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chucapybara · 15 days ago

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shitting myself over mavu's character story 5 what do you mean mavuika genuinely does not see it as necessary or something she would or ever need to do, speaking of your sadness and the way the years you left behind have burrowed and carved out a space that could never again be filled. what do you mean you choose to remain at a distance and to speak fondly of the things that make you smile but rarely if at all of the ones that stir the depths of your heart, where only a hollow cavity sits. mavuika sweetheart beloved sunshine, do you not know the beauty of sadness—that it is to be shared, for the burden to be made light? to shoulder the weight of your pain and the loneliness and the resignation that the life you led is gone and everything truly familiar to you could never again be—

#🌑 chuca rambles #mavuika you ruin me. utterly #i think i felt a piece of me just break off #god why is she like this. i hate her (painfully and endearingly)#agonising this woman. infuriating #i just want to take her by the shoulders and yell at her for being an idiot sandwich trying to play atlas #you're so loved. god you are so loved in the past present and future #come sit at the table. put your strength down. we're sitting here with you #i'll peel you oranges and you can speak of anything and everything and i'll kiss you soft in the in betweens #or say nothing at all but god. never just hold on to it #d'you think she holds on so tightly to the memory of those she loves in her mind #because it's something she never wants to see changed by time like she was #to hold everything in those precious moments as they were and always would be #i need mavuika to just cry fr. kiss her tears away and everything #just let her feel

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