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yall i am so fucking exhausted, my 4 hours of sleep is catching up to me and there's actually no amount of aderall in the world that can get me through another 3 hour lecture
#cookie speaks#end me#i have midterms tomorrow#i haven't studied for one of them at all#and it's... finally hitting me#right now#in the middle of a project#that im probably fucked#but it's fine everything is fine#im doing well in that class#the one im not doing well in>#?#probablu fucked there too#but oh welll#i've done as much as i could
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obviously the russell brand (also john tavares? lmao?) 'protection' amulet is a huge horrible scam, but i do sort of wonder about the EMF exposure stuff. most of it is absolutely crackpot nonsense, but the general understanding that sensitivity to e.g. 5G is a horseshit conservative thing does kind of prevent us from investigating further, i think? and while i have no particular belief that cellphone radiation is deadly or whatever the story is, i do think that blasting increasingly high-frequency radiation in populated areas is deserving of robust safety investigation. when you say stuff like this, the studies cited in response are mostly from, like, the LTE era, and we are using different hardware, way more people are using cellular data constantly, and 5G towers need to be placed more densely to work well (there's something of a speed/range trade-off). meanwhile, network providers & cell phone manufacturers are planning already for 6G, with an expected rollout in 2030. i swear to god i am not trying to be a luddite here OR agree with a regular patron at a previous library where i worked, who insisted that other people having cell phones in the library caused her physical pain & would shout at staff & other library users about it. but i don't have a great deal of trust in american regulators (consider, for example, that the 5G frequency ranges that the FCC licensed out included frequencies that interfere with some altimeters and weather satellites), and i have no trust whatsoever in the large companies who are driving this change. i mean, i also have questions about whether any of these improvements are warranted, but then i am still cheerfully using my 4G potato phone with no complaints
#that patron was Extremely Difficult but of course one sympathizes#all i'm saying is that i always see this treated as a closed question but it is an extremely popular 'alt-med' type thing#so i wonder if there is something to it! we have been wrong about safety stuff before!!#there are also obvious environmental questions about the upgrade cycle & equally obvious security questions about broadcast networks#we're not even up to the centennial of the idea of a transistor man there is so much stuff we haven't had time to figure out#although ftr if i am picking an urban environmental danger to investigate/mitigate it's air pollution not cell phones. no contest not close#of course if you know of more recent studies please share them!!!
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#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#okay but this made me laugh so hard just because of how much it reminds me of misao JSJSJ LOL because she has had like casual 'flings'-#with people and is an addictive personality as i've talked about here once which includes her being a love junkie + getting into-#relationships with people because she is in love with the IDEA of being in love though falling in love with someone can't just happen-#like magic as it involves a bunch of hormones and stuff but misao kind of somewhat hopes that this person of interest to her will somehow-#complete her life anyhow which... yeah can definitely raise a few problems as people with a love addiction often attract love-#avoidant people because both of these types of people generally have a fear of being abandoned and controlled.#but whenever it comes to love-avoidant individual's they're also emotionally unavailable so 😬#it's unfortunately kinddd of a recipe for an unhealthy relationship that could very well lead to the both of them being in a bad place-#once they break up as misao as a love addict is constantly seeking out new love in particular as a lot of excitement and good feelings-#come with this particular type of love in particular. so yeahhh - i know that this may be a bit of a weird picture to do a meta to but-#SHHH lol i just thought it could possibly relate to her more long-term relationships that she's had with people as misao-#tends to avoid feelings of vulnerability with people as you may all know and so this leads to both her + the other person not really-#knowing what they are BC they haven't really established that deeper connection even though they've been together for a while.#not to say that i'm trying to blame misao for having problems with opening up or anything like that but she has a very disorganized-#attachment style i think and that leads to her often doing this continuous 'push and pull' thing in her romantic/sexual ships#where one moment she will want to be attached to the hip to them but the next she will be cold and distant from them.#so yeahhh. misao is honestly kind of like what i've said barton is before: a cake inside of a cake because i feel like she's got sides of-#herself that she doesn't even know about because she's been scared of being fully emotionally vulnerable with someone for a while now sadly#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.
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@daisyishedwig tagged me to "post the posters of your top 9 favourite films, in order!"
I'm going to do gifs instead because that's less work for me. Also, I have many many favorite movies, so these are the nine(+) of my favorite movies that I can think of at the moment.
Bonus:
#some I haven't seen in a while but they really affected me when I watched them#looking at this list makes me think maybe I shouldn't have dropped out of Mandarin in college LOL#alas it's kind of hard to study written Mandarin when your tendonitis is so bad you can barely use your hands#which is why I dropped it#spoken Mandarin was fun but I don't remember much#tumblr memes#tumblr games#tumblr meme#ask game#me!#four out of these movies are at least partially in Mandarin#7 at least partially in English#one in Japanese if you don't watch it dubbed#wild that no German movies made it on to this list#maybe that's the next time I get tagged#oh yeah and one of these movies is in no language at all unless you count a smattering of written scene titles
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i need to work on my chengxian fics....
#one of them isn't even chengxian really it's mostly just a character study of jiang cheng and his relationship with wwx#and i've built it up in my brain as my magnum opus which makes it impossible to complete#“oh danny you ship chengxian?” they live in my soul and take me apart piece by piece#it's not so much that i ship them romantically it's that they're two skeletons in the same pair of ruins#who were so close together where they were buried that when archaeologists found them#centuries later when half their bones are dust#and the world around them has changed#they are reconstructed as one body. wwx's femur to jc's pelvis. jc's skull to wwx's c1 vertibrae#the version of their relationship in my brain is too weird for platonic cheng&xian likers i think#they are yuri to me#in the way that yuri is about the love between two people as ambiguous and ephemeral and all-consuming#they have the same relationship that you had with your childhood best friend who you don't love anymore but you also Do still love#just because it's part of you just because it's in your blood#even though you haven't talked to them in years#and who you think you could have married if you had both chosen just one thing differently.#“danny that's an insane thing to say about a pairing you just said you don't ship romantically” well maybe you just don't understand love.
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God I don't wanna go to work today, all my classes are 🫠🫠 and the weather is 🫠🫠 and my brain is 🫠🫠
#chough chatterings#first class is 11 kids with mean girls vibes and like 3 adhd kids and one who's too young for the class so juggling it all is a nightmare#the other classes i have some good kids but again lots of adhd kids that make classroom management difficult#it's such a frustrating experience bc they enjoy the games once we get to them#but we can't play the games if we haven't studied the target sentences first#but making them sit down and shut up long enough to spend all of 3 minutes looking at the target sentences takes like 10 mins#and then we only have maybe 5 minutes for the game#or sometimes i have to cut the game completely bc it takes them THAT long to clean up we have to start cleaning up 10 mins early#it's not their fault but that doesn't make it any less frustrating#i'm hoping as they get more used to me and my routine they'll figure out the connection#it's happened with my other classes so i think i've just gotta give it time
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It's been a bit so I thought I'd check in
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Rel, my love and dear 😭💝
I've been doing good, thank you so much for stopping by! These weeks offline did me good, social media really is... a happening 😮💨
I'll try to keep being more off than online, especially because obligatory internships are approaching and yo sis is about to get her ass beat up by university life 🫂 Oh, yeah... it's all coming together /despair
I missed this hellsite, and I missed you the most 🥺💝 How have you been, honey? Hope you're good!
#mira.jpeg#remember that one post i made before disappearing? saying i needed to study and turn in many assignments? so. yeah.#i haven't turned them in yet.#exemplary student right there y'all 🫂#now i'll need to hurry tf up cause deadline's breathing down my neck even though i had more than one month to do it all#but nooooo i Must procrastinate on it so the self imposed pressure gets me moving#🤡🤡🤡
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#blessings roll call!#feel free to hop in the tags or replies <3#started my new job this week-- working as a PT tech at a rehab clinic#that training is going well and it's such a blessing to not have to be actively searching for a job during the semester#since I've got a very full class schedule trying to find time to apply and interview would be a nightmare rn#so grateful that got done literally right before the semester picked up#and now I can focus on learning the job. also praise that all my coworkers are kind and patient.#school is going better than expected. there's a lot to do but so far I'm doing really well in all my classes#and singing in choir has been such a joy!#we have so many gorgeous pieces including a Sara Teasdale poem arranged for chorale#it sounds heavenly! the solo is lovely and the alto part is a lot of sustained notes that come together with the other parts to make this#insane almost organ-like sound#got to chat with my bestie today at my other job which was good#homemade soup!#food in general actually. The first week or two of the semester I was subsisting on nothing or junk food#and got to the point where I was starting to feel like crap and went grocery shopping#I've been bringing meals to college and work the last 2 weeks and it's made such a difference!#and I missed eating vegetables and actually getting protein so now I have nutrient-dense meals and it's great#actually getting close to enough sleep and it's been great#talked to my grandparents about visiting over Christmas break and they're down so I might be going to see them soon!#hanging out with my sister a bit more now that we drive to school together#despite being super busy it's been a good month. ups and downs but overall the best September I've had in a while#prayer request-- the one thing I haven't been consistent with is my quiet times.#definitely struggling in that area right now. please pray I can spend time in worship and prayer and study even when I don't feel like it <#college chronicles#journal
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It sucks there aren't more JP>EN translators in the GG community because it feels like I'm just pulling shit out of my ass half the time but no one's ever written me a strongly worded letter about how one of my translations is entirely wrong so it must be at least slightly convincing shit haha...
#textpost#I've been studying Japanese off and on for something like 6 years now and I still feel like an utter beginner at it ngl#The more popular my translations get the more this kinda weighs on me to be honest#There's a certain level of quality I feel obligated to maintain and if I make a mistake a LOT of people will see it now#It's not like when I first started doing these where maybe ~30 people max would see them#Some of these have had tens of thousands of views. My Twitter page's gotten 100k views in one day after posting a translation before 😬#I think I might take a short break from translating after I post GGCA 06+07 and focus on studying more before starting 08#Chapter 08 is a really long one. It'll be easy to clean but there's a bunch of text in it#I still enjoy doing these and don't plan on stopping 100% btw. Can't stop when I haven't even gotten to the Denki Akiba chapter yet lol#But it wigs me out a little when I think too hard about all this haha#Need to become more reclusive.... Make it so you can only get my attention by hanging up bounty posters.... (JK JK JK JK)
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does anyone have any badger puns i'm dying over here
#for the Danny Phantom Shapeshifter AU#i tried looking it up but all that comes up is wisconsin puns#& the only one i've thought of is a single sett pun#for the record Danny can turn into a european badger. not an american badger#i just think they look neat. also they're more social & are generally bigger i believe. & more thoroughly studied#despite this i'm fine with whatever badger pun i can get at this point#do shows with a ton of puns have to have one guy on the team who's really good at coming up with them cuz like this is so hard T-T#los campesinos new album save me.................................#i'm also procrastinating writing this shit cuz like who knew writing the aftermath of biting the shit out of someone is so difficult#i've only written werewolf stuff (Black Dog & the WWAUs) so biting has either been a thing they avoid or has an easy aftermath#just being able to bite people with the only consequences being they have a bite wound is like. a whole other thing#in FOtPoD Danny doesn't even bite people i don't think? i think he may bite someone one time during a fight or something#that shit is a million words so i can't remember everything that happens#& in DIM & Quickhatch i haven't written enough of those to really say#& even if they bite someone i feel like that would have Much Bigger Consequences#i need to go back over Finding the Fox. for research
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fears.
bold any fears which apply to your muse. italicize what makes them uncomfortable.
the dark ⋆ fire ⋆ open water ⋆ deep water ⋆ being alone ⋆ crowded spaces ⋆ confined spaces ⋆ change ⋆ failure ⋆ war ⋆ loss of control ⋆ powerlessness ⋆ prison ⋆ blood ⋆ drowning ⋆ suffocation ⋆ public speaking ⋆ natural animals ⋆ the supernatural ⋆ heights ⋆ death ⋆ dying ⋆ intimacy ⋆ rejection ⋆ abandonment ⋆ loss ⋆ the unknown ⋆ the future ⋆ not being good enough ⋆ scary stories ⋆ speaking to new people ⋆ poverty ⋆ loud noises ⋆ being touched ⋆ forgetting ⋆ being forgotten ⋆ hospitals
bertolt suffers from thanatophobia, the feeling of dread, apprehension or solicitude when one thinks of the process of their own death/dying, as opposed to necrophobia, which is a specific fear of dead or dying people and/or things. despite his calmness and fearlessness in the face of death and destruction, he is absolutely terrified of dying himself. if he feels as though his life is in danger, he won’t hesitate to act and it is one of the only things that will get him to act.
he also fears failure, namely where his mission is concerned. loss of control when it comes to his fellow agents (particularly his control over reiner) or the direction of the mission also applies (also loss in general).
after being abandoned and left to die in canon, he fears a repeat of said events in survival aus.
tagged by. taken from my old blog. tagging. feel free to steal, i'm tagging you if you're reading anyway >:)
#i . ooc .#ii . headcanon .#ii . study .#Coming @ you with another taggerino#I steal the ones I haven't reposted from my old blog as an excuse to reshare some hcs hehe.#Some are also very dependent on verse so I left most of them as uncomfortable for now and bolded the ones across most verses...#E.g. A fear of prison would develop in a captured AU at the end of RTS arc.#Hospitals because. We don't know what kind of tests and treatment he was subjected to as a Warrior cadet. And he'd always have to see his#Father in one and we know the Marleyans didn't treat them very well. War n death making him uncomfy is understandable.#Speaking to new people/Rejection/Intimacy - mostly because of them finding out who he is and not trying to understand.#Being forgotten/Being alone/Powerlessness - more so at the end of his life. Being left to die with no help and no loved ones. *Cries*#Others I left unformatted COULD be applied but it's headcanons or certain verses?? I'd be here all day if I went through them all haha
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it's midterms season. i'm so tired. there's so many art stuff I need to get done and one of our instructors seem to get off at assigning as many projects to their students as possible
#the kicker?#its a minor subject#as they always are sksksks#my major subjects i get since obvs its there to improve artistic skills#one minor subject project is totally my own fault#sjnce i decided to ne extra by making a miniature house out of cardboard with as much detail as possible#the other minor subject is a good ol exam which i haven't studied for#and basically haven't learned anything bc he's such a boring teacher 😭#like i kid u not the most monotone discussion of all time#and then theres this one minor subject#where we have at least 5 things to submit#all of them involve vidoe editing animation art and more art projects#and i cant be askkkk#oh did i mention i also have work LASKALSKSLS#im so drained creatively#ramblings
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There are few things worse, I think, than reading a call to action memoir that is so close to right but really should have been shelved for at least 5yrs before going to print so the author has time to learn enough to see all the false equivalencies that really hinder the point
#personal;#yeah fatphobia is bad but dont you dare act like people aren't asking disabled people to medically alter themselves every day???#you compare bariatric and gender affirming surgeries in such a way that makes the latter sound easy to get??#and in fact don't at ALL go into the struggles for transition care except for a nod at FL while comparing us (trans people)#to fat people like our lives are Much Easier instead of /oppressed by the same white colonial structures that enforce fatphobia/#but go off i guess#i was giving a lot of leeway when i was just side eyeing the comparisons with racism bc i'm not fat and i've not experienced enough racism#to say either way on those#but the MOMENT she started using trans and disabled comparisons i about lost it#and also randomly started calling it antisemitic (sure as much as it's violnt to all poc) in the last chapter with nothing supporting it#like you can tell it was written over the course of the last like 2 maybe 3 years without enough space to breathe#i have listened to a book on writing memoir so often i've got some of it all but memorized#and i agree that if it's more recent than a decade you're probably too close to be writing it#and this author's writing mostly about during pandemic times. this is more a journal and call to action than memoir#but its not polished enough to be a proper call to action bc there's not much it gives you to do other than 'stop dieting & dare to be fat'#which isn't an effective call to action when only those most harmed by fatphobia can act on it you know???#lots of complaints#3/10#edit: reiterting that i'm not saying it'#*it's not anti-semitic; just that a good published work of this kind doesn't make last second claims and certainly not ones#they haven't already explicitly supported in the text#i feel the need to clarify with the very very vocal rise of anti semitism esp in the left#like yes there are anti-Semitic ties. she didn't name them. just said 'they exist lol' and this went to print#great study in poor research slipping onto shelves bc topic matter is relevant
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#one final left 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#i am procrastinating studying#my motivation to study is nonexistent atp lmfao#which is bad that this class is last#bc idk anything in this class#😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀#and the slides aren't great and there's not a great straightforward way to study in my brain rn#i need to write down some stuff i can do#i i have like a lil les than 14 hours 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀#why was this class so bad for me it wasn't even like that bad like the prof wasn't horrible#just not for me ig 💀💀💀 i just could not pay attention to him everything he said went right in and out thru my ears no comprehension#hm so how do i reread all the chapters or something in like < 10 hours or smth lmfao#also what do i even mean reread as if i read them all the first time slkjnfgdfigbpiurghpqireughdjfhsglfgjhaldkjfh#my last two finals were ok like ........ on par for what i expect lmfao and i think i did as well as i was gonna do on them#but this one#it's fucking unfortunate timing that it's last and day after another final bc i would rly appreciate a lot more time to study for this one#and i cant manage time so i haven't rly started studying for it lmfao why would i study before the day before 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩#anyway whatever#my chinese song playlist hitting hard rn it's so good and so nice to listen to while studying bc i dont get too distracted lol#and the songs are so GOOD i've been bonding more w my roommate over it XD#i think it's kinda funny how my music this week is gonna be so different than normal lol on airbuds since it does weekly music stats#out of nowhere just only lindsey stirIing and chinese songs lol#and then mxmt/oon in btwn there bc she also chiller music#jeanne talks
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for once I would like to be struggling academically bc my brain actually struggles to comprehend the material and not bc I have some dumb*ss sh*t going on in my personal life
#I got club stuff eating all my time#had to become the RA at my dorm#all my friends dropped out of my program so all those relationships are evolving#one of my best friends for the past two years is acting badly and I may have to stop being his friend#have to address some long standing medical issues#ofc my family issues have not gotten better at all#need to start therapy again and ik my therapist and I don't click but hey she's covered by insurance and I'm tired of looking#stupid beginning of the year bureaucracy to deal with#ppl at my dorm went to a big party and now everyone is slowly getting sick#president of my club is assigning me more work and the only solution is to tell her to do it instead but then SHE will have too much work#so I guess we both gotta suffer#plus I gotta lead my own team this year and get back to some assignments I told them to do#missed my German class 2 weeks in a row and have my first class tomorrow REALLY BEHIND bc I haven't studied German since May#also haven't been keeping up with French#and I really gotta do well academically this year#and probably find a job#and go to the gym#and not end up in the hospital again#university shenanigans#original post
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have my first day of classes tomorrow im so nervous...
#um.txt#im in a small gc for people i met at the induction but none of them are in my first class tomorrow...#i think i spoke to one person who might be taking it so 🤞🏻 and its a queer studies sort of thing so hopefully that'll be nice#but i haven't properly been in a classroom in like 5 years 😭 been stress cleaning all day to avoid thinking about it
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