hi. hello! this is a fairly long ask and im not sure if it will clog anything up??? or if you can put a Read More divider in it??? but i just wanted to try and provide some insight/maybe reassurance as someone who has been so positively affected and moved by your work. i apologize if this is is crossing any boundaries and whatnot? im entirely and completely tone deaf and youre not obliged to reply to this. at all. you are extremely FAR from a 'content creator' to me, and especially when you have changed the trajectory of my view on ships/selfshipping in general. (all of which have been replaced by the Loser Weirdo Brat Eldest Daughter Thing trope. i did not have a specific label for myself before now, nor did i feel? seen?, but im so grateful that i have an Identity now FHEKHMF) i discovered your RUIN work back in june/july? 2023. and the entire frontal lobe of my brain was reworked. changedf. ive probably reread it more than fifteen times now and i Am Now able to recite it. (exaggeration. but horrifyingly enough i dont even reread it anymore because it is so engraved in my memory. Does this make sense. does this Mean anything.) your interpretation of characters i normally would not indulge in is so. beautiful. i could only hope and work towards interpreting my own Blorbos like this. i would type so so much more but ultimately this is about you. i hope you are kind to yourself, and post when you are ready. thank you for allowing and writing pieces to be seen and to be read and loved by so many people.
hello!
you are not crossing any boundaries at all!! there is no need for any apologies!!!
i don't even know where to begin!! i mean, first of all, i have to say thank you so so so so much. from the bottom of my heart, it means so much to me to hear that you not only enjoy my work but that it's impacted you in some way?? or that i may have changed your perspective on self-inserting or shipping! and that i have been able to offer you a place to like...relate? that's really, really special to me. us eldest daughters gotta stick together 🥹
and all you said about ruin...just, thank you so, so much. i'm so glad you enjoyed that story!! i enjoyed writing it!! and i just greatly appreciate not only that you take the time to read my work, but come into my ask box and say such kind things. it is no small thing!! and means a lot to me!!
THANK YOU. truly. for the kind words, support, patience, and reaching out to cheer me up about feeling a lil down!!! it means the world to me and really like...brought me out of there quickly!! thank you.
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People complaining about Tsukasa5 already are pissing me off, because like, it's so unbelievably obvious what this event is trying to do and the fact that people are so hung up on "urgh dur tsukasa strong why can't he do a wall climb".
Like, first of all, a lot of Tsukasa's strength has been used as comedy before and also it's never been said that Tsukasa could specifically do a wall climb before so people calling this a retcon or a stretch is really dumb to me.
Sure we can make jokes about it, but this is not like a serious writing problem or anything.
Also are we just gonna ignore the fact this event is literally just a reference to his 3rd event in a silly trenchcoat. Or the fact that this is obviously meant to be WxS's downtime and training arc to prepare them to face the loose plotpoints in the future?
His inner dialogue when chasing the ninja is very clearly a reference to the whole Pheonix thing, how he can't reach it no matter how hard he tries.
The wall climb is like an extremely fucking on the nose metaphor to him climbing over his issues as an actor.
THERE IS ALSO THE WHOLE THING THAT HINTS THAT TSUKASA CAN ONLY OVERCOME HIS PROBLEMS IF HE HAS HELP FROM OTHERS (AKA tsukasa would've literally BEEN INJURED, if it wasn't for the fact the troupe's leader was there).
In fact this literally followed an event aka Tsukasa 4 where he FAILED to do his role correctly.
It's almost like this event is meant to be a transition point between Tsukasa 4 and 6, where Tsukasa builds up the knwoledge on how to face his problems.
But no this is just mid event because it's very silly and "wow plot is stupid why can't tsukasa wall climb".
WxS fans are slowly just turning into VBS fans in terms of how whiney they're being i swear
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hi! i got into bsd and i was meaning to ask, since you seem an authority on the matter, could you recommend me some more bsd blogs to follow?
ps. love your art so much, you capture the characters personalities so well!
oh... that's a lot of pressure... I'm aware that I have weight on this side of the fandom (feels wild btw) but authority is too big a word
I mainly interact with art and the occasional analysis and joke posts, so most of the blogs I can recommend are that, plus I am very Chuuya/Dazai/skk biased
First, browse and follow the bsd fanart tag to get just that. Not everyone uses it (I encourage them to!!), but if like me you are so very done with the negativity fest that have become the main tags since the anime started airing again, that's a great place to find fun things!
Second, I am sending you on a discovery journey. I encourage you to look through people's blogs and tags for some great finds. Here are some blogs in random order for you to start with, because there is no way I can remember all the blogs I love:
@caelanglang (art), @luneariann (art), @sensitiveheartless (art + writing), @arikitoka (art), @itotypes (writing + art), @iwritenarrativesandstuff (analysis + writing + art), @frenchonionsoop (art), @petitesmafia (funny), @yomeiu (art), @esmiara (art), @weeniehutart (art), @videogamelover99 (analysis + art), @carrotkicks (art), @damianito (art), @smolskk (art), @kokoasci (art), @chupidopi (art), @mochimochips (art), @creantzy (art), @justplaggin (news and official stuff),
have some reblog blogs that will probably catch some of the cool people I can't remember right now AND give you some forgotten older stuff if you scroll far enough: @demonprodigy-kingofsheep, @im-always-a-slut-for-soukoku, @for-chuuya, @awkwardbsd, a bunch of the people above too, and a shameless self-plug @originalaccountname where it's mostly reblogs and the occasional analysis post.
EDITED: popopretty makes monthly chapter recaps and other kinds of translations (you might recognize them from twitter, or not), @reneray has Fifteen manga adaptation translations, and @nineofscans has monthly chapter translations and some bonuses!
I could never remember everyone and if your tastes diverge from mine there are also a bunch of really cool people who "specialize" in different characters and dynamics you will stumble upon out there.
you are all allowed to shamelessly plug yourselves or your faves in the replies/reblogs btw
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just curious what's your definition of catastrophically high mg wise. Also hope your weekend is good 🙂
i dont need that much at all my tolerance is pretty low. up to 5mg is like chill vibe up to 10 is like proper high up to 15 is like ok im pretty 5 and i would say when i start to get Catastrophically High begins at like 20. which is great because it means i have to spend less money on weed. i'm not used to spending money on weed because my sister (ananda) (not maya (different sister)) worked at a dispensary for a super long time and just gave me free weed and also her boyfriend runs an illegal cannabis operation out of a warehouse making medical strength but ultimately kind of mid gummies. i had to throw out the last of those because i let @igixri bite off half of one and then immediately the next day she tested positive for covid and i decided to just throw out the rest of the little baggie they were in because that just seemed like a truly sinister petri dish. and now i dont live in the same state as her. anyway that's my story
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A little unpopular opinion on something I've seen happen more commonly throughout November/December and wanted to address quickly for my own blog: Please never hesitate to reblog anything from me. You see me reblogging a sentence starter list that you like? Go for it and reblog it from me directly without any pressure on you whatsoever to send anything into me before doing so. You like a GIF-set or musing that I reblogged? Nab it from me, it'll brighten my day to see that we share an interest in something. I like to see interaction between me and anyone who follows me. I like to see that little activity notification light up.
Honestly, it simply reminds me that we're all part of a community, and more specifically, a fandom that consists of characters and nations that we all came to love and then share that amongst ourselves. And honestly, seeing a reblog happen shortly after me but it's from the source, creates (in my opinion) an odd sense of chosen disconnect between people that can feel awkward, it's as if we're walking on eggshells as to not rub each other the wrong way. But what's wrong about going 'Hey, I see what you reblogged, I like it too!', it even gives you potential common ground to start a conversation. We're a community, and I don't know about you, but I like seeing people interact with each other beyond merely threads and notes. It's the little things that matter, after all.
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touya-nii is so jealous of everythingggg and you do such a good job writing it!!!! he also seems so needy >,<
aw hehe thank you so much!!! (ㅅ´ ˘ `) ♡ yes!! he is extremely jealous, extremely possessive, and extremely obsessive. this gives way to a peculiar type of clinginess; he needs to know where you are at all times, who you’re with, and when you’ll be returning. he wants all of your attention on HIM, yet he can be stingy with his own—he uses it as a currency for good (aka submissive/tightly controlled) behaviour: if you’re obedient, if you do as he says, he’ll reward you with attention in exchange. he uses it as an incentive, to entice you into complacency (which sometimes backfires, since your misbehaviour almost always garners his attention, even if it isn’t good attention). he can also be physically clingy, always needing a part of your body touching his; his hands on your waist or back or neck, your thigh slotted up against his own, tangled fingers a mess in his lap, etc. he just wants all of you, all the time—even when he tells you he doesn’t
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Honestly I think what is more upsetting about these results is just how many people thought it was going to be more even than it was. I fell for it too! The sneak peek looked so close, the half time report even closer, but then...
...it kinda stings, y'know? It shouldn't have been like that. All the games I played, it felt even. I played just as much against Big Man, I thought. It definitely didn't feel like we were such a small cohort. It didn't feel like there were 55% Shiver. It felt genuinely equal and to find out it was nowhere near is soul-crushing.
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