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#My heart is difficult and my brain is broken but I still move forward until I can stand on my own...#personal#when the bipolar jumps out i stand my ground#when the depression seeps further i dont move#when the soul screams. I hold it#i hold her... i hold her tightly.#she used to be much harder to hold#but#... she knows the damaged she'll do when... under that pressure. when the voices win.#the voices will never win.#... it always sounds tempting to self destruct#...#but im only 26 so i cant destroy my life yet. i have so much to live for and to look forward to#thats what i tell her#when it looks grim i just wait till it doesnt anymore#... it hurts#but pain is a form of growing#and maybe one day it wont hurt anymore.#or not and i have to live with that#live with the fact that there is no cure for My emotions. my feelings.#they hurt me. they exist too much. they are nonsensical. they kill me.#.eh i take it when it comes.#can you tell i just had an episode#im talking as if ive made a new revelation on my life#thats the power of mental illness. the cycles i go through#the downs and the ups and the reinforcement.#...makes no goddamn sense dont it lmfao
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Trying to cure
#elden ring#elden ring fanart#elden ring miquella#miquella fanart#malenia blade of miquella#malenia goddess of rot#elden ring malenia#malenia fanart#miquella the kind#miquella the unalloyed#elden ring art#I wanted to show how she trusted her brother unconditionally#and his sadness bc he realises the golden needles are not an absolute medicine#and that she is in pain actually and holds on him tightly#shura draws qq
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"I wish to hold your hand tightly. Your most loyal yet worst friend, Windsong." why are you like this. fruit
#oh lala gayass#'i wish to hold your hand tightly' -> fucking. guy sending out love letters to his lover out in the front lines lookin ass message.#windsong#name day#leonid#vila#reverse 1999#certified storm moments#i wanna chew on her like im a dog who's been thrown a beef trachea dog chew#yes vila's event ended like an hour ago but im posting about it in the tag
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—————Beachside Dreams: The Start of Forever —————
It’s the wonderful @bunnions BIRTHDAY YALL (July 13) so from the bottom of my heart I wish her the happiest birthday, CHEERS 🥂 To one of the prettiest, kindest woman I’ve met. And you should celebrate her too!!!
She commissioned me a a little bit ago and when I heard the idea it hit me just right in my heart, loving partners and a romantic love story and I am super excited because it challenged me once more, but I also feel like I could make someone’s wish come true on their birthday 🥳 because she deserves the world and more on her special day💕🤲 
And of course is it a m-ete0ra commission if you don’t find the Easter egg!? Find it if y’all can! Hint: it’s hidden in the background…. Or is it…
#sappy ahhhh mete0ra#☄️ ora talks#katsuki bakugou#bakugou x reader#I know I draw him a lot but every time I do I feel like I make one so very happy which is why I will never stop#Happy birthday to my most wonderful friend#May we be friends in every universe#bnha x reader#bnha commission#BARK BARK AT BUNNIONS BECAUSE WE GO FERAL ON DISCORD#Voted gods little lamb most likely to be slaughtered (cult of the lamb references)#I wanna believe that after they kissed they bumped foreheads#CANON I MAde it canon#bakugou grips her waist way to tightly like bunnions might disappear#OMG YALL NEW IDEA#HIS RING GETS STUCK ON HER HAIR AT THEIR WEDDING#BECAUSE HE CANT NOT HOLD HER CLOSE CUZ SHES AO MUCH MORE THAN HE DESERVES#HES AFRAID OF LOSING HER#LOSING HER…… To me MUAHHAHAHA (EVIL GREMLIN LAUGHJ#happy birthday bunnions#may we celebrate next year together too#❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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I think if marcille opened her mind a little beyond her mild butchphobia she'd honestly find postcanon more masc-presenting Falin SO hot like... Falin travelling the world and bringing her gifts from faraway countries, climbing in through her window late at night upon return to see her before anyone else. Literally the prince of Marcille's dreams if only she could see it. She's not quite there yet but she'll get it eventually I believe in her.
#dungeon meshi#farcille#falin touden#marcille donato#let's be clear Falin is not butch YET but she could be and I think she wants to#also marcille doesn't really hate butches she just has the elf-typical predisposition to femininity generally#and falin-resembling-laios trauma specifically#but at the end of canon we see her aware of how tightly she's been holding onto falin and ready to let go a little#not love her less! just... not try to shield or baby her anymore#and so i'm confident she'll make peace with the gender thing too and WHEN SHE DOES... ohohoho#marcille is about to experience attraction in shrimp colours
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#michael kaiser#blue lock#bllk kaiser#fanart#dark souls inspired#bllk ness#lmao my friend who hasnt read the manga was like omg isnt this kinda mean to ness and im like NO he would THANK ME#that man would think it is an honor to serve kaiser ok lmaooo no snakes were harmed in the making of this <3#bruh i went OFF on the borders but lowkey burned myself out too 🤪🤪 consistent lighting? dunno her#the mitre stays ON. that's built in rattails right there. once you see it you cant go back xD#do i actually know anything about gwyndolin? my fanart is unfortunately vibes only and im not liable to any characterization errors lmao#kaiser cant really kick with the snake legs but maybe he can lob soccer balls or fireballs at ppl lolol#me holding kaiser tightly: you. youre my new fav doll now#its something about the eyeliners + the only way to fix him is to make him worse and humble him more vibes#hamster product
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Gelphie Femslash February Day 1: Shiz Era
#gelphie#gelphiefemslashfeb#elphaba thropp#galinda upland#glinda upland#wicked#wicked musical#jennifer dinoia#kara lindsay#misc scenes#damn the contrast between everyone running away from elphaba at first and then glinda becoming real touchy with her is really stark here#kinda adds a whole new layer to elphaba holding her so tightly during that little hug#i'm fine.#screams and cries and throws up#there is a touch starved elphaba fic waiting to be written lana i hope you're reading this
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Someone she knows just had a baby and Mau is asked if she wants to hold it, how odes she react?
follow-up question is she good with kids?
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Thank you so much for the ask, @coffeintheface, it was super cute to draw! I love to dive into such cozy scenes, they soothe me, and I hope you'll feel that warmth, too. ✨💖✨
And it was the perfect opportunity to show Mau as a kid. :3 Augusto daily tried his best to braid her hair, let's praise the man, he's a pro now. x))
#uwu ty again for the ask hug you tightly <333#coffeintheface#heldig arts#lackadaisy#lackadaisy oc#maura venza oc#augusto venza oc#new tags arrive#niccolò rickaby oc#leone riva oc#sebastian riva oc#yup it's baby seb in the cradle x))#i told you it will be kind of an unexpected appearance :D#also i accidentially drew the cradle looking like a cookie with strawberry glaze xDD#fun fact: when I drew the second frame I had in mind pictures of my older sister holding baby me x3 i love her so much#lackadaisy ocs#lackadaisyocs#lackadaisyoc#artists on tumblr#art#furry anthro#furry art#anthro art#sebastian riva#leone riva#maura venza#augusto venza#niccolò rickaby
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Concept: elf tav who is just under 300, all of her children died as adventurers or guards. Her husband and her became vastly different people in the wake of all the grief. They havent spoken in years, incapable of existing around each other before breaking down. The journey after the crash she keeps seeing shadows her kids in the various party members and as such she desperately wants to help them. Save them in ways she couldn't for her own children. A pillar of love and guidance because her children may be gone, but she will always be a mother.
#molten rambles#bg3#hugging karlach tightly when her engine slightly stabalizes and losing sleep trying to research a cure#chastising gale for thinking he should kill himself and repeating constantly that he does matter#giving shadowheart the love she missed out on and encouraging her to save her parents#knowing if she had the chance shed bear any pain to keep her kids with her#knowing astarion is trying to manipulate her with a lust she doesnt have for him but holding his hand gently as comfort#being aware that arguing with Lae'zel won't help her but that she can figure things out with guidance#getting into a verbal sparring match with duke ravengard because “how dare you toss out your son”#delighting in the tiefling kids and even thinking their chaos is a bit funny because it reminds her of old times#she'd be best friends with Jaheira#dote on minsc#and in general find Halsin's presence very calming while she invites him to have tea#dont feel like replaying the game cause im mid jubilee run#but i think ill sketch her up#oh man imagine her trying to talk down astarion and failing#how disappointed shed be in any of the companions willingly ascending
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#just something about taissa always there to hold shauna in her grief#shauna's best friend dies and tai is Right there with her. holding her tightly. not letting her be alone in that moment#and then shauna's baby dies and taissa again is the one to hold her. to be right there with her#shauna holding the dead bodies of the people she loves and taissa holding shauna#they just mean a lot to me. i love them sooooo much ok. <3#also the way taissa is always sobbing too. like she loves shauna and she feels so deeply and she is SUCH a good friend. she feels that loss#for herself but she feels it for shauna too#taissa turner#shauna shipman#taishauna#shaissa#shaunatai#tw death#yellowjackets#*
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#SoftHands™
#911#911onfox#911edit#4x14#athena grant#bobby nash#bathena#bathenaedit#bobby x athena#gifs#mine#im still not over this soft moment#of her kissing his hands and then you can see her rubbing her thumbs softly over his knuckles I just---#like the way she has both her hands caging his holding it so tightly#got me in a chokehold with tears streaming down on my face
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I finally made the redesign of one of my Ocs, after spending my time daydreaming with her lore
Her name is Melone Yugjin, she's from a specie of ocean pest (they eat everything that moves, edible or not)
Speaking about some details, the bite off fin is from when she hatched, one of her siblings ate her ear off, well, she ate him back but whatever, that's life (no, that's not a trauma for her)
The tag in her ear is a sign that she passed the period of education in learning how to live in a society, it means she's less likely to keep killing everything
This is all superficial and she got more depths, so please don't mistake her as "oho edge monster blood kill kill"
Also also, here's how she first looked like (those are her first drawing from 2021):
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Bland and boring, like unseasoned food, only personality? Shy and keychan, she was just someone friend with no backstory or anything at her own, my other Oc, Mori, was like a savior for a bunch of Ocs from the same world (one got kind of villainized and i got fix that), everyone got their own worth when she arrived (i mean as in the creative process and not inside the story)
Maybe i say some more about Melone in the future
#digital art#digital illustration#original art#digital drawing#art#fish oc#oc drawing#oc design#oc redesign#oc redraw#oc artist#oc art#oc description#oc#my oc art#oc species#oc lore#lore#drawing#digital artist#small artist#artists on tumblr#im holding back so tightly to not just puke everything about her ahhh i need to yap about my ocs help#redesign#humanoid
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shitting myself over mavu's character story 5 what do you mean mavuika genuinely does not see it as necessary or something she would or ever need to do, speaking of your sadness and the way the years you left behind have burrowed and carved out a space that could never again be filled. what do you mean you choose to remain at a distance and to speak fondly of the things that make you smile but rarely if at all of the ones that stir the depths of your heart, where only a hollow cavity sits. mavuika sweetheart beloved sunshine, do you not know the beauty of sadness—that it is to be shared, for the burden to be made light? to shoulder the weight of your pain and the loneliness and the resignation that the life you led is gone and everything truly familiar to you could never again be—
#🌑 chuca rambles#mavuika you ruin me. utterly#i think i felt a piece of me just break off#god why is she like this. i hate her (painfully and endearingly)#agonising this woman. infuriating#i just want to take her by the shoulders and yell at her for being an idiot sandwich trying to play atlas#you're so loved. god you are so loved in the past present and future#come sit at the table. put your strength down. we're sitting here with you#i'll peel you oranges and you can speak of anything and everything and i'll kiss you soft in the in betweens#or say nothing at all but god. never just hold on to it#d'you think she holds on so tightly to the memory of those she loves in her mind#because it's something she never wants to see changed by time like she was#to hold everything in those precious moments as they were and always would be#i need mavuika to just cry fr. kiss her tears away and everything#just let her feel
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happy fathers day. throws pebbles at you🥚
going to start barking and tearing this apart with my teeth THANK YOUUUUUU
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#we have mail :]#qsmp#qsmp art#FUCKING DIES?!?$??@ BLOWS UP AND EXPLODES?!?(?#I LOVE YOU?!#HIS DAUGHTER IS SO HAPPY AND HEALTHY!!!!!!#WITH HER GLOCK#soap im catching the pebbles and this little drawing and holding onto it very very tightly
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on the topic of my nihility!aventurine au, but nihility's connection with losing bits of yourself is so fun. like, memory, taste, fear, i'd argue also hearing, sight, speech, belief, touch/physical sensations, etc.
so in context of nihility!aven, i was contemplating what the best option would be for him to lose— it needs to affect him thematically and in his day to day life, but i still wanted to keep his cultural connections (ie not losing memory or belief) and i realized i was already making connections to the stellaron hunters with his group, so... fear!
it'd be such a fascinating thing for aven to lose because his fear is so interconnected with his belief system. he inadvertently prays every time he takes a risky gamble, and his whole shaking hand thing directly correlates to his fear of this being the last time the gaiathra triclops will close her eyes for him.
so even if aven doesn’t lose his belief in his goddess, by losing his fear he’s losing that ability to pray naturally to her. he doesn’t have a reason to be afraid of losing/afraid his goddess' blessing will be lost because he can’t feel fear. so aven, here, has to want to believe and want to create a synthetic/his own personal relationship to his goddess outside his gambling as a result. i guess his belief would look more ‘traditional’ in a sense as a result— taking time to pray every day, setting up something in his house to remember, recreating cultural practices that he half-remembers, if only to not lose that connection.
#the lovers’ crossroad au#hsr#aventurine#aven's religion is soooo important to his character. it informs so much more abt his character than ppl realize#regardless of if u think mama fenge is ena not real or a folk goddess or something else. aven believes in her & that's important#like he could just throw her away. her 'blessing' seems to also be a 'curse'. but he hides her just like he covers his name#bc its protecting his vulnerability but also its something personal and something integral to his culture and family#and he holds so tightly onto anything that comforts him in regards to his fam even though he also hides it#thoughts#obviously i have religious trauma but im so obsessed w personal belief systems separate from organized religion
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my light in the darkness my shining star in the sky the love of my life th
#trying to stylize her....#the situation is getting dire i NEED to kick the recreation project back into high gear#cause even if i do manage to get my hands on like a Legit kitty id be scared to hold her as tightly as i want to#since its like. a 30 year old toy at this point i think if i accidentally damaged an actual og kenner kitty id walk off a bridge
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