#someone will always love and appreciate you too 🫂💗

[seumyo]

eeuuummyy just wanna tell you that i heart heart hearttt you sm. you tried your best and that's all it matters. love you lots, don't forget to drink water n get lots of rest!! bakugo loves u

Senniee 🥹

[simp4konig]

König mistakenly shoots you on the battlefield

König x Gender-neutral Reader

Word count: ~4500

*SLOW burn but when my writing finally has that spark this fic catches FIRE and FAST so be prepared!! 🔥🔥

*⚠️Angst Angst! ANGST!⚠️

*THABK YOU SO SO SO MUCH TO AZZY MY NO.1 FAN FOR THIS AMAZING IDEA!!!! 🥰🥰🥰I LOVE *YOU* VERY MUCH!! 🥹🫶🫶💞💞💞💞 💞💞💞💞💞THANK UVFOR ALWAUS LIKING MYNPOSTS AND BEING SO KIND TO ME YOU MAKE EBERY HOIR SPENT WRITING WORTH IT AS I AM ALWAYS EAGER FOR YOUR MESSAGES😭😭💓💓💓💓💓💓I AM *YOUR* NO.1 APPRECIATOR IN ALL RHE GALAXIES🌌🚀✨🌠QNDVWISH U ALL THE BEST ALWAYS!!!!!!🫂🫂💗💗 THIS ENTJRE POST IS DEDICATED TO YOU !!! 🥹(,,havinf said that, i hope u arent TOO taken aback bu tje level of angst here 💀💀REALLT went overboard and I completely apologize 💔)

TWs: König is in love with you. König's sanity slowly deteriorates as the fanfiction progresses. Mentions of attempted suicide, graphic depictions of gore, potentially triggering depictions of depression. König has suicidal thoughts after shooting you. König experiences intense trauma after shooting you and has survivor's guilt.

*Reader's callsign is "King". Implied age gap. One-sided pining from König... but the ending is purposefully kept ambigous (as you, the reader, can interpret the final interaction however you like)! Can be read as a standalone if you have never read any of my works before. <3

*To clarify to those that have already read my works before, this is *NOT* a direct continuation to 1.my fluffy 2.series! This is a separate imagine, but DOES take place in the same KönigxKing microchosm. Whether the following events take place in an alternate timeline or happen at some point in the future/past is for you to decide. Idk man i just write the fics I don't do the world buidling 🗿I write sotires without thingign about the greater picture u honestly think my one shots will tie to a greater plot?☹️No 💔

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Right from the beginning, König had a gut feeling that this mission was going to go wrong.

It was a deep sense of foreboding in the pit of his stomach, making him feel queasy on the helicopter ride as the both of you with an additional three others were scheduled for contact in a few minutes' time.

You were just a recruit, and this mission was far too intense for someone with next to no experience in an active warzone for it to be their first. He knew the dangers of missions like this, knew how things could go horribly wrong in an instant.

It wasn't that he doubted your ability. Not at all. From the corner of the room he would silently supervise as you sparred another person, monitoring your movements incase your opponent had the upperhand and you needed guidance.

However, he had never needed to intervene, as he was impressed with your quick reactions and your controlled steps as you'd move on the balls of your feet, arms held up in front of your face. Ambition was in your eyes, your face scrunched up in concentration as you calculated your next move.

You'd defend yourself up until the moment you'd pounce and in a blink of an eye be on top of your opponent, your entire weight pressed on their theirs on the ground. Whether it was another woman, another man, or even a person with bigger bulk you were clearly disadvantaged by, you'd never give up, and took on any challenge with an impressionable passion of a young recruit.

Once they'd be the one to tap out, you'd immediately push yourself off them and offer them a hand, asking them "Are you alright?" in a concerned tone as you were pulling them up. "Sorry for getting aggressive there, sir/miss! I hope I didn't hurt you!"

To which they'd respond with boisterous laughter and a strong clap on your back, you doubled over as they were congratulating you for knocking them off their two feet and telling you to keep up the good work. König couldn't wipe the triumphant smile from his face, filled with pride at your personal victory.

Once you'd be the one to tap out, you'd part ways honourably, never disrespecting the person that came out on top. If anything, your loss only added fuel to the fire burning in your eyes, driven to work harder. He still admired you, and would be the one to pull you up as he dusted you off, telling you that you did a great job regardless.

"Thank you, sir!" You'd reply bashfully, face red from effort and embarassment. "Though, I'm sure I made a fool of myself with how I was flailing my arms just then..."

"Nein. Not at all," he'd say, eyes glinting with something that you couldn't quite recognize. "You did very well."

Target practice displayed your accurate aim, wool seeping out from the heads of dummies and the targets regularly replaced as the wood would cling in pieces, the center blasted into smithereens by repeated bullseyes from you.

Always lingering nearby to assist, you would gratefully accept König's help and allow him to demonstrate how to operate another gun with an appreciative smile on your face, your genuine eagerness to learn making König's chest tighten. You seemingly never knew the effect you had on him.

You were a naturally skilled soldier, he had observed, and he knew that you'd make an incredible addition to the team, he couldn't deny that.

Yet, he couldn't shake off this feeling as something more grave.

All personel debriefed and the plan disclosed a week prior, the superior went over the plan once more back at base. A large blueprint spilling over the table with weak spots and areas to beware were annotated, his forefinger pointing at different areas of interest. Sketches, photographs, and jottings were displayed from a projector for all to see as you listened closely.

König's jaws were grinding against each other in agitation, having doubts about you being deployed on this mission.

Despite this operation being portayed as an in and out extraction, König knew better. He knew what the stakes were. Intuition urged him to warn you, to confide in you about his doubts and even considered crossing your name off the list and assigning you elsewhere last minute without anyone knowing.

But the thought that he could be controlling you — a young, innocent recruit — and even considered doing something so foul didn't sit right with him.

You were your own person, and he couldn't be your shadow, couldn't act as a human shield against all that was cruel and gruesome in life. You had chosen this job, and therefore must have had at least some idea of what your responsibilities would entail, some knowledge of what soldiers go through in pursuit of glory.

Instead of being so pertubed, he should keep it together, he thought, should maintain a stoic façade. He was your superior — your colonel, for God's sake — he was someone you aspired to be, someone that should be an inspiration, a role model, someone that could have your back and be a reliable body to fall back on.

Not someone that couldn't keep it together when you around.

Especially when he shouldn't have been having feelings for you.

You, a young person vulnerable and easily influenced by people older than you, by the likes of him.

It wasn't right. He wasn't right for what he was feeling, for what he had been thinking. It wasn't right for his feelings to cloud his judgement, wasn't right that abusing his power had even crossed his mind, let alone been tempted to act upon it.

Your voice pulled him from his thoughts. "König? Are you alright, sir?"

Turning his head to face you, he nodded with false certainty, containing his worry in an attempt to appear confident for you.

"Ja, King, it's okay. Just thinking, that's all."

You quirked a brow, not convinced. "Hey."

Placing a firm hand on his shoulder, a serious expression was on your face, which caught König off guard and made his eyes widen. "If you're thinking that I'm going to get myself killed then you've got another thing coming, because I will NOT get shot by the enemy."

His back slumped over a little, averting his gaze for a moment. "Nein, sie haben recht."

"Ich sollte nicht zulassen, dass meine Gefühle mein Urteilsvermögen trüben." König mumbled something else under his breath in German, then quickly shook his head and laughed, looking into your eyes again.

Tension in his body was eased a little. "No, you're right."

A little. Because he wasn't going to dismiss the thoughts gnawing at the back of his head as mere paranoia.

You perked up. "Good, glad we've got that cleared up, sir! I want you to know that I won't disappoint!"

His heart skipped a beat at your smile, so eager to please and make him proud, that he shuffled uncomfortably, trying to get the butterflies in his stomach to calm down. Now wasn't the time.

Idly fidgeting with his combat knife as the helicopter blades hummed above, he went back to thinking over all the possibilities and different ways this mission could go awry:

...What if these were the wrong coordinates, or the helicopter would be attacked the minute they landed? The thought of an ambush wasn't an irrational one — it had happened before, he reminded himself — so he had brought a few more weapon crates than necessary for safekeeping.

...What if the helicopter's signal was intercepted and everyone including the pilot were destined for a fatal crash? Counting the number of parachutes and noting the fire exit, he could rest a little easier if an emergency like that was to arise, yet it still did little to soothe his nerves.

...What if you really did get shot? In case that happened, he had alerted some operators beforehand to serve as re-enforcements, one of those on board including a skilled army medic, under the guise of needing more manpower in case things went south. After all, this extraction could not have go wrong. It shouldn't have gone wrong.

But... what if you died? König wouldn't know how to deal with the feelings associated with your death, knowing that he had loved you from afar yet never acted on it. At least he'd be able to keep his shameful secret a secret, and you'd pass away never knowing what he truly saw you as, truly thought of you.

He had little time to figure out what was causing the trepidation to stiffen his muscles as the helicopter suddenly swerved and lowered, landing kilometres away from the designated building yet on unstable ground nonetheless. Any moment soldiers could attack it if they had known the group's location, so the blades kept spinning and the engine kept running for an immediate getaway.

König assumed authority. "Everyone remember the plan?"

Four heads nodded in sync.

"Gut. Then you all know what to do. I will enter from the side with my Lieutenant—" he said, gesturing with his head at a masked operator beside you, "—while you three—" referring to you and two others you were only vaguely aquainted with, "—storm from the back. Ja?"

König's eyes stalled on you for a moment longer than necessary. You were going to be alright, he told himself. He'd keep you in his field of vision and could provide you with cover once you regrouped when you'd really need it.

"A quick extraction," he reminded, eyes stern yet heart disbelieving. "Simply go in, get the data, and go out."

A final nod of the head from König as he and his associate separated from your group. You headed towards the back of the building, fully alert, aiming behind corner incase there had been someone waiting to assassinate you.

Doors creaking as one of the men pushed, the three of you filtered in noiselessly, attempting to be as discreet as possible and wincing when the door slammed not so quietly. Guns cocked and silencers attached, you advanced in a line, blending in to the shadows.

As you walked, there were no signs of life, and the storehouse seemed abandoned. No machinery was being operate. No voices could be heard.

All was still and quiet.

Eerily quiet.

Feeling the hairs on your arms and neck stand on end, you shuddered. You made eye contact with one of the men in front of you who had more expertise, and he looked on edge, eyebrows creased in focus under his balaclava. None of this felt right.

Suddenly, something small rolled over towards you all. Blinking once, twice, you let out a panicked scream and dived for cover.

"Grenade!"

All hell broke loose.

Bullets ricocheted over your head, guns blasting from so many directions you couldn't pinpoint their source.

Slowly recovering from your momentary shock, you gripped your rifle tight and started shooting back, hidden behind a load of wooden crates. When you saw your hooded colonel crouching in a corner, you relaxed. With an encouraging nod from him, that was all you needed to go change positions, and you lunged forward. All was going smoothly at that point.

So engrossed in eliminating the threats in front of him, however, König only came to the realisation that you weren't there when he didn't see your figure in his peripheral vision.

Panic consumed his senses and circulated through his veins. All at once, he was frantically scanning the immediate area, searching for any trace of you.

You were thrashing and kicking as you were being pulled by rough hands, your fingers reaching for your holster through gritted teeth, yet it was just out of grasp. You were thrown harshly against the wall, and the enemy towered over you, feeling high from his power trip and excited to exert authority he had never had up to now.

Just as a knife made its way to your throat, your hand finally found your side arm and shot a bullet between his eyes, body falling on top of you like a sack of potatoes.

You convulsed involuntarily, hyperventilating under his weight and the sudden situation. Noting your surroundings, your heart sank.

You were in no man's land, full view of soldiers shooting at your team. The extraction point was just in sight, exactly how and where it was illustrated on the blueprint.

So far, no one had noticed you, too preoccupied aiming down their sights to see you shuffling under a corpse. You could enter those headquarters right now, could be proclaimed a hero of this story, and make your colonel proud and finish before schedule.

The risk was too big. You were bound to get shot.

Yet, against all better judgement, you dashed for the entrance, taking advantage of the element of surprise as three men turned towards you with wide eyes, not expecting to see you enter. Two were haphazardly shoving papers into a half-open folder thrown on the table.

Three shots fired before they could scramble for a gun, you rushed towards the desk. Scanning the material, your eyes widened in shock. This was it.

Now, your only choice was to crawl back into the line of fire. Soldiers still kept shooting with their backs turned, endless ammunition right at their disposal.

You were totally helpless on your own. Just one pair of wandering eyes from the enemy and just one shot in the back of the head would be all that would take to end your life at that moment and make all of your efforts go to waste.

Although an atheist, you mouthed a silent prayer, before taking a deep breath, and sprinted.

Seeing sudden movement headed towards him, König acted on instinct, and pulled the trigger on you.

His heart stopped.

Time slowed as your body fell in slow motion, more bullets piercing through your gear.

Realising his mistake immediately, he almost vomited his own stomach out at seeing you fall lifelessly on the ground, eyes wide and body dropping on impact.

"Scheisse, cover me, verdammt!" He yelled over his shoulder, all rational thought ceasing.

Breathing rapid and strained, he rushed towards you, gently wrapping his arms around your body — growing weaker by the minute — and headed straight for the first sign of cover he could see. Behind unstable and temporary refuge that could be blown to pieces, König was at a loss at what to do.

He had expected everything, evaluated every possible scenario, every possible outcome, even prepared a lifeline for you on the off-chance that you'd be injured in action.

Yet he hadn't anticipated that he would be the one to shoot you. Never.

Shaking violently, König could barely get any words out. "—S-schatz, please please please—"

Hesistant hands hovered over your wounds, conflicted, as blood was staining your uniform, wrenching König's heart. His mind kept repeating you did this. You did this. You did this.

You needed urgent aid, and you needed it right now, yet he didn't deserve to touch you, his hands clenched into fists as he didn't want to break you further, treating you like fragile glass that could shatter into pieces under his touch if he so held you.

He was the one that did this to you. You, the young recruit he was so hopelessly infatuated with, a person who he had cherished and loved from afar, the person who made him feel good things for the first time ever in his life.

He did this to you.

He was the monster in your closet, the threat that König had desperately attempted protect you from all this time, the threat that you were told to eliminate on this mission. The enemy.

The enemy that had mistakenly shot you.

"Es tut mir so leid, I'm so sorry—" König's mind couldn't function properly, speaking in broken mix of English and German. He couldn't gather his thoughts, couldn't think.

"—I'm so so so sorry. Please don't die, bitte vergib mir, forgive me, forgive me, schatz. Forgive me. Ich liebe dich, schatz, do you hear me? I love you."

Bullets whizzed past you both relentlessly, both of you still caught in crossfire. König's lips were moving yet you couldn't hear what he was saying to you, couldn't feel anything as you slowly lost consciousness, slowly closed your eyes.

A calloused hand tapped your face in desperation, your vision blurred.

"—Nein, nein, King! Stay awake! I'm calling for the re-enforcements now! Please, don't die on me— I'm so sorry..."

Shaky yelling through the walkie-talkie, voice cracking. "This is your colonel, König! We're retreating right now! One of ours is wounded! Send the re-enforcements right now to this location! I repeat, we are retreating! I am calling this mission off!"

"What? Are you crazy, König?!" A break in character from the commander, before immediately assuming professionalism once more. "Proceed with the mission! You are on the verge of breaking their defenses! You will enter their headquarters and be able to—"

"Nein. That was an order, commander," he hissed through gritted teeth, nearly crushing the device in his death-grip. "We are retreating. I am calling this mission off."

A pause. Then: "Copy that, colonel. We are sending your re-enforcements to cover you as you exit. Your helicopter is waiting. Hold out for thirty seconds longer."

Sighing with relief, he suddenly thought his heart stopped beating when he saw you laying there motionlessly, eyes closed. Desperately tapping at your cheek did nothing to awaken you. He prayed that you'd survive, willing time to go faster.

At last, loud whirring from above gave him the only comfort. Not waiting a second longer, König picked up your limp body and dashed outside, the helicopter lifting off as the rest of the crew threw themselves inside.

Opening your vest to inspect your wounds, he saw a blood-soakes folder secured tightly to your chest.

It was the data. You risked your life for the mission. You risked everything to accomplish the task and he had shot you anyways.

"—This is your colonel, König. We have the data. Mission accomplished, I repeat, mission accomplished. King has the data."

The radio crackled with an indistinguishable response, yet König heard nothing, blood rushing to his head and ringing persisting. Medics wasted no time to wheel you into an operating room, tearing your limp body away from his arms. He avoided the celebrations and cheers for their colonel, leaving everyone dumbfounded at his reaction. Shouldn't have he been proud? The mission was a success!

Yet the mission wasn't a success, and if anything, he felt shame. No one knew why their colonel holed himself up in his room aside from himself.

The news of you in critical condition in the hospital broke König.

As much as he wanted to see you, to check on your health and be the one to see your first signs of recovery, he couldn't. He couldn't bear to witness the colour drained from your face as you laid unmoving on the bed, the slow beeping from the heart rate monitor machine the only indication that you were alive.

He just couldn't. Not when he caused this. Not when he fucked up this much.

Using the gym as a coping mechanism for a while, he trained harder and more often than ever before, only wishing to make the pain go away. When he wasn't at the gym all throughout the day or at odd hours of the night, he'd toss and turn in his bed, having nightmares about your body bleeding out below him as the shot relentlessly echoed in his head. Or worse, he'd imagine himself shooting you again, only this time he'd find the barrel of his gun was aimed at your forehead execution-style, your unassuming face suddenly exploding into bloody pieces and what was left of your bewildered expression still remained even after he had pulled the trigger.

At those, König would spring upright, screaming "No!" in anguish.

He'd be panting heavily, bedsheets drenched in his own sweat and feeling like he was suffocating with each rise and fall of his chest. When the situation sunk in, he'd clench his fists so tightly his knuckles went white, shaken to his very core. On those nights, König wanted nothing more than to hurt himself, to compensate for the injury he inflicted upon you and how he had completely disgraced you.

At one point, when he had finally had enough, in his blind craze snatched the pistol laying by his bed, flicked the safety off and aimed it at the same place he had shot you, just to break down in despair when no bullet came out, the clip hidden in his bedside drawer.

Hand tightly squeezing his heart through his soaked t-shirt, he was repulsed by the fact that he was completely healthy and could walk freely while you lay injured and dying.

Under his watch, you had been injured. Under him, your body had crumpled. And it was his fault.

In emotional turmoil, he soon lost all ability to function. He couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, and could hardly find the motivation to get out of bed most of the time, convinced that he had killed you, convinced that he was a monster. Responsibilities were kept on hold, the next best person taking his place. No one questioned the new arrangement, despite the shared confusion from everyone on base.

He couldn't take this. He couldn't take this any longer. He would have rather died, sacrificed himself in any way possible if it meant that you could live another day, as you could make a greater impact on the world than he ever could. Could be a better person than he ever could.

It was his fault. He shot you. He had shot you. He had shot the recruit that he had hopelessly fallen in love with, yet only he himself was to blame for it for his lack of control, for his inability to be unaffected by his feelings.

One day, a knock on his door pulled him out from his trance.

Prior to the interruption, König was staring at the cement wall, his eyes unfocused, completely still and barely breathing. He wasn't himself.

Immediately straightening his legs and nearly tearing a tendon from how fast he got up despite having been so inactive for the last few days, he stomped quickly towards the door, his face glum yet eyes glinting with the merest hint of hope.

Hand reaching for the handle, he had readied himself, expecting bad news coming from a surgeon wearing a medical mask and a blue uniform, a solemn expression as they devasted him with your passing.

All but the latter was true.

"Colonel König, sir. The patient is awake. You may now visit them if you so wish."

Blinking a couple of times, König thought he had heard incorrectly.

"...P...Pardon?"

Repeated were the words that König was shocked to hear.

"King is awake, sir. Their condition is a stable one. Our team thought to notify you first since you were on the mission with them."

Gasping, König could barely breathe. He felt like he was drowning, drowning despite his head breaking out from the water. "What... I... where?"

"Ground floor, room twelve. They're on medication as of this moment yet are fully awake."

König nearly fell to his knees. You were alive!

You were alive! He hadn't killed you! He thanked the Gods, and could barely keep composed, barely able to stop himself from dashing to the center of base and yelling into the sky in pure joy.

"I— thank you... so much."

Running faster than he had ever ran in his whole life, he was at your door in minutes.

Yet, as his fingers reached for the door knob, he suddenly stopped in his tracks, hand poised mid-air.

What if you didn't want to see him after the whole ordeal?

What if you resented him, and would spit in his face the moment he walked in?

What if you hated him, and wanted nothing to do with him ever again?

Hesistantly knocking twice, he nearly had a heart attack when your voice broke through the door:

"Come in," you called simply; your voice was hoarse, but it was clearly still you.

Taking a deep breath, König pushed the door open.

There you were. He was having heart palpitations at seeing you awake and looking at him.

The light coming through the open curtains made your skin glow despite how pale you were, eyes sparkling and crinkling in happiness despite the dark circles and heavy bags under your eyes, hair splayed out behind on your pillow, resembling a halo, despite how greasy it was.

He had missed you. So much.

Then his heart sunk as he reminded himself that he was the reason for why you were here, why you were in in this state to begin with.

Seeing König, You shot him a daring smirk despite how numb your face felt. "Hey, König, sir. Did you visit me at all? I'm sure you missed me."

Waiting in anticipation, you kept looking at him excitedly. At the lack of response and his refusal to meet your gaze, it faded completely. "—Wh—what? You—"

"Not— not even once? Not—"

Tears were welling up in your eyes. "—you didn't come see me even one time?"

Maybe you shouldn't have gotten your hopes up. Maybe you should have thought that König would not have time to spare in his busy schedule.

Yet you couldn't not get your hopes up when as soon as you woke, your first thought was of König. Although the grim reality hit you hard like a bucket of cold water dumped over your head, you still wished to see him.

And yet, he hadn't wished to see you at all. He had avoided you like the plague.

"Scheisse—"

König started pacing the room, head hung low as he weighed the pros and cons. Indecision.

"—Do you really... do you really want to know why I didn't visit you, King?"

You nodded meekly, lip quivering.

He finally made up his mind.

If you rejected him, at least he'd rest easier knowing that you'd live, and continue to be happy for you from afar. He'd still support you, still be your colonel, still love you even when you found someone else.

"I... I put you in this position, King... It was all my fault," he begun, his voice barely above a whisper.

Tone softed as he finally stopped, as still as a statue, a metre away. From this angle, you saw how bloodshot his eyes were, how they sagged in sadness, how dark circles had formed from lack of sleep. His pale blue eyes were dull, glued to the ground.

"Not only did I lose sight of you on the battlefield, I also shot you. Shot my own—" Pausing, not knowing how to refer to you.

He carried on. "I couldn't live with myself. I still can't live with myself. I'm walking, uninjured, as you are laying in bed, recovering from an injury that I am the reason for. From bullet wounds that were the result of me."

Voice hitching slightly, he tried to keep his breathing under control. But he couldn't.

"How could the monster that shot you enter your room and dare to look at you? How could I watch you cling to life, while I walk freely despite causing you this— this agony? What right do I have looking at you after putting you here?"

You allowed the tears to spill down your cheeks.

He stopped, eyelids drooping, finally meeting your eyes.

"I have feelings for you, King, I—" Trembling "—I do. But... I shouldn't be feeling this way. You have your whole life ahead of you and I—"

"—I've... aged... I'm not the same man I was before. I've witnessed things far too disturbing to ever share with you. I... I know that you should be with someone better and I—"

Although still in a daze and sedated by the drugs, your thought process was still clear enough where you could be sure about this.

Reaching with a tentative hand for König's larger and rougher one, you squeezed it weakly, looking up at him with a heartfelt expression.

König smiled for the first time in ages.

Through that gesture alone, König knew that you forgave him.

He allowed his breathing to stabilise, wanting nothing more than to start over with you.

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Note: MY FAT FUCIIJF FINGERS SLIPPED AND I POSTED THIS EARLIER THANI WAS SUPPOSED TO OJ MY GOD I AM AN IDIOT 🤡🤡

Edit next day: how tmdid this fet 100+ notes im sobbing 😭😭. thabk you everyone for readijg this angst fest!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

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@seunghnie — DAE your blog is the cutest thing ever! your mdbds are ALWAYS too cute & you genuinely seem so down to earth 😣💔💔 i love seeing you on my feed and i appreciate whenever you comment on my posts 🩷🩷 i hope to see more of you soon!!! i feel like this song could represent you because you seem like a warm person, that can positively change someones mood 😇 much love to you, friend <333

[konigsblog]

Every time I go through the cod x reader tags, I swear there's always a new post from someone complaining about the writers who write dark content 😩 and they are almost always referencing you.

Some people take fanfiction way too serious. I used to be in the slasher fandom and some people there would also get legitimately angry when people would write dark fics for literal horror movie killers 😭 I always wanted to ask those people if we even watched the same movie because how tf does someone think a dark fic is out of character for someone from a scary movie??

I'm sad that this type of mindset is also all over the cod fandom too. How hard is it for them to just block you? I just blocked 3 accounts today because they were in the tags complaining about dark fics. I'm starting to think they don't want to block you because they would have nothing to complain about if they did.

if you see any accounts referencing me or talking about me, please dm me or request it anonymously.

it will be greatly appreciated, since i like to block these accounts to prevent them seeing my blog :33 🫂💗

it's honestly pathetic to see them complaining about my work and dark content in general, what's the point of me putting tw's if they're not gonna bother reading or taking them into mind? they complain about things easily preventable, and i think they're forgetting the world isn't just about them, that other people have different headcannons, and that doesn't give you the right to be a bitch about it !!

(i think they're also forgetting that military men aren't sweet, they're not loving in the slightest. 😮‍💨 some of them will usually hold their job above you, will cheat and be assholes.)

[dontcallpanic]

Hi my wonderful buddy, I got a little ask for you too along with the one you asked me ( I'm curious about your answer 🫂💗)

What kind of story is your favourite love story?

+ why is it your favorite? what does it tell to you personally?

Hey – I’m so, so sorry this has taken forever. Life, the universe, everything etc.

Thank you so, so much - I really appreciate the ask – and your reply to this question was SO beautiful and just properly perfect in every single way I wanted to actually spend a bit of time thinking about my interpretation. So, sorry, sorry and here we go!

What kind of story is your favourite love story?

This IS a hard one – and it’s kinda nice to have it served back to me actually!

Firstly, I am a terrible person. I am the kind of terrible person who will say ‘I don’t like love stories’ and then about 15 pages into a fic or story or whatever (could be while reading or when I’m actually writing something myself) I will suddenly sit back and go ‘oh shit, it’s a love story.’

So basically I’m a massive liar!

I blame this on growing up in the 90’s when every other romance story was one where a woman has to make a complete fool of herself to get some random guy. (This is NOT a dig at romcoms at all – this is more baby me looking at these examples and going ahhhh I’m not sure about all this love stuff. It seems confusing and I’m not sure I really want to go through that).

So… What convinced my subconscious to fall in love with love stories? Essentially I really liked what you said about the things that at first glance appear not to be about love but then you scratch the surface and it’s there.

I love the kind of stories where the love isn’t the be all and end all – it’s not obviously explicit but it’s there, woven into every glance, gesture, touch, choice of phrase, decision made. I love it when the love story moves from subtext, very slowly into text. I love it when it’s two characters start to grow together and because of that they become more than the sum of their individual parts. I love it when the simple love and presence of the other, enhances their world beyond what they imagined. I love equal dynamics, one way or another. I love to see people fall in love with someone for who they truly are. That total, complete, non-judgemental acceptance is so beautiful and I very much believe that can be true of platonic love as well. I love the kind of story where you can see the evolution and growth of this relationship, where people fall in love almost accidentally.

There’s a few books I’ve read like this, where the love story is there but subtle but honestly, the best examples of this, for me, I’ve found in fanfiction where the time and space can be given over to developing these kinds of relationships without other stuff (real world stuff like strict editing) getting in the way.

If you write fanfiction – doesn’t even have to be this kind of fic – I love you and I am extremely appreciative of all that you do and incredibly thankful that you exist!

All of this, to me, is why I’m glad shipping is a thing! And shout out to the big steamy passionate romance stuff which is always a lot of fun!

Why is it my favourite?

I really like people! I think people are pretty amazing (on the whole). So getting to see two people figuring out how amazing the other one is… seriously it’s like catnip! I love watching the growth, change and evolution of their characters and love feels like the biggest payoff sometimes. The more I think about it, the more I realise how complex and how beautiful love is. I like seeing all the different incarnations and when people write about love, I’m always learning and always seeing something different - someone is always sharing just a bit of themselves, especially when they write about love. That’s pretty stunning and amazing to me.

Personally, in my family history, love has not been modelled as well as it could have, which is just how it goes sometimes, so I was quite sceptical of love growing up. I have my own experiences of how love can be a twisted and bitter thing but I’ve also been fortunate enough to  learn how incredible, warm and beautiful it can be. I love seeing all these themes mirrored in writing and stories so much, especially as each one is so different from the next. I love to see how love can heal (as you put so beautifully) and I suppose, it gives me hope! Hope that there are always lovely people in the world.

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Ooft! I am VERY not used to being this romantic in real life, let alone on Tumblr of all things! But thank you for letting me pour my heart out a bit!

@gege-wondering-around You are a TRULY wonderful person, thank you, as ever, for being so damn kind and lovely. You are absolutely one of the nicest people around and you deserve only good things! I will mirror your gorgeous words right back to you: May you always find a place where you feel loved and may you always be surrounded by people who love you. You deserve it. Be kind to yourself, nos da a cariad mawr!

[waterfallofspace]

i just want to say that your mental health update was so vulnerable and relatable. when you said that even though it’s not about the numbers, they still do sometimes matter just a little… i found that honesty very refreshing (and again, relatable). i hope that you’re able to make this a comfortable space for yourself too, since you already try to make it that for others ❤️

actually, i originally came to your blog to see if your requests are open, to ask about a s/oukoku fic ft d/azai with cat allergies (bc i would love to see it in your writing style!), but when i read your update, i didn’t want to send a request and overwhelm you. but then i read about your post about your dream and had to say something because WHAT ARE THE CHANCES?!

so feel free to ignore if you’re too burnt out, but on the off chance the inspiration hits you… i would be squealing with excitement!!! (and not to sound presumptuous, but if more specifics for the request would be helpful, i can do so!)

signed, a lurker who is grateful for your content ❤️

This is so sweet, thank you so much~

It honestly makes me so happy to know that people appreciated the vulnerability/honesty~ It can definitely be a bit terrifying to post something like that, but... I'm the kinda person who thinks that 'hard' or 'difficult' truths like that, ones that feel socially unacceptable... sometimes they're exactly what you need to share, help someone else feel a little less alone <3

Especially something like that, with such a stigma but... ofc it makes people feel certain ways based on numbers..! It can feel so shameful to feel that way, even though it makes so much sense, and so many of us feel it, so I'm glad to share that kinda thing, I know I always appreciate seeing people talk about their sorts of struggles with that! Makes me feel less alone too <3

Now onto the good stufffffff~ What are the chances indeed???? That's actually so cool to me haha!~ Genuinely, as long as you don't mind a bit of a wait to get it fully out and ready, I'd love some more specifics to give it a try!~ D/azai (and S/oukoku) are so precious to me, and I find their dynamic fairly fun to write~

And I mean hey, kinda feels like fulfilling a prophecy with that dream ;D If you'd like to send some more details over, I'd be happy to receive them!~ And thank you for this overall, made me smile 🫂💗

[borgchip]

Heeeey bit out of left-field but just want to say your comments and content are really delightful and it's just so cool to see someone be so relaxed and open online... I guess that is to say I enjoy your general presence and stuff- it's invigorating to say the least.<3 Not to get cringe (or too close, as I am merely a random online) but I hope life is treating you well and you continue to be a champ.

:'''''(( that is s o nice alice thank you so much,,, aa you're very kind..,, I'm so glad that my little comments bring u enjoyment n stuff!! Ik we reblog from each other a lot I always love seeing u in my notifs too !!!! This honestly makes me feel nice and like... better about myself because I'm always super scared and anxious about being too open about my interests online. Like I get scared abt being called cringe or made fun of bc I "like something too much" so :(( tysm for the ask I really appreciate that!! It makes me feel nice thinking maybe the little that I do post openly makes others feel less alone and anxious about their love !! ALSO IT IS NOT CRINGY I hope life is treating you SO SO GOOD you deserve ALL THE GOOD THINGS ❤️❤️💘❤️💖❤️💗❤️💗💞🫂🫂

[cirqosmos]

hii!! I just wanted to say that I really love your fics, I actually started to write my fics on tumblr for 1 week now and I have to say you inspired me a lot! Your stories always make my day sm better (: Don't be sad !! Make sure to eat and drink lots of water, take care <3 ily 💗💗

hiii <3

🫂🫂 thank u sm!! oh my god ur so kind and sweet I don't deserve u :(( and me as someone who inspired u alot? that's a really big honour for me, thank u alot. hearing u started on ur writing journey makes me happy alot! omg I'm so happy for u, writing is really fun and at the same time tiring lol, but the end result is still always satisfying and ur the living proof 😭😭 Aaah, I really wish u all the best and I'm pretty sure Ur gonna grow and improve alot <3

and u r so kind I appreciate u saying this <3 eat on time too and stay hydrated!! looking forward to talk to u more and to read ur stories too ^^ !! have a good day ilysmm!! :((💕💕 *Hugs* 🫂 THAT HEESEUNG PIC IS SO DAMN ADORABLE THO. BUT UR MORE ADORABLE FR 😌✋

sorry not sorry Heeseung 😊

[perotovar]

hiiiiiii erin, it’s anna!!!

i know i quite literally disappeared and all that but i've been missing my sweet friends from here lately so i thought id take some time to just...send some love, check in, you know?

so please, tell me everything!!!! how have you been doing? is life treating you well? do i need to beat the shit out of someone? give out some hugs? anything you need bby < 3

i'm kissing you aaaaaall over your pretty face

ilyilyilyilyilyilyily 💗💗💗💗💗💗

anna 😭 you continue to be the sweetest person in this fandom, i swear

i sort of disappeared for a bit too, i'm like, half here half not lol so there's no need to worry!! i really appreciate the check in <3

not a whole lot is going on tbh, mostly just school! my writing mojo has taken sort of a backseat i'm sad to say but i've been learning how to make friendship bracelets to keep the creative juices flowing lol

always happy to hear from you, bb, thank you 🫂

[wave2tyun]

hii love~~~ i've been following you for a while now but i never got the courage to send you any messages😞😞😞😞

i wanted to tell you that your work brings me comfort especially when i'm having a bad day although it makes me wonder if i'll ever get to experience that kind of love </3333 i'm almost 22 and i've never been in a relationship it's like a constant stage of yearning and i was wondering how is it for you😭😭😭

if you feel uncomfy talking about it it's totally fine!!!💗💞💓💞💗hope you're having a great day💞

-🍓

omg hi hiii!! :D💕💕 first, i want to thank you so much for coming to tell me this!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭💓 it really makes my heart feel warm to know that my works are able to bring you some ease:(<333💓💕💖💞💕💖💘💖💓

and second!!! i do feel okay talking about this so don't worry!!!!🫂🫂🩷 i'm gonna add a "read more" cause i've rambled quite a lot, i'm sorry!!! >< i still feel like i've got even more to say but i was afraid this was getting too long andbdjsb😭 and please!!!! do feel free to agree/disagree, relate or not relate, let's have a comfortable discussion!!!! i'd love to talk more!!! :D<33💕💕

to be honest, the more i grow up, the more it feels like love gets even more of a complicated topic for me to navigate through. i’ve spent most of my life daydreaming about it rather than actually experiencing it, have only been in one relationship, and have rarely had people show romantic interest in me. and it leaves you with a weird feeling, when it seems like you constantly see it happen to everyone around you, except for you. it got even harder as i got to uni and heard of other people’s experiences with love, or of their relationships that they’ve maintained for already a few years now. i’ve always been a firm believer that there is “a right time for everything”, but doesn’t it get frustrating? sometimes it makes you wonder if there is, somehow, something wrong with yourself. would self love make it all feel better? i thought it might, but it’s hard for me to feel fully satisfied. i also feel like no matter how much self love i try to practice, i just can’t deny that part of me that constantly screams that it wants to be loved by someone, that kind of connection just can’t be replicated by anything else. i can’t dismiss it, i want to be loved and missed and wanted, and it’s in the middle of the night when i get most fed up with the waiting and loneliness. i’m actually very scared that if a long-lasting love doesn’t happen to me in my early twenties, then i’ll be at a risk of missing out on it my whole life. a more reasonable part of me says it’s not true, that love can happen anytime- and i try to be more comfortable and appreciative of my own presence, but it’s still a fear that i just can’t shake off entirely

[oraclemoontarot]

Hey beautiful, before i give my review i would like to thankyou for everything, like the energy,efforts and time you put into your readings...i really appreciate it so much and feel so greatful to deserve a reading from such a talented person like you!! The reading was just so beautiful and idk how to explain but emotional too, it was like finally someone saw me as myself and loves me for who i am as a person. Literally appreciate you and then a lot.

My pookies 🫶🏻🤍✨🧿

Here's a feedback; sorry if it's too long still. Well first I was going to give a proper feedback member wise and then an overall but I jus realised how long it was becoming to i deleted everything and writing the overall parts. Whatever you mentioned in the reading it's just so f- accurate like every single thing and word about my personality is exactly what mentioned. When I say every word I mean every single f-uck!ng word. (Not being overconfident or flexing because it's looking like I am lmao)

Let me kiss your hands because i have read the reading like 5 times by now. Thankyou so very much once again for being so kind and generous. Your work is amazing and beautiful!!

I feel so much more confident. Sending you love and light, take care and rest well. Best of luck for everything ahead. 🫂

You are lobed and appreciated as you are.

aw please 😭 this is the sweetest feedback, i’m honestly so happy, and i really appreciate you too!! as always, you leave the kindest messages, so tysm. you are loved and i wish you the best of luck too!! 💗

[sungbeam]

my meimei, im trying my best to come up with the right words cs im more of a listener than a comforter 🥹 one thing i can tell you is the way my heart immediately sank the other day when you were going through a lot, and you were away for a while. the number of times I've constantly thought of the ways I could comfort you best, and if there's anything I could do to help ease your pain and suffering, be it online or irl. i know being on this platform is hard, and as writers sometimes we can't help but care about the interactions, notes, etc. i get that. but if you ever need to take a step back to let loose for a little, do just that. we all need a little break from here after all.

i'll never stop emphasizing this, but you're one of the reasons i started writing myself. i could never bear the thought of you leaving forever (though i know eventually one day all of us will move on with our lives yes), but def not so soon. i could go on and on all day about how creative you are, how your writings have made so many ppl pick up starting their own writing blog, and the way you're literally the sweetest human being ever. if not, i don't think you would've thought of making deoboyznet.

you helped revived deobiblr beam, and i can never thank you enough for giving me the space and such a comfortable place to meet other writers, make friends, and even improve on my writing. you're just so passionate about what you do, and you're just like a firefly that just guides the community (ok idk why my brain came up with firefly but i thought of it in a cute way 😭)

you mean a lot to me, beam. here's to more adventures and talks, and ofc eventually meeting each other irl someday. i'm always here for you, no matter what.

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hi jie hope u don't mind me posting this cuz ik u said u were shy 😭 but it didn't feel right to leave this in my inbox skfndjfn i just wanted to say that im really lucky to have a person in my life like u who's always looking out for me and caring abt how i am 😭 im sorry for all the worrying i put u thru but truly, im so thankful for u 🫂 ik sometimes i go radio silent, more often nowadays, but i hope u never take it personally.

also, thank u for the validation :')))) i feel like it's easy to doubt the impact someone has on other people, but im very happy to hear that my impact has been so positive on u and other people,,, i feel like at certain times it's so easy for me to fill w self doubt and it gets annoying for me and certainly others too 😭

but i hope u know that i appreciate ur kindness and patience w me all the time, and i love u very much jiejie 🫂💖

[alaezasmystery235]

Hello, how are you doing today hun?

First thank you very much for the reading you did for me. As I told you before I know it takes time and energy so I'm really thankful for taking the time and the energy you put for your readings. Tbh, I'm gonna take this chance to tell you that you're actually one of the most talented and gifted reader out here. 🌸

Now for the Feedback :

Wow! I'm actually a bit shook by the reading bcs normally it felt like celebrity crushes reading is mostly on the hypothetical side! But this is so different? Idk if u get what I mean but it's a good difference. For itsuki yes I feel he had a mature side to him that he doesn't show often and yesss I love his smile!!! Tbh, I am now curious about the ex that would me rethink my decision about Itsuki lmao. Itsuki is totally my type so a relationship with him would definitely be a dream come true lol. Actually yesss, I love a relationship where it's like fun like a friend before a lover so this is very much accurate.

Now for hokuto, actually this is so accurate I read before in our synastry that he will tends to push his beliefs or kinda manipulative towards me in some way so this make sense lol. And yes tbh I do have different beliefs than him so this is as well so accurate. Ik it's hypothetical situation but it's a bit sad that a good relationship will turn like this, especially rethinking your self and your moves. But I actually loved the reading so much because I always thought hokuto is like this person whom I probably won't be romantically involved with i don't why so that why I asked a reading for him lmao.

Again, thank you very much for the reading, I appreciate it so much.

And actually would love to hear your thoughts on the reading I did for you, since I am still practicing my intuition 🦋

ofc when you have the chance it doesn't have to be now.

Take care<3

Hahhah finally I'm on right mind to answer this ask !!! These days have been a huge emotional roller-coaster for me so I didn't find any joy in answering asks . Okkk but I'm back now . You picked upon pretty much same energies for both of them because I've done the reading by myself too . So I was shocked that I'm not the only one getting those energies . Hahah I would encourage you to practice more and you'll be able to pinpoint exact same energies from others too . And really I'm not perfect but I try to provide the exact message someone need in their life rn . I'm so glad and grateful that I could be helpful to someone . Even it holds small place but it still does 🫂💗.

[softxsuki]

Also reminder: I’m not trying to call anyone out, but I just need to talk about this. As we all know I have over 100 regular requests. Yes, maybe I’m a little dumb for never closing my requests, but I wanted my blog to be a place where you can always come to share your story ideas that you’d like to be made. I also wanted to create a system where if you are feeling particularly bad and need a story of comfort to help lift you up, you could send in an urgent request if needed and I’d prioritize that request!

With that being said, I don’t appreciate when people use my urgent request as an excuse to try and get their regular request written faster. I feel like I’m a pretty nice person, I’m very patient and I try to use my words carefully to not hurt others. I write all this content for you all, including urgent requests for FREE, and sometimes I never hear back from anyone about whether they enjoyed it or not (which is fine, I signed up for this so I shouldn’t complain). But 1, going back to what my urgent requests are, I will not be writing a normal request that someone sends in as urgent. I’m sorry, but if you’re asking for Jealous Bakugou as an urgent request, I’m not writing it. I don’t want people to share things they’re uncomfortable sharing with me, but I at least need to know that your request is actually urgent.

Of course I can’t verify whether every comfort urgent request is actually really urgent or not, but I’m giving you the benefit of the doubt. Requests like, ‘going to breakfast with Mikey,’ or ‘playing video games with Leviathan,’ I’m going to end up denying those urgent requests and putting them aside as regular requests or not writing them at all. ’m sorry, but when they’re worded like that it just feels like you’re trying to get your regular requests written faster. And I don’t appreciate my system being abused like that. There are people out there who might need an urgent request to help get them through the week and by writing one that isn’t actually urgent, I’m wasting time that I could be using to write an actual urgent request instead.

Gosh I’m rambling, sorry. I hope this is all making sense. The second point I wanted to bring up is manners. Again, I do this for free without sometimes ever hearing back from the person that requested again. But I’m not a robot that just spits out content and has no feelings. It feels nice to talk to you guys and have you wonder how I am (whether you actually care or not) and say a simple please and thank you. Is that being too picky? I think that’s the bare minimum. And I’m grateful to most of you bc you’re all very sweet and thoughtful and I appreciate that a lot. You have no idea how many of you have made my day a lot better just by saying nice. So please, say a quick greeting. A simple hello feels great along time with a thanks or something. :3

I love you guys and I’m sorry if this offends anyone, but I just needed to get that off my chest!

I will be continuing my matchups today. I’ll probably get 2-3 done. Hopefully 3, but we’ll see. Then for the next four days I do work, so I might only post 1-2 for those days. But again, we shall see! Have a wonderful day and thank you if you read through my whole rant 😭. Here’s a hug: 🫂💗

[lazydreamer19]

SEA MY FAVE!!!! how’re you? i know things been crazy lately but i hope you’re doing good! i love you and i’m so happy we’re friends! you were one of the people here who greatly appreciates me and it means a lot!!! i love every bond we have (shrek, discord chat, literally anything!) 😋💗 you have no idea how much i missed u when i left but i was so happy when i came back to U! welcoming me! i literally adore you and i hope life’s treating u good. always remember that my inbox is open whenever you need someone to talk to 🫂💘

Help, I'm dreaming! I can't believe you wrote an entire paragraph for me!!! Ani!!! ILYSM!!!😭😭💕💕💕 You're among the very first people that I talked to on Tumblr! Ilysm!!!😭💕💕 you have no idea how glad I am to have you as one of my friends here on Tumblr and Istg, you have no idea how sad I felt when you left so abruptly! Don't worry, I'm just fine, I'm just a little busy these days! What about you? I hope everything's good! Thank you so much for always listening to me, remember that my inbox is always open for you too!!😘😘🫂💕

[awlumii]

shizu!!! oh goodness—when i tell you i jumped after seeing the notification of you're blog pop up ;; how are you feeling now, dear? i can't say for certain that you feel better now but i hope that you at least feel somewhat better than before, i was and still am really worried :(( if it weren't for my shitty wifi you would've logged in to tumblr and see like a shit ton of asks from me haha ^^'

my intuition tells me that you're probably feeling a strong sense of loneliness and i know my words are (possibly) will not shake that feeling away but i am here for you if you ever want some company, sure being miles away from one another is not going to solve it but i will try my best!

here's a gentle reminder, whether you start feeling that strong sense of loneliness again or not, this is basically all you're moots and friends are right now or whenever that feeling starts to act up again:

jokes aside though — i have so, so much more to say but i lowkey can't form a coherent sentence right now because an overwhelming feeling of happiness has taken possession of me (why? because i'm so glad and happy to see you!)

lastly, i love you very very much, bub!! here's a bone crushing virtual hug to compensate for my lack of words ლ(^o^ლ)

hoping that tomorrow and beyond treat you better and all the more kindly, you deserve all the happiness in the world.

— much love and appreciation, yoi.

yoi... :( you're always so nice to me, i'm actually kinda tearing up in public rn..

i'm feeling okay, i suppose? okay enough that i'm out and about, doing my best to start the semester off right. certainly better than before, though. unfortunately, you're right on the money with the whole loneliness thing;; but i really do appreciate that, it's reassuring to know that i can come to you in a time of need :( 💕 the same applies for you too! you have my discord, so don't hesitate to reach out if you really want or need someone to talk to!

ily too, very very much! 🫂💗 and i hope that the day has treated you kindly as well 💗