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doebt · 6 years ago

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2 good things happened today. my science teacher played an office clip in class. and one other thing but i don’t remember what it was but i remember specifically making note that 2 good things happened... today was so terrible

#i can't believe i did the stereotypical skip a class to cry in the bathroom highschool thing #not rly a class class but still #like what.. am i becoming #and i'm about to go to walmart and #i have this horrible feeling i'll see someone i know and i don't want to. i rly don't want to #i just need to get out of here so badly #also i am having the worst pain sensation rn #it is like someone with scalding hot hands is grabbing my ribcage at the bottom #that's the only way i can describe it... but grabbing the inside #sorry to anyone i was supposed to talk to tonight or who messaged me and i didn't reply or open it #i rly am sorry but also if you get mad at me abt that then that's your problem and i don't care #and apparently my grandma thinks i am basically just being stubborn and.. idk the word #but she thinks i'm 'fighting' with my dad #like oh my god no.. i'm not fighting him at all i jsut want peace. i just want peace and happiness #but at least peace. at least that #and if she doesn't believe me when i say that then no one will and i'll live as this vengeful stubborn teen in everyone's minds

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