#i hope some people out there can understand what i mean 😆😆

[9w1ft]

yeah 😌 to me it’s just so wild how every step of the way there have just been these big blatant things that have matched up with it all. broad strokes and specific elements both visible and audible in her art.

i typed out earlier how i had seen flickerings that the greater fandom at large is experiencing a sort of theory fatigue. from trying to predict when rep tv will be announced, or scouring the eras tour book for clues that demand a very high level of involvement and planning on taylor’s part and its just like, idk, i just think time and again about how simple kaylor actually is, especially considering how complicated it appears in the abstract 😆 and how like at its core the kind of high level easter eggs that she drops about it are quite obvious and uncomplicated. you just kind of have to suspend disbelief a little bit to see them i guess, but when you see them, they’re at a level of simplicity that matches well with the level of involvement one might expect from taylor, speaking historically.

it’s hard to articulate, but yeah, whenever i go back through the building blocks im always struck by how simple it all is.

[whateversawesome]

Chapter 93: Stellas, Tonitrus and Another Desmond

First of all, congratulations to our girl for getting another stella (her first academic achievement stella too!) Good for you, Anya!!

Anya also got a tonitrus bolt, but who cares about that 😆 Oh yeah, I know who does...

Congratulations also to Twilight for not losing it. Good for you, Twilight...you're learning how to be a good dad. Hey, did you notice he didn't even try to look at the results before time?

Look at that baby's face 💕 Positive reinforcement and encouragement work wonders! Still, I hope one day, Anya realizes her papa loves her no matter what.

It was one hell of a chapter, don't you think?

Let me get this out of the way: the more I know the people around Donovan Desmond, the less I like him. Even though we know very little about this man, it looks like his relationship with his family has destabilized his wife and son's mental health and general wellbeing.

So, here are my thoughts:

Demetrius

He looks like a kid who was pushed too hard to study and was taught nothing else. Yeah, he may be a stella-earning machine, but he lacks a balance, like the ability to communicate and understand other people. If anything, he seemed overwhelmed by a simple interaction with a some kids.

I'm guessing his classmates see him like an unapproachable person and he is probably a loner. He doesn't seem close to his brother either and I'm going to guess he's not close to Melinda. I suspect his dad "took him under his wing" since he was very young and made him that way.

Why couldn't Anya read his thoughts?

At the moment, I don't think he was experimented on. In my opinion, this boy's only thoughts are about studying, earning stellas, and not being able to understand people. All courtesy of...

Donovan Desmond

It looks like Donovan did spend a lot of time with Demetrius when he was young. The purpose is still not very clear to me, but this looks fishy. Either he sincerely wanted his son to do well in school or there was a reason Donovan Desmond wanted to be inside those imperial scholar social gatherings.

My gut tells me it's the second option. Why?...

I believe Donovan was Prime Minister or close to being Prime Minister back then. Why would a busy politician like him spend his time making sure his son did well in school? Something doesn't add up.

In the present, Donovan is basically a recluse and the only events he attends are those imperial scholar gatherings. If Desmond was a good dad, it would be understandable for him to support his son, even if he didn't participate in politics anymore. But that's the thing; Donovan Desmond is not a good, supportive dad. Demetrius said it himself: his dad is not in contact with him. Meaning, there must be an ulterior motive for him to attend to those social gatherings.

My guess is that he used his son. And since he already has access to those meetings, he doesn't need to communicate with his eldest son anymore or to have a relationship with his youngest either.

Talking about the youngest Desmond...

Damian

Damian and Anya had a rocky start, but as the story advances, it's obvious Damian is a sweet boy, who seems so...abandoned.

Damian is the kind of kid who thinks he has to earn his parents' love (especially his dad's). That's horrible. That love should be unconditional.

However, after meeting Melinda and now Demetrius, I can confidently say he's better off at school. Because of this, I'm thinking that it was Melinda the one who insisted on Damian staying at Eden.

Damian probably thought that in order for his dad to spend time with him, he needed to be like his brother, meaning a stella-earning machine. That's why those stellas are so important to him. And let me say that it's remarkable that Damian is earning stellas without any help from his parents or anyone else (like Demetrius in the past and Anya in the present.)

Now I see that part of his character arc could be for him to realize he doesn't have to be like his brother and he doesn't need his father's approval either.

Can you see the difference his friends make in Damian's life? His friends, including Anya, are helping become a different person than his brother. They're helping him realize he doesn't have to behave "like a Desmond" only, that it's okay to behave like a kid too.

Maybe that's why his mom wants him to be friends with Anya. She's a good influence on him.

It will be interesting to see if Damian's relationship with Demetrius changes over time. I would like to see that because Damian craves a relationship with his family. In my opinion, Melinda does love his youngest son (we don't know how she feels about Demetrius), but there's a reason why she won't go near him. At some point, we'll find out that reason.

Twilight and Anya

Just like Desmond, Twilight needs to get into those imperial scholar gatherings. That's why Anya needs to get those stellas. We could argue he's also using Anya like Donovan used Demetrius, but there are a few key differences:

1.Anya knows and is helping him willingly, because she knows her papa's purpose: to keep peace (and make a world where children don't have to cry).

2.The way Twilight encourages Anya earn those stellas. Yes, he makes her study (helps her too), like any parent would, but he also lets Anya be herself! Twilight wants Anya to have a balanced life, to have friends, to have fun, to play, to watch TV, to go on outings and even travel as a family.

He's not forcing her to study 24/7 so she turns into a stella-earning machine, because he knows there's more to life than stellas and good grades and because he wants the best for his child, over his mission (even when he's not ready to admit that).

3.This whole thing is transforming him. Unlike Desmond, Twilight is becoming more human. He no longer serves his own purpose (even if that purpose is for peace). Now, he's a father and has to put his daughter's wellbeing first.

Do you need proof?

Here, Twilight asked the question we've all been dying to ask.

As a spy, he would have pushed his daughter to remember her past so she would answer the question. But instead...

He realized those memories could be painful and didn't want his daughter to think about that, so he just tells her to forget about it...Why? Because Anya's past doesn't matter. Even when it could be advantageous for his mission, he chooses to let it go for his daughter's sake and because she already has a family with Yor, Bond, and him.

Donovan and Damian

I wonder if at some point Donovan Desmond will try to use Damian for his own purpose. If that happens, I'm sure Damian won't turn his dad down, he'll be happy his father finally acknowledges him and will be happy to spend time with him.

My gut has been screaming that Damian and Donovan are a foil of [Redacted] and his dad. And not only that...Remember when that awful man made Anya cry during the Eden Interview and Twilight lost it? I suspect the relationship between Damian and Donovan Desmond could be a big trigger for Mr. Spy.

Since most of the characters in SxF are morally gray, I suspect Donovan Desmond will be the same. Maybe he'll turn out to be a good leader who wants the best for his country and wants to prevent the war, but at the same time is an abusive husband and father.

Would Twilight be okay with that now that he is a father and a husband himself?

At some point, Twilight will probably have to choose between his family and his mission and Donovan Desmond is his mission...🤔

[writersdelight]

Hiii! I hope you're having a good day. I absolutely adore Husk, I just wanna smother him with hugs 😆

Could you write one with him and reader that takes place the night before extermination day? They love each other but are scared to admit it. Ultimately Angel Dusk convinces him to confess since 'tomorrow is never guaranteed'.

Lots of fluff and love please! Thank you! ❤️

“ I don’t know what to say..”

Husk/Reader fluff before the Extermination. Not long.

Word count: 842

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-> Content: Fluff, I hope this is tooth-rotting fluff, swearing, mentions of dying, not-proof read (we die like Adam)

-> Author’s note: My first request! Ajdjdgj. I don’t think I’ve written fluff ever, but I swear I tried my best. Tysm, Anon! I’m having a great day.

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Husk hadn’t been interested in making his feelings known during his life and that was all the more prevalent in death. When living in a place like Hell, you gotta be safe, keep your card close to your chest or someone will take advantage of you. He knew that all too well.. but it doesn’t mean he doesn’t have certain soft spots..

He liked how you were so genuine, it’s part of what he loves about you. He knows he loves you- he’s good at understanding people and that includes himself. Even if it’s something.. that’s hard for him to admit. Something about the prospect of letting someone in like that is unnerving.

There was only a day left until the Extermination. The rest of the hotel residents were celebrating, trying to live it up before the battle tomorrow. There were some residents who were calmer.. one was Angeldust or well.. Anthony. He appreciated the change he saw in Angel.. Though in the moment with Angel at his bar, he knew the other could tell something was on his mind.

“ …you thinking about tomorrow, whiskers? It got you worried?”

“ ‘Course not. I’m just thinkin’ of how we might run out of booze at this rate.”

Husk laughed the question off, gesturing the empty bottles around the bar. Angel knew that he was lying. With the entire exorcist army about to be on their doorstep, there was practically no chance any of them would making it.. even you. He both loved and hated that you’d be fighting by his side. He loved your passion, the way you wanted to protect your loved ones, but that’s just it: he wants to protect you. You’re safest far away from there.

“ That’s bull and you know it. You’re worried.. but I don’t think you’re worried about you. I think it’s someone else. Someone special to ya~”

As he danced around outright saying the name, he gestured with all four of his hands over to you. You were wrapped up in a conversation with Cherri Bomb at the moment, talking about who knows what. Husk’s gaze followed Angel’s movements… he wasn’t wrong.

“ ……..………”

“ I knew it! You ain’t denying it.”

Angel had a grin on his face as if it was the most satisfying moment in his afterlife (though it certainly wasn’t).

“ You gonna make a move before it’s too late? Say something you need to?”

“….. I don’t think there’s anything I can to say. It’s.. complicated.”

Angel looked at him, taking the situation more seriously than he had before.

“ ….Husk, Buddy, tomorrow ain’t guaranteed. We both know it... so why not go tell your special little someone how you feel..? What’s there to lose?”

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The party had died down, most people were talking amongst themselves at this point… He had to gather himself to work up the nerve to go through with the confession. He knew that he loved you, he was almost positive you felt the same way, but that didn’t take the edge off of this type of deal. He took a breath before walking over to you..

“ Hey.. you mind joinin’ me upstairs?”

He wanted to be somewhere more private for this. Just the two of you.

“ I don’t mind at all.. something up?”

“ Nothin’ to worry about, doll.”

He guided you to the stairs. Once you two were at the top, he led you straight to his room.. you had never been in there. It was.. sort of nice. Certainly dingy. It’s exactly what you thought a man like him would have.

“ …what is this about?”

“ ……….”

He took a moment to figure out his words.. how can he say this? There are so many wrong ways to put it and the possibility of doing it right was slim to none.

“…..we might die tomorrow-”

“ I know that. There’s no where I would rather be than here. Someone needs to show these angels what happens when they pick a fight.”

You interrupted.

“ This isn’t about the damn fight- this is about you. Doll… I.. got feelings for you- I love you. I need you to know incase we’re both double dead tomorrow..”

He was almost surprised to hear the words leave his own mouth much less the surprise you felt.. your eyes met his in the moment after he confessed. There was a silence.

You had felt the same way, how couldn’t you? But putting it to words and saying what you both knew aloud..?

“ I-”

Husk couldn’t finish his sentence as you moved, tightly hugging him. You could feel him loosen up slightly, he had been so tense.. slowly he hugged back.

“…I feel the same, Husk.”

He smiled a bit.. his wings wrapped around you, pulling you closer. It was like you two were the only people in all of hell and that’s the way he likes it. You’re one of the best things that’s happened to him.

Tomorrow may not be guaranteed.. but you two will always have tonight.

[yoonyeon0]

I've read some of your works about the lovely Masaki brothers.... And not only about them. So, what can you write about your relationship with Meguro? (Voluntarily entering into this relationship, of course). I wonder if you'll get creepy or cute Writing? Anyway, I hope you'll write it. (By the way, if s/o has a child with Meguro in this "relationship", what kind of father will he be?)...

P.S, I know it's weird in parentheses, but damn, I haven't seen it yet...

clearing out my request box 😈 this one isn’t as short as the other one so ya!

Meguro Masaki Relationship Hcs

let’s go!!

Meguro is a unique partner to say the least. He’s not all that good but you can’t say that he’s not trying his best. Meguro is one of the people that is very.. much in everything he does for you.

・・・・☆

When you guys first get into a relationship, somehow instead of being very upfront, he’s a little distant and shy. He wanted this for a long time so when he finally gets it he’s comprehending what is happening for the first week. After that, Meguro will be a-okay! 😆

・・・・☆

Meguro wouldn’t be a house husband. Not because he doesn’t try, it’s just because everything he clean, it somehows gets more dirty so we’ll keep him off that. Meguro can maybe cook a few non-complex meals but only for himself. Don’t ask him to cook for your family or something, he’ll get nervous and mess everything up (poor meguro 🙁).

・・・・☆

Meguro doesn’t mind getting married to you but it’s most likely not one of his first intentions, he wants everyone to know you’re his and he’s yours so in that sense it depends on you on whether you want to bring him up on an altar.

・・・・☆

Meguro is very good at observing though. He’ll notice anything about your mood from simple mannerisms. You could push some hair behind your ear and he’ll notice that you’re in a sour mood, even if it’s very slight.

・・・・☆

Doesn’t understand matching things. He thinks they are somewhat useless but you explained to him that everyone would know that he likes you and of course he jumped at the case. Definitely a matching bracelet that he keeps either on his wrist or his pocket.

・・・・☆

Definitely didn’t expect to have kids but if he accidentally got you pregnant, so be it. He is a very… dad. I mean don’t get me wrong, he loves his kid with everything he has it’s just that he is also a very bad influence on your kid. You do most of the parenting because he really doesn’t know how to because he killed his parent. But once he realizes that he can TEACH your child..just be cautious.

Trust me, once your kid hits the ripe age of 2, Meguro is not only teaching them Judo, he’s teaching them how to kill and hunt which is the reason why you do most of the teaching. If you see your baby doing the same frog stance as Meguro, don’t be surprised 😓…

・・・・☆

I don’t know if this is obvious but Meguro is loyal. I mean, not to be rude but most people already view him as disgusting and evil so if he’s getting discriminated, im sure that no one else wants him 😭.

・・・・☆

Unfortunately, your relationship with Meguro is definitely frowned upon. Yall are definitely not regarded as a cute couple but so what? Not like you two care 🤷

・・・・☆

Meguro has BEEN told you about how he killed his own father and fights his “brother” to kill him too. In matter of fact, Meguro definitely reminds you that he has killed people and won’t hesitate to kill anyone that disregards/disrespects you.

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Trailing off from that, Meguro is a jealous guy. Definitely hurts a little when you’re talking to someone that isn’t him - even your friends. He wants you all to himself so trust me if he feels like your relationship with him is threatened, he will not hesitate to shut the up a little and im not only talking about them being quiet 😅..

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You probably met Hayami UNINTENTIONALLY. No, Meguro didn’t introduce him to you because he feels like Hayami can steal you away. But fate gonna do what fate does. You become good friends with Hayami and definitely ask him to hangout in which Meguro HAS to go. He’d be dead (this was an unintentional foreshadow… 🤕) before he sees you alone with Hayami.

・・・・☆

Meguro likes to play and you can interpret that however you want, just know he sometimes gets rough (😏) and hurts you but he obviously feels bad after and offers to patch you up which he does terribly but I mean what can you say.

・・・・☆

Takes you out but you better make the plans. He’s not good planning stuff and making reservations. When you guys do go out it’s not to bad, you just have to convince him to put his tongue back inside his mouth and keep there for the duration of the date.

・・・・☆

Doesn’t really like kisses, he prefers licking. Honestly, he’s the one doing all the licking but if you ever do lick him back, he’d be ecstatic.

・・・・☆

One of the cute things he does is making little flowers. Honestly, I have never mention this but I feel like he likes making little things and one of those things are flowers and im talking origami. You probably have little origami flowers everyone and you honestly get sick of it.

・・・・☆

If you’re an influencer, you definitely post him every where - it’s obligatory for you but you never post his face. He’s still on the run from the cops either way..

・・・・☆

Doesn’t understand couples tests and stuff but he always seems to get it right so a win is a win!

“Meguro can you get me an orange?”

“O-k”

“Can you peel it for me too?”

“O-k”

“..Thank you Me-Me..!”

“You’re wel-come”

・・・・☆

Sleeps on top of you. Not beside you, on top. I mean literally on top of you. He says it’s the only comfortable place on your bed..🧍

・・・・☆

Definitely not romantic in wattpad terms but in the little world that only you and him inhabit, he’s the best. Very caring even though he doesn’t come off like that. Won’t dancing with you but definitely will cheer on you and glaze you a little bit 😭.

・・・・☆

Teacher you Judo so that he can play with you. That’s all. He thinks that you don’t really need to defend yourself because he exists and he’ll so for you gladly.

・・・・☆

In conclusion, Meguro is a cute partner to you but to others, it seem a bit weird and unnecessary but who cares about them 😛

me after saying I came back just to not post for another week 🙁

𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙤𝙣! 𝘿𝙤 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙡, 𝙘𝙤𝙥𝙮 𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙠.

[psychopasss4]

PPP Novel is out❣️

...just in time for the Lunar New Year Eve, Feb. 9th. 🎉

Noitamina Shop will hold Arata Shindo-kun's bday campaign and at the same time promotes the PPP novel sale 🥂🥳.

Have you already prepared dried persimmons? 🤗 You know, in ancient times people used to wind-hang outside Hoshigaki, thus the Japanese lantern shape we know about today were taken from. 📸 Google Images.

Quick Review:

During the premier of PPP movie before the Global launch, fans kept asking Dir. Shiotani about

The meaning of empty liquor bottle in Kogami's desk.

Why Kogami removed his jacket during his balcony scene

And his answer were simple. Kogami didn't know the difference of wearing it inside or outside. At first, I thought it was some kind of a funny little joke, or I didn't understand the words full well (I'm not a full-bred Japanese though I studied Nihonggo way back in grade school).

But if you read the PPP novel, you will realize Kogami isn't fully adjusted from his traumatic experiences as a mercenary overseas 🤧. So he doesn't feel how to act just as he used to when he's back.

And ofcourse, we all know he and Saiga only emptied the liquor after long hours of chatting and Tonami profiling.

2. It's interesting that the writing team have taken the pulse of the fans during the Q&A session, thus some points in PPP novel is what we might've expect after all 🤭.

3. Some may say it's nothing new. As it seems the writing team pretty much remain loyal to the movie summary. But if you read between the lines, you realize how it is a bit forgiving & fan-serving, compare to the movie itself 👍🏻.

4. The locations...last minute alterations... 😆😂.

5. And ofcourse the last time Akane spent with Saiga on his detention cell 😭. She literally blame herself for asking him to come to them on Dejima in MoFA's HQ to retrieve the Stronskaya Papers a day after. Which we all know ended tragically.

6. She pulls the trigger. She question the justice. Which quotes the same kind of line from PP3 novel when she's writing her thoughts down in an analogue typewriter. From that scene she thought of Kogami's action and how Sybil judged him for that.

But in PPP novel, no doubt she puts into consideration the life of Atsushi Shindo and how he was used as a pawn, only to be a master pawn who puppets the life of another pawn like what happened to Akira Ignatov.

Aswell as Akira Ignatov's sacrifice. He volunteered to be a puppet for the sake of the future generation. For the sake of his brother in particular 😢😓😓😢.

7. Frede-chan's holding back and being indecisive to keep the truth about the mission to Kogami. Is like keeping her phone number to her crush 😹🤭. Sure, she's just conscious how would Kou-chan would react since she knows Saiga and him are pretty close 😮‍💨.

8. The writing team did a pretty good job by staying true to their plot work. They know what they're doing. As if taken up some piece of advice from Gege Akutami 😅😂.

9. The last scene is pretty much heart-aching but well executed 😘🤌🏻❤️

10. The General was a medical AI but I wonder if the creator of Sybil also created that?... how about BiFrost? Oh hello, Season 4! We're waving at you ☺️😀!

11. Many hate Akane for trying to control Kogami, again?! Let me get this straight, SHE ISN'T CONTROLLING ANYONE!

There's a MASSIVE difference when he a.) first pulled the trigger against Makishima (out of revenge) and when he b.) pulls that against Tonami.

Akane knows it best.

a) She doesn't want him to be a person swallowed by revenge like Sasuke (Naruto).

b) She hopes Kogami is back for the better but instead he acted again with his animal instinct which indicates he can still be easily outplayed by emotions instead of not letting it get the human out of him.

Akane still looks up to Kogami. She knows he was labeled as a latent criminal by Sybil. But the way Kou acted is like proving to Sybil that their labeling of him as latent criminal was right. And if there's one thing Akane isn't fond of, that is proving Sybil right.

So it's not about Kogami. It's about her campaign against Sybil's false and unfair judgement! So don't mock her! 😖

Lastly, PPP novel is enjoyable because a lot of fans are exerting efforts to translate it to English for fans abroad. Kudos to you all❣️

Not everyone have the time, capacity and dedication you've spent. Including me, I'm not good in translation. So thank you. You are the heart of PSYCHO-PASS franchise global expansion ❤️🥰.

End of Review.

Okay, so that wasn't a quick one 😋 sorry about that. I just hope you guys have a wonderful day. Have fun and enjoy everything that you do!

🥰🤗

Meanwhile, the original crew of PP1 are in their podcast discussing how the series have been progressing so far 😋😂

Nah! It's just a trace sketch of CD Discussion Vol. 1

🤣🤣🤣

[babiebom]

yeah me too! my friends and I actually do have some plans of streaming together, so that should be fun... if we ever stop procrastinating 😆

a whole week?? wow that's some top notch commitment 👏

props to you guys lmaoo

I hope to see the fnaf movie soon, but the 5 of us can't settle on a date so it's tricky :/

hopefully soon we can actually watch it tho lol

unfortunately, there doesn't seem to be a romance mod for Mr. qi yet 😕 😞

im half tempted to attempt making my own, but I dropped coding agess ago lmao.. don't know where I'd start 😅

altho I think if i were to make one, he'd not move in w the farmer. idk he just doesn't seem the type. he's got the vibes of rich hubby on vacation who sends you stuff.. that might just be me tho lol

speaking of, may I request nsfw mr. qi headcanons with an ftm! reader?

tysm :]

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A/N:omfg? Idk how I didn’t see this until now I’m no sorry! I hope you’ve gotten to see the movie by now especially with how many spoilers are on EVERY app. If you ever do make the mod let me know! I wanted to get back into coding but then remembered that I actually hated it so unfortunately I can’t. I do wanna try to make a game in itch.io(is that the website for the games?) that is the choose your own adventure fic that I’m writing but I don’t know how i would even do it. Also agree with the rich hubby thing. I don’t think he would ever actually settle down ANYWHERE. like he’d be home like 2 days out of the week at most.

Tw:Sexual content! Cursing

ALSO idk if this should go under warnings, but I would also like to say that I am not trans myself, so if I write something that’s inaccurate or offensive make sure to let me know, I’m trying my best to write from that pov I just wanted to….warn? Let you know? Like I do not mind writing this at all(no transphobes allowed) I just want to make sure that I’m writing/understanding well!!

Wc: 30 bullet points

Sdv Masterlist

Also fucking and making love are two DIFFERENT things

I 100 percent believe that gender identity doesn’t matter to Mr.Qi at ALL.

I also think he doesn’t care about bottom/top surgery at ALL

Like he is a fan of mystery, of the unknown that’s what he likes, and he likes people that also have those interests, or people that make him interested in a similar way.

(I think he would be pansexual? Demisexual?)

So in his mind he knows that you have nothing to worry about. He also knows that emotions don’t follow logic half of the time and that your nerves can’t be dispelled just by him saying that you have nothing to worry about.

So he shows you.

Depending on if you’re a romantic/sentimental person or not he does different things

Like would set up and entire display with roses and everything, music playing and snacks to make you feel loved and comfortable

but if you’re not the type of person to like that sort of thing he would probably do something more chaotic like a scavenger hunt for you throughout the day(which arguably could be seen as more romantic) that leads you on a wild goose chase and allows him to set something up at home(your home but like whatever)

Making love to him is very sweet. He tries to keep the teasing to a minimum

By minimum I mean he only teases in the beginning, and not how he usually would. Would probably edge you for a little just to make your first orgasm mind blowing then would get on with it.

He does slow his pace down for love making because it’s more…spiritual(?) like it’s an exchange of love and it’s not only for pleasure y’know. It’s literally to express how you feel for each other.

NOW FUCKING IS A WHOLE DIFFERENT THING

I do think he would be on the more dominant side, preferring to tease and take control, coaxing out things you didn’t know you had within you

Will let you take control though

He is a man of curiosity

Wonders how you will behave when given a dominant position

Doesn’t refuse anything you want to do, but is mischievous the entire time. Has a stupid smirk on his face that makes you think that you have absolutely no control.

Idk if it’s magic or what but always does SOMETHING to make everything more sensitive.

Is VERY into blindfolding

Wants genuine reactions without self consciousness getting in the way.

Good/smart/naughty boy are a part of his vernacular and he will use it only when you’re too fucked out to react to him saying it in any other way than incoherent whining.

Probably into shibari and likes to be tied up and tying you up.

Blindfolds + shibari is a normal night ngl.

The glasses stay on during sex idc

He makes sure by the end of it that both of you are sweaty and out of breath

Likes having sex in different locations with a tiny bit of risk. Like he doesn’t want the two of you to get caught

But he wonders what would happen if you did…

The sexual experience with him is always a good one somehow even when he wants to try out weird kinks.

[not-goldy]

No sane jimin stan would ever want the kinda of push jk is getting for jimin trust me. i would take face and all it’s struggling over the heavy push any day. No hate to jk though you do you boo. I hope jimin stays away from the west and it’s boring industry. He’s the only one giving me old bts vibes and id hate for him to lose that. i know his time is gonna come with or without bh push , he has insane talent and artistry, he always got the entire kpop community’s attention (it boy things) he gets everyone talking about him because he’s the main character. I’m not worried about jimin, he’s always been a winner so jm stans relax ok? We stan an intelligent man who knows what he’s doing and he’s coming for everyone’s necks very soon. At the end of the day talent wins and jm has no competition when it comes to that so what are yall worried about?

Ooooooooooohhhhhhhh yaaaaaaasssssssssssss

baaaabbbbbbbeeeeee!!!!!!!

TALK DIRTY TO ME!

YOU. THE SPOT ➡️🔛

HE KNOWS WHAT HE'S DOING!!!!!!!!

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS WHAT AN IDOL IS MORE THAN HIM.

HE IS SHOOTING FOR LONGEVITY IN WHATEVER NICHE HE CARVES FOR HIMSELF AND HE INTENDS TO DOMINATE IT COS NO ONE DOES IDOL BETTER THAN HIM. NOBODY.

HE VALUES AUTHENTICITY AND STAYING TRUE TO HIMSELF

HE HAS VISION AND A SENSE OF DIRECTION AND WHAT HE WANTS TO DO WITH HIS CAREER

HE IS CAREFUL AND SELECTIVE AND IS CONSCIOUSLY BUILDING HIS BRAND

HE TRULY KNOWS WHAT HE'S ALL ABOUT AND MY GAWD HE'S SO SEXY FOR THAT

BRILLIANT AMAZING SHOW STOPING NEVER THE SAME TOTALLY THE SAME

IF HE STARTS LEANING INTO HIS ART MY GAWD!

IF PARK JIMIN STARTS LEANING INTO HIS ARTISTIC STRENGTHS THE EARTH WILL QUAKE

WE ARE NOT READY

WE ARE NOT READY FOR A JIMIN BLACK SWAN ESQUE SOLO TRAJECTORY

SEE THE WAY YHE GROUND TREMBLED WHEN HE DROPPED SET ME FREE?????

DID YALL FEEL THAT OR WAS IT JUST ME????

YALL FINNA HOLD ON TO SOMETHING

I'm honestly happy with the trajectory of his career. No one understands or sees the potential he is harboring more than me.

I love how he is pacing himself. Taking his time to decide and define his niche. He knows what he wants the world to see him as and if you pay attention to what he says in his interviews and lives with us you can tell the thought that he puts into everything he does.

I'm sorry but Jimin will not rush into something he cannot commit to. Unlike some one like Jungkook- bless his heart- he is not impulsive at all. He's not gonna rush and set up an IG on a whim and delete it a few months later.

Jungkook can be so impulsive sometimes and he is a bit of a live in the moment kind of guy in my opinion and that allows him to seize the day, make hay while its shinning, carpe diem- the whole nine.

To be honest, sometimes I do wish Jimin would losen up a bit and make mistakes and correct them as he goes and be a bit impulsive too- not too much just a little. Teeny tiny little. And I know it's something he's been working at. He keeps talking about this and I'm proud of him for it.

Love Jungkook or hate him, you can't say he is not making the most out of his career even if things should magically fall into his laps. He's a seize the day kinda pal and I truly really admire that about him.

I mean it's right there on his sleeve tattoo 😆

Sometimes it's about working smart not just working hard and also seizing opportunities that come your way. You might never get the same opportunity twice.

I don't know but Jungkook and Jimin are similar yet also so different so when people compare them sometimes i wonder if they take all these differences in their characters into consideration- and I know I said we should leave him out of discussions about Jimin but my mind keeps drifting back and forth between them 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[therealslimshakespeare]

well for me it was just that, i obviously do think her being taken advantage of/ having her boundaries disrespected is really sad and i can see how that would warp certain ideas regarding sex for her when she was a young girl, but like those individuals that did that sort of stuff to her aren’t protagonists of the story. they’re like idk just referenced characters or even perhaps antagonists. like when i think of maureen’s past now, i will quite literally think that there were shitty men she grew up around. so it’s really easy to think of that behaviour as really shitty things that shitty people did to her. whereas again, maureen is like meant to be a protagonist/ hero in this story so it’s more difficult and more necessary to contextualize and understand that behaviour from her cause i’m genuinely trying to root for her as a character. it’s definitely not that i think it’s more crazy or appalling for her to be this way because she’s a woman

Oh gotcha. Ok, this was quite helpful, thanks babe.

I think when I’m writing her -which since I’m winging all these stories, some of their changes and issues are purely shitty authoring😆- I’m thinking about the fact that wasn’t that long ago. Two, three years ago? She was still swimming in that muck and it was all she ever knew.

She’s 23-ish now in the stalag? Which means she was twenty or so last she was with this.

Old enough to know better for sure, old enough to have grown and I’d say she has actually, just not fully, out of these things.

But thank you for your points, it helps to get a gauge check on things from the outside while I’m stuck on the inside weaving all this. And trying to see what’s actually coming across. She was always gonna be that problematic little thing, 😆 and can’t be rooted for at all times. Like most humans. But I do hope there will be times or eventually a time when she’s not just a protagonist in y’all’s opinion but a hero.

[ramonag-if]

My main problem with Salyra is in fact her lack of empathy towards the MC and her presumption that MC should show sensitivity while interacting with her other child after being ambushed.

We can say all we want about Alhf being an inadequate father, but at least he always tried to put himself in MC’s shoes and he understood how to the MC his behaviour would appear lacking to the point that he is confused and surprised when the MC show affection for him. Many MC may even feel that Ahlf never loved them and is using them to save Irus, but in one of Erlan’s letter we find out that Elran has promised to protect the MC if Alhf helped Irus claim the crown, so even in this situation he is prioritising the MC.

Even Sargon shows more consideration to the MC’s feelings than Salyra does, if they react negatively to his questioning about their heritage because he is aware of the treatment that half-ishari receive in Cyre. That make me think that Salyra too should be well aware of this and instead she comes across as someone that has deluded herself in believing that the MC and Ahlf have been living happily in Cyre.

I can understand that she has been prisoner for a couple of months and so is a little out of it, but MC has seen their whole life turn upside-down, their only family killed in front of them (and if Salyra is the reason for Erlan early death before the plan to ensure Irus’s coronation came to fruition, then she is responsible of all this pain the MC is feeling now 👀). Salyra didn’t even stop thinking about her estranged child wellbeing and need for space, she was just thinking about hers and her other daughter needs.

I will say that at this moment I don’t think Salyra has ever prioritise the MC, because if she had she would have given her child to her brother when he begged her to go with him in Vinia, while she stayed in Ishari where her fate was. Keeping MC with her regardless of the danger give me the impression that she was prioritising the goal for which she had the MC not their safety, especially because I don’t think Salyra thought that Erlan would risk war against Vinia just to kill her child.

And now the sentence in Ahlf’s letter to MC about Salyra making sure that the MC’s blood belonged to the Ishari people sounds rather ominous…👀

I have to admit that I am loving the parental angst, it is the best angst 👌😋

I'm really glad you mentioned her lack of understanding/empathy to the MC's situation. Salyra means well - or at least to her she does, so it goes over her head that she's being inconsiderate with the MC. When she first sees the MC, she automatically assumes that they're there with Ahlf and from what she knows, the MC has had a good life in Salt Bay so seeing them so distraught confuses her.

There is a goal attached to the MC's birth but it didn't come to fruition - or who knows? We're only in Part 2 of the game 😆 I can say that Salyra thought that she and Ahlf would work things out and she'd have found a way to let the MC get to know him while still living in Ishari so it's one of the main reasons for not giving the MC to Belahm - she had hoped to eventually fix her relationship with Ahlf.

There is something rather ominous about that line, isn't there? Funny how everyone has mentioned the MC's eyes despite it being the same colour as Ahlf's 👀 Whatever could have happened 😏

Parental angst is hands-down the best angst. I know some prefer angst in romance but I feel nothing cuts deeper than the pain of rejection/abandonment from a parent 😆

[bokutosbiceps]

a/n: this is a match trade with @chall-enge alrighty, friend !! sorry this took so long, i was wayyyy busier than expected today 😗 but here is your match up !! i hope you enjoy 😆

demon slayer

i match you with OBANAI IGURO 🖤

you + obanai understand each other, almost to a fault. although, it does take a while for him to warm up to you. he won’t think you’re annoying when he first meets you, which is a definite plus, but he also won’t trust the way that you only talk to him when it seems like you need something or when you’re in the mood. he thought he was the only one who does that! he starts to linger around you more often so that, when you do talk, he can hear what you have to say. he’s curious about your world views, your opinions, your sense of humor, how you deal with other people. he wants to learn as much as he can about you by observing from afar, almost like you’re his prey. does this bother you? he doesn’t care.

even after obanai gathers as much as he can without actually having a conversation with you, he still lingers around you. whether or not you choose to acknowledge him is totally up to you! either way, you two will get to talking. and when i say talking, i mean talking. like about everything. obanai finds it refreshing that you can speak your mind + be blunt about certain topics that can be seen as controversial or taboo. he really appreciates that strong willed side of you. he also really loves your sacrificial, generous, protective side—as in you’d both do anything for those you care about. it’s hard to get obanai to care about anything, but after learning all of these things about you, he finds himself caring for you immensely!

a relationship with obanai would involve lots of conversations, or complete silence. it really depends on what mood the both of you are in—conversations can be completely one sided, though. and this isn’t to say that the listener isn’t enjoying listening, because you/he definitely are/is, but sometimes it’s nice to just listen. obanai also isn’t a very physical person, touch makes him anxious and makes him feel claustrophobic, so if that’s something you crave, it’s something you kinda have to ease him into. but once you show him how nice it can be, he finds himself needing your touch day in and day out. 

obanai is super protective of you and is always by your side to make sure that 1) everyone knows you’re his 2) no one messes with you 3) just to be around! he enjoys spending time with you, more than he ever though possible, and will always be close to you in some way. if he’s not quite comfortable with physical touch yet, he’s lurking behind you or at your side, eyes keenly trained on whatever you’re deciding to spend your time doing.

if it’s art that you’re focusing on, he’ll make little comments or suggestions about your art, none that are particularly rude, but only because he really wants to see you grow as an artist! as for your cooking/baking, obanai’s sense of taste is top notch, and he can tend to be pretty harsh when it comes to giving his opinion of whatever you make. but, again, don’t take this the wrong way—he really just wants to be honest with you and help you grow! he;d love to watch you become the best version of yourself, like, what’s better than watching the person he loves become the best at what they love?

[austinslounge]

okay so i have a few thoughts with the news of austin being cast as the lead for american psycho; for starters, i really pray and hope that with all of the projects he’s gonna be acting/working in in 2025 (i think we’re at 5 movies now?) that he actually takes time to himself for his mental health/well being in general.

cause also lol- i was curious and watched a few “Austin butler tarot readings” on youtube, and there were two very thorough readers, that said 2025 would be very tough on him emotionally and physically :/ they both said that if he’s seeing a therapist weekly/however often as needed then he should be ok, but with all of the work he is gonna be doing- he may get too wrapped into the characters’ head (maybe method acting perhaps?) and it will backfire on him severely. as in, he needs to remember who he is as a person irl, or how he views himself, and try his best not to get too overwhelmed with all the acting. my take is- make sure he takes time to see his sister, dad, or any other friends/family on his acting breaks!! or maybe taking a vacay/doing whatever he enjoys in his free time.

2) i agree with the other anon that this would be an amazing time for a breakup announcement for the PR nightmare we’re living in!!! finger crossed. and also his team/her team can just say he’s incredibly busy with all of his projects so it was a “mutual decision”.

3) this is just me being petty, but i’m ngl im gonna get hella jealous when american psycho starts filming/or when it comes out. cause whichever actresses and/or actors that get to work with austin, they’ll be lucky as hell since it’s kinda a given that there will be many sex/erotic scenes, especially with Luca G as the director lol.

1) Whew -- Yea, I understand what you mean Anon. While I don't put too much trust in readings, I do care about Austin and his mental health as well. 😔 That's another reason why I was kind of hoping he would get a more light-hearted filming project added to his list. But, perhaps "Barrier" and "American Speed" will be less intense for him. 😊

I hope he does get to spend some time with his family in 2025, and I hope nothing that you mentioned from those readings end up happening. 😭

2) Lol I totally agree! 😂 Perfect timing lol.

3) Omg -- He's going to look so good 🥵 Christian Bale's Patrick Bateman character was obsessed with looks and having the perfect body. Seriously, his body was like perfection in that film lol.😆 Make of that what you will!

Luca is known for some nudity and sexual scenes, but from what I've seen of his films, they're usually very tastefully done. So, I think it will be done well. Lucky person/people who get to work with Austin in this film! 🤣

[galaxyedging]

Lucien Flores (that's just his name now)x f!reader.

Part of the Exposed Masterlist

Warnings: talk of anxiety, descriptions of an anxiety attack, sexting, mutual masturbation, erectile dysfunction.

Summary: Things between you and Lucien progress but not to the point he was hoping for.

WC:3.2k

Cat-us Interruptus

Good Morning. 

The little green line steadily blinking after the words held him in a trance as he rethought sending a message. Would he come off as desperate? After last night he felt like he should say something. He didn't want you to get the impression that this new thing was just about sex for him. For the first time in a very long time he felt a connection to someone. Truth be told he hadn't felt this rush since his first love in high-school. They were together until his mid-twenties, after that he hadn't found that same feeling with anyone. Now you're here and everything feels easy and natural when you are around. Even when he's overthinking. He gets a sense of calm from you. From that spark that lights up the room. It burns through his insecurities. We'll, not all of them obviously or he wouldn't have typed and deleted the same two words over and over in the last five minutes.

A message appeared in the chat below his unsent one.

Good Morning.😁

Shit. Now he had to reply. The message will show as read. While he mildly panicked, another message came through. 

I saw you were typing for quite a while. I figured you were typing and deleting like I was. Then I remembered how comfortable I feel with you and hit send.

Fuck. He liked you. Lucien had always felt like two people. He could be bold and confident in his work and in certain social situations, but when it came to anything too personal or close to home, he was a neurotic mess. You had bridged that gap between those people. Not by blurring the lines between business and pleasure. There was something about you that relaxed him enough to merge those two halves.

Yeah I was. I like you. I don't want you to think I'm just interested in sex or to further my work. I wanted to say good morning but I didn't want to come off as desperate or needy.

Thank you for being honest. Next time just tell me that. I'm a chronic over-explainer. I need to feel that people understand me. Not so much with you because you make me feel safe. Which is stupid because we've known each other for like a week but it's true. 

He felt that. It was so weird how strongly he felt for a relative stranger.

Same. I feel safe with you. I enjoy your company. Maybe after the project we can go on a date?

After he sent it, he regretted it. What if he just blew his art project as well as his shot with you?

Why wait? It's just sex that's off the table. It doesn't mean we can't go on a date, does it?

Just tell me. She seems to like honesty in all its forms.

No, it doesn't, but spending more time with you will make the whole thing more difficult. 

Yeah. I get that. Sex is off the table. How about a little mutual masturbation to take the edge off?

Lucien's cock stirred under his sheets. He needed to breathe. To be honest.

When you get here? That could affect the energy for the shoot.

I was thinking more now? Do you have time?

I do. Just give me one minute.

Lucien flew from his bed. Almost tripping on his sheets. He opened his studio window, put food out for Claude's return, washed his hands, and dove back into bed in some sort of record time.

I'm back.

Good. I may have started without you.

I'm sorry I missed that. What are you doing?

I took off my clothes and started playing with my tits. I've really missed someone paying them attention.

I would pay them so much attention. I already do when you're not looking. Sorry.😝

Naughty boy! I've totally seen you.😆 You're not that slick. I appreciate you trying, though. 

I was already asking to take pictures of you masturbating. I didn't want to seem like a total creep.

Good call. Are you touching yourself?

Yes. I'm just coating myself in lube.

So you're nice and hard for me? I felt you the other day. How hard and big you were. I kept thinking about it.

So hard for you. I keep thinking about you coming apart for me.

That was so good. Your voice. Knowing you were watching me. I wanted to come hard for you. 

And you did. You were so good for me. Want are you doing now?

Circling my clit. Wishing it was you. You?

Pumping my cock. Wishing it was you.

When we can be together, how do you want me? 

I thought about fucking you over my desk but I want to be able to see you. Your pretty face. Those tits.

Maybe I should ride you. You could see and touch everything.

I'd like that. The thought of you bouncing  on my cock while I fuck up into you. Would you like that?

Yes.

Are you nice and wet now? Still circling  your clit or…?

I was. All this talk of riding you. I'm going to ride my huge dildo while I play with my clit.

A photo came through underneath. The dildo looked to only be slightly bigger than him. Pride swelled in him at you think of it as huge. Then he thought about how well you could take him. He'd been stroking his cock at a leisurely pace but the thought of you sinking down onto that toy while it spread you open had his hand moving faster.

I bet you look so good riding it.

You can see for yourself at the end of the week.

I changed my mind. I'll have to bend you over and fuck you. Hard. For being such a tease.

Jokes on you. I'd like that. How are you touching yourself now?

Faster. Big long stroke and sweeps across the tip. Are you still playing with your clit?

Yes. Not as much. I've switched hands to type. I'm riding my dildo hard. Thinking of you.

Instead of typing, why don't we send one last message to get each other there then start texting again when we are done?

Sounds good. Anything in particular you want?

Can you take the picture of your tit again but with better lighting?

Are you always on the job? 

I'm a consummate professional. What would you like? 

After you cum could you send me a picture of it? Wherever it lands. 

Of my cum?

Yes.

Sure.

Thank you. I hope this passes your professional standards.

The photo underneath was more than he expected. Instead of a less grainy picture of one partially covered tit. You'd sent a picture of both of them fully uncensored. Your nipples hard and begging for attention. He thought about sucking on them as he worked you to orgasm on his fingers. That was it for him. The cum you wanted a picture of shot up his stomach. When he could think again, he took a picture to send to you.

A few minutes later, a voice note came through.

"I wish that cum was splashed over me. I can't wait to finally….oh…I'm almost there. Oh. Shit. Lucien. Lucien. Oh, god."

Breathy moans punctuated your sentences. He could hear how wet you were. It was the hottest thing Lucien had ever heard. After a few more minutes, another message came through.

Was that good for you too?

So fucking good. Are we good?

What do you mean?

No post horniness regrets?

Nope. Whatever it is we're doing, I like it. I like you.

Me too. Maybe before tonight's shoot we can get takeout? Watch a movie?

I'd like that. I've got to go to work for a few hours but I'll see you tonight. 6?

6 is perfect. See you soon.x

The cum on his stomach started to cool and feel uncomfortable. Part of him wanted to wear it like a badge of honor. A beautiful, smart, confident woman helped him get off. She wants to fuck him so bad that they sexted. He had her pretty tits and the sounds of her orgasm on his phone. Which he would delete just in case. He didn't want to be accidentally responsible for them being seen and heard by anyone else. After committing them to memory, that's what he did before taking a shower and jerking off again.

The day passed pretty quickly. Claude leapt through the window around lunch, just as Lucien was thinking of taking a break from his chores. The cat must have sensed something was on Lucien's mind as he came to sit on his lap as he ate his sandwiches. 

"Yeah, you know I'm in trouble too, huh?" The cat just purred as Lucien scratched his head.

"The longest stable relationship I've had in years has been with you and you come and go as you please. I want this to go well. Wait until you meet her. You're good at reading people. You'll see, she's just…special." He caught how wistful he sounded. "And I'm a loser talking to his mostly indifferent cat."

With that Claude hopped off of Lucien's lap to bask in the sun warming the rug in the middle of the room. 

"This smells amazing! Do you eat from here often?" You savoured the scents coming from the takeout boxes.

Lucien settled back into the sofa next to you after opening them all up. "I try not to too much. I like to keep in the habit of cooking so I don't get lazy. How about you? Do you cook?" 

"I try to be good and make good choices. I batch cook when I can but I would happily live on pizza if I could."

"There's an amazing pizza place a few blocks down. Iannucci's? We should try it next time."

Before Lucien could cringe too much about assuming there would be a next time. You simple reply. "We should."

"So what movie do you want to watch?"

"I don't know. What kind of movies do you like?"

"I've been working my way through the action movies on Disney plus. Air Force One is up next."

"Air Force One? Die Hard on a plane? Really?"

"Really. Why?"

"Nothing. That's not what I expected an artist to be watching. I know! I know! I shouldn't stereotype. It was a stupid thought!"

"It's okay. I'm a little surprised you know what Die Hard is. I thought you'd only watch Erin Brockovich, Legally Blonde…"

"I get it. Thank you."

"....Devil's Advocate, A Few Good Men."

"Point made. Now shut up before I make you." You nudged his arm with yours.

"Oh yeah? How?" A smirk tugged at his lips as his eyes locked with yours in a challenge.

"We ordered enough egg rolls to do the trick or…" Lucien didn't miss how your eyes flickered to his lips.

"Or…?" His thought was answered by your lips. 

How had he forgotten how soft they were? They invited him closer. His hands travelled to your waist as yours came up around his neck. The kiss was slow, your lips took the time to get acquainted with the curves of each other, instead of frantically mashing together like last time. The hands that you had both placed in relatively safe place began to get bold, sliding along clothed skin, sliding until…"Meow!"

"Shit!" You nearly headbutted Lucien in shock. "Sorry, I forgot you had a cat." 

"To be fair. I don't really 'have' a cat. A cat turns up and eats here. He's not the most…" Claude came over and jumped straight into your lap. "....affectionate…but he has his moments. He seems to like you." Claude was purring as you stroked him. 

"The feeling is mutual. I'm not normally a cat person. I'm allergic for one and I don't like their fur getting everywhere. This guy though." To Lucien's surprise you cuddle Claude closer and the cat lets you. "No problems there."

Seeing the smile on your face as you cuddled the cat was almost worth the feline interruption. "Do you wanna watch the movie?"

"Sure." With Claude on your lap you finished your food. Feeding him little bits that Lucien said were okay. 

Once you were all finished eating, Lucien moved your plates. Still with Claude on your lap Lucien pulled you close. His arm remained around you for the rest of the movie. Your body relaxed into him more and more until your heart rested on his chest. His hand came up to play with your hair during the climax of the movie. As the good guys rejoiced, a warmth spread through Lucien's chest. This was all so domestic. 

It was what he craved during quarantine when he saw others spending time with their loved ones. His parents had retired back home to Bolivia. Most of his family were there, save his brother in Chicago. His friends all had partners or families of their own. He hadn't been short of invitations, but it felt wrong to impose on his friends for who knows how long. It turned out to be a long time, considering his health condition. Even if he had stayed with them, he'd just be borrowing a family rather than having one of his own. 

Sitting there with you in his arms all the possibilities scrolled through his mind as the credits scrolled the screen. The comfortable warmth of you next to him slowly started to become too much. The pleasantly full feeling in his stomach started to feel like a lead weight. Pins and needles crept up from his feet. He needed to get up, he needed to move. 

"Sorry. I have to use the bathroom." He gave you a tight smile as he excused himself.

In the privacy of the bathroom, he tried to calm himself. He held a cool flannel to his face. He willed all the irrational bullshit to stop pushing at his mind and affecting his body. He lost track of time as he stood there. He felt trapped. He couldn't stay here and ignore you but he couldn't face you either. If he stayed you might think he had some sort of intestinal situation. If he left you'd see the state of him. A grown man haunted by things that were yet to happen. Things that may never happen. He might not let you down. You might not even give you the chance. Especially if you thought he was currently stuck on the toilet after a bad meal. No, you weren't that shallow. You were caring. You were nice. You were…knocking at the door.

"Lucien? Are you alright?" 

"Yeah. I'll be out in a minute. Er, thanks."

"Sure."

When your footstep receded, Lucien took a few more minutes before he came out to find you. The coffee table was now clear of boxes, Claude was stretched on the sofa alone. Some song that he couldn't quite catch, possibly Rihanna, came from the other side of the screen he'd pulled across to section of his studio from his small living space. Moving around it, he found you washing the dishes, your hips swaying to You Da One. 

"Sorry. Doing dishes bores the hell out of me. I always prefer a little music. How are you?"

"You really didn't have to do these."

"I wanted to. I'm a good house guest." You jutted your chin out proudly. He wanted to press a kiss to it.

"Well, thank you. And I'm fine, just a headache."

"I told you about my husband lying to me, didn't I?" You carried on working as you spoke. Like the words didn't have enough weight for you to make you pause. "I get it if you don't feel comfortable telling me personal stuff, but I'd rather you say that than lie."

How did you do that? Just completely bare yourself for him. This was the truth that he was looking for in his art. It was almost the truth he had given you apart from one thing. "I had a minor…um…anxiety attack."

"Oh. Do you know what triggered it? Do you want me to give you some space?"

Lucien just blinked at you. "What?"

"Nothing. That just wasn't the reaction I was expecting."

"What were you expecting?"

"I don't know. I had a similar rough patch as a teen. I was told to grow up. Man up. This time around, apart from my doctor, I haven't told anyone."

"Except me. Thank you."

"I should be thanking you."

Lucien's hand threaded into yours. His hooded gaze heated you up from the inside out. This connection between you was growing by the second. Not only was he incredibly sexy, funny, sweet, interesting, he was open and honest too. Nothing like your ex-fiance. The end of the week, when you could finally sleep with him, couldn't come fast enough. Even though you'd barely known him a week, you had the sexual tension of a 'will they/won't they couple' in the fourth season.

You had to say something before the tension suffocated you. "Do you want to move on to the shoot now?"

"To be honest right now I couldn't give a damn about my art. I want you." Things clattered to the floor as Lucien's broad frame crowded you into the counter. He lifted you back up onto it while trying to always keep his lips in contact with yours. He succeeded for the most part until he chose to connect his lips somewhere else. They made light contact with your neck before meeting the soft exposed flesh of your cleavage. His tongue darted out to lap in between. "What were you saying about missing someone paying attention to these? Can I?"

When you nodded you found yourself stripped to the waist. Two large, nimble hands tweaked your nipple to peaks as they massaged the flesh around them. Soft lips pressed kisses all over before sealing around each nipple it turns to suck gently. The warmth of his mouth along with the perfect amount of pressure had you woefully aroused in moments. The man could do anything he wanted to to you in that moment and you would thank him for it. 

"Bedroom?" The word managed to croak out of your dry throat. 

With a grin on his face Lucien led the way. Somewhere along the way his shirt was lost. When you got him onto his bed he was only in those damned tight jeans.

"Can I?" When he nodded you made quick work of his belt and fly to drag the jeans down his hips.

His boxers soon followed revealing his semi hard length. It was as pretty as the rest of him and you eagerly welcomed it into the warmth of your mouth. Your tongue ran over the soft flesh, you sucked lightly on it then a little harder but….nothing. He wasn't reacting to your touch at all. "Are you alright?"

"Fuck. Sorry. This hasn't happened before. I…" He rolled away from you to tuck away his soft cock.

"It's okay. It's probably just the anxiety. Those attacks leave you drained. It's fine." Your thumbed rubbed circles on his thigh.

That action from a beautiful woman alone would usually have him hard as a rock. He wanted to believe your words but the anxiety talking over them was too loud for him to truly take them in. He'd fuck this up before it began. All his big talk of fucking you hard and he couldn't deliver. He couldn't even get it up. You were so gorgeous but his body refused to reflect his attraction.

"You're right. I should get some sleep." His tone was brisk.

"Alright. Call me tomorrow?"

"Of course." He pressed a kiss to your temple as you climbed off the bed.

"You rest. I'll see myself out." Straightening your clothes, you left his room to find the rest of them and head out.

Lucien didn't call you the next day. He fired off a quick text, telling you he was fine, but he was busy with his other job. A half truth. He wasn't fine, but hopefully, throwing himself into his work would get him there. They had a stand-alone episode slated to record tomorrow. Lucien decided to change it for a small arc. It was a tight time frame, he'd have to get it done before lunch to run it by the writers. The story flowed easily enough. It was done by the time Claude returned for his nap in the midday sun. The story boards were approved by the writers. They loved it. 'A bold take, on some sensitive issues', 'This is what our fans came for.'

It should have helped. It did to a certain extent. He felt a little better. After he let Claude out for the night, had an early night. Thinking of you in his bed, his cock began to stir. A free porn video later and he was coming to the thought of you underneath him.

With his head clearer, he could see that, in his excitement, he was putting way too much pressure on this thing between you. You were smart and understanding. This could be worked through. All he had to do was call you. Easy. Just call. Instead, he tossed his phone, cleaned himself, and spent a sleepless night in his bed. Alone.

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[bouquetface]

hi beautiful, here for the reading.😆saw you on my feed and really love your vedic observations and positive energy.💙💙💙

I'm currently a senior in college and applying for postgraduate education in another country in 2025. But I haven't got everything I needed for the application because of my procrastination.🥺 I'm stressed out, worrying about the future like if I can go to an ideal university or what work I would do after graduation. I'd appreciate it if you could share your insights on my life path.

Btw love in a romantic way never happened in my life. Partially because I have been focusing on my study but mostly my own reason.🫠 Learning to love will be a big subject in my life and you girl just want some romance.🥴

Sorry if I only conveyed negative thoughts about my life but I'm dealing with it positively and always hold hope.✨✨✨ life is long, don't need to rush.😂

Birth Date: December 23, 2002

Birth Time: 5:42 AM

Birth Place: Zhengzhou, China

Current location : Jinan, China

Thanks for your time. Looking forward to your

reply, it will make my day!🥰🥰🥰

Hello, your introduction is great & uni is so stressful it can hard not to be a bit negative. I hope you enjoy this reading.

Family:

Your home life could have been strict. Your parents could be very religious. They taught you these beliefs and morals. They may have taught you about your heritage and origins. They can have high expectations for you.

You may feel at a distant from the parents. You can love them and they love you but still they may not truly understand who you are.

There could have been low self esteem in early years due to a critical & controlling parent. The expectations for you may have been too high.

Early life:

Early life you could have struggled in communication. You can speak without thinking. You can have your words misunderstood. You can have a phase where you struggle to communicate -  due to anxiety over public speaking and/or something like a stutter or lisp.

By adulthood, you can love to talk. You love to share information. You want to discuss broad topics. You want to learn new information. Once you have decided on something, you do not want to be challenged on it. You can hate when people disagree or do not understand your perspective. This can result in slight arrogance and stubbornness.

Career/Money:

It is difficult to predict exact career. However, your career will likely have you in an authority position speaking/preaching/teaching. You could literally become a professor. You could work in finance or law. You would be good at communicating (written & verbal) + managing & analysis.

You will be favoured by authority figures throughout career. You have good morals and you are intelligent. You have a true desire to learn and understand. People will respect this in you. They can bless you with advice/knowledge that will help you. You can easily find promotions.

You will have a good amount of wealth. You’re the type of person who needs wealth to feel secure. You will acquire wealth and still feel it is not enough. This feeling of insecurity when it comes to money will stay with you until very late in life. It is most likely after marriage, you feel safe and secure with what you have. You will be secretive about your wealth. You won’t care to buy expensive items just to show off. You will be good at managing money.

Marriage/Long-term partner:

It is extremely likely your spouse comes from a different background than you - different religion, ethnicity, country or province/state. They have a different cultural upbringing than you. 

You are likely to meet the spouse getting higher education or far from the birth land. This doesn’t always mean you need to leave the country to find your spouse. It will be a location that is foreign to you.

Due to Saturn’s influence, you aren’t likely to meet spouse early. I think you already knew this as you’ve said you’re focused on education. This is truly the best thing to do for this placement.

The spouse is likely to be older and/or mature. They can be disciplined, hardworking and be a respected person in their career and personal life.

You can become more religious after marriage and/or later in life. You can join a religious group or regularly attend church/temple.

The spouse is likely religious too. You have a few indicators of someone who converts for marriage. However, these small indicators can manifest as just being more religious and not changing religions.

You’re likely to have more sons than daughters.

There can be issues with secrecy as you or the spouse could hide things from one another. This isn’t going to be something like cheating. More like someone hides purchases or exact income. Or someone holds back true feeling/opinions to not start an unnecessary argument.

You and the spouse will bring in wealth to the marriage. You are likely to desire control over the money - ex: being responsible for making sure taxes are done, wanting to approve of purchases. You may be hesitant to join money.

Physically the spouse may be tanner or have a reddish skin colour. They are likely to be attractive due to Venus in 7th of navamsa.

Due to Venus in 7th & Saturn in 1st, both you and spouse will mature enough to handle any issues that arise. This will be a lasting marriage.

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Please leave feedback. Thank you! 💕

[starcrossedjedis]

No need to read the Bridgerton books tbh, they're romance novels and let's call them a product of their time. I mean, tastes differ of course, so for the people who enjoy them, good for them. I used to like them years ago and still like some aspects of them but... in particularly Eloise's book is just a no for me nowadays (but I guess it's many ppls favorite so... maybe it's just me). btw there is an older Featherington sister in the books called Felicity (but that's about all I remember so I guess it's not that important) - I *think* she was pretty much normal and nice, but it's been ages, so I could be wrong. Anyway, love your ideas!! With Bridgerton S3 coming up, this is sure to make many Bridgerton OC creators happy!

It's not that I mind the books or anything, it's just not the genre I usually reach for.

As for the show, I watched it when it first came out and thought it was okay. Solid show with a pretty handsome cast.

I probably wouldn't even have thought about making an OC for it, but when That™️ scene with Daphne and Simon came (and I learned that it was taken from the actual book) it pissed me off so bad that Kitty popped into my mind as a "we say Daphne Bridgerton has no right but the right to gtfo" OC 😅

(Also, pulling out is not contraception there was no need to go there to breach the topic at all)

And because I am really, really bad at stopping myself I made her some BFFs (Poppy and Charlie) who... yes, also spiralled out of proportion 😆

I never made more than one singular gifset for Kitty and Simon after season 1 and then season 2 just didn't really do it for me, so I didn't go back.

But I stumbled upon the sneaky peeks for Pen and Colin last night and my brain went "if Poppy ever finds out he said that, Colin better sleep with one eye open" 😄

And here we are today 🐝

PS: from what I gathered I am kinda hoping they scrap the whole Eloise and Sir Philip thing, because it grosses me out a bit, but I can understand how hardcore fans feel very passionate about them and would be disappointed, so 🤗

[mysticsparklewings]

Obscutober 2024 Day 24: Cordate 💗

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Cordate (adj.)

heart-shaped

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Just 7 days of Inktober left to go, and fortunately I got a bit of break with one of the more simple words that I’ve really been looking forward to. 💕 

I’m not thrilled to be posting it so late, but I had to get some housework done first. 😅

Click the "Keep Reading" and we'll talk a bit more about my general thoughts/process. ✨

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I do apologize to any Sparklers that enjoy these descriptions that this is now the third one (and second in a row) that I had to to drop the art without a description and run. 😅

I was really hoping it wouldn't come to that today, since today was both a simpler word and one I'd bee looking forward to...But I also knew some housework really needed to be done before anything else today, and whether or not I had to post this one in a rush was really going to come down to what time I had left after the housework, even if the art itself didn't take that much time to make. And as you might guess, the housework ended up running on the long side. 🫠

But, hey, at least I did get it all done with time to spare—the housework and artwork alike.

That said, as I mentioned before, this was one of the simpler words that made the prompt list, so that means I actually don't have a ton to report on for this description anyway. 😅 Still, I'll tell you what I can!

Starting with: This was actually one of the words I picked out a little earlier on when I was putting the prompt list and I'd hoped to find more like it—As in still a word you definitely don't typically hear very often, but the actual concept/definition is very simple and distinct.

I ended up a little disappointed in my search on that front, but I do think that's part of why I ended up looking forward to this one as much as I did; I knew there was at least one word coming up where the basis and color palette for the word would be about as crystal-clear as I could possibly ask for. 😆

You might think: Oh but Mystic, how is "heart-shaped" that different from "crescent-moon-shaped" for Day 13? At least if you're talking about art direction clarity...

Because, dear Sparklers, I could already think of more "logical" ways to incorporate the classic heart shape into mandala motifs and it was considerably easier to find existing motifs on the interwebs when I needed help filling in "gaps" left by the ideas I had on my own.

Have I mentioned before that that's something I really love about mandalas? All the different motifs, ways to combine them, and how regularly it seems people share little tutorials for them? I don't think I have, so there ya go!

In this case, my favorite borrowed motif is the largest heart edge, which was inspired by this motif. I had to work around a considerable amount of the smaller motifs I'd already done, but I tried to preserve what I liked the most about the original design: How the two "bumps" remind me of a semicolon. And if you know one of the metaphorical application of semicolons, you might understand why I feel that's kind of a more subtle, poetic inclusion in an artwork themed around hearts. ❤️‍🩹

Which reminds me, on the other hand: In another timeline, I might have chosen to go less generally on-the-nose and tried to do something more subtly heart-shape-inspired. After all, the definition is heart-shaped, not just hearts. But like I alluded to at the beginning, since I had a lot already on my plate today, I really needed the more simple path-of-least-resistance.

Besides, again as I sort of already said in other words, I was happy to take that simpler path today. I think I would've been even if I'd had all the time in the world. And the mandala came out so wonderfully bright for it, too! Playing with the very stereotypically pinks and reds was fun! 😃

In the end, I can't say this one is my absolute favorite to look at—too many other strong contenders already in the running for that!—but it just might've been my favorite to make, even despite not having a ton of time to do it in.

Let's see, I think that's the artwork for today covered. But I also wanted to mention: My gosh, I can hardly believe we have just 7 days left to go. 😱

I'm normally a little surprised how October can feel like both the longest month ever while simultaneously going by faster than I can blink, but I think this year has really taken the cake in that department.

Ah well; 'Tis the nature of the beast, I suppose. I should probably be more concerned with just making it through this last week. There's so much to do, lots of things not even Obscutober-related I'd like to get done before the month is over. 😅

On that note, I'll leave you Sparklers here for tonight while I go see if I can get some more of those things done...Or maybe not done, but at least make some progress. 🤪 See you all tomorrow! 🤗

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[doevademe]

ok! As a counter for that last ask! Cause I think Percy would never forget Nico even if he s intoxicated to his last brain cell or mind whipped by Juno!!! I propose this version (which is hilarious to me may I add) 😆:

Nico, trying to get a drunk Percy to the car (or to a dark corner to shadow jump) : c'mon dear we gotta get you home-

Percy who's completely plastered: GET YOUR WHORE HANDS OFF ME!!! I HAVE A FUCKING BOYFRIEND!

Nico: ... I am extremely proud and offended at the same time.

[Anon means this drabble]

Nico entered the bar carefully, trying to not draw any attention to himself.

He had recieved an IM from Jason from the bar's very dirty bathroom so he could pick up Percy, who had apparently fallen victim to Leo's pranks and spiked cocktails.

He would have let it run its course if not for Percy saying way too loudly, "Jay! I'm starting to think that Margarita Sunrise lied about being a virgin!" before an embarrassed son of Jupiter ended the connection.

"Nico!" Jason called him looking relieved. "Thank the gods, your boyfriend is out of control!"

"Hi, Jason," Nico shouted to be heard over the loud music. "The place looks very unflooded, how bad could it really be?"

"Well..."

"—And believe me, I met Misery, and you reek it!" He heard the love of his life say behind him. He turned around to see him talking to a man built like a fridge, who looked more and more displeased by the second. "With some luck, you'll see that happiness is not found at the bottom of a bottle."

And then the unthinkable happened. The man's eyes welled up in tears and he hugged Percy. Nico turned to look at Jason, who just massaged his temples.

"He already made Leo cry too," he said. "And three other people, including the bouncer who tried to throw him out for dragging the mood down."

Nico sighed and approached Percy, who stumbled unfocused and said, "Hokay! Who's next?"

"Hey, caro," he greeted, giving him his best disarming smile. Percy blinked and looked him up and down.

"Pretty..." he mumbled, making Nico smile.

"You're very drunk, aren't you?"

"...Maybe a bit," he admitted after a few seconds. He leaned in close as if he was about to whisper, but kept the same volume as he said, "Don't tell anyone, but I think someone spiked my drink!"

Nico chuckled. Of course drunk Percy was adorable.

"Come on, I better get you home so you can sleep off the—"

"Woah, woah!" Percy took a step back holding his hands up to prevent Nico from grabbing him. "Hands off, pretty boy!"

"Percy, what are—?"

"Don't touch me with your sexy hands, you hussy! I have a boyfriend!"

A million thoughts went through Nico's brain as he tried to understand what Percy had just said. From the fact that Percy didn't recognize him, yet still seemed loyal to him, to the fact that he had called him a hussy.

"Hussy?" Was all he could say. Percy frowned.

"Yeah, who else would go to bars, looking all attractive and tempting, and picking up guys, strumpet!" Percy crossed his arms. "But I have my Nico, and he's a thousand times better than you could ever hope to be!"

Nico blinked.

"I... have never been so flattered and offended at the same time," Nico managed to get out. Percy looked away. "What if I take you to your Nico? Preferably before you bring out the thessaurus for more words for escorts."

The idea made Percy smile. He nodded and held out his hand.

"No touching below the waist though... or above, ar anywhere but my hand!" he warned. Nico rolled his eyes and nodded. Percy seemed satisfied and looked behind him. "Bye Jay! This tramp will take me to Nico!"

Nico turned to see his friend trying hard to hold his laughter. He glared before taking Percy's hand and shoving him into the darkest corner.

He wasn't sure if he should congratulate or chew out Percy the next day, but he was certain that Jason would face his wrath come morning.