel really really connected to jellyfish and whale sharks yk? like i feel a part of me is a jellyfish (and whale shark too, i'm gonna say jellyfish but consider i'm saying both) i thought i was otherhearted at first but it feels more like a part of me IS a jellyfish (i still might be wrong tho!)

also sometimes for whale shark i just feel like i'm really big and mostly that i have a huuuge mouth, also sometimes i just really really really miss water like i haven't been in it since forever it's a bit weird to explain but yeah

also sometimes (gonna use this formulation for every start of paragraph istg), for jellyfish mostly, i just feel no thought head empty but like really head empty it's just black no thoughts, i think that's a shift! i'm not sure tho

and i never told anyone irl !! if i tell my family they would like never ever beleive me and jsut think i'm being weird, same for my friends rbh i ddin't really wish to tell anyone at least not for now

there are more things i forgot i think but i can't remember rn😭

[cumulo-stratus]

Okay, so hi. I’m Reaper, I’m very much new here and I love your account so much.

Could I possibly share any kinda fanfic or really scenario ideas in your inbox? Pls?

hey reaper!! Thanks for the ask!! And I'm really glad you enjoy my stuff makes me smile :)

Alr so I only have two requests in my inbox right now, one of them is ALMOST done, I'm like a couple hundred words from finishing and I was working on it before I checked and saw this lol!! It is a comfort request for Spencer x male!reader that's a relatively simple hurt/comfort abt a rough day at work :)

the second request is one I've had since... last fall 🫠🫠🫠🫠 the only reason I haven't wrttien it is bc like im scared to write it and I don't feel like a good enough writer for it 😭 it's basically abt some paranormal stuff where reader is actually covering it up, and then goes missing and the team finds reader and he has to cover abt why he was missing- it's a bit more complicated than that but that's jsut the synthesized version lol

and then of course I have a ton of ask game stuff and sweet messages from my moots that's I PROMISE I I'll respond to I'm just like drowning in school rn <3

[ike-mcswains-mortician]

hihihi uhh i finished the epsiode. Thoughts?

(I spent an hour in class just in shock)

SOOOOO MANY THOUGHTS LARK OUGH MY GOD. (this is going to be so long)

i knew the hermie death acknowledgement was going to be bad. but JESUS FUCKING CHRIST i didn't think it would be LIKE THAT. i was NOT prepared for will to hit me with the "wait where's hermie" RIGHT OFF THE BAT??? and then normal couldn't leave hermie behind and he tried to save them and he was LITERALLY USING BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS TO BRING HERMIE BACK AND IT DIDN'T FUCKING WORK. I AM GOING TO BE SICK.

and then. dear GOD. i was not ready for henry's return. fuck. ok real talk ARE THEY IN OAKVALE. DID HENRY LEAVE AFTER CODE PURPLE AND GO BACK TO OAKVALE. I AM BEATING MY HEAD AGAINST A WALL. also MERCEDES?????? MY BELOVED??? what the FUCK

and!!!! then!!!!! normal STILL BEGGING AND TRYING AND PRAYING TO BRING HERMIE BACK. but there's NOTHING henry can do and so SCAM???? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?? SCAM LIKELY ACTUALLY GETTING EMOTIONAL OVER HIS SON???? cried into my pasta actually. note to self don't try to eat while listening to dndads.

also i feel like they glossed over this but d00d saying henry feels like home/??? i actually had to do a double take because YEAH THIS IS HENRY LOOKING IN THE FUCKED UP NON-EUCLIDEAN EYES OF THE ELDRITCH ENTITY THAT TORMENTED HIM HIS WHOLE LIFE AND???? THEY JUST. MOVE ON??? HELLO??

and don't even get me fucking STARTED on the funeral. god. i was in physical pain. the shade witch bit (which was fucking GOLD btw) couldn't save me from the 1-2 PUNCH THAT WAS THE FINAL WORDS. henry saying you're never ready for something like this but normal insisting on burying the body. the fucked up two-face tree. "goodnight sweet prince." scary saying she noticed him. scary noticing hermie like she noticed terry jr. no one fuckng touch me.

LARK AND SPARROW AND HENRY INTERACTING. AAAGH. FUCK. THE HANDSHAKE BETWEEN HENRY AND LARK. LIKE. IS THAT THE MOST POSITIVE INTERACTION THEY'VE HAD SINCE THE ROGUE CARD??? IS COLD NEUTRALITY THE BEST THEY HAVE?????? and SPARROW GOING IN FOR A HUG BUT HENRY DOESN'T RECIPROCATE. I AM GOING TO BE FUCKING SICK. THE OAK FAMILY ONCE AGAIN GOING FOR MY GODDAMN THROAT.

and i jsut. i couldn't even process the ending. we finally got another hero mention but it's literally her being trained to kill???? ow??? and they were training normal too??? also THE VOICE SAYING NORMAL WAS THE CHOSEN ONE??? like am i the only one losing it over that??!? i cannot for the life of me understand what happened at the end but JESUS CHRIST i am just. AGH. i am not o-a-k rn.

will campos when i find you. anthony burch when i find you. god. i'm going ot throw up. great episode y'all i'm gonna go lie down and die.

anyway that's my thoughts hbu?? :)

[system-of-a-feather]

I'll take a turn on the DID-unrelated ramble train, but honestly, most American / English rap / hip-hop just... bores the fuck out of me. I like music - specifically rap and hiphop because I like it as a venue and means for expressing oneself and sharing life and it's experiences in a way that can be very personal / true and yet also extremely impersonal to share. It's a beautiful way to simultaneously be very vulnerable and real for the individual writing it and leaving it out for listeners to either accept or not - but at the same time when its being performed, it isn't like a friend telling you their shit for support, it doesn't even necessarily still present as the vent or expression it was originally made as - it is just A Song, representative of the time that it was made and written.

Personally, I think rap / hip-hop is one of the best mediums to do this because it is largely just spoken-word with a little more musical emphasis. Some have chorus-es and what not, but not all and those that do often use it more in a poetic sense with repetition than necessarily a "catchy main line" and its really great. I love it and its my favorite genre by a mile

But that is only when it is held to what I think to be the "proper" and "best nature of rap / hip-hop." And of course, this is my opinion, I don't genuinely think my opinion is the only "real" way to enjoy the genre, to each their own; but I am just not interested in rap / hip-hop in any other manner.

A lot of American / English rap has really devolved to loose its expressivity and its just.... egos, hedonism, and jsut marketable music that just really doesn't interest me. On top of that, a lot of them just don't even have that emotive and expressive and dynamic tone and attack to the rhythm that just lulls me to sleep and / or has me groaning.

This isn't to say Korean, Japanese, and Chinese rap (the ones I've looked most into) are all full of meaningful lyrics or anything - nor is it me saying that every track has to have that personal edge to it - but it is just so... emotionally bland in comparison. Even where there isn't any real emotion behind the lyrics a lot of Korean, Japanese, and Chinese rap deliver their lines with a lot more tone, energy, purpose, and emotion behind it.

Anyways, I need to get back into the old rap that we used to listen to in all languages. If any of yall have any good raps in any language that actually has an emotional backing and/or sound, I would love any recommendations.

Some recommendations off the top of my head:

English: NF, Ren (literally found him rn, below in Bonsus)

Korean: Song Gunhee, LeeHyunNim,

Japanese: Fake Type., Kazuo

Chinese: We used to listen to it but I don't remember any names since we were less into it

BONUS, I literally found this while trying to remember the name of LeeHyunNim and I just had a laugh over it being DID themed (I don't have a reason to suspect he has DID but I am listening to it the first time over and it was just unexpected

[mnty-bubblegmyum]

jsut thinking of her makes me want to stab myself /aff /pos I love her sm it's almost gross

me bc the meds won't keep working like after a month or two it all comes crashing down or maybe I'm just having an episode who knows all ik is that I need to hold her hand and kiss her and kiss her and kiss her and kiss her and kiss her forever she's mine and only mine I'm her first and last love her first and only ever kiss everywhere i always put our initials tg I feel the need to let every body know how much I love her there's no one that compares if she told me to kms I gladly would honestly I'm in such a shitty mental state rn if she wanted to she could easily manipulate me and I'm aware but I just don't care as long as she keeps saying those words ans calling me those names and saying those sweet things to me I'll only fall harder and deeper I'm so fucking mad I didn't meet her back in December could've saved my mental health and maybe I wouldn't have had to go to yhe hospital but now I realize im just ranting unbelivable crazy shit I seriously can't handle reality anymore it's like 2am I haven't ate in 19 hours my head hurts my eyes hurt and I haven't talked to mi amor in 3 so hours so im might be losing it like actually but in the morning I'll just wake up and realize it really wasn't that deep but godd how I want her to ruin me

[lunasilverhart]

Oooooohh yeah okay that makes hella sense, I'm now on the "Saber was a pegasus" bandwagon (they said, as if it's not just the two of us in a little radio flyer wagon). I didn't even think about the whole Gray thing! god. the day Gray loses her cutie mark (if she'd gotten one yet)... I jsut got off work so I can't words about it but INTERNALLY I AM SCREAMING SOBBING ON THE FLOOR. the horrors of losing your individuality to a dead person and the people around you being *pleased* with it, etc etc.

and duh, I don't know why I didn't think about the fact that OF COURSE the cutie marks of heroes and famous people would be heavily recorded. and in magus society, that;s probably an even bigger deal, keeping track of all that. if your family is trying to claim lineage from certain figures, you def wanna make sure there's some resemblance if possible to help legitimize your claim. Like, it'd be a sign of your family declining if the cutie marks start straying further from the OG family standard. fuck dude I could play with this SO much with my own magus OCs.

maybe it's a whole thing to work cutie marks into mystic codes to invoke certain traits or "blessings"... and it'd probably be relatively easy to hide in plain sight. Your friends all think you're just a bible nerd because your wristband has Sampson's mark on it but ACTUALLY it boosts your strength when activated or some shit.

though that example might be more of a Church thing... I can't think of what they call mystic codes rn, the only thing that comes to mind is Sacraments and idk if that;s right.

EITHER WAY.

I suppose this gives an advantage to Servants whose cutie marks have been lost to time or were erased from history, or those who aren't true figures like Nursery Rhyme or my Swan Maiden. So then you get debates between magi on whether the better move is to summon a powerful Servant with an easily identifiable cutie mark (and weakness), or someone more obscure that preserves the advantage of being less predictable.... Though I guess that's probably a debate they already have??

I did a reply on that post but now its gone and I can;t send you messages so I guess we're using asks for this, I wanna talk most about cutie marks. What do you think, would Servants be summoned with the same mark they had in life, or are they summoned with one that represents their story/legacy? And do you think it changes based on the class they're summoned in? I feel like Berserkers definitely get an altered mark since they're summoned that way on purpose iirc

i've been viewing servants' cutie marks as being like their noble phantasm in the sense that they're a dead giveaway of that servant's true identity so they need to be hidden, so they'd probably be the cutie mark they went down in history as having (not necessarily the cutie mark they actually Had but 9/10 times it is). as for changing re:class i think that'd only rlly apply to berserkers (that said i'm also v anti-f/go and think the introduction of servants (but only the popular ones) being naturally summonable in more than one class w/o smthing being messed w is one of the stupidest concepts they introduced and cheapens the class system as a whole so i might be biased) but i still think it'd basically be the same cutie mark just distorted, so zerkerlot would have a fucked up version of saberlot's cutie mark etc etc (this is also what i was thinking for salter and dark sakura), but casgil and archergil or saberstolfo and regularstolfo would be the same. as for other variants like latoria, castoria etc or junao or jalter i think it'd be a lot more complicated and sort of turn into a bit of a shirou and archer situation (or even a fate route shirou and ubw shirou and hf shirou situation) where due to different life circumstances pre-cutie mark they ended up coming out completely different. out of all the 'what if this servant's life had gone differently' servants, i'd say saber lily's cutie mark is probably the only one that's the same as actual saber's bc their paths diverged After the cutie mark was earned (the one piece of tm trivia i will forever be pedantic abt is that lily wasn't meant to be younger saber she was actually meant to be the anti-salter (saber but if she kept her idealism and hopefulness completely intact) and sometime around when f/go got made takeuchi or someone forgot that and started using 'lily' to mean young. and so obv all the other lily servants will have either the same cutie mark or be blank flanks depending on their age).

[meownotgood]

good. god

[doebt]

2 good things happened today. my science teacher played an office clip in class. and one other thing but i don’t remember what it was but i remember specifically making note that 2 good things happened... today was so terrible

[jadeittic]

HS + Y/I: 2022 (SERIES)

EXTRA (6) (REMAKE) -- ive been procrastinating a lot this yr so i guess we're back on track with hs + y/i

PREVIOUS. NEXT.

HARRY STYLES + PLATONIC!EX-1D MEMBER!FEM!READER

WARNINGS: are ig comments even warnings anymore 😭-- and there will be new uses of face claims.

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[swanboysuga]

one final down, 3 to go

[elytrafemme]

hi hi asking on anon just bc. idk i don't feel like Being Perceived rn. but!!!! i jsut wanted to say that i really appriciate the way you word things?? bc like. i personally am kinda shit at how i say things and like. obviously we r different people with different experiences but sometimes u word things in a way that makes me go "ohhh that makes so much sense" about Myself and it just. means a lot even tho that's almost definitely not ur intention??? my brain is a mess on the best of days and so it's just kinda nice to be able to see something that's well worded and makes sense and sorta relates to me in one way or another :')

hey hey!!! i appreciate this a lot, actually. i do my best to be eloquent and articulate well here, and find that this is a pretty safe space to do so - i've struggled in the past with not being able to find words, construct sentences or phrases in my brain, or really being able to speak at all, though these are all momentary and psychological related phenomenon, so i can also appreciate when things are worded well in a way that i can resonate with, even if i didn't have the words for it myself

and for that i really appreciate the kindness <3 i'm always really happy that people can relate to the things i say. i have a lot of thoughts about love and healing and reconciling with the past and i'm so so glad i've found a community i can share them with.

hope you're doing well, anon. wishing you much warmth and tranquility in the coming days <3

[gendieanonsideblog]

I really don't mind when you respond late!! It just makes it all the more fun to see your response!! You really don't need to worry!!! If I minded I would tell you, I promise!! /gen | Wooh!!! The sickness has been fought >:] We have won both the battle and the war!!!| I am indeed rather stubborn! I will try not to overwork myself to horribly, but I can't make any promises. | Ok! So, news on converse girl! I have not talked to her about triangles! But we did work together on an asignment once! I don't know whether she thinks I'm a decent person or not! Heres hoping that she does, bc it would be rather sad if she didn't. She is just alsdhaosakdjd /pos /pos | I don't feel horible rn! I'm about the same level as I was when I sent the last ask, but I haven't gotten much worse, so that's something! | Yeah well i hope you have all the cool things in a day times one thousand to the google plex power!!!!!! /gen (that is to say I hope you have the best day ever) | I may send in art later? It's a very very strong may tho!!!! It all depends how things turn out and if I have to do anything else. I'm vv glad you enjoy it tho!!!!!! | How do you feel about rings? -⭐

okay okay okay ty ty for understanding and for the kind words !! :D /gen yes im very glad we were able to recover !! ^__^ no zeeg >:[ i will make sure to do my best in reminding you to practice self care !! /gen /pos bonks you /lh /aff ooo nice great job proud of you magnus !! :D /gen next time deffo talk about triangles w converse girl !! ^__^ well im glad you dont feel worse /gen well i hope YOU have a fambastical fun wacky goofy awesome sauce wonderfulicious day to you !! >:] YOURE ART IS SO CUTE OH MY GOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH JSUT DFJKLSJFKLD /pos purr is very pretty i love iris sm /gen /p rings are cool !! :O i like em but i dont have any !!