#i hope ur doing well!!!!!! ily!!!

[inkykeiji]

I always feel you on a spiritual level in that we just love a fictonal feral man with a touch of sociopathic tendencies 🍓🍓

strawberry!!!!! HAHAHAHA seriously i can always count on you to understand me and my taste in fictional men ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)

[spirallingstarcases]

for @josephtrohman ‘s bday :33

a tiny liddol winter pining joetrick + cats for kelcis bday :3 everyone go wish her a happy bday or else >:(

close up!!!

[rinhaler]

hiiiii sorry I left so abruptly thank u to everyone who sent me sweet asks 🥺💕

[dizzybizz]

ok but what if i was a huge kaeya stan, what then

[stuckinapril]

hi ily btw <3 you remind me of orchids. checking in on you!!!

i remind you of THESE… my heart is about to burst

[ruvviks]

i just wanted to say thank you for the obsidian shout out because i downloaded it a couple weeks ago and finally opened it last night and wrote more lore for my star wars sequels rewrite and oc than i have in the time since i first thought of said rewrite 😭

HELL YEAHHHH you're very welcome!! i'm glad it's working for so many people it's genuinely my favorite program of all fucking time, it's sooo satisfying to see your vault grow and organize all your files :]

[seumyo]

eeuuummyy just wanna tell you that i heart heart hearttt you sm. you tried your best and that's all it matters. love you lots, don't forget to drink water n get lots of rest!! bakugo loves u

Senniee 🥹

[miyamoratsumuu]

hello, how are uuuu?

HIII CHERRYY!! I'm greatt!! how about youuu? 🫶🏻

[tetzoro]

qimir lore. NOW. 🤲

what is star wars!aims like.... how do you meet....what is the tension like....how does it culminate....what's the ship name.... all questions that must be answered, stat !!! (pretty please <3 luv u and hope u have been well ! tehe)

ADA MY BELOVED !!! oh im so happy you asked :’) ! i’ve been thinking about this so much and im afraid the answer is long so . apologies hehe. as for the ship name, im still workshopping it i fear !!

okay a little bit about me first. in a sense, i’m a grey jedi but uhh . idk if that’ll last with him around tbh lmfao. i’m proficient in my force abilities and im still narrowing down which specialties i want. my lightsaber is purple ofc bc the users that wield it tend to balance good & evil which fits the vibe here. and yeah !! let’s get into it. i’m putting the rest of the stuff below bc it’s long and well, a little spoilers about his backstory. so BEWARE !

i end up as a youngling in coruscant hehe. i grow up with qimir, we train together to become jedi’s and we both struggle with it immensely as we get a little older. he struggles with his own personal convictions about the jedi order and i struggle to let go of my emotions �� mostly circulating around him. the pull i’ve felt towards him ever since we met was strong and as a jedi, you have to cut all your attachments down. i’m not sure how much he outwardly returned my affection, but he definitely felt something. this will be important later hehe

he eventually leaves (abandoning me bye) and well, this is where i struggle even more on my path to the light side. because now im angry, devastated, and i can’t let go no matter how much meditation and training the jedi put me under.

i haven’t decided 100% what i do yet. part of me wants to defect and look for him but the other part wants to stay with the jedi because if he’s alive, they’ll be the most resourceful in finding him. i dont have time to make a decision though because i go on a mission with my master and we run into him. i dont know its him at first though because he wears a mask and i cant see into his head.

he’s incredibly powerful. we all get into it and start fighting. he’s able to hold his own against both of us. i’m able to get his mask off and when we lock eyes i completely falter, as does my master because he also knew him from before. he takes the opportunity to strike the guy down (rip) so now its the both of us.

i’m angry. after all this time he’s finally standing before me. i see how far he’s gone and i can’t help but want to chase after him, but i try to keep myself on the light side. ofc he senses my inner turmoil and tries to feed into it. it makes me snap and i attack him. but the whole time im also yelling about how i felt and yada yada. he’s just deflecting my attacks bc they’re uncoordinated since im so lost in emotion and i end up just stopping LOL. he doesn’t actively attack me the whole time, mayhaps bc… he never wanted to hurt me … mhm mhm

i tell him i would’ve gone with him when he left. (which catches him off guard) so he asks me now and im like … kay (down bad). but tbh i already had mixed feelings about the jedi order and i knew after this little event, they wouldn’t take me back.

SO THATS THE ORIGIN BYE THIS IS SO LONG. i’m not sure where i will take it from here. it’s canon divergent sooo it kinda depends on where the show goes if they keep making more. if not then… we just live happily ever after ig & become evil <3

[notebookmusical]

recommending my top album of the year which was honey by samia !! it's a stellar one to listen through in order — the themes are constantly building on each other and culminating into a gut-wrenching ballad followed by what feels on the surface like a campfire song but barely conceals a dark truth underneath. the final two songs feel exactly like processing something monumental — the realization followed by the nervous laughter. i love love love it

kate acotars!!! incredible taste, as always — i loved honey! i listened to it last year because one of my friends loves samia, but don't listen to it as much as i should 🤍 you managed to sum it up so well + yelling @ everyone who sees this on their dash to listen to it!! (also i'm gutted samia/bleachers is not coming to the west coast)

recommend me some albums for my 365 albums in 365 days challenge 🤍

[sunnibits]

Trick or treat!!!!!!

I’m so sorry but as soon as I saw your url in my notifs I had to Google boob candy… so here you go 😂

and because it’s you and you deserve it, I am dropping this shirtless izzy sticker into your plastic pumpkin bucket <3

[rinhaler]

finally starting treatment for my back pain tomorrow 🥹

[dykexenomorph]

i hate to be the bear of bad news i think hazbin is just gonna become more mainstream and normal gradually. i had straight friends recommending me it cause they watched the entire thing. like something abt it has a large population in a choke hold :( save fags from bad musical shows and movies

TOP TEN MOST SICKENING, FRIGHTENING, AND HOPE DESTROYING ASKS OF ALL TIME.........don't say this to me.....we can defeat it if we just try hard enough......please god........

[youngestdaughtersyndrome]

How can I be offline more even when I’m depressed? I can’t go on walks or hang out with anyone so I need help and I’ve seen you do good with your tumblr breaks and getting outside

Honestly the only reason i can go offline the way i do is because i tell everyone i wont be online until i do such and such (in my case its typically writing a substack post) and because i made myself a little rule, im obligated to follow it if that makes sense ..... idk it works really well for my specific neuroses to have precise rules around screen use because im the type of person who needs to follow the rules i make myself or i lose it. So thats not much help unless your brain is wired like mine BUT for getting outside i usually have like a reward system of sorts??? Once again hinges on my love of making little rules for myself i guess but going outside means i get a cig and/or a drink (not the healthiest of motivations lol but its better than nothing).... if u cant go for walks i suggest also just finding a place to sit and hang out!!! Parks in ur area or even just outside wherever you live r good places for this.... if u have the pleasure of having a stoop to sit on i recommend sitting on it with some headphones and a book or podcast or whatevers up ur alley..... if u dont want to be talked to or looked at (me too <3) then doing this at night is pretty awesome. The more ur offline the easier it gets btw like ik everyone says that but fr the fomo disappears pretty quick. Good luck i love you stay gold

[kimdokjas]

hii Gaby happy September 1st! (https://x.com/fivepastmn/status/1830211502021935557?t=piWf3IF3wTpF182vTjeKdA&s=19) ☺️🌸🎉🥳🤭

MARYAM WHEN I CATCH YOU. OHHHH WHEN I CATCH YOU.

[thestirringpot]

Hope you are doing well! Teehee

OGMMGOGGM WIFEEEEE!!! HI HI!! im doing pretty good!! im just mentally preparing myself to study again </3