#but after spending all weekend playing even sacrificing sleep to play i guess im just a little heightened on emotions

[exchangersilverr]

Honestly I think what is more upsetting about these results is just how many people thought it was going to be more even than it was. I fell for it too! The sneak peek looked so close, the half time report even closer, but then...

...it kinda stings, y'know? It shouldn't have been like that. All the games I played, it felt even. I played just as much against Big Man, I thought. It definitely didn't feel like we were such a small cohort. It didn't feel like there were 55% Shiver. It felt genuinely equal and to find out it was nowhere near is soul-crushing.

[sccoratrout98-blog]

100 questions.

1 - Who was the last person you messaged on Facebook? - my boyfriend😆 2 - When is your birthday? - December twenty nine👑🎉🎂 3 - Who do you want to be with right now? - My love.🖤🖤 4 - What sports do you play? - None lol 5 - Who is the first person in your contacts? - I have no cell phone 6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment? - Ummm 7 - If you were stranded on an island with your best friend and ex best friend, how would you feel? - I had no bestfriends so does that mean I’ll be stranded on the island by myself??😂🤔 8 - What do you feel right now? - Nothing 9 - What chocolate is your favorite? - I don’t even Chocolate 10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have? - 2 boyfriends. 11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account? - I just created this not to long ago and I honestly don’t know why 12 - Do you have a Facebook? - Yes 13 - Where do you want to be right now? - This question was already asked but with my boyfriend I miss his bitch ass😭 14 - What do you want to be in the future? - I’m not sure

15 - When was the last time you cried? Why? - Lol probably a couple days ago😭😭😅 😂 16 - Are you happy? - Right now, sure.. 17 - Who do you miss? - quite a few people 18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life? - Hmm maybe not  19 - What was the best thing you were given? - Um 20 - Who was the last person who called you? - Idk 21 - What is your favorite dish? - Omg i have a lot lol mmm 22 - Who is your bestfriend? - Noobdy 23 - What is your biggest regret? - Hmm 24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner? - Once.  25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with? - Lol probably my familyyy 26 - Name someone pretty. - Me. LOL JK NOT!😂 27 - Who was the last person you hugged? - My nephew  28 - What kind of music do you listen to? - Any kind except country or gospel music. 29 - Are you over your past? - Yup ... Life goes on, Amigo!! 30 - Who is the last person in your contacts? - No phone. 31 - What kind of person do you want to date? - My Dakota. He’s the kind of person who I want to date😍 😘 32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night? - Sometimes 33 - From whom was the last text message you received? - No phone 34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt? - Jeans lol 35 - How’s your heart? - It’s beating. 36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “C”? - Nope 37 - Do you like someone as of the moment? - I LOVE SOMEONE! 38 - What would you do if you were stuck in a vault with your current boyfriend/girlfriend and your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend? - My bf would beat the shit outta my ex and make me watch hahaha 39 - Do you have any phobias? - No?? wtf is that lmao 40 - Did you try to change for a person? - Tried,with my ex..  41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone? - Hmm 42 - Have you ever been backstabbed by a “friend”? - Yup 43 - Are you in a good or bad mood? - Currently, In a good mood I suppose😐 44 - Name the people you can’t live without. - My 4 nephews & 3 nieces, siblings and parents!!!! 45 - Describe your worst nightmare. - Zombie apocalypse dreamsss 46 - Describe your best dream. - idk  47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s? - None 48 - Have you ever been kissed? - Lol duhhh! 49 - How long is your longest relationship? - 1 year & 8 months of bulllllllllshit hahahaha 50 - Do you regret your past? - some partss. 51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else? - yeah lmfao 52 - Have you ever cried over someone? - who hasn’t.. 53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone? - Nope😁 54 - Are you a crybaby? - lol can be jk.. 55 - Do people praise you for your looks? - wtf no haha😂 🤣 56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t? - Once lol. 57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret? - Yup 58 - Do you like getting hurt? - fuckno. 59 - Does anyone hate you? - probably but i dont care.. 60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “A”? - um lol yah 61 - What hair color do you prefer? - black 62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it? - my smile 63 - Do you love someone as of the moment? - yessss!😋🖤 64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself? - more than 5 times.. 65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school/college/workplace? - nope 66 - Can you live without internet? - probably not lol 67 - What’s the song that reminds you of the person you like? - um 68 - Are you good at holding back your tears? - dependssss 69 - Do you think first before you speak? - sometimes 70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical? - um no 71 - Are you a fan of musicals? - naw 72 - Do you study hard? - sometimes 73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love? - lol i thinkkk 74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight? - so gay lol 75 - Have you ever ridden a boat? - duhhhhhhhh 76 - Did you have an accident last year? - nope?? 77 - What kind of person are you? - a person  78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone? - once lol jk 79 - Have you ever been jealous? - yes! 80 - How many jobs do you have? - none 81 - What are you thinking right now? - alcohol 82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts? - no fucking phone.. 83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase? - omg yes!!!!!!!!!! 84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel? - mhm 85 - Did you ever badmouth someone? - lol duh 86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone? - who hasn’t lol 87 - Do you have trust issues? - yup 88 - Are you broken-hearted? - nope  89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”? - Dakota. 90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it? - idk 91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”? - i guess 92 - What do you want to do this weekend? - idk man 93 - Do you believe in destiny? - hmmmm 94 - Have you ever thought “I am unloveable”? - lol wtf 95 - How do you look right now? - like shit!! 96 - Do you believe that things will get better? - yes. 97 - Have you ever drunk dialed someone? - hahah yeah 98 - What should you be doing right now? - nothing..but im gonna shower in abit after i have dinner. 99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends. - Hunter 100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?  - Yes!