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HAPPY BIRTHDAY @apiratefellinlovewithastar 🤭💜💜💜 !!!!
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#MAN. gonna ramble after the tags.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIII 🤩🤩‼️‼️‼️#You and Percy are sharing this I'm sorry SSKDBSK#pjo/hoo#percy jackson#rachel elizabeth dare#nico di angelo#percico#perachel#perachico#class of 09#class of 09 AU#my art 💙#fanart#for vi#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#okay so. I WAS GONNA DO MORE. I SWEAR I WANTED TO DO#Like... shitposts and other stuff in here#but oh my fucking gooooddsss the style switch took up all my time 😭😫#I'm gonna go draw more for this AU i swear. or at least I hope????#also yes Rachel smokes her weed like its a cigarette okay. don't @ me.#I also totally traced the gun SSKDJSK sorry but I wasn't gonna draw it and have it end up looking good#anywayyyy 🤩#I hope you have a good birthday today 🥺🥺🥺 I love you so so so much <333#cw weed#cw gun#also. cropped pics of their faces. LOOK AT THEM 💥💥💥#forgot to say but I was low-ley thi ning I could straighten Rachel's hair and have it maybe slightly wavy-curly instead because AU reasons#but I couldn't bear to part w/ it 💔 also she covered her freckles up with make-up. no I didn't just forget to add them wdym. same w/ Percy.
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Hi!! I just wanted to say that the way you draw characters/use colors in your art is an absolute dream, I've never seen anything prettier. Do you have a specific way you pick/use colors, or any advice for coloring? You inspire my art so much, and I'd love to learn how to color like you someday :)
@braventheninth gonna reply to both of you here hope that's cool!
aaaah thank you so much I'm really honoured to hear you both like it and that it inspires you anon !! ;v; I don't actually know much about art theory-wise, aside from very basic colour theory that I always forget so most of my choices are pretty instinctual and based on my own preferences!
i can do my best to explain my thought process though! uuh it is. lots of text though just as a warning.
one thing I tend to do with almost everything is pick what kind of colour mood I'm going for! usually, since I love orange and also warm feelings, I'll aim for some kind of warm tone and when doing that I try to slide every colour I pick towards the warm end of the colour wheel. Blacks and whites are especially good for this! As a general thing I almost fully avoid picking any colours along those edges of the colour picker
instead I'll move all my colour choices a nudge into the square for the colours towards the tone I want (in this case warm) (the white is there be warm too I just forgor to type it).
and since I wanted warm colours for this drawing I desaturated the blue of Brain's pants so it would fit in better. I once heard someone say you should always pick one main colour and saturate fully and the further away from it on the colour wheel you got, the more desaturated your colours should be. I don't really do that bc I like my colours to stay bright but I do keep it in mind to mess around with sometimes.
I'm not always great at keeping this consistent, but I think it usually makes for pretty decent results... Other things I keep in mind are that when I pick the colour for my shadows I always make a little slide on the colour wheel towards the opposite tone of what I based my main colours on. oh and picking the right base colours ?? no clue tbh I always put every colour on it's own layer and then I spend a couple minutes adjusting them all seperately until I feel like they go well enough together. I usually avoid the bottom to right section of the square fully, bc I find they often get oversaturated and muddy, but that's just a personal preference I guess.
also since I enjoy the way coloured lineart works for my stuff I tend to mess around with layer settings for my lineart! usually the end results will look something like this:
where the clipped layer is clipped on to my colours folder. lineart is the only place where I just use plain black since I'm gonna change it with these layer settings later. it often still shows up as black for darker colours (and especially blues?) but it keeps a slightly coloured edge that I enjoy. if the blacks of the end result don't look good, messing around with the layer opacity usually changes stuff up. sometimes I'll also erase part of the lineart from one of the layers as a way to adjust.
I think what might be more relevant though, is the way I've been picking my colours for most of my recent posts though, which is. very differently. and also quite dependant on the fact I've been drawing on Tegaki! Tegaki has a limited colour palette that looks like this
only the 6 colour slots next to the bottom greyscale can be replaced by your own colours. As shown here I only bothered to add something to half of them; mainly the beige-ish colour I like to use for whites, a brown that I never use bc it's ugly with everything else here and a purple? that I only Think I added. both the brown and purple suffer from being too desaturated for the rest of the palette, which makes them stand out in a pretty bad way when used tbh.
I have. absolutely no idea what I'm doing with colours on this site though ngl. I think it just automatically pushes you to be a little more chaotic with the choices? a simple example is the green I picked for Link's tunic here doesn't really have any good, easy choice for shading imo. most of the "darker" green tones just feel more saturated, and it sticks out pretty bad as a shading colour for the more muted green I picked for the tunic. Removing those, the choice was either a mossy green or a blue.
and while the mossy green is still green, it feels far too dark a shading colour compared to what I picked as shading for the rest of the drawing. The blue has the added bonus of being closer to the purple I used for the black-ish parts.
I think my point is that it's really easy to push yourself to make some fun new choices when the tools you're using limit you a bit in a way? Looking at it now, I'm also seeing that the hands were lined with very different colours. I remember just thinking that I couldn't be bothered to find the exact same purple I used for the first hand so I just went with the first thing I landed on, that being a pink. But now I think it works pretty well since the one hand is lifted a bit more into the light and that goes well for a bright colour like pink. happy accidents and all that right ?
I am fully just yapping at this point 🧍 but the point still goes for most things drawn on this site.
like there was no reason to add the blues or reds or pinks to the heather here but I only had so many purple shades to work with. it might be less realistic but I don't think it would've come out as well if I had stuck to only the purple shades from my reference photo.
This ended up way way too long and I have no idea if any of it made sense or was helpful at all, but it was surprisingly fun to reflect on my own choices a bit more! especially since I often just do whatever I feel like I think it's helpful to sit back and consider what instinct actually tells me it's the right thing to do.
in an attempt to do something actually helpful uuh I recommend messing around with 2 specific things and switching around with them a bit; namely limited colour palettes (like 1 or 2 main tones imo) and then just going absolutely ham and just using whatever colour for everything (make them orange! put some blue and purple on the bark! leaves can be blue if they want to! (go more ham than I did tbh))
I think just messing around does so much for making some kind of sense of colours even without Knowing how they work. it's easy to say we should all study, but personally I'm pretty bad at it and it's more fun to just trial and error it... errors do happen a lot though omg do they happen, but that's helpful for figuring stuff out too!
#ask#when I called myself Yappinator 2000 on bsky this is exactly what I meant shfdiuhsdf#feeling a little sick and should've probably slept early instead of figuring this out but it was rly fun and relaxing actully!#considering how bad I've slept recently ending the day with lots of quiet pondering might be just what I need haha#I should probably get the triangle colour wheel so I can lessen all those colours I don't like to use but I'm too used to it being like thi#too tired to have imposter syndrome too tired to overthink whether I make sense. it's quite nice actually#I hope at least some of it will be helpful or fun :)#almost started overthinking anyway I am pulling myself back by the scruff and off to bed#sleep well everyone whenever you do <3#also. totally no secret tegaki agenda here totally 👀 it's totally not like I think everyone should at least try that site haha no waay#it's only full of cool and nice people just like here and you can draw silly comments to each other#and also runs better on chrome than firefox wink wink......... spleepy time..........
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Close Quarters (Gen/Shin, CynoNari)
Hi um. Me after posting late to my own event. nyways this is for @hachiibun !!!!! thank you So much for your patience i hope you like this. I tried to go insp from some art you've posted so i hope its to ur liking!!!!
Cyno was familiar with Tighnari’s nose. Sensitive and easily set off, it wasn’t uncommon to witness one of his fits if you spent a day with him. His ears would twitch and flick, tail swishing with agitation, nose scrunched up against a wrist until he finally succumbed. His awareness is what led to the sinking feeling in his stomach as he watched the other.
The two were cramped together in a small inlet, waiting for the moment to strike against a large group of enemies. They crouched side-by-side, shoulders pressed together. Cyno quietly observed, watching the furrow in Tighnari's brows, the flick of his tail, watching him scrub a gloved hand against his nose. The two locked eyes, Tighnari’s eyes red-rimmed and watery with unshed allergic tears. He worried his bottom lip against his teeth, sending a message they both knew. Tighnari needed to sneeze, and there was very little he could do to stop it.
The specks of pollen coating every surface was the clear culprit. While neither of them were allergic, it was nearly impossible to not feel itchy with the sheer amount of it. Even Cyno, prideful of his own control, had to resist the urge to rub his irritated eyes. Tighnari, however, was fighting a losing battle. He aggressively pawed at his nose, leaving it red and angry looking. They both knew his sneezes could never go unnoticed- Tighnari’s fits were pitchy and desperate, demanding attention whether he wanted it or not.
Cyno adjusts, freeing a hand, prepared to help if needed. Sure enough, Tighnari’s slow, controlled breath snagged, entering a desperate cresendo as he fought against the itch, battle quickly lost. Cyno watches as he crushes the release against his glove, knowing the control will not last. Tighnari’s nose is never satisfied with just one, and a wet sniffle and the crinkle in his nose confirms his theory. He gives cyno a watery look, warning him of what he already knows.
He slowly manevours around so that he's facing tighnari, ignoring his quiet hiss of “what are you doing?!” then, he brings up his hands, gently presses tighnari against his body, and locks eyes with him. Tighnari nods, breath already stuttering. Cyno can almost feel the tickle, watching his nose wrinkle as he brings up another glove to scrub at it. His breath takes on an almost desperate whine, and he buries himself into Cyno’s shoulder
As it came to a peak, Cynos hands wrapped around hjs head, pressing him further into him. The fabric against his nose set him over the edge, as he tries desperately to silence the much-needed release.
“h’NGT! h-N’’gXT-h’NdT’iew-! hhI- hN’GT-hH’NDGT-ieww!” Tighnari panted against the rapid releases, and Cyno felt a dampness in his shoulder. “Done?” he whispered, knowing Tighnari’s sensitive ears would pick it up. Tighnari lets out another whine-like breath, hitching and stuttering. “I don’Hht-! Don’t know how many more I.. nGHT-! snF! Can hold back..” he mutters, congestion clear in his voice.
Cyno presses his hands against the back of Tighnari’s head and presses him further against him. “Let them out. It’ll be okay.”
Tighnari opens his mouth to object, but with his loss of focus, the need for release overcomes him. He buries himself in the crook of Cyno’s neck, each sneeze more desperate and itchy sounding than the last.
“hIH-iSHhiew-iShh-i’tSCh’iew-! hAh.. hiDT’sCHh’u! a’TSCHh-sCHh’ieww-! n’GTCh-! iSCHh’u!” Tighnari gasps for breath against Cyno as he watches their targets warily pack up their camp and leave, made nervous by the sudden activity. He releases a deep breath, but there’s no use in being angry. It was an unavoidable outcome. He releases his grip on his companion, trying to plan a next move as he listens to Tighnari’s wet sniffles as he attempts to clean himself up.
“I’m sorry, Cyno.” He says after a few moments, voice thick and raspy from strain. Cyno shakes his head in response. “It was bound to happen. I’m sure they’ll return.” He stands, dusting the dirt from his clothes, and offers a hand to Tighnari, who takes it after another itchy sneeze aimed into his shoulder. “You need to go home and wash the pollen off.”
#snz stuff#snz#ive had this done for a few days but ive been forgetting to post it sobbing#ok so i'm really sorry this is so late life has genuinelly been SO hetic lately. its a little better rn but not much#i want to post more fics but im so busy and when i have time its just. relaxing for once alas#anyways i hope you like this!!! i had fun writing it lol ive never done a scenario like this even though its a snzblr classic LOL#posting this and then running off for a while because i am in the middle of getting stuff done#dont like that getting this posted was more of crossing smth else off my checklist tonight than being like omgg im gonna post this bc i thi#k its good but alas..... tis life
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HIS BOOBS???
#this is a stupid post but WHAT#one's bigger than the other.. man same tbh#devilman#amon: the apocalypse of devilman#fudo akira#yeah i watched the 2000 ova wahoooo#they translated nagai's artstyle into a late 90s one so well???#it's especially clear to me in the noses. if you want to look at them#it is kind of gratuitously violent in a way that's obvious even to me but whatever. amon eats a child that's pretty sick#and i thought we'd get more of egg ryo but it is only 45 mins so ig that makes sense#(<- someone called this version of ryo an egg and god it kind of. yeah)#and i thought the sound design and direction were generally strong. AND THE END THEME WAS REALLY GOOD#it's such a weird little thing to me like it does not have room to say much and it clearly mostly wants to be demon fighting and idk hurtin#women and i respect it being true to itself ig. though i was kind of hoping for a little more attention on the devilman army. i thought thi#was a really cool place in the story to hone in on but im also good with what they chose to focus on. makes sense :p#anyway it does a pretty good job of like. following akira through his post-miki struggle with humanity etc. yahoo#but miki's personality was NOT on display in this one. go girl (directed at the writers) give us nothing#im gonna guess this has something to do with the amon manga? perchance#and we get more miko content go crazy#i need to get through finals week so i can further investigate. the assorted devilmen
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my roommate and I had quite different experiences seeing nosferatu. anyway
- nicholas hoult is exactly who you need to cast to play the male lead who my lesbians want put in a jar and shaken, apparently. he feels like a spiritual successor to jude law to my mind (slash pos), i cannot place why…
- that “lily-rose depp, i was not familiar with your game” tweet I saw was prescient… Providence, perhaps? excellent portrayal of those of us afflicted with pale countenance brown hair and melancholy. she did a phenomenal job acting super horny for death, too, which I can appreciate
- roommate said they would not “hear me out” on this one. I say, look, when you’re getting ur blood sucked out by this mf, you’re experiencing unbounded ecstasy regardless, right, it seems like you might even be completely immersed in fantasy, so does it really matter what state of decay his body is in—? I can handle a couple of jumpscares of my wife bleeding out of all her facial orifices for that if my other option is just flat out death, like, I’ll take the freaky shit, is all I’m saying—
- I took this art experience more seriously than I am making it sound... i enjoyed the film.
- some of the props and set pieces looked a bit plastic, but that’s nitpicky. I enjoyed the thousand live rats. I dreamt about rats this morning. before I knew I was going to see nosferatu (famous for the rats) today. providence!
- one large cola, one large popcorn (shared), two strawberry chupa-chups
- a half hour waiting for the bus in the dark after; convenient swing set for this, though. always a blessed day when i can loiter like a loser in my long sleeved shirt layered under a short sleeved shirt to signify that i am an enjoyer of films like nosferatu
- i did enjoy that they called the cat greta i thought that was cute. as a pretentious
#van reviews#an enjoyer of films like nosferatu (2024) please it was a box office hit#i love you vampire movies i love you monsters i love you dark fantasy ily every iteration of dracula ily keanu reeves if you can hear thi—#um anyway it affected the goth twink. so if you’re a goth twink the movie may affect u! hope this helps#speech blurs
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equius beating a robot to death with 2 halves of a broken bow
anon. i apologize in advance for what thefuck ijust made. i suck A;SS with colors and suck even MORE ass with humanoid anatomy so iju. 9RH98UDJR9I8EJ. IHOPE THIS SUFFICESS. ! it wasnt exactly your reque;stb utSTILL (BLOOD OIL WARNING ?!)
#mel art#blood tw#uhh. maybe ?#its like. oilm#but.#still#equius zahhak#i know you requested *one* robot getting beat up by *both* halves of the bow bbu;UT i hope thi sis ok :D#homestuck
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non paralive moots im begging yuo listen to my wife singing
#i was behind the camera nd i never blinked once lookinf at him i will jeffthge killer style burnoff my eyelids so th better i can lookathimw#i need to put My oil in his pores#i woudl fry my food w his face oil i'll let him feed me cockroaches and set me on fire like the one vid of the guy w the cockroach as long#s i get to set him on fire back i hope they project this on time square toe curlinf music tha t makes me gag if i was a vampire and he was#n his period. strawberry jam im in the background of all the shots just watching him itmust be crazy goinf from ibuki imperialism#sitch to kenta character focus all rise for the anthem of every country ever united under one stupid greenfHIS EXTRA VERSE IS PLAYOING OAOO#kenta shimeji that deletes all my shit and only plays his songs#gonna recite thi slike a mantra to myself rock myself back and forth in a corner if i get out of a parakive concert itll look like attempte#murder but i did it all myself in will be the guardian angel to everyone who worked on this everything after gokuluck is opposite of peak#poo. opposite of peak is poodoodoo. imagine having to ppost yer music after peakuluck kenta solved all my problems ever I LOVE WHEN YOU#CAN HEAR KENTAS SNARKY SMILE his little Alrights and okays and buu!If the sneezing when someones talking ab you myth was true#he would be sneezy bc of me HANDSOME HIII HANDSOME how am i gonna talk to non paralive moots what do i even say Hello! How ar e you!#i cant do that anymore im the surprise man from freak month are you sure its alright are you sure UUGUHHHH THE LITTLE wikaioaiugh at beginn#ng i love music thanks for inventing music guys thanks for inventing handsome Lockjaw Parvo Tetnis Botfly kenta tetnis eerm i thought yousa#tetris ☝️‼️‼️‼️ EVERYONE SHUT UP HES SPEAKING. LISTEN LISTENthe world will be like that one scen e in the one movie where they all stop tal#EXTRA VERSE CUTIEBEAR I LOV E YOU YOU SOUND SO PRETTYYY WE FINALLY GOT PRETTY SOUNDING KENTA AWROOO BOW WOW !!!!!! ing when he heads upstai#and just look at him when claudio went how cute how fun how SWEET and also when claudio went i spit in it my saliva is now inside all of th#se peoples bodies thats me when kenta leaves his energy drinks unattended but dw itll add extra fizz Hi ryog A the only way to describe how#i feel about kenta is like claudio gregory shawn mendes you cast a Spell on me Spell on me! STILL ALIVE okau HES SO CUUUTE kenta i will hel#you dispose of every other groups bodies okau man i gotta draw salkenta after this day 1 of scarface I already feel my beast form taking p#HIIIIE KENTA RIDE ON RIDE ON INDEED WAUAUUAA WAUUAUAUUAUA WAUAUAUAUAU kachi toru made lets be like UTV and the archiver babydoll my face is#n fire and SOOOO ARE YOUUUU KENTA COVER OF EVERYTHING FOR APRIL FOOLS CROSSING MY FINGERSS NO POINT IN ACTIN LIKE I DONT LIKE HIM I FOOOOLD#IM YOURS cozmez long forgotten they can be locked in the dome forever for all i care salkenta time im going to sweep kenta off his feet pri#cess style MY PRINCESS YOU DID SO WELL I'LL REWARD YUOUUU youre right youre a musical genius my god my savior my everything you are light y#u are like a fallen angel to me im gonna go kiss him sloppy now and listen to His Own music and draw him GOD WHAT HAVE YOU DONE IM A GOKULU#K GIRL thank you for reading so far i really love kenta and he straight up changed my life i got rid of my ocd opened tabs so i could#watch the stream and i started drawing after 3 years and got back into music and made friends bc of him genuinely i love this guy so much#and no amount of content creation or words could ever convey it but i'll do s o either way i love this community i love my friends i lvoe m#paralive friends i love kenta. i lov ekneta i love kenta
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wip wednesday
peek at the start of the 7th chapter/epilogue of rage, where i get to see how Tesoro & Elena are doing [spoiler: Tesoro aint doing so hot]
“Feeling sorry for yourself all on your lonesome Cavallero?”
Trust Elena to be the first one to find him and his one man pity party, hidden away on the roof of the gym. He didn't move his gaze from the skyline as she sat down on sun warmed stone next to him, too exhausted to even muster up a twitch of his lips in greeting.
Pages turn, and he realizes his mistake as Elena picks up his discarded sketchbook, a sharp intake of breath as his hopes that she wouldn't see his latest sketches were dashed.
Dragging his eyes away from their city to the offending page, his eyes once again took in the images that had been lingering in his mind, and the pencil sketches that were his attempted exorcism.
“I’ll always be envious of your visual memory, your ability to hold onto what you see and draw it with such accuracy,”
Celia, wounds still raw on her face, an expression of fear and shock on her face as she stared out of the page, accusatory and taken aback, rough pencil marks only heightening the emotions on her face, rough featureless figures crowding around her.
“You shouldn't be,”
#gold & silver#thebirdwrites#oc: tesoro#oc: elena#Artist Tesoro my beloved<3#Tesoros fresh outta juvie and just beat a kid his age half to death#not doing so hot is a gross fucking understatement#here we can see Tesoro bad habit no 1. feeling soul-crushingly guilty after he did something he didnt fucking need to do#but never learning from that and not doing similar shit in the future#i find him deeply compelling as a character but also. hes so fucking awful!!!#You beat up a kid who was screwed over and took it out on Celia to 'defend' her???#or do you really mean because you pride yourself on being able to protect your own and he threatened that & so threatened your masculinity🤨#and you justify acting like the people you hate 'to protect your friends' and so Celia getting hurt means you failed that#and Celia being scared of you means you failed again#bless Elena for not shoving him of the roof shes been dealing with his bs for yearrrs#hes 16 freshly traumatized from juvie and his friend was drafted into the violent bs thats fucked him up as petty power play bc he got#told to take the fall by another guy bc he wouldnt get deported and could get a lighter sentence#so i will give him a tinyy bit of grace. hes lashing out at the only acceptable target bc he cant hurt the people who really caused all thi#but also. dick fucking move#anyway if you read all of this im sorry and i hope it makes any sense
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I'm so tired
#not to come on here just to complain and feel sorry for myself especially because i know things are so much worse for so many other ppl#but as hard as i'm trying it's hard to believe things will be okay i'm trying so hard not to fall into defeatist attitudes#but fuck man. fuck. it's not even that i'm surprised or anything it's just. man#i want to curl up in a ball and just be comforted and cry and be upset but i can't do that and i have no one to do that#my worker's comp payments aren't coming through like they're supposed to and i have like ten dollars and barely any food in the apartment#my injuries aren't getting better the pain is still there even though i'm doing everything i'm supposed to#my meds aren't working but meds have NEVER worked on me and i keep hoping and praying some day i'll find one that will but i fear they won'#i have more psych testing in january but a part of me worries about doing it because if (when) i test positive for certain things it will b#on my record and considering..... the state of things i worry about what that means for me and my autonomy esp regarding anything medical#i still can't convince any doctors to take my issues that are almost CERTAINLY endometriosis seriously and again.... given the state of thi#i find it very hard to believe that will change and will in fact only get worse and i will never be able to get any kind of sterilization o#hysterectomy and if something ever ended up happening and i DID get pregnant well. it would not be good for me#i feel very alone and like i need to and must handle everything on my own but i feel like i'm about to break doing that#and then this. this. this this this this. i know it's not fair to be upset about it. like i said things are so much worse for so many other#but fuck dude. fuck man. mentally i have not been doing good recently and nothing has happened in my life to really help that recently#i want to go back to being so repressed i genuinely felt/believed i was emotionless this was not a good year for the dam to break#i told my therapist the other day that i feel like a toddler. i was so repressed and emotionless for as long as i can remember#so i never learned to deal with big ugly and overwhelming emotions. so i react as a child still learning would because i never got the#chance to learn how to manage them and FUCK MAN i feel like i'm losing it#i know it's important to do what you can and not fall into overly negative mindsets but that's not something i was good at anyways#and now it's even harder but i'm trying. fuck dude i'm trying so hard i want to be hopeful i want to do what i can#i don't want to hate everything and jump immediately to wanting to kms or destroying my whole life because what's the point#i just. holy fuck. man i need a minute to breathe and i wish i had someone physically here to hold me and tell me it's okay#but i don't have that so i'll be a big girl and sort myself out like usual and just hope i don't break yet#i'm gonna go watch anime and try and read fic to distract myself but mannnnnnnn i feel like i'm losing it#kaz rambles
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i pretty much exclusively make ttrpg characters who cannot go home to some degree but upon thinking about it hathym might be the Most Cannot Go Home of all time and they’re definitely realizing this at the same time
#like. tâm had no desire to go back to her family or hometown and was pretty neutral on it and then the delrose became home very quickly#thi needed to leave the wastemarsh but because they wanted to go with aierdyn. she wanted the wastemarsh to heal and wanted to feel hopeful#but they didn’t doubt that the marsh was Home. when thi died the party called their dad. there has always been that tie#and sum was angry at being ripped from their time and rest but its home is its body. if they had ever reconciled the remnants sum could have#made their peace#but hathym?#thinking abt v narrating the third wave sailing past a coastline and seeing a village burning on the shore and hathym realizing#it’s been so long that the shape of the coastline could have changed - a harbor dredged by the empire - new buildings rise#even if it weren’t burning they would have no way of recognizing the place they came from#and it’s been so long he doesn’t remember#hathym very well might have watched his empire burn his hometown but he doesn’t Know#but also like.#I think if you asked him. home is not there and has not been for a long time but it’s just. not anywhere else either#he left the fleet. they can pull him back but he’s not on that third wave ship as an augur. other crews look weird at him when he tries to#call the winds. do his goddess’s temples feel like home anymore if he’s accepting that they’ve never heard her and never will?#his mentor retired and then went. to go lead a temple. same god just on land in an older city.#where would he even go#hathym cannot go home and does not know where home is and maybe hasn’t for almost a hundred years#hathym#Idtsan#sola said
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realized I can never cook my brother's faves ever again because I went 0-2 and todo and yuji (two of his faves) are still kicking. I know he's going to be in disbelief when he sees it but ik he gonna cook me one time with the nastiest gojo comment to be silly, and I won't be able to say a thing. look what you did, gege. I don't have any ground against my younger brother now
#how can i engage in sibling banter when he can literally cook me for yuki and gojo and i can't do nothing back#gege hates to see big sister winning#im gonna start making up shit about maki can't even do yet and it's gonna have to work she's my hope#jjk#jjk spoilers#jjk leaks#he's going to say “he talked shit and got sent to god cant be me” and what can i do about that besides start making shit up#it's not even the fact they died it's how they died like at least todo's moments were cool my ppl both got cooked after saying they got thi#he can also just send me that one vid where the guy goes “you went live and said ___”
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damn even with all the ui changes lately i don't think i will leave the site (on my own will) but if i ever do or i get booted off the site or any other circumstance where i can't reach u guys i hope u know that i had a good time here and u guys were the highlight of it
#again this is not really happening. i like tumblr but yknow with things changing all the time#i also have a funny mental issue that makes me delete all my socials randomly its been getting better but who knows#i dont really have access to that information#i just want to put this out there as a precaution so that if anyone disappears either you me or if everyone is raptured or smth#that u guys were my friends#ok bye#ive been feeling really weird the past couple of days/weeks and i hope w/ this i can get myself to... stop feeling weird#milk (normal)#ah im turning off reblogs bc i don't want anyone to say anything abt thi#s#i dont want to talk abt it but i want it to be out there
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#fir hit ho gayi kya hai tumblr ko im in my feels#using tumblr the way i used to (dear diary...)#haan so like. fees#and like#unhone foundation ki registration ki bhi bhari thi way back in 2021 jab unka package abhi jitna hai usse bhi aadha tha😭#i remember telling dad back then ki aap wapis kar dena didi ko#and she said arey babe tension mat le ye mera investment hai fir return tujhse bharvaungi😭😭😭#like. return bharne mein jitne paise nahi lagte usse kai zyada baar unhe meri fees bhar di#like just#i can't explain why it indicates so much love and trust and support#imagine being trapped in ek ghar bachpan se and you know the only way out is to be financially independent#and to live there in the meantime you have to scarifice your everything your thoughts opinions freedom YOUR VOICE#your whole life basically#and then finally FINALLY after clearing the toughest fucking exams of the country getting a awesome fucking degree and#slaying at a job for a huge multinational company#you finally achieve your dream you're finally free and independent you can do whatever you want#and then in such early stages of your career you spend it all on your loserass little sister jo fail ho chuki hai 1 baar#like bhaii😭😭😭😭#anyway i love her hope woh wapis jaldi aa jaye already bohot yaad aa rahi hai but itsok hope woh wahan khush rahe heal ho jaye
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hi i made a gaming sideblog @jamsouls 🤪
#purrs#ive had the url saved for ages and it occurred to me i could finally put it to good use this way. i feel kinda bad bc i wanna keep posting#abt games i like on this blog too so maybe i’ll do a crosspost kinda thi ng idk. also it doesn’t have a theme rn or even an about page bc#i just got this idea like 30 mins ago and i still have to do dishes 💀 but i’ll give it one tmrrw#also side note. can you still rearrange the order ofur sideblogs on desktop? i don’t seem to have the option anymore and idk what to do bc#this blog is listed all the way at the bottom and i have like.. 20+ sideblogs so it’s a lot to scroll thru and i wanna have this one higher#up on the list lol. i hope they didn’t take that feature away#omg why won’t it let me turn reblogs off on this post 😥 wtf is going on
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I was thinking “haha it’s so weird and silly i got soOOO into this one very specific part/arc/related minor-ish character group of a franchise, i haven’t done that before have i? this is a new weirdness for me isn’t it?”
and then suddenly vividly remembered my inconvenient and untenable and frankly quite extreme obsession with the romulan star empire all throughout middle school, with such force and clarity that i had to put a hand to my face
#i would absolutely have made a Discord For Romulan Likers#that was still a bit different though since a portion of that came from an instinct to subvert#bc i felt like what some of TNG era canon did with Romulans basically being pre programmed to Do Betrayal was silly needed deconstructing#(and at the same time was intrigued by how a society of people like that COULD function if taken at face value)#whereas my hangup on the village arc and Ganja is bc i rly rly rly like the story + characters (also feel Longing (tm) instilled by tragedy#and wanted to talk about them a lot and nearly all english language spaces for MiAbyss were just crammed with the s1/movie parts/characters#and not my Special Sillies#like obviously theres no ‘hey ONLY talk about season two of the show’ rule on the server. that would be unhinged#but i made it because the rest is always getting discussed everywhere else so i hope that focus is ok with everyone and hopefully that’s no#uncouth of me to acknowledge that i personally made it for that specific reason. wait this got off topic. THE ROMULANS…. RIGHT#anyway i remember i was kinda grumpy at how much stuff Klingon Likers had in comparison#you can learn Klingon#you can’t learn Romulan!! (real ones know its called Rihan and not Romulan though)#(the Romulans call themselves the Rihannsu. i believe thi is 100% extracanonical material though)#(ebil did you really get tipsy on a tuesday night and start rambling about Romulans???? yes. yes i did. )#(look i had a difficult appointment today i deserve it)#anyway it’s actually insane that i never read Diane Duane’s series abt them#i didn’t really have internet purchasing power and was restricted to what was at the library and easily available online#i should read those books eventually#i still have a soft spot for them pointy eared maniacs
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a colleague of mine used to be a professional athlete in the 80s and today she showed me and another colleague photographs from back then and she casually mentioned that two of her team mates outed themselves as trans men and two as lesbians later in life and i was like !!!!!! im
#not fandom related#personal log stardate#i want to write more but im not sure what im feeling and how to express it#she used the phrase 'man in a woman's body' to mean they are trans man which i found v good actually#bc she seemed to fully except and support them. these guys and dykes should be in their late 50s now i think? idk any older queer ppl#so having an older colleague casually mention that felt v good#also they all were from a small town i think#just like me!!! i know several of my high school friends are also queer. like. me and at least 2 others#but we all outed ourselves way later. years after high school#oh fuck i just realized i completely misspelled 'accept'. i've had a long week ugh#anyway tomorrow i gotta make a horrible phone call w my broken phone and i already hate it and i'm dreading it#abt my phone. it doesn't charge anymore so i have it turned off at all times so i can make phone calls when the urgent need arises#and tomorrow i have to call electrician. not bc i want to but bc i was ordered to and i absolutely fucking hate it#*an electrician. or a janitor. idk yet#the other person who could call instead of me is just straight up rejecting to do it but it rly urgently needs to be Done#so im gonna have to step up as the mature person now and i tell myself 'it needs to be done end of discussion'#but i hate that i am always always always the person who has to take care of uncomfortable things like making phone calls and shit#like. i get it. it's necessary. there will always be phone calls i have to make. it's just. why me??? i fucking hate this shit!!! AAAAAAAHHH#anyway i should go to bed. i haven't checked my notifs yet it's been a rly exhausting week. hope you guys are ok thi#*tho
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