#someone will always love and appreciate you too 🫂💗

[seumyo]

eeuuummyy just wanna tell you that i heart heart hearttt you sm. you tried your best and that's all it matters. love you lots, don't forget to drink water n get lots of rest!! bakugo loves u

Senniee 🥹

[joeyfranchise]

all tangled up in the moon

justin herbert x fem!reader

summary: you finally began feeling open to dating in your new home of sunny la, especially since your best friend didn’t love you back the way you loved him… unless he did? a telling double date begins unraveling feelings that you didn’t know were shared…

warnings: pining/mutual pining. expressions of feelings. a LOT of fluff. explicit sexual content, MDNI. 18+ only.

word count: 6.3k.

note: my first ever justin fic!! based on so many ideas from my bestie @joeyburrrow, also happy belated birthday btw 🫂 i’m sorry i didn’t get it posted yesterday! but, she and i have talked about so much of this and this fic truly is for her. ALSO— FOR THE PURPOSE OF THIS FIC ONLY— i made justin allergic to walnuts. idk if he is or not, but it’ll make sense when you get there. i hope you like this. love you all. 💗

the dating pool in los angeles was nothing short of horrible.

sure, there were tons of people, which meant tons of options… but that also lead to some problems. there was so much diversity around, which again, is great… but it often led to mismatched partners and having trouble finding someone with all of the same interests or morals or values as you.

that being said, while messing around on dating apps, you found yourself a date that ticked more of your boxes than anyone else had since you moved to the sunny city.

his name was damon, and he worked at a law firm that wasn’t too far from your own nine-to-five job. his profile said he was 6’2, in his pictures he displayed a beautiful smile, and his interests were similar enough to yours that you figured why not give it a chance?

when you swiped right he’d messaged you nearly immediately, which could’ve been a red flag, but he kept it sweet and professional. his personality shined through his messages and you found yourself genuinely laughing at some of his jokes, and that was always a good sign.

you ran into one little problem though. you didn’t really know anyone else in l.a. except for your best friend, therefore you didn’t have many people to trust. sure, you had coworkers and acquaintances in the office, but none of them were around you enough to be able to vet through suitors from your dating life to let you know who would work and who wouldn’t.

you were also afraid to go out with someone new alone, and you blamed that on being an introvert. you ultimately made the decision that either damon would have to be okay with your first date being a double date, or you just wouldn’t go. when damon agreed it was fine, you called justin worriedly - this was going to be the hard part.

he picked up after two rings.

“is this the krusty krab?” you asked teasingly, smiling as you heard him huff out a brief laugh. he lowered his voice before answering.

“no, this is patrick.”

“yeah, justin patrick,” you teased, “unless i called the wrong brother.” you chewed on your bottom lip as you heard him chuckle again.

“that’s my name! don’t wear it out.” he joked. you could practically see the dumb grin already etched across his face. you remained silent for a moment, the weight of the question weighing on you. when you didn’t respond, justin took the lead of the conversation again.

“hey, y/n? you okay? not that i mind you calling me, of course i don’t mind… but did you need something? is everything alright?” you appreciated his ability to talk you down in moments like this, it was like he could sense your nerves even from miles away, and over a phone call.

“i’m okay. but i have a tiny favor to ask. you know you’re my most favorite best friend in the wholeee world, right?” you laughed, trying to push past the anxiety of the question you needed to ask him. “i do. what’s the favor?”

“i have a date friday night and i’ve never met him before. i didn’t know anyone else to ask and.. i was hoping maybe you and chloe could come along? like a double date?”

justin and chloe had started seeing each other recently, and you liked her enough not to really worry about their relationship. sure, she was living your dream being with justin, but you practically knew he didn’t feel the same about you. while you were completely and utterly in love with him, he still saw you as his best friend, and you had learned to accept it.

when you first met chloe you knew she wasn’t his type, she was completely different from justin… but he seemed happy, and that’s all you ever wanted for him. she was excited to meet you too, and in the few times you’d seen her since she was always genuine and kind.

“i think we can make that work, i should be out of practice in time. i’ll let chloe know and then we can figure out where to go. there’s a new restaurant downtown she and i went to a few weeks ago, you’d love it. they have really good raspberry cheesecake!” he said.

“oooh my favorite!” you cheered, already daydreaming of the delicious confection.

“i know.” he agreed. you smiled on the other end of the line, the way he knew you from cover to cover made your heart ache. you only hoped damon - and if not him, then whoever was destined for you - could be such a wonderful lover to you. someone who truly cared to learn everything there was to know about you, just like you and justin did with each other, even if only as friends.

you and justin talked for a bit longer over menial things before you ended the call, bidding him a goodnight. you made sure to text damon about your plans, letting him know you’d get back to him about a time as soon as you could.

he was excited for your date, and also excited to meet justin. you learned damon was a big fan of sports, and even though he wasn’t a chargers fan, he still really liked justin and thought he was a great player. he didn’t believe you when you first told him justin was your best friend, you had to provide him with photo evidence. the whole ordeal made you laugh. after chatting briefly with damon you put your phone on your bedside table before rolling over and getting cozy under your blankets.

you went to bed with a smile on your face that night, excited for your date with damon and also excited for him to meet your best friend.

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you sailed through the week on a high, and when friday night came you were still feeling ecstatic. you were still a little anxious about going out and meeting damon in person for the first time, but getting to know him through the week had helped you warm up a little and let your guard down.

you decided on wearing a simple black dress, classy yet not too-fancy. you curled your hair and applied a light layer of makeup before slipping on a pair of strappy black heels.

you planned on meeting justin and chloe at the restaurant at seven, giving everyone enough time to get ready and allowing justin to shower and freshen up after practice.

damon picked you up at six-thirty. he met you at your door with flowers which you graciously accepted, and you excused yourself to bring them inside and put them in water before locking up and going with damon to his car.

he opened your door for you and you slid in, buckling your seatbelt as you waited for him to get in and start the engine. it was a bit chilly out and you were grateful when damon turned up the heat before backing out of your driveway and heading to the restaurant.

you chatted with him on the drive and it was pretty pleasant, you were thankful that the conversation between you both flowed easily. you learned that his favorite football team was the los angeles rams, and you joked with him that he’d need to let you out of the car immediately because you wouldn’t stand for that nonsense.

he laughed heartily at your joke. he talked to you more about his job, you learned he was a paralegal and that he’d been in the profession for nearly four years. you told him about your experience working in human resources and you related over shared experiences.

when you arrived to the restaurant damon parked and came around to open your door, and you were quickly met by justin and chloe. damon and justin shook hands and introduced themselves to each other as you greeted chloe.

“i love your dress!” she smiled, you thanked her. “you look incredible too, chloe!”

she wore a light blue dress that came down mid-thigh and had long sleeves. she wore black heels as well, and you loved the glittery eyeshadow she had put on.

the four of you walked into the restaurant and justin spoke to the host about reservations he had so graciously called in - which you thanked him immensely for. the host led your party to a table toward the back of the restaurant and you all sat. damon made sure to pull out your chair, and justin did the same for chloe.

the waitress came by shortly after for your drink orders, you and justin both got water. chloe ordered a riesling and damon ordered a cabernet, which you found amusing. you didn’t say anything about it, though.

the waitress brought your drinks quickly and she also brought a basket of bread for the table, with little cups of cinnamon butter. you indulged in one as you listened to justin and damon begin chatting about football.

you and chloe began to chime in at times, and the atmosphere was nice. you and damon also engaged in your own quiet conversation every now and then, and you were starting to like it every time he’d flash you his award winning smile… until justin would smile at you from across the table. in those moments, you knew who your heart truly belonged to.

a few times during dinner the conversations would ebb off, or the input from chloe and damon would stop, leaving only you and justin talking to each other.

the waitress brought your food and you all began dining, while still chatting here and there about work and sports and things of that nature. the waitress came back around a bit later to take plates and your dessert orders. the men continued to talk while you and chloe ordered, with you asking for cheesecake and chloe ordering a fudgy brownie.

something damon said reminded justin of something he needed to tell you, and he turned his attention toward you quickly.

“y/n, i was meaning to tell you that my uncle had some students interested in trying to make a car run on vegetable oil.” you laughed at his statement before giving your input.

“so what, they want to install a second fuel tank i’m assuming? so the vehicle can run on diesel til it’s hot enough and then they’ll switch to the oil?” you ask. “yeah exactly. i thought it sounded pretty cool.” justin smiles. “sounds like a waste of time to me.” you say amusedly. justin tilts his head and gives you a questioning glance.

“it’s totally not a waste of time. if they can figure out how to do it, it’ll be pretty sick.” he disagrees. damon glances between you before chiming in. “i think it’d be pretty cool too!” he agrees with justin.

“do you know how many times they’d have to filter the oil before they could even use it? and they’d have to make sure to install a solenoid valve to switch between two fuel tanks. too much work.” you say, crossing your arms and looking back and forth between both men. chloe says nothing, you assume she has no idea what any of you are talking about.

you noticed damon checking the time on his phone before sliding it back into his pocket and rejoining your conversation, but mostly listening to you and justin bicker.

“it totally reminded me of that 70s show though, you know? when hyde says ‘there’s this car…. and it runs on water, man!’” justin laughs, doing a pretty decent impression of the character.

“i just feel like making modifications to your car so it could run off vegetable oil is a waste of time.” you say, leaning back slightly in your chair. justin’s girlfriend looks between the two of you with an odd look on her face, only breaking focus when she sees the waitress approaching again.

“here’s the double chocolate brownie with vanilla ice cream,” she says, placing the plate in front of chloe, “and here are the slices of raspberry cheesecake.”

she places the plate in front of you and damon is quick to grab it, sliding his piece of cheesecake onto one of the extra serving plates. chloe picks her fork up excitedly, slicing into the brownie and taking a small bite. her eyes roll as she tastes it, the richness of the chocolate has to be delectable. you watch as she cuts another small bite, this time more toward the center of the brownie where you can see it has small pieces of walnut in it.

she reaches over to cup justin’s jaw, squeezing a bit to get him to open his mouth so she can feed it to him. you ignore the slightly jealous feeling bubbling in your stomach as she brings it closer to his mouth, but you can’t get your words out. justin looks at her with a puzzled expression. he hadn’t been paying attention to her or what she ordered, so he has no idea what she’s about to feed him.

as if on instinct, your hand shot across the table and closed around her wrist, stopping her from feeding him. “s-sorry.. uh, justin is allergic to walnuts.” you say, lowering your gaze so you don’t make eye contact with her. she lets go of his jaw and he shrugs sheepishly.

“sorry baby.” she tells him, eating the bite for herself. “it’s okay.” justin replies. his eyes find yours for a fleeting moment, nervous energy is shared between you. damon watches the entire ordeal silently, passing glances between the three of you as he eats his dessert.

you pick up your fork and take a bite too, and the tartness of the raspberry dances across your tongue in a pleasant way. justin was right with his recommendation, this restaurant truly is amazing. damon and justin begin conversing again, and you stay quiet as you eat, listening attentively.

chloe chimes in a few times, earning laughs from both men with her unintentional humor. you slide the last bite of cheesecake on your fork and bring it to your lips, ready to enjoy it, when suddenly your fork is plucked from your hand. you look up to find justin eating the last bite straight off of your fork. yours.

while you’re on a double date. with other people.

your gaze quickly flips from justin to chloe and then to damon as you try to gauge their expressions. damon doesn’t seem to notice or care as he continues talking about football, and justin nods along with what damon is saying as if this ordeal was the most normal thing that has ever happened.

sure, you and justin are close enough to eat off each others forks and sometimes even drink from the same cup or can, but the fact that he did it on a double date baffled you. neither of the men at the table seemed to be giving it a second thought, but when your gaze shifts to chloe you can tell she’s perturbed in some way. her eyes are slightly squinted as she looks you up and and down, and then her gaze shifts to justin as she does the same to him.

you continue to sit quietly at the table, listening to the men talk. chloe stays quiet, too. the tension between the two of you feels almost palpable.

you would never want to come between her and justin, even if you did have feelings for him throughout all these years.

the rest of the time spent in the restaurant went by in a blur. eventually damon and justin stopped talking, realizing that you and chloe hadn’t shared a word, and they mutually decided that dinner should be over.

damon and justin split the checks and pay before each of you stand from the table to leave. when you make it outside you suck in a deep breath of the fresh air, you’ve felt like you were suffocating for the last fifteen minutes. all of you say goodbye to each other before you get into damon’s car, and chloe into justin’s.

the drive back to your house is quiet. you’re anxious, your throat feels tight and you know your cheeks must be incredibly pink. damon hasn’t even glanced at you and you’re afraid to say a word because if you do you’ll start crying.

he finally pulls into your drive and parks the car before looking at you for the first time since you left the restaurant. you wring your hands together before looking back at him, expecting the worst.

“that was fun, justin is a really nice guy.” his voice is genuine as he speaks to you, but you’re prepared for where this is going. “he loves you, y/n.”

you look at him with bewilderment as he continues speaking. you want to say something, but he holds up a finger to tell you to wait. “before you start with the whole ‘he doesn’t feel that way about me’ spiel, he does. i saw how you looked at each other all night. he doesn’t look at her like that.”

tears are pricking at the corners of your eyes as he speaks, and you turn your gaze from his so he won’t see. “you love each other, y/n. it’s okay. i had fun, i’m glad i met you.” he says, reaching over the console to grab your hand. he gives it a gentle squeeze and you look back up at him as he smiles at you. “i would like to be your friend, if that’s okay.”

“yeah, we can stay friends, of course.” you tell him. he lets go of your hand and gets out of the car, circling around to get your door and walk you up the front steps. before you can walk up damon pulls you in for a hug, which you reluctantly accept.

“it was nice meeting and going out with you, y/n. don’t be a stranger!” he says, and then he lets you go and gets back into his car, driving off down the street.

you let yourself in the house and lock the door behind you before collapsing on the couch. you don’t have the energy to move, to take off your shoes, or to even be worried about your makeup.

you just sit there, and you cry. you cry for all the lost time, if it is true and he does love you. and if damon’s wrong, and you do take the time to tell justin how you feel and he rejects you… well, you should go ahead and cry for that too. you cry for the only boy you’ve ever loved.

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justin buckles his seatbelt and holds his foot down on the brake before backing out of his parking spot at the restaurant, ready to get home and into more comfortable clothing. chloe sits beside him silent, like she did for most of the dinner.

he spares a glance her way and notices her posture is rigid, her lips are pressed into a tight, thin line. justin reaches over to grasp her hand but she flinches away from his touch.

“are you okay?” he asks her, his tone concerned. “i’m okay. can you take me to my house, please?” she asks. her voice sounds small, she sounds upset.

“of course.” justin agrees. they hadn’t been dating long enough to make the steps to move in together, but chloe frequented his house often as long as he was home. he thought it was a bit strange that she wanted to go home, but he waited to question it.

when he pulled in her driveway and parked she was quick to jump out of the car and make her way inside. justin turned the car off and pocketed the keys before following chloe inside.

“um, is everything okay?” he asked, stepping into the living room. “no. we need to talk.” chloe said, sitting down on the couch. justin sat next to her and place a reassuring hand on her knee as he waited for her to speak.

“i think we should break up.”

justin is taken aback by her confession, but he doesn’t speak. he waits to hear her out. “i really like you, justin. and i think you like me. but you don’t love me. and you never will, because you love someone else.”

“what?” he asks, his tone incredulous. “you love y/n, justin. you know it, i know it, everyone on the planet knows it… except for her. i think you’re both idiots.” chloe smiles softly.

justin looks around the room nervously, waiting for chloe to speak again. “you’re both idiots because what you’ve been looking for has been in front of you the whole time. it was obvious you two should have been on a date. you both carried the conversation, you were doing silly impressions to make her laugh… you look at her like she’s your most prized possession, justin.”

he takes a deep breath before looking at chloe and finally speaking. “i’m sorry.” is all he’s able to mutter out.

“you don’t need to apologize. i’ll admit, i was upset at first. but on the drive i thought about it, and i just want you to be happy. and i figured someone needed to tell you that girl loves you, because if the two of you have been friends this long and you haven’t figured it out, i’m afraid you never will.” she laughs. “and god, i didn’t even know you were allergic to walnuts.”

justin laughs too before reaching over and pulling chloe into him for a hug. “thank you for telling me all that… and i am sorry. i really am.”

“it’s okay, justin. just get the girl, okay?” she says, shooing him out the door. he waves goodbye before walking off to his car and heading home.

when he arrives home he sits in the driveway pondering… did you really love him back? and if you have, how long? and what was he going to do?

he thinks of all the time he’s lost out on if it’s true, and you do love him back. he’d supressed the feelings for as long as he could remember because he never knew he had a chance - he never thought he’d be the one for you. and if he wasn’t he knew it’d break him, but all he wanted was your happiness.

all he knew right now was that he loved you, that you were the only girl he’d ever loved.

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you don’t talk to justin for a week.

you’re afraid to. usually, he’s the first person you run to about anything, but since the subject matter is him, you feel like you’re stuck between a rock and a hard place. you spend the entire week sad, crying into your coffee or whatever dinner you’ve chosen to eat after work (usually cereal), and watching lifetime movies that are guaranteed to make you feel worse - they make the longing in your chest burn.

justin finally texts you on friday night, and you’re afraid to open it. you let it sit unread for half an hour before your phone starts ringing on the end table. it’s justin, you know it is, but you’re afraid to answer. you pick up your phone slowly and slide your thumb across the screen to answer the call.

“hello?” you sniffle, picking up a tissue to wipe your nose. “hey y/n, you okay?” justin asks.

“yeah, lifetime movie, sorry. what’s up?”

“just wanted to see if you wanna come over and hangout? i haven’t heard from you all week, i miss you.” he says. you miss him too. but are you ready to see him after what happened?

against your better judgment, you agree to go over. after all, he is your best friend. if anyone can get you feeling better, it’s justin. you hang up the call and slide on your slippers before grabbing your keys and phone and heading over to his house.

you didn’t bother changing, you didn’t care what you looked like in front of him. he’d seen you sick as a dog before, he even held your hair when you puked a few times, so he could handle seeing you in an old ratty tshirt and sweatpants that were a few sizes too big.

there’s also no way he could ever judge you for having greasy hair.

you make the quick drive to his place and you almost panic and leave before calming yourself down and walking to the front door. it’s just justin. this is no big deal.

you knock twice but you know he already knows you’re there, and he swings the door open quickly before pulling you into a tight hug. physical affection is something you both enjoy, and you’ve missed him. you wrap your arms tightly around him and squeeze back.

justin laughs as he looks down at you. “sometimes i forget how small you are.”

“or maybe you’re sasquatch.” you say, giving him a shove. he lets go and steps aside so you can get in the door, and you waste no time in sliding your slippers off plopping down on his couch. you notice his house seems a little… different, but you can’t put your finger on it.

justin closes the door and makes his way over to you, acting like he’s going to sit on your lap. “don’t even think about it.” you tell him, bringing your legs up to your chest. he sits next to you and leans into your side.

“how was your week?” he asks you innocently. “it was horrible.” you reply. you share the most miniscule details with him when he tries pressing you further, because you’re too afraid to tell him what’s really wrong. justin listens intently either way, hoping to find something he can do to make you feel better.

“well how’s it been with damon?” he finally asks, and you freeze. justin moves so he can lay his head on your lap, and he straightens out your legs before doing so. your hand naturally finds its way into his hair, your nails raking along his scalp soothingly. he shudders.

“damon um… well. he didn’t wanna go on another date. it wasn’t because he didn’t like me, though. he just said… he could tell u didn’t like him.”

justin hums softly. “interesting.” he says.

“what’s interesting?” you ask him. “chloe broke up with me.”

“WHAT?” you shout, startling him a bit. “sorry… i mean, what? why? i thought you guys really liked each other?”

“well, she liked me a lot. and i liked her but… i don’t love her. she really helped me realize a lot of feelings i had that i’d been holding back.” he turns his head to look up at you and smiles and - oh. oh.

the look he’s giving you seems to be full of pure adoration, pure love. and you realize that he always looks at you like this.

tears start to form in your eyes again and justin sits up, this time pulling you into his lap. “you okay?” he asks, soothingly rubbing his hand over your back.

that’s why it seemed different - all her stuff was gone.

“i don’t know. what’s happening here?” you ask him, burying your face in his neck. “chloe helped me realize that i love you, y/n. i always knew it, deep down. but… i don’t know. i never really thought you felt the same.”

“damon said the same to me. that he could, um, tell we loved each other. are we just stupid?” you ask him, pulling away from his neck to look in his eyes.

“apparently two idiots in love.” he says. his hand finds the back of your hair and smooths over it softly before he pulls you into his neck again, crushing you in another hug.

“so where do we go from here?” you ask, enjoying his embrace. “i guess forward.” he jokes, poking at your sides. “together, of course, if you want that. as a couple.”

you can’t help the giddy feeling bubbling up inside you as he speaks. of course you want that, it’s all you’ve ever wanted. “i love you, justin.” you finally say, and being able to tell him to his face is like a dream come true. “i love you back.” he says softly. you meet his gaze once again and he looks nervous, but you aren’t sure why.

“what’s wrong?” you ask him sweetly. you softly touch his cheek, smoothing over it with your thumb. he doesn’t say another word, but he leans in and kisses you.

you feel dizzy, your heart is pounding incredibly hard against your chest. justin is over the moon too. your lips begin moving in sync, neither of you able to catch a decent breath as you devour each other hungrily. justin's hands find your waist and he pulls you into him further, and your arms circle around his neck.

he pulls away for a second before jumping right back in, awkwardly bumping his nose against yours. you both laugh before kissing again. this is truly what euphoria feels like. you don’t know how long you both sit there taking each other apart, whether it’s minutes, hours or days.

what matters is it’s happening. finally.

your hands trail down his biceps as he continues kissing you, leaving a trail from the corner of your mouth down to the exposed column of your throat. your breath hitches when his lips meet one of your most sensitive spots, right where your neck meets your shoulder. “you okay?” he says, sounding concerned.

“i’m nervous.” you whisper. his gaze is soft as he looks at you, half smile spreading across his face. “it’s okay,” he whispers back, “we don’t have to take this any further until you’re ready.”

you hug him again and kiss his cheek softly. “i want to. i’m just nervous.”

“there’s no reason to be afraid.” he assures you. “do you wanna…” he starts, cocking his head to the side and motioning toward the direction of his bedroom. you nod a simple yes.

he stands with you and leads you down the hall to his room, although you know very well where it is. you’ve spent countless nights here cuddled up with him.

he twists the knob slowly and pushes the door open before guiding you inside, and meeting your lips with his again. the kiss is soft and gentle, and he walks you back toward his bed without breaking contact. once you’ve reached the side of the bed he pulls away and reaches behind himself with one arm, grabbing his shirt and yanking it over his head in one swift motion.

uou hop up onto his bed and get cozy against the pillows as he crawls onto the bed too, leaning over you. you rake your nails over the planes of his chest as he presses a kiss to your forehead. his fingertips find the hem of your sweater and his gaze meets yours, waiting for your approval. you nod, and he slides both hands under it before lifting it over your head.

you’re wearing a simple white bra, but justin is looking at you like you’ve just descended down from heaven. you know he won’t ask you to take it off so you let what little bit of confidence you have flowing through your veins take over, and you quickly reach behind you to unclasp it.

justin sucks in a deep breath at the sight of you. you’re easily the most breathtaking woman he’s ever seen in his life, you have been since he first laid eyes on you… but seeing you like this… he feels like he’s died and made it to the afterlife.

you don’t hide your gawking either, his toned body has always been something you’ve enjoyed staring at whether he noticed it or not. “you’re so beautiful,” justin tells you, leaning in to capture your lips again. as he crawls over your body you can feel his length through his sweatpants, it lays hard and heavy over your leg. you shudder at the thought of it.

justin’s hands slide up your torso and he caresses your breasts softly before tweaking both of your nipples with his thumbs and forefingers. you arch upward into him and your body is covered in gooseflesh as you await his touch again.

you’ve never felt such pleasure and satisfaction in your life, and he’s only barely started. you’re sure that you’ve soaked through your panties and sweatpants at this point. he continues to grab at your chest as he kisses you and you moan out his name softly, causing him to rut against your leg. he needs you just as much as you need him, you can tell.

“justin, i’m ready. i want you.” you tell him, breaking away from his kiss to look into his eyes. he smiles down at you and raises his eyebrow, making sure one more time. “i’m ready.” you promise him. his hands grab the waistband of your sweatpants before pulling them down your legs quickly, along with your panties.

he pulls his off next and your mouth falls open, gawking at the sight in front of you. sure… justin was 6’6, everything about him was big… but holy shit. he is huge.

he smiles at you nervously before reassuring you, “it’ll be okay, i won’t hurt you. i swear.” you almost think you could faint at how cute and sexy he his. you tell him you don’t need any prep but he won’t allow it, and he uses the pad of his thumb to circle your clit quickly as he enters two fingers into you to work you open.

after a few minutes you’re ready, you can’t take anymore and you’re practically begging him to fuck you. he blushes at the sound of your moans, but his chest fills with pride knowing he’s making you feel so good. he pulls his fingers from your soaking heat slowly before wrapping his hand around his cock and giving it a few strokes. you let him situate your body how he needs to and he ends up with your ankles right at his shoulders as he prepares to push into you.

he’s lucky you’re flexible. his lips find yours again as he pushes in and your thankful because his kisses swallow your gasps. he moves slowly, inch by inch until he’s fully seated, and he waits a few minutes before moving so he doesn’t hurt you. when he finally pulls out and pushes back in, he moans loudly at how amazing you feel around him. you moan too, you’ve never felt so full in your life - and you’ve never felt so fulfilled either.

he moves to kiss you again and bumps his nose against yours again sweetly as his hands find yours and he tangles your fingers together. his movements are calculated, slow and methodical as he takes you apart, and unravels you in the very best way.

the room is filled with soft moans and labored breaths and the sounds of you kissing each other anywhere your lips can find. it doesn’t take long for you to reach your peak and tears prick at your eyes when you do. this is all you’ve ever wanted, and it’s beautiful, it’s magical. justin feels the same.

you warn him that you’re close and he tells you it’s okay, you can let go for him. “cum for me, it’s okay. i love you, y/n.” and that’s all it takes. his admission of love knocks you straight over the edge and into the thrashing waters, your orgasm taking over your whole body. he cums soon after, his body enjoying the feeling of you squeezing him as he rides out his high.

when he pulls out of you he stand quickly, running off to his bathroom to grab a warm wet towel to clean you both up. he didn’t bother asking if you were on the pill, he already knows every aspect of your life anyway.

justin cleans all your sensitive areas with the warm rag before wiping himself off and sliding back into bed with you, pulling the covers over your bodies.

“that was amazing.” you admit.

“yeah it was. you know how long we could’ve been doing that?” he laughs, and you giggle too. “i love you.” you tell him. “i love you too, so much. can i tell you something stupidly embarrassing, though?” he asks, and you roll over to face him. “oh god, what justin?”

“remember after we graduated, right after you turned eighteen and we had that pool party?”

“yeah, i remember.” you say. it was one of your fondest memories, actually. “that little yellow bikini you wore… i just thought i should admit to you now that i thought about you in that so much when i was jerking it that i thought my dick would fall off.”

both of you erupt in laughter, the admission funny and embarrassing, although endearing too. “that’s okay, remember right before we went to college and you were teaching me how to drive but you kept getting frustrated and yelling at me? i thought that was the hottest i’d ever seen you.” you say. he pulls you into his chest and kisses you softly.

“you’re getting me all worked up again, baby,” he laughs, kissing at your cheek toward your ear. “looks like we’re gonna have to go for round two.”

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taglist: @slimshiesty @joeyburrrow @starsinthesky5 @joeyb1989

photos and dividers used are not mine, all cred to owners.

[jaes1lvr]

associate your moots with your fav song, now!!

ive been seeing these & they are absolutely adorable:( but sorry i didnt do the max 😣😓💔 my brain was REALLY flowing for this!!!

@dovedi — DINA POOKIE 😇 youve been with me from the start and we connected so easily! youre so funny and i miss our random convos:( but i adore you sm 🫂 we are literally soul mates!!!! it feels like i known you before & youre always so supportive. YOURE THE FIRST OFFICAL JAE BAE so i gave this song to you:) 💘💌 ILYSM!!!!

@gigittamic — GIGI GIRL 🎀 youre one of the sweetest ppl on here & it seems where ever i look on here, you are nothing but positive ☹️ you always are leaving sweet comments on mine & others mdbds!!! this is why i associate you with this song, because i want that same type of kind energy your way 24/7 💌 much love to you always <333

@fairytopea — THEE VINI is an icon & legend when it comes to dividers + mdbds!!! your work literally represents your bubbly personality & im so honored to have come across you! it makes me sooo happy interacting with you:) idk i feel like this is a song that could represent you (PLEASE trust my vision 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽) but literally thank you sm for always being so encouraging & kind! ILY 😭💘

@jenfaery — MARIIII our interactions are so special to me! idk i feel like i known you another life or something 😭😭😭 but i absolutely admire you & your mdbds sm 💐💗 its literally a BLESSING to see your username under any of my posts & youre the definition of a sweetheart, so i picked this song for you 🫶🏽☹️ ILYSM GIRL >_< /♡♡♡

@p-oisn — CHI BABY youre so precious & incredibly talented. whenever we interact, i really take it to heart because youre just a legend when it comes to mdbds 😓 your mdbds are so 😻😻 AND IDK HOW YOU ALWAYS DO IT??!!! youre also super encouraging & i really appreciate your welcoming aura all the time💘💗 im hoping you see where i am coming from with this song ‼️ ILY CHI :3

@yeritos — JUNE THE MOTHER OF MDBDS!!! youre one of the 1st accounts that inspired me to start making mdbds & for that youre super important to me 🩷💯💯 from your blog to your mdbds EVERYTHING IS JUST SO PERFECT 😝 and i apsire to be as great as you are. you are also incredibly kind 🫶🏽🫶🏽😊 thanks for being a trendsetter lowkey 🫡 i hope my song choice makes sense??? but june, you deserve everything <3

@seunghnie — DAE your blog is the cutest thing ever! your mdbds are ALWAYS too cute & you genuinely seem so down to earth 😣💔💔 i love seeing you on my feed and i appreciate whenever you comment on my posts 🩷🩷 i hope to see more of you soon!!! i feel like this song could represent you because you seem like a warm person, that can positively change someones mood 😇 much love to you, friend <333

[konigsblog]

Every time I go through the cod x reader tags, I swear there's always a new post from someone complaining about the writers who write dark content 😩 and they are almost always referencing you.

Some people take fanfiction way too serious. I used to be in the slasher fandom and some people there would also get legitimately angry when people would write dark fics for literal horror movie killers 😭 I always wanted to ask those people if we even watched the same movie because how tf does someone think a dark fic is out of character for someone from a scary movie??

I'm sad that this type of mindset is also all over the cod fandom too. How hard is it for them to just block you? I just blocked 3 accounts today because they were in the tags complaining about dark fics. I'm starting to think they don't want to block you because they would have nothing to complain about if they did.

if you see any accounts referencing me or talking about me, please dm me or request it anonymously.

it will be greatly appreciated, since i like to block these accounts to prevent them seeing my blog :33 🫂💗

it's honestly pathetic to see them complaining about my work and dark content in general, what's the point of me putting tw's if they're not gonna bother reading or taking them into mind? they complain about things easily preventable, and i think they're forgetting the world isn't just about them, that other people have different headcannons, and that doesn't give you the right to be a bitch about it !!

(i think they're also forgetting that military men aren't sweet, they're not loving in the slightest. 😮‍💨 some of them will usually hold their job above you, will cheat and be assholes.)

[dontcallpanic]

Hi my wonderful buddy, I got a little ask for you too along with the one you asked me ( I'm curious about your answer 🫂💗)

What kind of story is your favourite love story?

+ why is it your favorite? what does it tell to you personally?

Hey – I’m so, so sorry this has taken forever. Life, the universe, everything etc.

Thank you so, so much - I really appreciate the ask – and your reply to this question was SO beautiful and just properly perfect in every single way I wanted to actually spend a bit of time thinking about my interpretation. So, sorry, sorry and here we go!

What kind of story is your favourite love story?

This IS a hard one – and it’s kinda nice to have it served back to me actually!

Firstly, I am a terrible person. I am the kind of terrible person who will say ‘I don’t like love stories’ and then about 15 pages into a fic or story or whatever (could be while reading or when I’m actually writing something myself) I will suddenly sit back and go ‘oh shit, it’s a love story.’

So basically I’m a massive liar!

I blame this on growing up in the 90’s when every other romance story was one where a woman has to make a complete fool of herself to get some random guy. (This is NOT a dig at romcoms at all – this is more baby me looking at these examples and going ahhhh I’m not sure about all this love stuff. It seems confusing and I’m not sure I really want to go through that).

So… What convinced my subconscious to fall in love with love stories? Essentially I really liked what you said about the things that at first glance appear not to be about love but then you scratch the surface and it’s there.

I love the kind of stories where the love isn’t the be all and end all – it’s not obviously explicit but it’s there, woven into every glance, gesture, touch, choice of phrase, decision made. I love it when the love story moves from subtext, very slowly into text. I love it when it’s two characters start to grow together and because of that they become more than the sum of their individual parts. I love it when the simple love and presence of the other, enhances their world beyond what they imagined. I love equal dynamics, one way or another. I love to see people fall in love with someone for who they truly are. That total, complete, non-judgemental acceptance is so beautiful and I very much believe that can be true of platonic love as well. I love the kind of story where you can see the evolution and growth of this relationship, where people fall in love almost accidentally.

There’s a few books I’ve read like this, where the love story is there but subtle but honestly, the best examples of this, for me, I’ve found in fanfiction where the time and space can be given over to developing these kinds of relationships without other stuff (real world stuff like strict editing) getting in the way.

If you write fanfiction – doesn’t even have to be this kind of fic – I love you and I am extremely appreciative of all that you do and incredibly thankful that you exist!

All of this, to me, is why I’m glad shipping is a thing! And shout out to the big steamy passionate romance stuff which is always a lot of fun!

Why is it my favourite?

I really like people! I think people are pretty amazing (on the whole). So getting to see two people figuring out how amazing the other one is… seriously it’s like catnip! I love watching the growth, change and evolution of their characters and love feels like the biggest payoff sometimes. The more I think about it, the more I realise how complex and how beautiful love is. I like seeing all the different incarnations and when people write about love, I’m always learning and always seeing something different - someone is always sharing just a bit of themselves, especially when they write about love. That’s pretty stunning and amazing to me.

Personally, in my family history, love has not been modelled as well as it could have, which is just how it goes sometimes, so I was quite sceptical of love growing up. I have my own experiences of how love can be a twisted and bitter thing but I’ve also been fortunate enough to  learn how incredible, warm and beautiful it can be. I love seeing all these themes mirrored in writing and stories so much, especially as each one is so different from the next. I love to see how love can heal (as you put so beautifully) and I suppose, it gives me hope! Hope that there are always lovely people in the world.

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Ooft! I am VERY not used to being this romantic in real life, let alone on Tumblr of all things! But thank you for letting me pour my heart out a bit!

@gege-wondering-around You are a TRULY wonderful person, thank you, as ever, for being so damn kind and lovely. You are absolutely one of the nicest people around and you deserve only good things! I will mirror your gorgeous words right back to you: May you always find a place where you feel loved and may you always be surrounded by people who love you. You deserve it. Be kind to yourself, nos da a cariad mawr!

[waterfallofspace]

i just want to say that your mental health update was so vulnerable and relatable. when you said that even though it’s not about the numbers, they still do sometimes matter just a little… i found that honesty very refreshing (and again, relatable). i hope that you’re able to make this a comfortable space for yourself too, since you already try to make it that for others ❤️

actually, i originally came to your blog to see if your requests are open, to ask about a s/oukoku fic ft d/azai with cat allergies (bc i would love to see it in your writing style!), but when i read your update, i didn’t want to send a request and overwhelm you. but then i read about your post about your dream and had to say something because WHAT ARE THE CHANCES?!

so feel free to ignore if you’re too burnt out, but on the off chance the inspiration hits you… i would be squealing with excitement!!! (and not to sound presumptuous, but if more specifics for the request would be helpful, i can do so!)

signed, a lurker who is grateful for your content ❤️

This is so sweet, thank you so much~

It honestly makes me so happy to know that people appreciated the vulnerability/honesty~ It can definitely be a bit terrifying to post something like that, but... I'm the kinda person who thinks that 'hard' or 'difficult' truths like that, ones that feel socially unacceptable... sometimes they're exactly what you need to share, help someone else feel a little less alone <3

Especially something like that, with such a stigma but... ofc it makes people feel certain ways based on numbers..! It can feel so shameful to feel that way, even though it makes so much sense, and so many of us feel it, so I'm glad to share that kinda thing, I know I always appreciate seeing people talk about their sorts of struggles with that! Makes me feel less alone too <3

Now onto the good stufffffff~ What are the chances indeed???? That's actually so cool to me haha!~ Genuinely, as long as you don't mind a bit of a wait to get it fully out and ready, I'd love some more specifics to give it a try!~ D/azai (and S/oukoku) are so precious to me, and I find their dynamic fairly fun to write~

And I mean hey, kinda feels like fulfilling a prophecy with that dream ;D If you'd like to send some more details over, I'd be happy to receive them!~ And thank you for this overall, made me smile 🫂💗

[jumpywhumpywriter]

(HELP THIS ACTUALLY TURNED OUT LONGER THAN I EXPECTED😭😭 SORRY IF IT’S TOO MUCH TO READ🥹)

oh my gosh, reading your post about Macky actually made me cry like 😭😭 i could literally sense how much you adored & treasured him, and i know that losing him after so many years spent together IS really painful. 🫂

i admittedly still don’t know how it feels to have someone so precious to me be gone from my life like that, but i DO also have a pet doggy named Yuki (which means “snow” in japanese because she has beautiful white fur that reminded me of snow <3), and she was the VERY FIRST pet that i’d ever had all my life and she is also EVERYTHING to me 😔 i only got her during like… the pandemic times so like around 2021-ish, gifted to us by a family friend, and mind you—I used to be TERRIFIED of dogs at the time. mainly because of the trauma i had of getting bitten by one when i was little, and partly because i was just scared of being too close to animals with sharp teeth or claws or anything that is capable of biting in general🥹 (which is why i’ve always wanted to have a pet hamster or a fish instead but never got the chance to😔)

but Yuki, she changed all that for me. every time i walked around the house, she would follow me around with her little tail wagging happily (and even as i would run away from her she would chase me but she NEVER bit me once), and when im in my room hunched down on my desk to study or draw, she’d always curl up pressed to my feet, which is why i’d jokingly call her my own personal feet warmer (lol) and the moment when i was finally ready to pet her, myself, and as she started licking my hand—i grew to love her dearly. she helped me overcome my crippling fear of dogs and now thanks to her, i have no problem approaching & petting other dogs or even other animals !! she is my precious baby girl and i FOR SURE would be just as devastated if i ever lose her at some point in the future.

anyways, enough about me!! i could clearly tell that Macky has lived a very healthy and happy life with you, judging from those pictures—he’s practically GLOWING!! im really glad he was able to serve as your rock to lean on during the times you were struggling, because I WILL SAY IT AGAIN; IM DEFINITELY, 100% WILLING TO BECOME YOUR FRIEND IRL IF WE EVER SOMEHOW MIRACULOUSLY MET ‼️‼️EVEN THOUGH JUDGING FROM THE TIMEZONES, WE LIVE ON OPPOSITE SIDES OF THE WORLD BUT THATS NOT GONNA STOP ME‼️‼️‼️🫡and youre only a year older than me so it works out GREAT!! (i am turning 20 this year too tho so :3)

one day i WILL un-anon myself once im ready I PROMMY—i just need more time to prepare for that :)) and speaking of time, don’t you worry about us and take ALLL the time you need to recover from this! I’m sure Macky would want you to stay strong and keep going forward in life, watching over you every step of the way like a guardian angel 💗 i personally believe that for as long as someone stays in your heart, they are never truly gone and will forever live on as long as they remain in your precious memories. i’ll be right here possibly making more fanart for you (🤭), and always remember, WE’VE GOT YOU ALWAYS!!! you’re such a talented person and im really glad i stumbled upon one of your amazing stories to have met someone as sweet and wonderful as you ^^^^^💗💗💗💗💗

-with much love and hugs, again, 🎀

That is so wonderful that you found a best friend too! And it sounds like you have a very special bond with him. And the fact that he helped you get over your fear of dogs?? Absolutely amazing. Your pup is such a good boy. Give him a hug for me. It's so cool that he can be such a strong support for you!

I really appreciate all your support and kind words. It's nice to have made another friend in this world. I imagine we'd be absolute besties if we ever met irl haha.

And take your time, there's no rush to un-anon yourself. Only do it when you're ready to (you could also dm me if you ever don't want the whole world knowing who you are -- no pressure though, of course. Just thought I'd mention it as an idea.)

[dollyyun]

I FINALLY finished the first chapter of DKP! I started it a while ago, but I was taking my time, you know, savoring every word and making the pleasure last. And honestly, I don’t regret it at all because WOW… What you’ve written is pure gold. No, wait, not just gold—it’s a whole treasure mine. How do you even write this well? Seriously, you pulled me so deep into the story that I almost forgot I wasn’t actually in it. Almost. Then I remembered I’m not Y/n, and let me tell you… my life hasn’t been the same since 😭.

Now let’s talk about something very important: Sunghoon. No, but SUNGHOON. What did you do there? Were you trying to give me a heart attack? I’m gonna be honest—every single second of that scene in the bathroom had me wanting to scream, “IT’S MY TURN, LET ME INTO THIS STORY!” But no, life is unfair, and here I am, stuck fangirling behind my screen like a sad little gremlin 😭.

And those extra moments you added… just wow. Bravo. They bring so much depth to the story, so much emotion. Every scene, every detail made me feel like I was rediscovering the characters in a whole new light. And let me just say: I am OBSESSED with the way you enriched the story. It was an absolute treat. A true chef’s kiss! 🧑🏾‍🍳

Oh, and let’s not forget the magic number: 39k words. Like, WHO does that? You. And honestly, thank you from the bottom of my heart. You didn’t just feed us—you gave us a full buffet. And not one of those boring buffets that get old fast. No, this chapter? Never boring. I devoured every word, every line, every interaction. Do you even realize how precious your work is?

Anyway, I really hope you’re taking care of yourself because you deserve it. I know a chapter like this must’ve taken so much effort, and your talent deserves all the love and respect in the world. So, please, get some rest and recharge because I’m already sitting here, impatiently waiting for the next chapter. Thank you again for everything—you’re a true queen!

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this is honestly so flattering i had to take some time to find the right words to deliver my utmost gratitude to you🥹

even though i surprisingly enjoyed writing part 1 revamped, i didn’t think that i wrote it well and i didn’t even expect for ppl to enjoy my writing bc tbvh, i could never escape the insecurity in me over my writing, so to know that you (and some others!)loved it makes my heart😞💗

also wdym you ARE yn, iconic one at that (no i get you😭like yn back off it’s my turn now)

oh girl when i tell you that revamped dkp hoon is gonna be🤭😩🦋i can’t lie when i say that he might be your most fav in the revamped.

aaaa thank you thank you thank you for telling me in details about how and what you felt when you were reading it! like i cannot tell you how much i actually love when someone tells me about their feeling and experience throughout reading my work🥹

is it a whole buffet?😭bc i feel that it isn’t enough and the way writing 39k words took me about 1 and a half weeks </3 also i don’t think it’s a big deal bc ive seen other writers writing with more wc than my works do🙏🏻im more glad that my work is precious to you!

i haven’t been taking care of myself bc school is kicking me in the nuts, which probably explains why i’m now facing writers block💔but yes yes i’ll keep your words in mind thank you for the reminder! me too i’m waiting impatiently for my ass to start writing the next part and the upcoming parts to come😮‍💨

don’t thank me yet bc we still have a long way to go😼but i’m the one who should be thanking you🫂srsly you just made my day with this🤧i hope life is always kinder to you and good things coming your way🙏🏻 i appreciate you so so much and i love you💗

[perotovar]

hiiiiiii erin, it’s anna!!!

i know i quite literally disappeared and all that but i've been missing my sweet friends from here lately so i thought id take some time to just...send some love, check in, you know?

so please, tell me everything!!!! how have you been doing? is life treating you well? do i need to beat the shit out of someone? give out some hugs? anything you need bby < 3

i'm kissing you aaaaaall over your pretty face

ilyilyilyilyilyilyily 💗💗💗💗💗💗

anna 😭 you continue to be the sweetest person in this fandom, i swear

i sort of disappeared for a bit too, i'm like, half here half not lol so there's no need to worry!! i really appreciate the check in <3

not a whole lot is going on tbh, mostly just school! my writing mojo has taken sort of a backseat i'm sad to say but i've been learning how to make friendship bracelets to keep the creative juices flowing lol

always happy to hear from you, bb, thank you 🫂

[wave2tyun]

hii love~~~ i've been following you for a while now but i never got the courage to send you any messages😞😞😞😞

i wanted to tell you that your work brings me comfort especially when i'm having a bad day although it makes me wonder if i'll ever get to experience that kind of love </3333 i'm almost 22 and i've never been in a relationship it's like a constant stage of yearning and i was wondering how is it for you😭😭😭

if you feel uncomfy talking about it it's totally fine!!!💗💞💓💞💗hope you're having a great day💞

-🍓

omg hi hiii!! :D💕💕 first, i want to thank you so much for coming to tell me this!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭💓 it really makes my heart feel warm to know that my works are able to bring you some ease:(<333💓💕💖💞💕💖💘💖💓

and second!!! i do feel okay talking about this so don't worry!!!!🫂🫂🩷 i'm gonna add a "read more" cause i've rambled quite a lot, i'm sorry!!! >< i still feel like i've got even more to say but i was afraid this was getting too long andbdjsb😭 and please!!!! do feel free to agree/disagree, relate or not relate, let's have a comfortable discussion!!!! i'd love to talk more!!! :D<33💕💕

to be honest, the more i grow up, the more it feels like love gets even more of a complicated topic for me to navigate through. i’ve spent most of my life daydreaming about it rather than actually experiencing it, have only been in one relationship, and have rarely had people show romantic interest in me. and it leaves you with a weird feeling, when it seems like you constantly see it happen to everyone around you, except for you. it got even harder as i got to uni and heard of other people’s experiences with love, or of their relationships that they’ve maintained for already a few years now. i’ve always been a firm believer that there is “a right time for everything”, but doesn’t it get frustrating? sometimes it makes you wonder if there is, somehow, something wrong with yourself. would self love make it all feel better? i thought it might, but it’s hard for me to feel fully satisfied. i also feel like no matter how much self love i try to practice, i just can’t deny that part of me that constantly screams that it wants to be loved by someone, that kind of connection just can’t be replicated by anything else. i can’t dismiss it, i want to be loved and missed and wanted, and it’s in the middle of the night when i get most fed up with the waiting and loneliness. i’m actually very scared that if a long-lasting love doesn’t happen to me in my early twenties, then i’ll be at a risk of missing out on it my whole life. a more reasonable part of me says it’s not true, that love can happen anytime- and i try to be more comfortable and appreciative of my own presence, but it’s still a fear that i just can’t shake off entirely

[oraclemoontarot]

Hey beautiful, before i give my review i would like to thankyou for everything, like the energy,efforts and time you put into your readings...i really appreciate it so much and feel so greatful to deserve a reading from such a talented person like you!! The reading was just so beautiful and idk how to explain but emotional too, it was like finally someone saw me as myself and loves me for who i am as a person. Literally appreciate you and then a lot.

My pookies 🫶🏻��✨🧿

Here's a feedback; sorry if it's too long still. Well first I was going to give a proper feedback member wise and then an overall but I jus realised how long it was becoming to i deleted everything and writing the overall parts. Whatever you mentioned in the reading it's just so f- accurate like every single thing and word about my personality is exactly what mentioned. When I say every word I mean every single f-uck!ng word. (Not being overconfident or flexing because it's looking like I am lmao)

Let me kiss your hands because i have read the reading like 5 times by now. Thankyou so very much once again for being so kind and generous. Your work is amazing and beautiful!!

I feel so much more confident. Sending you love and light, take care and rest well. Best of luck for everything ahead. 🫂

You are lobed and appreciated as you are.

aw please 😭 this is the sweetest feedback, i’m honestly so happy, and i really appreciate you too!! as always, you leave the kindest messages, so tysm. you are loved and i wish you the best of luck too!! 💗

[sungbeam]

my meimei, im trying my best to come up with the right words cs im more of a listener than a comforter 🥹 one thing i can tell you is the way my heart immediately sank the other day when you were going through a lot, and you were away for a while. the number of times I've constantly thought of the ways I could comfort you best, and if there's anything I could do to help ease your pain and suffering, be it online or irl. i know being on this platform is hard, and as writers sometimes we can't help but care about the interactions, notes, etc. i get that. but if you ever need to take a step back to let loose for a little, do just that. we all need a little break from here after all.

i'll never stop emphasizing this, but you're one of the reasons i started writing myself. i could never bear the thought of you leaving forever (though i know eventually one day all of us will move on with our lives yes), but def not so soon. i could go on and on all day about how creative you are, how your writings have made so many ppl pick up starting their own writing blog, and the way you're literally the sweetest human being ever. if not, i don't think you would've thought of making deoboyznet.

you helped revived deobiblr beam, and i can never thank you enough for giving me the space and such a comfortable place to meet other writers, make friends, and even improve on my writing. you're just so passionate about what you do, and you're just like a firefly that just guides the community (ok idk why my brain came up with firefly but i thought of it in a cute way 😭)

you mean a lot to me, beam. here's to more adventures and talks, and ofc eventually meeting each other irl someday. i'm always here for you, no matter what.

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hi jie hope u don't mind me posting this cuz ik u said u were shy 😭 but it didn't feel right to leave this in my inbox skfndjfn i just wanted to say that im really lucky to have a person in my life like u who's always looking out for me and caring abt how i am 😭 im sorry for all the worrying i put u thru but truly, im so thankful for u 🫂 ik sometimes i go radio silent, more often nowadays, but i hope u never take it personally.

also, thank u for the validation :')))) i feel like it's easy to doubt the impact someone has on other people, but im very happy to hear that my impact has been so positive on u and other people,,, i feel like at certain times it's so easy for me to fill w self doubt and it gets annoying for me and certainly others too 😭

but i hope u know that i appreciate ur kindness and patience w me all the time, and i love u very much jiejie 🫂💖

[alaezasmystery235]

Hello, how are you doing today hun?

First thank you very much for the reading you did for me. As I told you before I know it takes time and energy so I'm really thankful for taking the time and the energy you put for your readings. Tbh, I'm gonna take this chance to tell you that you're actually one of the most talented and gifted reader out here. 🌸

Now for the Feedback :

Wow! I'm actually a bit shook by the reading bcs normally it felt like celebrity crushes reading is mostly on the hypothetical side! But this is so different? Idk if u get what I mean but it's a good difference. For itsuki yes I feel he had a mature side to him that he doesn't show often and yesss I love his smile!!! Tbh, I am now curious about the ex that would me rethink my decision about Itsuki lmao. Itsuki is totally my type so a relationship with him would definitely be a dream come true lol. Actually yesss, I love a relationship where it's like fun like a friend before a lover so this is very much accurate.

Now for hokuto, actually this is so accurate I read before in our synastry that he will tends to push his beliefs or kinda manipulative towards me in some way so this make sense lol. And yes tbh I do have different beliefs than him so this is as well so accurate. Ik it's hypothetical situation but it's a bit sad that a good relationship will turn like this, especially rethinking your self and your moves. But I actually loved the reading so much because I always thought hokuto is like this person whom I probably won't be romantically involved with i don't why so that why I asked a reading for him lmao.

Again, thank you very much for the reading, I appreciate it so much.

And actually would love to hear your thoughts on the reading I did for you, since I am still practicing my intuition 🦋

ofc when you have the chance it doesn't have to be now.

Take care<3

Hahhah finally I'm on right mind to answer this ask !!! These days have been a huge emotional roller-coaster for me so I didn't find any joy in answering asks . Okkk but I'm back now . You picked upon pretty much same energies for both of them because I've done the reading by myself too . So I was shocked that I'm not the only one getting those energies . Hahah I would encourage you to practice more and you'll be able to pinpoint exact same energies from others too . And really I'm not perfect but I try to provide the exact message someone need in their life rn . I'm so glad and grateful that I could be helpful to someone . Even it holds small place but it still does 🫂💗.

[softxsuki]

Also reminder: I’m not trying to call anyone out, but I just need to talk about this. As we all know I have over 100 regular requests. Yes, maybe I’m a little dumb for never closing my requests, but I wanted my blog to be a place where you can always come to share your story ideas that you’d like to be made. I also wanted to create a system where if you are feeling particularly bad and need a story of comfort to help lift you up, you could send in an urgent request if needed and I’d prioritize that request!

With that being said, I don’t appreciate when people use my urgent request as an excuse to try and get their regular request written faster. I feel like I’m a pretty nice person, I’m very patient and I try to use my words carefully to not hurt others. I write all this content for you all, including urgent requests for FREE, and sometimes I never hear back from anyone about whether they enjoyed it or not (which is fine, I signed up for this so I shouldn’t complain). But 1, going back to what my urgent requests are, I will not be writing a normal request that someone sends in as urgent. I’m sorry, but if you’re asking for Jealous Bakugou as an urgent request, I’m not writing it. I don’t want people to share things they’re uncomfortable sharing with me, but I at least need to know that your request is actually urgent.

Of course I can’t verify whether every comfort urgent request is actually really urgent or not, but I’m giving you the benefit of the doubt. Requests like, ‘going to breakfast with Mikey,’ or ‘playing video games with Leviathan,’ I’m going to end up denying those urgent requests and putting them aside as regular requests or not writing them at all. ’m sorry, but when they’re worded like that it just feels like you’re trying to get your regular requests written faster. And I don’t appreciate my system being abused like that. There are people out there who might need an urgent request to help get them through the week and by writing one that isn’t actually urgent, I’m wasting time that I could be using to write an actual urgent request instead.

Gosh I’m rambling, sorry. I hope this is all making sense. The second point I wanted to bring up is manners. Again, I do this for free without sometimes ever hearing back from the person that requested again. But I’m not a robot that just spits out content and has no feelings. It feels nice to talk to you guys and have you wonder how I am (whether you actually care or not) and say a simple please and thank you. Is that being too picky? I think that’s the bare minimum. And I’m grateful to most of you bc you’re all very sweet and thoughtful and I appreciate that a lot. You have no idea how many of you have made my day a lot better just by saying nice. So please, say a quick greeting. A simple hello feels great along time with a thanks or something. :3

I love you guys and I’m sorry if this offends anyone, but I just needed to get that off my chest!

I will be continuing my matchups today. I’ll probably get 2-3 done. Hopefully 3, but we’ll see. Then for the next four days I do work, so I might only post 1-2 for those days. But again, we shall see! Have a wonderful day and thank you if you read through my whole rant 😭. Here’s a hug: 🫂💗

[borgchip]

Heeeey bit out of left-field but just want to say your comments and content are really delightful and it's just so cool to see someone be so relaxed and open online... I guess that is to say I enjoy your general presence and stuff- it's invigorating to say the least.<3 Not to get cringe (or too close, as I am merely a random online) but I hope life is treating you well and you continue to be a champ.

:'''''(( that is s o nice alice thank you so much,,, aa you're very kind..,, I'm so glad that my little comments bring u enjoyment n stuff!! Ik we reblog from each other a lot I always love seeing u in my notifs too !!!! This honestly makes me feel nice and like... better about myself because I'm always super scared and anxious about being too open about my interests online. Like I get scared abt being called cringe or made fun of bc I "like something too much" so :(( tysm for the ask I really appreciate that!! It makes me feel nice thinking maybe the little that I do post openly makes others feel less alone and anxious about their love !! ALSO IT IS NOT CRINGY I hope life is treating you SO SO GOOD you deserve ALL THE GOOD THINGS ❤️❤️💘❤️💖❤️💗❤️💗💞🫂🫂

[jumpywhumpywriter]

someone PLEASE TAKE MY STYLUS PEN AWAY FROM ME I CANT STOP DRAWING STUFF IT’S CRAZY 😭

anywhoozies! just wanna let u know that im working on ANOTHER mini comic sketch, this time featuring mama bear Anisa & newly-turned Alex (might finish it right before New Year’s Eve yayayayayy) 🫶 idk why but my brain is filled with vampire brainrot lately i need help,,💔💔

(to idk anon YIPPEEE TYSM FOR THE COMPLIMENT TOO 😭🫶 pls don’t ever feel bad for rambling, your asks are always so interesting to read omg i love reading long stuff and also u are very relatable, overthinking can be a big meanie at times but we’ve got this !!! 🫂💗)

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*gives 5 more stylus pens to you instead in case you lose one then runs away cackling evilly* Lol

EEEEEK YOU ARE SO AWESOME!!! 🥰🥰 Anisa is DEFINITELY a mama bear. I love her sweet empathetic character so much.

I'm so excited to see your amazing art! I feel kind of bad I can't offer anything nearly as cool in exchange though but I guess maybe if you gave me a prompt you've always wanted to see in a story I could try to write it as a thank-you gift or something?

Thank you AGAIN for all the spectacular gifts you've given me!! I appreciate you so much! ❤️

I literally can't get over the amount of detail in your art pieces, I mean how long does it take you to draw that?!?